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Only You, Darling (Only You, Babe)
Summary: There were orders for your abduction. You were made to be the bait by a rival gang to get to the elusive head of Onychinus. Sylus doesnât take it too well. Word Count: 4.8k Tags: mc x sylus, fem!reader x sylus (use of she/her pronouns), depictions of violence (it gets a little graphic), reader gets abducted and injured, strong language, protective!sylus, heâs a little unhinged here, self-indulgent! A/N: I canât believe this game pulled me out of a three-year creative rut LMAO. Iâve been doing fanarts, now Iâm writing again?? The power these pixelated men hold over me, man. Anyway, enjoy! This version of Sylus is probably a little OOC idk idk ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
It was close to midnight, and you're being followed.
On your six, a stocky man in an unassuming dark suit has been tailing you since you left the dingy bodega a little over a mile away from your apartment for about, three? five minutesâ no, maybe even longer.
Shit, you mouth silently. Sloppy. You shouldâve noticed him sooner, and the two other lackeys now closing in from up ahead. Theyâre armed too, if the hands hidden inside their jackets were any indication.
As if things aren't looking bad enough, youâve decided tonight would be the perfect night to go weaponless, deciding against bringing your handgun with you since it was supposed to just be a quick run to the store for supplies. Namely, the late-night cravings sort of supply.
You clutch the wrinkled paper bag containing your coveted jalapeño Cheetos tightly.
This is what greed does to you, a mocking voice echoes in your head. Since when did your inner voice of reason sound masculine and oh-so-familiar?Â
Exhaling quietly, you try to calm the rising beat of your heart and appear to be clueless of your surroundings. Walk at a normal pace. Look unaware of the men with the intention to⊠What even was this? An ambush? Good, old, regular robbery? No, it doesnât seem like they were in it for something that insignificant. They wouldnât even bother to be this cautious if it were.Â
But then, what were they here for? The dangers you were more familiar with are of the monstrous kind in the literal sense of the word; entities that you face on a daily basis as a Deepspace hunter. Not the regular threats posed by mankind â which in this particular situation, suddenly feels more foreboding.
While racking your brain for ideas on how to slip away from their sight without escalating the situation, you fail to notice a fourth person hidden behind the dumpster inside the narrow alleyway on your left until you feel the cold, hard edge of a pistol gun hit your temple. Â
With a shout, your hand shoots up in an attempt to yank the gun away from the hand holding it but the sudden burst of pain from the impact has left you feeling dizzy and off-kilter. The moment you throw your fists up to block your face, heavy fists strike you directly in a flurry of hits, colliding with your forearm and your unguarded ribs.
You let out a pained grunt as you stagger backwards, trying your hardest to keep yourself from falling back on your ass and ward off the next incoming attack.Â
A sinister laugh alerts you of the others, now surrounding you in a circle. Shit!
You hastily shift your legs into a crouching position, bracing yourself as you attempt to sidestep the one in front of you before making a run for it. You spring into action, but before you can even take another step, an arm shoots out and coils tightly around your neck like a noose. A cloth that reeks of something distinct is slapped over your mouth and nose, rendering you unable to do anything but struggle.Â
âNow, nowâ the boss wants her in one piece, John,â The stocky man, whoâs apparently larger and more jacked up-close, pipes up. John tightens the limb circling your throat, preventing you from breathing, before slightly loosening his grip.Â
 âIâd advise you from struggling too much, sweetheart. But if you insist on making this harder for yourself,â the man talking suddenly grins, revealing rows of crooked, silver teeth. âHe ainât said nothinâ about a couple of bruises.âÂ
You give him your dirtiest glare, trying to pull away from the death grip the burly man called John had on you, but you feel your muscles slowly becoming heavier and your vision starting to blur.Â
Ch-chloroform?
You make a muffled shout, a scurry that earns you a heavy hit on the stomach, one last futile move to free yourself, but the inevitable effect of the potent substance starts to overpower you.Â
âAfter all, we need to make sure that the big bad boss of Onychinus actually comes for his bitch, donât we?â
Rendered completely useless, the men start to make quick work to restrain your arms and legs in a hogtie before carrying you down the street, to a shaded corner where a large, gray van is parked.
The barn doors open, and youâre tossed in carelessly to the back, landing painfully on the cold, hard floor. An involuntary whimper escapes your lips, feeling like one big bruise; splotches of red and blue start to form like a violent watercolor on your skin.Â
The engine revs. Before completely losing consciousness, you think you hear a faint caw.
The car drives off the beaten path, into the night, leaving not a trace of evidence of what transpired mere minutes ago aside from a discarded brown paper bag and a deflated bag of chips.Â
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From a distance, flying towards the hazy skyline, a mechanical bird crows a bad omen.Â
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In the dead of the night, the head of Onychinus sits as a spectator; a towering presence at the head of a table inside a private room, obscured in plain sight, in an unremarkable establishment far east of Linkon City.Â
Unassuming as it may be, the roomâs occupants are men of great renown, both in influence and notoriety. The CEO of a chain business in Azure Square, a regional manager of a well-known bank in Linkon, the head of a weapons trade representing a faction in the N109 zone⊠All held significant power, all held ulterior motives.
A meeting of minds; the type held only in the secrecy of the night, gone in the break of dawn.Â
Sylus has half the mind to listen in on the droning exchange of fake pleasantries and plastic smiles as the men deal trades in nature that of weapons and favors. A number of hungry, beady eyes cast him furtive glances, fearful yet devout. Some cautious in the hope of earning his approval.Â
ââthe package will be en route to the agreed-upon address by the end of the week,â a stout man in spectacles finishes off, clearing his throat. Beads of sweat start to form at the back of his neck as red eyes bore into his, assessing. Deliberating. âO-or if Richardâs able to give me the go-ahead in advance, Iâll make sure it arrives by Friday,â a gulpâthen, âsir.âÂ
All in reverence.Â
He hums, his switchblade dancing idly in his hand, deliberately stretching the tension that hangs heavy in the air. He delights in this power to unsettle, savoring the authority that his mere presence commandsâa demand for absolute deference.Â
âMake it half that time, will you, Raymond?â Sylus responds amicably, not as a question. The man, Raymond, sputters.Â
âThat wonât be posââ Sylus tilts his head, eyes shifting into something more dangerous. âPlease, Iâll try to cut the time shorter but there wonât be any assurances.âÂ
The pale-haired man sighs in acquiescence. âI guess that will have to do.â Raymond lets out an exhale of relief, but catches his breath as Sylus continues, âAny later than Wednesday, and Iâll come to claim it personally.âÂ
Raymond, more nerves than man, starts to blabber something in responseâbut stops when something black suddenly appears in a blaze of dark energy, near the shoulder of the intimidating man heâs trying to appeal to.Â
Sylus raises a hand, and a large crow lands on his pointer finger.Â
He caws, once. Twice. And shows a projection.Â
The inhospitably cold room suddenly went glacial.Â
All conversation halts to a stop as an overwhelmingly suffocating aura starts to emanate from the manâno, the being at the head of the table, making all that are in the vicinity freeze in fear.Â
The devil posing as the leader of Onychinus abruptly stands up, and Raymond thinks, Oh Iâm going to die here.
Without a word, the man disappears in a Stygian haze.
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Five minutes later, only after they felt like death was no longer looming over their heads, did anyone dare to move a muscle.
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Your head hurts, and your mouth tastes of rust.Â
Having been awake for longer than your captors were aware of â two (?) of which bickering near a barred slate of metal that you assume is the door after taking a quick peek from beneath the mess of hair concealing your face â you try to get your bearings together without arousing the suspicion of your present audience.Â
ââbet itâs gonna take a while âfore that guy arrives. You think sheâs enough to get him to show his face?âÂ
âDamned if I know. In any case, we got a pretty, liâl plaything on our hands,â a snort. âMake her worth the effort.âÂ
Where were you? From what it looks like, youâve been transported into a nondescript underground bunker of sorts, dank with a hint of mildew and rot in the air; a rumbling air vent on your left masking any noise that escaped your mouth when you woke up. The area is poorly lit, save for the flickering bulb hanging precariously above your head as your main source of light â good for casting shadows to hide your bruised face, bad for the pounding headache youâre pretty sure is a concussion. And with your back seemingly close to a wall, you arrive at the conclusion that there are no other entryways, no way to leave, but the guarded door in front of you.Â
In short, you have no idea where you are.Â
Fuckâthis is bad, you swear to yourself internally, trying to control the rising panic swelling up your chest. You never thought your nightcap would lead to this mess. Nobody knows about your current predicament, and itâll take more than a day before your absence raises any alarms, so right now, youâre on your own.Â
Think, think! What can you do?
What can you do? You have nothing on you, nothing you can use as a makeshift weapon to defend yourself with, and your hands are tightly bound behind your back by a thick, heavily twined rope with no give. The situation is slowly turning bleaker by the second, and it isnât even your fault that youâre here in the first place! You were made a pawn, a mere bait in this messed-up dick-measuring contest between a crazy, sadistic, self-proclaimed head honcho and Onychinusâs own crazy, sadisticïżœïżœïżœ
Wait a minute. Sylus.Â
You send a strong prayer to anyone above thatâs listening, and an angry telepathic shout for good measure to the one whoâs unaware of his involvement â but nonetheless the source of your ruined night â in this attempt at kidnapping a perfectly law-abiding citizen of Linkon.
Sylus, as much as I hate your unfortunate tendency to stalk me through means that, honestly? Eludes the hell out of me, I really, REALLY hope that youâve been keeping tabs toniâ
âHey, boss! I think this oneâs awake!â
Fuck. No use pretending anymore.Â
You hear heavy footsteps from outside the room before the corroded metal door swings open to reveal a large man, easily standing above six feet, sporting a neatly trimmed beard and an unsettling smile. His arms are covered in tattoosâ overlapping, almost undecipherable. A gnarly scar runs from the side of his mouth to just above his brow bone; his right eye a cloudy gray, most likely a morbid souvenir from the sustained injury.
His functional eye zeroes in on your pitiful form, and his smile widens into a hostile grin.Â
âWell, well. It seems like our esteemed guest is finally ready to join in the fun,â His voice sounds like gravel, with a mocking intonation. âI hope my men weren't too rough with you on the way here.âÂ
You let out a breath through your teeth, blinking a few times to try and rid the blurring in your vision. You have to bide your timeâ âWhy am I here? What do you want from me?âÂ
The man cocks his head to the side, smile still in place. âI assume you already know. But Iâll indulge you your little questions, why not?â
He crosses the space separating the two of you with just a few, languid steps before heâs in front of you. He leans forward, brushing the messy locks of hair â dried with blood â away from your face in a deceptively calm manner. âThe devil needs to pay his dues, but itâs been rather difficult to get a hold of him, you see,â he sighs in exaggerated disappointment. âI intend to collect, so I waited patiently for the right moment, for an opening. For an opportunity.Â
And here, the opportunity presents herself.âÂ
You sneer, moving your head back to let your hair fall from his creepy hold. âIâve no clue what youâre talking about, mister, but Iâm pretty sure youâve got the wrong idea.â
He barks out a laugh before gripping your chin tightly between his fingers. âYouâve got a smart mouth on you. Maybe we can find a better use for it.âÂ
You feel it before you hear it.Â
âPerhaps not.âÂ
Something vicious saturates the air, something intense and terrifying and wrong. The hairs on the back of your neck stand up, and some sort of primordial response deep within your brain is telling you to get away from it.
But then, the paralyzing fear melts away to something akin to hope when you realize the source of this new disturbance.
Relief washes over you when familiar ink-and-red tendrils materialize behind the man in front of you. The dark wisps dissipate like smoke as soon as it comes and in place, your savior â sporting an expression that could only be described as downright murderous â stands before you, all six feet of unadulterated rage.
Several things happened so fast, it was almost simultaneous.
A cacophony of shouts came loudest from the two men who had been on guard duty but screams also echoed from outside the room. You saw flashes of red, twin laughter, and blood spurting from the necks of the now headless guards, and then a symphony of bullets and a lot of things breaking rang across the room.Â
SuddenlyâÂ
Deafening silence. As if something has put an abrupt stop to the noise.Â
Amidst all the chaos, the scarred man in front of you had no time to make a move before savage whips of crackling energy engulfed him, leaving only his head free from the smothering darkness.Â
His expression betrays something wild and manic as he tries twisting around to look at the figure behind him. âYouââ
Sylus pays no mind to the breathing, dead fool â lower than dirt on his feet, with the nerve to harm what is most precious to him â as he keeps his gaze solely on you; his eyes darting up and down as if taking inventory of all the bruises and scrapes you sustained from the abduction.Â
You meet his eyes. âYou came.âÂ
An indecipherable look passes his face, gone as quickly as it came. âA little too late. I apologize.âÂ
You weakly huff out a chuckle, wanting to shake your head but decide against it lest it aggravates your concussion. A prickling sensation, then the rope around your wrists falls off with a quiet thud.Â
âLuke. Kieran.âÂ
âEverythingâs all accounted for, boss,â Kieran announces, suddenly appearing beside your right, along with Luke whoâs on your left. Both look no worse for wear.
 The latter gives you a sympathetic look. âOh, man. They got you good, little crow.âÂ
âCaught me off-guard, sâall,â you insist half-heartedly.Â
A sigh. âTransport her directly back to base. Attend to her critical injuries once you arrive, and keep her awake. Iâll handle the rest once I get back,â Sylus instructs the twins in a tone that brooks no argument.
They nod in sync and start making a move to carry you out, but you protest.
âWait, youâre staying behind?â For some reason, the thought of being separated from him, even for a short amount of time, makes you feel ill. Well, worse than your current state at least.Â
Sanguine eyes soften when he hears the tremble in your voice. The offending man in front of you, reduced into something less threatening than a cowering dog in comparison to your rescuer, is forcibly pushed aside to make room for Sylus as he steps closer.Â
He crouches low so that youâre looking down on him instead of up. One large hand covers both of yours, mindfully avoiding the fresh rope burns on your wrists, his thumb rubbing soothing circles on the unmarred part of your skin.Â
âThis will be quick, sweetie. Iâll be back by your side before you know it,â he exhales, closing his eyes for a moment. âI swear to you.â
You swallow, but nodded reluctantly. âCome home soon.âÂ
âI will.â
With that, you let yourself be carried out of the claustrophobic space you were confined to, into a larger room littered with unmoving bodies that you're frankly too tired to care about at the moment, up three (rickety) flights of stairs where you exit into what looks like the inside of an empty shipping container, before finally, finally getting out.Â
A gust of salty wind hits you and you ask, âAre we near the docks?âÂ
âYeah,â Kieran answers, carefully putting you down on the backseat of Sylusâ car. âMephisto trailed after the van they stuffed you in before reporting back to the boss. We followed soon after.âÂ
Luke frowns as he inserts the key in the ignition. âWe werenât aware that they had eyes on you for a while now. An oversight on our part, wonât happen again,â he assures you. âGotta give them props for that, at least.âÂ
Kieran, now getting in the passenger side of the vehicle, shoots him a look.Â
âAnyway, weâre glad we got to you before they did anything⊠worse,â Kieran continues, then winces in a show of mock sympathy. âCanât say the same to that fucker back inside. Havenât felt Sylusâ bloodlust this strong in a long while.âÂ
You try to focus on their words, but you feel yourself nodding off as the remaining adrenaline slowly leaves your body. You know you should feel more worried about what the two were insinuating, but your mouth still tastes like you swallowed a bunch of coins and you just want a soft bed to sleep in for an entire day. Or three.Â
âOi, no sleeping. Doctorâs orders,â A snapping finger in front of your face forces you awake.Â
You blink your tired eyes open in an attempt to stay lucid, the pulsing pain in your head becoming more prominent as soon as the threat of danger has passed.Â
âThis is gonna be a long night,â you sigh, wishing that Sylus will keep his word and be quick about⊠whatever heâs planning to do with your abductor.Â
âââââ
There hasnât been much left of the man who proclaims to be the new head of an arms syndicate Sylus had dealt with in the past. He recalls the history of his relationship with the cartel being less than cordial, but nothing that would warrant his ire. Except for tonight.
He usually doesnât leave a trace when doling out punishments; no, not anymore. Not in recent years. He prefers to be efficient about his killings, dissipating any evidence in thin air after reducing them into fine paste, rather than make a big show out of it. Quick and precise.
Except today⊠Someone had the arrogance, the absolute audacity to steal directly from the dragonâs nest.
The contents of which have always been kept in strict confidentiality. What is known, only chosen individuals bound to secrecy are privy to, and a lot of people would kill for.Â
But unbeknownst to anyone else but its owner, only one thing in this hoard of secrets truly matters to the dragon. One solitary treasure alone he would burn planets for â and someone has tried to steal it.
Harm. the treasure. To get to him.Â
It seems as if the new bloods needed a reminder of who, exactly, theyâre stealing from.Â
One who dwells deep within the underbelly of the cities both monster and men inhabit, that even the most heinous of sinners seeking solace in the dark, are afraid of.Â
And what retribution tastes like to those who are foolish enough to bite more than what they can chew.
The poor soul unfortunate enough to be the first one to discover the carnage will witness that what was left of the man that had wronged the Onychinus kingpin is stuck on the walls, the floor, and the ceiling of a basement where the treasure was held captive. They will find that the manâs innards are deliberately hung in a haphazard fashion, in all corners of the room like bloody, sinewy tinsel.Â
And the centerpiece of this bloodbath is none other than the manâs decapitated head, forcibly attached to the hanging light in the middle of the room. A bulb crudely drilled past his cranium, while blood dripped down the floor in slow, ominous rivulets.Â
They will understand in dawning horror that the one responsible for this... gross butchery, has left the head swinging. That the manâs mouth will forever remain agape in an eternal scream to immortalize the exact moment he realizes the gravity of his sin.  Â
Yes, Sylus is more than glad to remind them.Â
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You arrive a quarter past four AM.Â
Barely taking a step past the foyer, the twins immediately whisk you inside to perform an âemergency patch-up.â Lukeâs words, not yours.
âWeâre your personal CNA while waiting for the head nurse to take over,â he explains cheerfully, wrapping another layer of gauze around your wrist. You hiss when Kieran dabs a cotton ball on the gash on your temple, peroxide fizzing as it comes in contact with the dried-up blood. Muttering out a âsorry!â Kieran does quick work in cleaning the injury and covering the affected area.
In no time at all, all visible wounds are bandaged and disinfected. The worst of your head wound had to be stitched up, but other than that, nothing seems to require immediate medical attention. Thereâs nothing left for you to do but to bear the aches that came along with the bruises â especially on your tender midriff â and to pop a tylenol for your throbbing headache.
You offer them a sincere, âThanks. No, really.â before they leave you in Sylusâ room, after multiple reminders to ânot sleep before the attending nurse arrives for the final diagnosis.âÂ
(You think they might have enjoyed playing caretaker a little too much.)Â
With a lot more effort than you care to admit, you painstakingly remove your bloodstained clothes until you're down to your underwear, before draping yourself in a large, red, silk robe. A hot shower sounds heavenly to your sore muscles, but the soft mattress is calling to you more so you head straight to bed.Â
With nothing else to occupy yourself with, you prop your head on a mountain of pillows â to keep yourself relatively upright â and let out a sigh.Â
Tonight had been a shitshow. All you wanted was something to snack on while you binge through the last season of the show you were watching back at your apartment; you never thought a late-night run to the store just a few blocks away would result in⊠this. If not for Sylusâ intervention, youâre sure you'd be leaving with a lot more than a couple of scrapes. If not worse.
You're lost in your own thoughts when short, successive raps on the door catch your attention. It swings open before you have the chance to pipe out a, âcome in!â
Speak of the devil.
Sylus enters the room, not a hair out of place. You notice that heâs changed into a casual, brown sweater and a pair of dark-washed jeans. His eyes meet yours, tightly-controlled expression relaxing as he crosses the room towards the side of your bed, wasting no time.Â
âHow are you feeling?â
âStill pretty sore, but Luke and Kieran already handled the worst of my injuries,â you answer, making a move to sit up. Sylus tuts disapprovingly, gentle as he puts a hand on your chest to prevent you from moving any further. He sits gingerly on the edge of the mattress, careful not to jostle you. Once fully settled, he let out a deep sigh.
âYou had me worried for a moment there, kitten.â He admits, a slightly rough edge to his voice as emotion seeps into it. He regards you intently, like heâs trying to convince himself that youâre here, safe.Â
Your hand reaches out towards his face. Without missing a beat, he leans in to nuzzle your palm, eyes closing shut. He reminds you of a big wolf, unbridled fire simmering beneath the surface, yet tame in the presence of his handler.Â
âIâm fine now, thanks to you,â you assure him with a lopsided smile. âGive my thanks to Mephisto, as well. Tell him he gets a pass on the stalking this time.âÂ
Sylus opens his eyes, a hint of amusement and something else you canât identify flickering through. âOh, sweetie. Youâll be lucky if that bird gives you the privacy to bathe alone after tonight,â he jokes.Â
Heâs joking. Right?
You eye him for a moment before deciding to let it go. You're too tired to argue.
Instead, you cautiously ask a question you arenât sure you even want the answer to. âWhat happened after we left?âÂ
Sylus expression doesnât change except for the upward tick on the corner of his mouth; the same peculiar glint in his eyes coming across a little stronger. âThey wonât be bothering you anymore. You donât need to worry about anyone coming for you.â
âThatâs not what I asked.âÂ
He hums. âDo you really want to know?â
You stare at him, and he stares back at you placidly.Â
You purse your lips and look away. âMaybe not.âÂ
Sylus breathes out a laugh. He gently grasps your chin between his forefinger and thumb, guiding your head to meet his gaze once more. A softer look on his face, inching closer to yours.
Your heartbeat slightly picks up. In your vulnerable state, you feel a welling desire to bare your feelings to the man in front of you. You want to tell him how relieved you felt when you saw him in that cursed basement, how he was able to quell your fears with just his presence alone the moment he appeared in a familiar haze of black and red. Like your own, personal, vindictive guardian.Â
Instead, you close the distance between the two of you, your lips meeting his.Â
Sylus groans quietly, a hand cupping your face as he leans closer to deepen the kiss. Your eyes flutter shut, savoring the feeling of contentment from being this close to him. You feel, more than you see, how his taut body loses the remaining tension from the events that transpired just mere hours ago, how he finally relaxes as he loses himself in you.
Very carefully, he eases you further down, cradling your head with one hand until it rests on a pillow. His lips drift to the corner of your mouth, trailing soft kisses up to the apples of your cheeks, your forehead, then to your nose.Â
He pulls back slightly, chuckling when you make a sound of discontent. When you open your eyes, you see him looking at youâ half-lidded and tender.Â
In a low voice, he instructs, âRest. You need it.â
The feeling of exhaustion pulls you in, but before you surrender to it, you remind Sylus, âIâm not that fragile, you know. You donât have to worry too much.â You poke his cheek and he catches the offending digit to bite it affectionately. âIâll be up and running in no time.â
He doesn't speak for a minute, considering your words. His mouth sets into a thin line before letting out a sigh.
âAnd if you get hurt again? What then?" He whispers so quietly, seeming as if he's talking to himself.
"I'll get hurt again, that's for sure," You tell him, matter-of-factly. "But really, thatâs just an occupational hazard. Iâm sure you realize."
âLove â what a terrible, little thing,â he muses, half-forlornly, half in jest. "Iâd rip this cold heart out and throw it in flames if I could.â
While speaking, his hand finds its way into the tangles of your hair, gently running his fingers through the strands in a lulling manner. His lips landing on the crown of your head softly. Reverently.
You hum sleepily.
âOf course you would, Sy.â
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âYouâll be glad to know that the artifact you had your eye on back at the auction will be arriving this Wednesday.âÂ
âHuh? But I thought it was already sold to someone else?â
Sylus shrugs. âI made a counteroffer.âÂ
âYou didnât have to. I told you it was fine.âÂ
âI know. But I also recall a certain someone telling me how much they wished they had placed a bid on it on our way back,â he pinches your cheek fondly. âDonât worry about it, kitten. Itâs yours.â
âOh. Wellâ thank you,â you yawn in response, leaning your head to rest against his palm.
His thumb strokes your cheek. âAnything for you.â
#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#sylus love and deepspace#sylus x reader#sylus x mc#sylus x you#lads x reader#sylus#love and deepspace fic
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ok yall Iâm tempted to make like a comprehensive How To drawing tutorial sometime, but I gotta know which part yâall want some info on the most. Just so I can know which aspects to go into more detail on.
Also this is gonna be focused on a stylized art style so if you want to know how to uh realistically draw any of these youâre out of luck lmao.
#polls but not#art tutorial#Iâve gotten a lot of people asking for advice and Iâm like !!! I gotta make one big post to really cover all my bases
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fallen angel remake or someth idrk
while making this i realized my art style is too weeb for it to look decently intimidating. also idk how to render clothes don't make FUN OF ME ik his arm looks weird LOL
edit: woahh okay im on my phone now lmao i didnt realize how dark it was, love the computer vs mobile experience
piece without the burn layer--
#ive taken a liking to morrow but honestly chen remains my favorite antag#ninjago morro#morro wu#ninjago
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My friend sent me this message and it really remided me of them :3
So i rushed this out lmao
Idk how to feel about the rendering but it *was* rushed ig
(The made up context for this is Sun stealing Moon's clothes lmao)
#cattart#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#five nights at freddys#fnaf sun#fnaf sundrop#sun fnaf#sundrop fnaf#sundrop#sundrop fanart#moon fnaf#moondrop fnaf#fnaf moon#fnaf moondrop#moondrop#moondrop fanart#fnaf dca#dca fnaf#fnaf daycare attendant#daycare attendant fnaf#dca fanart#fnaf fanart#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb fanart#security breach fanart#fnaf sun and moon#sun and moon fnaf#sun x moon#fnaf sun x moon
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hi milgramblr today I had a dream that Mikoto and Hatsune Miku were teaching Haruka how to play tennis, in the playground of the middle school I went to. It was very peaceful and cute, Haruka was doing his best and they were very gentle and patient with him, and were really excited when he scored. Then for some reason, the scene suddenly changed to this haunted house level from a race game I used to play with my uncle on his PS2 when I was very little (can't remember its name at all but it was like. minuscule cars racing idk how to describe it lol), but in the dream I kinda just "knew" that this location was also a Scooby Doo episode (though the scooby gang never appeared LMAO) Accordingly with the scene change all 3 of them had to start running while still playing tennis. Of course since the game is old, the graphics were low, so it was really funny seeing all 3 of them in an HD anime style running surrounded by poorly rendered ground and trees etc. Then for some reason the castle from ~2:45 in Bring It On appeared
and Fuuta came running out of the castle scared shitless because he was being chased by a witch because he refused her cookies, but for some reason the witch was Zatsune Miku ("dark" derivative of Hatsune Miku) and she was like 10x bigger than everyone else, like a giant. Then a tennis racket appeared in Fuuta's hand and he had to join Mikoto, Haruka and Miku in the tennis game while running. Suddenly Zatsune disappeared and they were all able to stop and play normally for a moment, then the scene changed again but to this farm level of the same race game I mentioned above. Mahiru was playing with the chickens at the farm, then suddenly a tennis racket appeared in her hand and she joined the game and everyone had to start running again. They weren't being chased by anything this time though. Mahiru and Mikoto were having SO MUCH FUN!!! MIKOTO WAS HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE. Miku too but she was more focused on teaching Haruka how to play, everyone was encouraging him very nicely. Fuuta was still scared a little bit and insisted that he liked soccer better, but he was also secretly having fun. The scene changed a third time to this classroom-turned-storage-room in the elementary school I went to, and for some reason John was in the closet (LMAO) of this classroom (I don't remember there being a closet in the classroom I have no idea why there was one in the dream) and he was really upset they started playing without him and just watched from where he was in the closet (looks like the endless running while playing tennis curse didn't work on him im sorry John). The classroom was like 5x bigger than it actually is, so they were able to play tennis comfortably for once, and during all of this, Kazui and the Lich (from Adventure Time) were sitting on lifeguard chairs, their positions unchanging, watching and commentating on this monstrosity of a dream I had that I decided to share with you all. They weren't even really commentating, the Lich was eating some cookies with tea and Kazui was just making jokes about everything.
Also, none of the Milgram characters were wearing their prison clothes except Kazui
#WHY ARE SO MANY OF MY DREAMS GAME THEMED#AND TAKE PLACE IN MY ELEMENTARY AND MIDDLE SCHOOLS#should i tag this I'm not sure#I want to draw the outfits Mikoto and Haruka were wearing they looked cute#milgram#mahiru shiina#john kayano#haruka sakurai#mikoto kayano#fuuta kajiyama#kazui mukuhara#i had to witness this dream in real time so whoever stumbles upon this post has to read it too I am so sorry#it looks like I miss playing tennis a. little bit#sillyposting#:3#yesterday i was wondering if i had a fever#this dream confirmed it
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This post will function as the main info source for Roswell at the time being.(all info is subject to change,post will be edited as lore changes and grows)
Name:Roswell Jane Incognito
Age:22
Gender:Genderfuild
Sexuality:Panromatic,Homosexual
Pronouns:All pronouns
Height:5ft10in
Weight:157lbs
Occupation:History and ELA teacher,head of the photography club at his school.He is also a very high ranking member of the cult,they refer to him as either Reverend or Prophet.
-he actually has a giant eye on his chest,he can see out out it somewhat.he doesn't like when people above a certain height hug him straight on,instead of from an angle.he also has a few other eyes in other stops on his body,like one of his forehead,his hands,his back,the back of his head,and some other places.In his regular eyes,the ones that people see he is rendered completely blind in,so his vision isn't the best unless he is practically naked,even then his vision isnt the best,since his hair does cover alot of his eyes.He cant really swim in salt water because of how many eyes he has,it burns his eyes.He often wears looser clothes to prevent his eyes from hurting,and whatnot.He also often wears clothing that if you pulled them over your head you could still see out of it somewhat so he could still see a little.
-Roswell is a fairly handsy person,not in an inappropriate way,but in a very affectionate way. He often gives unsolicited hugs,the whatnot,etc.When he sense/when people show/when they state they are discomfortable/uncomfortable he will do his absolute best to stop,though it is a habit of his.He also really loves physical affection in return.
-He grew up very wealthy,he has no idea where all this money came from since he never saw his father working growing up.Because he grew up in immense wealth he often attended high society events with his father,who is rather close to Richard and Carmen.Though Roswell isn't close with either of them,and Roy isn't very found of him either,though he is one of Roy's teachers.
-Roswell always has a camera and a few rolls of film in his bag,he never goes anywhere without 2 of those things.He also has his white cane with him at all times,though he doesn't really use it much.He usually carries a bottle of water and a few water flavoring drink packets,a pocket knife,and a chain with the cult charm,though he always wears one of those anyway.
-Roswell's mother is dead,she passed away when Roswell was around 3 or so,he remebers when she died but not why she died.He asked his father,but he couldn't get an answer from his father.
-As I've stated in previous posts about Roswell he is The Prophet for Eyes.At the time I didn't really know how that worked,but practically its primarily parasitic thats the best way I can desribe it anyway,Roswell is more of less a vessel for Eyes,a part of Eyes lives inside of Roswell thriving off of Roswell's energy.The part of Eyes that lives in Roswell is connected to eyes as a whole,Eyes can feed that peice info and whatnot henceforth feeding Roswell information,visions,etc.Roswell didn't get too much out of having a price of eyes implanted in him(I couldn't think of a better way to phrase it lmao),Eyes took his vision from his 2 normal eyes,is siphoning energy off of Roswell,adding all sorts of eyes all over Roswell making it harder for Roswell to do things.Roswell barely benefits from this,though he can't complain at all.Some benefits from this arrangement are he knows things that the average person would never know,he sees things that will happen in the future,he can see things that the average person can't see with normal eyes,he can hypnotize/disorient people by just staring them in the eyes effects font last terribly long and its hard fo him to do since he had to use his default eyes(idk what term to use,his human eyes hes had since birth) and he cant see out of them so its hard to stare someonein the eyes with his default eyes,his eyes can glow all of his eyes,his senses are heightened for the most part,he has alot of Eyes' power to s waaaaayyy lesser scale.Most things in the arrangement are neutral,like he can grow limbs like tentacles(he can't really control it a whole lot,they mainly come out when he's feeling intense emotions,and they can only be around the same size as his arm,and they dont tend to last very long when they appear),and the fact that Eyes and Roswell are emotional connected literally,Eyes and feel was Roswell is feeling and Roswell can feel to a degree what Eyes is feeling,same thing also works with pain.
Roswell's family,Jaune, is his aunt,sister of his father,though Jaune and Mr. Incognito(Roswell's father,he doesn't have a full name yet) do not share a father so they have different last names,since Jaune is Roswell's aunt,that makes Aaron(I'm pretty sure that's Jaunes husband's name) and Ross family as well,uncle and cousin respectively.While on Roswell's mother's side,one of Roswell's mother's siblings is John and the other being unnamed/unspecified parent of robert,radford,and the unnamed sister.So Robert,Radford,whatever the sisters name is,and Hope would all be Roswell's cousins.
More info is subject to change/be added in the future.
All of this was practically thought of as I was writing,and the majority of this was written in the middle of the night,so sorry if the writing is bad or confusing.
Questions about Roswell are welcome and encouraged as I am trying to flesh out his character.
#luigifisch#luigisthoughts<3#luigi stuff<3#spooky month#art#sm#spooky month oc#sm oc#sm oc roswell incognito
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yesterday i finally watched the new tmnt movie!! at first i wanted to do a live reaction kinda thing, except that wouldnât work because i'd have to reblog every entry and hiding every single part under a "read more" would be not only tedious, but i'm not even sure if it's possible lol
so instead have a collection of my thoughts here! (spoiler warning, duh)
first of all: the art style. thereâs something strangely nostalgic about it. it feels like that is what my mental storyboards as a kid would have looked like, had i been into animating back then. or at least that would have been close to the style i would have liked to emulate.
the explosions looking like violent scribbles is just so đ©đ€â„ chef's kiss, truly. there's something about the art in general that just moves in such a particular way and holds a certain weight and volume,, it feels like cardboard and clay and crayons and the piles upon piles of coloured pencils i used to have as a kid and how the wooden pencil drawer smelled. i'm such a fan of this style iâM obsessed o(-<
in the intro shots for the turtles, raph licking his sai blades is so extra and i love him for that lmao
for some reason i completely forgot they cast jackie chan as splinter and tbh idk how to feel about it? no hate towards him; i just don't think voice acting is his strong suit
meanwhile i'm looooving mikey's voice. also leo's beacuse, well first of all, i am a leo girlie (gender neutral) through and through so i would have loved all aspects of him no matter what. but his voice actor is gumball's i believe? and that's one of my comfort shows đ„ș i just love him sm
this little donnie is sending me, i- đ€Ł
superfly's theme reminds me of miguel's for some reason? đ and i'm here for it ahahh
the whole watermelon scene lmaoo teeangers being teenagers, finally
aaaand here comes the probably forced romance subplot đ
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(more on that later)
the whole fighting scene in the workshop tinted in red? ugh 10/10
ok so, april: i really like how they met. i like her design, her voice and her whole vibe. the whole puking jokes were a little too much for me; personally im not a fan of fart or puke jokes because, well, iâm not a 12yo boy (looking at you seth rogen) but all in all i really liked this rendition of april. it sucks tho that the turtles got a snazzy outfit by the end, both for school and for prom, but aprilâs clothes always remained the same. would have loved to see what she wore to prom!
the gen z lingo and references: âŠi mean, i guess it makes sense? i just donât know how well it will age xD the references to end game and all were fun but, again, will someone in 15 years understand what they meant? will someone in 15 years know what rizz is?
changing the topic, the way eyeballs are rendered??? hello?? theyâre so expressive and shiny and i lowkey wanna lick them ok
the chris pine cutout actually made me choke on my food from both surprise and laughter jhdfkjashdf
oookay so. superfly and his gang. first of all when the gecko talked i went like hey is that ant-man? lmao i love all the designs and ice cube as the villain works?? im not mad?? lol now, his plan however... sigh, my guy. killing all humans aside, have you maybe thought that if you turn every single animal and insect into a mutant, the whole ecosystem would all but collapse? there will be no planet left to belittle the humans on (:
"he'll run out of cars eventually" / *looks at parking* / âoh, câmon!â lmaoo đ this joke was excellent
so, back to the forced romance thing. look i get it, they needed a reason to help out april to get the plot going. and if leo said it, then the rest would follow. i get that. but throughout the whole movie, aside from like his brothers elbowing his side knowingly, thereâs no more allusion to anything? and then only at the veeeery end, he asks her out and she says yes, so i was like âoh okay so thatâs the payoff then. took long enoughâ but then when theyâre dancing she rhetorically asks if theyâre just doing this as friends and đ maybe this is just my aroace self projecting but,, if youâre gonna use romance/romantic interest as a catalyst (lame tbh), at least be consequent about it?? if you (the writers) didnât have the intention to explore the relationship, then leave it altogether? again, this is just my aroace opinion,, i canât relate so i donât understand. (which i know seems contradictory given my uh, repertoire of fics lmao) personally i would have preferred a different reason for them to helping out april, and having them all just be besties by the end, which they ended up being anyway
so, to sum it all up. itâs a story weâve seen a hundred times, so there was really nothing new to it. the plot was okay,, the biggest thing that âbotheredâ me was superflyâs whole extermination thing making no sense, technically. but other than that, my eyes and ears were having an absolute feast. a very enjoyable film all in all. when we got rottmnt, i was like âoh finally an iteration of the teenage mutant ninja turtles where theyâre actually teenagersâ but scratch that. mutant mayhem is the most teenager one, and i loved them for that. time will tell how the jokes will age but yeah, the way they were depicted was definitely my favourite thing about the film aside from the art style.
have you guys seen it? what are your thoughts? lemme know :D feel free to comment here or send in some asks!
#btw i 100% disappeared for a long time and then im dropping this and probably disappearing again#for which i am sorry#things are just kinda hectic rn#tmnt mutant mayhem#tmnt mm#goose honks
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Stranded (III) | jhs
â But, darling, if you hadnât fallen, you wouldnât have met himâthe one whoâll render you mad and drunk with his love so much that youâll never want to find sanity again.
word count: 17,476 (PART III) contents: FluFF, skinny dipping (no spicy times tho lmao), deep talks, uncovering trauma, daddy issues, ANGSTY ANGST, y/n discovers the truth behind her abandonment, Theseus, getting drunk, violence (not really graphic), not necessarily accurate (i mixed up a lot of versions and made up some shit), a bit historical?? idk anymore, long explanation & historical refs at to be followed if you're interested, Greek Mythology AU pairing: Jung Hoseok x Reader Inspired by Dionysus and Ariadne
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đčđ»đźđżÂ â | END.
It was fortunate that winters donât last long in Greece, because soon enough, the coldness thaws and spring comes to Naxos. Each day is still wound with the shenaniganry that is Hoseok, and today, he brings you back to the pool where you first met the nymphs.
The two of you had spent the day helping the nymphs with their home and making sure the trees they lived in wouldn't be disturbed by travelers or beasts alike. You, too, would have to prepare your home for the seasonal change soon, perhaps as one of Hoseok's followers to help you with renovations, so you wouldn't have to inconvenience Silenus next winter.
Before settling for the day, Hoseok invited you to come along with him to the pool to end the day relaxed, he says.
âWhat in the world are you doing?!"
You gasp as you see him unravel his clothes, spinning yourself away from him in an instant. Hoseok only laughs upon your averted gaze, mischief in every note of it.
His shamelessness, you find, has known no bounds the more you let yourself be dragged to his tomfoolery. He has changed, indeed. "I say we have a little dip, hm?" he muses, his words later on followed by a splash of water.
Willing yourself to not look past what the water allows you, you steal a glance and see him resurface with a grin inviting you to join him. His dark curls were swiped back by his hands, which soon led your eyes to his naked chest and carved collarbones. The setting sun dims the light within the cave, leaving the rest of him to your unhelpful imagination.
Gods help you. "I'm not bathing with you!" you squeal, scandalized by the mere thought of it (but admittedly tempted).
The expression on his face tells you just how much Hoseok was enjoying toying with you. "You dare defy the request of a god, princess?" he teasingly lilts, leisurely swimming back so as to not tear his eyes away from you.
"Donât say it like that," you grumble, eyes still bouncing off everywhere else in the cavern but him for too long. He may be your friend, but if anyone else might hear of thiâ
"I kid, (Y/N)," Hoseok assures upon noticing your furrowed brows and pout. The moment you regain your thoughts and look at him, he smiles. "But," he then muses, "some company is nice for a little swim, do you think not?"
Chewing at your lip, you mull over his words. It has been a hot time indeed, attested by the nymphs' whines and lament you've been hearing for the past few days. Has something happened to Yoongi?
You haven't been faring well with the heat eitherâeven nowâespecially when the activities of the day had left you sore and sweaty. Really, you haven't much else to kill your time with either.
"I'll withhold from any funny business, I swear," Hoseok further invitingly promises, chuckling as he swims in little laps before you. "You don't have to strip either," he then muses, but then thinks to himself for a moment. "Though you would lack a spare for change."
Perhaps it was because you were bored, or because you wanted the upper hand over him for once, or perhaps it was something else entirely, but you found yourself making a rather bold move.
"Never the matter, I canâ"
"Turn aroundâŠ"
Hoseok's eyebrows rose sky high at your words, a fiery blush spreading across his cheeksâone that (fortunately for him) you were too embarrassed to notice. Your words came out rather quiet and weak, but it was enough for him to freeze. âI beg your pardon?â he gawked, the most shocked you've ever seen himâand you almost feel victorious. Almost.
Awkwardly, you stood there, hand reaching where your dress was held together by a pin and idly playing with it as you found the courage to speak aloud once more. "I said turn around,â you tell him, staring firmly at him into doing your bidding.
Hoseok does as you ask, still taken aback.
After leaving your dress and undergarments in a pile by a large rock, you quickly part your hair over your shoulders and drape them over your decolletage. "Don't you dare look!" you warn once more, watching him closely.Â
His smugness seems to have caught up with him, seeing as he was quick to go back to his teasing after hearing you say those words. "Yes, dear," he playfully sings, "come on in."
Practically envisioning the wolfish grin on his face, you resist chucking a pebble at him. You focus on the present moment, and, finally, set yourself ankle deep into the pool, hands covering your delicate parts. The water ripples at your arrival, and as you go deeper, your hair begins to float around you until you gather them back to cover your upper half.
The moment the water reaches your chin, you realize it's deeper than you initially thought, even back when you were with the nymphs. Perhaps, it's even deeper along where Hoseok is, likely leading further down and somewhere into the sea. And so, heart thrumming against your chest, you idly stay where you were, near the edge.
Hoseok's head twitches to turn around but he catches himself. "Comfortable?" He asks first, turning his head just a littleâonly to catch a glimpse of you holding onto one of the edges and dipping your head into the seawater to fully submerge yourself, eyes closed shut and lungs holding in as much air as you could.
Immediately, he whips his head away upon noticing you were about to resurface. "Hm?" you ask him in the midst of soothing your hair away from your face, not catching what he said.
"Are you comfortable?" he asks again, swimming a little closer with his back still towards you. "I was about to say you needn't strip butâŠ"
It's dark enough, you decide, for him to not see what he shouldn't, so you manage a little smile. "I'll be fine," you tell him, smiling a little once he turns around. Too late to cower back now anyways.
There were still traces of the wine god's flustered shock, but he does well to steer the conversation away from awkward tension. "Feels nice, does it not?" he says as the two of you languidly circle in the shallow area of the pool. (Hoseok, you notice, doesn't go back to the deeper end. Has he taken note of your inability to swim?)
The thought brings butterflies to your stomach, but you refuse to let it distract you any further. You agreeably hum, looking up to see the sky over the overhead fissure and see the night sky coming in with its twinkling stars. A soft smile makes it to your face as you savor the serenity of the moment, sore muscles easing as you turn back to the wine god, whose eyes seem so fixated on you.
"It is relaxing, actually," you finally admit aloud, sighing blissfully as you watch the water ripple around you. "Though it'd be better to be much more prepared next time."
The wine god breathlessly chuckles, nodding along as the notion of a next time excites him. "No more surprises next time, I swear," he says, his hands raised in mock surrender, though you roll your eyes (affectionately) and know well that won't stop his future nonsense next time.
What you also know is that, at the moment, Hoseok is somber, stealing thoughtful glances your wayâthe two of you sharing an innocent moment in spite of the bold circumstances. In truth, you had expected a water fight by now. "What is it?" you softly ask, lingering just a little closer as your eyes fully meet.
There's a look of profound pride and joy in his eyes as he gazes down at you. "You've changed, princess," he tells you, voice soft yet it still strikes you hard enough to take your breath away.
"In a good way, I hope?" you manage to jest, dipping yourself a little lower into the seawater as if it'd do well to hide your flustered faceâor do anything with the funny feeling in your belly. By now, you're side by side, shoulders and arms mere centimeters apart.
The wine god nods, turning to face you with a wistful smile. "You look happier," he gently notes, tucking a hair behind your ear as he does. "Very much a good way."
While the blush on your cheeks continue to spread like wildfire at his touch, his words plunge you into the memories of your murky pastâof being that princess chained to a cruel lifeâand as you drown in it, you're reminded of what Hoseok actually saidâof your change, your happiness that he very much was mostly the architect of. The wine god has broken a hole into the depths that drown youâgiven you a way out to take if you so please while he waits for you to truly leave it all behind.
You are happierâmuch lighter, much freerâand that brings a smile to your face. "I suppose I am," you muse, practically glowing in the wine god's eyes, "and I have you and the others to thank for it."
The warmth in Hoseokâs chest is undeniable of his utter reverence for you. "Wouldn't have done it without your trust in my shenanigans, princess," he cheekily claims in spite of his giddy heart. For his sake, he swims back and bit away from you, the two of you beginning to idly swim around untilâŠ
SPLASH!
The wine godâs boisterous laughter resonates throughout the cave as you gasp at his betrayal. "Hoseok!" you shriek, retaliating with your own beat of the water towards his direction. With the sweet, innocent moment now gone, the two of you began chasing one another around the pool.
You knew that water fight was bound to come soon.
Eventually, the swim must come to an end before you both end up like raisins, and Hoseok summons Agrios, the large cat seemingly knowing well to bring some towels for the both of you to dry yourselves with. You offer the beast lots of pats and rubs as drape the linen over your shoulders. "Thank you very much," you coo, as you sit by the little fire pit Hoseok conjures.
"I was the one who summoned him," the wine god whines, finally taking a seat next to you two. "How come I don't receive any thanks or pats?"
You laugh, taking a spare linen and reaching forth to drape it over his wet tresses. "Oh, what great magnificence, my liege," you dramatically sung your praises, "such fortune has been blessed upon this humble servant!"
Hoseok half-heartedly rolls his eyes, reaching forth to mush your cheeks together. "Only you would dare to treat me like this," he playfully grumbles as you pry his hands off.
"I thought you said this was a very good change," you grin, as you raise a brow up at him. "Would you like me to go back then?"
Fondly, Hoseok's shoulder nudges yours. "Of course not," he scoffs, resting his head on your shoulder with his damp hair tickling your skin. "You know," he then says after a moment passes, "the day I saw you, I was debating on heading here instead, but Agrios was so insistent on the beach."
You find yourself smiling even more, hands brushing through the leopard's mane as he settles to your other side. "Thank Agrios for that then," you softly muse, "and the Fates for bringing us all together."
The greater part of you knows well you would've never thought the loom of fate would weave your life this way. Behind your struggles on the new path you tread, there is solace and tender appreciation for the banter, the surprises, and the menace.
You rest your head atop his as you gaze into the fire, watching the embers that crackle into the darkness of the night. "My life now is a far cry from what I used to live," you all but ponder, eyes beginning to sting as tears pool in them.
Beside you, Hoseok gazes tenderly, his brows starting to furrow and his lips starting to frown. You haven't talked much of your old life, and he knew just the gist of itâterrible father, terrible half-brother, and terrible lover. âWhy have youâŠâ he began, mulling over his words, âWhy have you not tried to run away before? If it was so suffocating for you, why did you stay in that place?â
Only then does Hoseok realize his question had been insensitive.
"It's not that easy," you say, a sharp edge to your voice that confirms his belated regrets. Whatever responsibilities you were forced to carry had obviously been heavy if it had left you this scarred.
Hoseok gives a gentle squeeze to your hand, apologetically admitting his fault. "I spoke out of line."
For a moment then, you did nothing but stare ahead with a far away look in your eyes. They carry stories he could only hope you tell him yourself. âIâŠâ you began to say, âI felt responsible, you could say. Though I was young when my mother was cursed to do what she had doneââ
âFucking a bull?â Hoseok surmised.
You recoil at his vulgar tongue. âYes, wellâŠ" you clear your throat, "that.â
Eyes shot wide, the wine god immediately reading his words. âSorry,â he coughed, looking down and wiggling his toes to idle in silence, "I will say a word no longer."
Truly, when he heard of the accursed rumors while he was in Crete, he didn't think the curse was that forward. It wasn't that he found the events disgustingâhe had seen and heard worseâjust that he came to think of the gods' temperament. The sinner was obviously your father, and yet Poseidon had seen it fit for everyone else in your family and kingdom to also be roped into the consequences of his greed.
âI was the eldest daughter,â Hoseok hears you go on. âI felt responsible to be an exemplary figure for my sisters and for my people. I thought that if I followed what my father says, it wouldâve been the best for everyone. My father is a terrifying man, after all.â
Next to him, you scoff at your naĂŻvetĂ©. âI couldnât have been more wrong,â you humorlessly chuckle, your gaze still so haunted and distant. âI still have nightmares of the people sent down there.â
You shiver, and though Hoseok knew it wasn't just from the night's chill breeze, he takes a drier towel and drapes the fabric around your shoulders, as you, whose mind is barely with him in the present, simply let him.
A shaky sigh leaves your lips. âI often think to myself; had father been humble the first time around and apologized to Poseidon, had he raised Asterion humanely at the very least, perhaps things wouldâve gone differently,â you confess, eyes shining with unshed tears as a furrow etched itself between your brows in despair. âI always waited for that change in my fatherâs greedy eyes, but in the endâŠâ you purse your trembling lips where a bitter smile forms. âI had to wait for a sword to end it all.â
At that part of the recollection, you seem to sober up a little. âFather wouldâve had me killed without a second thought if I hadn't left,â your eyes flicker towards him for a moment, and Hoseok recognized fear. "I don't think he even loves me enough to spare me a second to explain myself."
In the best way he knows how, the wine god attempts to steer you away from such terrible thoughts. âYour fatherâs a foul man, indeed,â he agreeably hums before putting on dramatics. âPerhaps I should make him grow horns and a tail if he's so adamant about the minotaur," he goes to mischievously nudge your shoulder, "or maybe I make him think he's a bull himself! What say you, hm?â
You laugh lightly at his suggestions but shake your head, not really thinking he's serious about his words when he's playfully enacting a charging bull with his hands on his head for horns. âNo need,â you hush him, âTheseus already did enough damage by killing his prized monster.â
There's a faint falter to his face following your words and it made you falterâmade unease simmer in the pit of your belly. "Theseus?" he quips, "the supposed hero of the tale then, I assume?"
Hoseok's change in attitude doesn't elude you, try as he might to keep it at bay. You could only hesitantly nod. âWhy such disdain?â you then ask, a nervous chuckle leaving your lips as you try and decipher his expression. He's angry, you think, but why?
He tears away from your troubled stare and faces the campfire, stoking it with a nearby branch. âSome hero he is then," his grumbled words drip with sarcasm so prickly and cold that it makes you wince as though he had directed such poisonous words to you. You've never heard or seen him like this beforeâjaw clenched, nose flared, and glaring at the fire.
âI beg your pardon?â
Much more to your shock, Hoseok turns to you, nose stubbornly raised high as he crosses his arms. âYou heard me,â he said with much more conviction than before. âEven if he slays a dozen Minotaurs, he will never amount to a true hero in my eyes.â
His displeasure towards Theseus somehow makes your heart shatterâmakes you feel stupid for some reason, too. âHow can you say such things with such sureness?â you huff, defensive, âhave you even met the man you are so heartlessly berating?â
Tension rapidly rushes between you bothâHoseok being offended, and so do you. âNo,â he grunts, rolling his eyes, âbut from what I see, he is definitely so.â
The wine god doesn't let you butt in, instantaneously laying his ground for arguments. âLeaving a young womanâa princess, mind youâalone on a desolate island to fend for herself isnât such a heroic feat, is it?â he gritted through his teeth. âNot to mention the possibility that he must've feigned his adoration towards you in order to incite you into helping him kill the Minotaur.â
Your breath hitched, hurt by his insinuations. Theseus didn't really feign his feelingsâŠ. did he?
Hands clenching your dress in fists, you glare at your supposed friend. âIt was noble of him to bring upon the death of Minotaur,â you sneer, "surely you cannot deny that?"
âArguably so,â Hoseok scoffs, his piercing gaze pinning you down and making you feel small, âbut what of him deserting you here?â
His words were a deadly blow to your heart, quickly killing any of your rebuttals in one fell swoop as that grim day flashes before your eyes all over againâthe pounding headache, the empty space beside you, the derelict camp with marks of haste in the sand. The pain you've buried beneath shenaniganry crawls out of its grave to take a ghastly bite out of your aching heart.
You're a fool.
Why are you arguing with him about Theseus? Defending Theseus, no less?
Hoseok's dislike towards Theseus seemed so instant, so easy, that it came to you that maybe you had been blind after all, not seeing the folly of the hero you gave your heart to.
You're still a fool.
You breathlessly laugh with no true mirth that a laugh should have and in that instant Hoseok realizes what consequences letting his emotions get the best of him causes. Your pathetic laughing at your own downfall sends tears down your cheeks that you don't even seem to take note of. âYouâre right,â you murmur your words so quietly, so defeatedly that Hoseok almost didn't hear you. âI had not known enough love from a man to have been certain that someone like Theseus would have settled for the likes of meâa princess of such a kingdom.â
You'll always be a fool.
(In truth, Hoseok's heart shatters then and there, guilt seeping in at every crack as he can't find the words to mend what pain he had subjected you to.)
Out of bittersweet reminiscing, you gestured beachwards where a tent of supplies had once been left for you. âAt very least, he had the decency to leave a few supplies behind for me,â you poorly attempt to jest, âperhaps, that was enough mercy.â
Alas, the man you knew to be all smiles didnât budge. Hoseok still gazed over you with a forlorn look on his face. His eyebrows were knitted together, with the ever growing wrinkle between them showing you nothing but frustrations. Why is he still angry?
Realizing then that you had been crying, you quickly wipe your tears away. You've embarrassed yourself. âThereâs no need to be so cross with me, Hoseok,â you nudge his side, turning to the fire before you. âIf I must admit it to you, I am an idiot to love.â
You feel more of the godâs ire and stare burning onto the side of your face. Was it pity for your circumstances or disdain for your lack of a fighting spirit?
You didnât know. You didnât like it.
Hands make themselves at home over your cheeks. Your eyes meet and you see a storm brewing in themâa part of you wanted to revel in it, while the other wanted to run for shelter.
â(Y/N)...â Hoseok began, soft yet firm, taking you aback from one of the few times heâs called you by your name. âYou were wronged,â he tells you, âwhen will you truly tell yourself that?â
His words struck your heart, like lightning would a tree. His eyebrows were furrowed deeper, the upset frown on his face looking so misplaced. This was the stormâHoseokâs rage for the bastard who broke you to the point where a part of you still felt at fault.Â
"He should be grovelling," he said with such fury, "rue the day he left you here."
Hearing such words was a validation and a painful reminder put into one. Hoseokâs words were enough to help you slay the little bitch in you that held back your fury, held you back using the tight upbringings of your father.
All this time, if not avoiding the topic overall, you would blame yourselfâbe it your careless trust in the prince, or your foolish assumptions of being loved by the likes of him and his people.
Your entire life has been nothing but a force of people telling you it was your fault, when it wasnât. It wasnât your fault your mother was cursed to consummate with the bull your father double crossed Poseidon with. It wasnât your fault a monster was born from such a union, and your father only used it further for his greed. It wasnât your fault Theseus didnât keep his word and left you here to rot.
You find courage in your heart to free yourself of your shackles for the second timeâ(yet another set of chains that bind you, just a bit more and you're free)âand to shout into the storm instigated by Hoseokâs anger.
Then and there, sobs rack through your whole being from the hurt dawning onto you all at once. "I know," you cried, shaking fists clenching the fabric of your dress yet again. You were wronged. You were wronged. You were wronged.
Arms wrapped around you tight, resisting the initial protest you gave them. âI apologize for starting such nonsense talk,â Hoseok sighs, hands rubbing circles on the expanse of your back. "I lost control over my anger and I spoke carelessly yet again," he grits through his teeth, partly disappointed in himself, "forgive this fool and his senseless mouth."
The wine god spends a good second looking at the heartache in your face, and feels his own heart suffer. He didn't want to see you like this again and yet he had failed miserably. âCry all you want,â he then urges you, wiping at the cheeks of your snivelling self. âLet out your pain and Iâll lend you my shoulder, hm?â
You find yourself surrendering to the comfort, starved for the warmth youâve never been given. Head tucked in the crook of his neck, you let yourself sob in Hoseokâs arms. You have nothing but the comfort of his embraceânothing but him.
Things donât quite settle the same after that night.
Hoseokâs eyes have been more keen on watching youâhow your smile doesnât reach its fullest, how youâve become absentminded, or how youâve excused yourself from most of the gatherings he invited you to. Your heart is in pieces and you cut yourself in the shards without care. The wine god, in spite of not really being one to gently console, has gone through a lot trying to hold it back together.
Here Hoseok was, leisurely laying against the trunk of a tree as the both of you sat under the canopy of the forest well into the afternoon. Beside him sat you idly weaving together a basketâor at least trying to. Time and time again, you cast him a fleeting glance that he makes no comment of.
Eventually, you decide to break the silence yourself. âYou neednât stay here with me,â you sigh, setting your craft on hold upon your lap as your eyes set a doubtful gaze on him. âI can tell how much this bores you.â
He cocks an eyebrow, his lips tugging upwards just a smidge. âIâm not bored,â he contends, though you still look unconvinced, brows furrowed and lips held in the ghost of a frown. âTruly, I am not,â he softly insists, âI, too, can enjoy some peace and quiet.â
You watch as he lays his head onto your thigh, sharing it with the basket-to-be you now couldnât care less about. Nonetheless, you pick the weavework up to let the wine god make himself comfortable. "Shouldn't you be spreading your influence or something of the sort?" you huff as you once again busy yourself with the basket in your hands.
Surely, you thought, a promising god making his way up the pantheon such as him would prioritize that instead of a measly mortal like you, would he not?
Instead, the deity remains content on your lap in the midst of a quaint forest like it's the throne he belongs to. "They're fine," Hoseok shrugs with careless abandon as he usually does. "My cult won't crumble so easily."
Deep in thought, his dauntless eyes are piercing as they peek up at you even when they don't mean toâthe doing of his intimidating, divine presence you suppose. âEnough about me. How are you truly faring, princess?â it was his turn to ask, placing a gentle hand on your shaking ones and stopping your poor weaving when you used it to hide your face from him. âTell me.â
Whether it was the tenderness in his voice, the ounce of authority he puts in his words, or something else entirely, you sigh and forgo the thought of lying to him. Hoseok has now sat up before you, eyes awaiting any other sign he could take from your expression alone. You know you can deny or avoid the nature of your mind no longerâhow it yearns for sweet release from your past yet becomes ensnared by the scornful chains of your contempt and the many questions left unattended to. âI want to put my past behind me, I truly do,â you confess, a bittersweet smile encapsulated on your lips, âbut as much I crave for that, I, too, crave for answers, for justice.â
You would do just about anything else than to endure the silence that followed, eyes unable to look at him in fear of bursting the tears you were keeping at bay.
"What do you intend to do after receiving those answers?" Hoseok says after a good minute, sending you into a silence of thinking.
Lips parting, you try to formulate words, to show that you had some resolve over this, but none came out to your need. "IâŠ" your voice cracks as you stammer an admission, "I don't know."
All but another bittersweet smile forms at your lips, your confession leaving you helpless. "But it'd be nice to know of the truth, would it not?" you weakly muse and pathetically steal a glance at the god beside you, only to see him stare off into the trees, his mind lost to thinking of something else.
Another while passes, the wine god beside you seems to be lost in his own thoughts before he decidedly nods to himself. "Alright then," Hoseok finally turns to look at you with a smile soft and comforting, as though telling you everything will turn out alright in the end.
You stare at him, incredulous. "What?"
Wordlessly, the god stood to his feet before you. âDo you trust me, princess?â Hoseok instead asked, offering no other explanation.
You look at his inviting handâalmost glaring.
The last time someone asked you that, you took the very hand that killed the monster of your kingdom, and jumped aboard a ship to flee the treason you both committed. The last time you trusted someone, you woke up an abandoned fool.
But this was Hoseok.
Hoseok, who may have been all shits and giggles, but always looked out over your wellbeing.
Hoseok, who was a god that took you inâfreed you from shackles with him and his madness.
Hoseok, who was warmth in a different way than Theseusâa hearth rather than a torch, a home rather than a beacon.
You find yourself taking his hand before you could realize it, Hoseokâs tight, comforting grip causing you to meet with his eyes. His smile softens your resolve, ultimately leading you to surrender to his grasp. âIâll trust you,â you tell him and something shifted as you said those wordsïżœïżœïżœhis eyes sparkled more, his smile grew wider, his expression almost fonder than before.
The sky approaching sunset bathes you both in an orange and golden light, but it almost seems to make him glow. âWhat an honor,â he tenderly muses, taking the hand you gave him and tucking it on his arm as he begins to lead you elsewhere.
Something in you felt like he meant the words he said so jokinglyâand you like it.
"HoseokâŠ"
The wine god has a lot of surprises up his sleeve, you should've known better than to be shocked when he brought you to a chariot pulled by Agrios and other leopardsâlet alone to be flying across the sky on it. You don't know what you expected the wine god to do when you took his hand, but it certainly wasn't this.
Around you now are pristine white buildings towering over you both, and in the distance is a statue of the goddess of wisdom you had heard so much about. So late into the evening, there are few people around, and yet you bask in it anyway, wondering how lively the streets become in the daylight when everything exudes such decorum.
Athens is as beautiful as you envisioned itâa marvel to take in and a heartbreak all the same.
Whether it was the cold breeze of the night or Hoseok's touch brushing across your skin as he reaches to catch your buckling form stepping down the chariot, you shiver. The wine god, nonetheless, catches your attention, seeing much of the worry and hesitation in swimming in the pools of your eyes. âYou deserve your answers, princess,â he urges as he nods towards the palace, âand Iâll make sure he pays for it.â
And so, the two of you slip to and fro around the palace halls, his powers only getting him so far since heâs never one to visit Athens longâtheyâre too uptight and rational, he says. The night, fortunately, aids the both of you with the time, having fewer people around to stumble across. Hoseok, all the while, uses his divinity to drive away any guards or servants who become too close to discovering your presence. Your endeavors eventually lead you both to two big oak doors, its golden handles tempting you to open them forth.
This is the king's quarters.
"Go on," Hoseok's hush voice urged from behind you as he set down a now unconscious guard that tried to halt the both of you.
Still, you stood dumbly before the doors, unsure and with no courage to be found. Are you ready to see that face again? What will you say? What will you do?
Should you barge the doors open and say 'Hello, Theseus. Why in the world did you forsake me?' or simply stand before him menacingly like the ghost he left you to become?
Should you let your rage take the mantle and scream 'How could you do this to me?!' to your heart's content or be better and steadily interrogate him?
Should youâ
"It'd do you well to think twice before doing anything irrational, mortal."
In panic at the unknown presence, you snap out of your frenzied thoughts and wheel around towards the voice that held an edge to the words uttered. A woman stands tall not far from you both, clad in a white and gold with her head held high, glowing almost otherworldly.
The next thing you hear is Hoseok's own voice, dripping with shock as his back straightens. "Athena?"
Your heart drops in an instant, dread filling your veins. The goddess Athena?
The wine god held the goddessâ stare, dauntless and careless as ever. Hoseok slowly pushes you behind him and opens the doors himself with his powers, locking the doors to the bedroom once you make it inside, too. The handles jiggle, a sign of you trying to come out, but it stops soon enough.Â
A sigh and a shake of the head is what he receives from the goddess before him. If there was any rage, Athena hid it beneath a collected, tame facade. âYouâre as troublesome as ever, Dionysus,â she drawls disapprovingly, but makes no other move. âFor such a futile cause, too.â
With hands clasped behind his back, Hoseok remains in between her and the doors. âWeâre simply here for answers, sister,â he modestly says, offering no harm to her subjects. âNothing more.â
Athenaâs brow quirks, knowing damn well itâs a lie. He would curse Theseus, if the exchange ever goes awry for you in any way. âIf you wanted answers, I wouldâve given them,â she quips, the moonlight illuminating her in such an intimidating way.
Alas, Hoseok is too brazen, too foolhardy to be intimidated. âI think sheâd rather hear it from him instead,â he retorts, thinking it best for your much needed closure to face the one who broke your heart. (Only then can he truly come to lull you to love again.)
âItâll only break her heart to know he really did abandon her.â
Such words knocked the wine god to a stupor. Athenaâs face remains unreadable as she said it, but there was a gut feeling in Hoseokâs stomach that told him she was in league with the betrayal. Eyes narrowing to glare daggers at her, the wine god could feel anger rising within him. âYouâŠâ Hoseok growls, âdid you have him abandon her?!â
Then and there, emotion flashed in Athenaâs eyesâanger matching his own. âDo not raise your voice at me, brother,â she fires back with her own glare. âKnow your place.â
Reminded of his station in the pantheon, Hoseok curses under his breath. You cannot manage to wage a war against a deity more powerful and influential than you.
Athena raises her head as she lays down her judgment of you. "She's not fit to be queen," she puts it so simply that it drags the frown on Hoseokâs lips further. "Her actions have marked her as a blood traitor. She cannot rule alongside Theseus, and so, she became an offering to you while on Naxosâa bride, perhaps."
The words render the wine god speechless. It wasnât uncommon for travelers to give offerings to the deity of a region they stay amidst their journey. The chances of you having the same fate may have crossed his mind as a possibility once, butâ
It was then that the prayer from that stormy night resurfaced.
⊠as told, to you, we leave a maiden of fair beauty and heart. May she make wonderful company.
You are the maiden offering, after all.
Having such a fact be confirmed to him after the two of you had been vulnerable to one another, it brews sickly guilt within him. To envision your tears and know that sorry state had been left for him, you had truly been nothing but a tool passed aroundâand that breaks him.
Still, looking at the grander scheme, his rage doesnât ease. "Not fit enough to be the bride of a king, but fit enough to be the bride of a god?" a scoff leaves Hoseokâs lips as his heart beats erratically, still trying to make peace with what he had learned.
Athena only glowers, her silence enough to answer for her. The goddess doesnât end her piece there, however. âTheseus will never love her in the way she wanted,â she says the truth and itâs coldâwouldâve frozen your heart and made it shatter if you had heard them. âThe people will never take it well to have their queen be the same princess who made them suffer either. She wouldâve spent her life miserable here.â
âDonât be so furious either, Hoseok,â she soon levels him with eyes knowing the truth in his heart and the meaning in his name. âI know that look,â Athena tells him, a smirk on her lips both mocking, knowing, and pitying. âIf she hadnât been abandoned, you wouldâve never gotten to meet and love her yourself, wonât you, brother?â
Hoseok canât bring himself to say anything else. The both of them knew that even if he were to deny it right here and then, heâll only be lying to himself.Â
The goddess of wisdom sees it fit to end the discussion soon. "Leave," she commands the last of her words somewhat both softly and sternly. "Take her with you before the guards are alerted of your trespass."
Just as she came, the goddess vanished out of thin air, leaving Hoseok alone to his muddled thoughts. The doors behind him seem to stare back, daring him to open them to see you.
Alas, he doesnât have the chance to ponder any longer. His heart drops when he hears shouting from inside.
The moment you realized Hoseok had sealed you within the room, you were nearly paralyzed where you stood, hands stuck on the handles as you tried to steady your breathing. Go on, (Y/N). Youâve gotten this far. Get your answers.
The room around you is grandâalmost grander than yours back in Creteâas it should be for a kingâs chambers, you suppose. Soon enough, however, you hear voices.
â...ow has your day been?â
Just as you anticipated, someoneâs insideâTheseus. Whoâs he speakiâ
âItâs been alright. Brotherâs letter arrived, the search is yet to be fruitfulâŠâ
No. No, it canât beâŠ
Every step you take, it feels as though your heart is being squeezed right before your very eyes. Your body struggles against what your curious mind wants, as if trying to protect you from whatever was taking place.
It doesnât protect you fast enough.
Standing in the open, your eyes meet two pairs of shocked onesâTheseus and your sister, Phaedra.
The two of them stood by a vanity table, her hand atop the one he comfortably had on her shoulder. "(Y/N)?" Theseus gawks, the first to speak, eyes wide as though he couldnât believe he would ever see you alive and in front of him ever again. It twists your heart some more.
In that instant, your brain scrambles to pick apart the scene and make sense of it. Amidst the denial desperate to reserve whatâs left of the ounce of respect you had for your time together, your rage is quick to burn the last of your affections for him. Youâre a fool. Youâre a fool. Youâre a fool.
"You seem surprised, your highness," you drawl, voice so cold and sharp that it shocks even you. "Had I truly not been in your plans for your reign, after all?"
The young king before you is eventually knocked out of his stupor, his face molding into an indecipherable stare as he steps forth, his body tense as if you were a threat. âLeave,â is all he says to you after all this time.Â
It's like a sword stabbed through your heart.
You look at the man you once lovedâthe very same man who swore to make you his and protect you now fulfill his promise to you to someone else. âYou want me to leave?â you couldnât help the bitter scoff that leaves your lips. âSome hero you are then.â
Questioning his deeds seems to be successful in getting a reaction out of him, his lips tugging to a frown and his eyes narrowing into a glare. "I slayed the Minotaur!" Theseus bellowed. "You do not have the right to insult me so."
Why did you even fall in love with this man?
"You may have been the sword that slayed our brother," you spat, body running hot with anger as your voice starts to strain the more you raise your voice, "but if it weren't for meâfor my aidâyou wouldn't have made it out of that labyrinth alive. You wouldn't be able to revel in the glory you're in now."
Phaedra and Theseusâ mouths gape at the fiery outburst thatâs seized you, angry tears blurring your sight yet you continue your outcry. "To abandon me on that island and leave me for death," your chest heaves with pained, struggling breaths. "To go and marry my younger sister, too," you sob harder, seeing your sister avoid your eyes behind him and he shields her. "How low can your betrayal become?"
Your accusation makes Theseus flinch, but he remains thick-faced. "You weren't left for death," he denies yet again, "I was instructed to leave you there by the great goddess Athena. I have no fault in this."
The news leaves you stunned. "What?"
Theseus takes advantage of your faltering rage, readily giving you the answer you came all this way for. "I was told to leave you on Naxos as a sacrifice for Dionysus," he crossed his arms, raising his head to defiantly stare into your eyes and break your heart even more. "Iâm simply being a loyal servant to my goddess."
While you had wondered once if being in Naxos with Hoseok was your new purpose in life, it never came to you that it had been the actual reason for your abandonment in the first place. Your trampled heart is thrown down an abyss you have no idea how to escape out of. The possibility of divine intervention never even came to you, always thinking to give Theseus the benefit of the doubt he never deserved.
Seeing his indifference, however, your shock was all too suddenly overcome with rage once more. You didnât know what sort of answer you expected to hear from him, but you certainly didnât prepare your heart for this amount of heartache. The absence of warmth from the man you used to think the world of, the discovery of your sisterâs involvement, and the truth behind your tragedyâyou hadnât thought itâd be one blow to the heart after the other.
Even if he had simply been doing as he was told, itâs as if it had been a relief to have been told to leave you. Hands clenching the fabric of your dress, you try to still your beating heartâtry to keep another outburst at bay. "Is that what you are then?" you say, voice hoarse and hurt, "obedient, but with no heart, no remorse for what you've done?"
Theseus fidgets once more, idly trying to reason. "I left you suppliesââ
"I had no knowledge of survival!" you scream once again, words strained by the rough use and the ache. "I was trapped in that palace growing up and you did no better by leaving me helpless on that island!"
Couldn't he at least pretend to be guilty for having left you there? Couldn't he at least feign a broken heart for being forced to leave the woman he swore to love?
Yet, here he wasâa prosperous king married to your dear sister.
Your sister, who knew of your fancy to the hero that snuck into your kingdom.
Your sister, who was the one to encourage you to meet him.
Your sister, who now holds the crown and title you were promised.
Another stab was taken to your heart. Two people you've trusted your love and faith to had stomped it so easily. You take yet another glance at your sister, who cowers at every word you shout yet clings onto his arm still. "Had I not been fortunate to have survived," you dare to ask, "had I died then and there, would you have felt anything for me?"
They were both silent, guilt written on their faces in a way that told you they would've likely not, had it not been for you appearing before them, proposing the concept now. "I loved you,â you whimpered, the fabric of your dress nearly ripping from how tightly you gripped them. âI loved both of you!"
Theseus, your first love turned first romantic heartbreak.
Phaedra, your beloved confidant turned treacherous thief.
Heart trampled and filled with rage, you want to charge at them, screaming and hitting to your heart's content, but youâre tiredâso, so tired. Your knees give out in no time, rendering you on the ground with nothing to support you. Even your lungs seem to lose faith in you, struggling to supply you with air and leaving you light-headed by the minute as you hyperventilate through your sobs.
In your sorry state, Theseus could still only think of himself and his queen. âThatâs enough, (Y/N),â he all but demands, heartless as ever over your fallen frame. âLeave or Iâll call the palace guards.â
For once, you find yourself agreeing to the Athenian kingâs words. Youâve got your answers. You canât bear to be around them any longer. Leave. You want toâ
The doors burst open in a fury, capturing everyoneâs attention towards the perpetratorâa certain wine god panickingly looking around the room. The moment your eyes meet with Hoseokâs, they soften for a moment before they harden yet again at the sight of your former lover and sister.
Theseusâ eyes are wide as your crestfallen form is wordlessly lifted in the air and towards the stranger who readily carries you in his arms, while you wound your arms around his neck and cry into his shoulder. The Athenian kingâs heartbeat began to quicken as he realized just who this man might possibly beâthe very god he left you to, Dionysus.
The queen is the only one that seems to be confused. âTheseus?â
A hand reached out to signal her to keep quiet, head humbly bowing down, as with one last glare sending shivers up their spine, the wine god leaves with you just as they had been wanting. Thereâs a terrible feeling settling in the pit of the kingâs stomach.
Theyâve incurred the wrath of a god.
Hoseok couldn't cast aside his worry, no matter how hard he triedâcouldn't help but cast his worrying gaze behind him where you sat at the edge of his chariot, feet dangling in the air as Agrios and the others dragged the chariot through the air.
The night breeze brushes colder on the shoulder where your tears soaked his tunic and it all but puts more weight onto his heart. As the one manning the whole chariot, his place on it obstructs him from checking on you for too long. Since you two left Athens, he wonders if youâve stopped crying, if youâre still with no strength in your knees, or if your cruel mindâs been repeating whatever that bastard may have said.Â
It was a few painful hours of silence traveling back to Naxos, but it was a safe one nonetheless. Quickly taking care of the reins and wordlessly dismissing Agrios and his siblings to rest themselves, the wine god comes to your side, hesitant to pull you from your trance, lest it summons back your tears. "Princess...?" he gingerly calls out, "We have arrivedâŠ"
Before he could place a hold on your shoulder, your body moved on its own, still not with him mentally as you nearly trip over tree roots and crash onto the ground had it not been for him catching you last minute. You seem to stop then and there, letting nearly half your weight be carried by the arm that was wrapped around your middle.
The moment Hoseok notices the slight movement of your head towards him, he seized the chance. "About what happenedâ"
"We shouldn't have ever come there," your hoarse voice cuts his rambling off, glistening eyes soon looking up at him. He looks back at you with furrowed brows, just as crestfallen. "I shouldn't have listened to you,â your head shakes as you try to pull away from him. âI shouldn't have."
It wasn't a fair accusation. You knew well you asked for answers, and now that the ones you sought have trampled over your poor, unfortunate heart, your addled mind could only deny it's own fault and blame the one who only intended to help you. You're a fool, through and through.
Hoseok gives you a bit of distance, but shifts his hold onto your wrists instead, keeping you from truly running away from him. "I didn't expect the situation to go so awâ"
âIs it true?â
The wine god is interrupted yet again, and it sparks frustration within him. "What is?â he nonetheless asks, confused for a moment, until he becomes terrified at the realization that Theseus may have told you the truth of what had taken place that day. Â
You kept your head down, staring down at where his hands held you. âWas IâŠâ your voice shakes, but it's so quiet he almost doesn't hear you. âWas I really left on this island for you?â
It seems you dread hearing the truth once again, but Hoseok doesn't lieâyou don't deserve any more of it. One painful truth after the other will leave you with more time to heal.
Hoseok knew he had yet to take a wife for himself, his reputation infamously paved with numerous lovers and flings just like many gods of the pantheonâespecially his father, Zeus. Pairing that with his lax management of his godly duties has ended him in this tragic predicament, entangled with the strings of fate that twist your heart in its bounds and knots.
(He doesn't want to hurt you. He would never want to hurt you. He'll sit down and untangle this mess forever if he has to.)
As he swore, Hoseok tells you what he knows. "When we came around the shrine that day," he shakily began, drawing idle figures on the skin of your wrist. "I did discover a prayer about a maiden offering left for me, but I thought itâd be a coincidence for it to be you. You were left so haphazardly on the beach, I thought it was a separate incident, untilâŠ"
Hoseok could sense your chest shakingly heave before your breath hitches, bracing yourself for the next of his words.
âAthena confirmed it herself," the wine god tells you, watching as your lungs give out a big outbreath of shock and ruin that doesnât ease your heavy heart in any way. "She saw it fit to have Theseus sacrifice you here, said you wouldâve been miserable in Athens if you were to be queen as he promised.â
The thought of marriage with you in Hoseok's mind becomes bitter now that it's been soiled by such a cruel trick. No amount of wine could ever wash down the ugly mark of it. How can you love him after this?
For the first time since, you raise your head, your eyes glossy yet they seem to have run out of tears to shed. âDid heâŠ" your words fall short of a whisper, "did he really have no protests to such orders? Did it come that easy for him to get rid of me?â
Hoseok's own heart is upset at the notion of you still letting that bastard have power over your heart, but he casts that aside in favor of your vulnerable self. All he can do now is speak his truth. âI do not know.â
You become silent then and there, slowly moving out of his grasp and he, unsure of what else to do, lets you. Hoseok's heart would burst from his chest if it could. He watches closely as you roughly wipe at your damp cheeks and forcibly draw your lips to a smile. It's bitter and, like the rest of you, unstable. âWell, the fates have certainly decided what my purpose in this world is,â you say aloud, a breathless chuckle escaping your lips.
You donât think you can ever hate Hoseok for thisâeven if you did tryâbut in the grand scheme of things, you're a mere mortal subject to the gods, the fates, and their will. Always a pawn to someone else.
There was an obvious look of defeat and despondency in your eyes. Hoseok doesnât like itâmourns because of it. All the time you spent togetherâraising your spirits, encouraging you out of your shell, and instilling confidence in youâwas now all for naught, and it doesnât help that heâs involved with the downfall of it all.
â(Y/N)...â
âIt doesnât matter now,â youâre quick to shut down any more of his attempts to comfort you, now sure that youâre bound for this misfortune in life. âI got my answers.â
Look at what it got me.
In the near distance, you see the cave that served as the roof over your head for months nowâa far cry from the palace you knew, but it was everything. It was home, and now, youâre not so sure what it is exactlyâif you can still think of it as a home knowing the man you found, built, and shared it with turned out to be someone you were offered and abandoned to, like an unknowing pup passed from one owner to another.
In truth, a part of youâdeep down, buried under all that grief and hurtâunderstood Athena's intentions, and perhaps, you'll come across the acceptance for it after all the pain subsided. Alas, for now, your thoughts are becoming too loudâheartache, existential dread, and wallowing in one. Timeâyou need time to think, and then, perhaps, something to make your mind go numb for a couple of hours.
Decidedly, you march forth, stumbling a little as you leave the wine god where he stood. Though an apology weighs down at the tip of your tongue, all you could do is shamefully excuse yourself, eyes cast down and body fidgeting. âIâll get myself something to drink...â
When you said those words, Hoseok indulged your need for space, he, himself, thinking it would do good to let some wine soothe the thoughts and emotions overwhelming you. Alas, itâs hours after the exchange, and by the time he entered your abode expecting you to be passed out already, you were still showing no sign of stopping. Youâll drink yourself to death, at this point. âThatâs enough drinking, (Y/N),â he tuts, prying the wooden chalice and bottle from your surprisingly stubborn fingers. "You know Yoongi isn't around to give you the remedy for this."
His light jest doesn't do well to deter you. âNonsense,â you slurred, sputtering some of the wine onto his robes as you tried to chase what he took.
You end up stumbling in his arms, and, in spite of both hands being occupied, Hoseok wound an arm around your waist to hold you up. For a second, he feels your body tense, perhaps mulling over whether to push him away from you or not, but ultimately, you mouthed no protest, too dizzy and too tired to.
The wine god finds himself beginning to understand why the rational, uptight people held great disdain for his masterpiece. Wine and other spirits numb down the drinker, merely delaying the inevitable reality they'll face, and, especially knowing the heavy reason behind your drinking, Hoseok feels upset with himself even more. âYou canât drink the pain away, princess,â he sighs, setting the wine bottle down so his now free hand can brush back the hair that stuck to your sweaty face.
Face scrunching at his touch, you whine and try to lull away from his hand. Through heavy-lidded eyes you peer up at him, almost in a glare. âBut I can forget,â you stubbornly insist, a tear sliding down your cheek as your lips quiver. âI donâ know what else to do.â
Thereâs a frown on his lips, Hoseok could tell, and his brows are furrowed together like yours as he gently wipes his thumb across your cheek. It's easy to want to forget in a fragile time like this, and while wine can make you forget, Hoseok refused to lose you to it. He places the chalice down onto the table, ridding what keeps him from fully embracing you. "He doesn't deserve your tears," he finds himself saying those words through gritted teeth, "or your love."
You donât seem to be clearly understanding his words, but youâve let your head fall to his shoulder, burying it there as your hands raise to rest themselves on his chest. (If you had been a bit sober, you wouldâve been aware of how fast his heart beats under your touch.)
"M' heart hurts," you all but murmured weakly against his tunic, followed by a sniffle. The words that follow fall from your lips in a dazed and defeated whisper. "Love always eludes me like this."
The wine godâs heart is clenched so tightly by your words that it leaves his face in a pained expression, as if he had actually been stricken with ichor running down his skin. If this was what youâve come to believe, youâre sorely mistaken, and damn Theseus and everyone else for making you think in such a way. "You are loved, princess," he arduously declares, burying his head into your hair as he hugged you tighter. âDonât ever think otherwise.â
At his words, he feels your head turning to the side where it leaves you listening to his heart. Hoseok wonders if you could tell his heartbeatâs pace is quickening now. Surely, you do, right? Itâd be further testament to his proclamationâproof of the things you do to him, a god in his own right.
"I am?"
It was a quiet murmur, yet it spoke volumes of the doubt loudly seizing your head. Hoseok is crushed and youâre none-the-wiser to every crack your sadness compels onto his heart. "Mhm," he hums, pulling away so his hands can take a hold of your face as he lists the people youâve managed to brighten up with your presence in your short time here. "Agrios, Silenus, Yoongi, Aldora, AlenkaâŠ"
Hoseok stares into your glistening eyes, a smile so soft on his lips as he sees you slowly coming back to him. For a moment, the wine god thinks to himself, whether or not to make his love known to you after all this time. I love you, such words dangle on the tip of his tongue. More than I ever thought I could love anyone else.
The faint scent of his wine on you, however, reminds him of your delirious state of mind, of how drunk it is. A waste of an opportunity to confess, he thinks. He'd rather have you fully sober when the time comes. "And me," was all he could say at that moment, but he said it with as much heart and warmth as he could muster. "We all love you very much."
(I love you. I love you. I love you.)
The wine god watches as you soften at his words, sobering a little as you take them in with a faint smile on your lips. He knows not if youâll remember this exchange in the morning, but Hoseok hopes you can at least remember the feeling of it, and know that, even if the rest of the world shuns you, so long as he lives, Naxos will welcome you with open arms. âYou best remember that, hm?â he playfully chides you, "You are loved."
Your hands gingerly snake from his chest and up to his hands where they rest upon your cheeks, replying with a gentle, meak nod. The last of your tears eased along with the spirits in your veins, the clarity of your actions the past hours now washing over a new sense of guilt onto you. "Forgive me," you softly tell him, gathering the strength to look up to meet his eyes as you did. "I was unfair 'n a nuisance," your words fall over one another, drowsiness bleeding into them as a result of exhaustion from everything that has taken place. "None of it was your fault."
The wine god earnestly thinks for a moment, as tingles travel up his arm from where you started unconsciously drawing idle circles on the back of his hand. A part of him hurts stillâboth of you are. âYou have the right to be upset over what you just learned.â he began, one hand freeing itself from your hold only to caress your cheek. âI can only hope you'll be able to heal from it soon.â
A mellow beat of silence follows suit, as your eyes softly stare back, warm, grateful, and lost in thoughts as you mull over his words. âThank you,â you whisper, simple words running deeper as the ghost of a smile lingering on your lips.
Encouraged by a twinkle of soft endearment in your eyes, the wine god rests his forehead against yours, savoring the moment while you let him. Hoseok doesnât think youâre even aware of how beautiful you look in the dim moonlight like this. With lips only mere inches apart, too, the wine god thinks he's never faced such temptation ever before in his life. Practicing poise unbecoming of the wild-hearted spirit he once was, he settles for a mere kiss on the crown of your head. His lips linger there for a moment, and though he didn't want to part just yet, he does so in order to guide you towards the bed. âSleep,â he casually urges, âyou need it.â
Exhaustion easily comes to you as soon as you hit the covers, eyelids heavy as you try and keep them open. Your hand keeps its loose hold on his, a slight tug wordlessly inviting him to stay with you. "Don't leave," you tenderly say, eyes pleading with him in such a way that it effectively disarms any semblance of reason in his head.
Indulging you and himself, the wine god takes the space next to you (unlike last time). Once the blankets have been laid out over your bodies, Hoseok finally rests his head on the pillow. You face one another with your hands still interlocked together, in spite of the shy boundary existing in between the rest of your bodies.
âGood night, princess,â he quietly murmurs into the darkness of the night, thumb drawing shapes on your skin as you did his. âIâll be right here with you.â
The moment you wake up, however, an empty space greets you.
Try as you might, the void in your heart persists as you muster the strength to sit up from the bed, the sleep weighing down your bones slowly dissipating the more your consciousness returns to the real world. The search for warmthâfor his presenceâwas so instant, it was practically instinct.
This wasnât the first time you woke up alone. Why does his absence bother you so?
Pieces of last night come to your mind. Athens, Athena herself, and the confrontation, make your heart hurt more for a moment, but, at the same time, the sweet words, the tender kiss to the forehead, and the comfort of his hand came to you. Though vague and a bit blurry in between, the feeling of it never escapes you, sending you furiously blushing as you bury your head into your palms.
Gods, get a hold of yourself, (Y/N).
The faint sound of music from outside soon draws your attentionâa song sounding so familiar. In an instant, your brows furrow together in confusion.
Ultimately, your mind once again wanders to the wine god you spent the night crying to. You need to talk, especially now that youâre sober and a bit better with reining in your emotions. Your head pounds, a sensation youâre very much familiar with, but by some miracle, you manage to get yourself together, and head out into the world a bit presentable.
âHoseok?â you tentatively call out, looking around the forest that surrounds your cavern for the music.
âIâm sorry to disappoint, princess.â
Heart nearly leaping from your chest, you immediately turn around towards the source of the voice and the hearty laugh you just heardâthe speed of which sends a spike of pain to your head. You see Silenus, the old satyr leaning against a nearby tree with his pan flute in hand and a teasing grin. He must've been the one playing the tune. "I apologize," you stammer, flustered to have been caught in such a way. âWhat brings you here?âÂ
Silenus' smile turns a bit warmer. "A little bird told me to keep watch while he's away," he knowingly says, making your heart skip a beat then and there.
Hoseok?
In spite of the dulling headache, you hold back the urge to go back inside, sleep, and simply wait till the wine god comes back. Instead, you approach the satyr, gathering strength to converse. "Where did he go?" You ask, bashful still but you waited for answers anyway.
"Somewhere," the satyr simply shrugs, and you're left with disappointment you cannot voice aloud. You settle for a seat by a protruding tree root not too far from where Silenus sat.
The moment you sat down, the old man wastes no time to strike conversation. âI heard a lot happened last night,â he hums good-naturedly. âWhat troubles you still, princess?â
Consciously, you think to yourself if the frown and furrowed brows had settled so naturally on your face for him to have noticed. Either way, whether it was because you needed another set of eyes on the situation, or you needed to vent out what's left of your ire, you tell Silenus the events that unfolded last nightâHoseok taking you to Athens, meeting Athena, confronting Theseus and Phaedra, and learning the truth. âI know the fault isnât his. I justâŠâ you eventually sigh, struggling to put your emotions into words. âI just feel toyed with?"
Life, in the end, is very much like the palace you grew up inâan elaborate game with harsh rules you must follow to survive. Yet another role was thrusted into your hands to playâa sacrifice? a scrap for the taking?
"Some part of me finds it hard to look at him the same way I once did, but at the same timeâŠâ
I'm not entirely against itâ
No. You can't say that.
Beside you, Silenus nods, taking in the implications of your words in spite of you not knowing exactly what you mean to say. For once, you realize, he looks a bit more serious. "Well, the Fates toy with everyone," he eventually comes to say, "thread mingling with thread, stubborn knots ruining a patch or two, but in the end, when all the threads are cut, the loom displays the grand tapestry that bears all of the fruits of the game we playedâbe it good or tragic."
The talk of the Fates brings back a frown on your lips. The strands have a life of their own, full of potential and calling to one another as theyâre spun, guided, and cut by each of the Fates. "What if I don't want to play the game of looms and threads anymore?" you dared to idly wonder aloud as you pulled your knees closer to you. It was an ugly thought, you know, but you've been left too exhausted to stop them from resurfacing, dreading how long Lachesis intended to pull along the thread meant for you when itâs so frayed with miseryâhow long youâd have to be weaved into the tapestry of humanity for before your thread finally meets Atropos' shears.
Itâs the satyr who frowns this time, setting his pan flute aside. "One may unravel as a stray thread, but it's one without any other color," he wisely tells you, "without life."
You mull the words over, a bitterness coming over you now that the unkind demons got the better of you. Your part of the tapestry will be ugly anyway, it cruelly hissesâa vile comment a bigger part of you agrees with. "I play terribly with the game of life," you cross your arms over your knees as you idly look into the wilderness spanning out before you.
"Then learn to play better,â Silenus chides, meaning well but it slaps you awake all the same. âIt depends on who you play with, does it not?"
Threads calling to other threads allow for millions of possibilities to take shape, lingering around one another until an ultimate choice intertwines two or more together in a game of who wins or loses with their experiences. "The Fates can give us an array of colors to entangle with and Hoseok, that silly boy," the satyr grins with a fond shake of his head, "is vibrantâa great thread and playmate to be entangled with, if you ask me."
No truer words have been said, and because it was the truth, you can't deny yours either. "But I don't understand why I can ever be entangled with him in the first place," you counter, still playing along with the thread analogy. "I'm dull compared to him."
The thread of the gods must be glowing and gilded compared to that of mortals. Even at your very best, you don't think you could ever even amount to him.
The satyr sighs, sparking shame from your conscience. "You ask too many questions, princess," he shakes his head and stares down at you. âWhat if thatâs why you were given the chance to be entangled with him, hm?â
You gawk at the old man, preparing for a stern lecture but he maintains a softer, passionate manner. "The two of you compliment one another in many ways," he says so surely, so confidently that it flusters you. "He's wild and you're tame, and so, you teach him how to calm down while he coaxes you out of your shell."
"You both tend to forget yourselves, but look out for the other," he adds, rendering the blush on your face to be worse. "You're practically attached by the hip, too!"
Ultimately, Silenus's words leave themselves ingrained in your head and bring your butterflies to life. "He very much wants to be in your life, and you, in spite of everything else, deprive yourself of himâof all of this."
Is it really depriving?
You think to yourself if your aversion to the divine and your scars from love had indeed led you to this cruel state of mindâof depriving yourself of companionship from someone else. The more you think of it, the more the denial retaliates against the realization. You can't, right? That sort of thing would mean you loâoh, gods. Do you really?
Seeing your eyes blown wide, lost in arguing thoughts, Silenus knocks down your doubts some more. "Would it really be so bad to play this game of life with him?" he asks, half sincere and half temptingly.
The question begs you to envision itâa life accepting your sacrifice to Naxos and living with Hoseok. When all wounds heal into fading scars and all ache lay buried beneath many happy memories, when your body is spent contently exhausted from gatherings and shenanigans, when you continue to stand at the end of Hoseok's bright, endearing smile for the rest of your life, would it truly be so terrible of a life?
âNo,â the word leaves your lips whimsically, a soft smile tempting your lips at the thought of such things. âI donât suppose it would.â
If Hoseok were to let you leave Naxosâand he undoubtedly would do it for your sake if you so desired itâthen, where would you even go? Who else would you run to?
Silenus grins at you seeing the light out of the darkness. âThere you have it then,â he concludes, bringing his hands together in a satisfied clap.
In spite of what's left of your emotions still left with questions unanswered, you are, nonetheless, grateful for the time he spent to impart his advice to you. âThank you, Silenus,â you say, "and I'm sorry."
The old satyr waves it off nonchalantly, picking up his flute once again to play. This leaves you seeking your own peace and quiet to think more things throughâespecially that question. âIâll be going then,â you bid him farewell, pushing yourself up from where you sat and dusting off your wrinkled dress.
It was only when Silenus noticed you were walking away from the cave instead of towards it that he spoke again. âWhere are you off to?â he calls out, compelling you to turn around with a reassuring smile after recalling him saying he was here under a favor for the wine god.
âThe beach,â you tell him, pointing towards a direction you knew all too well. âJust for a walk. You needn't come with me.â
You need time alone to confirm something to yourselfâconfirm what your true feelings for the wine god are. Silenus seemed to have understood this need for contemplation, as he simply nodded and remained where he was, readily waiting just as he had waited before you woke up.
With barely any effort, the walk to the beach easily becomes a nostalgic one. Under the canopy of towering trees that used to be so terrifying and foreign to you that stormy night, your feet now wander with a mind of its own, already knowing the path by heart. The sound of the waves that soon reach your ears pluck at your heartstrings in a beautiful melody, and the moment your shoes dip onto the sand, a shiver runs down your spine.
Months ago this was merely some island you were marooned on, and now, itâs everything to you. You know well whoâs to blame for this sweet, homely feelingâwhoâs made it easy to fall in love with this place and hard to ever truly hate for what else it had meant.
A sigh follows one deep breath as you look at the shore, envisioning where the camp had once beenâwhere the Fates had led your thread to meet the stranger wine god. In the struggle within your heart, acceptance was beginning to turn the tide.
Yes, this is your reality now. This is hoâ
"Halt!"
Once again, the living daylights were scared out of you, and this time, your heart had reason to pound erratically. In the distance were a group of men, armed with bows and armored in leather. At first, you thought them to be hunters, but as they approached you with the arrows drawn and some with hands on the hilt of the swords on their waist, you began to see familiar faces among them.
Soldiers from Crete.
You were torn between the urge to run and the instinct to stay put, knowing well you won't get far with this many people hunting you down. The latter, however, wins as fear aids to paralyze you. You did your best to seem as collected and civilized as you could, whilst their weapons raised menacingly against you. "So you've found me," it was a surprise to you how you manage to say it so steadily and calmly in one fell swoop. Deep down, you're terribly frightened.
A beat of silence passes.
One of them, you notice, gives discreet commands to another of, what you think, a lesser rank. You're as taut as the bows drawn against you, watching intently as the aforementioned soldier leaves the sceneâto rally more of their comrades, you realize.
The moment one of them breaks the silence and makes a charge towards you, you finally feel your body move in response, quickly grabbing sand and throwing it to the soldier's face. As he yelps and clutches his face, you try and make a grab for the sword that fell from his hand, but the slightest touch to the bronze blade was thwarted by a powerful force from your side that sends you flying away from it.
Harshly landing on the sand, your whole body feels on fire. Your chest burns from the half scream and half gasp that escapes you, clutching your side as the pain from the kick brings immediate tears to your eyes. No, you refuse to go down like this. Hoseok, Agrios, Silenus âYou have to get back to them. You have to.
You muster all the strength to push yourself from the sand, only to be met with more weapons drawn at you. "Surely, I'm not the only one accountable for this," you sneer at them, chest still heaving. "Father better also have sent his crude soldiers to Athens."
A strong hand yanks your hair upwards, eliciting a pained scream from your mouth. "You're but a felon now," the soldier spat as your thrashing was no match for his vice strong grip. "We do not owe you respect."
Among them was a man who you recognize as a captain of the guards. He has his eyes set on you, stepping closer to tell you a news that shocks you to your core. "The king's dead, princess," he says, voice cold, eyes piercing, and hand guiding his sword to your neck as he watches your eyes widen.
Since your abandonment, you didn't really expect to be able to hear of your father's fate, but you suppose his deeds would've eventually caught up to him as he deserved it.
Two soldiers roughly held you up by either arms, caging you as their leader continued. "Shortly after you fled with the Athenian bastard, he was slain while looking for Daedalus and his son," the captain told you, digging the blade to your skin where it draws a thin red rivulet. "We are here to give him justice."
In spite of your body responding to everything with telling signs of fearâtrembling frame, streaming tears, and pounding heartâyou speak defiantly and just as harsh. "This is no justice!" you grit through your teeth, raising your head high to glare back at the men surrounding you. "Father's greed is to blame for his own downfallâdeceiving Poseidon, getting mother cursed, and having the Minotaur ruin the innocent lives of many. They all lead back to him and you're all as blind as bats if you think otherwise!"
(It's also your father's fault that he managed to build a strong army loyal to him, and now, even in death, he makes life difficult for you.)
The captain's glare turned murderous, nose flaring. "How dare you!" He roared, raising his sword in the air as a look of horror flashed in your eyes.
In spite of your best efforts to escapeâwriggling around like a madwoman, stepping harshly on their feetâit's futile, your head instinctively looking away as you wait for the blade to come.
This is it.
This is the end of you.
The wine god's eyes eagerly search for the familiar clearing, and, in his haste, the whole chariot shakes at the rough landing he had gotten himself. Hoseok sees Silenus under the tree where he left him, lips parting from the pan flute to grin at the young god. "Will you finally tell me where in the world you snuck off to this time?" The old satyr stands back on his hooves and rests his hands on his hips in a playful scolding.
"Just somewhere," Hoseok simply shrugs, but the smirk on his lips betrays the supposed casualness of his absence. In truth, he visited Aphrodite and Eros for a little favor. After all, by the wine god's rules, one can easily earn themselves just about anything if one offers great wine and drama.
(The goddess of love was surely not happy with what Theseus had done. He won't be getting any luck with love or lust any time soonâor ever.)
Never the matter, that's the least of his priorities now. âHas (Y/N) woken up yet?â Hoseok asks, wordlessly dismissing the leopards to rest from their tripâsave for Agrios who decided to linger.
Silenus' smug grin brings heat to the wine godâs cheeks. âAh, yes,â the old satyr nonetheless answers, âjust a while ago. Had a lot of things on her mind, that one.â
The talk, the kiss, Hoseok immediately thinks, anticipation setting his entire being ablaze. âWhere is she then?â heâs quick to ask, his eyes set on the first place he could see, the cavern.
Instead of that, however, Hoseok watches as the satyr gestures to a direction he knew all too well. âThe beach,â Silenus tells him, âgone for a walk she says. If you hurry along, you two might go for a little swim together, heh?â
Hoseok could only roll his eyes at Silenus' words (though he does give the fantasy a thought or two). He wastes no time to walk forth with Agrios quietly following suit. Thereâs something in the air that makes his insides twist. Is it his anxiousness over talking with you again? Will you leave? Will you stay?
âI donât look too much of an idiot as of now, yes?â the wine god jests to his spotted beast for his sake, a nervous chuckle forced past his lips. Agrios, who canât talk in the first place, does well to give Hoseok an unimpressed look without even trying, walking ahead without being bothered by the pout the wine god gives him.
âA little support would bââ
A growl reached his ears, cutting his whine short as the sight of Agriosâ alert and defensive stance worsens the terrible feeling in his stomach. All too suddenly, the wine godâs face falls serious, realizing the leopard was glaring towards the beach. âWhat is it?â he whispers to the beast, cautiously approaching the beach with Agrios.
The moment he heard the pained scream and yelling, Hoseok's heart dropped.
The moment he saw a blade levied against you, Hoseok's body leapt into action.
The moment he had you at armâs length, Hoseok's mind could only ever think of shielding you.
"(Y/N)!"
Hoseok, assured by the sight of Agrios coming to your aid and mauling any soldier who dared to come at you both, is quick to use the time to look over you as your shaken knees make you fall onto the sand. The moment he hears a whimper and sees the tears, the pounding fear in his heart gives way for rage. This allowed him to focus on whatâs left of the men that surrounded you, all three currently hesitant with the spotted beast daring them to so much as take another step forward.
Hoseok is terrifying when he wants to.
"You dare come to hurt her?" he drawls, his furious presence easily towering all over them with his piercing eyes seemingly rendering them frozen where they stood. Thereâs been a change in the airâtense, heavy, and almost suffocating.Â
Though their swords and bows begin shaking in their grip, the soldiers remain headstrong in arrogance. âOur business isnât with you,â the captain tries to negotiate, weapon still drawn. âGive us the woman and weâll leave you be.â
The laughter that falls past Hoseokâs lips sends a shiver down even your spine. âWhat makes you think Iâll do as you say?â he dares them, taking another step forth.
An arrow is fired.
Whether it was done intently or instinctively by one of the soldiers, it nonetheless managed to graze Hoseokâs exposed arm and narrowly missed your head. There's a look of fear that sets in their eyes, seeing golden ichor instead of crimson blood running down Hoseok's skin from where the arrowtip struck.Â
In that instant, they come to realize the grave mistake theyâve made.
All of them fall to their knees, their weapons making a pathetic thud on the sand. Their lips quiver, trying to scramble strings of apologies together but they make no comprehensible noise, all as the wine god proceeds to glare down at them. If they're so bent on such filthy violence, Hoseok decided, then he'll give them the carnage they so seek.
One by one, what's left of the men began screaming, pointing at each other with madness and fear in their eyes. Their own thinking and frenzy fuel the work of Hoseok's curse upon them, and they start running around one another with their weapons drawn.
What horrifying feat befalls them at their own hands, you didn't have the chance to know (nor would you ever want to) as a figure kneels down before you. Shaking hands caress your face, gently guiding you to meet eyes with pools of endless worry. âAre you alright?â he asks, chest heaving as he did.
The most you could muster was a numb nod, thoughts still frazzled from everything that went wrong on your supposed peaceful, reflective walk on the beach. Before you was an unconvinced god, remnants of his rage seething like demons and insisting that the curse on the soldiers wasnât enough.
Thatâs the least important matter at hand right now, he reminds himself. Gathering you in his arms and calling for Agrios, Hoseok doesn't waste any more time and usher you away from the scene. The moment he makes the journey towards the forest however, he feels your hand squeeze him tighter. Â
"Don't," you say, eyes finally seeking his, but theyâre filled to the brim with fear and urgency.
Immediately concerned, Hoseok stops in his tracks. "Why?" he asks, setting you down with the intent to look over your body more closely. "Is something wrong? Are you hurt?"
Your hands tremble where they came to hold onto his arms. "No," you shake your head, looking towards the forest. "More are coming."
Hoseok dismissed the worry, no doubt ready to argue he can deal with them and so you quickly retorted. "What if they're in the forest?â you pour out the predictions youâve constructed in your head. âWhat if they see the cavern and come back with even more soldiers?"
For a moment, the wine god contemplates this. Even if more do come, Olympus would have to fall first before heâd even consider the thought of letting them take you away, but right now, you need assurance and time to calm down. Looking over to the leopard in a wordless conversation, the two of them share a look of agreement and after a gentle brushing against your skirts in a comforting farewell, the big cat heads into the forest without another word.
Before you could wonder where Agrios was going, Hoseok intertwined his fingers with yours, gently tugging you along a different directionâthe pool cavern.
The cavern looks as pristine as you remember, and the fond memories effectively ease your nerves. Hoseok walks over to the wooden chest you two brought here a few days around the return of spring, and fishes out a linen cloth to drape over your shoulders. "You can stay here," he tells you, as he brushes your hair back. "I'll see to it that they'll never come back here again."
Chewing at your lips, you mull over what words to say. His protection warms your heart, but the thought of being a nuisance twists it all the same. You let yourself fall forth to embrace him. "Be careful," you murmur against his chest, and he responds with a squeezeâa wordless assurance that he will, for you.
Your sole purpose here in the cavern pool was safety, and yet, you all but feel emptiness the moment the wine god leaves.
Hours passed, the sun settling high in the sky and well into the afternoon. Youâve taken a seat on the edge of the pool, your calves submerged in the water lapped by gentle ripples made by your lightly swinging feet.
It was fortuitous that the silence youâve been given here has allowed you to do the reflecting that was cut so short by the ambush earlier on.
Before you were so rudely interrupted, you had been warming to the idea of accepting your fate to be in Naxos, and the events that had taken place had only served to further engrave the sentiment into your heart.
Have you gone mad?! You should be scared! the old part of you hisses from its derelict shell. Have you forgotten what divine wrath did to your life?Â
Perhaps, you have gone mad.
(What kind of sane person has a heart that skips a beat at the thought of a god cursing someone who dared to harm them, or dare to get even a little bit of satisfaction out of it?)
A new battle brews between mortification and shamelessness at your change in lens towards Hoseok. This was hardly the time for it, you remind yourself. There is much to be done with your fatherâs loyalist at your tail.
In spite of your best efforts, the time continues bringing your heartâs utter affection for Hoseok and everything on this island to light and clarity, and you grow all the more weary with waiting. You wonder how Hoseok was faring with the soldiersâhow everyone else in the forest would be. Mortals may not truly, fatally harm gods, but they are still capable of destruction, and youâd hate for Naxos to fall into trouble if any word of your being here were to get out.
The sound of footsteps makes you jump from your skin, anxiously anticipating who would appear at the entrance with a million questions running through your mind a minute.
The moment you see Hoseok's familiar face, however, relief washes over you, so much so that tears brim your eyes. "You're back," you breathlessly whisper, having enough of your restraint left to stop yourself from pushing up from the edge of the pool and running to him.
Itâs a dilemma that solves itself, however, as the wine god, himself, comes to you with a small smile. Hoseok, too, wordlessly rids himself of his shoes and sits at the edge of the pool, easing his legs into the water. "I've sent out people around the island," he informs you as gazed down at your obscure reflections in the water. "Weâve managed to capture a few, but we havenât a clue yet if there are still others left. We'll have to wait here for news till then."
You could only nod, putting faith in his word as heâs always done his best to fulfill them.
"How are you faring?"
The question was something you expected, especially when the concern in his eyes never went away. "Well enough," you try to dismiss with an assuring smile, but a fleeting glance to his solemn face condemns you to admit just a little bit of truth. "Just a bit sore."
You carefully brush your hand to the side from when the soldier had kicked you away. There was a dull ache that spread across your torso, spiking pain if you breathed a little too deeply.
The grimace on your face as you did so doesn't elude the wine god. âI'll call over Yoongi as soon as I can,â he urgently says, about to leave his place beside you if it weren't for the hand you placed on his knee, compelling him to stay. Hoseok does as you wordlessly ask, but the furrow in his brows remain along with fleeting glances at your side.
His company alone is doing more than he can ever realize, the comforting silence doing well to ease your heart. "Thank you," you speak into the silence after a while, eyes soft with gratitude and a little something more. "For coming to my aid," you further elaborate, but soon correct yourself, "for always coming to my aid."
Hoseok's frown softens, a fond look comes with casual shrug. "I always will," he tells you like it's an absolute truth of the world.
The wine god shifts closer towards you and reaches forth, hand so tenderly on your cheek that you lean into it. His thumb rests just below your eyes, readily there to wipe away teardrops should they come. You, however, hold them back as you muster the strength to tell him what had happened. "My father's dead," you tell him with only a fleeting hint of remorse and a momentary shake. "He died pursuing the architect of the labyrinth and his son," you say, "and they were here for his just revenge."
Hoseok's eyes grew dark at the mention of the soldiers and their twisted sense of justice. "You needn't worry," he declares, "Iâwe won't let that happen."
The correction he makes to himself twitches your lips upward. "I know," you hum, eyes telling him of the confidence you have for his promise. Hoseok has never failed you before, and even if he didn't you wouldn't dare to hold it against him.
You rest your head on his shoulder, his hand falling onto your lap where it intertwines with your fingers. Returning your gaze to the waters, you abide the time by watching the ripples that form at every languid move of your feet. You pretend not to feel his thoughtful gaze, or feel your own butterflies as you relish idly playing with his fingers.
"(Y/N)?"
Your name falls from his lips, soft yet with a hint of hesitance. Sparing him any intimidation your eyes staring into his might bring, you simply squeeze his hand in assurance. "Hm?" you all but hum in response.
There's a beat of silenceâone, two.
"Marry me."
In an instant, you lift your head from his shoulder and look at him for any signs of jesting, only to find none. Instead, you see redness spread across his face as he brings his other hand to fiddle at the lobes of his ear. He's nervous.
Gods, what about you then?! Shock doesnât even begin to describe what you were feeling. Whaâ
Hoseok is quick to sense your frenzied emotions, using the stunned silence to his advantage. âI know itâs what youâve been left here for in the first place, and the memories of what that bastard did pains you, but I want you to marry me out of your own volition,â he practically vomits all his words, but he's fortunate your heart and mind's utter intrigue over all of this has compelled you to clung onto every word. âI want you to know that I crave to have your being next to mine, regardless of what had transpired for it to happen.â
To hear such words in such desperation, you were taken aback. It may have slid into a passing fantasy once, but it never occurred to you that Hoseok would feel this passionately for you. Gods, you didn't think he'd feel anything strong enough to actually ask for your hand!
The wine god forgoes his anxious habits and has both hands seize yours, both in an attempt to ground himself and in a plea for you to heed his confessionâto listen should he never have the guts to spill his heart out ever again. âThe moment your heart began to open, I all the more knew you were meant for something greater than how you were treated,â he proceeds to attest, âYou're beautiful to meâmost beautifulâand when I saw your tears, your grief, there wasâisâa strong urge in me to bring a smile onto your faceâsomething that told me you were much more radiant with happiness, instead of melancholy.â
The tears stinging your eyes were becoming difficult to fight back. You look at the god before you, still unsure of what to say. Every word strikes your weary heartstrings, and you could hardly breathe with how blissfully painful it is for your cruel demons.
He wants you to be his? The remnants of your old self can't take it, too skeptical to ever give in to the temptation of love.
Hoseok still tightly holds your hands in his, and you swear you could feel his palms sweating. âIf you would so please be my wife, (Y/N),â he tells you, almost pleading in a way desperate mortals would. âI will do my very best to take all of your sorrows away.â
The panicked outcries of your old selfâthat poor, unfortunate runaway princessâfalls into the abyss, only to land onto the plush, homely foundation that is the paradise of Hoseok's affections and yours.
This once-stranger, who saved you on that beach, had stayed with you on this damned island when he could've easily carried on his way.
This wine god, who made you feel worthy of love, had not only made you love him, but also love you.
This Hoseok, who youâve known through months of splendor, loves you with all of his divine beingâloves you more than Theseus ever could.
Hoseok watches as your eyes turn glossy and it all the more makes him despair. âThough I may not reign amidst those in Olympus,â his breath staggers, but determination reigns true in his eyes, âI swear that I shall treasure you and provide to you the life a goddess deserves.â
Your eyes widened even more, tears had long been falling down your cheeks. This is all too much for your heart to withstand.
No longer able to bear holding everything in, you inch closer towards him. âHoseok, you of all people know well that my heart is in pieces,â your breath trembles. "How much it has lost faith in things such as love."
At that moment, his smile falters.
At that moment, he curses Silenus, Yoongi, and himself for ever hoping.
At that moment, he thought it was all for naught.
âBut you're a warmth I will forever be grateful for,â you softly declare, caressing his cheek with a smile and shattering his thoughts. âFrankly, I donât think you deserve someone like me. I am but a mere mortal compared to youâimperfect, broken, and still hurting,â you tell him, "will you still love me in spite of it?"
"I already do," Hoseok affirms it so ardently that it makes you breathlessly chuckle. "I love you with all of my heart. I'll give you anything," he vows, voice falling so soft you could barely hear it, "even Olympus itself."
He will seize a grand seat on Olympus, one way or another. You will lay on the softest of pillows and dress in the prettiest of silks. You will dine full and drink to your heart's content. You will be there with him and his mother in a palace, safe and sound. âThat way, no one will come between us,â he asserts, claiming such a future into fruition. âNo one will ever harm you again.âÂ
Fury burned in every word he swore before you, unbecoming of the carefree, grinning man you knew him to be. "There's no need for such lengths," you tell him, eyes soft and endearing as you shake your head at him. You need not the glory of Olympus or the crown of a queen or a goddess. All you could ever ask is to be with himâbe loved by him. "This mortal is already yours," you profess, "yours alone."
With a hitched breath, shock befell the wine godâas if your words were so hard to believe, as if he hadn't at all expected you to love him all the same.
Soon, however, his wide eyes are broken by a joyful grin, his senses coming to reality. He wastes no time pulling you into his arms, the motion of which sends a momentary shock of pain through you. The both of you are reminded of your aching side, and Hoseok, immediately frantic, pulls away in a hurry, clumsily sending you both into the cold water.
Damn that soldier for ruining the moment.
Resurfacing with a gasp, you find him with his wet tresses stuck to his mortified face, which compels you to fix your own wet hair. âAre you alright?!â he asks, still oblivious to his ridiculous appearance as he keeps you at an arm's length to look you over.
With the pain long gone, you couldn't help the endearing laugh that escapes your lips as you sweep his hair back from his forehead like you did yours. A soft smile becomes his wordless assurance, which slowly eases the furrow in his brows.
He then saves face by reaching out to you, this time carefully pulling you into his arms. Your legs secure around his waist and Hoseok happily spins the two of you around, the water easily allowing the both of you to float idly. You gleefully laugh once more, and he nuzzles his head into the side of your face, planting a trail of kisses in his wake. "I've been yours," Hoseok's lips tenderly swears this against your skin, pulling away to look at you with eyes twinkling brightly. "I'll always be yours."
In no time, his lips captured yours in a sweet and soft dance that sent the butterflies in your belly soaring. There's a faint, salty taste of the sea on your lips, and the grip he has around your waist tightens in the name of protectively pulling you closer. Your hands find purchase around his neck, taking the time to weave your fingers through his black tresses. Your heart racing even more as your head goes light with bliss. You could hardly think at the moment.
Hoseok, sensing your human need for air, pulls away to let you breathe, forehead resting against yours as you were left gasping. âI meant every word I said,â he then murmurs against your lips. âIâll make you a goddess, my love.â
Your heart skipped a beat as your mind drifted to an indecipherable haze. You realize now that even without his wine, you were drunkâdrunk in his love and devotion.
His fingers dance along your arms until both hands weave themselves with yours, unraveling your hold around his neck. âI will etch my name all over Greece, so much that they can no longer ignore it,â he vows, a certain maddened mischief sparking in his eyes as he raises a brow at you. âWill you join me?â
You realize then that your hands and body have been pinned against somethingâone of the cave's wallsâas your newfound lover awaits your response. A shiver runs down your spineâan indication of thrill.
Mirroring his spirit, you grin and lean close. âOf course, I will, silly,â you muse, playfully rolling your eyes as you lean away just a little inch to look at him with such soft eyes that it makes him melt. "Wherever you go," you sweetly hum, forehead resting against his, "I'll be there, just as you have been with me."
Hoseok's grin is instant, shining brightly like the sun. "What an honor," he blissfully sings, lovingly tugging you into his arms and lips yet again.
In the loom of life, a bright thread fully weaves with a dull one, effectively making it brighter, too, and from now till eternity, theyâll be strands entangled together.
What a blessed woman you are.
đčđ»đźđżÂ â | END.
đœđȘđ°đ”đČđŒđœ: @dreamamubarak @unknownwalkingobject @park-jimin-isnt-real
#bts au#bts greek myth au#bts greek mythology au#bts imagines#bts fanfiction#bts scenarios#bts writing#bts fanfic#jung hoseok x reader#jung hoseok imagines#jung hoseok fluff#jung hoseok angst#jung hoseok imagine#bts jung hoseok x reader#bts jhope x reader#jhope x reader#jhope imagines
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I can't help myself im gonna explain my thought process for the sns orpheus/eurydice piece under the cut cuz I'm still not over it
OK so first the composition. When looking at references on pinterest of Orpheus n eurydice i found that in most paintings eurydice was static and was either getting pulled along by Orpheus or just standing in the background and I know I wanted for this piece for them to be both in action.
I had a really specific composition in mind so I used this random character poser online to get the perspective exactly how I wanted it to be (bc let's be honest if I tried to do that all by myself I would Explode)
i knew i wanted to depict the exact moment that naruto looks back at sasuke, his widened eyes and sasuke's outstretched hand + him yelling out. now idk WHY he's exactly yelling out to naruto uhh you can make your own reason for that lmao
Next: the sketch and the clothing/designs. For naruto I decided to draw an off the shoulder chitoniskos aka an exomis bc soldiers used it and i thought it was fitting. the only reason he doesn't have another layer overtop the chitoniskos is bc i am Bad at Clothing and idk how to do it. its also why the skirt's flaps resemble more roman skirts than clothing folds rippp that wasnt my intention goddammit đ
anyways i draw the symbol he has on his stomach on the belt and the uzumaki symbols on the flaps of the skirt. u can also see i gave him a laurel wrath in the sketch but it isn't in the final drawing. that's bc i realized that uh, it kinda made no sense in the context of the drawing so i just removed it lmaoo.
for sasuke i decided to draw just a regular chitoniskos and to draw the chlamys. for sas i drew the sharingan on the clasp and on the belt is the uchiha symbol. on the chlamys are some moon symbols and fire like red threads. (btw shout out to @achilleslyre for the help on the greek clothing đ«¶đ«¶)
also u can see me struggling w the lyre and the lamp here. drawing objects in perspective is so hard my god
the lineart! this part is where i finalized the clothing folds and tried not to go into perfectionist mode.
base colors
shading, making sure i know where the light source is coming from + adding the afromentioned details. also added some sun motifs to naruto's lyre
even more rendering and shading, added some blue/purple-ish light on naruto since he's closer to the lamp and to the outside
and the finished piece! i struggled w the cave as well bc it kept looking off but at this point i was 8 hrs into this drawing and my hands were NOT listening so i just decided to wing it and scribble aimlessly until a general cave like shape could be seen.
the branch outside is going from a green to a brown-reddish color, representing spring turning into autumn and persephone having to return to the underworld aka it parallels eurydice/sasuke also having to go back to the underworld. (this is mostly me talking out of my ass lmao)
das all ty for reading hehe
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List 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to 10 simblrs whose sims you adore đ
#ANOTHA ONE.. Thank you sm! (:
Let's do Amara.. cause idk I'm honestly obsessed with her, she's girl-boss to me and I just love her render form!
Hate to say it but she is a #BITCH...LMAO! In her own right though. Honestly she doesn't like anyone except her girlfriend and like..yeah. All she wants & need in life is Shanti and her bags! Most people who encounters Amara either is attracted to her big personality or hates her.
She's a bitch cause she's a Virgo & loves to intimidate people..no really but lol, she had to work really hard to get to where she's at in life with no help or motivation from others #sad. That's fine by her since she went on to get her master's in Liberal Arts & a bachelor in Business Management so that got her plenty far! She needs therapy honestly.
She's really materalistic like extremely.. it's crazy! Shanti has been opening her eyes to how there's more to the world than just shoes, designer clothes, & jewerly.. like get it together!
Had a short-lived career as a sugar momma. It was fun she had money to blow and why yes she would do it again if Shanti didn't come into her life setting her straight lmfao.
Excited to be a first time mother with Shanti! Let her tell it, she's already been at milf status way before they even decided to go through with IVF. She hopes it's a girl. Wouldn't be caught raising a boy, she's problematic, her fault!
#asked // answered#amara nair#she's like...queenie to me im sorry#she got like alotta baggage but lauvv ha jjdjsjdd
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alright here's my current tales of protagonist rankings.
Can't get more based than Yuri, the guy with highest ship potential, sick sounding VA, sick moves, king of witty remarks, backflips and RESOUNDING CRY OF VICTORY in his victory quotes, adopted a dog with his boyfriend... yeah
Ludger's comedic potential hits the roofs. Hit me with that 'I'm not wearing clothes in my Chromatus outfit' and Nova confession to Julius reveal shocked sprite. His design is amazing I love the tie and suspenders and the black highlights because his dumb ass thought it would look cool. Loves to backflip, especially in that one skit to distract Jude. Unfortunately he's placed into a world where he has to dating sim the Xillia 1 cast lmao like a separate game for the Xillia 1 epilogue and his story would have been better (though his story sure has fillers with the Waymarker collections...). You know what, his story could have been a gacha game. Isn't it literally FGO?
Jude lives in an unfortunate world where he, as an illegally practising doctor without a medical license, is 15. HOW. I swear he's at least mentally 18. Immediate simpery for this girl he just met with an incredibly thin waistline aside, he really said THESE HANDS and went to punch the living daylights out of god. Also the way he trusts Alvin when Alvin spends every 5 minutes betraying them is so fucking funny like yeah he sure would hook up with a guy like Alvin. Also he hits on everyone. He's the harem king. Milla, Elize, Leia, Muzet, Aska, Ludger, he has them all.
Idk what you're talking about if you don't say Lloyd isn't cool. Man wields two swords in battle because he thinks they have twice the power and renders Kratos (the GOAT) speechless, flips his swords up and down in his victory pose, dude tries to feed a grandma and gets kicked out of the village because of it, the tries to scam Colette into giving her hot/cold/hot coffee, etc. etc...
Luke gets the most points for having the most memorable scenes. 'It's not my fault!' 'I don't want to die!' 'Now is all I have' like bro how could you not hug him and tell him it's alright? His personal struggle as a clone and how he grows to face Asch is the most fascinating thing to see in Abyss. (Also Tear is a jerk and Natalia is mid and Anise shouldn't exist and Ion fucking sucks and Guy and Jade are GOATS...)
Sorey is just a regular guy. Just a good guy. Really outstanding pure vessel. Go save the world, with your boyfriend and your other ghost friends, boy.
Unnaturally thin waist aside, Milla is a character that sets out to do what she has to do and doesn't look back, and as the unwavering pillar of the cast she does her job perfectly. But like that's all you can say about her.
Velvet is edgy and her whole character arc is about making you feel sorry for her and wanting to hug her đ I haven't finished playing the game but that's the vibes I got. At least she did what she set out to do, which is to kill the inheritor of Savage Wolf Fury.
#i love ludger. i love jude. but xillia's story really is something lmao#troofless stuff#troofless plays games
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ok. going to bed now but ive spent... all day messing around on blender and i think im getting the hang of it?? i used maya mostly during uni so after 5ish years away from any 3d software its been a few days of learning curves lmao
gonna post some tests under the cut & talk more about it there. but yea. been havin fun!
ok hi under the cut gang
tried to work out how the skin shader i got (volno's toolbox on nexusmods) and decided to use gort as my guinea pig. worked out well. he seems kind of blue in some areas but that just may be me needing to mess with the settings more
then moved to rue and got somewhere with her!!
her skin is a lil too pink in this and idk what is up with that!! also the neck/body seam is bugging me but again. idk how to fix that. the dark patches under her hair also? idk how to fix them
but for a first pass i think she looks fine??
tried to rig her. did not work. i dont know how im gonna do it but i think its just a case of making my own rig and going from there? idk! trial and error
another rue. pov shes gonna get u
cant figure out how to add her vitiligo without idk... working out how to add it onto the face map. also if i rig her i should probably give her some clothes & add that when it comes to joining the rig to the mesh. otherwise she will be naked and we dont want that (unless...)
i. dont like how gort came out which kind of sucks. he looks too polished. wheres my grimey (affectionate) boy????? put him in the dirt
again. probs a case of playing around with the colours & shader settings to get him looking worse
who is that man?????
he also has the weird neck/body seam issue. waaah
oh also cannot work out how to texture clothing. i have the model for gorts outfit. no idea how to add colour to it. thats a problem for another day i think.
ppl who do pretty 3d renders amaze me... how do you do it... teach me your ways... i must know... but im also too scared to ask...
anyway one day ill be able to pose these two like proper barbie dolls. then i'll be unstoppable!!!!
(also this is me dipping my toes back into 3d to see if maybe this is an avenue to look more into. i really enjoyed 3d at uni but i missed drawing so i jumped back to 2d. but now? its been kind of fun!)
it has been rly fun seeing all the models & assests larian used in game. inchresting to pick apart. like an onion.
ok going to bed now bye
#just yapping dont mind me#adventures into 3d!!!#its... tough#but one day...#one day i will make rue and gort hold hands... theres nothing stopping me#(there is. i cant pose them yet)#delete later t!!
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wop wop i wanna fill more ask games
1. Art programs you have but don't use
I dont have them anymore but i used to have Medibang paint downloaded.
2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)
Left!
3. What ideas come from when you were little
Many of them tbh, many of my characters are like 10+ years old and come from when i was a tween
4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw
I actually really like to draw enviroments (in theory)
5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself
All, all of it, i have no self control.
6. Anything that might inspire you subconsciously (i.e. this horse wasn't supposed to look like the Last Unicorn but I see it)
Hmmm i dont think so? i at least cant see any influence that wasnt there purposefully
7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate
sculpting! i tried to do it but gave up, still i love to see timelapses videos of people sculpiting
8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in
Ugh sooooo many, so many. My first characters have sort of faded away, and other projetcts i gave up halfway.
9. What are your file name conventions
Jokey, very non-serious titles. Like 'siblings road trip' or ' shit hit da fan'
10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw
DRESSES!!!
11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what
Youtube videos, like gaming comentary or video essays
12. Easiest part of body to draw
Face and torso.
13. A creator who you admire but whose work isn't your thing
Hmmm idk to be honest, i dont have one i think
14. Any favorite motifs Duality!!
15. *Where* do you draw (don't drop your ip address this just means do you doodle at a park or smth)
My room.
16. Something you are good at but don't really have fun doing
Hmm nothing i think, i just draw things i like drawing lmao
17. Do you eat/drink when drawing? if so, what
nope!
18. An estimate of how much art supplies you've broken
None!
19. Favorite inanimate objects to draw (food, nature, etc.)
Nature!! i love drawing nature! <- never draws nature
20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy
Clothes. I like doing the folds and then the rendering
21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways
Semi-realistic anime styles, or very overly detailed styles.
22. What physical exercises do you do before drawing, if any
Nonee lmao, thought i do stretch my arm/hand while drawing.
23. Do you use different layer modes
Multiply+ Overlay+ Add (glow) are my best friends
24. Do your references include stock images
Yeah sometimes.
25. Something your art has been compared to that you were NOT inspired by
My art never gets compared LMAO. Characters ive drawn have been compared to characters that have nothing to do with them though
26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended
None i think?
27. Do you warm up before getting to the good stuff? If so, what is it you draw to warm up with
No warm ups, we raw dogging this
28. Any art events you have participated in the past (like zines)
Currently participating in one!
29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically
Music i suppose.
30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated
SO MANYYYY
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[Genshin Impact âą Jiangshi Yanfei]
#this was from halloween!!#did yanfei as a jiangshi for that ocassion hehe#i think this piece has some of my best clothing rendering and idk how to feel about that lmao#genshin impact#genshin#genshin fanart#genshin impact fanart#fanart#genshin yanfei#genshin impact yanfei#yanfei#my art
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hey when the hell did the sims 4 community start doing like television quality screencaps of their shit bc it is uncanny valley in there.
#like HUH#back in MY DAY our sims wore painted on 2d looking clothes and poorly rendered hairstyles now some of the screenshots are literally better#than any aaa game on the market. terrifying. also i know itâs bc they made the game boring and basically unplayable for the first few years#i tried again during the pandemic (at the beginning) and my vampire sim died commuting to work bc the work building didnât count as being#inside bc it doesnât actually exist anymore#which was hilarious but like. how do people actually play full sim generations under those conditions#idk maybe some day iâll try again for these weird uncanny valley sims but iâll probably just use the cas and then delete the game again lmao#but i do have a free copy i got during that giveway of it
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