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[asterocky]

jackson has this vcr in his concert about self discovery, hope in youself and love for yourself, and i sobbed like a child and continued sobbing all the way through the next song. i do not believe in faith as such but moments like this make me believe it. last year i realised that i am super unhappy with myself and my life. i have known it for a while but it took me time to face it. i woke up one day in june of 2022 sobbing and told myself that i do not want to live my life like this and i have all the means to change it if i just stopped being scared. i went on to consider what in life i would like to be to become happier and one of the things was travel. the concept of travelling alone has bothered me for years and my first venture to get rid of this fear just happens to be a jackson wang concert in paris where he talks about the samw thing i have been going through for a while and the path of self discovery.