#idk how this bitch isn’t catatonic yet my ass could NOT handle all this fuckery. i’d snap
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adding more to this in the tags. also found out there’s a tag limit lol (spoiler warnings in tags for lemuria and novus tee hee)
probably a wiz oomfie: tumblr user thenothlng also known as styx pass through here
wizblr: how can you tell???
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#beasein is especially so sick and crazy to me post lemuria and then AGAIN post novus cause like. GUURRHHGGGH#whenever i think abt it i think and digest it like bea is a parallel to malistaire with sylvia cause i rlly do think she would-#mentally stop at nothing just to get Him back. i say mentally thought because i rlly don’t think she has it in her to take it as far as-#mali did. something about picking ur battles or whatever#so instead in that post lemuria moment it was just a lot of moping and self-isolating behaviors and it was very. Not good#and ESPECIALLY a lot of resentments. a lot a lot of that.#and unfortunately i think along with that and naturally how bea is as a person- an unwillingness to be vulnerable to express what she was-#thinking during the whole ordeal#but hey it’s ok! cause dasein came back during novus! hey here’s my second chance#and then everyone blew it up. again. a chance to have Something and it just gets pulled out from under them; both dasein n bea#rn mentally in my head i’m in a very strange place with how bea would react to the events of post novus so she’s sort of in a limbo in my-#brain which. i guess describes it perfectly. she’s right back at square one when she was with lemuria but now it just feels Worse#and with paralleling mali and sylvia. oh man. i don’t think she’s strong enough to go as far as to. yknow. threaten everything ever#but she’s definitely thinking it really hard. for sure#idk how this bitch isn’t catatonic yet my ass could NOT handle all this fuckery. i’d snap#buh. everytime i think abt hee i get MISERABLE (not rlly) all i can think of is her just hearing or seeing things tht sound like/remind her-#of dasein and she just kind of sits there and stares off. 1000 yard stare for real. fuck my life literlly#;_________;…..#oh my heart for real..#wallaru is literally gonna be smthing#one day the secret documents of bea characterization will come to fruition but for right now#she’s just a person who stares off into space a little too hard and has trouble processing. many things#sigh. what the freak ever#wizsein#novus spoilers#lemuria spoilers#🌠 ship : beasein#they make me so :((((((#i could ramble abt them forever literally. if someone asked me abt them at all in general i could do this all day#anyways. now i go to bed 💤
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