#idk how i feel about that TTTtTt

[happybyjin]

streets saying running wild might be an eng song ?

[mecachrome]

don’t know if you’ve seen this yet but … 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 oh! them!

https://x.com/loveonruel/status/1810759657792897200?s=46

TTTTTT anon i know i keep saying this but there's truly something so devastating about how gently affectionate and attentive they are around each other like wtheck!!! there's also an instance of lando briefly touching oscar's arm when they talk about the silvo crowd being proud of their performances which is so... *__* like yes we've established that oscar is a naturally polite listener but idk why this feeling of them fully forgetting they aren't alone and being absorbed in their own world is always SO palpable when they turn toward each other c__c??? something something tiny nudges and meaningful looks and helpless giggles and the way oscar's arms ragdoll when he bends over to laugh at literally anything lando does... 😭 am i insane perhaps but that's what we're on tumblr dot com for

[theloveinc]

can you do 8, 12, and 13 for the violence ask game? i’m very interested in your thoughts on those

ofc!! thank you so much for asking <3

8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about

i could come up w/ so many for this question!! nd i'm trying to think of ones that aren't so controversial or related to the one i've already talked abt... hmmmmmmmmmm....

this is pretty bad of me to think but. I truly think that caring about how many likes/reblobs you get on something you posted... isn't as big a deal as people make it out to be. idk. i entirely understand it, i want reactions and and to make enjoyable posts too!! and ofc i think it's a justified way to feel if what you want is the success of your blog and more interaction or popularity in your community...

but caring about posting writing ONLY for the purpose of it getting likes + views........ idk. it just feels like an ingenuine reason to be writing in the first place. and especially when views are so weirdly skewed towards smut/specific characters/etc... that popularity of a post isnt't accurate as to how much it was enjoyed in the first place.

12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

I FEEL SO BAD just responding with bnha, bUTTT--okay actually i do want to say i think mineta is hilarious. but i don't love him or anything even if i have laughed a little bit at some of his jokes--TTTTTT..... All Might definitely gets more shit than he deserves? Shoji deserves TONS more love... and Ojiro is so sweet and would make a 10/10 bf!!!

I'm not sure other than that, tho! Is anyone even unpopular these days? esp charas who don't deserve it? Like Kenjaku and Mohito def deserve their spot very low on the list😭😭

(oh wait, i do like gentle criminal for liking la brava tho! it's weird tho bc theyre def meant to be in love but that age gap is INSANEEE. lol)

13. worst blorboficiation

GOJO!!!!!!!! i practically can't even read for him anymore because i feel like most interpretations... aren't wrong, exactly? but forgo including so much of his truth that essentially he's someone entirely different.

And it's especially bad because I feel like this not only lends itself to poor, underdeveloped depictions, but also severe blorboficiation in the form of only making his content so silly-goofy that I can't take it seriously anymore.

and it's so hatery of me to say bc again, gojo is silly-goofy!!! but he's also extremely tragic in a way that affects such goofiness.... so i find a lack of a serious recognition of that slightly... unpleasant.

I'm sorry gojo! i'm sorry this was done to you!!!

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(choose violence ask game!)

[star-puff]

OMG GUSARI!!! just.. her way of characterizing them and just her art like she has incredible talent with story-telling and pacing and a wonderful way of putting everything together with a metaphor (whether the metaphor is something obvious or not). like she has this sense of "settled unsettledness" with her writing if that makes sense. if you haven't read the matsuhana oneshot as well - i highly recommend it!!!! idk if you read given either but the moment mafuyu sings for uenoyama is VISCERAL

HHHHHHH I COULD GO ON FOR DAYS ABOUT GUSARI TTTTTT i literally start gnawing on the nearest possible object whenever i think of her doujins, like literally. i just. HHHHH the way she writes is so quiet...like i like how the love she has in her stories is not just like,, its powerful, but in a quiet, subtle, mundane way. it feels real. it feels Raw.

there's that one doujin where its about how like, UGH there's so many but there's that one doujin about iwaoi's past and how oikawa had to go into the hospital and iwaizumi was blaming himself and there's that line about how tooru & hajime's names were like,,,they had a one character difference or smth?? and how their moms wanted to symbolize that iwaizumi completed oikawa i just UGGGHHJDJSKFKKS i read all of the gusari doujin translations when i was home alone and i have never Wailed so viscerally in my life before 😐

AND YEAH I TOTALLY AGREE HER METAPHORS ARE JUST 🤌🤌🤌🤌🤌 HHH i don't think i've read the matsuhana oneshot, i think i didn't come across it when i was doing my gusari binge :( i'll look for it in the morning tho!! matsuhana just...matsuhana <3

DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON GIVEN I JUST 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 given has me by a chokehold and Wont Let Go... i Hate to be one of Those People but i just think the given manga is better ,,, like dont get me wrong the anime is so good Esp With That Soundtrack <3 but after watching the movie i'm kinda sad they took away the complexity of the overlapping storylines of mafuyu letting go + ugetsu letting go too,,,like they were such good foils for each other so im kinda just 🥲 (+++ THOSE PANELS WHERE MAFUYU GETS REMINDED OF YUKI JUST MAKE ME AAAUUGHHHHHHDHSHHDJWJEJ LITERALLY K WORD ME IT WOULD HURT LESS I THINK .) yeah the ugetsu plotline and everything surrounding that arc is just so. [clenches fist and cries a little.]

also i Love the set up currently with mafuyu's two childhood friends?? i forgot their names but 😭 once again i love how every one of gusari's relationships is depicted with so many layers and it just feels so Raw And Real . i think she's really mastered the art of depicting beauty, in its happiness and its pain.

[bsotted]

i stole a music tag bc i wanted to do it, so here it is. i tried really hard not to cheat the smh no skipping rule is hard

Rules: Write the first 10 songs that come up on shuffle (no skipping) and quote your favorite lyrics from each song, then tag 10 people.

1. Hope I Get Old Before I Die - They Might Be Giants

I think about the dirt that I’ll be wearing for a shirt/ And I hope that I get old before I die

2. The Answer Lies Within - Dream Theater 

idk maybe “Life is short, so learn from your mistakes/ and stand behind the choices that you make./ Face each day with both eyes open wide/ and try to give/ don’t keep it all inside.”

3. Thank You - 넬 Nell 

oh god i’ve listened to nell for years in order to fall asleep “Hey, so thank you so much/ For not being a fleeting warmth,/ but a pain that will never leave/ I will be able to feel you my whole life.” TTTTTT i adore this song

4. Blessed - Elton John 

this has some of my least favorite lyrics honestly it’d rank very low on a chart of elton songs ranked by how much i like them but i guess “I'll pick a star from the sky/ Pull your name from a hat/ I promise you that, promise you that, promise you that”

5. Do You Love Me Still? - The Kooks 

You rip my heart out/ But all the same you're not to blame

6. tenshi mitai ni kimi wa tatteta (you stood there like an angel) - The Pillows (<33333)

I’m so awkward, I’m so shy/ Since the day I fell in love with you/ I’ve got a special feeling/ I’m selfishly intoxicated

(here i am skipping daylight by blockhead, which is the real number seven because it doesn’t really have lyrics, it’s just instrumental aesop rock) 

7. Sexy Sadie - the Beatles (i honestly despise this song for inexplicable, visceral reasons. help me if i hadn’t already skipped one song for number seven i’d pretend this never came up honestly)

Sexy Sadie, how did you know/ The world was waiting just for you

8. Bluebird - Paul McCartney and Wings 

Touch your lips/ With a magic kiss/ And you’ll be a bluebird too

(skipping Nightingale by Yanni because it has no words either, as well as Pulk/Pull Revolving Doors by Radiohead which is what came up after, because even though it supposedly has lyrics honestly. does it? please ask yourself. does it really. are you sure.)

9.  Siva&Diva - Alice Nine (INFINITE LOVE AND HEARTS FOR THIS FUCK) 

Watch, watch me/ disappearing completely/ in this dream of life and death/ i’ll sing this song

10. Fiction - Plastic Tree (g o d i love this band and this album and this song)

It's a UFO/ It's a flight/ I don't like that/ Drop me off mid-way/ It's going to shake me off/ It's going to take me away/ It's a parable/ This is fiction

I’m tagging @extremeliking, @edoras (do you ever do these?) @electric-kiss, @divineouse, @crypticcoati, @straycosmos, @ispco bc we seriously haven’t talked in forever @kimochilive (i always think your username says kimchi when i look at it too quickly something has happened to me i think) @lepetitcomte @localgrandmafriend what up i’m angie i’m 22 and i never fucking learned how to count. is that ten people? i hope so. i’m just gonna post 

[bxebxee]

I just got done reading Easy Woman and I freakin loved it. I absolutely LOVED the line "With a racing heart and a sickening sense of déjà vu, you realize history is repeating itself, and you've already fallen again for Min Yoongi." Idk how many times I reread that line and each time ended with me clapping at how great it was. Your writing is AMAZING. I can't wait to read everything you have~~~

i loved easy woman so much eeeeee!! truly what i wanted it was the perfect mix of romance and real love. would you ever write what their relationship is like after?? love u ❤️❤️

thank you very much both of you for reading and enjoying!!! also @ the first anon, you QUOTED ME. TTTTTT (ily) tbh it was one of those fics that was much better in my head playing out as a fantasy than an actual fic, and I got super sad for a long time because it came nowhere NEAR close to the fantasy in my head. i guess im just not there yet in terms of writing but it’s okay

As far as the “after” is concerned for anon#2….. (read easy woman here first)

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It’s month number two into this friends-to-lovers, dream relationship thing, and Yoongi is still not completely used to being loved this wholeheartedly by someone. It’s a nice change of pace to be the receiver than to give and give and give until there’s nothing left of him. That’s how his previous relationships always fizzled out and died - with him giving up everything of himself until he was discarded. If he had a dollar for every time someone told him that “you’re not the man I fell in love with,” he’d still be broke, but it’s the principle of the matter.

You are uncommonly open to him once you get over the initial disbelief that your feelings for him are reciprocated. You want to make sure that this isn’t just an incredibly realistic, mind-blowingly good dream. But once it’s confirmed that yes, this is Real, and that yes, “dating” and “Min Yoongi” occupy the same sentence in the affirmative, there is nothing of yourself that you hold back. He drinks it in like a man dehydrated. Yoongi wants everything from you, and you are more than happy to give.

“I love you,” you murmur into his ear while he’s walking you home after an ordinary date. Yoongi’s hand is warmer than yours for once, and it feels nice to have him next to you with your steps coinciding in almost perfect pace.

The platform heels you insist on wearing make it so that he doesn’t have to look down at you when he hears those words coming out of you while you’re sober. You’ve confessed your love to him over alcohol many, many times, but hearing your voice absent of any trace of inebriation freely admitting that makes him want to fly. He doesn’t stop walking and neither do you.

“Thanks,” he says, “for loving me.”

“Anytime.”

The two of you chat about nothing for the rest of the way, but both of you are walking much slower than usual in an unspoken agreement to prolong this for as long as possible. You nearly trip when Yoongi runs his thumb over your wrist gently, and ironically, it’s his firm yet gentle grip that keeps you from falling over. Yoongi walks you past the gate, through the front door of the apartment complex door, and even presses the button of the elevator for you.

“Get home safe,” Yoongi smiles, genuine and beautiful.

“We’re already here, and it’s only five floors away,” you reply.

Yoongi fixes his eyes on you and takes a step closer past the point of public decency.

“You might need help in the elevator?” Yoongi knows he’s pushing it, but he doesn’t care; not when you’re already taking his hand and pulling him into the elevator when it comes down to the lobby. It’s impulsive, and it comes easily to you.

You bite your lip as you look up at the cctv camera smiling down at you from its small corner of the elevator. Yoongi presses the faded “5″ button and then “close door” in rapid succession. His hand never leaves yours.

The elevator ride up to the fifth floor feels agonizingly long and quiet, with the two you overthinking everything that has already happened and everything that could possibly happen tonight. Ever since the day the two of you decided to date, he’s never been back to your apartment. The two of you have yet to share anything more than a heated kiss in the back of a taxi from time to time. And it’s not like you don’t want him in every crevice of your space; you’d even let him live in your place if he wanted.

You simply care too much, and it makes you both excited and nervous.

The elevator dings, and the doors part in a rickety screech because one of the mechanical parts needs replacing. The two of you walk twenty paces to the front door of your apartment. You are effectively “home” and now there is only the choice left of whether or not to invite him in, or to wish him a goodnight and attempt to sleep alone.

Yoongi thumbs your wrist again, reminding you of what you told him out on the street. Oddly enough, it feels so long ago. He stares down at you, not sure how to package his thoughts in a nice way; because he wants to come inside and drink half a cup of tea, kiss you and maybe, just maybe, indulge in a fantasy or two with you. He also wants to tell you that he loves you too - very much so.

Your heart thumps hard, or maybe it feels that way because you’re overly aware of everything.

“I’m not usually like this,” you begin, your volume softer than intended. Yoongi swallows in expectation as you blink rapidly, trying your best to tame down the beast of embarrassment that would manifest in backtracking and nevermind’s. “But do you want to come inside and maybe have a cup of coffee? Or tea?”

Your face and heart combust as Yoongi accepts.