#idk I saw some of these on Pinterest and I was bored anyways

[thatoneluckybee]

Texas Gothic*

The coyotes often howl at night when the moon begins to rise. Some nights, a human voice cries out with them.

Sometimes the wind will silence and the moonlight will dim as something stands at your window. It's always gone by the time the sun starts to rise.

Every night, every clock in the house stops at exactly 12 AM and must be wound up again.

Behind the fence, a lone pair of Mary Jane shoes sits polished beneath an unused noose hanging from a tree. They have been there longer than you have.

People sing on the banks of the creek. You can sing along with them, but you must not follow.

If it snows, small footsteps might show up in the snow. They won't hurt you. They died before they saw snowfall, they just want to play.

A hen disappears from the chicken coop, leaving only scattered feathers behind. The next morning her clean skull is on the doormat.

The same couple has lived next door for at least a decade. You have never spoken to them and you don't know their names, but sometimes you can catch them watching you in your garden. You watch them, too.

*yeah it's not actually "gothic" as in the style of literature and art, just the unexplainable day-to-day you know better than to question :)

[giyuu-is-lonely7]

Okay, so idk if you've seen this pin on Pinterest, but I have and the comments on it are two sections.

Section 1 (s1):

"yeah totally, it's cannon"

"for identity and representation"

And

Section 2 (s2):

"pretty weird to be hung up about a fictional childs sexuality"

"who gives af"

And I've noticed that people from s1 are hounding people from s2.

I'm personally on s2 side, now before people hound me like Pinterest people. I'm not saying children can't have an identity and there shouldn't be representation in shows.

It's just that Killua is 12-14 through the show, and I think a bunch of real life people who are probably older (The author of the pin is 16yo) deciding a fictional characters sexuality is pretty weird.

Now I'm just gonna come out and say it, I'm not a fan of the Killua x Gon ship, mainly cause they're children. Although I don't like it, I'm not gonna shit on the people who like it. I'm also gonna say, I'm not hating on the author of the pin or any of the people commenting.

Me personally I see Killua as a child who's just found his first true friend and is afraid of losing that friendship. Also correct me if u make some mistakes, I haven't read or watched HXH in a while.

Killua himself thought of Gon to be his light, his light leading him away from his dark family. Also he saw that Gon was the first person his age to treat him normally, he was the first person in general to do that. I'm pretty sure he said that on the sky craft thing in the exam.

I'm not tryna spread hate, but to me it seems so weird people are putting a label on a character who had just found his first friend.

For me, I don't think anything's cannon until the author confirms it (unless it is so obviously indicated to be cannon) . And I know these people are just having fun with making it fannon.

Anyways sorry for ranting, I was bored 👹 if you noticed any spelling mistakes, you don't 🫡

[kishabuns]

The first time I saw my dream person

LOA succes story sp!!

(Warning flipping long)

JSBUSVSHSHHD WTF JUST HAPPENED

(This is just a lil intro if you wanna get too the juicy juicy skip this part)

Ok so imma just use this as my public diary idk. Buttt a couple of weeks ago I found the loa and I was really amazed by it I mean just assuming something and boom you got it! Like it’s too good to be true anyways so i started kinda yk ‘testing’. I started with like just small small things like idk money and mind you I used to make like €70 per month like and my peers are making much much more and now. I worked more hours hoping that I would get more money but no I got like €89 I thought it was a lot then but noooo this month I randomly got €170 instead like broooo nothing changed and I even like worked one hour lesssssss. So now I’m convincedddd. I made this cute lil Pinterest collage of like my celeb crushes to see if I had a type yk and idk they all look so different but all have this giraffe vibe abt them.

Likeeeee i know they all like different but so similar keep this In mind Okok this is the vibeeee I was tryna manifest.

The actual success storyyyy

Ok so I did assume that I was gonna find my giraffe boy but I always just kept it at the back of my mind. So nowww fast forward to like maybe the beginning(ish) of the winter break and keep in mind my town is so freaking boring like its really pretty and (aesthetic) but other than that nothing to do really so I went with friends to the city like pretty far ( we had to take a bus then a tram) we shopped then got some bobaaa (I got the taro with coconutmilk 😋)

Okok I was getting really really over stimulated and my friends wanted to go to another cosmetic store so I sat down by the very very full like couches/benches kinda idk but there and I was so annoyed cause there were soooo many people so I stood up and left but like I heard this person trying to get someone’s attention. I just kept walking cause I assumed I wasn’t being summoned but then a soft tap on my shoulder I turned around and I saw someone hand me my phone. Idk what’s wrong with me but I like cannotttt look at people in the eye and this dude was taller than me so I just mouthed a thank you and started to turn around. But he said ‘oh no thank you? I mean I could’ve just left it there yk?’ I looked back slightly offended I mean damn this dude has got a mouth on him kids these days ar— BOOOOMMMM I looked up and saw bros majestic face card looking down at me.

I took like a couple of steps back cause damn it was too bright 🤣 but I just said ‘I said thank you but since you didn’t hear… thank you very much did heard that?’ He softly smiled and nodded HIS SMILE HEHEHEHEH like wow wow my heart was beating this dude looked like a dude from my collage (like he low key looked like Benoftheweek like no high key bro) I just walked away and didn’t think much of it but then the loa popped up in my head I just assumed ‘this man loves me bro why’s he so obsesseddddd like’ but I eventually forgot then…..

When me and my friends went to watch a movie (I always wanted a brothaaaa) i was just looking around the snack area when I saw him with his friends and he was already looking at me I awkwardly looked away and to this day every time I think back I cringe saurrrr baddd like I’m just imagining myself from like third person and the way I looked away was so obvious that I was kinda flustered but anyways we move so lo and behold he was also watching lion king and he sat directly behind me now my heart was beating sososo much but tbh I kinda forgot that he was there tho 😭 so I started crying at the end of the movie and my friends noticed and started teasing me while we were leaving our seats and I looked up bro… why mid tear fall I lock eyes with him like a freaking k-drama I looked away more naturally this time 😜 then continued crying while discussing the movie with my friends

FASTFOWARDDDDDD

I go to this snackbar cause my mom forced me to pick up her order and I had wait for it…. 😔 I had this big ssa light pink hello kitty hoodie, white pj bottoms and the best for last yk those cute plushies that are actually slippers yeah I had those on hello kitty again (if anyone is curious it’s from primark) so as you could tell I did not give af I was running a quick quick errand QUICKKKK but nooo nooo I saw Mr thankyou WTF IS HE DOING HEREEEEE and you’d think that was bad he’s behind the counter… I had to face him in that ridiculous outfit ☹️ and I tried my best not to laugh at the situation that I was in and I see him hold in his laugh as well oh em geeeee so either he recognizes me orrrr I’m just a clown and he’s just laughing at me… nahhh it’s probs not that (right 🙂?)

Anyways I ordered the takeout and stood against this idk like pole thingy and went on my phone just filled with shame I swear why was this exposure therapy… I looked up and i saw him looking at me again but no he was eyeing my fit lawrddddd I wanted to sink into that very ground right freaking nowwwwww I mouthed ‘what?’ And he chuckled while shrugging. He called me to get my food and I went home (mind you my house was literally a 2/3 minute walk from that snackbar

What I couldn’t understand is how did I not know him I’ve never seen him at school I mean I wouldddd notice if he was there and I e never seen this dude ever anywhere let alone that snackbar that I go to every week neverrrrrr so this was like impossibleeee bro like he’s appearance is what I described in my notes he was looking extra fine in that waitress uniform 😬 and I took a peak at his name tag I tried stalking him and nothinggggg came up why is bro actually mysterious like ok damn but I just assumed that I would run into him again I mean loa is that simple so I just went on with my winter break.

Then BOOOOOOMMMMM

To be continued… 👹👹👹👹👹

[admirange]

Mcl style contest outfit dump pt. 4

Spectral waltz

I didn't know what spectral meant lol, pinterest gave me ghost artworks so I guess it's just ghost waltz? IDK. Used all white & pale colors and the usual black hair because that's all I have. I WISH I could relive my prom when my whole class waltzed together. My dress was all white and pretty and princessy and it perfectly fit me the first time I tried it 😭 AND HOW IT MOVED WHEN I DANCED okay I'll just go watch the video of our dance. Used music related elements and went for this barouqe/victorian type of vibe with the room. Taki is Queen Charlotte.

Got low ranking with it.

Alien abduction

My first thought was the sims. My second was the woman from that movie Mars Attacks! TRAUMATIZED me when I was a kid lol. Then I thought just fuck it we ball and went to do the outfit. Saw this red shared item shirt and I thought it looked so weird, I just had to use it. I basically built the whole outfit around it. Tried to give off this thight one piece clothing vibe? Idk how to describe it, similar to what superheroes have. Then gave her this health thingy that comes with that sportswear basic outfit, a clock, things like that. At this point I was starting to give her some lore. No way this woman was abducted like this. Maybe this is the alien doing the abducting? Wanted to use the green face mask but I don't have that one. So I gave her a notebook, maybe this is a scientist that got abducted and eventually became part of the alien society? And she's studying them while living on their spaceship. The aliens accepted her as their friend and let her do her stuff while she's also helping them. GOD an Alien cosplay would've gone hard with this theme! I tried to create a sort of hightech environment with the room. Taki got this rabbit suit because she was abducted with this lady and they experimented with her, creating the first ever rabbit goose (no goose were harmed while making this story).

Got low ranking with it. Sad, I really liked this one:(

Underground kingdom

I was thinking really hard what piece of media has this similar kingdom. Recently got back into lotr/the hobbit and I thought a dwarf would go so hard! But dwarf women have beards as well and we don't have that in the game (yet?). So I made the boring choice and made a black fantasy-like outfit. Tried to make a little I'm rich and in the castle just underground vibe with the room. This kingdom is not in a mountains but in the deep oceans! Okay this just gave me a great idea for a fantasy world, I'll write it down. Taki has similar jewelry like I have on my character, just not that dark.

Got well ranked with top 30%

Poisoned garden

Using green was a must, also for the poison idk? Black seems obvious since in movies dying plants often turn black/grey, but in reality when they die they're just brown. Unfortunately I had more black stuff than green & brown lol. The first lore was that this character is a poisoned & dying plant/flower in the garden, then I tried on this white dress accessory thingy and I thought oh! This lowkey looks like a wing! This is a bug! This is a bug in the garden! Maybe this bug IS the poison after all. Anyway this is a lame lore it didn't really move my imagination. I don't have open areas for backgrounds so went with the only (?) green I have. Put some plants in and called it a day. Mushroom Taki is part of the garden as well.

Got low ranking with it. Not surprised, not the best.

At the stake

Another witch theme! I saw some people did almost the same outfits as the witching hour, but this is different. This witch won't do peaceful witchy things in her cottage, this witch is going to DIE today. She is SUFFERING. Her lore is that she isn't even a witch but the people still treated her like one. Put witch jewelries on her and stuff just to prove their point. This girl just wanted to tend the farm animals but NO. They TOOK HER AWAY. The black dress is a shared item btw, can you tell I'm obsessed with it? But chains on her to show she is not free anymore. She is a PRISONER (as I said I don't have open area backgrounds so this is what I had to came up with). Anxiously waiting for the sun to rise because then the townspeople will take her to the stake. But she'll finally be free. They even took away her emotional support goose!!!

Got low ranking with it.

Night court

Ah yes, the theme where half of the contestants make outfits from the show, the other half from the book. But since it's "halloween themed" I guess it refers to the book? I'm not familiar with ACOTAR, since I usually (always) borrow books from my sister and she doesn't have those. Also they don't print them at the moment in my country & I don't like reading online. But I'm a big fan of ToG! So I'm familiar what types of clothing the writer likes to give characters. Honestly have no idea if I nailed it or not, but I like it and that's what matters. Read the fandom wiki about the night court, but didn't help much.

Got well ranked with top 19%

Goth princess

I'm getting bored of my black clothes ngl 😩 I had a friend when I was still at school who dressed similar, SO COOL. Lowkey that was my inspiration. Didn't want to just recreate a similar outfit as the night court because the theme also had 'princess'. Also I know goth people not only wear black, but my candy's wardrobe only has white, blue, black, and some other colors scattered around. Also there's a lot of different goth "subgenres" (??) so I don't know, I tried doing something based on my memories of that friend I had. I just hope people won't stick with the sexualized e-girl "goth" outfits, so much wasted potential. • (Yes I'm writing this before the rankings were done. Future me are the podium outfits good?) • (Yes they're fine dw about it past me) • Such an interesting style, also the music is amazing!

Got well ranked with top 16%

Grave digger

Well it's more of a grave robber but anyway 😬 I had two inspirations but both of them were only from my memories, didn't feel like looking up references. The first one was that grave digger from that old online game bloodmoon if anyone knows that? It was a "waiting game", we could go help the grave digger to have money when we were out of energy for the day from missions. The second was from the second episode of Guillermo del Toro's Cabinet of Curiosities where the robber found huge rat monsters in graves. Tried to do older vibe, feel like the theme fits more with that than today's.

Got well ranked with top 28%

Killer

So much possibilities... so much ideas... and I still went with Jeff the killer... just hear me out on yassified Jeff the killer PLEASE. No actually I think it's a disaster LMFAO. Didn't know what I was doing. Maybe a killer clown would've been more succesful. I have no hope for this outfit. Please forgive me for creating this 🙏

Got low ranking with it. NOT surprised (although at least it's not a butterfly sparkle killer. Seriously people, why can't you stay on theme for ONCE?)

Zombie

Well I love The Walking Dead and overall zombie movies. Thought about cosplaying a survivor but nah, the theme is zombie, let's do a zombie. Just dressed her in basic clothes that can somewhat be considered messy and put "blood" on her. Taki is a normal civilian as well, in civilian clothes. I was trying to do something messy, kinda bunker-like with the room. Overall a simple theme, nothing much to say about it.

Got low ranking with it (why do the podium zombies sparkling tho... do they know... zombies are literally rotting flesh... and they don't sparkle... it really annoys me when the outfit is so good and then they put sparkles and butterflies over it for no reason)

Some bonus infos

Saw complaints (not just on tumblr) about "white candies cosplaying for black candies in style contests" and how it's so offensive. While I agree it's icky when someone only uses them in "dark" themes, I don't consider my outfits problematic, since I used them randomly. Still I rather stayed with my newcrette's skin with the last 10-15 entries I made because fueling this in any way is not on the table for me. I really wanted to use different skin colors but I guess it's safer to stay with the default I have.

This is not a complaint nor a conversation starter (although I'm always open for that), I just wanted to clarify why the same skin color every time from now on. It's not because I don't want to use the other ones. And no I am not mad in any way. Spreading that emotion is the last thing I want to do, that's why I made this decision in the first place.

Thank you for reading and/or looking through my creations<3

[papervalentines]

1, 3, 12 MWUAH MWUAH 🥰

hiiiiiii tas

what are 3 things you'd say shaped you into who you are?

only 3 is crazy but I'm gonna say. gravity falls because it started my love of television, my mom and sister because. well. obviously, and frankly tumblr because it helped me be myself and come out of my shell more

3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

bottoms, hustlers, and ocean's eleven easy. those may as well be the only three movies I watch anyway

12. what's some good advice you want to share?

my go to advice is "nothing is ever that serious" or "it's not that serious" I say that legitimately every day to various people and my mom says it's my catchphrase. but as another piece of advice this is a basic one but my friend and I are obsessed with saying it back and forth because we truly believe that "everything will work out in the end" like idk when I adopted that as a philosophy to live by not just something I saw in a screenshotted tumblr post on pinterest in 6th grade but it really truly helps me to just repeat it to myself

[httpscaraa]

alr guys here i am because of the tiktok ban 💔 i guess this is where im gonna post now. Im flabbergasted and confused about the tiktok ban because i have see people saying ‘it’s not gonna get ban’, ‘oh you can still use the app after its banned’, and ‘just use a vpn’ LIKE WHAT IS TRUE?! So im basically gonna stick to pinterest and tumblr now because of that 🌚 I also saw i new app called “Neptune” (which is my favorite planet) that’s gonna come out soon or idk 🤷‍♀️ i might go to that one if i like it. LITERALLY no app is good except for tumblr and pinterest? I hate X because it’s to boring and confusing, i hate instagram because it’s full of gooners, youtube is full of 8yr olds. Apparently lemon8 is also getting ban? AND CAPCUT? like man this is not fair. 😭 Like theirs literally people losing their life’s in california cause of the fire, ain’t new york underwater?, and like somehow we’re going into another pandemic? AND WAR WORLD 3 MIGHT HAPPENED? AND SOME 80 YEAR OLDS DECIDED TO BAN AN APP? Like say bye to all my saved sounds and favorites.. I guess this is a sign to go outside. 😿 I met so many communities, friends, fandoms and so many supporters. Like where did my community go man? anyways i guess here’s the links to my link tree for my tiktok, pinterest, roblox etc.

Anyways i will try to post daily, most likely after tiktok gets ban unless it doesn’t or i still have the app.

Some stuff i will be posting:

-Art/diys

-Roblox studios

-Kinda relatable things

-My room!!! (maybe)

-Cool pinterest finds

-My cat 🐈

-cleaning things idk?

-Probably some random stff

i hope you have a nice day piece 😛👍

[mylove-thresher]

I feel like ppl just learn words and forget how they learnt them 😭

Dude. I have so many Ghibli movie recs. I rlly like the less popular ones (?) tbh, like Porco Rosso, Ponyo (huge on ponyo bc. Fish.), The Wind Rises (just watched), From Up On Poppy Hill (watched yesterday) and Earwig And The Witch (I was shocked ppl didn’t like that movie??? The song is so banger). Honestly all Ghibli movies are beautiful, but I do find some “cult classics” kind of boring at times. I honestly didn’t like My Neighbour Totoro that much??? It just felt overrated to me. I guess I also don’t like that Totoro is so fucking loud but. (I watch Ghibli movies to help me sleep better (I’ve been getting a lot of nightmares and paranoid feelings recently and since Ghibli movies r so cute in comparison to a pitch dark room after watching a shit ton of horror content). Honestly my favourite Ghibli movie so far that you should def watch is Porco Rosso. Just a silly pig man who flies an airplane and gets a baddie bro (Ghibli used to have a thing for airplanes and not just the acid trip fantasy worlds but I find that really kewl :3)

(I love geeking out ab Ghibli movies 😭)

when I first watched a video recap of the jotakak egg dj I was like 😟 the whole time. BC WHY AN EGG 😭. I mean I guess mpreg birth would’ve been just as weird but? Idk man… oh and not to mention jouta was like 5 years old or something (idr) looking like a grown ass mf for no reason 😭 what’s worse is that Dio was just a silly guy doing shenanigans. Eating their breakfast or whatever. Like. Ok diva what happened to u. Where the evil gang at 🙁

I’ve actually heard of xxxholic but I never knew anything about it 😞. I barely ever read manga even tho I rlly want to. Books r just so expensive and anything manga/anime that isn’t demon slayer and that shi does not exist where I live 😭. I did watch most of CCS, but I didn’t watch the movies or the Clear Card season. I HATED clear card animation, it didn’t feel like the old one at all. I guess they were just moving w the trends and the bloom effect, but I liked the old style 🙁. I watched like 5 episodes of Clear Card and gave up bc of it. And I didn’t rlly like the story for that one anyway from what I remember. Syaoran my goat didn’t feel the same as before bc i felt like he was so useless and just sakuras love interest 💔💔💔💔💔💔.

I also see the appeal of jonadio but it just feels a bit weird to me still. Like if they were completely different people but kept their personalities id very much be completely okay w it, but it still seems off to me that they’re shipping adopted brothers u know 😭. I do think the Giorno’s divorced dad’s stuff is funny tho ekisde. Oh and I actually saw that jonawagon comic before! On Pinterest. But um. It did make me a bit emotional tho like holy shit. Emotional damage hello??? At first I was like oh ok this is cute and then the oh I’m jealous of erina but she did nothing wrong and stuff part came up and I was like. Vro 💔. Stopppp 💔💔💔. And it just kept getting worse and I was on the verge of crying fr.

I feel like we weren’t given as many opportunities to explore stuff w bruabba than other ships. I mean it’s pretty straightforward. It’s either a loser following a fancier loser bc he’s done w life or they’re married and have a family. I think I prefer the former somehow, I’ve just grown a bit tired to the “bucciarati is a mom” thing 😔. I like seeing peoples perceptions on it, it gives it more life to me. For ex the headcanons give them more depth :3. But I do think the others have more interesting dynamics to explore, especially w the stories and circumstances one can place them in. I think they all have more challenges to overcome, or at least more than bruabba as a pair would. Bruabba just works well with each other, so there’s nothing more to explore in their dynamic in comparison to the others. The theme it mainly dwells into is healing from your past, methinks, but we’ve seen that many times already.

(also the giotrish divorce thing reminded me of that one shitty drawing on twitter ab pregnant Trish and abusive giotrish au bro jojotwt is CRAZY(/neg) 😭)

Join the fugonara nation pookie… it’s where narancia will only ever have negative rizz… and still pull tha baddie (fugo)… trust… brainrot…

(Collect my 8 pages unless u don’t want to finish ur projects…)

Yeah it’s very interesting to me to imagine the “Pokémon regional variants” of ships lmao. Like how they can be both platonic, romantic, etc. It doesn’t have to limit itself to being just romantic, which I feel a lot of ppl do. I guess that’s why ppl think it’s weird when another person ships characters even tho they meant it in a way different from romantic. I do have some bad gut reactions to some ships to but it’s mainly bc I don’t like the characters in it. For example, I get absolutely weirded out when I see seccolata, but it’s bc I think they’re freaks (/neg) 😭. I can see why ppl ship them tho. But I think it was confirmed that secco acts like that purely for his own benefit and not bc he fw Cioccolata (secco chasing da bag?! Who is this diva 💜)

also the “Fugo getting dragged in late” is so funny to me and I think it’d even be canon 😭

I want to know what was the thought process behind the “make them family” censor mfs bc?? Isn’t that just worse. Like at this point just delete the characters from the series bro 😭

Yapping for the longest amount of time ever is so real bc I be yapping on vc w my dawgs and they’d tell me to stfu bc i forget to do shi (which is usually giving my friends 5 stars in dti 😭)

You should totally ramble to me about ships you like :3 However many you like I’m just curious uwu

(I didn’t answer this as soon as I got it bc I was thinking about what to say lolz 😭)

tbh I like most ships as long as it’s not problematic or I find them weird/that they don’t have much chemistry. I also don’t mind poly or platonic ships (duh). I’d be sitting here all day yapping ab the ships I like/am okay w bc frankly it doesn’t have to strictly be character A X character B, I think it could also be character A X character C, etc. as long as it’s not any wrong. I won’t be going apeshit(/neg) over ships that I don’t like as much or have like a 2 year age gap. I mean, I think it starts to get weird when there’s 4 years of difference. I think people do too much when they hate on less popular ships smh if it’s nothing weird then let ppl have fun w their little kitty witties smh 😞

Huge yapping starts here vvv

Some ships I like tho r a lot of Ghibli movie couples in general bc they’re just super cute and I love the writing Ghibli does for its characters (I want what they have.). I also like Yukito/Yue X Touya and Syaoran X Sakura from CCS but that doesn’t mean I don’t also like Tomoko X Sakura (pretty sure Tomoko implied to like her anyway). I also like some other side ships from CCS but I barely remember their names bc it’s been so long since I’ve watched it and Netflix took it down 💔. CCS ships r cute in general I think, I’ve never seen any problematic ship (except that one girl X her fucking teacher. Pookie. You’re like 13. Don’t date ur teacher. And she was so pretty too bro why did they make her a questionable character 😭). And now. Getting to jjba my beloved. Since I unfortunately focus so so so much on p5 those are the only ships I’ll yap ab 😢. Huge honorable mention to Jonathan X Erina (jonaeri) tho they’re super cute together even if a lot of ppl said they barely have screen time and stuff :3. Anyway. Part 5. I honestly don’t care much about ships in la squadra as long as they had some form of interaction y’know (I don’t pay too much attention to La squadra anyway 💔). Usually ppl get really divided when it comes to Bucci gang ships tho. Honestly I’d rather see them all as a friend group that see each other as siblings to avoid all that shipping, but I admit I really like some pairings, like fugonara, bruabba, giotrish, futrish, naratrish, etc. I really don’t mind it that much (I don’t rlly ship mista w anyone bc I just don’t think there’s anybody matching his freak 😭). I mainly ship fugonara as you can see just bc to me it makes a lot of sense even if I also see them under platonic light. If there’s fugo, there’s narancia, and if there’s narancia, there’s fugo. I just find that rlly cute :3. I also like their backstories and how they tie together and the narancia death scene ripped my heart out in the anime so (IM CRYING AGAIN JUST FROM THINKING AB IT STOP 💔). Again that doesn’t mean I dislike the other ships, I just don’t pay much attention to them or think they had as much chemistry or time together. I love seeing my fave characters tho, so it’s not like I won’t like the content if there’s like gionara or something. Honestly I like seeing ppl have fun w their cutie patooties as long as it’s not too controversial, once again. It’s rlly a shame that ppl can jump at each others throat bc they disagree on a mere ship. It’s literally not gonna alter your life. Also, bc I say a ship some bucci gang characters doesn’t mean I don’t also ship them platonically. (I’ll type it like it’s ao3 tags lolz. Pretty sure & instead of / is for platonic, right?) I rlly like Narancia&Mista&Fugo (torture dance trio is literally the best friendship ever to me bc wdym you did a coordinated dance w ur homies to torture someone that’s so cool). There are also a few others, but they don’t come to mind rn (and there’s a f,y in my room annoying me.) You know what I think I gave jjba way too much attention. I also like Mimi X Sheshe (my fav lesbians fr 😍) from mermaid melody pichi pichi pitch. They tried censoring them by making them “sisters”, but they were blatantly and very obviously lesbians. Like vro. They are touching each other so homoerotically and have complimenting colours. And I think that’s most of it…

I don’t wanna make this any longer than it is so um. Yeah. This was a ramble. I didn’t realize it was so long lolz. But yeah it’s basically that :3

[taikk0]

old art dump!?1!11?!! [part 1]

yeah I really wanted to post these at some point but they're so fcuking ugly they don't deserve to be posted out in the open for all to see 💀💀

like if I were to ever post these one by one I think my dignity would take a huge blow, and that's coming from someone with a massive crater in their chest where their ribcage once was because all their self-respect got absolutely THWACKED out of their body the moment they started simping for the krang. SPOILER ALERT I'm that someone

anyways they're all under the cut peer at your own risk

I know I already posted this here on my improvement post but fun fact: this was the very first fanart I made this year getting back into Rise

also yes there will be commentary, I will always feel the need to explain myself when it comes to things I would greatly want to apologize for 🧍‍‍♂️

WHY DID I DRAW THEM SO HORRIBLY DEFORMED WHO DROPPED THEM RAPH OVER HERE LOOKING LIKE MEGAMIND AND LEOS BUILT LIKE A PIATTOS CHIP

I literally do not remember the context of this at all. not sure if it was a continuation of something, but if it was I can't find the rest of it

don't know how to draw the turtles???? MEME REDRAW BABY

character development is finally realizing Mikey isn't a literal circle lIKE????? WHY IS HE SO BOILED EGG

this was also in my "I have no idea how to properly color" phase, which explains why it's so monotonous compared to the colors I tend to choose now. Everything just looks so murky.... like dirty paint water.....

the mystic door symbol thing doesn't mean anything, I think past Michael just wanted to fill in the space

mikyomix name reveal real?? jk it's always been out, I just haven't mentioned it here, anywho yes hi it's me a Michael

might redraw this soon actually, who knows

this was the very first time I ever actually drew Donnie right, where he didn't make me nauseous just by looking at him, and IT WAS FROM THIS WEIRD SPECIFIC ANGLE FROM SOME REASON. If I ever drew him in a way that looked good it was almost always THIS angle, especially in doodles, it was never ever Donnie actually facing front, it was just him with this weird slouch and his back turned slightly.

am I using too many of whatever "," is, listen I almost flunked English I can't punctuate for crud but I'm trying my best over here ok

(side note: the file name is called "dunkin donuts"???)

this was never supposed to see the light of day, but I think this would be considered fanart of a fanart?? I saw taytei 's species swap au on pinterest before I knew who they were and decided "yk what?? yeah I'll steal it but only for me because I'm bored"

which brings me to the next few drawings

LOOKING AT THESE SENT SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE AND MY DINNER UP MY THROAT I DON'T LIKE THEM

we're moving on I don't like looking at these they're gross 💀

I made a joke about Donnie giving Leo his own tablet because he kept stealing it based on a very old drawing back in 2019 and it led to the idea of Leo turning into an Ipad kid, crusty screen and Ipad case in all its glory

if it wasn't obvious the background is a png of McDonald's because of course they're at McDonald's

ok, this is gonna sound so stereotypically ADHD of me but listen it makes sense lemme explain

so basically, I had a silly thought in my head that I've had for a long while about Donnie being British for no reason with no explanation as to why, it's not a headcanon it's just a funny thought I like to think about (so maybe it's an AU idk)

and I was binging Jack Whitehall (who was British) and it got to the part where he went on a schpiel on Robert Pattinson where he was talking about what it was like to go to school with him and there was this one section where he talks about being in school theatre with him.

and I thought.... "man wouldn't it be funny if that was the disaster twins..." and everything spiraled from there.

I made up this whole Yokai school they would have gone to if they didn't live in the sewers. Donnie is the head of the drama club, he always plays and casts himself as the main character in his own productions that he himself directs because he's just that good at his job. Leo joins the drama club and shows Donnie up, making him a little bit jealous. Leo is only let in because of the club members vouching for him, Which then leads to Donnie treating him poorly and casting him as a tree (SEE WERE COMING FULL CIRCLE) this obviously upsets Leo and ends up giving him more of a reason to become the center of attention, What was supposed to be a drag ended up helping Leo more than harming his chances of ruining Donnie's plans.

Everything then spirals into a competitive back and forth as to who is the better actor. It stops being about who gets to play which part and more about who comes out of this feud alive with a prestigious acting role tied to their name.

That was everything I thought about at the time though I just thought "HAHA DISASTER TWINS HIJINX" and that was it

someone send me that Donnie toy with the big head and maybe I will start writing fanfiction/JJJJJ

I had this idea of Donnie adopting a dog from Todd because it had an attitude and then the dog ended up being just as smart as him helping him solve equations and stuff and eventually it became his lab partner

yeah that paired up with the RotTMNT drama club thing I sound like I have a very weird brain we're moving on

I have to admit this because I really didn't wanna post this without a heads up but yes this is inspired by that one drawing made by h*bermen right before I even knew about what they did and I feel guilty about this one sometimes just by the sheer fact that it's even loosely associated to them :/

I have nothing to say about this one other than I suck at rendering

this drawing of the boys fighting over their childhood blankie was supposed to be a bit of a concept for a comic I wanted to make but never got around to even writing it out,

the gist of it was that the lair was starting to get a bit messy with the things they've hoarded over the last couple of years, so the turtles+splinter decided to clean everything up, managing what to throw away and what to keep

they come across a blanket that they used to have as kids (which was the same blanket from the flashback in hidden city's most wanted) The individual turtles are hesitant at first and decline wanting to keep it, but overtime they start to realize just how much they want their childhood blanket back. They start making excuses and stealing the blanket from one another, insisting that they needed it for something important, which was very much not the case.

soon everything ramps up to the point where their methods of trying to take ownership of the blanket start getting wilder and wilder and hijinx ensues, not long before everyone overtly starts fighting over it like their life depended on it at the climax of the episode.

I didn't really have a plan yet as to how it was going to end, but if I were to make something up on the spot I'd say either:

A.) it's revealed that the blanket was actually splinter's old bath towel that he doesn't use anymore, the turtles are disgusted by this and stop fighting over it. That is until the twist at the end where one of the turtles comes back for it and takes the towel for themselves when no one is around. gross.

B.) Mikey stops the fight before it gets too serious, calling him and his brothers out for acting like savages over a blanket. Soon everyone realizes that the blanket isn't important, the blanket may be of great significance to them, but their memories together will always be more important, and they can't let a simple piece of cloth tear them apart.

and then after everyone else has left and made up, turns out that it was actually Mikey's plan all along to have them stop fighting to keep the blanket for himself.

this is more of a doodle but I had to bring this one up because it's just funny to me

basically, I was drawing Leo and I had two separate layers, I drew Leo photogenically on the layer above with the deranged Leo invisible underneath, and after some time I completely forgot what I drew on the layer below and made it visible again

yeah you can imagine my soul leaving my body

white-eyed Raph freaks me out,,, where did the yellow go,,,,

"I'M SENSITIVE LEO"

this is the only non-turtle drawing in this whole post I think

okay, a bit of a backstory on this one, this was my very first actually finished RotTMNT animation. It was for a trend on TikTok not too long ago where artists would be drawing a character and the character would move to let the artist continue drawing them

This one animation has single-handedly given me so much clout, like holy crap it's literally at 5M views now and it scares me a little 😭😭

for anyone wondering, its this one

YES I AM AWARE OF HOW CRINGE IT IS LEAVE ME ALONE IM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BACK IN MAY

or whatever month it was, I have no idea what 5-5 is supposed to mean I can't read tiktok dates

not rise related but oh my word I absolutely do not have an actual art style 💀

donnie gets trolled

very eyestrainy. this is a WIP screenshot from an animation meme I never finished

I still have the Krita file btw, so maybe one day ill get to show u guys the full soon if I ever get around to finishing it

I have no idea why I formatted this the way I did, but I'm assuming this was most likely a doodle right on top of the animation meme I mentioned earlier and I just didn't bother cropping it

yeah idk why I drew them with really big eyes

he's sleep-deprived and done with everything he's about to go apeshit

also, weird brush

when I tell you guys I was SO READY to see Leo die in the movie before any information on it came out

vine reference in 2022 baby

I'll have you guys know this was completely by accident

Anyways that's as much as I could fit in one post!! I have a bit more but ehhh maybe sometime later

these are all in the order I made them in, which explains why it kind of gets better the more you scroll, so I hope your eyeballs have been cleansed even slightly by the newer ones jfdsjfkI

I have no idea how to end this post uh like and subscribe

[bbyhaikyuu]

idk how to do these things so 👀

I haven't written anything in like 4 years, so.. Hi? Im taking it easy a bit by doing these hc's(is that what you call it? Or is it called a scenario???? Idk help im a babieee) first before doing oneshots/short fics hehe

: Daichi and Sugawara: Finding out that someone is drawing them.

I did not proofread oops i just wanted to get it over with and finish

Daichi

TYPICAL hallway bump shenanigans eheheheeeee

You were carrying quite a lot of stuff, well of course, being the class rep means that you have to pass the class's workbooks to the faculty room.

Your dumbass forgot that you put your sketchbook right on top of the pile??

Chaos suddenly came and the next thing you knew is that the books were on the floor.

Looked up and saw it was Daichi??

Bumping to this mf feels like walking right into a stone wall

lmAO felt like your shoulder dislocated a bit there eh?

Daichi is a gentleman ofcourse he would help you gather the books. Suga and Asahi was with him too, which made the cleanup much more faster.

Y'all exchanged apologies(and thanks) before you sprinted away like your life depended on it.

The trio was about to head to their respective classrooms, but suga noticed something on the corner of his eyes and picked up a black sketchbook.

They knew it wasn't a typical notebook because the cover was sort of like soft leather??? Damn it felt expensive.

Sugawara quickly found your name written at the bottom center and read it out loud.

"Isn't she from class 3-A?" Asahi asked them, they nodded in reply.

All of the 3rd years knew each other's names, despite never talking or interacting.

The bell rang, lunch break was over.

"Guess she's going to be late because of us. " Daichi chuckled, though guilt was evident.

"Aaand that is why you are the one who is gunna return that to her, personally." Suga smiled before shoving the notebook to Daichi's chest and darting towards his classroom.

Asahi is gone too???

Daichi sighed and went back to his own classroom.

The period turned out to be a study hall since the teacher didn't bother to show himself. There isn't really anything to study anymore tho?? They had exams just last week???

Bored Daichi decided to flip through your sketchbook and found himself at awe and intrigued each time he flipped a page.

He quickly learned that you were into action mangas. Each page was littered with dynamic poses. Though there were some full illustrations here and there.

When he got to the last page with a drawing he CLOSED IT BY ACCIDENT BECAUSE HE WAS SURPRISED.

Homeboy got stared at lmao

Anyways he opened it up again and got an even closer look.

On the upper left, there was a messy headshot sketch of someone. Messy yet you can actually tell who it was yk what i mean????

Daichi smirked because he KNEW it was him 100%

the nowhere finished full body sketch of someone recieving a ball with the #1 below the headahot gave it away.

The facy that it has "?????" beside it is very amusing to him. He knew you had a hard time figuring out the pose.

So when y'all got dismissed, he quickly went to your room and searched for you, holding up the black sketchbook in his hand. You almost died that day because you thought you lost it.

"You look like you could use some help there, wanna come watch me and the boys practice? "

You almost blew a fuse but hey, atleast you finished that drawing of yours.

Sugawara

You're at a cafe, hoping that the change of environment will help you think and draw more.

Wrong. You needed a live reference. Pinterest pics just wont cut it.

How do u draw men???? When its women you can go like swoosh and its already decent and *chef's kiss. But men???? Boink.

So when you looked up and saw a pretty boi (cue sugawara) sat across you, you were like "hell yeah, jackpot".

You started doing sketches on your ipad(and apple pencil), your hands felt like they were moving naturally.

You know how weird it is to draw someone you completely didn't know, based from experience.

Soooo you tried to keep your stares to a minimum and only looked up when you really needed to.

Too bad, Sugawara already had his eyes on you and your ipad. he sounds like a thief wtaf

So he decided to stay still and scroll on his phone for a little bit more casually sipping his coffee.

He observed you for a while, whenever you weren't staring at him.

He would smile a lil bit every once in a while.

You thought he saw a meme. Nah hoe, he's entertained that you thought he didn't know 👀

You did 3 sketches of him???? You're so happy????

You finally stretched your arms and let out a smol sigh

Pretty boi started gathering his things already :(

You were sad that you didn't get to know him, but hey atleast you got these bomb ass sketches of him.

You decided to clean it up a bit and colour it in.

Damn his beauty mark beside is eye is perfection.

Your ass was so engrossed in finishing the drawing you didn't notice him coming to your table.

Him putting the coffee on your table startled tf outta you.

Pretty boi??? Smiled??? Im simping????

He hurried out tho, looks like he's busy.

B U T

pretty boi left a sticky note!!!

"Wanna hang out? I'll be your French girl ;)))"

xoxo Sugawara Koushi

Attached: His number with a heart

H E A R T A T T A C K

Took you a while to compose yourself.

You smiled and thought :

J a c k p o t

So that's all for now!! I accidentally made daichi's a bit longer

I kinda like this writing style???

Im thinking something mafia au related for the next one

Feel free to send me some suggestions! I could def use them hehe 👉👈

[bellathechildbitch]

Hi Bella. Can I have a all might request x adult daughter where he is out and about in Tokyo one halloween and he sees his daughter dressed up ( you pick the outfit)with her friends drinking emjoying the night. Well he just watches from a distance and well she notices him in the crowd. Or whatver you wsnt make it fun and cute Hope you are well

October 31st the day Toshinori dreaded the most. That's when many vilians attack. They can blend in with trick or treaters and there parents. But Toshinori forgot for the millionth time that he is retired and that he doesn't need to worry about that.... That is until you told your father you were going out with some friends to a Halloween party. Oh dear his blood pressure went through the roof, yes you were an adult... But you were still your dad's baby girl... He would do anything to protect you no matter how old you are.

The day before Halloween you told your dad you were going to go to a party. His heart dropped to the ground. So many bad things happen on Halloween night... And you going to a party god knows where and without him there to protect you... It was like hell. But again he realized you are an adult and you can handle serious situations.. right?

"Uh y/n... Please be home by...12" his voice was quite and shaky. Toshinori was looking down at you frowning. "And tell me when you arrived at the party... And keep me updated. And plea-"

"Dad! I'll be fine! I'm 24. I can handle myself" you smiled to reassure him.

"I know honey but... What if something bad happens?"

"Dad don't worry. I can kick some vilians ass if they get near me"

Your dad chuckled "Alright. Just please promise me you will inform me if something bad happens."

"Will do" your smile grew as you hugged your dad. He smiled a bit hugging back tightly.

~Time skip~

A few hours passed since you left for the party. You were dressed as the female version of your dad.

(something like that but your hair was your Oc's hair color)

He thought it was adorable. But Toshinori still couldn't shake the worry off of his shoulders. He decided it was good to take a walk and clear his mind.

Toshinori grabbed his coat and scarf and headed out. He walked into town hands in his pockets he breathed in the autumn air. It somewhat relaxed him, in the distance he heard music blaring and people yelling. Toshi looked up to see people lined up outside of a club. In his line of sight he saw your bright/dark hair you were walking out of the club without any of your friends.

To be honest the party was getting boring. All your friends were drunk and or high so you just decided to leave before anything got out of hand. Walking out you saw your father in the distance, he was walking your way. Smiling you called out to him. "Dad!" You waved your arm up in the air so he could see you. He looked up and smiled. You ran up to him. "how was the party?"

"Boring, well it was fun at first but then my friends started drinking and I just left before anything crazy happened. What were you doing here?"

"Oh I was just taking a walk to clear my mind."

"Well can your favorite daughter join too?" You smiled looping your arm around his

He chuckled "Well I guess you can" he took his scarf off and wrapped it around your neck.

You two spent the rest of the night walking around Musutafu. Then when you went home you gave candy out to little kids. Let just say this was the best Halloween yet.

(SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER HOLY CRAP. AND CREDIT TO THE COSPLAYER IDK THE NAME I JUST FOUND IT ON PINTEREST. ANYWAY HAVE A WONDERFUL FOURTH OF JULY MY LOVE AND STAY SAFE AND HEALTH AND REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED!!!)

[ofmerrit]

*  ◜  kristine froseth  ,  cis  woman  &  she/her  ◞  *  according  to  school  records  ,  that’s  merrit  antonietta  unn  hornsby  walking  on  campus  grounds  with  their  usual  iced-americano  from  the ancient  grounds  cafe  .  they’re  known  for  their  long  ,  dark  blonde  locks  outshining  their  surprisingly  tall  figure   and  are  often  spotted  at   the  versailles  garden  reading  wild  geese  by  mary  oliver  .  almost  everyone  knows  their  family  is  worth  like  1.2  billion  dollars  ,  so  we  suspect  they’re  a  member  of   olympus   ,  you  know  ,  the  one  for  old   money  .  do  you  know  where  they  were  the  night  that  the  scholarship  student  died  ?  they  claim  they  were  touring  around  the  campus  for  inspiration  ,  must  be  an  architecture major  thing  ,  right  .  and  hey  ,  don’t  you  agree  that  the  sophomore  reminds  you  of  muffled  screams  into  silk  pillows  ,  the  bellyache  you  get  after  doing  something  wrong  &  vacant smiles ?  you  better  watch  out  h e s t i a  before  something  dangerous  happens  to  you  and  life  ends  at  twenty-two  .  *  ◜  barb  ,  twenty-two  ,  gmt +3  &  she / her  ◞  *

alright alright . it’s me , wrinkle free brain bar from gmt +3 !! so pumped to be here w you sexies mwah <3 here’s merrit’s pinterest board if you’re interested ( pls im a virgo n pinterest addict .. lemme make boards for our muses .. id d*e ! ) imma . bore u to de*th w this intro pls .. forgive me .. i only hav 2 brain cells , this is all over the place HDFJK rip </3 tw: kidnapping, death.

starting w the boring statistics :     full name: merrit antonietta ‘antonia’ unn hornsby     nicknames: mer, antonia, ant, tbc.     code name: hestia ; the goddess of hearth , the family , the state & the domesticity.      star sign: libra sun , virgo moon , scorpio rising.     sexuality: bisexual.     favourite literature piece: wild geese by mary oliver ,  an anthology .                                              “meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,                                              are heading home again.                                              whoever you are, no matter how lonely,                                              the world offers itself to your imagination,                                              calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting                                              over and over announcing your place                                              in the family of things.”

merrit is the only child of the young hornsby couple. she doesn’t remember much of her childhood, according to her grandma, she was the happiest kid. had everything she could ever ask for and more. 

the reason why merrit can’t remember any of this is the beginning of a tragedy — a stormy december night, she and her parents went missing. grandma says they were gone for over five months. a kidnapping case gone cold, they thought. right when the old couple was giving up on them, an angel from above delivered antonia to their door step. malnourished, void of any memory but alive.

life after losing her parents was easier than expected, grandma hornsby ( nee du pont ) made sure merrit would recover from this without any trauma & in a way, she did.

doesn’t have the best relationship with her grandpa, he’s harsh and cranky and too smart for his own good, merrit is lowkey afraid of him lmfao 

she’s currently studying architecture — her dream major was interior design but grandpa encouraged her to pursue architecture to follow her father’s footsteps.  kinda made sense because she’s fascinated by houses .. in reality the insides, the families living there are the real source of interest for her but she’s happy to settle for outside for now gshdjkf

personality stuff !!!

uMM.... i’d say she’s lowkey a people pleaser sdhjkf like ?? making her grandparents proud is . literally the only thing she’s ever wanted in this world n now she feels the same responsibility for every single soul in her life . a torturous existence if you ask me 

can’t say no <3  if she thinks its gonna make u feel a tiny bit better . boom . she’s in .

the friend you’d call to bury a body . no questions asked . she’s pickin up the shovel as you speak asdghfjk unless it’s between her grandparents n you, then *michael scott vc* how the turntables.... sdhjfk shes rattin u out instantly rip

LOVES to talk n listen . fills her heart with joy . a blabbermouth . 

an overachiever . doesn’t sleep much, rocks the dark circles 7/24 lmfao works bc doesn’t like the idea of .. wasting life if that makes sense ??

loyal 2 a fault. mostly to olympus. wld do anything to stay in the secret society / establish her place .

extremely gentle n caring . sometimes ?? its just . too much sdjkf like. tone it down <3

likes poetry ,, especially mary oliver n louise glück ! her fav poem is the orange by wendy cope.

i imagine her wearing flowy, tulle dresses with floral embroidery or vintage pieces idk 

has shit ton of plants but struggles to keep them alive rip

!!! im . terrible at explaining her fr i hate it here ok i hav a vision but ??? i cant explain it

safe 2 say shes having difficulty deciding who she’s supposed to be . a part of her wants to be the golden child for her grandparents n the other side .. jst wants to live her life y’know ??? 

UPDATE ! i’ve realised that by hiding her secret, i also unintentionally hid a big portion of her personality and she comes across as the typical, soft & gentle soul. don’t get me wrong, she is indeed gentle and soft but she’s also volatile and deceitful !

connection ideas !!!

childhood friends - except she doesn’t remember any of it. maybe your muse thinks she’s changed. maybe they don’t care. maybe they are no longer friends . idk 

penpals - seriously ???  i imagine her as someone who writes letters jst bc they’re nostalgic n cute ??? cld be fun.

a home - i kno home’s not a person but a feeling but tell that to merrit lmao. this person’s probably the only one in the whole damn world she’d choose over her grandparents. platonic or romantic, doesn’t matter.

betrothed - super old school yikes. nt exactly betrothed either .. maybe her grandma thot it’d be better if these two were in a relationship . maybe they remained as friends . maybe they hated each other . maybe they kept the publicity stunt ( cue 2 merrit begging to keep faking the rel so her grandpa wld be happy )

exes - a classic. ts this is me trying vibes . on good or bad terms . lingering feelings ? yes please .

bad + good influence - again, classic sdhjfk

saw u at the garden but cldn’t say hi bc i’m a dumb binch - basically someone she has a minor, unrequited crush on. probably knows this person through her other friends but she’s too damn timid to take the first step

a friend from labyrinth . ok hear me out . this is a big deal for her bc she’s all in for her society n v opposed to the idea of a second one even existing . wouldn’t say shes openly mean or .. rude to labyrinth members but ?? jst . wants to protect her own , so this would be a v secret friendship .

a project - could say she has some sort of a savior complex . wants to ‘fix’ people up .. toxic much, mer? <3 anyway ashdjk maybe she thinks .. she can change your muse ? i truly dont know. 

ok final one . its juicy . someone who’s suspicious of her . she has a secret n for the obv reason i didn’t talk abt it, your muse’s suspicious n it’s just . hashtag awkward

these r the only connection ideas i have rn my brain said get tht fire exit door im off im so sorry forgive moi bUT im a sucker for angst : ) so theres that 

something inspired by my queen n savior phoebe bridgers or . folklore ?? yeah.

give me noora / william vibes . the ex friends . the dan / blair dynamic . i live for them ok sgdhfjkl

[purplesurveys]

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[created by: joybucket]

What was the last thing you ate? We had adobo for dinner. I didn’t find it filling though, so I might get some of my mom’s bread pudding sometime tonight as a midnight snack.

What is one thing you're a hoarder of? Receipts, for no reason whatsoever other than the frequent nagging feeling at the back of my head telling me I might need to pull out a certain receipt one of these days just in case I get into any issues, so I end up keeping all of them.

Do you collect magazine clippings? No. I used to but they’re all gone now.

What rating do you normally give surveys? I just take them on here. I visit Bzoink pretty often but I never made an account so I haven’t been able to rate the surveys I’ve taken.

Name someone you wish acted the way he/she used to. I wanna say Gab, but she’s better off figuring out who she wants to be and is meant to be for now. Otherwise, I don’t really have an answer to this; all the people I know are pretty dang fantastic.

Have you ever worked in food service? No.

What was your favorite job that you've had? I’ve only had one job, and I definitely can’t complain about it.

Does your stomach hurt currently? Nope. I’m actually on day 2 of my period, but fortunately the pain really ever only takes place on day 1 for me. The rest of my period usually goes smoothly.

What's one medication condition that you have? I don’t have any. I have one medical condition – scoliosis – but I don’t take any medication for it.

Do you forget passwords a lot? LOL yessssss, because websites have varying rules on what they can count as a password – some want 8 characters, some want 12, some want upper case letters, some want a symbol; so even though I use the same password for everything I typically have to make 84954983573475 variations of them anyway that I end up forgetting.

What is the most you've ever weighed? Not sure, maybe a little over 100 lbs.

Do you plan your wedding on Pinterest? No, I never understood how Pinterest worked :/ I lasted all of 5 minutes on there until I felt bored.

Would you want your first child to be a girl or a boy? I’d love a girl.

Who are the cutest babies on Facebook? The Song triplets will always be babies to me, no matter how big they get.

Do you refer to coral as pink, orange, salmon, or coral? Those are four different colors/shades that you’ve just named right there.... < Lmaooooooo same thoughts. I would just call it coral because that’s what it is.

Name someone whom you wish would apologize to you. I have a name in mind and you guys already know who it is. I’m at peace regardless if I get an apology or not (I definitely won’t), though – and I count that as a win. It’s absolutely batshit insane that I never heard one apology but instead got a million “Can’t you give me credit for trying?” I can’t help but chuckle every time I take myself back to those moments. Thankful I got out of there :)

Do you own a record player? I don’t, but I’d love to have one.

Do you have many regrets? No.

Do you wish your regrets would stop coming back to haunt you? I don’t have a lot of them, so I don’t let them bother me to begin with.

Have you had any regrets in the past week? Can’t say I’ve had any.

What do you not know how to say no to? Requests/favors. I’m a people pleaser through and through.

Have you ever been mad at God? Yup, that’s why I let go of religion at a very young age. I was going through shit no kid should’ve been going through and the idea that some deity is making it happen because it was supposed to encourage me have more faith was utterly stupid. I had no problem disowning whatever god I was desperately trying to latch on to by the time I was 10.

If you don't have a car, do you feel like you're missing out? I have a car. I don’t own it, but it was designated for me.

What is your favorite cousin's name? Jereth. I keep forgetting where they got his name from, but it was from like a German movie or something like that.

Who do you wish were your best friend? Hayley Williams.

Would you ever consider moving to L.A.? Never. Just never seemed like my kind of city. Not to mention the amount of Asian/Asian-American hate crimes I’ve been hearing about recently. The US is undeniably out of my list of places I’d want to step foot in, much less live in.

List 5 other names that start with the same letter of your name. Rhiannon, Riley, Rocky, Rachel, and Russell.

Have you ever known anyone who's name started with a "Y"? Yes, I went to college with a girl named Yumi. Yanna is also still a good friend of mine and we catch up every once in a while.

^If yes, what was it? Oops, mentioned them already. There are also a couple more Y people I know but I’m not close to them nor are we in the same social groups, so idk how to classify them. 

Did you hear laurel or yanny? It’s been a while since I let myself get carried away by that ~meme, but I think I heard yanny.

Owls or penguins? Penguins. But owls are great too.

What is your go-to comfort food? Probably something with grease that is fried. < This is an awesome answer. Right now though, I’ve been frequently getting spicy tuna salad every Friday to reward myself after a work week.

What is the best coffee shop in your town? Tim Hortons. < Tim Hortons is greeeeaaaat, but all the branches are in Metro Manila and not at all near me :( That said, my pick would probs be Starbucks. There’s a new local coffee shop where I live called Ghost Coffee and I had been meaning to check it out, but quarantine part two happened.

Do you prefer Pinterest or Tumblr? Tumblr, but then again don’t they have different features and purposes?

Do you think blonde is the best hair color? No.

In your opinion, what is the best hair color? I don’t think that there really is a “best” hair color... < Same. Tbh I’ve noticed that I only ever get attracted to brunettes, but I don’t think that necessarily makes it the best hair color.

If applicable, what is the name of your YouTube channel? I think it’s just my name since my account is linked to my Google.

Do you wear glasses? Yes, but I haven’t worn mine in a while since one of the legs snapped. I’ve been managing well without it, but I plan on getting a new pair soon. At least as soon as I grow the pussy to book an appointment HAHA

What's one nickname you have? Leigh calls me Robs. It’s not my favorite, but Leigh is like a sister to me so she’s the only person permitted to call me such.

What's one thing you miss? Being in crowded places and living in those moments.

Do you have a favorite spot in church? I hate being at a church; but to answer this, my very enthusiastic mom used to always pick the very front and center row for our family to sit at, so you can imagine how glad I am not to have to do this anymore because of Covid :)))

Who was the biggest bully in your high school? Bullies stopped being a thing in high school. All the friend groups just minded their own business for the most part, ours included.

Which news story has still stuck with you years later, and why? Manila hostage crisis. It was really scary and the fact that the entire thing was being streamed live on the evening news at a time when livestreaming was still a fairly unfamiliar concept made it even more unsettling.

Have you ever REALLY had a celebrity crush? On Kristen Stewart and Kate Winslet, yep. These days my eyes are on Kim Seon Ho hahaha, and I also feel a future crush on BTS’ Jungkook coming through.

Did you ever have to wear a school uniform? From preschool to high school. Didn’t have to anymore once I started college.

Do you collect washi tape? No. I neverrrrrrr saw the big deal, but then again I’m probably just not craftsy enough to see the point lmao.

Tell me something random that happened to you today. I took an afternoon nap for the first time in many months, and I woke up feeling completely disheveled and confused about the day and time. It’s been a while since I got that sensation and I did not miss it.

If you're a girl, are you on your period? I am, actually.

Are there any balloons in the room you're in right now? Yeah, the balloons we had set up for my dad for his 50th birthday celebration are surprisingly still alive. We originally had them in our accommodation in Tagaytay, but we brought the balloons home and put them up on the 2nd floor corridor, and they’re still all up there.

Do you have the windows open? I do, because the wind is actually pretty chilly tonight. I’m even wearing a hoodie in freaking April, which never happens.

What's one good name for a new puppy? Depends on their personality. It took hours for us to name Cooper, so it wouldn’t be easy to think of a name for a puppy I’ve never even met.

Would you collect antiques if you were rich? Depends on what kind, but yeah, I might consider it.

Did you dream last night? Yes.

Do you forget dreams or remember them? (or do you not dream?) I remember them in the first few minutes of waking up, but my memories of them gradually fizzle out throughout the day.

What color is your phone? Black.

Do you often have your phone on vibrate? Yes, because I often have meetings and it’s a big nuisance whenever there’s a ringtone that chimes in the middle of one.

Name something that gives you headaches. Working in front of the laptop for too long.

Do you have a secret hiding spot? My car, sometimes.

Have you ever lived in a place that had a secret passageway? Nope.

Did you play with legos as a kid? Yes, but I was never too imaginative for it. I just liked making tall towers and then dismantling them right after.

If applicable, what color is the rim of your bedroom mirror? White.

Can you be scatterbrained? Sure.

[hansols-yoda-boxers]

Alright maybe I'm just a sucker for weddings (I am) but number 23? - 🍰

How have you been?????

23. What's your dream wedding like?

Congrats, you've got the jackpot of me talking for forever

So I've had a Pinterest wedding board since I was approximately 16 I have given this thought.

So I'll start with the more wishy washy things.

I like buffet style for food. Now I'm totally sure that's a lot more expensive than plates BUT I'm a picky eater and also I say a picture of a taco bar once and I loved it. I also like the layouts of cheeses and fruits and, things like that and like, I don't want stuff boring food. I want tacos. Also I'll wear something so it doesn't get on my dress.

For colour pallet I'm not 100% sure. Its gotta match the season and the setting. I don't have a set place yet or type of location so that's pretty flexible. I do like having at least one deep blue or deep green tone in the colour pallet but the rest depends on season and THAT depends on the engagement because I really hate the idea of having a long engagement so when we get engaged will heavily affect the time of year for the wedding.

I have always loved the idea of a handmade origami bouquet. My friend made me some flowers for my 18th bday and if i still have them I wanna use them (there was a whole story with it) and like I love handmade paper decorations so that's on the list.

Okay I've mention this before but I love pearl rings like

They're so pretty and elegant and timeless. The other option would be something minimalist

I'm not a fan of big, gaudy rings or gems and jewels in general.

I love the idea of doing a boudoir shoot. Idk if I will but like

How pretty right? I think its so nice and I wanna do pretty bridal lingerie anyway.

I have lots of pins of like flower girl/ring bearer stuff but im not sure who will do that since my cousins might be a little old for that when I get married depending on when I find someone so we'll see what happens with that im very down for having like our dog do it

I'm still not set on bridesmaid dresses. A lot of the popular contemporary styles are a bit boring. I do think they should be long but im I also really like the more 50s inspired a-line tea length ones so I'm not sure. Would petticoats be too much? Would it make then too big? Maybe small ones. Its also gonna depend on my bridesmaids bodies and what they're comfy in.

Okay.

The dress.

If there is anything that I know

Its th dress.

Ya girl loves to be a princess

If there can be tulle, there will be tulle. I love a line and ballgowns. I think lace is really pretty and elegant.

I'm also a hug fan of illusion shoulders and sleeves with lace on them

Like this is just, this is like a dream dress.

I also love a bit of whimsy with some bigger parts like flowers or butterflies

The first time i saw the dress on the right I almost cried.

Also I love a corset/lace up back. It just looks better and gives you leeway in terms of size and fitting. My prom dress was a lace up back and that was a fantastic idea so I wanna find that in a wedding dress as well.

Okay thank you for letting me ramble so much fjfjdjdhdh

[gwilymsthighss]

prof!gwilym x y/n

song : andante, andante - abba

word count : 1071

synopsis : basically just cuddly hours with prof!gwil bc i am such a slut for these. also im kinda new to fic writing idk if it's good ??? hopefully it is aha 😔✌️

━━━━━━。゜✿ฺ✿ฺ゜。━━━━━━

you sighed as you flipped your legs onto gwilym's, hoping he would stop marking and give you attention. 'gwilym!!' you whined, wriggling your feet on his lap. 'mhm?' he asked, either ignoring your clear boredom or genuinely not seeing it. 'could you stop marking, and can we get some food or something? i'm bored and your marking face is stressing me out, and i don't know about you.' you sigh, turning yourself over so you were snuggled into his side. 'i've still got five more essays, love. we can get whatever you want then.' he smiled, kissing your head. you sighed, and carried on watching the documentary on ted bundy you both, well mostly you, had been watching.

you checked the time on your phone after scrolling through pinterest for the past fifteen minutes, and it was almost six thirty. 'baby, can we please get some food now? i'm hungry and its been over an hour. you need a break.' you groan, turning your head to see him better. 'okay, okay love. i'm done. where do you want to go?' he asked, putting the last paper on the floor where the rest had been stacked. 'can we get kfc? that eighty box is calling my name.' you smirk, and gwilym rolls his eyes. 'you do love food, don't you princess?' he asked, pulling you in for a hug. he quickly pulls away, before ushering you to get dressed. you only had on a pair of booty shorts and a bralette, so you just threw on some grey joggers and a bubble hem shirt. the older man grabbed the car keys, and you both ran out to the car.

'can i put music on?' you asked, smiling sweetly at your professor. 'go ahead sweetheart.' he smiled, but his eyes remained on the road. once your phone had connected, you played 'when i kissed the teacher' by abba, making gwilym groan whilst you laughed. 'what? this song is gold!' you said admist your laughter. 'this song is highly inappropriate, yet highly relatable.' he sighed, but nevertheless drummed his fingers on the steering wheel while you belted out the song. it wasn't a long drive to the local kfc, so you were there in no time.

once you had ordered your food, you saw your roommates, dominique, oliver, and another few people you recognised from your psychology lectures. you and the pair were majoring in the same subjects, english literature and psychology. 'y/n?' dominique called out, and they headed towards you. 'hey, uh... you getting food?' you asked, trying to sound casual but failing miserably. 'uh, yeah. that's why we're in kfc, you pleb!' oliver laughed, before noticing gwilym's presence. 'oh, uh, hi professor lee. you getting a smoothie?' he asked, and the older man turned to you, slightly startled. 'um, he's helping me with the essay.' you reply with a smile. 'i thought you were with your boyfriend?' dominique asked confusedly; the others had gone to order their food when the pair had come over to you. 'uh...' you replied, a little lost for words. you looked over to gwilym for help, but to no avail. 'oh my god, wait a minute!' oliver asked, his eyes glistening with excitement. 'oh my god, don't tell me. professor lee is your boyfriend! that's why your always wearing strange sweaters that look eerily similar to his! this is so cute.' he smiled, crossing his arms, though leaving you and gwilym appearing undoubtedly caught out. 'i mean this is totally cute, but couldn't you get fired for this? and couldn't you get expelled?' dominique asked worriedly, glancing at you both. 'probably.' you shrugged, making dominique laugh. 'anyway, my eighty box is gonna get cold, and so is gwilym's so we should head back. we're seeing who can eat it first.' you smiled, and oliver and dominique laughed. 'i don't think i stand a chance, really.' gwilym smiled. they said their goodbyes and headed outside, back towards the car. 'i really hope they don't say anything.' you sighed

'i told you you would win, love.' gwilym laughed. you just grinned over your milkshake, and gwilym swore he fell in love with you all over again. the way your cheeks would puff up when you smiled, the slight blush that constantly covered your cheeks made him feel butterflies in the pit of his stomach he had never felt when gazing at anyone else. you were the only girl he looked at, the only girl he wanted to look at. he couldn't bear a life without you, not seeing your sluggish smile when you woke up next to him on weekends, your hair all frizzy. he didn't want this with anyone else, and neither did you. when you looked over the drink, you saw a glimmer in his blue eyes that made your knees weak. that was the glimmer that you fell head over heals for during that first lecture. the way he moved, the way he spoke about his passions drew you to him, and you wouldn't want it either way. he was the only person you would want to marry and grow old with. yes, it was a sickly cliché, but you wanted gwilym and only gwilym. and call it your lucky day, gwilym only wanted you. that was enough for the both of you. 'i love you.' gwilym whispered, leaning over to kiss your forehead. 'i love you too.' you replied, smiling like crazy. you put the drink on the floor, and led on gwilym. 'lie down! i wanna nap love.' you giggled, and gwilym smiled and ruffled your hair. 'we can go to bed, i'm sure that's comfier doll.' he chuckled, before standing up. you reached your arms out to him, making him chuckle before carrying you bridal style into the bedroom. he sat you on the bed, and you both began to undress to go to bed. you both weren't usually keen on late nights, unless they were spent cuddling (in bed usually), watching old movies with a constant supply of tea. or the other end of the extreme would be late nights of sex until you both would fall asleep at the closure of your eyes, legs shaking and dripping in each other's cum. either of these nights you both loved. as long as they were with gwilym, you were content, and you couldn't think of anywhere else you would want to be.

[lanajvmeson]

emerges frm a field of corn slinking in w a faux mink shrug dangling around my elbows n a strand of wheat between my teeth..... farmer eleganza.... hlo! my name’s nai. i am bt a humble ghoul arrived to haunt ur home. 23 n she/her pronouns n i live in manchester. fun fact my friend’s neighbour used to b harry styles PE teacher. i played delilah yrs ago as carlson young (n even cara delevingne at one point what the fk) which feels so weird n ancient to me nw bt i missed her a lot so decided to spruce her bk to life.... ANYWAY delilah’s pinterest is here n i’ll jst leap right into things without further ado

(NICOLA PELTZ, CIS-FEMALE) - Have you seen DELILAH ASTOR? LILAH is in HER JUNIOR year. The POLITICAL SCIENCE MAJOR is 21 years old & is a CAPRICORN. People say SHE is BEGUILING, BLUNT, CUNNING and APATHETIC. Rumors say they’re a member of CALLOWAY. I heard from the gossip blog that SHE WAS IN A REHABILITATION CENTRE IN SWITZERLAND INSTEAD OF DOING CHARITY WORK LIKE HER SOCIAL MEDIA CLAIMED.  (NAI. 23. GMT. SHE/HER.) 

HISTORY

their family is kind of modelled off the sedgwick family like old money n pretty dysfunctional bt all abt keeping up a seamless facade of perfection... with a pinch of the kennedy’s in there. her dad’s high up in politics n his dad before tht ws in politics n it’s just a long prestigious line of clones in expensive suits as far as delilah’s concerned. her dad i picture as like.... nate archibald’s grandfather in gossip girl.... personality wise.

for as long as she cn remember she’s found this cookie cutter white picket fence life boring. stifling. to delilah it’s like being hemmed in a stuffy room n forbidden frm opening a window. it’s all vry Rich People Problems i wnt lie bt <3 she feels everlastingly bored. All The Time. plus her family hs always been a focal point fr tabloids etc which doesn’t help this feeling of not rly Living but just being the focus of a spectator sport. they’re lowkey a bit of a household name so they get a bunch of scrutiny n......... well. new bullet point alert! cue a powerpoint transition

(self harm & depression tw) frm being young delilah always knew there ws sort of. a white noise inside her where everyone else saw a technicolour movie screen. it rly hit her at like 12 i’d say as she was jst coasting towards adolescence. it ws pretty obvious frm her behaviour i’d say bt her parents only became Aware it ws a problem when she stuck a fork into a socket n short circuited the power in the house. she got shocked unconscious n when she woke up she told the in house dr they’d called (to keep it under wraps frm outsiders) tht she just.... couldn’t feel anything. she’d been reading frankenstein (she’s always liked gothic literature) n thought it’d zap her to life like the monster

her parents got her on medication n figured that wld fix everything. they didn’t like to talk abt things and that was that. it wasn’t to be mentioned again

delilah’s parents r just very.... sterile. family is abt appearances. they’ll be all smiles n flowing conversation when ppl are around bt it feels like being an actress n reading frm a script. being a toy in a dollhouse

she had two siblings: an older sister named clara & a younger brother named elijah. clara ws always like.... the Dream daughter. did everything right. amazing grades. america’s sweetheart. LOVED by the press. did sm charity work. elijah was fine/kind of a slacker compared bt coasted by on athletic prowess (captain of the rowing team). delilah hs very much always been the anomaly in this idyllic line-up. middle child effect! altho having said tht she’s always ran w the popular crowd of her age group bc Rich + Pretty = Status. it’s all quite superficial n delilah’s attitude on the matter can b summed up w this photoset. having said tht there was Some merit in constantly being paraded around as “such a pretty thing” bc a few modelling agencies attempted to scout her bt delilah found that boring. she wants to b called brilliant not beautiful. her mother called this her “not playing to the advantages that god gave her”. with a tight-lipped smile and a “god forbid i use my brain”, delilah only disappointed her further <3

(drugs & ed tw) delilah gt pretty heavy into partying fr the sake of trying to Feel something. intense on the drugs front (coke n prescription pills). rarely eating. she got a silver broach of a swan tht she pins to most of her clothes n u can unscrew the swan’s neck n pull it out to reveal a little powder spoon. still wears this today. clara n delilah were always super close n clara wld cover fr her a bunch. making up lies n jst having her back to their parents if they ever asked where she was / she ws in trouble n needed to keep it under wraps. when delilah hd an article in a tabloid pretty mch like this one clara talked their parents dwn frm sending her to a rehabilitation centre in switzerland. they gt it pretty much scorched frm existence bt delilah kept a clipping bc honestly she thought it was funny hw pale her mother went abt it

(car accident & drunk driving & death tw) at a fancy benefit the astors were all attending among 4857925974 uppity families delilah wound up heading off w some of the rich kids n one thing lead to another n a couple of them gt arrested fr a coke scandal. delilah used her phone call to contact clara n fr once clara hd let loose a little n hd something to drink bt still drove to the station to bail delilah out n try n fix her mess bt.... skipped a red light n crashed. she died upon impact.

(hospitalisation & drugs & addiction tw) this made delilah spiral massively obviously.... she clung on by the skin of her teeth fr a while bt she rly was just getting quite out of control doing an extremely excessive amt of coke to get by at this point so her parents actually did.... end up shipping her off to switzerland for rehabilitation. they didn’t tell anyone this tho n as far as ppl were/are aware she was doing charity work with habitat for humanity in trinidad. her parents literally........... hired ppl to take photos of things there n a social media team posted them to her instagram account jst. the most elaborate lie.... it’s a lot.

delilah jst pretty much went along w whatever they said at the facility bt didn’t absorb any of it too much.... she did get sober there bt it was vry much bc she had no other choice rather than a want to......... she even pretended to “find god” while she ws there n memorised bible lines to recite w a coolly detached smile. in her head she ws probably thinking abt hw her mandated therapist cld gladly eat shit and she’d be happy to watch. it was just like.... everyone there was RLY hideously overpaid bt did they actually Care abt their work or patients? debatable. wasn’t the most healing experience thru delilah’s eyes bt... maybe it’d work better if she’d actually opened her mind to it bt anyway...... <3 cornelius fudge voice: she’s back. the dark lord.....

PERSONALITY:

nw tht her history is out of the way i’ll leap like a flea off a shaggy dog’s back into personality! aesthetically she almost ALWAYS wears white/cream. reminds me of the woman in white frm sharp objects. rarely she’ll dabble in silver or gold or like..... vry pale green bt.... always muted tones. usually white or cream. big white sunhats. white sunglasses. white pussybow blouses w a little white skirt n a pearl barrette in her hair. she even smokes white sobranie cigs tht r imports like it’s a lot she’s truly committed to the aesthetic.... paired w like. classic patent mary janes.... she tends to flutter around the place like a silk moth. likes lace too. hs a very put together image n even demeanour like she’s very lithe n graceful n drifts like a ghost which kind of contrasts w... who she is at her core bt in the astor family it’s all abt appearances <3 the only deviation from this is she sometimes wears dark blue mascara once in a blue moon n if ppl comment on this she’s like. idk what ur talking abt? glides away like a ghost in a haunted mansion n is never seen again.

very perceptive. incredibly observant. yrs of early life media training n being born frm politicians means she’s an excellent liar. she knows ppl n knows what makes them tick bt she’ll only use this when necessary. she isn’t a terrible person bt she knows how to b Very mean n will equip this as a weapon shd a situation call fr it. also more prone to lashing out since her sister......... she hs sometimes played chess games socially fr kicks

dark n biting sense of humour. rather frank abt things. VERY ruthless when scorned bt she isn’t particularly?? emotive abt it??? her bf cheated on her once n when he told her she slapped him rly hard in front of sm ppl he knew n then jst walked away. blocked him on literally everything. removed him frm the face of the earth as far as she ws concerned. had him blacklisted frm every event n told ppl they’d be cut too if they continued to associate w him. goodbye sir <3 u are the weakest link <3 needless to say he regretted it <3

very loyal to u until she isn’t. finds it very easy to cut ties if need be. once her trust is broken it is gooooone baby goone.... the trust is Gone. selective in who she cares abt

vry cavalier abt sex. she doesn’t sleep around hugely i dnt think??? bt when she does it isn’t often tht emotionally invested she’ll jst out of the blue very nonchalantly blow out a wisp of smoke n b like. so u want to fuck me then? cool. proceeds to get up as if she’s walking to leave n then looks bk n is like what do ur legs not work? follow me. n leads them somewhere

nothing rly.... moves her particularly. she isn’t very animated. it’s like she jst finds the entire world thoroughly unimpressive. it’s difficult to stimulate excitement from her. it’s like that hugh laurie quote where he realised he had depression bc “boredom is not an appropriate response to exploding cars”.

has a pet swan bk at home she’s named lilith inspired by satan’s offspring. lilith bites ppl if they get close n is honestly an abomination of a bird. delilah finds her funny n throws her bits of croissants sometimes bt even she isn’t immune to her pecks. in some ways they’re similar...... hv a graceful surface appearance / aesthetic bt a darker attitude beneath the surface

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

exes: the ex bf tht cheated on her n she got blacklisted from 94872347 social events cld be a fun thing to explore..... delilah wld be EXTREMELY cold towards him n honestly want him dead. wouldn’t show any shred of caring abt him at all she’s very gd at stoning her emotions n keeping them inside. hasn’t cried since her sister died as an example of how..... withdrawn she is from confessing her innermost thoughts n desires. maybe an ex bf before tht that she rly didn’t take seriously at all..... typically she just isn’t interested/invested in romance she’s vry apathetic abt it all

party friends: those tht run in similar rich kid circles tht she would have smuggled off with at fancy events so they could let loose.......... ppl tht r completely her opposite who she finds interesting bc they represent everything she always wanted outside the oppression of her strict regiment family....... mutual bad influences tht are heavy into drugs n always enable each other...... u name it!

hook-ups: she doesn’t have a HUGE amt of these bt.... maybe a select handful.... some she wld have hooked up w once n never again n just been like >_> if they implied they shd as if it was preposterous n she was thoroughly over it.... some maybe she’d find interesting enough to extend beyond tht...... none she’d invest in if she cld help it altho? maybe someone as an exception to tht rule cld be fun

friends of her sister: (death tw) clara was universally well liked for being rly sweet n well intentioned n she attended yates only two yrs delilah’s senior so she might have some connections here still somehow??? cld be angsty to work with

i won’t lie i’m rly hungry as i write up these wcs so my brain’s going blank n i’m gna have to sprint to get some toast bt <3 roommates, enemies, competitive friendships, resentments, angst, chaos, drama, strife, u name it n i am dwn!!!! hits post n takes off galloping dwnstairs

[frankieabii]

|| Dear No One || Ch. 2

Summary: Bay St.James was perfectly happy crushing on guys from afar and writing love letters that she never dreamed she’d send. So what happens when the letters she prayed no one ever saw, suddenly got sent out to their intended recipients? Especially when one of those happens to be Bay’s sister’s boyfriend!

Pairing:  Hoseok x OC, Namjoon x OC, Jin x OC

Genre: Fluff, Romance, To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before!au, High School!au, Fake Dating!au, Friends To Lovers!au

Word Count: 2k

Warnings: none

Author’s Note: Chapter 2! I apologize for how long it’s taken me to get this up, but coursework has been eating my butt and it was also my birthday so Idk *shrugs* but I hope you all enjoy!!

Seokjin Kim is Ivy’s boyfriend, but to the rest of our family, he’s just Jin, the ridiculously good cook with an even more ridiculous windowscreen wiper laugh.  It’s hard to say who loves him the most, because every member of my family is a little bit in love with him, all in our own different ways. Before he was dating Ivy, he was just my friend Jin. He was just always there, I mean, not always because he moved into the house next door to ours about four years ago, but you get it. We did everything together; movies, diner dinners, even the odd basketball game at school. 

My dad loves Jin to death. Mainly because he’s a boy and my dad is surrounded by girls every day, my mom and three daughters; Ivy, the eldest, me, and then Poppy, the youngest St. James girl. He also likes Jin because Jin likes soccer and golf and will always go fishing with him. My dad tried to take us girls fishing once. It did not end well. 

Poppy loves Jin because he’ll drive her to derby practice and stop by her favorite ice cream place along the way. She also makes him watch TV with her and he never gets bored of it, or at least I think he doesn’t. Poppy will also whine at Jin until he gets her food. He fights it for a little while every time, saying that he doesn’t have money so it’s too bad. But he caves eventually and runs to the store for her. 

My mom loves Jin because he’s always doing the jobs my dad forgets to do. Mowing the lawn, moving heavy boxes from the garage to the basement, stuff like that. 

As for Ivy, I think she loves him because we all do.

Ivy, Poppy, Jin and myself are in our living room, as we usually are on a Tuesday night. Poppy is pressing flowers between the pages of her history book, leaving pink and purple stains over the snooze-worthy paragraphs. She’s surrounded by discarded petals and leaves on the floor, a mess sure to give my mom a heart attack. 

“You know daisies are just weeds, right?” Jin laughs, his eyes creasing at the corners, and turning into half-moon shapes as Poppy turns to face him. 

“Your arms are weeds, Seokjin.” She fires back, her lip turning up slightly into a smirk. 

Ivy and Jin are on the couch, spread amongst the soft and fluffy cushions, and I am sat on the floor, carefully avoiding daisy petals and peony stains. My back is against Ivy’s feet, my favorite mug in my hands filled with cocoa. We’re watching TV, Ivy insisted on something at least slightly educational. In the middle of an advert break a commercial comes on, it’s advertising some kind of car, winding its way through the busy streets of London. I gasp as I take a mouthful of cocoa, an idea forming quickly in my mind as I choked on the drink in my hand.

“Ivy! We should go to London for my spring break!” I can already imagine it, Ivy and I walking around the city, shopping on Oxford Street and standing at the top of The Shard, taking in the views.

Ivy’s eyes widen in excitement at the prospect. “Do you think Mom and Dad will let you?”

I nod furiously in response. “Of course. It’s a whole culture! They’ll have to let me. Besides, I’ll be with you, Ivy.” But I don’t sound so sure by the end of my sentence. I’ve never flown by myself before, or even been out of the country. Would Ivy meet me at the airport? Or would I have to find my way to a hotel? 

Jin must see the panic begin to set in my eyes because he suddenly says, “Don’t worry, your parents will definitely let you go if I’m with you.”

The worry begins to fade. “Yeah! We can stay at hostels and eat fish and chips for every meal!”

“We can go to Abbey Road!” Jin sits up, a bright smile on his face.

“We can go to a murder mystery lunch on an Orient Express!” I feel giddy with excitement until Jin’s window screen laugh makes an appearance. 

“I’m pretty damn sure a murder mystery lunch would be the cost of our entire trip budget.” He moves his arm around Ivy. “Your sister lives in fantasy land.”

“She is the most imaginative of the three of us.” Ivy laughs. 

“What about me?” Poppy interrupts, staring at us with her infamous puppy dog eyes. 

“You?” I nudge Poppy under the coffee table. “ You’re the least fanciest St. James girl. I have to beg you to brush your hair in the morning, let alone wash it three times a week.” 

Poppy huffs several times as her cheeks turn bright red. “I wasn’t talking about that, you blobfish. I was talking about London!

“I shake my head quickly, dismissing her idea. “You’re too little to stay at a hotel without Mom or Dad.”

She scrambles over to Ivy and into her lap, even though she’s fourteen years old and fourteen is definitely too big to be climbing into your sister’s lap, especially when you have legs as long as Poppy’s. “Ivy-y-y, I can come to London, can’t I?”

“Maybe we should make it into a family vacation?” Ivy muses, pulling Poppy closer and hugging her tightly. “You and Bay and Mom and Dad could all come to London.”

My face quickly scrunches into a frown. That’s not the London vacation I was already planning in my mind, the name for my Pinterest board all ready and waiting. Jin notices, and over the top of Poppy’s head, he mouths to me ‘we’ll text later’, and I give him a quick ‘ok’ hand motion before Poppy can see.

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Later that night, Jin has already long gone home. Poppy and mom and dad are asleep, and Ivy and I are sat at the kitchen table. She’s on her computer and I’m next to her rolling cookie dough filled with sprinkles into balls and putting them onto a baking sheet. Funfetti cookies to make Poppy happy with me again. When I had gone in to say good night to her, she had turned away from me so quickly that I was sure I got whiplash. She’s still convinced I’m going to go to London without her. When the cookies are baked I’m going to put them on a plate and next to her on her bedside table sop that she’ll wake up to the smell of fresh-baked sugary goodness. 

Ivy’s being creepily quiet, until out of nowhere she looks up from her computer and sighs, “I broke up with Jin tonight. After he left when I walked him out.”

The cookie dough I’m rolling falls out of my hands almost as quickly as my jaw falls to the floor. I’m a gasping mess and can’t get any words out, so Ivy continues.

“I guess, I figured it was time, you know?” She muses. Her eyes aren’t red, watery or puffy, so she hasn’t cried. I don’t think, anyway. Anyone would think she’d just thrown out a broken pair of shoes. Because Ivy always looks fine, even when she’s far from it. 

I’m finally able to stop flapping my mouth about like a fish and speak. “I don’t even see why you had to break up with him at all, Ivy! Just because you’re off to college, doesn’t mean that that’s the end of things.”

“Bay, I’m going to Cambridge, not community college. Trinity College is almost five and a half thousand miles away.” She pushes her hair out of her face and her glasses up her nose. “It wouldn’t be worth it.”

I pull a face of surprise. I can’t believe she’d say something like that about Jin. “It would be worth it because it’s Jin! Jin who has loved you more than anyone has ever loved someone!”

Ivy rolls her eyes at me. She insists I'm being dramatic, but I know I’m not. It’s the truth, that’s how much Jin loves Ivy. To the ends of the earth and back. He would never even so much as glance at another girl. 

Suddenly she speaks again. “Do you know what Mom told me before I started my senior year?”

“What?” I ask curiously. For a moment, Jin is forgotten. Ivy and Mom have a relationship that I could only ever dream of. Mom tells her everything, every story, every memory, every tiny piece of wisdom she has ever learned, and Ivy could dangle that in front of my like a piece of cheese for a mouse and I’d give her my undivided attention, hook line, and sinker. We could be arguing, or I’m about to get hit by a truck, and Ivy could mention something Mom told her once, and I’d drop everything to listen. Sure, Mom loves me, but she and Ivy have a connection that goes deeper, probably because Ivy’s firstborn. 

“She told me to never go to college with a boyfriend. She told me that I should never be the girl crying on the phone to her boyfriend and saying no to all the adventures and opportunities instead of yes.”

Cambridge is Ivy’s yes, I suppose. I pick up a lump of cookie dough and throw it in my mouth absent-mindedly. 

“Don’t eat raw cookie dough, Bay, it’s bad for you.” she scolds. 

I glance at her sideways, ignoring her comment. “Jin would never hold you back from doing the things that you wanted to do. He’s not like that and you know it.”

Ivy’s mouth turns down at the corners at this, and I move around the table to wrap my arms around her shoulders. She leans back to look at me and smiles her toothy Ivy smile. “I’m ok.” she insists, but I know she isn’t.

“It’s never too late you know!” You can go round to his house right now and tell him you changed your mind!”

Ivy shakes her head and shakes herself out of my grasp. “It’s done, Bay.” I sulk back around to my side of the table. “When will the first batch of cookies be done already? I’m so hungry.” 

 I look at the penguin timer at the end of the table, away from the mess of flour and sprinkles. “Only a few minutes more.” I go back to rolling more balls of dough. “Anyways, I’m not listening to you Ivy, you and Jin aren’t over. You love him far too much.”

Ivy shakes her head at me in exasperation, locks of her brown hair falling from the messy bun on top of her head. “Bay...” She sighs at me, in her impatient Ivy voice, like she is my mother and I've been caught eating sweets before dinner. 

“Wait and see!” I quickly interrupt, wafting a ball of dough under her nose. “You and Jin will be back together in no time. Trust me on that.” But even as the words are coming out from my mouth, something in my stomach is telling me it’s not true, and it isn't the raw cookie dough. Ivy isn’t the kind of girl to make a quick decision without thinking it through. She won’t break up with someone and then get back together again. Once she’s decided on something, it’s done. There’s no changing her mind.

I wish as I have time and time again, that I was so much more like Ivy. Sometimes it just feels as if I’ll never be done, that I can never let go.

Later, after I’ve cleaned up all the mess from the cookie baking session, plates, bowls, and trays, and set a plate on Poppy’s bedside table, I go to my own room. I don’t turn on the light, but I carefully tread my way over to my large window. Jin’s light is still on.