#idk! im still thinnking on it.

[mouseoho]

my drawing is almost finished aaaaa i m excited to see the finalresult

[kidge-planet]

quick kidge headcanon

I saw a lot of people headcanonning ( idk if I can say it like that but whateverrrrr) pidge and keith having feelings since the beginning of the show... I really like to think that too but that's not what I headcanon. My headcanon is that pidge had feeling since a long time ( the first season...) while keith didn't. he relly liked her but nothing more, he was too focused on finding who he actually was and about the whole "Being a paladin" thing to actually pay her attention. (h=He would still care a lot about her but nothing more...) Plus , I think that Keith wasn't mature enough at the beginning of the show to concider his self with a girl as smart as Pidge, I even think I would prefer to be alone because he could think that she is a very complex person that loves complex things. too complex for him. ( I know, they seem to work well together all along but I feel like keith would be so focused on his self that he wouldn't notice.)

pidge understood that Keith wasn't paying her attention so she would give up on him, assuming that he thinks she is a nerd and a weirdo ( because that's something everyone always told her all her life). She decided to focus on finding her father and brother back...

THEN, Keith left for the BOM and that's when he realised: he now knew who he was and wasn't a paladin anymore. and he will surprise his self missing her a lot. When he stayed in the Quantom abyss with Krolia, that gave him a LOT of time to think about it and to realise how special, cute and amazing she was ( I could have went longer with all the good reasons to fall in love with her but im trying to make it short here lol) . Pidge was never scared and always full of determination. he figured that he cared deeply about her, more than he thought. She was the only one that he actually understood and the fancy science words she used were artificial, they have more in common then he thought, after all...

during Keith's time in the Quantom abyss, Pidge gave up on him. She thought he would never care about her and so she stopped thinnking about it because she didn't wanted to be hurt. she still missed him, but she had to stay focused, she was a paladin.

BUT! When Keith came back With ROMELLEEEEEEEEE, she felt a little confused ( I noticed how distant Pidge was with Romelle.)

The reunion between them was quick (as you know) but even if they had the time to find each other back and to talk, or Pidge would've huged him, or both would've been like "ha, good to see you." because they felt too awkward ( about their feelings or about the fact that they don't know if the other would like contact... I feel like pidge would think that Keith doesn't feel confortable with physical touch and I feel like Keith would be scared that she finds him weird.)

Now, there we go with season 7:

they travel into space blablabla...

You can see that Keith snaps at everyone except pidge, when he has hallucinations, she is the one that jumped on his arm to calm him down and it actually worked (bfhiagruhzvbihggbhffgbyizgri, just the fact that she is holding on his arm to calm him is killing me, help)

In that same episode you can see how sweet he is when he talks to her. You can see more tha, that in that episode and in the begenning of season 7 but im going straight to the point here....................

Then they got back to earth they went in a mission together and I think you saw the episode so I don't really have to do a recap of it. basicallly, you can imagine how their relationn grew and here is my Head canon( Yeah, I talk a lot):

As you know, after defeating Sendak, the paladins had free time . I headcanon Pidge and Keith spending a lot of time together on earth without the other paladins ( just chilling in her room and stuffs) . They flirt a lot without even noticing. When they go back in the Atlas, you can see that they got very close to each other. Eating together, or always being next to each other in whatever situation their in.

I like to think that they're secretly dating during season 8, since episode 1. The night Allura and Lance had they're date, Keith had no one to spend his last night on earth with. It didn't bother him, of course because he likes to be alone. But when he heard that pidge wasn't doing anything special for her last day on earth ( because her family is coming in the Atlas and Sam had to work for the it untile late that night.) He immediately asked her to hang out which he immediately accepted. So they spent their last night on earth together and, eventually started dating that same day ( spicy last night on earth if you wanted to know...)

Now, we all know that the both are introverts and so, they kept their relation for them until the end of the mission on the Atlas. ( So yes, after Allura's death, unfortunatly.)

ACTUALLY, I have too many kidge headcanons. I also like to think the they got closer in the Atlas and that they started dating after the mission.

GOIIOJUIGUHVUGFR6DYFDYFEDRFUGVUGGDRDGBUGUTUFYTC.

[loveinglymii2]

tomorrow is dangerous romance day hehe i cant wait and yes idc if people hate it im going to let it finish before i give my full opinion of it and so far i still like it yes they did kind of speed run the whole bully arc of the story but i guess its bc we have all those other bits of the show that makes the show dangerous so im really interested in whats going to happen there and how they get to those points in the story bc like i thinnk the biggest question i have is how and when does sailom return to working for name is it after his brother gets arrested is it BC his brother got arrested and he got fired from tutoring kang and thats why he had to work for name like what and how did he get sucked back into that type of situation and why does his brother get arrested did he steal from his clients did he steal from kangs family and that get sailom fired like theres so much of the story we dont know yet so no i am not that upset at the fact that they moved on from kang being a bully considering sailom needed at least one good thing in his life especially considerinng the things they had planned for him idk

[7minutesinpurgatory-moved]

if i do end up making a new blog for juno it’d be under a different username since i feel like everyone knows the ones ive already cycled through (uncaney, 7minutesinpurgatory, hauteurhaunted, roygaybiv, 713713)

[libelelle]

I love ur AU idea so much!!! Do u think u can teach me the ways of sonic fan art o wise one 🥹!

thank you!!! (!!)

boy i dont know if i should be pained that you asked this question ( I Am A Bad Teacher) or glad ( i actually have something to say)

so if you dont know, im a very new sonic fan. i've been drawing sonic stuff since august. Before this i had never drawn sonic before. like drew exclusively human people. this means that learning to draw sonic was a learning experience for me for sure.

so assuming you were asking for advice, im putting it all under a read more since it is a little longer than i intended. tee hee (also sorry if the advice is a little too basic! this is from when i first started drawing sonic stuff so)

now before i start like. i am not a professional by any means, i don't have the secrets of art, etc etc. you decide what you like in your art and my guidelines might not always apply to you, if at all. your art style is yours first, and you pick the rules.

alright! the first thing i had to figure out (and tbh still am) is proportions! having mostly drawn humans and having developed my entire art style around drawing people, sonic proportions threw me for a loop. i was almost. ALMOST tempted to try to adapt with what i already had.

the issue with that is that human proportions and sonic proportions are wildly different like. these are not compatible.

(also say hi to my oc! hi Eira!)

the proportions for sonic are, naturally, very cartoony. trying to give them more realistic proportions can make everything feel off and well... think about the og model for the sonic movie. overall when i draw sonic character (this varies!!) the head is either larger or equal to the torso. hand and feet are a oversized and eyes are. big. the short of this is study the proportions of a character! see how certain part of their body compare and don't be afraid to try a new style!

another thing i learned is for drawing their. uh. muzzles? face circles? idk. the part where their sily mouths and noses go. that part. the basic shape of them is like. an oval with three bumps on the top. like this:

when i first tried drawing sonic i noticed this right away and. stuck to it. too much. but it doesn't always look like that! there are a lot of things that can change its shape such as perspective, expression and, obviously, the character.

perspective can mess with how prominent those bumps are, as well as the shape of the oval, based on the angle.

expression will push and stretch this shape with the mouth (thinnk about how your cheeks move when you move your mouth!)

characters can have different shapes as well!! knuckles muzzle (the big bump) is more prominent when i draw him, because his snout is longer. i also draw tails with little sharper of a bump, not that its super noticeable

this is a super specific thing to talk about but im saying because it applies everywhere. nothing is going to be 100% static so have specific rules about how something looks isnt going to help you with drawinf the characters in new and dynamic poses. their eyes, bodies, ears, etc etc etc all move and are affected by movement. its a lot to think about at first, but work on understanding it all one at a time, then practice it in combo!

finally, since this is already so long, the tried and true and frankly mildly annoying piece of advice:

practice!! give yourself time to adapt to drawing the characters!! just by drawing them you'll see the way it looks evolve over time, from habit and from integrating new details and new ways of approaching it.

for reference, one of the earliest drawings of sonic in my sketchbook (Aug. 13) and one i did a few hours ago!

these were done ehhhhh 2 months ago????? has it been that much already?

point is: these are very different drawings, which comes from experience. i experimented a lot and also have years of drawing experience under my belt, so it came pretty quickly for me. its still not perfect, but via studying the characters (or spending all my time staring at silver idk its the same thing to me) and pulling at details from styles i like, i definitely have been and will continue to improve!

i hope this is helpful in some way, to how you draw the characters and how you approach art in general!! i also hope that this was clear enough guidance since it was just me talking about things i did for the entire time lmfao.

[gayspock]

scurries in with the obvious character its spock

OMG FANK U hes goin under the read more bc im sooo eghpsgpsogd <3 you know

favorite thing about them so yeah<3 everything<3 but okay especially. right o well i thinnk.... what does appeal very much to me about spock is, like, how he is logical, and thinks/acts objectively but... nonetheless is just so kind and gentle and such, such a good fucking person - arguably beyond even that. do you know what the hell i mean. so many characters that value logic and rationale are absolute cunts about it all, and act as if cynicism is intrinsic to being rationale and that they all assholes- but not spock, never spock... and on the contrary his way of thinking often facillitates his kindness and goodness- and its just so heartwarming to me, so so much so...  and in a very similar vein, listen i do really just has a little (breathes deeply) moment over characters who dont express their affections by conventional means even when many others just dont Get it (mccoy i am vaguing you) bc literally, </3 literally yah </3

least favorite thing about them i will kill you if you even dare to suggest. hes literally my little pogchamp. favorite line he has too many good ones and im so angry that i cant think of anything right now but im saying “extremely little” to chekov   brOTP uhura is just his bestie isnt she OTP kirk and spock reset my brain and that was very funny of them to do so nOTP idk i feel like im not immersed enough to rlly- BC LIKE OMG, WHENEVER SOMEONES LIKE “NOTP! GO AHEAD!” am like omg.. bc its like yah i have lots of things where i’m like “ur CRAZY!” if someone brought it up or stuff that’s a given bc its weird but its like... i cant think of any super relevant widespread things that boil my blood, i guess, bc i think i havent poisoned myself with such evil corners of the world or ive simply suppressed all notion of it so damn hard that its like whatever random headcanon omg im so bad at headcanons... but hm. idk if this is a headcanon or more of, like, a concept of a fic or whatever the fuck. but like- post him dying & getting repotted like the colourpop eyeshadows at the colourpop factory... well im sat here thinkin abt him bein reintegrated & i think abt him listening to old enterprise logs. especially kirks. to try and just remember at first but then when he’s still out of touch out of time with his humanity in the way he struggles with voyage home its like... listening to - again, kirks especially - to try and reflect on what that all meant to him. imagining my man meditating and ofc he doesnt need white noise but isnt it just nice to quietly replay a log of some truly special moments and memories you built with your friends? anyways ~<3 unpopular opinion okay this is less of “unpopular opinion” but more of a gripe with a? idk if its even popular, but its reoccuring opinion abt him (& by extension all vulcans) but... whenever i read or see someone mention his, like, taste in style being minimalist, and only existing to be practical/functional OR, like, they describe his living quarters as being described as spartan or whatever with not much personalisation im PERSONALLY literally sooo mad on his behalf... like i GET why thats the assumption (logic <3 innit) but babe he did NOT deck his quarters out wiht that big lavish red curtain and the sparkly little bedsheets and all the  beyond ostentatious display of artefacts and NOR did he appear in TMP wearing that goth little getup to be reduced to a basic style. song i associate with them OUT OF TOUCH THURSDAY SPOCK VIDEO . HAVE QUITE LITERALLY WATCHED THAT EVERY DAY FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS. I AM NOT KIDDING WITH THT IT WAS IN MY HEAD BEFORE I EVEN OPENED THIS ASK favorite picture of them im NOT tracking the pics down. off the top of my head though, some faves (altho i am certainly missing MANY MANY Many SPOCK is just SO good visually isnt he just) - him havin a little meltdown agaist the door like a right cry about it all - theres that one post with a compilation of ppl pointing at spock & theres that one from amok time that sends me about fucking mentos its so fuckinh funny and im taken off guard by it every time - any pic of him with that little girlboss kitty - tht one screenshot from spocks brain where hes TOTALLY stock still bc hes literally head empty & everyone else is getting their noggins absolutely blasted around him so its like metldown central with him as the eye of the storm. absolute rennaissance painting of an image. - i think its at the end of piece of the action where kirk does the :[ face and he does it right back at him - HOW COULD I FORGET. IM PUTTING THIS ONE IN

[ajokeformur-ray]

I watched Joker tonight and typed out my thoughts as they occurred to me. Unedited; typos are guaranteed. I did this a few months ago and really enjoyed looking back at my thought process and I wanted to do it again so that I can look back and know that what I feel is real and true in my darkest times.

You're welcome to skip this; it's under a cut for ease of doing so. Warnings for occasional sexual comment lmao. There’s no self shipping in this, I don’t think.

word count: 2, 575.

I’M SOBBING and I’ve only just pressed play.

Heart squeeze Chest much ow

THERE HE IS

✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

Nooooo baby omg don’t pretend - let yourself hurt if it hurts. Don’t pretend. 

Carnival Carnival Carnivalllllllll 😍😍😍😍😍

I am a Simp for one clown and his name is Carnival

Someone help him, I????

That sign hit Arthur as hard as my love for him did ksksksk

MY EYES BE LEAKIN💔💔💔💔💔

bb nooooo

Oh honey let me kiss those bruises and replace the marks of violence with love, hm? You’re safe with me.

Breathe, my love. Don’t fight the laughter. Let it out, let yourself go. 

Screams into a pillow because????? much sad must kiss

“have you been keeping up with your journal?” LIKE HE HAS TIME

oHHHHH boi’s close to losing his shit

Do it, Artie. Give ‘em hell.

“I think I did” YOU TELL HER!!💖💖💖

I want to be his cigarette. Where’s Satan??? I got a new deal for my blackened soul which he took at half price😂😂😂😂

I’d have my hand between the door and his head so fuckin fast I swear

“I just don’t wanna feel so bad anymore” yep SAME

ohhhh peekaboo🥺🥺🥺

this makes me giggle ksksksk i watch this scene when i feel sad bc it always makes me happy for the time it’s on

he’s so good with kids; he doesn’t have to try and think about what’s funny, he just does it, he’s himself and it works

FUCK OFF LADY CAN’T YOU SEE HE’S STRUGGLING????

give

him

back

his

card

casually wrinkling my nose against tears lmao

ohhh the way he looks up at those stairs from the bottom

i can feel his exhaustion

me too, my love

step step step step

god i wanna get him the fuck outta gotham

and into my arms and a soft, warm blanket

“eat. you need to eat” LITERALLY WHAT I TELL MYSELF EVERY DAY IN HIS VOICE BC OTHERWISE I JUST WOULDNT EAT???? I’m losing so much weight asdfghjk its not enough tho

SUPAH RATS

Did Arthur come up w that joke or was it actually a Murray joke????

HIS VOICE IS SO SOFT IM CRY??🥺🥺🥺🥺

“I WAS PUT HERE TO SPREAD JOY AND LAUGHTER”

YOU DO BABY, YOU DO!!!! EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!!

go deepthroat a cactus randall - youre already a bit of a prick so🙃🙃🙃

“THE GUYS THINNK YOU’RE A FREAK BUT I LIKE YOU”

HOYT. YOU CAN GO SIT ON A CACTUS TOO

FUCK OFF

😡😡😡😡

“WHY WOULD ANYONE STEAL A SIGN”//”WHY DOES ANYONE DO ANYTIHNG?” HOYT YOU’RE SO FUCKING ILLOGICAL HERE IM????? ERIKA DOES NOT (ALSO WILL NOT LMAO IM A STUBBORN BIITCH) COMPUTE

Can arthur fuck me like he pounds the trash/????🥵🥵👀

those dark curls.... that crooked tooth... must kiss.🥺🥺🥺

pennys casual cruelty makes me so fucking angry

foreshadowingggggg ~  *JAZZ HANDS*

ugh the way he dances with that gun im👀🥵🥵🥵

he enjoys the power of it and his breathing gets deeper asdfghjk

clumsy baby omggggg i just COOED 🥺🥺🥺🥺

okay maybe im stupid but i genuinely dont understand this “senior who needs to graduate” skit i’m??? how is being an intro to western civ student funny im???? someone explain???

but also dont bc fuck that guy lmao arthur’s hilarious

true millenial humour (and brit humour lmao we’re dark asf)

THE WAY ARTIE TWIRLS HIS FINGERS AROUND HIS HAIR AND DANCES IN HIS SEAT IM???🥺🥺🥺

wanna curl up on his lap at night when hes writing and go to sleep with a 

blanket around our bodies🥺🥺🥺🥺

when arthur wears a shirt at home you KNOW it’s a daydream

THAT CROOKED TOOTH IM WANT KISS.

WAIT IS IT CALLED STAND UP COMEDY BC YOU STAND UP... AND ITS COMEDY???

23 FUCKING YEARS, PEOPLE... TO REALISE THAT🙄

WHEN CARNIVAL CAME ON SCREEN I NTHE HOSPITAL I MADE A PORNOGRAPHIC NOISE LMAO I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

IF YOURE HAPPY AND YOU KNOW IT, SHOOT MURRAY

WOOPS WRONG LYRICS

😂

“doctor of laughter”🥺🥺🥺🥺

doctor i have a case of the Big Sad can you... do an exam? 😉😏

NO BB DONT BEAT YOUR HEAD UP THERES PRECIOUS CARGO IN THERE

in what world does chucking cold greasy chips in a girls hair being “nice”???

lmao fuck these guys

ohhh honey breathe. dont fight it, my love, just breathe.

my heart’s breaking for you, you sweet thing🥺🥺🥺

i love you so so so so so so so much ugh you’re an actual fucking angel

just breathe darling

i need to get you a cup of tea with honey in it, your throat must be so sore

ohhhh baby im so sorry

i’d take every single punch if i could

i’d die for you

i wish i could protect you

i wish i could look after you

and take all those hits

and kill those guys for you

im so sorry

sobbingggg

YES GOOD MAN THANK YOUUU

KILL THOSE ASSHOLES LMAO DESERVED IT

yeah i have a grey morality... im similar to deadpool in that way tbh

carnival comin’ to kill your insecurities

8 bullets in a 6 chamber???? mm-hm

DONT FORGET YOUR BAG THATS EVIDENCE

AND THE WIG

RUN BABY RUNNNNNNN

GO GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOO

RUN LIKE THE WIND BULLSEYE

THE SOUND OF HIS FEET SLAPPING THE PAVEMENT IM👀

OOOOOH JOKER’S WAKIN’ UUUUUUP

fuck he’s so hypnotic

the way he runs his hand down his lower stomach asdfghj🥵

must kiss the inner tendons on his wrists and lick the blood off his face 

must kiss

he moves like water

fuck hes so fluid

bathroom scene = the scene in which my heart and vagina clench at the same time

im WANT

T POSEEEEEEEE

“i still owe you for that, dont i?”

PUNCH OUT IS MY FAVOURITE THING E  V  E  R

D O N T S M I LE

UGH I FUCKING HATE being told to smile if i don’t fucking want to so BIG mood

PLEASE SHUSH ME THE WAY YOU JUST SHUSHED PENNY IM???

but also dont lmao bc i’ll think you’re mad at me and i’ll hide in the bedroom for the rest of the day lmao i’m sensitive✨✨✨

i wanna sit on his lap and still his bouncing knees

“thats not funny”

fuck off penny yes it is

I JUST CHOKED ON MY COFFEE IM???

“but i do” god the ��P O W E R

ugh that fucking sexist piece of shit comedian can choke “women look at sex like buying a car” 🤢🤮🤢🤢🤮

chauvinistic pigs can die thanks

his lil trip upstage im cry🥺🥺🥺

ohhh baby. just breathe, darling. it’s okay to be scared. dont fight it. just breathe. 

he and i both cover our mouths when we laugh/smile in the exact same way and it makes me feel closer to him

how can they think hes laughing at himself when hes literally gagging????

people only see what they wanna

the Penny imitation is👌👌👌

s m i l e

i remember when i came home from seeing this for the first time, i got home and dropped to my knees to cry in the bathroom. it was such an emotional release and so much love and i played smile to try to make myself smile but i only made myself cry harder lmaooooo ~ 

smile and thats life are my go-to songs if i gotta cheer tf up

danger sign = neither works

he looks so soft after his “date”🥺🥺🥺

“thats life” yeah but murray you dont even leave the studio so how do you know????

ngl arthur’s anger scares me.

anyone so much as raise their voice at me and i’ll cry really bad and i will shut myself away for the rest of the day and quiet anger terrifies me so his banging abt in the kitchen would freak me tf out😲

angry bb😭

he controls his anger so fast though omgggg ~ 

that soft please sends me

idk where it sends me lmao

down below probably

BARE FACED CARNIVAL OMG THIS SCENE IS SO CUTE

I LOVE THE MATCHING COLOURS ON ARTHUR AND BRUCE TOO ???

okay but the implication that arthur always carries a clown nose on him is🥺🥺🥺

hes such a good clown im?????

lmao im enjoying the show more than bruce is skskskk

arthur’s lil chuckle makes me🥺

his HUMMING im??? soft?????

his brows are so strong and dark omggg ~ he’s so beautiful

OKAY i’ll be honest i’ve seen this alfred/bruce scene and the thomas bathroom scene later on and the penny flashback scene a 100 times and i still dont fucking understand what did or didnt happen regarding arthur’s parentage im????

 ive seen interpretations to say he is thomas’ son and some to say he isnt and i still cant decide so? im stupid i guess 🙃

“a clown thing?” the  s a s s

“it’s exit only” yeah so’s my ass🙃

if i was there in the hospital room i woulda turned that tv off as soon as i realised what clip was gonna play

murray’s cruelty is d i s g u s t i n g

lmao hes an asshole

arthurs lil clap from joyyyyy ~ 🥺🥺🥺

did i say murray???

i meant  m u r r a t

🙃🙃🙃

sneaky baby

wayne hall either has super bad security or arthurs v quick on his feet

🤔🤔🤔🤔

he looks so good in red omggg ~ 

f o r e s h a d o w i n g

arthurs smile when hes watching chaplin is how he smiles when we all gush to each other abt him and ourselves!!!

hes so cuuuuuute🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰

“told me what” 

ohhhh honey🥺🥺 im so sorry. “crazy” is a trigger word for arthur; it made him start laughing in the bathroom with thomas

“touch my son again ill fucking kill you” yeah?? touch my arthur again and i’ll fucking kill you🙃🙃🙃🙃

^^^ that ones a joke do not come at me

the clerk in arkham was nice to arthur - he, gary and sophie are the good gothamites.

none of it was enough to stop his descent into joker, though, and i’d even say it was too late right at the beginning of the film, too... 

his sock puppet thingy “they cut all those” is such a Joker thing to doooo ~ 

the way arthur’s laughing in the hall at arkham turns into sobbing is gut-wrenching omg the poor thing😭

i wanna hug him and protect him and help him to process this in a healthy way

sweetheart, if i could take all of your pain and put it onto me... i so would. i’d do it in a heartbeat.

i wanna get you into a hot shower, make you some food and sit and listen to you. we can either sit in silence or you can talk to me, my love, and you will be heard and understood and loved.

“i had a bad day”

IT’S OKAY I DIDNT NEED MY HEART ANYWAY OMG YOU POOR SWEET INNOCENT THING IM LOVE YOU🥺💔

THAT ENTIRE LATE NIGHT SCENE LAUGH/SOBBING GOT ME -

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

i just wanna hold you and protect you and help you and love you

I’m so fucking sorry, darling. i wish i could take it all away from you

“i havent been happy one minute of my entire fucking life”

NO ONE SHOULD LOOK THAT ANGELIC AFTER COMMITING MATRICIDE IM????

get

that

fucking

gun

away

from

your

face

boi dont test me ill fucking go feral or - no, tell you what, i’ll point the gun at me and see how you like it

im looking respectfully at the green speckled undies scene....👀👀👀

“coming” 😏😏😏

“my mum died im celebrating” and “i stopped taking my medication” and you STILL stayed in the apartment with Arthur????? dudes those are 🚨🚨🚨 signs

woe betide anyone who underestimates arthur fleck lmaoooo

randalls death scene makes me laugh every time omg i feel so vindictive

get WRECKED

i wanna lick the blood off his face. i really want to

ngl i think i have a blood kink... 

“dont look just go” ME WITH MY ACNE WHEN I SEE IT IN THE MIRROR 😂😂😂😂

JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKER 

ASDFGHJKL

J

O

K

E

R

ERIKA.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING

JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERRRRRR

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 MY BABY MY MAN OMG THERE HE IS IM CRY???????😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺

my mind is literally blank rn im just staring and crying and smiling so hard my face hurts????? im love him so so so so much

sweet thing’s so used to pain he gets HIT BY A CAR AND KEEPS GOING????

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

hghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

euirrrrrrgkjbgkfbirsghigrbugr

*incoherent keyboardsmash to portray utter love*

ohhh baby no dont cry. oh honey😭 i wanna sit on your lap and kiss your tears away

“i love dr sally”

you have a WIFE at home

“DO YOU REMEMBER?” THAT WAS YOUR CUE TO APOLOGISE LMAO GET FUCKED MURRAT

he’s so CUTE

omgggg ~ 

my hearts gonna give out its SQUEEZING SO HARD IT HURTS

YOU MOCK THEM, BABY!!! THEY GOT IT COMING

“i wanna get it right” hes so passionate

my comments have deceased in number bc im just too starstruck and in love to even think clearly lmao

jokers all i know rn and this is the most peaceful ive felt in WEEKS

im sobbing

ugh fuck this hurts so BAD

youre speaking the truth, darling. im so so proud of you and i love you so much

“THEY COULDNT CARRY A TUNE TO SAVE THEIR LIVES” LMAO INSIDE JOKESSS

literally sobbing right now ugh what the fuck youre in so much pain and in the middle of a breakdown and no one saw you

ugh baby im so sorry, you deserve so much better

you tried so hard and you were gonna fall no matter what

IN THE WHITE ROOM

“hi” baby they cant hear you but im COOING 🥺🥺🥺🥺

you’re so fucking cute

say the word and ill burn gotham to the fucking ground for you

i wanna sit atop that car and cradle your head in my lap and wipe the blood off your face and help you stand up and be there for you and and and😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love you so so so much. 

i’d be so much worse off without you in my life. you brought a splash of colour which has never dimmed or faded. it never will. 

b l o o d    s m i l e

=

im wearing my inside on the outside now and it still hurts

angel💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

i see you and your pain. i love you.

i see you, angel. 

his genuine laughter is🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

that cute lil “ksksks” he does im🥺🥺🥺

i always laugh with him omg the two of us are laughing together ugh its the closest i will ever get to sharing in his joy

 t h a t ‘s    l i f e

i love the hallway daaaaaaaaaaaaaance ~ 

them hips dont lie😉😉😉

i love you i love you i love you i love you omg the sun’s like a halo ugh i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you im singing along to thats life while i type out how much i love you at 220am lmaooooo ~ 

i   l o v e    y o u

[videostak]

cause when i think abt that i do miss college and do enjoy like socializing in some way in college and just strangely existing but i shouldnt like just be going to be college to shoot the shit w/ ppl i hate.... i think im gonna fail my online classes this semester and wasnt able to apply for financial aid next semester cause of something my parents forgot to do so ya but idk im hoping that this summer i clean out my room and my mind and live a more consistent life and then i can focus very cleanly on college work in fall.... idk even kno when registriation begins tho.... i still have to go as long as i dont have a job i think but online classes are such a fkn bore hawnestly and i thinnk its gonna be along time before campus opens up in a safe way where ill be able to shoot the shit with idiots.

[sun-femme]

Pluto, Mars, and Saturn?

pluto: what do you love most about yourself?

- I thinnk... i like that im kind of sensitive and compassionate honestly. i like that my emotions run high and yeah ive gotta reign them in sometimes but its still something i like. even when its really bad you know but it just makes all of the good feelings better

if were talking physical, i think my eyes are really pretty. and my beauty marks

mars: who is your ideal best friend?

-huhhhh you know idk. someone that i can just enjoy having around even if its not high energy all the time, i loveeee having fun and having wild ass nights and shit but just chilling u know... also super appreciate just having someone around bc i do get energy from socializing but its easy to get drained when shits hitting the fan. its hard to find people like that that dont drain me by being around me, they have to have good vibes

saturn: what’s your aesthetic?

-heheeheoeheoheheeohehe you know im all about that NEON and GLOW and GRUNGE baby!!!!! neon is fucking god tier. also uhh coastal stuff, preferably with neon but give me a pic of a palm tree in front of a sunset ill eat that shit up so fast lmao. im also pretty found of celestial stuff?? like those pics of the sun with that face u know the shit. stuff like that

[dearpercocet]

im pan but its rlly complicated cause i guess i would say im pansexual w a preference for guys and panromantic w a preference for girls??? and its confusing cause ill see a cute girl and be like I M G A Y cause girls are amazing but then i feel like a Fake Pan cause sexually i have a preference for guys?? and then also its confusing cause i thinnk i might be nonbinary?? idk

If you identify as pan, no matter if your preference leans one way or another, you're still pan and still valid//sleepover Monday//