#idek if i’ll be able to write my dissertation my grade is that low
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idk what im doing
#failing uni. no friends#no career plans#not fucking going anywhere#never gonna have enough money to get surgeries and pass#i have a lot of dreams about promoting queer art and being an art writer and doing postgrad#but my fucking depressive episode has killed my grades#idk im so tired#everyone else is achieving their goals and dating and making friends#i just feel like i live in a black hole#i just do my own thing and dont interact with anybody or anything#whats even the point in being alive#my fucking transphobic parents are neber gonna accept me#im not smart enough to do the things i wanr to do#like honestly why am i still hwre#i get so jealous seeing all these other things going on i dont even know about until later#bc i. just dont run in the right circles or whateber#or seeing my classmates get all the oppurtunities#studying art history all the rich kids are a little elite posse#idek if i’ll be able to write my dissertation my grade is that low#and then i wont graduate w honours and i wont be able to do postgrad#wtf will i do
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