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vampiricgf · 26 days

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looking at pictures of my childhood home on zillow and no im not crying because the wall that was full of little 5 year old me and my grandmas handprints in purple and blue paint was painted over and they paved over the spot where my childhood cat was buried and do they even know about the drunk driver that crashed through the privacy fence one night when I was 6 and I slept through the entire thing but woke up to the big hole in the fence or do they know about when I was 8 and for some reason decided to eat a whole pack of bubble gum then got sick all over the carpet in the hallway so that's why it was stained pink is that why they ripped it out and put down hardwood floors do they have any idea about when i accidentally pressed the garage door clicker when my grandma was pulling out so she crashed through the garage door and i got in so much trouble because it cost so much money to replace

#oh my god im gonna have a breakdown what the fuck #everything really keeps changing #my grandma is long gone and so are our handprints together in the paint #so is my little kitty and his little resting place #the old barn behind the house was torn down too i used to go there when i was sad even tho it was dangerous #id climb in that decrepit hayloft to cry #001.

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