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I'm so excited for marko/poet/leshy polycule
i can neither confirm nor deny these accusations
mainly because I did it as a bit at first how poet's horny for the divine
#they have a point though#look at heket or shamura or any of the bishops really. right now ill give you time#you see what i mean?#id cherish each and every one of them#ily heket#ily shamura#ily leshy#ily kallamar#ily narinder#ily ratau#ily ratoo#ily lamb#ily goat#all of them#beautiful
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‘domesticated dawg’.. domestic!hamzah
contains reader insert! and nsfw kinda at the end
- for his whole damn life, everything hamzah wanted was a home
- sure, he had one before, but to be honest, it was just a house. no meaning behind it other than his family living there with him.
- so when he eventually moved out, loneliness began hitting like a truck..
- he found himself alone. constantly trying to fit into everything mandy and martin did, but he understood his friends also wanted privacy
- although hamzah wished he could just live with his friends, everything seemed funner with them. mandy was nice, always sharing martin with him, letting him interrupt their conversations to add comments, making jokes about whatever and they even had a group chat!
- but still, that life was not his, it was martin’s. it was mandy’s. not hamzah’s.
- god, he so craved a relationship as beautiful as his friends. it made him so sad knowing that the only girl he pulled ever was in elementary school :(
- so when you stumbled upon his hectic life, he knew he was NOT letting u go. ever. never ever.
- and mother of god, you were just so so so perfect? how could you? like, for real, he asks himself everyday what the hell did he ever do to deserve such a beautiful human by his side
- as the relationship develops, he finds himself doing stuff he only dreamed about
- he enjoys every single little thing you guys do together, cherishes every moment with you, even when you’re not around he keeps your id picture in his wallet
- makes sure you don’t have to move a finger!!!
- dishes? he does em! the bed? he makes it! clean the cats litterbox? on it!
- sometimes you wake up to the faint smell of something burning, and you’ve gotten used to it by now it’s even comforting .
“sweetheart….” he’d whisper not to disturb your peaceful slumber, however the noisy rattling of the dishes and the blender going off earlier had you already awake.
“hmm?” you murmured slowly opening your eyes, his big eyes stared at you like a squished bug, it made you giggle how eager he was to serve breakfast in bed.
“you are never gonna believe what i just prepared!” he excitedly said.
you smiled, sometimes hamzah was like an excited toddler showing you everything he did or found.
“so like, last night i was on facebook and found this super cool french toast recipe and tried to make it today for you but uh… we didn’t have eggs… or bread.” he paused and you tilted your head. “so i also tried to make pancakes with water and the mix but uh.. you never really showed me how to lower the flame so uh, they’re bricks now…” he nervously scratched his head
he was so cute, or so you thought.
“it’s okay, hamzah, what did you make then?” you asked, invested heavily. he always managed to surprise you somehow.
quickly, he got up the bed where he was straddling you, and ran to the counter where he had left the plate.
“anyway, cereal!” he smiled so big waiting for your reaction of approval.
“wooooow! my favourite!” you smiled too.
“i know right!”
- hamzah tries SO hard to please you :(
- actually tries to spend every single hour of the day with you, due to his job he finds himself being at martin’s often, so he brings you with him each time!
- late night editing with him, where you two are just snuggled together under the covers, hamzah has his blue light glasses on, and you think, man, what a sight to see!
- hamzah actually thinks you guys are married..
- not to be intense or anything, but to him, being with you means for life. you guys are going serious. no escaping from this man now. no backing down now.
- you and the cats are his little family. he has found a home in you and is willing to keep it forever <3
- every moment with you counts to him.
- in the mornings you two brush your teeth together, sometimes he spits toothpaste on your hand to make you mad, which doesn’t really work because you do the same to him and then it all ends in a laughing fit
- HE HAS NO SENSE OF PRIVACY T_T
- you could be taking a shower and he’s right outside of the shower curtain taking a shit and talking about whatever was on his mind
- when you’re using the bathroom he would burst the door open to grab something he left inside, unapologetically look at you and smile innocently
- since your little house –apartment– is rather small, whenever you use the kitchen together he has to constantly guide you around in order to not bump into each other
- grabs your waist to prevent you from slipping if he spills milk or water..
- literally just an excuse to touch you, though.
- sometimes you’re cooking and he just sneaks behind you to give you a back hug. rests his chin on top of your head and stays there for a while
- needs you constantly ngl
- if there’s something wrong with the house, such as a leak or a burnt bulb, he would try his best to fix it himself to prove you he’s capable of everything
- usually ends badly and you have to call someone else to fix it but hey! he tried!
- since you both are not very extroverted, house dates are perfect.
- movie nights under the dim lights of the apartment that lead to make out sessions..
“h-hold…” you tried to say between sloppy kisses being planted on your neck. “hold on!” you laughed out loud when the hickey he was giving you tickled your collarbone.
“mhmm, why?” you could feel his warm breath as he murmured against your skin.
“movie…”
“rather do you, though.” he replied.
- ordering take out that just ends up on hamzah and you racing to see who can eat more
- he loves to see you wearing his clothes <3 like, it actually makes him physically happy and super fucking proud
- loves how his hoodies are undeniably big on you, and how his shirts falls down to your thighs, covering you up so perfectly. knowing you enjoy wearing his clothes just makes him realise how much you both need each other pretty much always
- hamzah has mentioned –to you– before his desire to actually grow your family a bit more, no more cats though, no dogs either. a baby, maybe. or two. three?
- and he was super blunt and serious about it, also. like he was being DEAD SERIOUS. he loves you, dude. this man is a family man.
“we are very serious, right?” he asked you out of the blue.
“yeah, of course.” you replied looking at his direction. the bed sheets covered his body so you could only see his face peeking out. it was funny.
“no but like, im super serious about you, about us… i love you a lot and i feel so deeply about you, is that alright? do you not feel weird about me? like, do you actually like me or…?” he rambled, and you knew how self conscious he could get sometimes ;(
“hamzah, i am so very serious about us too, i love being with you, why would you doubt that?” it made you sad, but you had to constantly reassure him.
he leaned in to kiss you, so soft and desperate at the same time, like he was trying not to break down.
“serious, right?” he asked again as he broke the kiss
“yeah, very serious, hamzah.”
a moment of silence. he played with your hair, then subtly touched your face in the dark, tracing your features.
“okay but speaking super fucking seriously, i wanna impregnate you and i wanna raise our children and live until we’re super fucking old, that alright?”
he deadpanned. and you never felt so loved, even if his ways were… odd. you knew he cared, and you did too!
“yeah. that alright.”
- morning sex hits hard w hamzah btw. so when you’re still tired and wanna be together you opt for this one as an excuse to get up until the evening
- this man needs you so much that he actually for real wants to merge your souls together
- but as he cannot do that yet, he settles for your bodies..
- sometimes when he’s working he just :( needs you and your warmth and your embrace and your presence and you you you you
- he’s obsessed with you to say the least
- yeah so cockwarming.. where he just begs for it, and you cant say no to that wet dog face :c though you know he wont even last a minute without moving cuz he’s needy like that.
- his hands are grasping at your waist for mercy, keeping you down and linked to his own body. he tries his best to keep still, though you wouldn’t mind if he actually started thrusting
- loves how warm you’re always :c it’s almost embarrassing how pathetic this man is for you
“mmm, im… oh, god! f-fuck, im sorry, can i…?” he whimpers, his eyes shut and his work long forgotten on the desk
and god, yeah. you need it too. he’s been inside for what felt like fucking hours. you were just as needy and desperate but didn’t wanna say anything :(
“yeah j-just…yeah..” you managed to say, your face buried in his neck, inhaling his cologne.
it was so damn intoxicating, you felt so drunk on him.
- big on aftercare. he wants to make you comfortable and loved, which yeah you feel like that around him. tho he also needs aftercare from you sometimes..
- hamzah thinks, you found him to save him. save him from his loneliness, his misfortune, everything. he is so glad that you exist and decide to share your existence with him.
- hamzah now doesn’t have to look for a home in other places. he doesn’t have to look out for love, for company somewhere else. he has you, you’re his home now. now and forever
- you’re a home that’s not taken. a home that’s not temporary. a home that waits for him everyday. a home that provides love and care. a home that he doesn’t feel he’s intruding..
- a home he doesn’t wanna run away from. not ever
>_<
down bad for this kinda hamzah bruv anyway hope some1 likes dis
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heaven - PIASTRI - part 5
pairings: oscar piastri x private!reader (fc: gracie abrams)
summary: australian adventures of yn and oscar
type: social media au (smau)
authors note: IM BACK WRITING MY FAVORITE ANGELS!!! ive been feeling slightly more motivated so i thought id just continue a story instead of creating a new one (at least whilst im in this slump) i do hope you enjoy!!
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oh australia how ive missed you and your gifts 💫
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user3 whats the best gift australia has given you??
yourusername oscar!!! liked by oscarpiastri
user3 SHUT THE FUCK UP WHATTTT?!?!??
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oscarpiastri oh my goddd
oscarpiastri 😍😍
user4 you cannot separate oscar from that emoji
yourusername not even i can😕😕
oscarpiastri you can pry it from my cold dead hands
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my favorite lady in my favorite place
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user18 SHE IS HIS FAVORITE LADY OH MU GOD😭😭
user17 AND HIS FAVORITE PLACE IS HOME😭
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user84 i will never ever get tired of them
user28 i hope theyre in love forever and ever liked by oscarpiastri
user55 oscar liking this comment☹️☹️
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the day you entered my world you changed my entire view on life and myself, you help me find love and happiness in things i never expected and showed me how to appreciate the smallest things in life.
sometimes i wonder if im being selfish, how can i be worthy of all the love and time youve given to me? surely there is someone more deserving, someone who needs everything youve showed me more? i think about what i must have done in a past life to be gifted with you and then i wonder if we are destined.
maybe i dont deserve you in this life, maybe i dont deserve you in a thousand other lifes. but i believe we are meant to be which means for every universe we dont find eachother, we find eachother in a hundred more
im so glad we found each other, i dont know if i deserve you but i promise i will cherish and appreciate you the way i have done for 6 years and the way i will continue to love you for as long as this universe allows and then i will love you even longer in another
six years used to feel like forever but now ill never have enough time, happy anniversary lovely
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oscarpiastri you continue to help my heart keep beating
oscarpiastri i didnt think love was real until i found you
oscarpiastri we will find eachother in every universe i promise
oscarpiastri you are the prettiest and most lovely person i have ever met and you deserve everything and more
yourusername my good looking boyyyy🩵🩵
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user10 i feel so violently ill they are so sweet
user62 my parents everyone!!!
user53 is that an engagement ring?!
user33 wait pause
user5 theres no way right??
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you’ve impacted my life in more ways than you will ever know and im so thankful that i get to love you for all eternity, you have such a beautiful soul and i can’t believe i get to hold it
happy six years and to a lifetime more
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yourusername you are so so incredible
yourusername i dont know how many other ways i can say it but i love you
oscarpiastri i love you too
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yourusername oscar said more than enough in his letter☺️
user43 OH MY GOD HE WROTE HER A LETTER😭😭😭😭
user3 six years.. six damn years and they are still so in love
user48 guys are they engaged or not😭
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falling alone ✩ l.hs [teaser two]
✩ series m.list | taglist form ✩ synopsis: cold cases were heeseung’s specialty, and he cracked every single one. cold hearts were your specialty, and you have yet to make a single chip in your husband’s. ✩ genre: established relationship au | hurt-comfort ✩ pairing: lieutenant!lhs x housewife!reader ✩ word count: 1.4k | [full fic: tbd] ✩ rating: 18+. minors dni. ✩ warnings: a little more pining between husband!hee & wife!reader, a bit of outsider help. nothing explicit ✩ author's note: hello everyone! i just wanted to let you all know that i am trying my best to get this fic out before the end of the year (and if i don't, i do go on winter break from uni in early december! so we can expect a few fics in that time.) this being said, i will add a taglist link here as well as the series masterlist because i cannot for the life of me keep up with urls at the moment. the people tagged below have already been added to said taglist, but if you wanna jump on and don't see yourself tagged, please fill out the form linked above! thanks!
Heeseung knows that Dr. Bahng told him to leave work at work. However, Dr. Bahng said nothing about bringing home to work. He said nothing about thinking about you at work, or missing you, or daydreaming about you instead of analyzing the reports that a pair of rookies messed up. He also said nothing about reading articles by some sketchy romance columnist on how to keep your relationship alive, which is exactly what Heeseung was scrolling through right now.
There are things in a relationship that must always be shared in order to avoid, or resolve conflict. How the other person is making you feel, how you are making them feel, and how to tackle both negative checklists properly. It is key to always remember that it must be you and your partner against the problem, not you and your partner against each other.
You make Heeseung feel…alive. You make him feel loved, cherished, and even at some bizarre times, worshiped. You make him appreciate waking up at the ass crack of dawn, your sleeping face relaxed as he peppers kisses across your warm skin – something he's thankful never manages to wake you up, but it adds to all the adoration he holds in his heart for you.
How does he make you feel? Dejected, neglected, rejected. Pushed aside for the true love of his life – work. You never bring it up unless he asks. You never brought it up until last July, when he was slumped in his office chair after drinking half a bottle of sherry whiskey, listening to music and thinking about yet another dead end that deterred him from finding Soyoung. You had approached him with a gentle gaze, a soft touch to his shoulder and asking about taking a shower together. You never questioned him, you never pressured him, you never tried to make him something you assumed he just wasn't – an attentive, doting husband.
And he remembers how he asked you, too. He remembers spinning around in his chair, asking you if he was everything you'd ever wanted. Asking you if he was living up to your expectations, as a husband, as a life partner, as a friend, even.
And he remembers the way you sighed carefully before perching on his desk. "You're everything I've ever wanted, and I'm sure you'll continue to grow and be even more deserving of the love I hold for you." You had smiled, your hand coming to rest on his cheek. "Nothing we can't work through, you know? If I was given a choice in another life, another world – I'd still choose you."
He will never forget it, and he can still feel the warmth of your lips against his as you led him to the bathroom. He can still feel the ache of your love on his skin from the way you held him under the running water, quietly basking in his presence as the mint of your shampoo filled his nose. Nothing is as special to him as you are.
There are things that should routinely be shared in order to maintain a homeostasis of the calendar. Asking how their day was, if you have any ideas for dinner tonight, or if you'd like to do something this weekend to celebrate the mundane. It shouldn't be difficult to establish a routine with your partner, if you are in tune with them. A kiss goodbye in the morning, a warm embrace in the evenings. A shared meal, a shared bath, a shared bed.
Heeseung can't remember the last time he fully checked in with you – you always have something to do. You always attempt new creative projects, and his fingers toy with the fabric of his slacks as he remembers that you hand stitched them. He thinks about how you waited for him all night yesterday, and the disappointment you must have felt when he arrived late. He thinks about how he just doesn't make time to tackle the problem that you two are constantly glossing over by being intimate – he knows you don't feel loved.
He didn't ask you about your day yesterday, or the day before, or last week. He didn't ask you if you were sewing anything new, learning any new pieces on the piano collecting dust in the living room. He hasn't asked about your mother, but at least he knows you don't like to talk about her.
Heeseung hasn't asked you a single thing about yourself, or your life, and he doesn't know how long it's been. Even last night, your eyes were focused entirely on him – the way his lips twitched when you said you liked the wine he chose, the way he pulled your leg over his in the booth you were sharing. You asked him about work, and he just shook his head as he pointed out the new menu items.
You love him so selflessly.
Something that works for my partner and I is parallel play. We aren't necessarily doing something together, but we are present in the same room and doing our own thing. Knowing that he is there, and that if I need him, I can reach for him, adds a comfort to our relationship. Aside from this, we also come together every two weeks and address any issues we may be experiencing – both in our relationship and our individual lives. We resolve the issues about us together, and advise the other on our personal issues. Balance!
You do this a lot. If Heeseung is home, you'll wander to wherever he is and sit down where you can, and quietly go about your business. Sometimes it's a new cross-stitch, sometimes it's just putting a headphone in and listening to music. Sometimes you're giving yourself a pedicure, sometimes you're just sitting there staring at his corkboard of paraphernalia while matching your breathing to his. It was subtle, something you thought he'd never notice.
He sighs, exiting out of the tab before grabbing his coat off the back of his chair. Tugging it on, he uses one hand to log out of his computer when he hears three knocks on the door. A lightness of the rapping knuckles similar to yours…and your smiling face appears as you crack open the door. "Surprise?" He hates that he can't bite back his smile, a few of his fellow officers wide-eyed at his expression. He nods silently, and you extend your hand for him when you hear his coworkers whispering about you. With a dejected look, you tuck your hand back into the pocket of your jeans, "Guess we don't want them gossiping, right?" "Right." He mumbles, his own hand twitching around the doorknob as he pulls it shut behind him. He wants to reach for you, embrace the warmth you bring, show you off to the people he often calls his friends. Sunghoon catches his eye, a quizzical look on his face before shaking his head.
Heeseung reaches for you, but you've already made your way towards the door. Your smile has lessened as you open the door, holding it for him. "How was work?" You ask as he joins you in the cool air, and he wastes no time wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you in close, his nose buried in your hair. You hesitate to wrap your arms around him, instead leaning back to try and meet his eyes. "Hee?" "Don't ask me about work." He mutters, before pressing his lips to yours softly. You let out a noise of surprise, but you can't melt into his touch before he pulls away. "I hate talking about work, let's talk about you. Over lunch." He takes your hand in his, gently pulling you to his side as he makes his way to the car. He doesn't see yours in the parking lot, so he only assumes you got a rideshare before you clear your throat. "Are you okay?" The words are slightly jumbled as he leads you to the passenger side, opening the door for you, helping you step in. "Hm? Why do you ask?"
"Well…you're actually out of the office. And you want to go to lunch…and you don't want to talk about work?" Your voice is meek, and it makes his chest ache as he reaches to buckle your seatbelt in for you. "I just want to spend time with you. Shall we?" His smile is a little forced, until he sees the soft gloss of embarrassment over your eyes. "Okay."
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//mismag 2 spoilers
okay guys we did it. We're here. Behold, the official sequels (!) to my relationship chart. the one on the left is immediately after the finale, the one on the right is several years down the line. enjoy ❤️
(as always, details, alt id, and elaboration under cut.)
OKAY VERSION 1:
Sam and Evan: absolutely nothing has changed since the first post, but now they both know about it. Start an undefined relationship but they're both down bad.
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Sam and K: I see the light and I apologize for my ignorance because they are BOTH incredibly down bad. They haven't figured it out yet because they're trying to figure EVERYTHING out but it's there.
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Jammer and Evan: Jammer's feelings parallel my first post. What does that mean for him? It means locking his wings and coming over every month to see his people. Evan doesn't need to know what they have; he loves it. No notes from him.
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K and Jammer: no labels! They are each other's. When someone asks, they respond "that's my K/Jammer". Nothing else needed.
Jammer and Sam: forgot to put the arrow back mutually to Jammer, but I feel like in the last episode they both sort of realized that they could be Something. At least for me, sometimes I meet or know a person and I suddenly think, "oh, I could definitely develop feelings for them". If you know you know and they're aware, but cautious about it.
K and Evan: controversial, but I think they're both down bad in the finale. They still hold that love so close to the surface. You will see where this goes with the next chart.
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okay i was going to finish this last night but tumblr deleted a good chunk of my written out thoughts for the second chart so i got sad so let's do this again
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VERSION 2:
Sam and Evan: pretty straightforward. They became partners of undefined type after the finale, and then one day they started saying "I'm in love with you", and then they both overthought it that night and came back in the morning like "we do need to talk about that" LMAO. probably get married eventually.
K and Sam: more complex. They're best friends who are also dating in the literal sense of they go on romantic dates. When K visits, they have dinners out and alone time at the house, but they just call it best friends (unless someone disturbs them out in public, in which case it's "leave my girl/boyfriend alone").
K and Evan: they're divorced in a romantic way. They make being exes romantic without actively dating. In 7 years they've kissed like 5 times. Their souls have a deep, old connection that is unshakeable and they are also very close friends. They're kinda funny with it too. They're hanging out and someone messes with one of them? "Hey that's my ex-boyfriend you're talking to." Confusion with style points. They love it and cherish what they had.
Sam and Jammer: they are comfortably friends who are in love with each other. Jammer probably has other romantic relationships and stuff, he's just in love with Sam, 1/5 platonically and 4/5 romantically. Same with Sam. She has her partner, her friend she's dating, and her friend Jammer she's mutually in love with.
Evan and Jammer: literal life partners. They will be together for the rest of their lives. They are each other's number ones, best friends, soulmates. In what way, you ask? What are you, a cop?
K and Jammer: more mature version of their version 1 relationship. Fully established and communicated QPR. Whereas most of the pilot program is vibes and unspoken and just love without labels, they are straight up in a QPR. Once they figure it out it's not a big deal, but when either approaches a new romance it's "by the way, I have a queer platonic partner. Here's the boundaries we have in our relationship."
TLDR: happy family :)
#finally finished the alt id#alt id#okay ready for this?#misfits and magic#misfits and magic season 2#dimension 20#dimension 20 misfits and magic#dimension 20 mismag#mismag#mismag 2#dimension 20 mismag 2#the pilot program#pilot program#polycule program#pilot polycule#sam black#sam butler#sam britain#evan kelmp#evsam#samvan#k tanaka#tanakelmp#whitney jammer#jammer#sam mismag#evan mismag#k mismag#jammer mismag#idk the other ship names !!!
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All to You
ೀ Older!Leon Kennedy x fem!reader
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Summary: A soft morning with Leon (or not).
Warnings: 18+, age gap (reader is in their 20s), oral (m&f receiving), pet names (sweetheart, baby, angel), accidentally made him c(h)orny here.
A/N: I was imagining id!Leon here but any older version of him works too! And also watch me disappear from the face of the earth after posting this. Feedbacks are appreciated!
Sabrina Claudio- All to you
The room was bathed in a gentle, pleasant glow as the dawn's first rays slowly peaked through the drapes. Lying there, nestled in a sea of cotton sheets, you slowly became aware of a presence next to you: your lover, Leon. As your eyes landed on his serene face, which was illuminated by the soft morning light, a happy smile pulled at the corners of your mouth. It was rare to see him in this state, as usually his face would always be in a scowl.
His chest moved up and down in a rhythm that seemed to harmonize with the very essence of the room. You reached out and lightly touched his cheeks, caressing them with care as his eyelashes created delicate shadows on them.
The small elements in your shared bedroom made it come to life: a vase of flowers on your bedside table that Leon brought home to you last night, whose fragrance blended with the aroma of your freshly washed bed sheets. A quiet sigh escaped from your lips as you shifted slightly and snuggled deeper under the covers.
You were awestruck by the openness and closeness of it all as you quietly observed him. The time seemed to stand still, and the world outside the window ceased to exist as both of you were trapped in a cocoon of shared dreams and early morning tranquility. Your heart was overflowing with affection and appreciation for the moment, and you pressed a feather-light kiss to his forehead, his skin warm against your lips.
Your simple gesture made him rouse from his dreams; the feeling of grogginess disappeared in a fleeting moment as he felt the sensation of your feather-like kisses gracing his forehead. His eyelashes fluttered open, and his eyes were met with your warm gaze. From his forehead to his cheeks—and you didn’t forget his stubble jaw—your soft kisses followed a line of murmured promises, leaving a lingering warmth in his wake.
As Leon recognized what was happening—a lovely, dreamy awakening planned by the one who held his heart (you)—a gentle, dawning smile curved his lips. "Morning," he mumbled in a drowsy tone, having just stirred from slumber.
“Good morning, my love.”
You continued to press kisses on him; each gentle lip press conveyed stories of love and devotion that words could never express. The gentleness of your lips held a symphony of feelings—love, adoration, and a quiet vow to treasure every second both of you spent together.
As your lips continued their gentle exploration, his heart swelled with softness and gratitude for this stolen moment of intimacy. His whole life, he experienced pain and agony, but in this moment, he felt loved and cherished by you. By the sheer force of the affection that came from your lips, the lazy fog that had lingered in his mind was lifted.
"Someone is feeling affectionate today." Leon chuckled as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a warm and loving embrace. "I can’t help it; you looked adorable in the morning." It was Leon’s turn to launch a gentle assault of kisses on your face as he cradled it with his free hand. Fingers, warm and tender, traced the contours of your cheek. His touch was a silent reassurance, a wordless declaration of his presence and devotion to you too. "Only you would think I’m adorable, sweetheart." He hummed as the corner of his lips lifted into a smirk.
You let out a soft chuckle. "I’m glad I’m the only one who thinks that; I don’t want anyone else to steal you away from me." There was a hint of possessiveness and playfulness in your tone. "Don’t worry, sweetheart," His gaze locked with yours with a magnetic pull. "I am all yours, like you are mine." With a breathless pause, both of your lips met in a dance of longing and desire.
His rough hand trailed down underneath your shirt, which made you mumble into the kiss. This gave him the opportunity to intertwine his tongue with yours in a language only both of you understood. One of your hands found solace in running through his dirty blonde locks, the silky strands—thanks to your shampoo—gliding between your fingers.
Leon’s body responds eagerly to your touch, his chest rising and falling with each breath, his own hands exploring the curves of your body. The loose fabric of your shirt provided little resistance as his fingertips brushed against your exposed skin, sending shivers down your spine.
You broke away from the kiss, a thin string of saliva connecting both of your lips. “So, breakfast?” Your words hung in the air, a mix of desire and playfulness dancing in your voice. “Oh, I have a better idea than breakfast.” He replied with a smirk on his face, his voice low and husky. “Let me taste you, angel.”
Your thighs squeezed in anticipation and excitement as his words filled the air. Biting your bottom lip, you nodded and tried to remove the cover before Leon interrupted you. “No, no baby. I want you to sit on my face.” A mischievous smirk tugged at the corner of his lips as he looked into your eyes.
His hands found their way to your hips, tugging the waistband of your underwear down. His touch sent another shiver down your spine. He lay on his back as he helped you straddle yourself above his eager face, your underwear long gone near the bedside. You lowered yourself onto his waiting mouth, feeling the warmth and wetness of his tongue as he began to explore you. The stubble on his jaw pricked your thighs, but you did not care as it added to the sensation.
His lips and tongue worked in sync, expertly pleasuring you, with each flick and swirl of his tongue driving you closer to the edge of ecstasy. He let out a groan underneath you as you gripped his hair and brought his face closer to your core. You were a moaning mess as you rode his face, his hands gripping your hips firmly, which will surely leave a mark or two.
You surrendered yourself fully to the pleasure he provided, unable to contain your moans as they filled the room with the sound of his lips smacking and sucking against your slick folds, lapping up the essence like a dog. It was as if he had tapped into his most primal instincts, with his desire to taste and consume you evident in every motion.
As your orgasm finally washed over you, your body trembled with release. However, that did not stop Leon from continuing with his ministrations, prolonging your pleasure for as long as possible—he puts your pleasure above his anytime of the day because he gets himself off by that. Only when your body was sated and trembling did he finally stop with his assault, a satisfied smile playing on his face. "Thanks for the breakfast, baby," he murmured against your thighs as he gave them a soft peck, his voice filled with a mix of satisfaction and desire.
His lips glistened with your own arousal, a visual reminder of the pleasure he had just bestowed upon you. Seeing him in that state made your desire still burn within you. With a coy smile, you leaned down closer, your breath hot against his ear. "My turn to taste you."
Suddenly, a tinge of dominance took hold of you. With a sensual yet comforting touch, you trailed your fingers along his bare chest, relishing the warmth of his skin. You could feel his heartbeat quicken beneath your touch.
With a mixture of hunger and reverence, you gently tugged on the waistband of his boxers, freeing his throbbing cock from its confines. It stood proudly before you. You took a moment to appreciate the sight—him as a whole, the way his face is flushed, and his hair cascading on the pillow.
Seeing him in that state fueled your arousal, matching the rhythm of your intimate connection. Eyes hazy with desire, you finally took him in your mouth, your tongue swirling around the sensitive tip. Pleasure surged through his veins, and his body responded eagerly to your skilled mouth. His hands found their way into your hair, gently guiding your movement.
Your mouth moved with a rhythm that drove him to the edge, exploring every inch of his length. The intense pleasure from your mouth and the way your touch grazed his inner thighs, his need to release growing with each passing moment.
"That’s it, sweetheart. You’re doing so good." He let out a loud groan as his body became tensed.
The way he praised you made your actions intensify, each movement becoming fervent to please him and make him feel good. It didn’t take long for him to spill himself into your mouth; the sensation was overwhelming and electrifying.
As he caught his breath, he leaned toward you, capturing your lips with his. His hands roamed your body, his touch possessive yet gentle as he explored every inch of your trembling form. Breaking away from the kiss with a low moan, he stared into your eyes, full of love and admiration. "Waffles or pancakes?" A soft chuckle escaped your lips in response to his question, "Waffles.”
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Inspired by the prompt Love is liking the version of yourself you are with them the best by @tinytalkingtina for @steddielovemonth day 22
Better With You
wc: 682 | rated: t | tags: Eddie is a human bouncing ball, Steve is a control freak, love is their coping mechanism
Eddie is the type of guy that always has ants in his pants, can never sit still for too long – and if he has to, is always tapping his fingers, fidgeting with his rings or bouncing his knees.
He’s got too much energy, his mind’s always racing at a million miles per hour. He can be annoying at times, knows that not everyone can handle the way he’s constantly has to do something to keep himself busy.
Eddie has tried and failed so many times to calm the fuck down – has come to accept that that’s just the way he is. That it’ll always take him longer to accomplish his goals because it’s not just a matter of going from starting point A to finish line B. There’s always a side quest C, and a loop hole D, and a secret path E to explore and get lost in along the way.
It’s exhausting sometimes, to always feel electrified. It’s hard to concentrate on things, to simply finish one task without starting three others in the meantime.
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Steve needs to be in control. Always, at all times. Has this compulsive need to plan things down to the smallest detail, to try to foresee any and all incidents that might occur.
Doesn’t matter how small or big the task ahead – everything has to be well thought through.
He never goes grocery shopping without a list, spare bags, and enough cash for the basic necessities in case his card gets declined. He never takes the teens out for a day at the lake without bringing two types of sunscreen (because Dustin’s allergic and needs a special one) and a pile of extra towels ready to hand out to anyone that forgot theirs. When they’re going on a trip, he always makes sure to remind everyone to bring their IDs, knows their route by heart because he studied the map days in advance (Robin and Eddie are both horrible at giving directions), and always checks twice if the first-aid kit he keeps in his car is properly stacked.
Steve feels responsible for the well-being of his loved ones, always has their best interests at heart even though he knows he’s suffering them with his overprotectiveness.
It is tiring sometimes. But it’s hard for him to let go.
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It’s different when they are together, just the two of them. When they lie in bed and cherish each other with kisses and whispered words of affection.
Because they found an anchor in each other’s love that keeps them grounded and afloat when things get a little too much.
With Steve, Eddie can be gentle and quiet, doesn’t feel like bursting to pieces when he’s not constantly jumping around or babbling his tongue off.
When he’s alone with Steve, time seems to slow down. Eddie can go hours and hours with just holding him, touching him, breathing him in, tasting the salt from his skin and the sweetness of his lips.
He loves to take care of Steve. Always takes his time to worship his boyfriend’s body in all the ways it deserves. Long, tender kisses; lips exploring every inch of his skin. Warm hands caressing every part of him; taking him apart on deft, unhurried fingers. Making love to Steve is never just that – it’s like a sacred ceremony each time Steve gives himself to Eddie.
Lets Eddie take charge, relinquishes all his power to him - sometimes with his vision obscured or his movements restricted. Able to turn off his head and let his mind go blank when he becomes pliant in Eddie’s arms.
Lets Eddie strip him down to his bones to reveal all the vulnerable parts of him he hides behind brick walls of built-up tension, finds relief in the act of becoming one with the man he loves.
It’s here, in their own little world, they can help each other heal, and feel, and simply be.
No nervous tics, no worries.
Just them becoming twin versions of their usual selves – same but different, always better when they’re together.
#steddielovemonth#love is...#day 22#steddie#steddie ficlet#steve harrington#eddie munson#small riots
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Imagining Miguel waking up in the morning with reader in his arms, and he's just staring at them, thinking how much he loves them, how he never wants to let them go. His life has changed so much since he met reader, and he knows it'll never be the same id something happens to them
miguel o’hara x gn! reader (fluff)
morning with miguel <3
aw the morning light gently filtered through the curtains, miguel slowly stirred from his slumber, finding himself wrapped in the comforting embrace of you. with a soft warmth in his heart, he couldn't help but marvel at the sight before him, your peaceful form resting serenely in his arms. his gaze traced the delicate curve of your face, the rise and fall of your chest with each tranquil breath. in that tender moment, a wave of love washed over miguel, filling him with an overwhelming sense of gratitude and adoration.
the transformation that had taken place in miguel’s life since meeting you was undeniable. you had brought a vibrant light that illuminated even the darkest corners of his heart. your presence had sparked a deeper, profound love within him, one he never thought possible.
i’m the stillness of the morning, miguel reflected on your journey together. he realized that with every passing day, his life had become richer, brighter, and filled with an abundance of joy. the mere thought of something happening to you sent a shiver of fear down his spine, a reminder of just how deeply you had intertwined your lives.
he gently pressed a kiss to your forehead, your soft skin warming his lips. miguel silently made a vow to himself, vowing to cherish and protect your relationship with all his might. he knew that this love, this connection, was a priceless treasure that he couldn't bear to lose. as you began to stir, your eyes fluttering open to meet miguel’s affectionate gaze, a soft smile formed on his lips. he whispered those three simple yet powerful words, "i love you," allowing the weight of his emotions to radiate through his voice.
he knew that your journey together would be filled with ups and downs, but he also knew that both of you would face it all with unwavering devotion and a love that could move mountains. hand in hand, you embarked on a new day, your hearts intertwined, and your future filled with the promise of a love that knew no bounds. miguel cherished this precious time together, grateful for each moment he had with you and ready to face whatever lay ahead, knowing that your love was the anchor that would guide him through the ever-changing tides of life.
a/n: bro i’m bout to cry :(
tags 🏷️!! @kairiscorner @emiemiemiii @astro1bloom @sabcandoit @obi-mom-kenobi @meeom
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Forgive me if I jump too? ♡
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Pairing: Kōtarō Bokuto x fem!reader x Keiji Akaashi
WC: 2.3k
Genre: angst to slight fluff (comfort)
CW: 3rd pov omniscient, fem!reader, switches to 1st fem!pov nearing end, poly relationship, suicide, suicidal thoughts, death, blood (kinda descriptive) angst to semi fluff (comfort) at the end
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The day felt as if it wasn't ever going to end for (Y/n). She trudged her way home, feeling more numb than usual.
She promised herself that it wasn't going to be today, that she could continue being 'happy'.
But hell, she didn't even know what being happy felt like anymore. Her two special boys came to mind, and no matter how much she tried, she couldn't shake the feeling.
Regret.
(Y/n) tried so hard to be strong, to live, and to actually be happy. However, it seems as if the world didn't care.
She looked up at the moon from her bedroom window. The stars shone so brightly, as if they knew what she was going to do that night.
A small, horrific smile graced her lips as she thought of the peace she'd feel when she was gone.
Opening her window, she could feel the breeze dancing through her hair. She wanted to feel that again, and even though it was late—practically almost three in the morning—she climbed out of her window.
When she took her bike, the one she used to ride so much, memories filled her head as she peddled down the road.
She knew exactly where she wanted—no, needed—to go.
(Y/n)'s heavy breathing filled the cold air around her, pinching her lungs. She calmly walked up the staircase of the abandoned building.
With each step she took, she felt more and more at peace. It was as if she could just float up them.
When she reached the top, she pulled out her phone.
The electronic light lit up, giving her a view of her wallpaper. It was between her lovers and her; they had gotten ice cream on that hot summer day.
Kōtarō had accidentally dropped his, making Keiji share, only because he wanted to.
She immediately started a call with the two of them. wanting to hear their voices once more. Just once.
Keiji had heard the noisy mobile device wake him from his slumber. The caller ID showing 'my owls', he instantly picked it up.
"Hello? (Y/n), Kō, what are you two doing up?" Keiji's groggy voice filled the air.
"I wasn't up," Kōtarō finally said sluggishly, not wanting to be scolded this late.
"Sorry, I couldn't sleep." (Y/n) lied straight through her teeth to her boyfriends.
"Do you need us to come over? Is something wrong?" Bokuto's voice perked up.
"No, no, I just wanted to hear your voices one last time."
Those words grabbed Akaashi's attention, making him get a hold of his senses.
"(Y/n), what do you mean by that? Where are you?" He got up in a rush, grabbing a hoodie and shoes shoving them on quickly.
"Our roof top, ours, but it doesn't matter. Not anymore. Just know that I love you both so much." She could feel the tears welling in her eyes and the lump in her throat growing making her voice sound funny.
Bokuto had already woken his parents up to try and get to (Y/n) before it was too late.
"(Y/n), baby, please stay on the line, please." The desperation and begging in Bokuto's voice grew with every word.
"I'm so sorry, but you know that I will cherish everything we have." She sniffed, her voice breaking in the most saddening way.
"What about always and forever?" Akaashi had already stormed out of the house, running frantically to where she was. He needed to stall her.
His throat was burning, but he refused to cry; he wanted to believe they could save her.
"Sadly, always and forever, I will not be in this life. but I hope to meet you both in our next one." She moved her feet closer to the edge.
Looking up, she saw the night sky twinkling so brightly.
"I love you so much, Keiji, Kōtarō. Take care of one another, would you please?"
Bokuto had been yelling for her to stop her movements and for the car to go faster.
Akaashi slowed his steps, breathless. He begged her to stay over the phone.
A small 'I love you' escaped her lips before she backed away, getting a running head start.
She flew off of the building like an angel, her phone still with her. The air surrounding her sounded like whispers, giving her chills on her way down.
Her body hit the pavement and a loud, sickening sound erupted from the phone. Blood almost immediately seeping out of her delicate skull.
The grotesque sound was the last noise from the other end of the phone call before it was ended when it landed.
The pain radiated through Keiji as he was on his knees, tears flowing down his cheeks as he painfully let out a scream.
Bokuto refused to believe that she was dead; he wanted to marry her, and Keiji said that it would happen one day. She had to be alive. She had to.
His eyes filled with tears as his heart felt like it was ripped out of his chest.
'This isn't fair.' Both of the boys thought heartbreakingly. It was unfair.
As the late car neared the building, the headlights shone on her body. It was now lifeless and covered in blood, her neck bent in a weird shape.
Gasps were heard from Kō's parents.
Bokuto ran out of the car, almost instantly taking her dead, mis-shaped body into his arms.
"Please come back, please come back," he whispered over and over, cradling her bloody, lifeless body to his.
Bokuto's mother gasped again, sharply, at the state of his girlfriend. She immediately called an ambulance; however, it was too late.
Her blood had seeped into his clothes, making the crime scene look even worse.
Keiji finally had the strength to continue his saddened walk, pushing himself off the ground.
His sniffling came about in the cold air. He neared the building, seeing Bokuto cradling her body.
As he walked closer, the harsh pain in his throat grew, and the empty pit in his abdomen was increasing.
Keiji crouched down once again, his head in his hands.
He started blaming himself, thinking he should have kept a better eye on her. She would still be here if he had.
"Kōtarō, sweetie, please let go.." His mother hiccuped, not wanting to finish the sentence.
Meanwhile, his father had been on the phone with Akaashi's parents, (Y/n)'s parents, and the hospital.
"No, I can't," his voice, now rough, cried out, clenching her body to his.
The remembrance of her last words had been running through both of their minds.
A loud siren sounded, flashing lights of blue and red coming closer to the horrific scene.
It's been a week since (Y/n) (L/n) committed suicide. The skies have been covered in a dreary rain since then, and the mood was damper too.
The walls of the Fukurodani Academy were almost silent. However, no one had been affected the most by her death except for two people: Keiji Akaashi and Kōtarō Bokuto.
A week full of despair was what it was.
Once again, the sky clouded over, preparing itself for the heavy amount of rain it was going to release once again.
The boys had hardly shown up to school that week, much less practice. Being in each other's embrace without (Y/n) was too much. Too heartbreaking. Too sickening.
While it was the end of the school day, Akaashi had sat on the steps of the school when everyone left.
An empty feeling inside of him became impossibly stronger—numbness.
He was overwhelmed by his anxiety and fear most of the time. Due to his life without (Y/n) he didn't care about his future nor his grades.
She was his future, and now she was gone.
He just couldn't take it anymore. Keiji had unknowingly walked to the building where she once stood.
Letting the cold, shivering rain wash over him, trying to soothe him.
He finally let it out a long, painful scream sounded through the air and the harsh rain. He started releasing his tears, sobbing loudly, it being covered by the rain.
Pulling out his phone, he texted his last living lover. It was simple: I love you. It would do the job.
Unknowingly, Bokuto had been visiting the building every day because it was the last place you were.
He needed you like he needed air.
While he walked up the stairs, he got a ping from his messages. Not seeing the double meaning behind Keiji's text, he replied.
A horrible, sinking feeling filled him.
He opened the door to see Akaashi fall from the edge of the building. His eyes widened, reaching out to him, but he was too far away.
Kōtarō held his hand near his chest, putting his head down. It was as if electricity had struck him.
It wasn't fair.
He had lost both of his love ones in a span of two weeks. It wasn't fair; he put his hand in his hands.
"Will you forgive me if I jump too?" He said this to them, hoping that they'd heard him from wherever they were.
The sudden realization sparked in his brain: if he goes, he'll see them.
He yearned for them—their life, their touch, their happiness. For them.
Kōtarō walked and looked down at his lovers body. the rain flooding his body making the blood it stream downward. It was a mess, a horrible mess.
Flashbacks of the same thing happening to (Y/n) surfaced his mind. He swallowed harshly, letting his tears mix in with the rain.
Hair flat against his forehead, he decided not to think about it anymore.
He slowly turned around, putting his arms up. Bokuto wasn't thinking of anyone else; there wasn't anyone in the world he would want more than them.
"See you soon."
Kōtarō fell backwards from the building, his heart racing. It all seemed surreal; peacefulness wrapped around him as he plummeted downward.
His body lay close to one of his lovers on the black pavement. A loss of three lives.
An entire new feeling took over his senses. He opened his eyes to see no rain but two people.
They had watery eyes, holding each other's hands, one out for him to take.
Koutarou rushed into their arms, the embrace of his partners relaxing him.
No words were spoken except "Always and forever, right?"
I felt peace surround me, as if all my worries were taken away.
Accessing the situation in front of me, my body lying in a disgusting manner. I mentally gagged; I did look horrible when I fell.
I watched my lovers arrive at the scene, but when I saw them, a dreadful feeling came about.
One week.
Their deaths are in one week; I'm not sure how or why, but I knew. It was more than a feeling, and I hated it.
I had been watching them this entire time; I even went to my own funeral, which was kind of a power move in my opinion.
My partner's tears weren't something I liked to see, though. The days of school that they skipped, the lack of practice.
I didn't mean to cause them any pain; I just wanted to be selfish for once in my life.
I hoped that they'd be strong together, so they wouldn't die yet. However, every time they did see each other, they would burst into tears almost immediately.
Sighing, I sat beside Akaashi, his head in his hands, while he sat on the school steps.
I watched the tears roll down his pretty face, looking away because I knew I couldn't do anything to help him.
He picked himself up, leaving his school bag on the steps. I followed him to the building where I had committed suicide a week ago.
Hearing him break down broke my heart. I'm sure no one wants to see their significant other painfully cry like this.
Knowing what was about to come, I headed down the steps. I wanted to meet him there.
I froze when I saw Kōtarō; he was on his phone, which lit up his face. His eyes were a bit red, and I could see the flushed aftermarks from his tears.
Peeking over his shoulder as I heard his phone ping; it was a text from Akaashi. It stated a simple, 'I love you.'
My eyes widened as I booked it around the building.
When I came around, I saw Keiji's body fall off the building. It almost looked as if he was smiling.
I quickly tore my eyes away from him as his body cracked on the ground.
Looking around, I was met by a frantic-looking Keiji.
Running up to him, I embraced him in a longing hug. Tears pricking my eyes because I was met with him once again, but he had died. He died because of me.
"Keiji," I said, burying my head into his chest as he squeezed my body close to his.
"I missed you so much." He cupped my face, salty tears running down his face.
"I missed you more." I paused, hearing Bokuto say something from the top of the building.
"What's wrong?"
"It's Kō; he's coming." I buried my head in his chest once again, not wanting to see his death either.
When I was sure he had fallen, after I got over the horrible noise his body made when colliding with the ground, I peeked my eyes open, seeing him.
He engulfed us both in a hug as I felt our bodies trembling at each other's.
"Always and forever, right?" I heard Bokuto say, his voice muffled.
"Always and forever," Akaashi and I whispered back.
Now I knew why I hadn't moved on when I died. I was waiting for them. But now that they're here, we could all finally start a better life together in the afterlife.
Cherishing each other's boundless souls.
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a/n: this is from my book “Haikyuu x Reader One Shots” on Wattpad! I hope you enjoyed it you angsty readers and let me know if you have any requests!!
the header is made by me, please like/reblog if used <3
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Valentine’s Day, A Flying Graysons One-Shot
The following is a sort of one shot that’s just decided to come up to me on this lovely Valentine’s Day which seems appropriate enough. I don’t feel there’s really much a plot present, this is just some family based fluff for funsies sake.
It’s dedicated to my good friends @confusedhummingbird @spider-jaysart @lightdusk96 @camo-wolf @theredheaded-stuff @sbd-laytall @starlightbelle @adalineozie @discowingneckline @celaenaeiln @sillymanwithocs @mothnem and many more.
If you can leave a like, but especially reblogs and replies to this one, it’ll be greatly appreciated. I will address any to all constructive criticism and comments.
With that out of the way, on with the show….
Two pairs of feet, one clad in slippers and the other small one without anything on, very lightly padded on the carpeting of the trailer right outside the main master bedroom. Within said bedroom, was lying the third member of their troop, their little performing, their small family; she was peacefully snoring underneath the blankets draped over her, her two feet, bare with the red nail polished toes pointing upwards, mostly perfectly still, and most peculiarly a cardboard ID tag like one can find in the most morbid of places hanging off her right big toe, poking out of one end while her dark red unbraided hair was uncovered at the other. The two figures outside the room, a father and his 9 year old son, are quite prepared for such a day like this. It’s not every single day when people close to each other, like their small little family, can give each other heart shaped gifts or any other sort with that message that carries within them. The message being of “You are a person that’s always there for my heart and I cherishe you in the unique way we do”.
With Dick Grayson’s hands carefully holding the wooden dinner tray, packed with a plate covered up by the microwave bowl and besides it some utensils, napkins underneath them, and a plastic glass filled to the top with orange juice, he can jump in excitement internally as doing so for reals can risk accidentally spill that carefully prepared breakfast his father John and him have spent the better part of this earlier morning making. John though can see the excitement in his son’s bright blue eyes, the eyes of his mother, which cannot help but make him sport a gentle smile on his face as he tends lightly ruffles his son’s jet black hair, his own, to calm him a bit.
As John carefully peaks inside the bedroom with his sleeping wife, he realizes it’s time to finally carry out this little ritual he had been planning since earlier in the week. The peaceful sight of his beloved Mary ‘dead’ asleep must unfortunately come an end sooner or later. That breakfast isn’t gonna stay warm forever and she can sleep in maybe later afterwards, given it was a day off for everybody at the Circus. As such, with a tiny gesture for Dick to keep quiet until John gives him the all clear, he steps into the bedroom by himself, gently as to not wake Mary up that rudely, at least not with such loud noise.
After making soft footfalls on his slippers to the bed itself, John briefly explores a particular question; how should he wake Mary up? He can try lightly shaking her shoulder, though he can recall the many times he tried, she’d simply roll onto her side and still sleep. Stroking a free hand on her hair is another certain option though not without its own drawback of potentially Mary just further pulling up her blanket to further cover herself and resume her deep sleep. Then there’s the tried and true method of opening the blinds to their bedroom.
No, no. That’ll be rude as John can muse as both Dick and him have went through on some nights. Now that one is off of the table. Which leaves really only one option. An option, John would usually save for more very special occasions including anniversaries and Mary’s birthday. But since given everything that Dick and him had prepared for this very day, might as well go for it, which he does slowly making his way to Mary’s two bare feet poking out of the blankets with that tag around her toe.
As for explaining the mere presence of a tag meant for the recently deceased which can be found in the medical examiner’s offices and mortuaries worldwide being found here in this mere simple trailer bedroom, Mary having her father’s side of her family a majority of cousins, uncles and aunties being a friendly macabre collection of medical examiner, morticians and even the occasional grave digger would do wonders for her own sense of humor. After all, what better proof of someone being ‘Dead Asleep’ than the tags often associated with the most sincerely dead. The fact Mary writes down so many details on her tag from her date of birth, location and ‘cause’ being ‘Tending to a Son Motherly-Induced Exhaustion’ makes John chuckle very lightly underneath his breath. After all, she calls out in her motherly ways Dick and his antics, risks and quirkiness in public yet here she is with a Medical Examiner’s ID tag which came from her modest collection of tags from macabre souvenir shops across the world in a dead sleep. But John ain’t got no time for such playful calling out his beloved’s hypocrisy, he’s got to instead playfully wake her up from her breakfast.
As such, with firm yet gentle grip on the tag in his hand, John very lightly moves it not off her toe but back and forth, making the string on Mary’s toe brush up on the stem and space between it and the index toe. Soon enough, John hears the exact reaction he was hoping for as Mary began to giggle from that light brushing of the string, rather loudly. At least now John has a confirmation for his hypothesis on where Dick got such a sensitivity in his feet from. After slightly going faster and continuing for another five minutes, Mary sits upright, the blanket falling off her beautiful face and laughing up a bit. His work done, John lets the tag go, still attached to the toe while Mary catches her breath.
Once she’s finally relaxed and to her almost immediately surprise, John delivers a loving kiss to her lips, which Mary responds by fully committing to it. The two look into each other’s eyes right after finishing said kiss. Somethings like age and experience changed between them over the years but that one spark, a spark of trust, a spark of respect, a spark of love was present in their eyes and they two cannot help but admire so much, as had the years before.
Finally after a minute, Mary breaks the silence between them “I’ll admit, John, that was probably the best way to wake up to today” she says with an all too bright and gentle smile that can melt the heart of any cold roustabout. John’s heart melted almost instantly with delivering another kiss this time to his wife’s cheek.
“At least that’s something we can agree on”, John agrees with a sort of proudness and joy in his voice. It was then Mary spots a certain brush of black hair hiding behind their bedroom door. The owner of that hair giggles in excitement, his time had come.
With that, Dick lightly kicks the door open, doing a small sideways flip on both sides and finally some backwards walking before finally arriving at the bed next to his parents, tray of food perfectly intact. Such a gesture earns a hearty laugh from John align with a hair ruffle and from Mary a big side hug.
“Hey, gotta bring some flare and style into getting you from breakfast, Mom” Dick says as he puts the tray down on Mary’s laps with an absolute confident and probably to an extent a show off ish tone to him. But at least he has some right in being a show off. Finally though, that tray on her and the microwave anti-splatter bowl covering her meal, Mary takes her chance to lift said bowl off.
Even though it seems way too early for it, Mary cannot help but get slightly watery in her eyes for what was in the plate; a stack of three blueberry hotcakes, covered with maple syrup and blue cake frosting, said frosting spelling out ‘Happy Valentine’s Day! From John and Dick’ then to the sides of them, a clump of appetizing potato hashbrowns and finally a modest serving of Vanilla Greek Yogurt. Clearly, their little early waking up this beautiful morning had proved being what exactly she can enjoy. It’s a surprise sure but a pleasant one.
A sentiment she shares as while careful not to spill her food, Mary reaches over to give her two boys the biggest hug and kisses to them imaginable. A big hug the two in turn give back to her without any words needed. John and Dick look at each other with bright smiles and big wink of their eyes.
Mission accomplished. Now, time to actually eat the food since for the kitchen itself…..let’s just say they both know what Mary would have them being cleaning up for most of their day off.
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Betrayal Unveiled
➥ summary: All good things must come to an end at some point. (Y/n) discovers that her boyfriend Shoto has been cheating on her, for how long? She has no ide.
➥ angst
➥ one shot
It was an ordinary day—or so it seemed—in (Y/n)'s world. The sun cast its warm glow upon the streets, oblivious to the storm gathering within her heart. (Y/n) cherished her relationship with Shoto, a love she believed to be unbreakable. But fate had a cruel twist in store.
As the day wore on, whispers of doubt began to permeate (Y/n)'s consciousness. Flickers of suspicion tainted the corners of her mind, igniting a gnawing unease that refused to be silenced. Deep down, she sensed that something was amiss, a dissonance in the harmony of their bond.
With trepidation coursing through her veins, (Y/n) embarked on a quest for truth, determined to uncover the secrets that threatened to shatter her world. Little did she know that her journey would lead her to the devastating revelation she never thought she would face.
One fateful evening, shadows danced upon the walls as (Y/n) found herself standing outside Shoto's apartment. Her heart pounded in her chest, a mix of anticipation and dread enveloping her. As she opened the door, the sights and sounds that greeted her shattered the fragile illusion of her love.
There, in the dimly lit room, she saw it—Shoto entangled in an embrace with another woman. The air grew thick with betrayal, and time seemed to stand still as (Y/n)'s world crumbled around her. The pain etched upon her face mirrored the shattering of her trust, her heart torn asunder.
A wave of emotions washed over (Y/n)—shock, anger, and profound sorrow. Tears welled in her eyes as she witnessed the ultimate betrayal unfold before her very eyes. In that moment, the purity of their love was tarnished, irreparably marred by infidelity.
Unable to find her voice, (Y/n) stood frozen in the doorway, her heart bleeding from the wounds inflicted upon it. Every word, every touch, every cherished memory seemed tainted, replaced by the bitter taste of deception. The person she once knew as her rock had become the source of her anguish.
The days that followed the heart-wrenching revelation were cloaked in a suffocating silence. (Y/n)'s once vibrant spirit had dimmed, her heart now guarded by the jagged shards of broken trust. The weight of her pain pressed upon her chest, threatening to consume her very being.
Despite the facade of normalcy she attempted to uphold, (Y/n) could no longer pretend that everything was as it once was. The love that had once bound her and Shoto together now stood tarnished, its delicate threads unraveling with each passing moment. The memories they had shared became a double-edged sword, cutting deep into her wounded heart.
A profound sadness settled within (Y/n), a darkness that seeped into the crevices of her soul. She yearned for the solace of Shoto's embrace, the comfort of his words, but the knowledge of his betrayal lingered like a ghost between them. Her love for him was a battlefield, torn between the desire to cling to what was familiar and the need to protect herself from further pain.
Days turned into weeks, and (Y/n) withdrew into the recesses of her own sorrow. She found solace in solitude, seeking refuge in the quiet corners of her heart where her emotions lay exposed and raw. Her laughter grew hollow, her smile a mere façade to mask the turmoil within.
Shoto, oblivious to the anguish that consumed (Y/n), remained perplexed by her sudden detachment. He yearned for the closeness they once shared, desperate to rekindle the flame that flickered in her eyes. But try as he might, he could not decipher the cause of her withdrawal.
Within the depths of (Y/n)'s soul, conflicting emotions waged war. She longed for Shoto to notice her pain, to see the cracks in her fragile facade. Yet, fear held her captive, fear of facing the truth, fear of confronting the pain that threatened to consume her. The fragile remnants of their love teetered on the edge of oblivion.
Shoto, burdened by the weight of (Y/n)'s withdrawal, could no longer bear the silence that suffocated their once vibrant connection. The torment of her distant demeanor gnawed at his heart, driving him to confront the enigma that had come between them. He sought answers, a desperate attempt to salvage what remained of their love.
One somber evening, in the fading light of the setting sun, Shoto found (Y/n) in the solitude of her sanctuary. His voice was laced with a mixture of concern and confusion as he broke the silence that had consumed them both.
"(Y/n), my love," Shoto began, his voice trembling with a delicate balance of hope and apprehension, "I can no longer ignore the distance that has settled between us. I yearn to understand the cause of your withdrawal. Please, share with me your pain so that we may face it together."
(Y/n)'s eyes bore into his, a torrent of conflicting emotions swirling within her gaze. The storm that raged within her threatened to spill forth, consuming all in its path. The silence that stretched between them amplified the weight of her anguish, until she could no longer suppress the tempest that raged within her.
With a mix of fury and anguish in her voice, (Y/n) unleashed her pent-up pain upon Shoto, her words like shards of shattered glass piercing the veil of their fractured love.
"If you're going to cheat on me," she spat, her voice quivering with a potent blend of hurt and anger, "at least have the decency to hide it better. Your betrayal is not only a stain upon our love but an insult to my intelligence."
Shoto's eyes widened in shock, his breath catching in his throat. The truth hung heavy in the air, a brutal revelation that shattered his own illusions and laid bare the depths of his deceit. The foundations of their relationship crumbled beneath his feet, leaving him exposed and defenseless against the accusations that burned like a searing fire.
"(Y/n)," Shoto stammered, his voice a mere whisper, "I never meant to hurt you. I don't know how you found out, but please, let me explain. I'm sorry."
The room seemed to close in around them, the air thick with unresolved tension and unspoken words. Emotions surged through both their veins, a mixture of heartbreak, anger, and a desperate longing for the love that had once bound them together.
“Don’t even bother,” she splats out before storming away.
A few weeks go by and the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky with hues of gold and purple, the stage was set for the musical extravaganza that would captivate the hearts of all in attendance. Today UA High School's was hosting a festival in which would showcased the diverse talents of its students, a testament to the school's commitment to nurturing their gifts.
Amidst the bustling excitement, the members of 1-H took their places on the stage, their hearts pounding with a mixture of nerves and exhilaration. The spotlight illuminated (Y/n), the center of attention, her voice a beacon of vulnerability and raw emotion.
The first notes of the piano resonated through the air, capturing the attention of the audience. The soft strumming of the guitar accompanied (Y/n)'s delicate voice as she breathed life into the lyrics of "10 Things I Hate About You."
♪ The way you walk into the room, yeah, it kills me ♪
♪ And the way you spin those lies, it's so unappealing ♪
♪ The way you smile when you're not around, it's so deceiving ♪
♪ And I hate how I keep letting you back in ♪
Her voice carried the weight of unspoken emotions, the lyrics intertwining with the essence of her own experiences. The words resonated with the hearts of those who listened, evoking a range of emotions from nostalgia to introspection.
As (Y/n) poured her heart out on the stage, the lyrics became a vessel for her own confessions, a bittersweet tale of love and loss. The audience hung on to her every word, their hearts entwined with hers in the musical journey.
♪ I hate the way you make me feel so small ♪
♪ How you're always there but never really there at all ♪
♪ I hate the way you make me chase you 'round ♪
♪ When you're the one who's always letting me down ♪
The lyrics echoed through the auditorium, each word laden with the weight of (Y/n)'s personal experiences. The raw vulnerability in her voice resonated with the crowd, as her performance became a mirror through which they reflected upon their own moments of heartache and resilience.
In the midst of her performance, (Y/n) found herself immersed in a sea of emotions. Her voice soared and dipped, carrying the burdens and joys of her own journey. With each verse, she unraveled the intricacies of her heart, her voice an instrument of truth and self-expression.
♪ But I can't help myself, I'm drawn to you ♪
♪ Despite the pain, the love that I can't undo ♪
♪ And even though I know I should let go ♪
♪ I keep coming back, it's something I can't control ♪
The final notes hung in the air, their resonance lingering long after the song had ceased. The audience erupted into applause, their hearts moved by the poignant performance. (Y/n)'s classmates surrounded her, their pride evident as they congratulated her on a breathtaking display of talent.
In the aftermath of (Y/n)'s mesmerizing performance at the UA Festival, a cloud of unease descends upon Shoto Todoroki.
As the echoes of (Y/n)'s haunting melody fade, the auditorium transforms into a buzzing sea of congratulatory murmurs and joyful applause. Shoto, his heart heavy with unspoken emotions, musters the courage to seek out (Y/n) and offer his support. He yearns to congratulate her on a stunning performance and bridge the widening chasm between them.
With a mix of anticipation and trepidation, Shoto makes his way through the crowd, searching for (Y/n) among the sea of faces. His eyes eventually land on her, but the sight that greets him sends a sharp pang through his chest. There, by (Y/n)'s side, stands Katsuki Bakugo, their smiles and laughter intertwining like the melodies of a symphony.
Time seems to slow as Shoto's gaze remains locked on the scene before him. His heart aches with a mixture of jealousy, confusion, and a sense of betrayal. Thoughts swirl in his mind, each one a dagger piercing his fragile hope.
Unable to bear the sight any longer, Shoto's resolve crumbles, and he retreats from the scene, a storm of emotions brewing within him. He questions the nature of his connection with (Y/n), the strength of their bond, and whether it was ever truly reciprocated.
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I think i would feel better if i finally say this someplace so… 🤷🏾
Funny how im making dinner during this ig
I feel like i subconsciously projected on Peacock, probably bc i didnt really know the full extent of these feelings before.
We both get pieces of ourselves out to those we cherish. We give our love away to others by basically giving our whole person to them. Peacock’s manifests physically as his guardian angel magic. He gives his protection and omniscience and i wish i could protect my loved ones like he can ngl.
Still, its makes sense now when i feel less than even second place, like im an outsider, that i cant have anybody super close who would basically give back in some way, idk.
I remember in middle school feeling like id never have anyone to be special to, that ill never be someone’s number one, number two. I always felt like an extra that happened to be there so “might as well hang out with this guy”. Ive had friends where we called each other bestfriends but then we immediately drift apart a couple years later. I still love them. I wish for the best for them. I just wish that i had something long lasting in my life.
I dont have any friends from childhood, except my family. Ive easily lost my friends, maybe bc the distance is too much on my brain to keep me interacting and maintaining a relationship.
I dont have much of a constant in my life that makes me feel happy; my family moved too often too so i didnt even have that.
All’s that to say, i know ill be able to find someone(s) who’ll make me feel so loved. I may just be a while from now.
And i dont mean to disrespect my current friends. Ive loved and felt loved too. Its just apparent to me that i dont have much substance to me as a person. I dont have much personality thatll attract people to me for a long while. I see everyone interacting with each other and i get happy seeing others happy but ive been pulling back and interacting less bc i somewhat feel envy of how close people can be with each other.
Because how can people get close with others. What does it consist of. How do you get close to others. How can you tell youre close to them.
Bc i can talk to you all the time, but what does it take to be close to someone. I see everyone talk alot and keep conversations going while i struggle with that. Everyone trying to help others in their times of struggle and have more coherent thoughts than i do. Everyone talking, having fun, and having cool, interesting conversations and i just feel like my thoughts arent the most interesting.
I wished i can have as interesting characters, ideas, thoughts and a personality that brings people together. Maybe ill get to it eventually, but for now, i just sit here, talking every now and then if i can actually say something and wish to be more of someone to others as they are to me.
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A gust of cold air whistled through the opening of the door, louder than the bell hung at the top of the door. With an abrupt shiver running up and down a young baker's spine, she broke concentration from the cookies she was icing.
"Hello?"
Scrunched brows, those of the baker, approached the front counter.
"I'm sorry sir, but we're closed."
A young man who carried a frantic look on his face, proceeded in long strides and hands stretched out meeting the bakers.
"Please, I need a cake. My idiot friend dropped one in the pool."
An amused scoff escaped from her lips, slipping her hands out of the strangers. Despite his desperate efforts, the thought of a cake being dropped into the pool in the midst of December seemed difficult to get past.
"A pool? How do you-"
"He's an idiot," He quickly responded, shaking his head annoyed, allowing a few loose strands to fall from his once perfectly gelled hair. It's given her the idea that he might've ran all this way for a rebound cake. Also taking into consideration the heavy pants and sweat bead beginning to form at the temples of his head.
"Do you think you could make me another one?"
The baker peeked at the clock past his shoulder, noticing the late hour. There's no doubt that every shop had been closed off by now. She was this stranger's last hope, creating a weight pressing onto her shoulders. "Okay."
His eyes lit up and the relief had taken over him, pulling the bakery for a hug over the counter.
"Sir?" Her voice cracks, stiff as a board, awkwardly patting the back of the stranger who had her in his arms.
"Sorry." He quickly pulled away, scratching a non-existent itch at the back of his neck.
There was a pause as she tried to hold back a smile at his shy demeanor.
"You can come around back." She gestured for him to follow. "No one's here."
The young man had followed, nose in the air, taking in the scent of freshly baked pastries. The warmth of goodies in the oven around them wrapped him cozily, in contrast to the winter wonderland outside.
Tightening and flattening out the apron around her waist she moved fluidly around the kitchen, setting aside a batch of cookies, clearing the area before taking on her new task.
"What kind of cake would you like?" She asked, dusting her hands off.
"Do you think you can make a white chocolate cake layered with strawberry filling?"
She stops in her path to look over at him with widened eyes, "No actually...I'm afraid I haven't mastered that yet,"
His mouth is agape with worrisome eyes, trying to muster up something to say without any actual words spilling out his mouth. That is, until the baker drops the act at his genuine reaction.
"Kidding." She chuckled softly.
He scoffs, and his eyes falling into crescents as he smiles. The ice had been melted away with the warmth in their smiles.
The stranger silently watched her work intently. Never losing sight of her actions and attention to detail. In wonderment of what exactly goes on in her mind while she works with such focus.
"I'm Isaac, by the way."
"Isaac, I'm Andie." She introduced herself, looking back at him.
He'd already been smiling, though the eye contact between each other had caught him off guard. The corners of his lips spread wider, and he'd caught a better glimpse of her up close, noticing her honey skin decorated in specs of rogue chocolate splatters, and a stubborn hair on her cheek that he'd have the sudden urge to brush away, allowing him to fully admire. Of course, he refrains.
"So Isaac, how did your idiot friend drop your cake in the pool?"
Andie continuously uses his name, allowing it to dance and roll of her tongue the way it does. And she liked it.
Isaac releases a breathy laugh, shaking his head away as the memory replays in his mind.
"That man," He sighs, yet the smile doesn't fail at the thought of this cherished friend.
"We're hosting Christmas on the rooftop this year, and he'd thought it was a good idea to make one trip, with both the cake and a tray of biscuits on his arms. Unfortunately, because the cake was too heavy, he dropped the cake into the pool as he made way for outside."
Nabi snickered, eyes cheerful while her hands work on the batter. All the while, imagining what kind of life this guy must've lived for his rooftop to have a pool. Now thinking about it, he did have that city boy look.
It was sort of boy meets Breakfast at Tiffany's, only he was a male Holly Golightly, dressed in classic black attire with a designer coat that suited him fancy with his tall, lean figure and even proportions. And you can't forget the polished shoes, a blinding watch on his wrist and glittering rings adorning his slim fingers. Perhaps a businessman?
"Why are you working so late on Christmas?" He asked, growing intrigued by the young baker who unintentionally poked his brain for answers.
"Believe it or not, the mornings after Christmas Day are always the busiest." Andie answers with a familiar sting in her heart. "I've got to make sure we have enough pastries prepared."
Isaac's eyes softened at the way her smile lost its glow. It was best to leave it at that, and so he does while taking a glance around the kitchen til' his eyes fall on a batch of holiday cookies.
She's just about ready to fill a tin with a batter, before Isaac stops her, taking her by the wrist gently.
"Wait-"
"Do you think you could add a pattern? Like, when you cut into it, you'd see stripes like a candy cane."
"I could, but it would take a little while longer." She replied, but with instant realization she adds on, "Not that I don't want to. make it that way for you... I just assumed you were in a rush."
Isaac smiles, letting go of her wrist.
"I'm not in a rush. I would actually like to help."
Her skin tingles where his hand had previously wrapped around her wrist.
"Sure. You can help."
His brows shoot up as he fixed his posture.
"Don't worry, you won't ruin it." Andie reassures.
"I'm not too sure about that. My mom doesn't call me clumsy for nothing."
She laughs, but the look on his face says that he was being serious. Nonetheless, he was more than happy to help. His heart did somersaults and stomach was home to hundreds of butterflies.
Having washed his hands and wrap an apron around his waist, he stood by Andie's side curiously.
"Is it okay if-" her fingers pointed at his hands.
The confusion in his eyes was quickly wiped away when he realized what she had been shyly asking.
"Yeah," He nodded, eyes studying the details of her smaller hands.
Andie's hands gently held his, and his breath was caught in his through when he felt the warmth. She guided him through the proper filling making process, explaining the procedure in great detail, though her grew distracted by the thumping in his heart and the fire on his skin where she touched him.
"Isaac?" Blinking away his thoughts, he'd realize her hands were no longer holding his. Isaac looked down at his own hands and still felt the sensation as if the feeling was tattooed onto his skin.
"You think you can do it?"
"Sorry?" He replied as he had not paid attention to a single word said.
"It's okay, I can do it. You can help yourself to some cookies instead."
"No, I can do it." He smiled with determination, "But, do you mind showing me one last time?"
She nods, going over the instructions thoroughly without the physical action of explaining.
"I mean- do you mind holding my.."
"...Sure" She laughed softly
Andie held his hands once again, sparking up the same bubbly feeling at each other's core. She paused, studying his hands before looking up and finding him already staring back at her.
Isaac's eyes glimmered and her heart raced at the simplicity of it all. Though, there was nothing simple about the way both hearts race for each other.
ᴍᴏsᴀɪᴄ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ
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౨ৎ time in a bottle !
pairing : ot5 x reader summary : the boys as lyrics from 'time in a bottle' by jim croce word count : 0.9k
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choi soobin -
“if i could save time in a bottle , the first thing that id like to do , is to save every day 'til eternity passes away , just to spend them with you”
lets be real, soobin is such the romanticist. he would whine and whine to yeonjun about how much he misses you (as would all the boys to be honest), and he would feel so awful whenever they went on tour and he couldn't bring you. he would beg and beg big hit for you to come just this once and nine times out of ten he would get shot down (so he would mope back to the boys and whine and whine again till yeonjun actually just sends him to his room). whenever you were around, soobin seemed to be in a daze. you were all he cared about, not performing. which is bad considering he's literally a performer. and so, whenever he does get to be with you, all he wants to do is freeze time. he takes so many photos / videos of you, just so he can look back at them late at night when he misses you so much it feels like he's suffocating. when you're halfway across the world, off doing whatever it is when you yourself miss him. at the end of the day, all soobin wants is you, and to be with you. he could spend the rest of his life with you and never get bored, or tired, or any sort of negative emotion, because he gets you. you are so much more then enough to him, and he's the type of lover to make sure you know that.
huening kai + choi beomgyu -
“if i could make days last forever , if words could make wishes come true, id save every day like a treasure, and then , again i would spend them with you”
both hueningkai and beomgyu strike me as hopeless romantics, who would wake up so early the first day of something important for you (school, work, ect.) just to be there with you. they're both the type to wish for every second to last forever, and for all their wishes to actually come true. kai and gyu, though the most chaotic members, are also in my eyes the members to cherish the most out of everything. everything you do, he cherishes. all he wants is to be with you. no matter the hour, or how tired he is. kai would clear all the plushies from his bed if it meant you would lay down next to him, and gyu would calm himself down if it meant a little extra time with you (or become a literal demon child so soobin has no choice but to let you come over). though they're like the other three boys in the sense that they do truly love you, and just want to be with you, they're somehow different about it. in ways that can't really be explained. your relationship is like watching puppies, you energise each other no matter what, until you tire each other out, and that means the world to him.
kang taehyun + choi yeonjun -
“if i had a box just for wishes , and dreams that had never come true , the box would be empty , except for the memory of how they were answered by you”
though both taehyun and yeonjun are similar to the other boys in the way of loving, they're the type to be more private about it. yeonjun would go about 'soft launching' your relationship, whereas taehyun would go more of a 'romance is not dead if you keep it just yours' —t.s route. they hold onto the special moments, simply because of you. both tyun and jjunie have cast aside their wishes because they get you in the first place. tyun is a quiet lover, who takes photos of you that you'll never see until you find a bouquet on your counter the morning he left for tour, doodled on photos tucked in between the flowers. and jjunie simply cherishes you - tucked far under his bed where no one will see is an old beat up shoe box, filled to the brim with small things that remind him of you - a flower petal from the tree he first saw you under , a receipt from the first time he took you out to eat , the long since forgotten tag of the t-shirt he sleeps in every night that you gave him despite him telling you not to. both tyun and jjunie are quiet lovers, but they also probably love the most.
ot5 -
“but there never seems to be enough time , to do the things you want to do once you find them , ive looked around enough to know , that you're the one i want to go through time with”
whenever someone talks about txt, and how the impact they've made on the k-pop industry in the few years since their debut will be remembered as history - but all they can think about is you. you're the one history should remember because you push them every day to be better than the day before. whether it's platonic or romantic love, your love for them causes them to strive to be great. they want you to be remembered with them, because without you there is no txt to remember. they wished they'd met you sooner, and could do so much more with you, because you truly are everything to them.
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#hueningkai#huening kai x reader#choi yeonjun#yeonjun x reader#choi beomgyu#beomgyu x reader#kang taehyun#taehyun x reader#choi soobin#soobin x reader#tomorrow by together#txt#txt post#tubatu#tommorow x together#tomorrow x together imagines#tomorrow x together x reader#tomorrow x together fluff#x reader#kpop#hueningsloverr
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Ok I’ll shut up about MANIA but I wanna talk about how cohesive of an album it is. You can tell the track list and what order each song was placed was very well thought through with how each song blends into one another, which is my favorite thing about albums in general. The you can tell they worked really hard on each song and the sound they were going for. I feel like so many people dislike MANIA because of how drastically different it is from prior albums but I think that’s what I appreciate the most about it. They took a different direction with their music but it still feels like fall out boy. It all still has that fun energy that they have in the rest of their discography.
I wish people would give MANIA more love and more of a chance because when you give it a good listen, you notice something new every single time, also the lyrics are all beautiful and fun. I know people miss the “old fob” sound but it’s so cool watching this band I literally grew up with from infancy evolve and do the music THEY want to do. I cherish that, I really really cherish that. People change and grow and morph into new people as they age, there’s no reason their music shouldn’t change alongside them. Also Id like to make it a point to mention that Patrick REALLY shows off his vocal range in this album, and it’s done so beautifully.
Uhhhhh anyways listen to MANIA because I feel just as passionate about it as I do Folie……… just saying…..
#mespeaking#I love hyperfixating on an album#I am so hyperfixated on mania rn#I got heavens gate stuck in my head#which is such a good song about being so obsessed with someone#that you wanna spend every second with them and you’ll do whatever you can to do that#UGHHHH#fall out boy#patrick stump#peter wentz#andy hurley#joe trohman
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Hihi! Maybe lilting voice, intimate knowledge, and/or cherished memories, with whoever you please. Or maybe a different f/o for each one? Or maybe you only want to do one of the asks, however youd like to do it id love to read your answer <( ̄︶ ̄)>!
hihihihihihi! i shall do them all bcs i am greeeeedy. doing jonathann bcs i love him so dearly.
lilting voice ୧ ‧₊˚ how does their voice sound to you ? what does their laughter sound like to your ears ? do their whispers sound like the most saccharine song of the nightingales ? is their tone as smooth and rich as velvet or is it scratchy, a little grating, but nonetheless charming in its own way ? is it possibly that they don’t have a voice at all ? if not, do their other ways of communication still captivate you ?
Jonathan has a softer, higher voice than you might expect from such a big guy. It's a sound that brings pure comfort, I know when I hear him that I am safe. Especially when he speaks to me he tends to be a bit quieter and gentler, even long after we become comfortable with each other. Otherwise he's pretty loud, especially his laugh. He can light up any room.
intimate knowledge ୧ ‧₊˚ what are some hidden features of your fノo that not many people are privy to ? things like a secret birthmark, the fact that they are ambidextrous, the bump on their nose that is actually the result of breaking it as a child. do these small facts about them fascinate you ? do the stories behind them make you swoon for them even more, if possible ?
Pretty famously he does have a birthmark on his shoulder... I kiss and trace it with my fingers a lot, its so curious how perfect of a star it is. So many freckles, not just his face, all over his arms, shoulders, and back too. I love just staring at him, which he's shy about, taking in the beauty of him.
cherished memories ୧ ‧₊˚ moments have the tendency to sear themselves into one's mind. are there any particularly fond memories you share with your fノo that stand out among the rest ?
A bit cliche but our first kiss... we'd known each other for a few weeks but still were a bit nervous around each other. I am a vampire and he'd yet to encounter one that wasn't evil and I had grown major trust issues after being turned by Dio. But Jonathan rescued me and gave me a new home, trying to take care of me. It was quiet and we weren't sure what to say but it just felt right. Every kiss with him feels like home.
#ask games#⭐ jonathan#THANK YOUUUU#hes such a sweeeeeetiee ugghahdhfasd#this is so cheesy dooooont look at me
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