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tuituipupu · 1 year ago

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after the audio™ dropped today it's literally been

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ever since.

i dread to think how many times i looped...

#listen.....#i've not been normal since this morning.#it's kinda embarrassinggg don't look @ me #thanks for spoiling us etc.#käärijä

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zetterbabe · 6 months ago

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😛 (05.10.24)

#matthew tkachuk #florida panthers #hockeyedit #nhledit #nhl playoffs 2024 #stanley cup playoffs 2024 #hockey stuff #my gifs #fellas I have literally been without internet AND cable since this morning #I've only just downloaded the game to rewatch & gif #if there's something u want specifically let me know otherwise I'll just do my normal thing

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vulturereyy · 7 months ago

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I see a song of past romance, I see the sacrifice of mass, I see portrayals of betrayal, And a lost knight's final stand! I see you on the brink of death, I see you draw your final breath, I see a king who will not make it out alive, But he's no longer you. I see your palace covered in black, Faces of those, who believed that you'd come back! I see your wife with regret that is haunting, Regret with a trail of bodies.

No Longer You - Epic: The Underworld Saga (Modified lyrics)

AU where through the Radiance, Lurien is granted fractured foresight

#I've not been normal about the underworld saga since hearing it this morning #do not even talk to me about the 'waiting' segment of the underworld #yes i cried #hollow knight #lurien the watcher #the pale king #hk lurien #hk pk #mallowdraws #my art

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peculiarbeauty · 11 days ago

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disney rp community .. w/o being bias , what is your top three favorite disney songs ...

my top three :

gospel truth - the muses .

reflection - mulan .

someday my prince will come - snow white .

#⊱✿⊰ ┊ ˢʰᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ⁱˢ ᵃ ᶠᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵍⁱʳˡ ( ooc )#[ VERY NORMAL WHEN THE MUSES COME ON IN GENERAL #BC MAN THEY'VE GOT THAT MUSIC THAT JUST #HITS THE RIGHT CHORD #FOR ME IN GENERAL #girl its 6:00 in the morning and i've been awake since 5 here . ON PURPOSE #what am i doing

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chrisbangs · 11 months ago

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hello... (and bye ig 👋)

#👋😭 hi...#i haven't come on in about a month and i didn't realize a month passed by like that... i've kinda stopped using any apps on my phone #i barely even talk to my friends anymore lol 😭#i just saw my follower count this morning and realized i hit 13k and i was like 🥸 huh...#uhhhhhhh 😭 idk i wanted to say thank you i guess 🫂#i'm done with stayblr and tumblr in general 😭 this much has been obvious for a while now... i tried to fit myself back in during 5star but #i think i realized i've outgrown the vibes here and in online spaces in general... i don't really enjoy it anymore 😭 which is weird cause #i've used tumblr since i was in middle school so 🫡 end of an era some would say...#i think it sucks because i don't have the same feelings about this place or skz or anything in my life right now... i tried to ignore it bu #it's so obvious now that the entirety of december passed without me really talking to a single person / without me using social media /#without me really doing much except for like homework and assignments lmao #i think genuinely i've stopped enjoying everything i used to like and i don't know why 😭 it hit me the other day bc i don't even enjoy #pc collecting anymore which is CRAZY considering how much time and money i've put into that hobby so 👋🥸 who knows what goes on #i haven't consumed any skz content since rockstar dropped 😭 and that also feels weird to me... idk... i would say maybe i'm going through a #depressive episode but i don't really feel how i do then... i think i'm just tired like i always am and that's just how i am now .. i think #i'm just not really interested in things anymore? weird but .. yeah idk😭 if i knew what was wrong i would Fix It sndjdndkd mostly i'm just #sad because i haven't been talking to friends... i keep ignoring everyone and not replying to any texts from anyone because ????#i tell myself i will do it later but i know i won't ... idk i genuinely don't know why i'm struggling to talk to ppl anymore 😭 i've become #even more of a reclusive hermit than i already was 💀 and the worst part is i feel normal abt it #i don't feel /bad/ i just feel guilty that i'm not replying to ppl bc i don't want to hurt ppls feelings... on my end i feel Normal abt it #like i ??? is it weird that i'm so detached from everything that not even a month ago made me so happy..? that's weird right 😭 like idgi #i don't feel (as) depressed (as i usually do) but clearly ?? smth is wrong ?? like ik i'm not a clingy sentimental person but ? it kinda #makes me sad wondering if i really don't care abt ppl anymore ... but i think 😭 it's also the object permanence issues that come with adhd #not seeing or talking to the ppl i love . not doing my hobbies or seeing the groups i care abt . makes it easy to not care or forget what #they make me feel etc etc ... i get it... but idk 😭 if that's what this is . well wow it sucks ASS.. cause i feel guilty for not feeling #anything at all ... 😭 idk how to explain that HENSKDNISJS anywayyyy 💀#i came on cause i wanted to say thank you for 13k followers 😭‼️ and that i probably will not be online anymore unless i really want to say #this was a really long winded way to say i feel bad but i'm done with stayblr fr 👋🥸 i tried so hard for the last 2 years to make it feel #like home again but it stopped ages ago so 🥹 that's ok.. i still cherish my memories here 🫂 anyway thanku and sjsjsksksks bye i guess 😭#who knows maybe i'll enjoy it one day again and come back :') never know what the future holds 🫡

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1eyedstar · 4 months ago

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lets brighten up my blog alittle ❤️‍🔥🏵

*a wild Rengoku appeared*

These flowers 🥺 reminded me of Rengoku so I'm happy I got them ♡

they are so pretty 😭 I love them so much!

i put them next to my small Rengoku shrine 🥰 and it's next to the window so it can get that sunshine

#I also thought of my demon slayer oc Akira! I know she would love these 😭💚#since I've got them I've been showing them so much love 🥺. Morning/night kisses and just in general little kisses throughout the day 🫶#Im talking to them and showing them so much affection ☺️#I told my mom they remind me of him and she agreed!#rengoku kyojuro #I'm happy I'm not feeling like I was last week. I'm feeling much better and back to my normal self.#can't wait to reblog alot of stuff so I can push back those depressing stuff I reblogged #but first will post this sunshine of a post ☺️🤗

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butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway · 6 months ago

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If you've never heard an LRAD go off in person, I *genuinely* do not want to hear your opinion about methods of resistance in the US.

#i'm so fucking sick #wifey and i are pretty sure we got COVID so we've been isolating and trying to stay well #this is now at least my 2nd infection though #and you can tell too #wifey has been having trouble keeping me fed and hydrated and CONSCIOUS because I'm so tired I can barely function #this is despite sleeping for 12 hrs a day the past two days #and being fully medicated (or as fully medicated as I can be)#and on top of that my hypotension has been acting up severely since getting sick and I can barely walk 10ft b4 losing consciousness #i've haven't started throwing up my food and water yet but I've come pretty close especially early in the morning #anyway the point is that I am like. visibly being hit with an autoimmune aggravator not just a normal cold #and unfortunately #I'm taking it harder this time than the last #wifey is doing okay and mostly experienced it as a headcold with severe fatigue #she's pretty much better now a week or so out from starting to show symptoms #we....don't like when she gets hit that hard tho because it usually means I'm about to get bodied #pattern is holding so far regrettably lmao #anyway #my point is that I'm sick and angry and grieving and I really want to hit something or set it on fire #but i can't because i can barely move or even stay awake #and this is literally all my personal hell #as a result i am finding that I have a uhhhhhhhhhh unreasonably low threshhold for irritation recently

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noahtally-famous · 7 months ago

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not me popping back on here with a post after months of semi-inactivity (uni is being a bitch) just to reiterate how much i love writing the pahkitew island cast.

aside from sammy and amy (obviously), literally everyone else can be shipped with one another and it'd make sense to some degree, like it takes skill to create a group of people so inherently shippable (platonically and/or romantically) and ofc the writers didn't know it they just shoved a bunch of random ppl together and dusted their hands off on it but fr tho 😭

(yeah im planning out my leonave 'stranger things inspired' au, and the gears are turning, and i forgot just how much i love writing for this dumbass group)

(i swear im working on the next chapter of a guide to surviving the apocalypse too)

#no but i've way too many ideas lmaoo #i forgot ive a whole longass post in my drafts dedicated to ramblings abt this longfic and i came across it today ahaha #like amy leading a manhunt for leonard bc shes got everyone to think he killed her sister (who she didn't even like much smh)#and topher's one of the ppl involved and when shawn hears he's like “topher? yeah i can handle him dw” (possible tophawn minor pairing??)#and leonard's abt to get the equivalent of being burnt at the stake literally #when guess who shows up in a fucking mercedes of all cars #fucking dave #and he helps leonard escape narrowly by driving fast af and leonard's so confused bc like “i thought you'd be with those guys”#and get this: dave doesnt believe leonard killed sammy bc of his vehement belief that leonard doesn't know magic LMAOOO #and leonard doesnt know whether to be affronted or grudgingly thankful bc if it wasn't for dave's desire for everything to be normal #leonard would have been part of the witch trials 2.0 #and idk who's watched st but the plot is somewhat inspired by it #like shawn goes missing first and dave as his best friend is panicking abt it (in this one axel is shawns cousin???)#and then when they find him at last the weird deaths start leading to leonard finding sammy dead and this whole situation #and theres a whole different world underneath them and its up to leonard dave ella and sky to team up and prevent certain destruction #and theres slowburn leonave (with pining leonard and oblivious dave)#and leonard lives with his uncle whos understanding of his passions (unlike his dad who basically gave him away for the same reason)#and leonard's life is total opppsite from dave's #and they both know it #and omgggg this au has been a brainrot for so goddamn long #but idk why i just got a slew of ideas for it today #and like dave stays over at leonards at one point and leonard gives him his bed (like a gentleman)#and the next morning shawn barges in like “wheres my best friend” bc ever since he was taken he's been v paranoid abt losing the ppl he lov #and he hugs dave and daves like “how dirty are you rn” and shawns like “nothing yet i waited so that i can hug you when i see your dumb ass #and everyones like abt dave to leonard “idk if he's the right one for you”#but then later on dave saves his life by going a little bit unhinged classic dave-style #and ends up scaring a nurse and receptionist into retiring early #total drama #td leonard #td dave

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iero · 9 months ago

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Had a panic attack that literally woke me up in the middle of the night last night and lasted until the early morning and let me tell you, that shit is TERRIFYING. Needless to say, I think I'm ready to go back to work.

#personal #Am I still in pain? Yes. Is it controllable when painkillers are taken though? Also yes. Somewhat.#Breaking news!#Girlie who doesn't have their mental health under control feels 100x worse being holed up in the place they live alone under for FOUR days #I literally have not left my house since my surgery on Wednesday morning...#And then I'm wondering why my anxiety/panic attacks have been God awful these four days... Gee I wonder why!#Like I don't wanna go back to work because capitalism but I need to for like... A distraction.#My thoughts have been racing and I'm just begging for people to talk to me in my personal life to calm my anxiety down.#It feels debilitating at this point. It's literally taken over my life.#And I have my anxiety meds but I only just got them so I have to wait that 1-3 weeks for them to actually 'kick in.'#I really should have asked my new GP for the tiniest amount of benzos to get me through this recovery.#And I don't even have a follow-up appt. for my recovery but I am gonna call them on Mon. and ask for one for my own peace of mind.#I've called this office three times now over the course of three days to make sure what I'm feeling is 'normal.'#Anyway!!!

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theimpossiblescheme · 11 months ago

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Say what you will about the Cyrano movie (and one day I'll be able to in a halfway articulate manner), but I am still mildly obsessed with "Every Letter", and I think about this ending couplet all the time...

Your letters are drawings on me from above I know who you are and I know you are loved

Just... the idea of Cyrano and Christian receiving a letter in return from Roxanne and feeling their breath catch both with ecstasy and with bitter regret.

I know who you are...

But she can't. But she mustn't. But it would break her heart--she would never trust them again. But it wouldn't be fair to Christian. But Cyrano could never show his face again. But they already feel themselves burn under her gaze, and to meet it honestly without the armor of a soldier, of these letters, would scorch them until nothing remains. But the only true honor is to hide, even if they know it's really the coward's way out. But the only safety (if they were being brutally honest with themselves) is to hide.

... and I know you are loved.

But God, they wish they didn't have to.