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borgialucrezia · 10 months ago

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#and what was juan's family if not both the knife and the bandage to his wounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (via @jeonwonwoo)

And even if you chose To lock yourself away If I listen close I can almost hear you say... Once I was real, once I could feel some feeling once in a while

JUAN BORGIA in THE BORGIAS (2011-2013) Brad Kane — Once (Inspired by this edit)

#i've been thinking about zaynab's tag for weeks #he's desperate for them to love him but he doesn't exactly fit his family's standards...they view him as a loser. he feels inferior to them #they hurt him by not treating him as an equal so he hurt them back by lashing out on them #but he also hurts himself in the process of being pettily mean to them and it devastates him after the mess so he crawls back to apologize #and promises them to do better #then he goes back being wild again because...again...they did something that hurt him #like how cesare indirectly set him up to die at forli #and that even after he tried to reconcile with lucrezia she still hates him #the idea that he lost her respect forever drove him insane #holy shit i got carried away i didn't intent to make long tags but oh well LMAOOO

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