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#malcolm allured#rod deas#showaddywaddy#showaddywaddyshow#sweet little rock n roller#1980#showaddywaddy gifs#i've been on a break from tumblr#yes i did come back temporarily specifically to post this#this single gif#look#i wanted to move on to other bands and i did#but today they pulled me right back in#however my break isn't done yet#i don't know what's happening but i'll be back posting things eventually#and i don't know what i'll be posting#we'll see#just know that i love these boys a lot#that is all
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Road trip for the red dresses. 💖
#( art i've been procrastinating on for ages and finished while taking breaks from commissions ! )#( will prob be a print somedayyy )#fanart#artists on tumblr#vintage#jessica rabbit#who framed roger rabbit#betty boop#red hot riding hood#toons#rubberhose toons#aesthetic#pink#cute#girls
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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Here's a snippet of Blackwood Farm by Anne Rice where Lestat describes himself as goth.
Enjoy.
#fanart of present Lestat all gothed up this instant!#I've been so absent from tumblr because I've been talking a break from the Vampire Chronicles#but I should be back for a while#lestat de lioncourt#blackwood farm#lestat de lyingcunt#prince lestat#rockstar lestat#iwtv lestat#quinn blackwood#aunt queen#amc interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#iwtv s2#iwtv season 2#iwtv spoilers#brat prince
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Rob James-Collier as Saul Silva
FATE: THE WINX SAGA
#rob james-collier#robert james-collier#rob james collier#robert james collier#saul silva#fate: the winx saga#ftws#mine#i'm so sorry i've been mia lately#sometimes i just need a lil break from looking at tumblr and/or photoshop 🥴
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Hi all, it's been a long while since I've updated several of my online accounts, with the exception of Bluesky and my participation in Artfight 2024. Here's something to jumpstart the blog until I have the means to play catch up!
Some new banner art for DEITIES that I've wanted to complete for a long while -- from the project’s inception when I drew this early sketch. Featuring the divine trio from the main storyline in their animal forms: Set, Horus, and Anubis. Alongside the banner art, I created makeshift references of their animal forms using the descriptions from their respective profiles.
DEITIES Website: deitiesofduat.com
Set's Profile: deitiesofduat.com/portfolio/set
Horus’s Profile: deitiesofduat.com/portfolio/horus
Anubis’s Profile: deitiesofduat.com/portfolio/anubis
#// Tbph I've taking a break from most social media aside from bsky -- which I've been happily vibin' on lately#// I'll post more artwork on tumblr as usual when I have more to share#// Also keep an eye on the website while I post more stuff in the Askbox Archive there -- for anyone looking to enjoy a nostalgia trip!#DEITIES Project#Deities of Duat#artwork#characters#deities#sacred animal#Set#Horus#Anubis#egyptian mythology#egyptian gods#Seth#sutekh#sha animal#falcon#jackal#Ancient Egypt
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Могу я обнять Фальшивого Пеппино, пожалуйста?🥺 Или он не очень любит обниматься?😅
Не волнуйся, ты, конечно, можешь (don't worry, of course you can 🤗)
#the onslaught of Hugs continues. will it ever stop? not as long as there are Hug Requests in my inbox.#though i WILL likely take a break from asks for a couple days to work on a big post i've been planning hehehehehe 👀#my art#pizza tower#oc art#pizza tower fake peppino#Beloved Silly Slime Man Hugs Everyone on Tumblr. More at 11
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Honestly, getting real tired carrying and supporting other folks around here when most of them aren't returning the favor...
#i'm two seconds away from nuking everything in my queue and drafts out of spite#but i don't feel good about that bc there's innocent collateral#this is tumblr‚ the place you're supposed to fucking share the stuff that your friend's and other people are making#and i get it‚ it's not possible to like and reblog everything here‚ i understand that and i'm not expecting that#it just sucks constantly feeling like no one gives a shit about the stuff you're proud of and put effort into‚ y'know?#there's an entire subsection of this fandom that basically ignores any vper that isn't running modded on pc#which is like half the fucking fandom and i definitely pissed some of those people off just for choosing who i associate with#i've been writing in this fandom for three years now and i still don't feel like i have any fucking writing friends#or a good place to get technical support#the writing associates i do have either don't read anything i write or when they do won't comment for some inexplicable reason#(if you're an author on ao3 you know‚ first hand‚ damn well how much comments mean to authors‚ so what's the deal?)#(if you actually don't like it‚ it's fine‚ don't even touch the kudos button‚ no one has to know you were there)#i'm traumatized from my previous discord experiences and am very reluctant to let people into my circle without vetting them first#even tumblr communities is a struggle for me because it still feels a like a popularity/social influence contest#and i know i'm fucking slow#sue me for having a life outside of the internet and wanting to be mindful and thoughtfully engaged with other people's artwork#i talk to people in the tags#i've been leaving comments on every fic i read now#i'm not expecting people to bend over backwards for me#but fostering community and friendships requires mutual exchange#and it's shitty feeling like you're generosity is constantly being fucking wasted#i'm trying to keep it fun around here but a lot aren't helping with that and this isn't a job for one person#sorry not sorry for the rant but i've been feeling very salty about this as of late#i know the holidays can be stressful and the fandom in general has been slowly shrinking which has probably exacerbated these issues#a lot of folks have moved on#but these issues have always been here and they aren't magically going to go away unless people work on them#i'm not expecting anything i make to break the bank at this point but when your friends won't even put your crappy art on the fridge anymor#like why are we here?#i also don't understand the people who are following me but never interact with anything i make???#rambling into the void
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#I’ll leave for a bit#just a bit. hopefully#I’ve been making myself so upset about so many things lately#that it resulted in an anxiety attack earlier today which I hadn't had in so long#I can't really distance myself from any of the stressors except for tumblr right now so this post is mostly me telling myself to stay off#at least until jk's bday or something#the self-pressuring and sense of failure has become too much#it's not a balance anymore rn it's just one more thing that's making me feel incompetent and desperate#I should put the little energy I have into my two jobs and the thesis#I could really need a small achievement with writing the coming days. to lift my spirits again#I hope a little break will help with that#and I’m sorry that I've been so miserable on here lately....it's not an easy time rn
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you know what time it is
#polls#mine#my polls#additional details:#the only time i've left the us is that one time in high school when we went to stratford in canada#i've actually been seeing my therapist for closer to 10 years. love u kim#i deleted my blog when i was 15 with the intent to take a break from tumblr. remade the same day#i started taz bc i heard there was a nb character (roswell from the 11th hour)#been inpatient 3 times outpatient twice i think? 2 different hospitals lol#and yeah i think thats all i have to add
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I was telling my friend about how I was tired and struggling to write the other day. They said, 'How about maybe you take a break for today?'
I was just. Baffled. The idea of not writing for even just one singular day had not even struck me until they said it.
It was like they'd told me to take a break from eating, or sleeping.
Aaaand that's what drafting an 80,000-word story in a little under two months will do to you.
Don't end up like me, kids
#writers on tumblr#writeblr#writer thoughts#writer problems#i think i'm now surgically attached to my laptop#i've been writing oneshots for the past few days just to get my dopamine hit#i am 'taking a break'#just from editing#not actually from writing#you can't stop me#*runs away with my laptop*
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#// depression and anxiety and adhd and being on the spectrum is so much fun#// because right now not only do i feel like a shitty person but like a shitty rp partner as well#// and like i'm alienated from the whole fandom#// the little social outcast from highschool everybody bullies and those are not fun memories#// because there's people having such wonderful things going and conversations and all and i want that too but social anxiety is a bitch#// and i know that there's nobody out to get me or has anything against me but my mind's just in the gutter#// not to mention that it feels like everything i write is so damn out of character and that peoiple lose interest because of it#// which is why i've been taking a break from tumblr with the occasional attempt to spark the muse but nothing works#// and i don't know what to do anymore#𝐫𝐡𝐞𝐚'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ― out of character
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Happy birthday to us, I'm now 18 and Walter would be 72 !!!!
Also mournful death day to Sven finch <33
#what remains of edith finch#i'm working towards breaking my own pattern of routine isolation and loneliness that i've struggled with throughout my life#posting on tumblr has been my first step and I'm still working towards the second !!#I also just ordered the Edith Finch Vinyl pre-order from iam8bit :DDDDD !!#sharing a birthday with Walter is forever the coolest thing about me 🎉🎉🎉
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#( ooc )#(( Wondering if I need to take a break from Tumblr for the 123456th time ))#(( Idk I just feel like most people don't care about me as a person; just as a writer ))#(( Which is fair I think but it doesn't feel good ))#(( Coming on here and seeing people be connected and have fun just...makes me sad ))#(( It's probably my own fault somehow and I'm not sure how to fix it ))#(( I could reach out more IG? ))#(( But I've tried that before and either been ignored or eventually passed over for 'someone better' ))#(( The motivation to keep trying has been drained out of me over the 10+ years on this site ))#(( I feel like I'm running on fumes at this point ))#(( Maybe I'm too old and have lost my shine ))
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man.
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#gonna say I'm venting a bit (kinda of a lot)#but I may seem selfish from this and let me say now ik everyone was putting themselves first (which is a very good thing)#but having three mutuals deactivate their accounts within I think two months or so??#I rlly don't like to be negative and I might also take a break from Tumblr (as much as I love posting here#so I'm still unsure if I'll even stick to that) bc of how negative I've been lately#I just don't want to keep venting and putting that on everyone so#but yeah I just. It makes me sad to see old/new mutuals go#I never thought I'd have to like#witness it#Idk#I've cried over losing them all and it feels rlly silly but I mean idk#I (try to — my feelings with crying are iffy and I hate admitting I do cry) not cry over everything but I just can't word stuff rn#might be posting less/not posting at all for the next few days or so#I'm gonna be busy in July anyways so it's probably better to just say that now#sorry guys I'm just dealing with some stuff mentally lately (an example being gender dysphoria but I can't even word the stuff going on#not to sound like I'm overexaggerating bc I rlly don't wanna seem like I am. It's nothing too serious so don't#be worried at all pls I'm ok enough I won't just disappear)#I just wish I could have alone time in my room with my cats without my family bugging me for a few days#It's tiring atp#I wanna lock myself up just to recooperate and figure out how to deal with certain things the best I can#anyways yap fest over I'm gonna go play wuwa and build Jinshi more#sorry for venting again 🫡🫡
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Im probably not going to post anything for a while I'm sorry. I love you guys
#Not going to kill myself I promise#I realized how this sounds after typing it#I'm just pretty sure I have schizophrenia or something like that and I haven't been coping well with it#I love that you can wait 6 fucking months for a neurology appointment and then be told that you hallucinate because of anxiety#I'm scared#I probably won't hurt myself or anyone around me but I'm still scared#I feel especially bad because someone recently followed me because they want to know more about my rewrite#And like. I've been spiraling for months now and they have gotten zero information about my dear son#I also found out that I'm a system a while ago and it turns out that I am the worst host in the world#I'm not surprised that Rosie split specifically to make sure that I'm not doing anything bad#Again I'm sorry for those of you who followed me for art#If you don't love me at my rock bottom you don't deserve my subpar art that I make sometimes#I'm 17 years old why am I like this#Ily mutuals who I have parasocial relationships with#I should probably take a break from social media for a while idk I'm not doing to good and I don't want to hurt anyone#They should make a feature where you can press a button and get locked out of your Tumblr for a few weeks
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