#i've applied for like 50 jobs and had 2 interviews and gotten none of them
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#man i'm so fucking depressed these days#i hate my life#jobless and on a gap year rn#moved away from my country and left literally my entire life behind#and for what#i miss my friends#i've applied for like 50 jobs and had 2 interviews and gotten none of them#idk when my family's refugee case is going to go to hearing or even get accepted#if it doesn't get approved my life is basically ruined.#if it doesn't get approved by the time i go to uni next year my family won't be able to afford the international student fees#so i'll have to put uni off by another year or two and there's no guarantee i'll get admission a second time#and most of all#i miss my fucking friends#they're on a grade trip right now#every kid i went to school with is literally on vacation together#i've been to the place they're at#it was my dream to go there with my best friends#and now they're there#without me#cause i'm sitting on the other side of the globe#my future in limbo#i'm so fucking sad and scared and tired.#i miss my room.#i miss my city#my friends are slowly forgetting about me#it was one of my biggest fears before i left you know#that they'd forget about me even though i love them all so much#and they said they wouldn't and now they are#i don't want to kill myself because i do know all these problems are temporary and life goes on#i'll make new friends and get settled here and have a job and grow up eventually
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