#i'm willing to explain legit every name

[hoperays-song]

Sing Warrior Cats AU PT: 1 - Allegiances Pages

Ok, so this started as a random idea at approximately 6 in the afternoon two days ago. I have since become *slightly* hyperfixated on this AU and made up at least a trilogy storyline and a ton of information for this. I also pulled several near all nighters that I was yelled at for by my lovely mutuals (who are gonna pretend that they enjoy me spamming the with random warrior names). And after all that, I give you Moonclan or our Calatonia group and Sunclan, our Redshore group!

Now, warning, to make this a logical (well as logical as warriors can be), there will be relationships between characters that I do not express in any of my other works (ie. Hobbs being Nana’s brother) and OCs to fill out the Redshore group from seven-ish people.

I hope y’all all enjoy!!!

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Moonclan

Leader: Nightstar (Nana Noodleman) A tall black she-cat with dark amber eyes and a greying muzzle.

Deputy: Moonspring (Buster) A small light grey tom with white around his muzzle and on his chest with a dark grey patch and pale blue eyes.

          Apprentice: Fawnpaw (Mizuki) A lanky light brown spotted cat with a white chest and amber eyes.

Medicine Cat: Larkeye (Mrs. Crawly) A sandy grey she-cat with a greying muzzle and one green eye.

           Apprentice: Wishpaw (Meena) A tall light grey she-cat with a splash of white on her chest and ears and blue eyes.

Warriors:

Lionfang (Clay Calloway) A broad-shouldered lion like tom with blue eyes and a scarred muzzle.

           Apprentice: Ashpaw (Ash) A dark brown she-cat with lighter stripes and blue eyes.

Pidgeontuft (Hobbs) A black tom with a white chest and underbelly with yellow eyes.

Emberspot (Eddie’s Mom) A dark grey tabby she-cat with yellow eyes.

Hootfur (Eddie’s Dad) A white fluffy tom with grey splashes and amber eyes.

Duskstorm (Marcus) A large black tom with dark greyish eyes and scars.

Adderfrost (Stan) A large grey tabby tom with scars and yellow eyes.

Dapplewing (Meena’s Mom) A tall brown and grey dappled she-cat with blue eyes and a white chest.

Crowrunner (Barry) A dark grey tom with black paws and ears and amber eyes.

           Apprentice: Lightningpaw (Johnny) A black tom with dark brown and grey spots, a flash of white on his chest, and golden eyes.

Fuzzycloud (Eddie Noodleman) A tall white tom with fluffy white fur and yellow eyes.

Frogpelt (Norman) A pale brown tom with a lighter chest and yellow eyes.

Goldenflame (Gunter) A large golden tabby tom with a white chest and ear tips and blue eyes.

Sunblaze (Gunter’s Sister) A yellow tabby she-cat with a white chest and blue eyes.

Mouseburr (Mike) A small white tom with amber eyes.

Pinedapple (Mizuki’s Girlfriend) A tall brown she-cat with amber eyes.

Spikefur (Lance) A brown tabby tom with green eyes.

Queens:

Rosestep (Rosita) A dark cream she-cat with pale yellow patches and green eyes.

Kits: 

          Creekkit (Caspar) A light brown tom with a white chest and green eyes

          Beekit (Gail) A brown she-cat with blue eyes and a darker patch on her ears and chest

          Acornkit (Rory) A brown tom with a cream on his paws and ears with blue eyes

          Honeykit (Tess) A yellow she-cat with white and cream patches and green eyes

Elders:

Lizardsplash (Herman) A ginger tom with a grey muzzle and green eyes.

Jaythistle (Meena’s Grandfather) A large dark grey tabby tom with yellow eyes.

Mintear (Meena’s Grandmother) A grey she cat with white ears and green eyes.

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Sunclan

Leader: Wolfstar (Jimmy Crystal): A large scarred white tom with ice blue eyes.

Deputy: Shrewnose (Jerry): A small brown tabby tom with green eyes.

Medicine Cat: Sorrelleaf (Suki Lane): A tall reddish-brown she-cat with darker patches and a lighter underbelly with yellow eyes.

Warriors:

Kiteclaw (Klaus Kickenclobber): A greying yellow tom with a long tail and amber eyes.

           Apprentice: Tigerpaw (Ryan): A lanky tiger like tom with white splashes in his chest and face with green eyes.

Mapleclaw (Ryan’s Godmother): A pale yellow she-cat with red paws and tail tip with blue eyes.

Robinpelt (Alfonso’s Mom): A dark brown she-cat with lighter paws and amber eyes.

          Apprentice: Pouncepaw (Porsha Crystal): A blue-grey she-cat with white on her chest, face, and paws and amber eyes.

Birchfire (Ryan’s Mom): A tall black she-cat with dark brown spots and amber eyes.

Quailwing (Alfonso’s Dad): A large white and dark grey spotted tom with blue eyes.

Swiftflight (Ryan’s Godbrother): A yellow and red tom with a few flecks of white and blue eyes.

Drizzlefrost (Suki’s Assistant): A dark brown she-cat with dark grey spots and amber eyes.

           Apprentice: Puddlepaw (Alfonso’s Sister): A white she-cat with brown spots on her back and yellow eyes.

Willowmist (Ryan’s Godsister-in-law): A lithe dark grey and silver she-cat with yellow eyes.

Rainfoot (Alfonso’s Brother): A large dark grey tom with a flash of white on his chest and blue eyes.

Shellfall (Ryan’s Classmate): A light brown tom with amber eyes and yellow paws.

Archstrike (Ryan’s Classmate): A dark brown tabby tom with amber eyes and a grey flash on his chest.

           Apprentice: Pricklepaw (Ryan’s Classmate): A black tom with red spots and yellow eyes.

Rowanjaw (Nooshy’s Brother): A dark silver tom with a lighter chest and yellow eyes.

           Apprentice: Snowpaw (Alfonso): A large white tom with grey paws and green eyes.

Hollyfeather (Ryan’s Classmate): A golden cat with yellow eyes and a lighter chest and tail tip.

Quietbrook (Ryan’s Classmate): A black tom with a white ear and yellow eyes.

           Apprentice: Leafpaw (Ryan’s Classmate): A small brown cat with yellow and white spots and green eyes.

Lynxstep (Nooshy): A small silver cat with darker spots and amber eyes.

Squirrelfire (Ryan’s Classmate): A black and white she-cat with amber eyes and a fluffy tail.

Queens:

Lilyflight (Ryan’s Mom): A lithe dark ginger tabby she-cat with a white chest and muzzle and green eyes.

Kits (Lilyflight’s): 

          Flipkit (Ryan’s Half Sister): A golden brown tabby she-cat with white flashes and yellow eyes.

          Dewkit (Ryan’s Half Sister): A brown she-cat with golden brown and white spots and amber eyes.

Other Kits:

           Spiderkit (Nooshy’s Brother): A grey tom with silver splashes and yellow eyes.

          Juniperkit (Nooshy’s Sister): A silver she-cat with white splashes and amber eyes.

Elders:

Whistleclaw (Crystal Board Member): A dark grey tabby tom with a black patch on his chest and amber eyes.

Strikescar (Crystal Board Member): A scarred grey tom with blue eyes.

Birdnose (Crystal Board Member): A small white she-cat with orange ears and paws with amber eyes.

Frondstrike (Crystal Board Member): A brown tabby she-cat with green eyes.

Tawnyheart (Ryan’s Grandmother): A black she-cat with a white chest and amber eyes with a greying muzzle.

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Kittypets/Farm Cats:

Nannie (Nancy): A small white she-cat with yellow eyes.

Bella (Becky): A light brown she-cat with a white chest and underbelly and blue eyes.

Harry (Harry): A broad shouldered light reddish-brown tom with amber eyes.

Dare (Darius): A tall black cat with green eyes and white paws.

Violet (Porsha’s Mom): A blue grey she-cat with a fluffy tail and yellow eyes.

Gadget (Garry): A lanky brown tom with amber eyes.

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[mylordshesacactus]

thank you for the further bookmark issue. as someone who doesn't really use ao3 (fic isn't so much my thing, etc) but is y'know terminally online it's interesting to see the difference in which bookmarks function there as opposed to most every other site. I had no idea there were people leaving comments and notes on things that could just be seen??? like i hear bookmarks and immediately think 'ah yes the websites i would like to save for later in completely bizarrely named folders that i will most definitely forget about in about 20 seconds max' and not what appears to be a secondary (tertiary?) personal tagging system. and so out of genuine curiosity are there other things on the site that don't really work the same as one might assume? like i'd just default assume that a bookmark would be private and lost to the ages in three sub folders of whatever. again; haven't really used ao3 since um...probably shortly after launch and so haven't ever really like gone into explore more of how it functions beyond the basic tagging system. alternately tho, have bookmarks everywhere always been public in which case i am so sorry to anyone who has opened their how two guide on [random special interest at the time] only to find that somehow it's been associated to a sorting solution that makes sense to no one (especially me.) sorry, hi, not trying to be rude or continue drama just a little lost on the sidelines here.

You're fine!

The thing about AO3 bookmarks that you're (totally understandably, since you don't use the site!) not quite grasping is that, again, it's blatantly clear simply from using the site that they're public. There's a button on every single fic that leads to the bookmarks, and a hyperlink under every single fic summary that does the same thing. The bookmark is a site feature that links back to the original fic, and you can clearly see bookmarks on other users' profiles.

I totally don't blame someone for briefly, initially, assuming bookmarks might be private! My condescending bitchiness is specifically aimed at people who make heavy use of the feature for YEARS and STILL have no concept of how it works, and get angry when corrected--at a certain point, it becomes willful ignorance. You gotta LOOK at the site you're using, and if you refuse to do so, the people around you have every right to get sick of your shit, you know?

So, bookmarks are just really not an example of unintuitive design. Honestly, most of AO3 is extremely clear in how it functions. On any site, it's worth taking five minutes after joining to open different menu options and see what all is available, and AO3's menus are really thorough and very easy to use.

Furthermore, a lot of the things people complain about as if they're...well, for example, the definition of Mature vs Explicit fic, or how archive warnings work. I've seen a lot of people act like it's mysterious or impossible to learn or like it's purely Terminally Online Acquired Fandom Knowledge, and get frustrated by being expected to "just know" how ratings or relationship tags work. And I'm FULLY sympathetic to that! There's nothing more frustrating or upsetting than everyone around you acting like you're supposed to "just know" how something works, "just know" an entire subculture!

Here's the thing though.

AO3 has tooltips built in to explain those things.

They're not esoteric nebulous Fandom Knowledge TM that you have to learn by meditating on a mountainside! And they're not totally meaningless terms that people being sticklers about are just gatekeeping over. On AO3, they have specific meanings and usages, and the explanations DON'T require you to go poking around the FAQ or Q&A sections of the site! They're easily accessible right from the relevant pages.

(I realize that I am, in general, kind of a sarcastic bitch, so I want to be very clear that my tone in this specific post is NOT sarcastic and I am NOT trying to come across as pissy or condescending--you asked a legit question in good faith and I'm happy to talk about it.)

I don't know that this is really the answer you were looking for, but I think it's the most productive answer I could give! The site is very self-explanatory for anyone who cares to use it.

It's a little like hiking. It doesn't matter how well-marked the trailheads are if someone refuses to pay attention to their surroundings.

[jasonsstuffsworld]

Katsuki never felt so fucked in her life.

I mean who wouldn't when you went on a one night stand with some hot guy and I found out your pregnant weeks later. She has gone through a lot of things but this seemed to take the cake for her.

She already had a pit in her stomach when she realized she hadn't gotten her period for two months, eating more then usual, throwing up almost every day randomly or just feeling nauseated, she had to check, something in her gut told her to. But as soon as she did, she didn't know if should have been happy because she didn't feel that at all, instead she felt.. Fucked. And not the good kind, like how she felt weeks ago with her one night stand.

But not long after she found out, she called the one person she'd either regret or not regret talking to about this. Mina Ashido.

That's where Katsuki was not, at her closest girl friend slightly messy apartment, sitting on the couch with Mina on a chair across from her. The blonde would have snapped out a snarky remark about it to her pink friend but she was feeling nice enough not to. For now at least.

Mina sat silent for a few seconds, processing the new information before responding:

"So, how do you know his the father?"

"Because, I haven't slept with anyone else before or after." Katsuki replied with a expressionless look.

Mina nodded "Okay, so do you know who the baby daddy is?"

"I know his name if that counts, nothinʼ else."

"Gimme, we can search him!"

That's smart, everyone's on social media and shit. Katsuki kinda felt stupid for not thinking of it earlier.

Mina stood up and walked over to the couch where Katsuki was, sitting down with her phone in hand.

"Alright, so name?"

Katsuki scooted closer to her friend looking over at the phone before replying: "Izuku Midoriya."

Mina seemed to stop in her tracks for a few seconds before looking at her blonde friend, with a expression mixed with slight shock, interest and concern? Katsuki couldn't really tell, the rest.

"What." Katsuki snapped at the weird look her pink friend gave her.

"You fucked the number one hero?" She asked almost breathless as Katsuki blinked and replied with a clueless "huh".

She said 'number 1 hero' right? Or is Katsuki going crazy with pregnancy homones or whatever is causing it. I mean she couldn't have fucked someone like that- he didn't even look like the number one hero, more like a hot nerd with a whole lot of stigma and power in bed. Oh how Katsuki was deeply turned on with that. But him being the number one hero would explain his defined abs and muscles, scarred body and hands. How did Katsuki not question that while they were going at it like rabbits? Wait- she was horny. That explains a lot.

“Okay Kat, this is Izuku Midoriya.”

Mina holds up her phone close enough for Katsuki to see, online news articles about his successful fights, a few pictures and merch as Mina scrolled down for her to see most of what popped up.

“Is it a good or bad thing I hooked up with Izuk- Pro Hero Deku?” Katsuki asked, still processing the newly found information.

“I mean, if this was me I would be happy I'm not pregnant with some rando broke stranger who's not willing to take responsibility—.. That reminds, what were you doing not using a condom!? Your supposed to be responsible!”

Mama Mina mode activated.

Yes, Mina Ashido had a motherly side, it's a big surprising if you don't know her well and it's rare to see it even if she gave off a "crazy party aunt" but when shit gets real Mama Mina steps in. Ask the Bakusquad it's legit.

But she was right, why didn't Katsuki use a condom or at least Izuku? They're both seem responsible- no, they're responsible when it doesn't come to lust and pleasure, they're bitter weakness that both won't admit.

“I was horny, now I need an answer for this situation.” Katsuki replied truthfully and Mina was somewhat pleased with her answer.

“Not sure what answers you want, but I have a question, are you keeping the baby?” She asked with a hint of worry in her tone and eyes, Katsuki wasn't sure if she was worried about her keeping the baby or not.

“Of course I'm keeping the brat, I ain't that much of an asshole.” The blonde replied with a lot of sass in her voice while crossing her leg over the other and folding her arms under her chest.

Mina smiled at her sudden sassiness, not because it was funny but deep down she knew Katsuki had been slightly freaked out about this whole situation but her blonde friend kept strong and sassy (maybe slightly arrogant) throughout any situation so far. And it was a good thing too.

“Yes! I'm going to be an Aunty!” Mina throw her arms up with excitement which made Katsuki's heart warm, not that she'll admit it to anynone.

After the moment of excitement from Mina calmed, the pink toned woman cleared her throat and placed her fisted hands on her knees, trying to look "professional" as Katsuki raised a brow in curiosity of her friends sudden composure.

“Now for the important question.” She began with a fake serious tone.

“Are you gonna tell the baby daddy or what?” She questioned the "serious" tone and "professional" posture gone with in milliseconds, instead replaced with a tone of voice Mina would only use when she's highly invested into "tea".

Katsuki nearly made a disgusted facial expression at the term: "Baby daddy"  she didn't like the term, it sounded cringe to her. But that only clouded her mind for a few seconds because Mina's question soon set in.

Was she going to tell Pro Hero Deku that she was pregnant with his child?

That was nerve wrecking for Katsuki. A lot of things could go wrong.

What if he totally denies any of it? And makes her feel stupid, not that she'll let him but the feeling would still be there. Or says he doesn't want to be in his kids life and she's going to feel rejected, Katsuki hated being rejected. It was the worse in her opinion.

But will she tell him or not? 

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[nad-zeta]

[ ✨ ] hello! may i ask for an ikesen matchup ^^? i'm usually very awkward and silent around new people and new environments in general and i get really panicky over small things (tiny mistakes, etc.). i'm not often one to start conversation, and even if i do, i just,, stare at them silently and go back to my own thing ^^;; but! once someone gets to hook me in through something i'm interested in and get me out of my shell, i get very hyper and cheery and excited easily around them ><

[ ✨ ] and at that point, congrats, you're my friends that i'll spill most secrets with :D! my interests are usually anime, games, manga, etc. but i also have a big liking to stories and books! and often times if i'm presented with a paper and pen, i *will* doodle, so drawing's also a big hobby of mine (i get really absorbed in doing it ///). back on the friend part, i won't hesitate to yell across the street to get your attention then run and hug you, and just start talking to you in high speed

[ ✨ ] and i am guaranteed to will die for you and your happiness. someone says shit? prepare to get these hands ùwú. i may be short but i am full of love for you. i'm willing and capable of doing Things - just a bit of grumbling but i will do it - but i have a tendency to be kinda slow. but some have said that i'm thorough in the task. half my hearing's basically gone so i might ask to repeat something from you for a bit, so please be patient with me o(._.'' )o and just in general lol

[ ✨ ] last thing!! the matchup is done but another request to everyone reading: please take care of yourself, take breaks and keep hydrated, and be safe out there!! i love all your works hun, and i hope you all have a wonderful day!!

Hi hi, love!🦋❤ Awwww you are so sweet, thank you for the kind words! ☺😳I hope you also have a wonderful day! ❤🦋🌻Thank you so much for the request, and I am sorry I took sooooo damn long with it! I hope you enjoy this, dear! Sending you lots of hugs! 🌻🦋❤

So I match you with.............. Kenshin

You arrived in the past with a bang and somehow despite your tiny frame managed to carry a man four times your size out of a burning building. The whole experience honestly had you on edge. Just as you started to calm down another man dressed in green came riding up to you and the man you had just saved. Hideyoshi, the raven hair beside you called the man as he climbed off his horse and knelt down in front of both of you. He looked up from you and gave you the biggest death stare you had ever seen. He demanded you give him your name and background story. You were so shocked at the whole experience you simply stayed silent. The second he drew his sword you bolted. The simple scare tactic worked too well as you ran away from the men. 

Of course, Hideyoshi followed you on horseback through the forest. You ran as fast as your tiny legs could carry you running straight into yet another man. He caught you in his arms and held you steady as you reoriented yourself. Heterochromatic eyes peered down at you. You were honestly super panicked and now apologizing profusely for running into the man. His features softened slightly as he looked down at the frightened creature in his arms, he could hear the sound of horses heading towards him in the distance. He gently wrapped his large hand around your smaller one and pulled you along as he started to run. Finally, he reached his horse hidden among the bushes.

The two of you remained crouched down in the bushes alongside the horses when a calm voice broke the silence, “Lord Kenshin, I have successfully secured us an escape route, if you would please follow me.” Kenshin then swiftly lifted you up and place you on top of his horse, before climbing on behind you. The three of you rode through the night for what felt like ages until you reached a small cabin in the woods. In the back of your mind, you couldn’t help but think this was how you were going to die. Kenshin helped you down the horse and lead you inside. Once inside, you got a better look at the man with a calm voice, and that’s when you realized that you knew him. Sasuke looked at you and instantly knew who you were. While Kenshin was outside brushing down the horses, Sasuke explained the situation to you. It was honestly all too much for your nerves to handle and you passed out.

You woke up in an extravagant room in Kasugayama Castle, you looked around the unknown room and sighed when you realized that it was not all one big dream. From the corner of your eye, you spotted a bunny scurrying out of your room, running in an unknown direction. A few moments later Kenshin appeared with the rabbit trailing closely behind him. He placed a tray filled with food next to you and crouched down beside you, “Sasuke told me that the two of you are from the same village, you are welcome to stay here until you return home.” After that, he swiftly got up and left.

In the days to follow you started helping out the castle staff, it was slow going, but your work was thorough. Something which the maids really enjoyed about you. You had been at the castle for a full week, and you still hadn’t spotted Kenshin again since the day he brought you breakfast. 

Tasks done for the day, you made your way to the castle garden to read. After Sasuke had shown you the castle’s library, you had made it your personal mission to read every book within.

You sat in the garden in the shade of a big sakura tree when, suddenly you were surrounded by hundreds of rabbits. You smiled as the fluffballs nuzzled and cuddled you. Suddenly Kenshin appeared, “It’s strange to see the bunnies following around someone other than me.” He took a seat beside you and as if on cue half the rabbits jumped onto his lap and started cuddling him. There was a peaceful silence that stretched between the two of you as you went back to reading. 

Kenshin eyes you curiously but then closed his eyes and laid his head down on the soft grass to take an afternoon nap. He never liked women and would usually avoid them like the plague, but you were different. He liked that you didn’t feel the need to impress him or try and wed him like those irritating woman from the different clans. 

The next day the same thing happened, as you sat beneath the tree reading, Kenshin appeared. This time he started a conversation with you, you looked up at him from the book you were reading and smiled. Luckily for Kenshin, he had asked about a topic that piqued your interest, and you started chatting with the bunny warlord. 

In the days to follow the two of you would always meet under the same tree at the same time. The more days that passed, the more comfortable you were around Kenshin, gradually dropping your guard and opening up. Soon he had made it past your barriers and in your eye, you now saw him as a dear friend

Ooooh how Kenshin loved his upgraded title and this new cheerful side of you. He started giving you the nickname little rabbit cause that is precisely what you were in his eyes. Shy and reserved at first but once out of your shell, energetic and excitable. He loved how you would burst into his room, excited to show him your newest drawing. He would legit steal them and put them on display for all to see. 

The two of you would spend hours together, just talking and telling each other cool stories. Sometimes the two of you would just quietly sit in the same room and do your own tasks. Kenshin would do boring admin, and you would get completely absorbed in your drawing.

To be honest the more and more time the two of you cuties spent together the more Kenshin fell entirely in love with you. You were unlike any woman he has ever met. When he opened up about his past to you, you accepted him completely and still loved him without judging. Through your friendship with the bunny warlord, you helped him slowly work through the trama and all the negative feelings he would have. Some nights when he would have nightmares, you would hear him get up and sit out in the garden. You would grab a blankie and go and join him, placing the blanket over both your shoulders as you ask him to tell you about his dream. You may be short, but you were definitely full of love for Kenshin.

During one of his conversations with Sasuke, the ninja, let it slip that you liked mangas and animes. After a lengthy explanation as to what exactly that was, Kenshin got to work. In his spare time, he worked on drawing you your own little anime manga. When it was finally complete, he handed it over to you during one of your tea dates. You excitedly started reading in, and when you got to the end, you found a letter. You carefully broke the seal and opened it. Written inside was a confession of love from the bunny warlord himself. You leapt from the place you were sitting and tackled Kenshin down in a big hug showering his face with little kisses.

Kenshin loves that you show your affection so openly towards him. His eyes will light up in delight, especially if he hears you excitedly yell out his name from across the market street. He knows to brace himself as you usually run and jump into his arms, giving him the biggest hug. For a man that never smiles, whenever you are near or in his arms, he is beaming with pure happiness. 

He loves how protective you can get over him as well. Especially when someone is trash-talking him, you are ready to fight. During these times, Kenshin will gently wrap his arms around your waist and bring you closer to him, and nuzzle his nose against your neck and whisper how much he absolutely adores you.

And fear not, no one dare say one bad thing about his little bunny unless they want to lose their head. He knows that half your hearing is basically gone so he will be sure to patiently repeat whatever he is saying to you if you didn’t catch it the first time. Again and if someone dares say anything about getting annoyed with having to repeat stuff to you, he, will, not, hesitate, too, teach, them, some, manners.  

Kenshin would go to the ends of the earth and back to keep that beautiful smile on your face. You have saved him from the demons of his mind, and for that, he will be eternally grateful. Just as he has successfully brought you out of your shell, you have successfully brought him out of the darkness of his past and into the light of the future

Often the two of you can be found cuddled together with your rabbit army under your favourite sakura tree. Simply exchanging sweet kisses and interesting stories.

Otherwise, the two of you are spending a peaceful afternoon together in Kesnhins room, each busy with their own task. When Kenshin is done with his work for the day, he will place himself behind you, gently wrapping his arms around your waist, and propping his head up to rest on your shoulder. He will sit like this with you tight in his arms as you continue to get absorbed in your art. 

He could spend hours just sitting with you in his arms while watching you gracefully sketch out the scene in your imagination. He will definitely drop a few sweet sneaking kisses on your neck and cheek as you work.

Other potential matches………………. Mitsuhide

I hope you enjoyed this, dear! 🌻🦋❤🥰

[bamby0304]

Her Saviours- Ch.8

Series Masterlist

Summary: During an odd case, the Winchesters came across Y/N, a scared young Omega girl who had been used as a lure for a nest of vampires. After rescuing her from the monsters, John and his sons took her in knowing she was in no state to live among ordinary people. But three Alphas and one Omega is a mixture bound for disaster.

A/N: This is unbeta’d, ‘cause I legit just finished it and kinda wanted to just post it quickly so I could move on and start writing more...

Warnings: Explicit language. ABO dynamics. Angst.

Bamby

You were fast asleep, curled into Dean’s side with his arm around you as he laid down flat on his stomach. He twitched, pulling you closer as his other hand snuck under his pillow to grab the knife hidden underneath. You barely had a chance to register the fact someone else was in the room, before Dean suddenly rolled over and held you behind his back as he turned to the intruder.

His body relaxed in an instant the second he spotted Sam standing there, with a tray of coffees and a paper bag you assumed was full of food.

“Morning, sunshine.” Sam grinned knowingly at Dean, who still had you behind him.

Rubbing at his eyes, Dean groaned, “What time is it?”

“Uh, it's about five forty-five.”

“In the morning?”

“Yep.”

You whined, rolling back over to try and get some sleep.

“Where does the day go?” Dean grumbled as he dragged himself to the edge of the bed. “Did you get any sleep last night?” he asked, his words directed at Sam.

“Yeah, I grabbed a couple hours.”

Bullshit.

“Liar,” Dean called him out. “'Cause I was up at three, and you were watching a George Foreman infomercial.”

“Hey, what can I say?” Sam shrugged. “It's riveting TV.”

“When was the last time you got a good night's sleep?”

Sam didn’t seem fazed. “I don't know, a little while, I guess. It's not a big deal.”

“Yeah, it is,” Dean argued.

“Look, I appreciate your concern-”

“Oh, I'm not concerned about you. It's your job to keep our asses alive,” he gave your covered leg a pat. “So I need you sharp,” he noted. There was a paused before he asked, “Seriously, are you still having nightmares about Jess?”

That was the last straw.

Pulling the sheets back, you threw yourself out of bed, grabbed a fist full of clothes, and stormed into the bathroom.

It’s not that you didn’t like the girl, it’s just… things were weird. They were awkward. They were complicated. You were pissed.

Here you were, with two Alphas that you cared about, and they cared about you. They were young, unbonded, familiar, safe. They were smart, funny, strong, caring. They were both the full package. Two perfect specimens… and neither wanted you. Not the way you needed them, at least.

The longer you went without John, the more time you were stuck with Sam and Dean, the clearer things got. Sam was never going to get over Jess, he was never going to let you in, you were never going to have what you used to have with him. Dean was never going to settle down, he was never going to give up other women, he was never going to claim you despite the fact he insisted he had feelings for you.

If things don’t change, I’m leaving, you told yourself.

Staring at your reflection in the crappy motel mirror that made everything look a little distorted, you made a promise. If no one was willing to step up, you were going to step down.

“Thanks for making the trip so quick,” Jerry started.

After a long shower, you’d walked back out into the motel room to find Sam and Dean packing. Neither talked about your sudden departure, instead Dean had pulled you closer and kissed your forehead before telling you about a possible case. That’s how you ended up here, with Jerry, walking through the hangar he worked at.

“I ought to be doing you guys a favour, not the other way around.” Jerry turned to Sam as he went on, “Dean and your dad really helped me out. And Y/N… she was the saving grace that really calmed my family down.”

Sam glanced down at you then, lips twitching as if he wanted to smile. He fought the urge though. “Yeah, Dean told me. It was a poltergeist?”

“Poltergeist?” one of the other workers called out. “Man, I loved that movie.”

“Hey, nobody's talking to you,” Jerry snapped. “Keep walking.” He waited until he was sure no one else was listening before he nodded at Sam. “Damn right it was a poltergeist, practically tore our house apart. Tell you something, if it wasn't for you and your dad, I probably wouldn't be alive,” he told Dean and then went back to Sam. “Your dad said you were off at college. Is that right?”

“Yeah, I was. I'm… taking some time off.”

“Well, he was real proud of you. I could tell. He talked about you all the time.”

“He did?” Sam was genuinely surprised.

You ducked your head down and smiled at the ground. John had always gone on about his youngest son. The defiant black sheep of the family. John could brag about his college boy for hours if you got him going.

“Yeah, you bet he did.” Jerry nodded. “Oh, hey, you know I tried to get a hold of him, but I couldn't. How's he doing, anyway?”

“He's, um, wrapped up in a job right now,” Dean dodged.

“Well, we're missing the old man, but we get Sam. Even trade, huh?” Jerry grinned as Dean chuckled.

Sam, however, didn’t quite agree. “No, not by a long shot.”

In Jerry’s office, you all took a seat. Jerry sat on one side of the desk, while the rest of you sat on the other.

“I listened to this. And, well, it sounded like it was up your alley.” Jerry grabbed a cd and put it into a drive. “Normally I wouldn't have access to this. It's the cockpit voice recorder for United Britannia flight 2485. It was one of ours.”

The recording started, and within seconds you found your hand shooting out to grab Dean’s.

“Mayday! Mayday! Repeat! This is United Britania 2485—immediate instruction help!”

“United Britanis 2485, I copy your message-”

“May be experiencing some mechanical failure...”

Suddenly there was this loud whooshing sound before the recording stopped.

“Took off from here, crashed about two hundred miles south,” Jerry explained. “Now, they're saying mechanical failure. Cabin depressurized somehow. Nobody knows why. Over a hundred people on board. Only seven got out alive. Pilot was one. His name is Chuck Lambert. He's a good friend of mine. Chuck is, uh...well, he's pretty broken up about it. Like it was his fault.

“You don't think it was?” Sam asked.

“No, I don't.”

“Jerry, we're gonna need passenger manifests, um, a list of survivors-”

Dean nodded, cutting Sam off, “Right, and uh… any way we can take a look at the wreckage?”

“The other stuff is no problem,” Jerry assured them, “but the wreckage... fellas, the NTSB has it locked down in an evidence warehouse. No way I've got that kind of clearance.”

That didn’t seem to bother Dean, as he simply shrugged. “No problem.”

You stood with Sam outside a Copy Jack, while Dean was in doing his thing. You could have gone in with him, but you felt the need to be with the car. With the Impala.

She was as much your home as she was the brothers’. You’d lived on the road for years now, and the only consistent place you could call your won was Baby. When things always felt like they were crumbling, you knew she would always be there.

Like now. John was John, Sam was back and it was weird, Dean was his usual self which wasn’t helping you at all… you weren’t sure how much longer you could deal with all of this.

Looking over at Sam as he leaned against the car, just a few feet away from you, you wondered if things would ever be the same. If things would ever feel less strange and foreign. He used to be your best friend, someone you could rely on for anything, but now you weren’t sure.

The door to the Copy Jack opened as Dean walked out, almost pumping into a young and attractive woman right away.

She smiled, looking him up and down. “Hey.”

“Hi.” He grinned, checking her out in return.

Having seen enough, you sighed and pulled the car door open before climbing in. Just because you knew what you and Dean had wasn’t an exclusive thing, doesn’t mean you wanted to be reminded of it every time a pretty woman walks by.

“You've been in there forever,” Sam noted as his brother neared the car.

You looked out the window and watched as Dean held up two fake IDs. “You can't rush perfection.”

“Homeland Security?” Sam took one of the cards. “That's pretty illegal, even for us.”

“Yeah, well, it's something new. You know? People haven't seen it a thousand times.” Dean shrugged as he walked around the car. Both he and Sam slid in before he went on, “All right, so, what do you got?”

“Well, there's definitely EVP on the cockpit voice recorder.” Sam grabbed his laptop.

“Yeah?”

“Listen.” Sam pressed play and started the edited version of the recording Jerry had shown you.

The voices from before were all scratchy and distorted, followed by something new…

“No survivors!”

Dean frowned. "’No survivors’? What's that supposed to mean? There were seven survivors.”

“Got me.” Sam shrugged.

“So, what are you thinking? A haunted flight?”

“There's a long history of spirits and death omens on planes and ships, like phantom travellers,” Sam started. “Or remember flight 401?”

“Right.” Dean nodded. “The one that crashed, the airline salvaged some of its parts, put it in other planes, then the spirit of the pilot and co-pilot haunted those flights.”

“Right. Maybe we got a similar deal,” Sam suggested.

“All right, so, survivors, which one do you want to talk to first?”

“Third on the list, Max Jaffey,” Sam told Dean.

“Why him?”

“Well, for one, he's from around here. And two, if anyone saw anything weird, he did.”

“What makes you say that?”

“Well, I spoke to his mother. And she told me where to find him.”

“He’s in a psychiatric hospital,” you explained before Sam could.

Turning in his seat, Dean looked to you. “Psychiatric hospital?” Both you and Sam gave a short nod. His eyes landed on you again. “You’re not coming.”

“No surprise there,” you mumbled.

“Hey. It’s a psychiatric hospital, you’re an Omega, there’s no telling what might happen,” he noted.

You shrugged. “I’m not arguing, Dean. Why should I bother?” Shifting in your seat, you turned your back on him and looked out the window.

When you don’t know what the brothers might be hunting, there’s not a lot you could do. What little research there was, had already been done. So, while locked away in the motel room, you just flicked through the TV, doing your best not to overthink.

You wanted to call John, but you couldn’t. You couldn’t bear the thought of listening to his voice mail for the millionth time. It was painful to hear, knot knowing when or if you’d veer see him again.

The motel room door opened as Sam and Dean returned. You glanced up from the TV to greet them, only to have your words get caught in your throat.

“Why are you dressed in suits?” you asked, eyes dragging over Dean and the black and white suit he wore.

Sighing, he dumped his keys, phone and wallet on the table. “Sam thought we needed to look the part.”

“You, uh… you look good,” you managed, suddenly finding your mouth a little dry.

Dean paused as he looked over at where you were sprawled out on the bed, having been watching TV. His lips curved into a grin as he started tugging on his tie and heading your way.

“I look good, huh?” He threw his tie onto the ground and then started to crawl up the bed.

Laughing lightly, you leaned up to meet him halfway as he bent down to press his lips against yours. Despite having been upset with him earlier, you just couldn’t stay mad. Especially not when he looked like this… there was something about a guy in a suit that made you all tingly.

“Guys,” Sam groaned. “Not right now. We’ve got a case and I’m still in the room.”

“Get your own room,” Dean grumbled, trailing his lips down to your neck. “My girl needs some attention.”

Your heart fluttered when he called you his girl, all thoughts and doubts from earlier fading. Dean always managed to get you to forgive him.

Sam wasn’t letting the two of you fall into each other so easily. “Dean, the case… the sulphur.”

You tensed underneath Dean and pressed your hand on his chest to pull him back up. “Sulphur.”

Nodding, he sighed again as he pulled back and stood again. “When we checked out the wreckage, we found sulphur.”

“So… we’re thinking demon?”

“Yeah,” Sam answered, looking from you to his brother, as if he was waiting for Dean to tell you more. As if he was waiting for something specific.

Dean glanced over at his brother with a look that clearly said he didn’t want to say more, but apparently, he had no choice. Sam just waited, expectantly, making Dean sigh one last time.

“Sammy and me think you should stay out of this one.”

You looked to each brother with a growing frown. “You mean… you want me sitting in the motel room doing nothing? Not even research?”

“We can’t risk you getting involved. You’re an Omega. You’re an unclaimed Omega. We don’t know what this demon is about, and the last thing we want is for it to get a whiff of you. It’s too dangerous.”

There was a tightness in your throat as you watched Dean. You took in his words, you understood where he was coming from, and you hated it.

“I’m an Omega.” You gave a curt nod. “Sure, Dean… I’ll stay out of it.” Shaking your head, you got up and headed for the bathroom before closing and locking the door behind you.

You’re an Omega. You’re an unclaimed Omega. So, in other words, you’re too fragile and vulnerable to help us. You’ll just get in the way. You should stay home and be a good little Omega, like you’re supposed to. You’re not built for this.

Fine then. If they didn’t want you to help, then you wouldn’t. Clearly you weren’t needed here.

A knock on the bathroom door had you turning your head against the bath’s edge. You’d been in there for about an hour, soaking in the hot water you’d filled the tub with.

“Y/N?” Dean called from the other side. “We got a lead… Sam and me, we’re gonna head out. You okay here?”

Rolling your eyes, you turned away from the door again. “Yep.”

There was some mumbling on the other side that you couldn’t quite make out, before Dean snapped in a harsh whisper. “I got it, Sam. Just go get in the car.”

You listened as someone moved around in the other room before they left.

“Sweetheart… you sure you’re okay?”

“I’m fine, Dean. You should go. There’s people to save and monsters to hunt, remember.”

He paused for a moment before giving the door a tap. “Okay… call us if you need anything.”

“Yep,” you answered shortly again.

Nothing else was said.

You listened as he moved about the room before leaving. Next you heard Baby start up, her roaring engine loud enough for you to hear perfectly. Then she was driving away.

The instant you were sure you were alone, and the brothers wouldn’t be back, you pulled yourself out of the tub and emptied the water. Grabbing your towel, you dried yourself off quickly and then pulled on some clothes before heading back out into the room.

Gathering everything of yours, you stuffed it into your bag. After making sure you’d left nothing behind, you pulled the strap of your bag over your shoulder and headed for the door.

Looking back once, you gave the room a sad smile before leaving.

It took no time at all before you found a car that was out of the way. No one saw anything as you broke into the car and dumped your things in the seat beside you. Dean had taught you how to hotwire a car a couple of years ago… you doubted he’d expected you to use that skill to run away from him.

Bamby

[r0und3bitch]

Can I just fucking say I am the biggest sucker for these two?! They have easily become my weakness & hold the softest place in my heart. A kiss so intimate it rivaled all others. When a sentence says a thousand emotions?! YEAH YOU DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was soooooooooooo wild while reading this! HER WORDS TO HIM!!! She has such a profound effect on him! (Vice versa to be honest)

I love how much Rafe loves the little names (Baby) 🥺

"I'm gonna fuck you now. Is that okay with you?" - I FEEL YOU RAFE MY SOUL LEFT MY FUCKING BODY READING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get it, I feel the same way, I need you just as badly, I can't get enough of you. I am so fucking soft for them I cannot breathe!!!!!! 🥵🤯😱🫣🤭

The entire paragraph of her coming to terms with her LEGIT feelings for him while Rafe also admits that to himself?! Both of them just diving in head first with NO CLUE what they're doing but knowing the feeling they have is SO STRONG AND POWERFUL that they're willing to risk it all and let go and actually fall for each other. I MEAN. I AM JUST. I JUST. WOWWWWW. I AM A MESS. They love each other so fucking much. (Really, I am SO sorry to quote Aladdin but literally A WHOLE NEW WORLDDDDDD) 😂😅💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

I got a real good cute chuckle at his eagerness and his temporary lapse of being able to do a "Simple Task" lol remember where condoms were. 🥲😅

She gave him an amused smile and she leaned over to reach for the wooden box. The variety of choices made her hold back a laugh. Of course. Of course he had flavors and colors and textures and even latex free options. As she reached for one of the less dramatic looking packets, she noticed something that piqued her interest. She decided to save that bit of information for later though. She needed him too badly now.

LMAO RAFE, I AM STRAIGHT UP DYING! THIS MOTHER FUCKER WOULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤣😭Flavors and colors and textures. He so so so so so would. I love how you wrote this. I love THAT you wrote this. Hahaha it fits his lil douchey (affectionate) personality perfectly. God this was too good, I am still laughing bestie. BUT what is this little detail she noticed?! What piqued her interest!? I NEED TO KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She got back on top of him, lowering her body until she was face to face with his dick. She could see how shiny and sticky his tip was and she did something that had him gasping. She licked the precum off his tip and he swore he blacked out for a second. He had to have. She was evil for that. How can she expect a man to deal when she does things like that? That knock him off his axis every fucking time. Fuck.

She smirked at his reaction and decided it was entirely too fun to pass up on an opportunity to tease him just a liiittle more. Just a tiny bit. He didn't like the look on her face, she was scheming. And oh God she was wrapping her lips around him. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! "Fuck!" That last one escaped him and she sucked on his head in response. His eyes rolled back, the leather of the belt digging into his wrists as he pulled; desperately wanting to touch her. Fuck. He was so gone.

^ GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. I do not mean to copy and paste so much but HOLY FUCK I THINK MY SOUL LEFT MY BODY. Girl what are you doing to me?! I have read this so many times. it's so got. Poor rafe is just losing his god damn mind. WOW. JUST WOW.

AND THEN WHEN HE FINALLY GETS WHAT HE WANTS. I AM NOT OKAY! She takes the restraints off! He's all fluffy and shes kissing all the red marks?! THE TEARS. WHY AM I SO TURNED ON BY THIS. NOT OKAYYYY. (I mean really, moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee than okay) 💖

GOD HOW DO YOU WRITE SUCH THINGS?! Girl, I am losing my mind, it's all so so so so so beautiful. You do such a good job of explaining their chemistry!

he swore he would lay his life down for her if she asked. - FRANTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rafe finally getting to touch and hold her! (FUCK, hold me while a sob)

THE CHOKING, LITERALLY DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED. Truly, cant even. ☠️

But he wanted to wait for her, for permission. - GOOD FUCKING BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Someone has learned their lesson.

His eyes wide as she took two fingers into her mouth, running her tongue all over them. - LITERALLY NO WORDS. FUCK ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️

OH MY GOD THE END. SUB SPACE. Truly part 3 is just incredible. The ending was so so so so so so forth the build up. ( I mean arguably the build up was the best, just saying💖)

This was absolutely amazing is every possible way and I will be reading it over and over and over bestie. Love love love love 🥰🥰🥰🥰

The Sounds of a Good Boy: The Punishment of a Bad Boy (part 3)

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader

Synopsis: After taking his punishment like a good boy, Rafe is finally rewarded.

Word Count: 2.7k

Warnings: SMUT (18+), sub!Rafe, dom!Reader, bondage, choking kink, oral (m receiving), praise kink, mention of subspace

Authors Note: This is the last part of the second chapter of The Sounds of a Good Boy. Do let me know what you think about this story and if you'd like more chapters of it!

You can catch up on the first two parts here: Part 1 Part 2

My work is my own; it’s not to be copied, transferred or translated.

Happy reading! 🥰

The Punishment of a Bad Boy (part 3)

She climbed up on his body, kissing him deep and slow. A kiss so intimate it rivaled all others. Her tongue against his, lips bruising, touch on his skin burning. He pulled against the belt needing to pull her close, to hold her against him; to show her how much he loved being with her. She knew though. Of course she did.

"You did so good for me, baby." She whispered against his lips, a moan leaving him. Her eyes met his and she could see joy in them. Joy that she called him baby again, joy that he was good for her and she was pleased with him, joy that she was making him the luckiest man in the world by simply being close to him.

She ran her fingers over his cheeks, a dimple appearing as a smile spread over his face. She was just as giddy as he was. But there was something more there. Like it wasn't enough anymore, like they needed to feel each other completely. Their faces turned serious, looking into each other's eyes. A silent understanding passing between them. They needed everything. All of it. Never enough. Needing each other more than they needed anything else in their entire lives. Like every moment in their wild, albeit short shared history, had led to this. Something more than either of them ever expected. But they wanted nothing more than to just give in.

"I'm gonna fuck you now. Is that okay with you?" She smiled at him, feeling silly about her own question. His breath caught in his throat though. He couldn't find amusement in the moment because he was on the precipice of getting all he's ever wanted - all of her. And God he was speechless. Her smile turned into a soft one, seeing his reaction. She cupped his cheek and kissed him again: sweet and deep. Calming him down, firing him up. Like she was trying to communicate with her kiss and say; I get it, I feel the same way, I need you just as badly, I can't get enough of you.

Words were never her strong suit when it came to feelings that were deep. And none had been deeper than the ones she had for him. A fact. She couldn't deny it anymore. She had caught feelings. And she knew it deep in her bones, in her soul - that he had too. He had to. There was no way she was alone in this when he was looking at her like that. And of course he did. He knew it. He knew it and he didn't care how scary the prospect of falling was, he didn't feel fear with her, not ever. He wanted to be a man worthy of her love too. He knew he'd never be the same again. And he was happy about that realization.

"Baby. I need you to talk to me." Her voice snapped him out of his head. "Yes. Green. Please." She chuckled at his desperate eagerness and he couldn't help but laugh too. "Do you have a condom?" She asked, running her fingers through his hair. He nodded. "Yeah. Yeah, um..." he was trying to remember where they were, too dazed for a very simple task apparently. She was patient. "In the box on the nightstand." He finally spoke.

She gave him an amused smile and she leaned over to reach for the wooden box. The variety of choices made her hold back a laugh. Of course. Of course he had flavors and colors and textures and even latex free options. As she reached for one of the less dramatic looking packets, she noticed something that piqued her interest. She decided to save that bit of information for later though. She needed him too badly now.

She got back on top of him, lowering her body until she was face to face with his dick. She could see how shiny and sticky his tip was and she did something that had him gasping. She licked the precum off his tip and he swore he blacked out for a second. He had to have. She was evil for that. How can she expect a man to deal when she does things like that? That knock him off his axis every fucking time. Fuck.

She smirked at his reaction and decided it was entirely too fun to pass up on an opportunity to tease him just a liiittle more. Just a tiny bit. He didn't like the look on her face, she was scheming. And oh God she was wrapping her lips around him. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! "Fuck!" That last one escaped him and she sucked on his head in response. His eyes rolled back, the leather of the belt digging into his wrists as he pulled; desperately wanting to touch her. Fuck. He was so gone.

She bobbed on his cock a few times as curses left him. The taste of him against her tongue quickly addicting. She had never liked the taste before. But then again, she never tasted him before. She pulled off him with a pop that drew a groan out from deep within his chest. His eyes were wild, pupils blown; he looked like a wild animal tied up for her. The look of pure desire making her draw in a sharp breath, suddenly, no longer in the mood for games.

She opened the packet and rolled the condom onto him as he watched, breathing heavy. The anticipation was killing him. She kissed his tip and made a trail of kisses up his body until they finally met his in a dizzying kiss. She positioned him at her entrance and he could feel himself holding his breath. Her eyes met his and she held his gaze as she slowly lowered herself onto him, taking him all the way, deep inside her heat. The sound he let out was one she swore she would never forget. He was putty under her, needy, happy, desperate, fluttery, so fucking turned on having her walls wrapped around him at last.

The feeling of him filling her up completely, so deep and hard and she could feel herself clench around him. Whimpers left his lips at the feeling and she couldn't help but rock her hips against him. Needing to feel him in every way she could.

Connected fully, bodies as close as can be, joining together, symphony of moans and grunts and whimpers, flushed sweaty skin against skin, nerves lighting up like fireworks, taste of tongue against tongue, her hand wrapping around his neck again, his own fighting the restraints. The pain from his wrists made a hiss leave him and she pulled back to look at him immediately. She could tell he was struggling, he wanted to touch her, to feel her, hold her close. He had been good for her. She decided to put him out of his misery - perhaps selfishly wanting his touch too.

She reached up to undo the belt and release his hands from the restraints. His wrists were red from all the pulling and she rubbed them comfortingly, laying a kiss on his irritated skin. He gulped at the action, the tenderness, the fact that she was letting him go, trusting him. He could feel a single tear escape him and she noticed it too. She kissed the wet trail on his face and pulled her hips up until he was at her entrance again, and as she pulled back to look into his eyes, she lowered herself back on him. His moans were music to her ears. He tested the waters by gently wrapping his arms around her, just to hold her. She kissed him and started bouncing on his cock and he swore he would lay his life down for her if she asked.

His hands wrapped gently into her hair, kissing her back with all the power he could muster; trying to tell her how he feels without using words because he couldn't. She rode him faster as she kissed him, swallowing his moans, making them her own.

His hands were exploring her, touch so gentle she wanted to sigh; he was showing her he was still under her control, only wanting to feel her skin against his fingertips. She kissed down his neck and sucked on his skin; marking him up. He wouldn't complain, he was already hers. She faced him again, noses touching, wrapping her hand around his throat again and feeling him twitch inside her. She squeezed a little, drawing out a pathetic whimper from his lips and she clenched around him at the sound - in turn driving him crazier.

They were both aware they wouldn't last long. But it didn't matter. The only thing that did was that they were as close as two people could be, that they felt so fucking good together.

She rode him faster now, squeezing his neck a little tighter still, his eyes rolling to the back of his head, overwhelmed. She released the pressure, kissing him again. "What's your color?" She asked against his lips. "Green." His voice was high and he was panting hard. So close to the edge. But he wanted to wait for her, for permission.

She squeezed his neck again and sped up her hips, her clit rubbing against his skin with every grind and she couldn't hold back the quiet moans from leaving her. "Are you close?" He nodded. "Y-yeah. Yeah." She kissed him again and mumbled against his lips "Mmm, me too, baby."

He moaned at that, grasping her hips a little tighter just to ground himself, to not lose it. She grabbed his cheeks in one hand. "Open." He obeyed without question and as her spit hit his tongue he almost came right then. "Swallow." He did as he was told, looking right into her eyes. She clenched around him at the sight. He's was so fucking hot.

She sat up, the new angle making them both moan. As she rode him she wrapped her hand around his neck again and felt his groan under her palm as she squeezed, this time a little tighter. He swore she was destroying any sense of control he had left. She took one of his hands in her own leading it up to her lips. His eyes wide as she took two fingers into her mouth, running her tongue all over them. He was so fucking close he could barely breathe.

She took his fingers out of her mouth with a popping sound that went straight to his dick. She took his other hand and placed it against her boob, giving him permission to play with her, as she led his other hand down over her body; lower and lower until he knew what she wanted. She led his fingers to her clit and he eagerly obliged. Rubbing circles against her sensitive nub, bringing her closer and closer to the edge while his other hand pinched her nipple and kneaded the soft flesh.

She moaned and started bouncing on him harder, hitting her g spot with every bounce. His fingers on her lighting her on fire; her hand around his throat having him nearing the peak. She leaned down and kissed him; a life shattering kiss that had his legs shaking, trying not to cum before she told him to. And then she did.

"Cum with me, baby boy." Her words pushing him off the edge right as her walls started clenching down on his cock uncontrollably, painfully, deliciously. They maintained eye contact as best they could as they climaxed together, like it was meant to be. His moans were loud and her thighs shook against him, but she kept riding their highs out - not really sure how she managed not to pass out herself. Pure adrenaline leading her movements. She kissed him again and he wrapped his arms around her holding her close to him as the last of their climax washed over them.

She collapsed on top of him as soon as it was over; panting hard trying to catch her breath. She was still clenching around him involuntarily and he let out whimpers at the feeling. She broke out of her daze at the sounds, managing to pull herself up just enough to look at him. "You okay?" She whispered. He looked out of it. Like he wasn't even in the room.

She frowned and slowly pulled herself up, pulling him out of her and taking the now full condom off him carefully. She wrapped it and tossed it onto his nightstand and leaned down to cup his face. "Baby? You okay?" Her voice had a slight note of worry. His eyes kept running all over the room; never settling on anything, like he wasn't present, wasn't taking in anything.

She kissed him tenderly and as she pulled back his eyes were finally on hers, a far away look in them. "What's going on, Rafe?" She asked. He swallowed, as if trying to find a way to speak, like he didn't remember how. He mumbled something she couldn't understand.

"What was that?" She cupped his cheeks and forced him to look at her again after his eyes started closing. "Feel floaty." He mumbled out quietly and it finally hit her.

Holy shit. Holy shit. Holy shit! She knew what this was. She heard about it, read about it, but she never saw it happen first hand. She ran her thumb over his cheek as she laid on her side, pressed up against him leaning on her elbow. Keeping a gentle, reassuring touch on him, waiting for him to come back to her. She felt all funny inside, she never expected him to go into subspace. But he was. Holy shit.

She kept running her fingers over his skin tenderly, staying close, making sure he felt her grounding touch when he found his way back into the room. Several minutes passed before he started blinking, slowly coming to. His tired eyes finally focused and when he saw her there he smiled. She gave him a smile back and leaned over to place a sweet kiss on his lips. "Welcome back, sweet boy." She whispered. He looked a bit disoriented, like he didn't understand what just happened.

"What was that?" His voice was gravelly, her hand meeting his cheek in a comforting caress. "I'm pretty sure you went into subspace." He furrowed his brow, the words she was speaking didn't make any sense. "What?"

"It's a state of mind that subs sometimes go into after an intense experience." He looked thoughtful now, thinking it over.

"How did it feel?" He looked up at her, slowly trying to form his thoughts into words. "Strange. Like I was floating in the air, like I wasn't in my body anymore."

She was nodding along with his words. "Was it scary?" He shook his head. "No. No. It felt... it felt nice? Like I was just feeling all these good things but I didn't have any thoughts to process. Like I was just feeling good." She was nodding along, a small smile on her lips. "It felt good, then?" He noded. "That's good. I'm glad." She kissed his cheek and he couldn't help but smile. He was blushing a little, still trying to process the foreign experience. But he felt safe with her. Always safe with her.

She laid kisses all over his face, causing him to giggle. She smiled, pulling back, just looking at him. He was so fucking beautiful and she was so fucking smitten. He smiled up at her, looking so happy it made her stomach flutter. He reached a hand up, cupping her cheek gently, eyes on hers. He leaned up and kissed her lips, so sweet, so tender.

He pulled away and asked her a question that made her heart skip. "Will you hold me?" She nodded, arranging them so she was wrapped around him, holding him close, warm and safe in her embrace. His nose nuzzled into her neck and he kissed her skin gently. She was running her fingers through his hair, placing kisses to the top of his head. She thought he had fallen asleep when he suddenly moved, slowly pulling her head down with a careful hand, and laying a tender kiss on her forehead.

She was thrown off balance for the umpteenth time that night. He gave her an adorable, sleepy smile and settled back into her chest. And as his soft snores finally filled the room, she was still thinking about that kiss and how it was possible to feel so fucking warm from such a small touch of lips against her skin.

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Episode 12 - "i'm baaaaaacckkkkk 😈" ~Jodi

An iconic moment happened today and I accidentally voted my closest ally out of the game. So Brayden got sent home and he is going to hate me when he finds out what happened. I did kind of get him out on accident I did not mean for Brayden to go I wanted Jay gone but I was blindsided by Colin and Josh and Elle AND AMY!!??]£[_[3 Omg. Im really upset that hes gone i miss him so much and I dont know how Im gonna go on without his brain. I dont trust Jay but Jared and Jay were both messaging me about how they already forgive me and stuff so thats a little crazy. I think it could be fake or they are just desperate for numbers. But I am with Josh and Amy and Colin and Elle now. I want to be with their numbers. I talked to all of them individually and they said they all were sorry for lying to me and causing me to get my friend out. I know its just a game but I just feel awful and so guilty right now. This has probably been the worst day of my life. He probably will never play another org with me again and hes the only reason i play orgs its boring without him. We are best friends increal life and I hope he can forgive me. I havent said anything to him because thats breaking the rules. But when he finds out im literally so scared of what he'll say to me. I pray he will forgive me I am literally so dumb af.

i'm baaaaaacckkkkk..................... 😈

This is literally worst case right now with jodi winning the play back like throughout the day she has won back her allies including anastasia since she swapped coins with her. Elle, colin, and josh all gave me all their coins to grab immunity before the other side to protect me but also it makes me a bigger target lol plus I gave elle some swapped to get the second thing the leftover because I THOUGHT it could give us an extra vote since that was ony menu but I was tired and drunk and it was a LOT of words and it was just the hunts which I knew didn't have any and I feel terrible bc 150 tokens and my actual alliance is going to be so mad when they realize THAT I HAVE THE LAST ONES and fucked up in suggesting it at all. First they were going for info. So now I think Jodi got all the other sides tokens and they are pooling for something idek. It's literally worst case like we were set to be up 5-2 or at least 4-3 and now it looks like it's 4-4 again hahaha neat. And it looks like colin is chatting with jodi again and they are making deals lol like tbh if she gets to the end I am voting for her to win I've said it many rounds. Turns out anastasia and brayden not only know each other irl they are besties so she mad mad. And Josh looks to be making deals and thinking about flipping so I am on borrowed time but tbh I never expected to make merge. I am glad I have immunity bc I physically couldn't do the challenge anywU here lol and I fucked that up too hahahaha. Good times all around. Like I want to tell them about my steal a vote to have official numbers but now they'd just be mad hahaha literally colin and I had every advantage except jared's idol now. Ahhhh idk what to do but it remains hilarious. I'm expecting Raffy to give my info in these in the market and that is no bueno ahahahaha. I am tempted to just give colin everything bc it's funny. Also jodi talked to me until 1am just trying to guilt me into being back with her I said I have to sleep goodnight like 5 times minimum. Her social game is so good that's why I think she has them all back with her and possibly josh. The problem is that I was keeping her close bc she had the info from others and from my game. I really never had a number one lol bc I was just vibing and I guess now colin is bc I flipped with him lol and I think it's hilarious he grew his army from 0 to 5 almost.

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I have a suspicion colin and anastasia have actually been closely aligned this whole time and she knew everything all along. Colin sure loves giving out info haha. And apparently deals are happening all over, none of which I have made 😂

Jodi's backkkkk, wild wild wilddddd. The challenge went poorly, darn thats like 20 minutes wasted. We bought the refresh and there was nothing there 💔 that's 150 tokens wasted 😅. But! We got Amy immunity✨ and then Colin won the challenge so tbh everything's still going great lol. Wonder how we're gonna vote this round :/ we'll see how this goes! I've stopped worrying whether I'm going completely, it either happens or it doesn't 💖 xoxo, gossip girl (this is misleading I HAVE NOT SEEN THE SHOW i just know way too much about it because i have friends that did lol)

So after I voted my showmance Brayden out of the game I was left with an interesting situation. I had cried to Josh Colin and Amy that I was alone now and that my whole alliance hated me. With Jodi back in, I dont think they believe me. I literally flipped sides so I could be in their alliance because I didnt trust Jay and Jared and Jodi. But they literally lied to me about the vote and said it was nothing personal to me but they didnt tell me the plan because they wanted to see if I was lying. Which sucks for me because I then voted Brayden out :( Now that they know that im truthful they said they would work with me now. But all of them have been pretty inactive today. I talked to Amy the most and a little Colin and a little Josh. But I wasnt in their alliance. So I asked Amy if I could be added into an alliance chat since I was apperently in their alliance now. And she said sure. And they added me to a vote block. That is not an alliance group chat btw. So I was like wow thanks. But inside I was like screw this. So before this all happened, Jodi, Jay and Jared put me in a true alliance group chat. This morning I was ready to work with Colin and Josh but not anymore. Not after they put me in a vote block chat clearly saying to me that I am just a number to be used. They don't even need my vote either because Amy has an idol and Amy and Colin are safe. So I'm obviously voting with Jay, Jared, and Jodi. And I know they probably have a final three without me. They could call it something really cool like the three J's. But I called Jay and explained everything to him. (Also Jay forgave me for literally trying to get him out. He umderstands that its a game and all of my motives about not trusting him anymore.) He said he would be a hypocrite if he didnt forgive me because he told people my name in the chaos vote. So I actually think we are cool. And I told Jay that I am his number one. Which is true. He told me a lot of things about how Amy is actually really smart and stuff (I thought that girl was just a goat that I could take to the end with me) But her and colin are tight and both immune. This is bad. Basically we will go to rocks unless Elle flips to our side. Jay is giving his pitch to Elle tommarow. And maybe I will apologize to her correctly tomarow too. ALSO SPELLING THE WORD TOMARROW IS THE HARDEST THING IN MY LIFE. Also I took 62 minutes to complete a puzzle today so thats kind of emberassing. Anyways bye everyone this was so much fun to type omg.

Lol I woke up to a text from jodi asking if anyone was taking about votes yet and I said no because I went to sleep early bc I almost passed out from heat yesterday and had just woke up and she responded "ummmm lol...." 🤣🤣🤣 Sorry I sleep. She's in Colin's dms saying how I was legit her number one and now we can't even talk about votes. Like yeah girl we worked our asses off to get you out of the game sorry I'm not happy you are back. Also I'm still at disney world so I don't have the time for a million conversations. I know I'm going to be the Russell Hanz of the f3 /if/ I make it. So what's jury management lol like she was already pissed I voted her out and I plan to do it again. Anyway it looks like it's hilariously about to be a unanimous jay vote tonight but I am thinking we throw one vote somewhere else in case of an idol. But if jodi did get anastasia back we can't do that. Anyway lol I'm immune so whatever. Elle and Colin discussed like if it's on elle (which apparently jared proposed an alliance of 5 which included myself lol!) Then we could go to rocks and have only josh as a possibility and statistically he won't go if he is willing to go to rocks that it. All this to say I'm f7 and I want to keep my extra vote to f6 if possible so I can use the idol for fun at f5.

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My quest has come to an end. I joined this game to be someone who could be there for Jodi. Jodi and I played survivor subrosa together and we both had rough experiences due to a player in the game who harassed jodi and tried to convince everyone I was misogynistic. As much as I love Survivor, I didn’t play this game to win. I played this game because Jodi told me she was playing it and I wanted to be her body guard. I wanted to be someone who could be there for her both as a number but also as an enforcer, anybody who ever dared to do anything to Jodi would’ve had to have dealt with me. Tonight, Amy and Colin have immunity, and either amy or josh or elle have an idol, so there’s no point in making any noise tonight and wasting Jared’s idol. None of those 4 trust me, and I doubt any of them like me. It is what it is, it’s best for Jodi, Jared, and Anastasia’s game to move forward without me, and it’s smart for Jared to keep his idol. Tonight, I will be voted out, and I am 100% at peace with it. 

Since Elle, Josh, Amy and Colin pooled their tokens for immunity and advantage refresh, it means all the advantages and disadvantages are on our side. Plan is to send Elle a disadvantage and let Colin know because honestly it’s not hard to find out anyways. Jay doesn’t mind getting booted at some point cuz he wants to stand for me on the jury, but I don’t want to boot him right now. Obviously they won’t boot Elle, so I’m going to see if Jared will propose Anastasia. The thing right now is me/Jay/Anastasia/Jared also know next round is invisible. So I want Jay or Anastasia to send Colin and Amy disadvantages because if they’re paranoid seeing me Jared/Jay/Anastasia have advantages and they have disadvantages, they might be paranoid enough to play all their idols. I also wanted to keep Jay for this round as it’d be unanimous and something everyone can settle on. Jared wanted to do me/Jared/Josh/Amy/Colin as an alliance but has concerns about the 3 of them being in top 5 in the majority snd also Colin having his ideal f3. I told him my plan has the best shot at flushing all idols and hopefully we can either get Josh to flip or at least have Amy/Colin vulnerable at 5/6. Last thing is Jared is worried he’d be blindsided this round. I told him my plan and I said even if he wanted to flush his idol this round, next round should be ok if we all vote out Jay and the rest of them flush idols. Good to be back in the game! I genuinely believe Colin wants me as a shield at least for this round, and if I can make it through, I have a game to play. 

Not everyone saying they only bought an advantage lol what about those other 70 tokens 👀👀👀 Like it must be jay unless someone is lying haha i am hoping people are just busy bc these answers I'm getting from Josh and Colin are concerning 😂 It looks like only elle and got disadvantages ☠️ I am really hoping not to be a target next round even though I know I will be haha. Next round is only 7 and I'd love to take out jodi and jared before they turn on me ☠️ especially since colin creeped on jodi's insta and it is possible they know each other from sports irl. And she was so concerned about all these pregame connections 😂 and here it was likely to deflect. Anyway I just swapped my position of having jodi do all the social work with having colin do all the social work knowing full well I'm not gonna get those end votes. I'm just trying to pull up my placement average now 😂. I hope everyone sees me as having no social game to take me to the end lol bc realistically I don't bc I don't care to put in that time this game. As I write from the pirates of the caribbean line 😂 So anyway if I'm not being lied to which I might be it looks like unanimous jay tonight but also I think the other group was talking split on jay like a 3-3-2 and I'm like wait the 2 wouldn't help. Elle are you okay with that? So I think they must have figured out I have stuff ☠️ I wonder what people REALLY bought haha okay bye

Jodi is back, not just Jodi Jodi, but player Jodi. Player Jodi thinks a LOT. When I was out, the entire time I was hoping somebody caught on that Amy flipped because they knew to put a stray vote on Colin to protect him from chaos idol, but they left Josh exposed. Why? Because Colin knew Amy was going to throw a vote on Josh. Also, Colin tied with me for closest ally and that set off an alarm too. Onto the next. So Colin won immunity, Amy bought immunity, but this could possibly be good because it means they are playing knowing they are not at risk themselves. Anastasia is voting with them this round, but she's actually working with us. She told us that the actual plan on that side is: "Jay, Jared, Jodi vote elle and Elle, Amy, Colin vote Jay and Josh and Anastasia vote Jodi" Anastasia will vote me here to continue "working" with them for the next vote. Essentially, they thought that Jay had the merge idol this whole time and Colin was weary about it, and that's why he got nervous about sending out Jay last round. That told me Colin did not have the merge idol. Josh came to me too about Jay having the merge idol. But the way they're splitting the votes this round shows me now that somebody has stepped forward to mention they have it (likely Elle) because if Jay idoled, Elle goes in this split vote plan. Therefore, somebody must've been like "ok let's just be safe and split the votes, I have the other idol". That's good and bad because now Colin has no merge idol paranoia, and they're also able to use it together. It also did confirm to me they've talked about it. Here's where things get tricky. Player Jodi is so tempted to run with it and do a 4-3-1 Josh-Jay-Jodi but it's so risky and could possibly destroy the long term social game, especially if they idol for Josh and Jay goes anyway (we are not idoling for him here). So instead, I'm going to use Jay's vote out to the best of my advantage. Hopefully flush an idol if possible, maybe a steal-a-vote, something. Knowing about next round being invisible is good info for us. Having this info is so key and usually I would think that immunity for a round is bigger than this but being able to plan ahead for a GAME-CHANGING twist is crucial here. My move here is to play the game through psychological distress. I have no advantages! Since they're out of tokens from buying immunity, me/Anastasia/Jared/Jay bought advantages for ourselves and also sent out disadvantages to Colin/Amy/Elle. Seeing that not only we have advantages but also them having disadvantages, they probably still feel like things will be ok because they'll just split votes or whatever and one of them needs to win immunity. But given this is an invisible round, I think Amy is honestly paranoid enough to just play her idol, hopefully Elle does too, and then between me and Jared, we'll idol for one of us. I also plan on bluffing an advantage coming back from Jury, and say something along the lines of having to survive one round before the advantage got activated. I'm going for the win, everyone, I know that if I get to the end with anybody, I have a solid shot at winning. I just need to get there and to do that, I must play an adaptable game – more than ever. PS I am holding onto Jared's idol right now. Power (temporary) feels amazing. Dw I'm giving it back....😈

this has been the most chill round in a while. which is really weird consider JODI IS BACK AND WE BLINDSIDED BRAYDEN LAST ROUND this round is turning out to be what I WANTED last round to be. everyone is talking with everyone, people are trying to disband the sides and all intermingle. it's really interesting how no one else was on board with this until after they lost majority. seems like people don't like playing from the bottom. weird huh now these bitches know how I felt >:( anyway. jodi is back. it's weird. she knows that amy flipped now and everyone is playing very carefully my ideal boot this round was either jay or josh, in that order. so when my gay ass WON IMMUNITY I immediately put out jay's name. we already have the numbers, but I also like said my piece to jodi and jared, this is yalls chance to prove to me that you're really with me and sides don't exist. the ball is in their court do i trust them? no. am I worried? no. i have immunity, the scariest thing rn is that I think Jay is voting Elle, and if Jared and Jodi are with him then that's scary, bc Jared has an idol. The ONLY people I would play my idol for is Amy and Elle, and Elle being in trouble means I might have to play my idol on her if Jay idols himself. We have enough to split, so I'm not worried, I just hope all goes according to plan. sorry my confessional is lame. its the weekend now so i have time uwu. I'll write more the next few days

So this whole token twist thing has really annoyed me. Because of me wanting to show my loyalty to my alliance, i gave away all my coins to Amy so that she could but immunity. And against my wishes, Elle wasted her coins on the “advantage” which turned out to be a dud. I wanted to get coins together to buy game info or better yet, trade coins with other people. But i was left with nothing, while all the people on the other side used their coins to buy advantages in the next immunity challenge making it even harder for me to secure my safety. Maybe this new 2 Gays and a Jared alliance might actually pan out but im tired of getting the short end of the stick with everything.

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Edgic:

Power Rankings:

Anastasia: She is in the middle of the two sides. They both need her for the rest of this game before a side is terminated. She is the most powerful because she is in the middle.

Jodi: Has regained a lot of her footing in this game. Is being used as a shield by the people who voted her out. The decision to vote out Jay is questionable, but she still has a lot of power thanks to the knowledge Anastasia and Jared feed her.

Colin: The head of the opposing side. Seems to not know what is really going on with Anastasia. But his allies are willing to take him to the end which is good. Needs to avoid falling into a Jodi pitfall.

Amy: Her rat behavior has been exposed, but her allies are still willing to defend her. Second in command on the Colin side. She is being handed these immunities.

Jared: Jodi’s new #1. Will probably make it to the end of this game. However, he isn’t calling the shots and is in danger of being targeted as an “easy” vote or being called a goat at the end. Needs to start taking fate in his own hands.

Elle: Lost a lot of footing because of not telling Anastasia the truth. This move caused Anastasia to go back to Jodi’s side which will hurt in the coming round. Is the next target for the Jodi side.

Jay: Died on the sword for Jodi. I am confused why they didn’t just stack 4 votes somewhere else, but it is whatever. Has basically given up.

Josh: Left out of a lot of discussions. Is on the outside of his alliances and from the opposing side. Is the most in danger of getting targeted or being a casualty of an idol.