#i'm sure other peolpe have stated this but like

[jumpboy-rembrandt]

TAZ CONSPIRACY THEORY tuff greg is based on a faint memory taako has of some total loser from years ago who was also named greg

[luludyprimwell]

Don't feel guilty, it's okay to let it all go without filters once in a while.

Because of my last 6 monts experience of self doubts and feeling you're worth nothing and guilt about being on this earth but good for nothing and not knowing what is my place and not being able to talk freely with people and realizing i don't trust anyone so i don't share anything too personal with anyone fearing they would hurt me and mood swings btw feeling absolutly nothing and feeling too much... I think you have to move out from the spot where you are, you're in pain and you shouldn't stay here, even if it ressures you bc it is all you know, bc it is your comfort zone.

Please don't feel too personaly attacked by what i am to say, i might say it harshly but i'm talking about what i learned. My purpose is not to harm you, but to shake you a little bit, bc this is what i was craving for when i was in your situation.

I think tht you must stop pitying yourself saying you don't deserve your friends and the people that stick with you, and i don't mean to insult you but we must call it by its name, because here is the truth: they stick with you bc they moved on on your mistakes and hurt you caused them, they most likely forgave you, and you must forgive yourself. You have the right to make mistakes. You can make mistakes, the proof is that you know you made a lot and they're still here.

Perhaps yu don't want people to see you whining because you want to grow stronger. But hiding behind pride is not being strong, and chosing to trust one person to talk about your problems is courage and strengh.

Please see that acking in silent will not make you strong but will scar you more and more, and it will take time to heal. Perhaps the peolpe you'll confide in will not be able to help you, and surely they will not be able to make you feel better in all and every part of your life. But making a step out of your sorrow demonstrates yourself that you are finally moving, making choices, being courageous again. Let yourself be encouraged in the choices you do to get you out of pain. Shush that sneeky voice that anihilates your happiness.

Maybe you want to shout but fear being heard. Maybe you live in contradictions, you don't know what you feel anymore, sometimes you don't feel anything and it scares you. In this case you need balance, you need structure. You need to see people in their faily life, to see their feelings, to learn again what is happiness spontaneously and etc...

Maybe you are scared to talk about your problems because you still want to show everyone and yourself that you're capable to handle it on your own and not show weakness ? Or that you don't want other people to be involved because this is your secret garden and you want no one to violate your intimacy ? Maybe you think talking will be worthless because nobody could possibly make things better ? Or you think that they will mock you and that you'll feel even more miserable than before ?

But here ate the facts that you stated : You. Are. In. Pain.

And people in pain need to be cared of.

People in pain need to be healed.

If you don't take care of the wound, it might infect, damaging the limb, maybe the entire body, it will empoison the person's daily life with suffering he could have spared himself.

He will think he was dumb to wait, he will pity himself, but for now all he has to do is letting other people take care of him and his wound until he can take care of it on his own again. For now, he needs support. For now he can't do this alone, this is out of his league.

So eveytime this sneeky voice whispers in your ear that yours problems are not that important, that you overestimating your pain, that you ate not worth disturbing other people's peace of mind with your struggles, punch mentally this snake in the face, trample on it. You want help, you crave to ask, so ask it and wait no more.

It can be a therapist, it can be a friend, it can be your neighboor, it can be this people you didn't know yesterday but you can talk pretty easily with and you don't mind if he/she will judge you... Anyone. Start small, don't take challenges you know you wan't be able to sustain. Let yourself rejoice in small victories. Let yourself hope for peace and happiness. Look at your problems like ones that can be solved, of wich the solutions lie somewhere and day after day you will earn them. Tell yourself over and over "f* this, i will be happy again" "it will all go well in the end" "if i carry on with hope today, i'm on the good path again". Let these thoughts the others call "silly, cheesy, naive" fill your mind with hope. Let yourself be happy. Let go.

with love and compassion ❤️

Ps: forgive me if i made any mistakes, english is not my first language

I have a panic attack every day and I have for the past month or so and that’s not normal for me. Not one every single day…

I just don’t know what to do. Maybe I should see a therapist? I have a hard time talking about my feelings which is why I really only vent on here. Heh probably not what you followed for. Sorry

I don’t feel good. I can’t sleep. I kinda just wanna not be alive. I’m scared. And I’m pathetic. And I’m really sorry this post is interrupting your feed… :/

I just. I don’t know. I have a lot on my mind. And I hate myself for not being able to let my guard down and tell my friends and family how bad I’ve been doing lately… I’ve been kinda suicidal and that’s really not okay. I’m alright but I just feel so bad that I can’t be honest with the people who want to help me.

Some people don’t have others to rely on. I should be thankful that I have the blessing of a loving family and reliable friends but I’m just wasting it. I can’t show them anything but the personas I put up. I feel like I don’t deserve it. I’ve been a really shitty person in the past, but those people stayed with me through it. I’m so thankful but I feel so guilty

I’m just scared to talk about my problems because my problems are nothing compared to what others have gone through. And I know that pain is different for each person. But it’s just all I think about when I try to share. And so I just feel ridiculous about myself, like I’m blowing things out of proportion, being immature or manipulative, being pathetic. I don’t want to seem like I’m whining

But I can’t keep holding it in like this. That’s why it spills out all over the internet. Sorry again. You guys don’t deserve to have to see in my head like this. I’ll probably delete this in the morning. But right now I just want to know that my thoughts are being heard. Not just by me. I need to have that feeling of reaching out