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if i go i’m going on fire by @taizi

She looks up at Ace. They’re the same sort of haunted. They’re carrying the same sort of wounded love.

going thru my one piece bookmarks like a deranged racoon in a dumpster but instead of trash I get psychic damage :D

(wrong way on a one-way track)

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wrong way on a one-way track by @taizi

“If you were going to come back from the dead, it should have been for him,” Ace snarls. “What the fuck are you doing here? What’s the fucking point now?”

this shit touched me so profoundly I started ugly crying on the bus to work *chefs kiss* luffy dies at marineford au

(if i go I'm going on fire)

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Domestic queerplatonic partners yhk for @mytoomanybookstoread !!

Thank you for donating to @orv-gotcha-for-gaza !

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oh my god YES

Guys I know I havent done comics in like 3 years or something but.

I got the biggest inspiration to draw a Fionna and Cake comic about Simon and the Winter King and uhhh

It's already 24 pages strong.

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Convo with @muyuudontsleep about what if kdj is a pencil doodle but everybody else looks normal

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Part of the reason KDJ chose the method he did at the end of ORV was absolutely spurred on by the intense amount of guilt that had built up over the course of the 99th scenario and what happened with SP and OD. He was getting destroyed bit by bit as Constellations he liked and even loved were being killed in droves for the sake of his desired ending. He blamed himself for (whether perceived or real, which is hard to tell through KDJ's biased POV) his companions hating him for the deaths of so many of the Constellations they had come to know. He hates how shaken up the Dokkaebi King had made him. He lost the Fourth Wall entirely during the OD scene meaning all of his emotions which had been muffled for literal years through the usage of the 4th Wall were all raw and exposed to a man who wasn't prepared for it (and we know this because even in easy moments, when the 4th Wall is down KDJ has a visceral reaction and feels exposed in a way that makes him panic). Now imagine that on top of everything he was feeling in that moment. Then, ofc, the OD scene occurs. KDJ is a mess. He's in denial. He's going through various stages of grief. He only gets the 4th Wall back after the subway is already taking them back. We're not told if any of his companions were awake during this scene. We have no idea what they were doing. But they clearly never saw him use [Avatar], so it can be assumed they were not in a state to pay attention much like KDJ wasn't.

Like, his choice is logical. But he was also in quite literally the lowest possible state we'd seen him in in the entirety of ORV. And that includes him losing his mind over 1863!YJH's death. Nobody makes the best decisions in such a mental state.

The fact that he spends an unknown amount of time sobbing his damn eyes out between the last chapter and the first chapter of the epilogue is wretched. He claims not to regret it, but we know that's not true. He HAS to rationalize his actions as being the only choice because that's how he always protected himself. And it's far too late to change what happened.

Makes me wonder if he would've done things differently otherwise.

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They have a fun relationship

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Using humor to cope since killing is wrong

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My filling broke. :( The tooth is badly damaged and I suspect will need a crown.

The good news is that I'm in South Korea and it should cost less than in America. But it's still going to be, uh, a chunk of change.

The bad news is that I just paid for my insurance bill and an apartment application and my budget did NOT account for this. So, if you would donate to my ko-fi, it would be appreciated. And! If you are in the Hazbin Hotel, Chainsaw Man, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Attack on Titan, or Avatar fandoms and have something you'd like to see, leave a prompt with you donation and I'll write you a 30-minute fic. I'll do anything but smut or x reader.

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LIVIO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Kinda got a feeling that a guy with a messed up childhood who spent a majority of his adult life living as a sort of machine who thought it was appropriate to de-gouge himself in front of a group of kids doesn’t know what a social faux pas is

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Heartbeat

[image description: A grayscale Trigun comic featuring Vash and Wolfwood.

Against a black background, child Vash floats in Ship 5, curled up and with his thumb pressed to his mouth. Heartbeat noises sound around him, and he looks at peace. The background shifts to white and shows adult Vash, sitting shirtless with his knees pulled up to his chest. The heartbeat sound continues only to be interrupted by knocking. Wolfwood, from outside the bathroom, asks, "Hey blondie! You fell asleep in there?"

The scene expands to reveal Vash sitting curled up in the bathtub, shower spraying on the back of his head. His clothes are left aimlessly on the bathroom counter and floor. From outside the bathroom, Wolfwood, shrugging of his jacket, continues, "… The sand steamer leaves at dawn tomorrow so don't take all night. I'm not waking you up gently if you're late." Vash's eyes continue to look downward, glazed and unfocused. Step sound effects and a yawn sound from outside the bathroom before Wolfwood says, "'m going to bed…". In the tub, Vash sits curled up against a dark background, before eventually lifting his head and unfurling himself as the background grows lighter.

He twists around to turn off the shower and then looks at the floor, going, "Ah." He sits, thinking, before calling out "Wolfwood?". A sleepy Wolfwood replies, "…yeah?" from offscreen. "I forgot my towel!" Vash exclaims. "Ugh, look under your change of clothes… Knew you'd forget so I left it there…" a grouchy Wolfwood replies. "Gee, thanks!" Vash replies, a cartoony doodle of him saying "so reliable!".

Vash, shirtless but with sleep pants on, opens the door, towel draped over his head, to see Wolfwood, reclining on the bed. Wolfwood's smoking and holding his rosary, lit by the light from the bathroom. Vash climbs into bed next to him, towel still around his shoulders, and rests his head on Wolfwood's chest. His eyes close and then open to see Wolfwood watching him. Vash exclaims, "Oh! It's speeding up!, and Wolfwood bonks him on the head before saying, "Get on here since ya wanna be so up close 'n personal!". The two tussle briefly and Vash laughs before Wolfwood tucks the blanket around them. Wolfwood continues to smoke as Vash curls up against his chest and listens to his heartbeat, the background turning black once again as he smiles, content. /end id]

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Some more Trigun (vashwood) stuff …uwu

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they are the same to me (///￣ ￣///)

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【Smoke】 The reunion of tristamp Eriks and Wolfwood

this was based on a vashwood week prompt from twt^^

A wild Milly has appeared!!! Can't wait for best girl!!!

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stampede sillies

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