#i'm still soft for that story...
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I hate the "as a girl whose grandmother was a slave, can I just say not cool?" line from hazel in moa it's the worst line of dialogue rick has written in his life. But like what the fuck. what kind of insane lore drop is that. hazel's grandmother was an enslaved woman. marie levesque cast a spell to meet the god of riches so that she could finally know what it was like to live beyond the indigence and suffering of her mother. marie wanted to be a queen, not a slave like her predecessors. she wanted pluto to give her all the riches beneath the earth

and then the earth enslaved her body. gaea possessed her and through gaea's influence marie forced hazel for six months to overexert herself to the point of collapsing to raise and reanimate alcyoneus. gaea worked hazel like a slave

it's so explicit here. this is SLAVERY. gaea was using hazel's forced labor for material wealth and power. she was only 13. her grandmother was used and her mother was used and hazel herself was used, they were black women exploited for what their bodies could provide in service to the hideous intentions of monsters in power over them. hazel broke free from the cycle and saved the world all by herself by choosing death - it was the only way out

and even in her second chance at life she's actively fighting to die again. she's an instrument of the gods being used to achieve an end that is supposed to kill her. she was convinced that freeing thanatos would result in him taking her life. she didn't know throughout hoo if her father would kill her when the main quest succeeded. even nico didn't think hazel was going to live. she didn't WANT to die a second time. but she fought for the world and for her friends anyway


by the end of marie's life she was only skin and bones. gaea used her body until she didn't need it anymore. marie was the daughter of an enslaved woman who dreamed of being a queen and instead the earth goddess robbed of her life and dignity. and her soul would have been tortured further in the fields of punishment if not for hazel's unfathomable selflessness and bravery to negotiate for mutual asphodel. hazel never even saw marie again after that. what was it that doomed the levesque family? that marie asked the god of death and riches for too much? she deserved even more than what she asked for. I'm fucking sick no one talk to me
#marie wasn't good mother but she was NOT greedy#son is just a top 3 book in the series and it's because of hazel and marie's story. this is the most tragic and devastating thing I've#read in the pjo franchise. god........... the levesque family lore goes crazy. I can't even take this much angst I'm too soft for this#pjo parents are so rarely nuanced in the text. there's so often a firm binary of good and bad. especially with the mothers#but marie is so different. she's so nuanced. the text does acknowledge that she loved hazel but she was still flawed. and she abused her#anyway but marie was abused too. she was bitter over her fate and took it out on hazel#and she couldn't get past that feeling until the end of her life. and hazel is so unselfish in the present because she knows what#bitterness and āgreedā can do to a person. I'm always thinking about those two.........#rr crit#hazel levesque#marie levesque#nico di angelo#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#hazelposting#pjo character analysis#riordanverse
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I want to fuck Daryl Dixon so fucking bad. y'all don't even understand the primal need I have to milk him dry, suck his soul out through his heavy uncut dick. and I KNOW the feeling is mutual because we all know Daryl's the typ to suppress and ignore his emotions, right???? which means OBVIOUSLY he'll be too focused on staying alive and keeping the group safe to even think about sex, too exhausted from fighting walkers and scavanging supplies, just making it through the day to even whack one out. and all of that sexual frustration just builds and builds and builds deep in his subconsious until one day he's out hunting and comes across you. he doesn't expect to see someone alone and without a group, especially not such a hot piece of ass like you. he's older, you know there's an age gap between you, but you are both adults, and only meeting for the first time now. you justify this to yourself, mentally trying to figure out if anything between you would be legally or ethically yucky. you decide that it's fine - especially given the state of the world - to indulge your feelings.
Daryl brushes it off for as long as he can. He ignores the way you look at him, and all the dreams of you sneaking into his tent and riding him until you squirt, he ignores the stray thoughts that leave him a little bricked up happening more and more. He ignores it until one night, you actually do sneak into his tent. He thinks he's dreaming at first, seeming as gruff and chilly as ever, but you don't care. You just crouch next to him and hug him, hiding your face in his bare chest.
"I... I had a bad dream." your words are simple, but they really speak volumes. He knows first hand how bad the nightmares can get, and your skin feels so nice on his. he's so touch starved that he doesn't even realize why he's pulling you into his lap, holding you close and rubbing your back, he just knows it feels... really good. like, really really good. so he tries to calm you down and help you settle back down for sleep, laying you down next to him. you cuddle up to him so painfully close that he doesn't know what to do. You wrap both your legs around one of his thighs, squirming a little as you settle down.
"'m sorry for keeping you up so late," you say, pouting up at him and he is SO close to folding. he has maybe one or two scraps of self control that are fully stripped away when you squirm some more, rocking your core against his thigh, and he feels it. He feels the slimy, slippery wet patch growing wetter and wetter as you "get comfortable".
"Do you think there's something that could... y'know... tire me out a little?"
and he folds. of COURSE he folds, anyone would with you being all cute and sweet to them, ESPECIALLY someone whose heavy, full balls are bluer than the lonliness and pain in his heart. he uses his last ounce of self control to say your name like a warning, but it only serves to make your pussy throb against his leg - something he definitely does not miss.
"You're playing a dangerous game here, kid..." he warns. You inch closer and closer to him, batting your eyes up with a cute little pout.
"'m not a kid," you protest. your eyes flick between his eyes and his lips, and you can't stop your hips from grinding down onto his thigh. "...you want me to prove it?"
but with how fast he flips you over and pins you down and folds you in half, you really don't have time to prove anything.
#and that's the story of how you end up pregnant with daryl dixon's baby!!!!!#the first of many :)#drabbles#daryl dixon#daryl dixon x reader#daryl dixon smut#daryl dixon drabbles#the walking dead#the walking dead x reader#the walking dead smut#the walking dead drabbles#EVERYONE IS LEGAL BTW... LIKE OBVIOUSLY BUT I'M STILL GONNA SAY IT#but yeah he fucks you so good and cums so deep inside you so many times that night he nearly blacks out#and he loves every goddamn minute of it#I'VE SAID IT BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN#UNTIL IT IS SOFT AND DRY!!!!!!!!
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Okay, maybe I will make a fanfic about Suga experienced regress timeline, where he went back to the time after he met Hanto (right after Hanto's mentor died) and Suga needs to decide whether he will become a villain once again or choose a different route
Or simply, I want to write a story where Suga choose, or at least, try to become Hanto's father figure and become a good person (or as good as someone like Suga can be)
Or even simpler, I just want to write a story where Suga becomes a proper father
#kamen rider gavv#kenzo suga#kamen rider bake#fanfic ides#another universe#I'm soft with a story of how a villain become good#what if Suga gets a redemption arc#he will be a twisted villain but trying to be good#but he will be still dumb with emotions#but this time he is trying#please tell me whether you want to read a story like that
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Soft Launch will end in three chapters
#someone hold my hand#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm ready but also i'm not. ending long fics is SCARY AF no one warned me about this#these are my dumb children wdym their story comes to an end...............#like i know it's gonna be beautiful and i know i'm gonna write it in a way that will make me (and all you readers) happy but still. man.#it's roughly drafted out and i don't think it'll happen in april just yet but soon. soon. i'm gonna cry#-`ā”Ā“- tulip mail#-`ā”Ā“- soft launch
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rider kogatas!
#full view plz#kogata#agata matsunosuke#koki#ride kamens#kamen rider agata#kamen rider koki#kamen rider#my art#it's always the rat with a hidden soft side x the himbo who can go feral#they gave me astarion x my dark urge paladin vibes so it was instant match from me#the last pic is based on that famous tw meme#i'm still far behind in the main story but some of their convos are... interesting
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yuuji cannot use a chair to save his life
Sukuna was sitting on the floor, his upper arms resting on the couch behind him. His head was tilted to the side as it rested on his fist, and he lazily looked at the screen in front of him.
Yuuji was playing a video game, a "shooter game" with many colors and sounds that looked more like the mess the brat watched on his phone rather than anything coherent. Trying to follow along made Sukuna's head spin but there were a few things that were easy to catch on.
Yuuji's character exploded into a colored puddle, and without missing a beat Sukuna laughed at him. "You suck at this," he added.
Yuuji turned to glare at him, straining his neck while doing so, "I haven't played in months and the other team has a sniper, so if I don't try to move up we're never getting back mid."
He turned back at the sound of his character respawning, "And my team only has short to mid-range weapons so we're at a disadvantage here."
Sukuna couldn't be bothered to understand what any of that meant. "I'm only hearing excuses. If you were actually good at this game of yours you wouldn't need teammates to win."
"It's a multiplier game, having teammates is the whole POINT!" He screamed the last word as he narrowly evaded an attack that would have surely got him killed again, exploding his opponent in the process. His momentary glee was quickly crushed as his character also exploded for seemingly no reason.
Sukuna didn't try to hide his chuckles while the young man anxiously looked at the map while respawning. The match ended before he could get onto the field again.
Despite the general chaos of the game Sukuna only needed one look to know the results. He smiled with all his teeth, poking at Yuuji's temple with his free hand, "Maybe you should give up for now. What is it? The fifth loss in a row?"
"Oh, shut up," he fell back, landing on Sukuna's chest, "I just need to shake the rust off," he closed his eyes for a moment, knowing how to queue for another match without looking.
Sukuna huffed fondly, "You've been saying that for the past 30 minutes, brat."
Yuuji didn't add anything, only pouting a little. He made his character jump up and down with the hand he still had on the controller. Sukuna tightened the arms he had warped around Yuuji's waist, filling the gap until the younger man sat back up for the next match.
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Yuuji was on his phone, checking over his social medias, laughing at memes and catching up with the tea of strangers online while sending out anything interesting to his friends
What had started out as him sitting beside Sukuna was now him halfway over the other man's laps, his upper back and neck held on a massive arm and hand.
Sukuna was reading old history books, saying he wanted to "catch up" to what happened while he was sealed. One time he mentioned to Yuuji how lacking historical records felt compared to the reality of life during his time, but that didn't stop him from reading them; in fact having a basis to compare how things were when he was still alive compared to what was recorded granted him a far better understanding of other recordings, according to him.
Yuuji didn't really get why he'd spend so much time reading from the source when there were so many videos online detailing their country's history. He had provided Sukuna with a phone for that reason but he only used it for 2 weeks before permanently retiring it to a drawer saying that "it was no wonder the brat was so stupid with the amount of trash accessible through that thingā.
Not what Yuuji had expected when Sukuna had spent those 2 weeks with an average of 12 hours of daily screentime, but hey.
While he was scrolling, Yuuji came across something that made him grin. "Hey, old man!"
Sukuna turned one eye to look at him which was enough acknowledgement for Yuuji, "Look at this," he turned his phone to him.
A picture of an adult tiger lying on its side with a cub pawing at its face was shoved into Sukuna's vision. "It's us."
Yuuji was grinning from ear to ear, giggling to himself. He took back his phone after receiving a hum of acknowledgement and they both resumed their respective activity.
Once Yuuji was fully focused on his screen again, Sukuna allowed himself to smile.
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"Are you done showing off?" Yuuji asked annoyed. As his answer, Sukuna pushed back, going from doing push-ups on one hand to one finger and it only pissed off Yuuji even more.
Originally Yuuji was simply working out a little and was joined by Sukuna who not only matched Yuuji's moves but also made a point of one-upping him at every turn.
Yuuji watched from the side as Sukuna finished his set of 1 finger push-ups, wholly unimpressed as he was pretty sure he could do the same.
He simply knew that Sukuna would one-up him again somehow and he didn't want his light work-out session to turn into their usual competitions.
"Is that all you got brat?" Sukuna was smiling with all his teeth, still holding a perfect plank position, "Was such a simple move enough to scar you into surrendering?"
Well, Yuuji couldn't let that slide. "I just think that this was way too easy for you."
Yuuji walked closer and got on Sukuna's back, sitting in the middle of it. He knew that a man who could carry entire buildings wouldn't be bothered by his weight, but he was still annoyed by the fact that the other did not budge. Not even breaking a sweat.
"Is that it?" Sukuna changed the arm holding him and started another set. "This is still a lightwork brat. Unless you also want me to sit on your back as well to see if you can match the strength of a single one of my arms?"
"I can carry you pretty easily you know that?" Yuuji added with a frown.
"I'd love to see this," he added mockingly which only made Yuuji angrier.
The older man finished his set. A bit passed and he eventually laid down on floor, Yuuji still on his back.
"Hey what are you doing now?"
"Given how comfortable you seem up there I have decided to claim victory this time and let you enjoy yourself. How benevolent of me, I know."
Determined not to leave this as a loss, Yuuji got up and immediately deadlifted Sukuna off the ground.
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Most beds weren't comfortable to Sukuna, made in sizes too small for his bulk and extra limbs, yet sometimes he'd ditch the massive one in his room to sleep in Yuuji's.
And what could Yuuji do if he was tired as well? With Sukuna lying on his back, arms splayed open and legs dangling off the edge, there wasn't that much place left for him to sleep on.
Yuuji crawled up the bed and laid directly on Sukuna's chest, hair tickling the bigger man's chin. He wrapped his arms around the other's neck while 2 hands placed themselves on the small of his back. 'For stability' they both thought.
Like this they both drifted to sleep, hearts close to one another and beating in sync to a slow and steady rhythm.
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On some day they'll go picnicking together, as if they weren't spending enough time with one another.
They ate, they talked, then they both fell silent, a comfortable sensation covering them both as they simply enjoyed each other's presence as well as the nature around them.
Sukuna's head was laid on Yuuji's laps. Gentle fingers ran through his hair and massaged his scalp; the sun kept them warm and a soft breeze rustled the leaves of the trees around them.
Yuuji had already zoned out, moving his hands automatically in a way that felt right to him, whereas Sukuna had started to drift off to sleep.
Small moments of peace they wish could last forever
#sukuita#my post#this one kept me alive for the slowest work day I've ever had#sometimes i feel bad for writing sukuita this soft and fluffy because maybe i should make it more angsty?#but then I remember that I should do everything I want forever#if you're wondering Yuuji's playing splatoon probably 2 or 3 but I haven't set a time period for these snippets#it's entirely possible that yuuji owned a wii u with splat 1 and i can totally see him love this game#5 losses in a row is a very common occurrence (speaking from experience :'))#this is almost a 5+1 fic but I couldn't find a fifth scenario that satisfied me#sukuita in close physical proximity is my favorite flavor of fanart. these stories were inspired from various pieces#I thought about having a section at the end with links to a bunch of fanarts of the same brand but got lazy#just know that they were the inspirations for this#what else... I ran out of creative juices at the end but I'm still mostly satisfied with this#please notify me of any mistakes and thank you for reading <3#grapewrites
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oh wouldya lookit that
it's thinking about angela orosco o'clock
#queenie rambles about silent hill#i rise from my migraine haze and crying fits just long enough to say i think she should've killed them MORE#then immediately go back to bed#fr tho the desire to expand on my old 'graveyard shift' piece and go into a full angela story is so intense since the remake alksdjfksdjf#i NEED to finish soft reset first but jeeeeesus christ i have so many ideas for graveyard shift#(idk if i'm keeping that as the title but GOD i still feel it deep in my bones so maybe i will IDKKKKKKKKKKKKK)#the whole reason i kept it to a oneshot orig was because i felt like i wasnt ready to undertake something w that kind of emotional gravity#but idk between the almosts and like wringing blood i think...perhaps........i have gotten there. lmao#anyway. once more. must reiterate. i will never love a sh character more than angela orosco
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⤠indie & selective ALIZEBETH KENWAY,  a fandomless original character from own lore.
ā¤Ā Ā generic fantasy & fandom verses available. strictly 21+ . ⤠sideblog to @henosiis. written by KAT! ⤠affiliated with @fishermcn, @swordluck, @gormlessthing
Exploring grief, duty, acceptance, friendship, misfortune, necessity, justice ⤠DOSSIER
#promo ā½; YOU'RE PRETTY GOOD.#ooc ā½; I DIDN'T SAY THAT.#crack ā½; PUT THIS APPLE ON YOUR HEAD.#meme ā½; LET'S TRY THIS OUT.#wishlist ā½; I'M NOT GONNA BEG.#queue ā½; KEEP THAT FOR LATER.#self ā½; LOOKING LIKE SHIT.#images ā½; NOT ALL PRETTY THINGS OUT THERE.#nsft ā½; WE'RE ANIMALS AFTER ALL.#sounds ā½; ALWAYS PREFERRED SILENCE.#ic ā½; I'M NOT TOO GOOD AT TALKING.#drabble ā½; SHUT UP WHILE I TELL A STORY.#headcanon ā½; IT'S STILL JUST A THEORY.#(verse) the witcher ā½; THEY'RE BOTH FOR MONSTERS.#(verse) warcraft ā½; THE KILLER OF KUL TIRAS.#(verse) ffxiv ā½; FOR THOSE WE'VE YET TO SAVE.#(verse) modern ā½; IT'S A PEACEFUL LIFE.#(verse) dark souls ā½; DON'T YOU DARE GO HOLLOW.#(verse) generic ā½; THERE'LL BE NO ONE ELSE.#(verse) bloodborne ā½; IN RESTLESS DREAMS.#(&) mara ā½; THE GREATEST ONE COULD HOPE FOR.#(&) veldan ā½; AS PRETTY AS HE'S SMART.#(&) stenvarr ā½; LIKE A FATHER TO ME.#(&) anri ā½; SOFT FOR A KNIGHT.#(&) beraiah ā½; BROTHER IN BLOOD.#(&) samuel ā½; I'D BE HOME WITH YOU.#(&) natalia ā½; TOO YOUNG TO CARRY YOUR BONES.#(&) gorm ā½; CLOSE ENOUGH TO IT.#(&) william ā½; THE STRONG ANNOYING TYPE.
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Sometimes I need everyone to not look at me like. Pretend I do not exist. Let me ghost through the rooms and don't look up when I pass. Let me leave a chill in the air.
Sometimes I, like a cat, need to just sit next to someone and sometimes bother them a little by being too nosy.
Other times, I need someone to lay on top of me and squish my soul back into my body. Maybe I need a weighted blanket, y'know?
#still shitposting#shitpost#tell my brain to shut up for me#please#because it likes to go on tangents but won't tell me where the story is going until it loses the narrative halfway through#and like a child in the dead of winter#I'm left feeling cold and empty#anyways#the horrors#persist but so do I#I think I like screaming into this digital void#where my only companion is the echo of the binary system illuminating my words in a soft screen glow#maybe here I'm not so alone
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Oh ok. I get now why a lot of people didn't vibe with the ending.
All and all: excellent manga, overall very good final act, too rushed final 2-3 chapters but weak and honestly mediocre epilogue, which makes the high of the ending kind of leave a bitter taste. I think Noda had a good steed and suddenly he had to finish and had to rush all. So the ending in the sense of the final arc was good but the ending proper (final couple chapters) + epilogue......... Not so much
#i liked rhe ending (though made the mistake to read comments so now I'm like 'yeah you are right that did not make sense' when on my own i#probably would not have noticed. but ok. I'll work my suspension of disbelief. HOWEVER the epilogue WAS indeed very lackluster#i get it's an epilogue but it was so rushed. we barely get a closure for ume and saichi and tanigaki did not get to#take asirpa back to uci as he should have (though he was instrumental for that). overall it was super rushed#like we did not even see how Sugimoto was rescued. the epilogue was faaaar too rushed tbh and also too vague in parts#siraishi not really saying goodbye.... also sugimoto and asirpa living together that's cute idc and i think the line into nastyness was not#crossed but oh boy is it a thin thread... i still choose to believe they are platonic soulmates lol but i want to see an official#translation of the volume that's all i say. what else... oh yes. the way the gold never got to actually be distributed doesn't sit right#with me at all but the worst part was definitely the sugimoto/ume thing oh god that was BAD#we did get to see osoma which was cute#OH AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON VASILY??? We didn't even see him. the epoligue for him in particular was great though but his ending was not#like he just hanged around ogata gor chapters and chapters on end and we don't even get a glimpse of him during the final showdown??#tbh i think noda wanted to do something more with him but realized he did not quite fit into the story and in the end got#caught up with all the main lines he did have to close and he obviously had planned and probably combined with his own exhaustion well#did not go nice for vasily! i also would have liked a more proper epilogue for tsukishima and koito. they deserved it#I don't like how pre-epilogue the tsukishima-tsurumi-koito tension seems to reach a breaking point only to kind of not get resolved because#they have to keep fighting lol.#laura reads#also i get the sentiment of the ending regarding the ainu and i think noda did his best but it seems like a rather soft thing for asirpa to#do like... sure. museums and stuff. i GET it but it goes a little too soft in the actual colonialism that went on from the japanese. i feel#noda starts off fairly critical of that but in the end softens his stance which is a shame but ok. the bar is in hell so this is actually#much better than average from what i can personally gather of my little knowledge#golden kamuy#gk spoilers
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so like. lucidity and his version of nightmare.
Officially the nature of Lucidity's feelings regarding Nightmare is up to interpretation, but due to the nature of DreamSwap, damn near anything is possible. and i'm gonna just play with the idea of it being romantic for a bit.
Nightmare definitely had a crush on Dream when they were kids. Like. That's actually canon. Dream I don't think ever knew.
Lucidity certainly didn't.
But if any of those feelings remain, Lucidity will notice pretty quickly now. Unless him going evil has finally made Nightmare go 'oh jesus christ no', which I find unlikely since Nightmare also finds out that Lucidity still cares about him at about the same time. that's going to complicate things a bit.
i could go on this tangent about a hyper-specific scenario i had in my head, but it'd involve way too much backstory about an overly complicated AU that isn't ready to be shared yet, so i'll just stow that away and pull out the basic themes of it.
If Lucidity ever happens upon Nightmare when he's in danger, Lucidity won't hesitate to try and save him. Generally Nightmare doesn't get into the kind of trouble where he needs saving, but Lucidity's fucking paranoid about losing people, so he just swoops in and gets rid of the problem as fast as possible no matter how small it is, or if Nightmare seems to be handling it just fine.
This wouldn't change if, somehow, probably through some outside interference, their destiny bond was broken.
if Nightmare's crush hasn't fully gone away, and if Lucidity really does save his ass from certain doom, that crush is going to suddenly come back like 10x worse and he's going to be a mess about it.
Lucidity would love to have Nightmare stay with him, Shale, and Nightshade. If he wasn't absolutely convinced that Nightmare's moral compass was so strong he'd only agree so he could try and stop them from their shit by messing stuff up from the inside, he'd have given the offer to Nightmare ages ago. This applies to non-romantic versions as well, but in the romantic version Lucidity is also looking for a way for him, Shale, and Nightshade to get along. His boyfriends don't all have to date, but they need to be able to peacefully co-exist. otherwise things are going to be. uh. difficult
He's right about Nightmare, though. Even if Nightmare's romantic feelings for him got turned up to 11, he's not just going to run off with him. He's kind of thinking about it, but in a 'how can i get him to Not Do This and just stay with me' way, rather than 'would it really be so bad? it's not like he's going to hurt me. or people I care about. ...right?'
cross and error would be teasing Nightmare about being a disaster gay, but they're a little more concerned that he's considering it at all. In any way. He's also really distressed about this, and they absolutely understand why! no fucking idea how to help him though.
All that said, Lucidity is trying to figure something out. He doesn't necessarily need Nightmare to love him (romantically), he just needs to make absolutely fucking sure that Nightmare stays near and stays safe. And is happy staying with him, without trying to interfere. romantic feelings can be considered afterwards.
I have no idea if that's going to work out for him. It probably will in one timeline, because i love making things worse, but I'm not sure how yet, or if that will be the main timeline.
I do know that it'll be a hell of a lot harder so long as Cross and Error are there. Even if Nightmare's too busy being a fucking disaster to remember-slash-notice, those two are absolutely going to notice that lucidity's being Weird. And his boyfriends are, too. They might not pick up on what exactly it is but they'll figure it out eventually. And they're certainly not letting nightmare go off alone to see Lucidity and his boyfriends; especially not fucking Shale
'fucking shale' (adjective + noun; derogatory) doesn't have the same ring to it as 'fucking obsidian' (adjective + noun; derogatory)
Nightmare might think they're overreacting sometimes, but they've konwn each other long enough and been through enough together that, unless lucidity can talk to him alone and make him doubt his friends, he absolutely trusts their judgement. Even if Lucidity does get him alone, Nightmare knows that Lucidity never had a great opinion of Cross, so pretty much anything negative he says about her is going to be taken with a whole mountain of salt chunks. And once he starts on Cross, Nightmare will be more dubious about anything negative Lucidity says about Error.
Nightmare's very smart. And he's had some bad run-ins with people. He knows to look out for certain things. He knows he shouldn't trust Lucidity after he's clearly lost his head and has been hanging out with a couple of nasty bastards (whom night may or may not know are manipulative pieces of shit anyways).
Unfortunately, he (and also Cross and Error, admittedly) is still having trouble believing that Lucidity's changed this much in such a short amount of time. The Lucidity he knew before, who ran Justice Reigns, wouldn't try to turn him against his friends just for his own gain. The Lucidity he knew before wouldn't try to manipulate him at all. And if his crush has gotten way way stronger, that's...that's probably going to color his perception a bit. No matter how hard he tries to do otherwise.
Also. As a general rule I consider breaking the destiny bond a Good Thing. While neither of them are likely to try to get themselves killed, itās nice to know that theyāre not going to die for the otherās mistakes.
Lucidity would not want it to be broken. Particularly in the context i mentioned above, where someone is trying to kill Nightmare, but very much wants Lucidity alive. This means that destiny bond is more or less keeping Nightmare alive.
He wouldnāt think much of it normally, without influence from wholly different multiverses. But if anyoneās actively trying to sever the destiny bond they almost definitely want one of them dead, and Lucidity is going to assume its Nightmare until further notice. And he isnāt going to let that happen if he has anything to say about it.
#Sweammare#i know of a couple of mutuals who don't like that. but i'm reasonably sure they've blacklisted that tag. so#Lucidity/Shale/Nightshade#nightmare's nickname might end up being 'star' but it sounds weird and gives me the 'soft sad boi who needs protecting uwu' fanon vibes#which i do not like#but the thought behind it was#'hm. maybe in a crossover Lucidity could give nightmare a nickname that's absolutely a pet name. but not something obvious.'#'and it sticks because nightmare absolutely knows it was Affectionate and he's too fucked about all of this to argue'#i still don't wholly know how i ended up with 'star' from that but yknow. whatever#btw the specific scenario involved lucidity grabbing nightmare and jumping out a window like 8 stories up to save him#he can fly so it's totally fine. but can you imagine being nightmare there#your childhood crush finally stopped trying to kill you AND realized that he still cares about you. unfortunately he's become a murderer#and is working with the worst people you've ever met#and then some fucking asshole tries to kill you and your old friend/crush just#scoops you up. holds you tight. and flies out a fucking window to get you to safety
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it'sĀ aĀ smallĀ thingĀ onlyĀ iĀ willĀ probablyĀ spendĀ anĀ inordinateĀ amountĀ ofĀ timeĀ brainrottingĀ over,Ā butĀ iĀ purposefullyĀ changedĀ theĀ colorĀ usedĀ inĀ ren'sĀ formattingĀ notĀ onlyĀ toĀ matchĀ withĀ hisĀ newĀ graphicsĀ butĀ alsoĀ asĀ aĀ signĀ ofĀ characterĀ growth.Ā becauseĀ iĀ AMĀ aĀ hugeĀ suckerĀ forĀ developmentĀ andĀ heĀ ISĀ graduallyĀ healingĀ āĀ andĀ iĀ loveĀ theĀ ideaĀ ofĀ hisĀ colorsĀ shiftingĀ accordinglyĀ fromĀ thoseĀ dusty, desaturated huesĀ toĀ royalĀ blueĀ andĀ gold.
#ššš : šµš©š¦šŗ š“š¢šŗ šŗš°š¶ š¶š“š¦š„ šµš° š£š¦ š“š° š¬šŖšÆš„. ā hc .ā#( i still love the old palette. i'm just very soft about his ''main'' colors becoming more saturated in alignment w/ his development )#( like he's breaking out of the trauma / depression fog & learning how to appreciate life again. )#( i adore every version of the menace & i've been on the scaramouche train since unreconciled stars )#( but i am always a sucker for stories about deeply flawed characters healing even if they have to be dragged into it kicking & screaming )#( & ren scratches that itch in my brain perfectly )
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And so the big sskk shortage begins (no sskk for the next 15 episodes) (and the sskk episode coming after kind of sucks)
#Hhhhhh this is such a good episode.#I don't have any particular strong feeling for Fukuzawa nor Ranpo but this is a very good episode.#The pacing is great the tension and ease are well distributed as much as action and exposition are.#The animation is spectacular and detailed. The drawings beautiful. The imperfect black and white is originalā compelling and eyecatching#Truly something that shows the animators were given budget and enough time to really think it through. Please more of this#Off to more personal notes I clearly remember the moment in my dorm room I watched the bsd animeā#come back for the first time after three years and the reveal of the untold origins novel being adapted that came with it.#It's such a sweet memory. I was so so excited and happy and thinking back at it makes me :')#In love with Oda's voice please speak more baby#About voices Fukuzawa looks so younggggg and yet his voice is so deepppppppp it's a funny contrast ahah.#Fukuzawa was very pretty when he was younger.#Distributing countless papers on the floor of my childhood's house attic to order them to the point there was no space left to walk isā#something I actually used to do when I was little. That's a cute memory too. I've always liked organizing stuff lol#Seeing all the actors preparing in the backstage threw me back to my musical theater hyperfixation.#Theater backstage feels so familiar to me if only because I used to keep up with the actors' i/nstagram stories religiously pffttttt#I really like Oda.#Wish his life had a little more happiness in it. Wish Fukuzawa could have adopted him too. Wish he could have married Dazai.#Alas :///#Aight no Atsushi this episode (and no Akutagawa for a whole season Godāāāāāāā ) but a lot more exciting things to come!!!!!#Oh almost forgot the op and ed songs are so good too hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Actually I think I just might have a soft spot for everything s4 since it's the first season I witnessed as it was airing pffttt#random rambles#I probably need to find a better file to watch the season... So far I'm still using the old episodes I individually downloadedā#as the anime was dropping. Which technically are still 1080 mkv but idk I feel like the quality is not the best.#And the subtitles are suboptimal
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Me, at my coworker: I finished both Kyoshi novels. Coworker: Uh oh. How you holding up? Me: I thinking about walking into traffic
#silly talks#silly story time#no this is a legit interaction#they're going to listen to the novels too fkdjsafj;dfa#Me: I have two Yangchen novels left and then maybe the author's two original novels (and roku later this year but by a diff author)#me: but if rangi's not in it then why the fuck should I still be alive??? TT0TT#(I'm currently going through yangchen's now dw i'm not walking anywhere that'd require effort ....that's a joke it's all a joke really dw)#please god please FC Yee I'm on my KNEES#gimme one more Kyoshi novel I BEG TT0TT#I'll take a prequel have kyoshi rangi and yun go on a lil adventure please#maybe it's after they first met! and they're getting to know each other (I just need more Rangi/yun interactions they dont talk a lot TT0TT#and have both rangi/yun vying for Kyoshi's affection at some point and kyoshi is just fucking BLIND about it lksdjflkj it'll be soo funny#I'll take a sequel too! i wanna see what a more established/stable Team Avatar (Kyoshi) is like!#maybe foreshadow more of her path to (near) immortality and chin's rise to power#maybe even get a jump start on the Kyoshi warriors (and maybe her and Rangi finding and adopting Kok? *w* maybe she's the first warrior?)#'silly you just want more rangi and rangshi content' I DO I'M SO FUCKING SOFT ABOUT THEM RN TT0TT#(I'll take a szeto and kuruk novel idc if kuruk's story was basically summarized i'd love to hear more uwu)
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the dashboard osmosis has zapped your blorbos into my subconscious bc despite not having read a word of svsss last night I dreamed about a musical adaptation of it. thought you should know. (the dream musical kind of slapped btw)
OH MY GOD??? that sounds incredible holy shit now all I can think about is which scenes would make good songs. this is amazing omg I'm so glad my dashboard osmosis powers were strong enough to do this to you
#asks#scribefindegil#if you remember any details from the dream i would LOVE to hear them#i wanna know how this appeared in your dream lol#svsss is such a neglected stepchild when it comes to adaptations. all we have is an abandoned and terrible looking animated version#but A MUSICAL HOWEVER. here's how scum villain can still win#im not a musicals expert but im thinking about how this would be...#if it's capturing all three books then i think the most natural intermission point would be the self detonation scene#i've seen an animatic of that scene set to a cover of please please please that sounded like it was out of a musical#and that's kind of what i'm imagining. really dramatic really emotional. potentially a really stark shift from other songs involving sqq#oooh what if his songs tend to sound a little more modern than other characters'#or they have a particular motif that represents the system.... and then he hears that same motif from sqh and he's like HEY. WAIT A MINUTE.#anyway. back to self detonation. i think that would be an excellent place to end act one#bc the curtains lowering over binghe cradling his body would be SO good#and then you go to intermission and come back to absolutely ridiculous shenanigans and six balls#the climax of the story/love confession would probably really intense at first and then suddenly go soft when sqq reveals the jade guanyin#ouuughghgh thinking about teen binghe having an ''i want'' song as the protagonist#and then getting a fucked up reprise of it later on#isn't there an equivalent of ''i want'' songs for villains. i can't remember what it's called. but i think sqq should have that#just for funsies.#scribe you have given me SUCH brainworms this is excellent
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me: *is overwhelmed by multiple WIPs, writing assignment, essays, and newspaper articles, and-*
my brain: time to plan a new WIP!
#....yeah i'm brining back my POTC fic...#revamping and redoing it...#gonna give it a more horror edge heehee#(and also enemies to lovers romance mayhaps... delphine and capt. salazar have very bold and unwavering willpowers + trauma lol)#(and delphine isn't afraid to stare literal death in the face and talk down to him like a mongrel)#(.....even if she's fucking terrified on the inside)#also now she has a soft spot for astrology but hardly talks about it because women in science bad#but it makes her lowkey decent (not great) at navigating so she uses 'navigating' as an excuse to just look at stars lol#also sorry to literally everyone idk if anyone here is in the POTC fandom or not...but.........yeah...#i kinda am but also not really (mostly not really)#i'm literally in it only bcs of the 5th movie because mmmmm javier bardem as n ugly brooding goth ghost man mmmmmmm gimme#but yeah this fic is a lot like 'serpentine whispers' where i glance over the lore of the story and run with what the movies give us#i just turn the canon characters into my personal dolls that i hope still resemble their canon counterparts lol
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