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Love for Love's Sake - Lee Taevin (Tae Myungha role) commentary
[Extra content from Bluray boxset]
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[Translation by AmetistLex]
Q. What did you think when you received the script for "Love for Love's Sake"?
When I first read the script, I looked up the original novel. It felt like many different genres were mixed in this story, not only romance. So I thought if this story got made into a drama, it'll be an incredible series. That was my first impression of it.
Q. Are there any memorable adlibs?
Honestly, I like improvising on set a lot. But because my real personality sometimes slipped in, a lot of moments ended up being edited out. For example, I remember in the scene where I'm choosing sport shoes for Yeowoon and Sia was holding blue and white pair. I picked the blue shoes, but then looked at the second pair and said "Should I buy them as well?~". But it got cut.
Q. Any story about post-recording?
We had a lot of scenes filmed outside. When there was a lot of sounds of grasshoppers and crickets, we had to do really long dubbing sessions. I also ran a lot in the show and had to re-record my breathing for those scenes as well, all those "huh"s. I remember that I ran very diligently in the recording studio while watching the footage to match my breath. I think I ran for 3-4 hours... I even had to re-record my crying again in the studio.
Q. What was difficult during filming?
Synchronizing Myungha and myself was the hardest part, of course. To be honest, I kind of like adding cuteness to my characters when I'm acting, as well as manly charm? Can I even call it like that? Some sweet vibes, to put it nicely. So matching it with Myungha and tuning these vibes down was quite tough.
Q. What was the most joyful thing about filming?
When we filmed the happy scenes of Myungha hanging out with Yeowoon? I think I there were the most joyful moments. And when we ate some tasty food with Yeowoon, like samgyeopsal and tteokbokki. I was very happy then.
Q. How much Myungha and Lee Taevin are in sync?
When I first read the script, I thought we were alike only for 10%. Myungha was a very tough character to approach. But after going through script readings and inspecting scenes over and over, I felt like Myungha was similar to me for 50%. And during filming, I think we ended up becoming almost the same person.
Q. Outstanding Cha Yeowoon scene in your opinion?
There are so many! Yeowoon has a 'pocari' (sports drink) and 'I love you' scenes. He has a lot of pretty close-up shots, I think they are outstanding because Yeowoon's face did a lot of work there. And there was that break-up scene... ah, not the break-up one, the scene where he said a lot of 'don't' phrases. "Don't run away from me", "Don't get close to me..." ah no, he wouldn't say that. But there's a scene where he said all "don't" lines, like "Don't avoid me". I think, Yeowoon really captured the emotions very well with his acting then, so I really love this scene.
Q. What are Tae Myungha's strengths and flaws in your opinion?
Myungha doesn't look like it but he cries very easily. That's his strength. Flaw? ...He cries too easily.
Q. Tae Myungha and Cha Yeowoon are still living well, right?
In the present time? Tae Myungha and Cha Yeowoon are very happy. Cha Joowan and Lee Taevin are living very well now too.
Q. How do you think the actor Lee Taevin will remember "Love for Love's Sake" after 10 years?
Oh, you mean LFLS Season 10 that we just finished filming a few days ago? Well, we finished it only a few days ago, so... We're having a great time!
*cut to serious face* LFLS is a project that went beyond being just work for me, it really managed to delivery a message to me. It was a project that made me contemplate about happiness, love and relationships once again. It changed the things I value and my perspective on life. I think even after 10 years, I'll remember it as a project that was able to change me into a different person.
Q. From Lee Taevin to fans?
Dear Residents*, thank you for always supporting me. Some of you know me through LFLS, some residents are from my MyTeen (idol group) days. I hope you know for sure that the support from you gives me a lot of strength. I'm sincerely happy thanks to you. I hope you are happy too. Thank you.
Please don't ever forget LFLS. Thank you.
(*Taevin's fandom is "Taevin's Village" and fans are called "Residents" **I'm not sure about English translation that's used, I'm translating directly from Korean xD)
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#love for love's sake extra content#love for love's sake#love supremacy zone#lfls#lee taevin#tae myungha#lfls myungha#korean bl#kbl#he's a precious human being#if joowan and taevin could they'd film 100 seasons of this bl i swear#dropthemeta lfls
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I need more of your thoughts on the prequel and sequel 👀👀 please yap away my friend
LMAO and yap away I will!
I'm always excited for sequels, especially because there's SO MUCH we've yet to see about the Moriyamas!!! I need those bitches vanquished, seriously it's not a want, it's a need, and there's simply not enough time left for it in Jean's trilogy
I still think one book might not be enough??? But Nora was clear that #2 Kevin Day only needs 2 books... and since one is a prequel, we are left with only one sequel
I guess TSC3 will set things into motion and they'll be finalized in TQG?
Even if it's just one standalone sequel, I think it's a good idea to have if from Kevin's POV because he has insights on that family no one else has
I really, truly HOPE/WISH/NEED Nora is going in that direction, the "let's take down the Moriyamas" route, and Kevin can reasonably be the key to that
So I'm excited and I would be SUPER disappointed if nothing major happened in that regard
I just see no point in making one standalone sequel from Kevin's POV unless we see the fall of the Moriyamas, you know??? Like, what's the point otherwise?
Nora said she had originally planned a #4 AFTG book from Neil's perspective, about the new freshmen, the game against the dismantled and crumbling Ravens, etc. but then she realized it wasn't needed, there wasn't enough plot for a whole book: the Foxes' story was over
So if we're getting a sequel from a current Fox, there must be a specific reason why
(🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾 PLEASE NORA PLEASE LET THERE BE A REASON 🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾)
If it was a trilogy, I could understand, it means Nora just wants to analyze Kevin's character and give him an arc of some kind; maybe a trilogy set at the same time as AFTG, giving us Kevin's perspective of canon events? Or a sequel trilogy showing how Kevin handles being in the world on his own after graduation? An ex Raven, former Fox, dealing with the real world? Both could work
But a single sequel?
Set right after TSC where criminal trials and Testuji's role are still up in the air?
Titled The Queen's Game?
Come on, the Moriyamas are getting what they deserve, right?
RIGHT?
I really hope/think Nora will use this one sequel book to tie up all the loose ends TSC3 will inevitably leave us with, because there's just not enough time to resolve everything in a trilogy finale
So I'm excited and hopeful and would be EXTREMELY disappointed if we got nothing, no justice, no freedom for our Foxes and Trojans
It would make no sense to me
Like, for example, I'm not particularly interested in reading a book about Kevin joining the Houston Sirens, aka Thea's team, and see their relationship develop. Nora recently made a post trying to "redeem" Thea to an extent, where she acknowledged that canon!Thea did not leave a good impression (but then she makes it all even worse in TSC? Nora, what are you doing?), but I'm just not interested in a KevThea book 🤷🏾♀️
It has to be something else
One book... The Queen's Game... The Moriyamas are getting 🔪
That's the only thing that makes sense to me 😭😭
Now...
About the prequel...
I'm terrified.
Like, I straight up don't know if I'll read it.
I'll most likely wait until my friends finish it and can give me a trigger warning list lol (laughing not to cry)
Because Nora undeniably has a fixation, even a fetish, for torture, sexual assault, violence in general
And the only thing worse than a story set in the mind of someone who survived the Nest and is out of it now (Jean, Neil in part) is reading a story SET IN THE NEST
Even if it's from Kevin's POV and he was never assaulted
I just don't trust Nora to be respectful and realistic when it comes to portraying abuse in a cult. She loves exaggerating the violence, in a way that can be triggering for anyone. So I don't know what I'll do.
One thing I'll say tho, it's that Kevin's POV is needed at this point
In 2024 Nora shared her list of favorite Foxes in order and it goes: Neil, Andrew, Kevin (etc.etc.)
And in the tags she said:

WELL NORA TSC AND TGR DIDN'T HELP!!!!
Now we dislike Kevin even more 😭
Because what do you mean he knew Jean was being raped? What do you mean he shrugs it off? What do you mean he was never raped because "they had no reason", implying that Jean gave them a reason to do that, brought it upon himself 🤢?
What do you mean he is the exact same type of arrogant, bossy hypocrite with Jean he is with the Foxes?
You really thought Jean and Jeremy's perspective of him would make us like him more??? And makes us think that you love Kevin???
In what universe?? 😭
A "non-Fox perspective of him" made Kevin look even worse
She really thought TSC would make us see Kevin in a more positive, kinder light???? (same for Thea)
So yeah, if she wants to redeem Kevin, his POV is absolutely needed at this point
Show us Kevin's humanity, his insecurity, his loneliness, make us relate to him, in a way that goes beyond the cowardice and hypocrisy shown in AFTG and TSC
(though considering Nora's track record, she could have Kevin fully say "Jean deserved it" and then be all *shocked Pikachu face* when people still hate him 🙄)
Now, what could The Perfect Court be about?
Riko, obviously
But when?
Are we getting the Riko-Kevin backstory? How they met, grew up together, joined the Nest and survived Tetsuji's abuse by clinging to each other?
How Jean disrupted the fragile balance they had found, how Riko descended into madness once given absolute power over another human?
Is it going to end with Riko shattering Kevin's hand, the ultimate act of fraternal betrayal?
And then fade to black, and the rest is history?
... or is it going to start with Riko breaking Kevin's hand?
Is the whole book going to be about Kevin knocking on Waymack's - his father's - door and joining the Foxes? So a direct prequel to AFTG? With lots of flashbacks about the Nest and Riko's Perfect Court delusions?
Or a mix of both? The first half is Kevin-Riko in the Nest, the second half is the fallout?
I don't know. But I know it's going to be graphic. And I don't think I'm ready
But for the sequel, I am SAT
#aftg#nora sakavic#kevin day#neil josten#jean moreau#jeremy knox#jerejean#thea muldani#riko moriyama
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So im actually new to post on here but i wanted just somewhere to post about my Naruto swapped AU, also just to clarify im a narusasu truther but i have nothing against any ship as long as you're not toxic im an idgaf warrior tbh
Okay so, in this au i designed Naruto and Sasuke specifically, i only designed the two yet but i'm going to design sakura and kakashi!! I will post their design as soon as im done though

So here was my first sketch i ever drew of sasuke in that au, i wanted to get an idea of the overall look, still staying as close as canon as possible, a design he would ACTUALLY wear, also i love tansuke dont mind me
Here is the final product but PLEASE dont mind my anatomy it was from months ago, im gonna draw him again dw
In that au sasuke has a necklace from his family, the only thing he has left of it. Itachi was the one wearing it before, but after he slaughtered the uchiha he felt unworthy of wearing the uchiha necklace so he dropped it to sasuke, sasuke keeps it as a reminder to never forgive itachi.
Honestly it's just as close as possible of a sasuke staying at the village design i could come up with

Here is the Naruto design, here there is more to say than my sasuke design so let me start
Naruto wears a grey shirt with an obi (?) I dont really know how to call it, with 9 little ropes falling representing kurama's tails. Each one has a red pearl holding kurama chakra for battles in case Naruto needs it for stronger attacks. His orange design on his shirt was supposed to be kurama as well but i was lazy.... his little braids are a little reference to menma.
For the chakra training part, im gonna tell the story of the au, honestly im still building it. It's been 6 years since i last saw Naruto original and finished shippuden a year ago so in case you have any idea for that au im open !
Naruto never met iruka in that au, after stealing the forbidden scroll and getting attacked by the guy i forgot his name, the hokage came search for Naruto and saved him, scolding him etc. Naruto held frustration until chunin exams, in the end of the exam he actually lost it and destroyed half of the village, stopped by obito. Obito bringed Naruto to the akatsuki, training him with intensive chakra training, his arm was burnt so often by the training his body wasnt been able to keep up, making permanent marks.
Sasuke in that au still seeks the path of revenge but seeing Naruto go crazy he was shocked, in that au sasuke wants to save Naruto AND kill itachi, still resenting the village deep in his soul. He transforms his hatred into determination, kakashi helping him to handle his hatred like he can.
In that au sasuke isolates a lot, pushing people around him aside. He works on himself to actually have self control. Honestly it's all i could come up with, maybe i'll modify. I was thinking making jiraya know Naruto earlier, so he can give advices to Sasuke on how to save Naruto (?) Also about orochimaru maybe making an arc about him ? Anyway tell me what you think about this au so far please be kind about it 💔
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are there any crpgs that u would recommend? i'm still mourning what veilguard could have been and want something else to play :')
i feel like all my recommendations are entry level because these games are SO long it's taking me forever to work through even the most popular ones. but my main recs for someone disappointed with vg are:
rogue trader - i think this was maybe the first rpg i finished after playing vg? it was so refreshing to play a game that doesn't treat you like a child, it lets you roleplay the nastiest most evil character ever while beating you with the consequences of your actions the entire time. the main story is just Fine and falls apart towards the end but the companions and the general atmosphere make up for it sooo much.
disco elysium - recommending disco elysium on tumblr feels redundant but if you HAVEN'T played it and want a crpg that deals with politics and lets you roleplay a variety of viewpoints. well. it's disco elysium.
planescape torment - i'm actually working my way through this one for the first time right now (very slowly) and it's good! super heavy on writing with nice prose without being overwrought (which is an issue i have with a lot of crpgs that try too hard to be wordy). it's pretty dated and actually giving me more trouble than i usually have with this era of crpg, but there are plenty of guides out there for the puzzles.
bg1/bg2 - if you want more bioware then the original baldurs gates are soo worth a shot. i still haven't finished bg3 but i've played these through multiple times. there's a bit of a learning curve that can be frustrating (you start VERY weak. a mage will have 5 hit points and a tutorial rat will kill you) but once you get past it the games are just so fun - there are so many guides and tutorials out there, and in theory if you can enjoy origins this shouldn't be a massive leap. the writing is pretty silly but i really enjoy the story, the first game attempts a very rudimentary morality system that ties to the main quest and it's pretty cool to see it in action. the second game is also way more advanced than the first and imo its companion quests are better than dai's.
fallout 1/2 - the original fallout games are kind of known for having really good roleplay, interesting political commentary/satire and branching choices. i personally really don't vibe with them (not a massive fallout enjoyer ngl. new vegas is fun but overall i'm just not into the setting) but i feel like they're not talked about on here as much as some other crpgs so i thought id mention them.
#ask#anonymous#i think when im done with planescape and my farm sim fever has died down ill#start working through some indie ones#i played the first shadowrun game a year or so ago. it was Fine but i've heard the second one is a lot better#i should probably finally finish bg3 though ughhhhh#i like bg3 it's just overwhelmingly big and i always take several months off after finishing act 1. and then i forget everything and#there have been several patches so i feel like i should restart#so ive done act 1 so many times and only actually been in act 2 once
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a short Roy/Jamie fic for @mccorky, who wanted Roy showing off his dance moves for Jamie in the kitchen.
Jamie’s taken up more of the cooking, thank god. Roy always ends up staying later now, and he was getting tired of coming home to Jamie sitting on his arse, looking at TikToks, wondering where dinner was. Or worse, eating takeaway that was not meal-plan approved.
When he comes home after training tonight, Roy’s ears are immediately assaulted by— he doesn’t even know what, just loud. “Christ!” he exclaims as he walks into the kitchen. “This might sound half decent if you fucking turned it down.” And now his eyes hurt too. Jamie’s been cutting onions, he can tell.
“What’d you say?” Jamie waits a moment for a response, and then he sticks his tongue out.
“The cheek on you.”
“Right here,” Jamie says, and he turns his arse towards Roy, who rolls his eyes and gives it a light playful swat anyway. “Now give us a kiss.”
“Fucking hell,” Roy says, but he’s not-so-secretly happy to do it. He wraps his arms around Jamie’s waist, and snuggles against his back, kissing his neck. “What are you making?”
“White bean chicken chilli,” Jamie says, snuggling back agains Roy. “Saw it on YouTube. It’s got—” He puts his spoon down and starts counting on his fingers. “Chicken.”
“And white beans?”
“Shut up.” It rolls casually off Jamie’s tongue, no heat behind it, and he continues. “Onion, jalapeño, corn, and avocado.” He turns around in Roy’s arms, so they can actually get a good look at each other, and he bats his eyes. “Sound alright?”
“Sounds fucking delicious.” Roy gives him an actual kiss, and Jamie practically melts against him. “I missed you,” he murmurs.
“I saw you two hours ago,” Jamie says, kissing him again.
Roy pulls back. “And?”
Jamie smiles. “I missed you too.” Then he steps out of Roy’s arms and turns his music back up. “Now fuck off, old man, I’m busy.”
“Nice welcome home,” Roy says. It’s really not so bad, since he can take a step back and watch Jamie’s hips sway to the rhythm of the song. Even if it is still way too loud, it’s a pretty sight.
Roy grabs a beer from the refrigerator, and drops down at the kitchen table. He takes a drink, and settles back in his chair. “You looked good out there today.”
Jamie glances over his shoulder and winks. “Yeah, I know. You too, Coach.”
“Hmm.” Roy takes another drink, and chuckles as he watches Jamie start tapping his feet to the music, like he’s trying out some fancy footwork. “You going on Strictly?”
“I’d fucking win it too,” Jamie says, and he does a dramatic spin before settling back in at the stove, his feet still moving. “If you distract me, dinner’s gonna be late.”
“You’re the one distracting me,” Roy says. “What are these moves?”
“Uh, I’m an amazing dancer,” Jamie says. “You’ve seen me. Remember NSYNC?”
“How could I forget,” Roy says. He keeps watching Jamie’s feet, and he laughs.
“Fuck off,” Jamie says. “It’s not like you’re any better.”
“Fuck off, I am,” Roy says.
“I’ve never seen you dance,” Jamie says. Roy doesn’t say anything, so Jamie turns around. “Have I?” Roy shrugs, amused, and Jamie’s eyes widen. “Royth. Why haven’t I seen you dance?”
“Because I don’t like to show off.”
“You fucking love it, egotistical prick,” Jamie says.
Roy gestures towards himself with his beer bottle. “You’re talking to me?”
“Course I am,” Jamie says. “You’re saying you’ve got secret moves?”
“I am.”
“Let’s see ‘em.”
“Not so secret then.”
“I’ll give you a handjob later in the bath.”
“You were gonna do that anyway.”
Jamie sighs. “Please, Roy?” he asks, voice all quiet and soft and goddammit he’s playing Roy like a fiddle but it’s working. “It’d mean an awful lot.”
“Oh fuck off,” Roy says, and he pushes his chair back with a loud scrape. “At least turn the music down a fucking little, please. I can’t think.”
“Okay,” Jamie says eagerly, and he turns it down. He also checks on the chilli, then takes off his apron. “Let’s see then.” He takes Roy’s hand, and looks down in shock when Roy puts his other hand on Jamie’s waist. “Uh—”
“I’m leading, you twat,” Roy says.
“Whatever.”
“What are we even listening to?”
“Aaron Burr.”
“The vice-president?”
“Yeah.”
“Fucking hell.” Roy squeezes Jamie’s hand, and smoothly begins, stepping to the left, then back. He really gets into with it a rock step, and then he’s off, with Jamie stumbling to keep up.
“What the fuck is this, Roy,” Jamie says.
“The cha-cha.”
“When the fuck did you learn the cha-cha?” Jamie keeps looking down at their feet, in confusion or awe or maybe both.
“Twenty years ago,” Roy says. “Needed help with my footwork.” He does a spot turn, leaving Jamie staring at him. “Thought you could dance.”
Jamie rolls his eyes. “Not like this. Shit, Roy.” He starts trying to mimic Roy’s footwork, matching some steps but missing others. He laughs in delight and surprise, and Roy smiles back. Nice to know he’s still got it. “You have to show me.”
“You need to finish the chilli.”
Jamie rolls his eyes. “We can get takeaway.”
“No, we fucking can’t.”
“Fine.” Jamie glances back at the stove. “I’ll finish it. But do another turn for me?”
Roy does just that, and Jamie’s on him in a second, arms around his neck.
“That was fucking hot, Roy.”
Roy gives him a quick kiss. “Chilli.”
“No fun.”
“Naked cha-cha later?”
Jamie light ups. “Very fun. Deal.”
“Deal.”
#the song is crazy by leslie odom jr#as per request#i'm still really just working on my original story#i'm about to embark on the third draft#but i could still come up for air and do this#i hope you like it#roy kent x jamie tartt#ted lasso fic#ted lasso#jamie tartt#roy kent
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hotel manager
#zeno's art#i'm not sure if i should tag the show itself as i'm not a fan but i guess its “fan”art so i will#hazbin hotel#charlie hazbin hotel#vivziepop#i was bored and wanted to draw something#my main goal here was to create a design that looked distinct and could (potentially) be moderately easy to animate#of course based on charlie's character i added as many angel images as possible through the hair and bowtie#(i know white on white is a character design sin but i wanted to show the angel wing detail ;w;)#also to express the personality and juxtaposition of a sweet devil her horns are supposed to curve into a heart shape#of course the garterbelts are upside-down/st peters crosses because of her satanic themes#i also tried to go harder into the goat theme but its still subtle i think#i actually think the goat theme is really interesting because of the story of the sheep and the goats in the bible#but i cant remember if it was actually something intended in her original design#i'm not going to draw anyone else so dont even anticipate that#this was basically a cooldown? ok i think i'm rambling now#goodbye#ok edit to say it clearly: i am not a fan of vivziepop or her work. i just wanted to redesign charlie as a cooldown/exercise for fun#because i used to be a fan of the character before i wised up about what vivzie had and has done#and before i matured and noticed the cracks and fundamental flaws in her works#so yea i dont support her at all and this redesign is critical i guess#also the reason why the tag “vivziepop” is there in the first place is so that anyone who has that tag silenced can scroll past#without seeing anything related to her work. in case that clears anything up#its the same reason why i tag “long post” and “food” and the like
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Siblings, wonder how they're doing now
#tropical's art#art#digital art#my OCs.........#Well they all began as a RP with one of my friends#I feel like I told this story before in some tags somewhere but whatev#All three of these guys are actually children on of my old OCs and one of theirs#Jace is legit just a combination of his parent's names (Ace and Jaslyn)#The guys from that other original story work I have on ao3#I should just post all of it one day...... not today though!#Also Aria and Janna “Jazz” have deviated a bit from their original old story selves#So has Jace actually#aaaagh I'm getting nostalgic again hashtag Old Story#Lowkey still have Old Story in my head somewhere just thinking about that timeline of events#AU at this point lol#Well the newest story is an AU at this point while Old Story is the original#And of course the multitude of other AU crossovers for things I really like/liked#Speaking of which Jace is also a paranormal mercenary of sorts! Woah he and Kevin should interact#(Jace is way more extreme than Kevin but regardless of that I think they'd be chill disregarding the murder)#(Also the liked thing is not for CL16 or AG67 I'm still into those lol I'm talking about like)#(MHA or Valorant or JJK and the AUs I had for a bit)#(Only one person knows how much I got into these things shout outs to them and also apologies for yapping)#(It WILL happen again on my tumblr sometimes I'm no longer constrained to dms)#(That's why I made this blog actually just a place to dump OC stuff once I got comfortable enough)#(But then CL16 and AG67 happened)#Okay that's enough lore about me today byeee#tropical's OCs
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I've had Otta for a while and finally decided it's time I show her to the world via this template (made by @emo-hermit)! I also decided that since Haniel does become a patient at some point in their story I could also use this as an opportunity to rant about them more. So get ready for a big ol block of text about these two under the cut:
Otta:
So as the template states, Otta was a pediatrician who worked in a town not too far from Middlesea. She had worked there for a quite few years, but unfortunately she was laid off from her job. After that happened, she started to look for a new job, but with little success. She had always had issues with SVT, but the stress she was under (as well as a lack of sleep from said stress) started to cause it to act up a lot more. This came to a head one day while she was passing through Middlesea in order to get to an interview the next day in the next town over. While boarding a bus, a particularly bad SVT attack caused her to faint and end up in Middlesea Hospital.
Early on in her stay there she is absolutely not a happy camper. Her premise initially was that she is the one person who really questions a lot of the strange happenings around the hospital. Especially at first, she is very much not okay with how weird the hospital is. She sees the guys with swords (one of which can take their head off like it's no big deal), musical treatments, and an intern that is literally just an arm that snakes around the hospital and she's like "nope this place is insane I hate it here." She wanted to leave as soon as she could but she ended up having to stay after her SVT symptoms kept returning. During her first week there she spends a lot of time holed up in her room, refusing to leave or interact with anyone (except Ada, she's the one person that Otta can tolerate at first because she seems to be the most normal person there).
She does eventually start giving the hospital a chance after comforting the now human Haniel during a breakdown but it takes her a while to really warm up to anyone or anything. In the past she had had a lot of bad relationships with other people so she really wasn't too keen on interacting with anyone outside of the bare necessities. But over time she became more and more willing to talk with the people around the hospital. She's still very closed off though, rarely opening up to anyone about anything. The only person who really gets through to her ever is Haniel after the two of them begin to bond (Haniel is pretty much an unrelenting positive force so they eventually wear her down and get her to open up more).
Haniel:
As you may already know, Haniel started out as the Handtern in their early days at the hospital. But after a particularly strong encounter with connectifia abortus, the virus somehow changed them into a human (why? Who cares logic be damned). After this happens, they go through a bit of an adjustment period for a while before they eventually start to get the hang of being human. When they do, they focus a lot on the rhythm defibrillation system, being the main person to run it while Ian and Ada are focused on other tasks.
A bit later on though they end up learning that Edega is pushing Ian to create some sort of "miracle cure" upgrade to the system, putting a lot of strain on both him and Ada since Ian's working day and night on the system leaving Ada to be responsible for the patients. After hearing this, Haniel offers to start helping out with more than just the system, taking on any and every task they are capable of handling. At first it goes pretty well, but when the tasks keep piling up, they start to sacrifice sleep (or any real rest for that matter) in favor of working in order to keep up. The last thing they want is to put any more work back on Ian and Ada's shoulders, so they are more than willing to practically work themself to death to do so.
Eventually the constant strain starts to become a problem, and they start to experience chest pains. They had one particularly bad episode while treating Hailey, who went and got Ada to help them. After that they had to have their heartrate monitored like the rest of the residents in the hospital. They were not very happy about this since they didn't want Ada and Ian to have to worry about them (the last thing they wanted was to add more work to their plate).
At some point they have another encounter with connectifia, and when this happens they find out that the virus has a very negative effect on them now that they're a person (likely a side effect of the virus having been what them human to begin with). Even being in proximity to it can cause them to become sick, and their heart with race and glitch similar to the insomniac when this happens. Interactions with the virus cause them to be pretty delirious for a period of time, where they will talk as if they think they are still just the hand (making comments like how they can see their hand despite there being no mirrors around or how they can't stretch it as far as they should be able to). Their eyes will also glow a faint purple color when they're sick. These effects last a varying amount of time depending on the strength/duration of the encounter, but they do wear off after a while.
Anyways that's all the ranting about them I'll do for now. At some point I plan to go a lot more into these two (both the ongoing story they have going on and their relationship with each other since it plays a pretty integral role in said story) but that's a rant for another day. I hope you liked reading this little bit about these two though! Also I am planning on opening asks on these two later today so if you want to learn more about them absolutely take advantage of that!
#rhythm doctor#Haniel oc#Otta Pace oc#my art#funny thing is Otta was originally an idea I had for a human intern before I made Haniel#I wanted to make a human intern cause I saw other people doing cool story stuff with their interns that I couldn't really do with the hand#I thought people might find it stupid that I just turned Handtern human (originally their human design was literally just for the fusion AU#but then I was like eh who cares if it's stupid I want to have fun with my characters the way I want#it's especially fun with human them having been the hand before since it has a lot of potential for interesting story/character stuff#I'm still glad I made Otta though because she's become really enjoyable to work with and a good character to play off of Haniel#The two are very polar opposites in how they act so cramming them together in a goofy found family type situation is very fun
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man considering i haven't actually done all that much this week I'm like exhausted.
#part of me is tempted to go to take a shower and go to bed a little early and just read for a bit#idk i've been like ready to sleep by 10p lately and i'm usually wide awake after 1a#wild what grief does to your body#what do you mean i physically couldn't eat for like 4 days just because i was so heartbroken???#what do you mean i'm like ready to pass out 4 hours before i usually go to bed???#i've been sleeping about the same as usual at least#and! i ate my first full meal since saturday. been just snacking all week cause my stomach was doing loops this whole time#i miss blue so much but i've been at least doing dishes and a load of laundry each day#even if i'm not working on the bigger stuff i had originally planned i'm still trying to keep to my routine#the routine helps a lot with this even though half that routine revolved around mom#also i got distracted mid sentence because someone cosplayed as lara croft ran by while i was crafting lol#i got all upset today watching the xbox stream cause the one game was one mom really wanted to check out#and the story is about a mom and daughter. so it immediately made me cry#yes i will be getting it after i get my budget figured out yes i will probably be a sobbing mess playing it for multiple reasons
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diska just ended????
#crtm#dgmw i love following stories as they're developing and i'm excited for s4 or whatever but.#nothing's better than plowing through a story only to get the final arc as a dripfeed#i just started diska today...........#excited to see how it turns out tho i'm in love so far. i really love small town supernatural stuff. that was actually my first campaign#and the whole timeline thing seems really fun to do as a gm i'd love to steal that conceit for a campaign of my own#crossing my fingers the new season will be country/folk i think i would actually kill for that#even just country or folk on their own would be very fun#oh thoughts on pop/rock finale. i love a melancholic ambiguous ending and while i liked what was there it was a little too sappy#a little too. everything in its place. so i was somewhat sad we didn't get luke's original ending. but im still pretty satisfied overall#oh and the extra mini seasons i'll get around to eventually. personally i enjoy a gigantic story and i'll only listen to the smaller stuff#when i'm caught up and im desperate for more. thats how i always do it with podcasts#dont think i have any other thoughts for now. oh i guess the morena drawing. i'm struggling way too much with the hair#but i'll try working on the face and see how that goes. it might just be a wip forever
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Devastating that you had ten peaceful years to get into Jean and Jeremy but you only became interested in them when your headcanons got an expiration date... Like yeah Ill always keep smoker Jeremy in my heart no matter what Big Canon tries to sell me but it is a lowkey hilarious turn of events for you. Here you dropped this *hands you a cardboard L*
BAHAHA (takes the L) thank you............................... to be honest ive always liked jean and i never really cared for jeremy beyond his friendship with kevin and those opinions haven't changed so much as they have evolved. i still don't think much of jeremy beyond that he's funny and a good man, and i'm glad he's a good captain for jean, but there's not much investment here. perhaps the new book might make him more worthwhile to think upon, but truly there's very little about jeremy that makes him interesting or engaging to me beyond the amusement of his dynamics with jean and kevin. i daresay that as a protagonist for tsc he'll be the weaker end
BUT YEAH IT'S TRAGIC. it's all very tragic. i'm not looking forward to ten years of fanwork getting disproved or rendered useless, and to me, that's the most awkward part about the timing of tsc's release. i don't think there's anything anyone could do about this, or if there was any way nora sakavic could've timed it better, but i guess it's just still a little sad to think about. personally i'm not excited for the influx of post-tsc release content that suffocates the fan content made in the past ten years
#everyone can do whatever they want forever of course but you know what i mean? its a little sad#i feel like if we got tsc in 2018 or 2019 it wouldve been. not ideal but not as awkward#i dont know really fandom is not a recent phenomenum but it's still new enough that we've never dealt with things like this#in the publishing industry#if tsc is perfectly in line with all of the fandom's hcs it will feel pointless#if it isn't it'll feel like a study case in disproving the general consensus#i guess my point is just that it's delicate. it's all very delicate when it comes to stories like aftg#and i'm sure nora sakavic is more than aware of this#which again brings me to the point that if the writer has to conform the fandoms hcs to avoid harrassment or mass rejection#and it is in her best interest to do this because writing is after all her breadwinner#then what is the point of the book? and how can it be respected as an original piece of work?#anyway i dont know really. i dont know. hopefully my concerns are unfounded#lost my train of thought theres a cute fuzzy little bee buzzing around me#asks#jeremy#jean#tsc
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today sucked the life out of me ya Allah
#nothing particularly happened#well actually multiple things happened but none of them are that big of a deal im just tired#yesterday the ppt file for my presentation corrupted as i was finishing it :') didn't have autosave on :'))#had to redo the entire thing from scratch. i was working on it all week too for god's sake#finished by like 4am today and i had to be up by 8 for uni so i barely slept#the presentation was fine i think given i had to do everything again last minute but ik the original version was better#my blood pressure was through the roof the entire day for some reason. felt my pulse in my head for the whole day#fitting because our pbl case this week was about hypertension😭#called my dad to make sure he went to get his meds renewed...#i'm really worried about him he refused to go to the doctor again aslan but i sat him down and we had a long talk about it#alhamdulillah he agreed to go. only for them not to have his diabetes meds in stock💀 bas ya3ni it's good that he went anyway#my mom is a different story she's so stubborn i swear#had an argument with her today about letting me work again to lift a bit of the workload off her since money is still so tight#and she got pissed at me#so now im tired unrested have a migraine and my mom is mad at me what a day bgad#ya Allah
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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m#SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work#and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks#in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate#i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's#- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight#so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh#i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me#“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story#if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit#i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels#and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing#as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit#there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved#and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community#we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future#fauxtrainpost.txt
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Randomly remembered the half-reason i call my oc-verse by the name it has while laying in bed. One-half of the reason i still knew, but I had forgotten what had truly, really cemented it jointly until now
(it was a song from my favourite band I haven't listened to in a while.)
(the song fit so well at the time, still does, that i needed to hold onto it for the main protagonists forever, by partially naming their story in reference.)
Does this explanation make any sense? Does anyone know why I'm tearing up remembering this. Aahh
#(I'm emotional because I've been feeling bad about it all lately. enjoying things I make I mean—art or ocs or frivilous things.)#(So remembering that song and when it came out. That I couldn't see them in person. But i held onto it my own way. As something I loved)#(Something I still do love a lot... Parts of me saying no—you don't hate it. No. I'll help you remember more. I'm a little misty about it.)#The song is just The Killers - Run For Cover. I couldn't see them in person all those years ago—family went without me.#All my new oc rework with Zin and Hunter and Caia were like a year old or so.#It's a little silly. But the character Zin's derived from was a lightning mage so I stuck to it—I like monhun's zinogre for what its worth#So there's recurring theme and imagery. Thunder's not lightning but the sound and the feeling after the flash the flame and strike.#There's that meaningful thought—the story is the aftermath of a big tragedy. It matches what I like in monsters and other chars.#And at that time—my favourite band I missed out on puts out a really good song I download everywhere and it goes like:#He motioned me to the sky/ I heard heaven and thunder cry/ Run for cover/ Run while you can baby don't look back/ You gotta run for cover#And it goes on of course. The rest of the song's still really good. There's more that fits but point is; More evocative imagery.#So there. Why my bundle of OCs—Zinadia Hunter and Caia's story—is called Thunder 20XX. minus the 20XX. That's tongue-in-cheek#About some day I'll manage to make something tangeable or broadly shareable with them. I guarentee this century!#Thunder... oh my darling Thunder. Eight years man. More than that if I really want to count pre-rework INTO the complete original work. but#I like that it's definably 8. I like that I remembered I've always loved them a lot. Always been my thing to lean on even by name...#I need to get to sleep. Ive gotten a little more emotional over one song than I'd rather regularly be. Give it a listen maybe? Goodnight#Armour clanking#I need an oc tag#What have you gathered to report to your progenitors?🎶Are your excuses any better than your senator's🎶He held a conference#and his wife was standing by his side🎶He did her dirty but no-one died🎶#I saw Sonny Liston on the street last-night black-fisted and strong singing🎶Redemption song🎶#He motioned me to the sky🎶I heard heaven and thunder cry🎶RUN FOR COVER#What are you waiting for—a kiss or an apology?🎶You think by now you'd have an A in toxicology🎶#It's hard to pack the car when all you do is shame us🎶Even harder when the dirtbag's famous🎶#I saw my mother on the street last night all pretty and strong singin🎶The road is long🎶#I said 'Mama I know you tried!'🎶But she fell on her knees and cried🎶RUN FOR COVER#Just run for cover - you've got nothin left to lose...
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Sometimes I really kind of envy you native English speakers who make writing and posting fics seem so fucking easy. With near perfect grammar and hardly any typos. Or those of you who are capable of writing & updating your fics whenever the muse hits you just right... and not like, once in six months. Actually, try two years lol.
Whereas me, a non-native speaker, who occasionally struggles even with basic English grammar:
I'm fine. Totally.
#personal#okay so i've been writing this one piece of fiction for a while now#actually two but i've seemed to put the other one on hold for a while at least#(i may have mentioned this already like five times during the past two weeks but my point is i'm still working on it)#many thanks to @ihni who recently gave me some words of encouragement <3 and ofc @catzy88 who gave me even more insp *saatananauru*#and i'm actually really kind of enjoying it because there's no pressure to write it and post it#i write it in small sections. whenever i feel like it. giving myself enough time to plan it and think about it. even getting new ideas#and for once i'm trying not to keep editing and fixing it as i go. i just write whatever crap comes to my mind and just let it flow#i try not to think about how many mistakes and typos i make because that way i'm never gonna get it finished#but at the same time... when it's finally time to go through it#fix typos. missing words. possibly poor grammar. i know i'm just gonna hate it so fucking much lmao#but i'm really trying my best here okay. and i'm trying not to rush it. for once#because i used to write like this as a teenager. when there was nowhere really to post your original stories (thank god for that)#so i did it in my notebooks. and i quite enjoyed it doing that way#and i'm not sure why i'm even rambling this because most of you are never gonna read it anyway lol. so who gives right#but it matters to me and i'm feeling good about writing again so here i am rambling about it. no matter if you care not. so cheers mateys <
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First Introduction
Hello intrigued, I am Weinbergii; I'm the person Whom made this blog. The Why:
To share the love I have for Dungeons and Dragons
To share the joy I have from the stories concocted with my friends and other fellow players.
To allow the players I roll/role with to be able to share and place inputs of their own should they choose.
To allow the players I role/roll with interact through this blog should they choose.
And My final why, to share my related drawings, in a way that combats my doubts, and the stories that birthed the art.
I hope you enjoy your time here.
#weinbergii#first post#new blog#D&D#dungeons and dragons#d&d 5e#beware homebrew#dnd homebrew#dnd#dnd art#dnd5e#dnd 5e#d&d art#wein talks#I don't know just how active I'll be in this blog with all genuinality#By the time I'm making this blog and post i've yet to tell the rest of the group#it honestly might just be me here#I do plan on reblogging at least my own art to my main blog#my main blog that i'm not very active on#haven't posted any art since i was really into undertale au/fandom#still like undertale but that's unrelated to this blog#My original group did try streaming our games#but the host made it very clear that we had to play for money#which doesn't work since we were all highschoolers with no internet presence#and that was our second campaign together#it also took all the fun out of trying to share the game with others =(#back to the functioning of this blog:#after or before reblogging to main; I'll likely reblog the art again but to this blog#and adding a bit of lore or story as to why i made the piece#I may also reblog other folk's stories and/or podcast fanart to this blog
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