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🎶The upcoming cast members🎶
I'm pleased to finally publicly announce that I'm part of the team working on this fantastic project!
🎶The Phantom of Sunny Day Jack🎶
Coming soon~
#Sunny Day Jack#Something's Wrong With Sunny Day Jack#SunnyDayJack#sdj#swwsdj#The Phantom of Sunny Day Jack#you have no idea how hard it was to keep quiet about this#the lines I wrote are going to be in this project#I'm still flailing#I hope you all enjoy it!
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Tbh i am not surprised that a person who openly talked about having drinking problems since 1d days, because of how crazy 1d worked has been agressive. What surprises me is people being surprised (they never seriously saw drunk person?). But i am also confused about this whole book. Apparently Maya said that that book is not fully bout Liam but compilation about her exes and some of the worst parts are not about him. But recently she said that the book is “ofc about him” so what is true then? Or did she meant it that ofc some parts are about him or that whole book is about him?
Sorry, just confused
I also am not surprised- we've learned so much more about the real stories of things and about the guys' actual lives over the last years, and the story that has unfolded around Liam has been totally consistent throughout if you've been following it, and so the information Maya is telling us is shocking and upsetting but not difficult to believe. I got an anon yesterday saying they were worried about getting similar revelations about the other boys, like "if Liam could be doing this we just don't know, any of them could", and while in a way that's always true I guess, anyone could be doing anything in private like... that doesn't really concern me. Because none of these Liam revelations are coming out of nowhere, there have been many MANY steps along the way leading us here if you've been watching, and he has talked openly about both his mental health struggles and his addiction issues. So to answer that anon... to find out something similar about Louis would in contrast contradict everything we know about him and no I'm not worried about it. Is he probably very irritating, absolutely, but an abuser or a loose cannon, well that news would shock me. But anyway as for the book I don't find it strange that she was nervous when it came out and treading lightly and later decided, fuck it. In the absolutely on point tiktok she dropped today (YES👏GIRL👏FUCKING TELL THEM👏) she even mentions attempts to keep her from publishing the book, presumably by Liam's team, that I am riveted by and cannot WAIT to hear more details about actually- like I said I don't find it at all strange that she was nervous and downplayed it a bit then. But if she says now that it's just about Liam, well, I would say it's been clear from the beginning that the book is their story. Maya herself brought up the parallel of songs being written about stuff and I think it's the same thing; it's true (she was in an abusive relationship that involved certain kinds of events) but maybe not 100% literal (I'm sure details were changed to make the story work, it's not like a word for word timeline of their interactions or whatever).
#maya henry#blah blah blah#re the tiktok also lmaoooo are people really saying she wants money her family IS RICH like RICH RICH#but hot damn the part about enabling UH HUH !!!!!#yep yep yep#in terms of the other guys and what would shock me... well obviously we know Zayn has also had a history of agression#and we know WAY too much about him being pushy about sex lol#I would not be shocked to hear he crossed a line... but think he's probably just a bit of a fuckboy#I absolutely do not trust Niall behind closed doors but the songs we have about him seem to tell a pretty consistent story;#self absorbed but basically harmless#harry... who tf knows what he is like outside of being with Louis but I would be shocked to hear of him being aggressive yeah#I have a lot of issues with him but taking advantage of people or being pushy are not even on the radar#and as for Louis... like I said yeah it WOULD shock me. I don't just love him because he has a nice face!#it's BECAUSE of the ways we do know him and know what he's like. because of his tenderness and care#and his consistent kindness and love#and his openness about his private side#so yeah- it would shock the hell out of me it really would#but then I think that anon also was worried about eleanor spiling smth about their relationship so we are not coming from the same place#my kneejerk response was I'm sure he paid her on time what else are you worried about lol#although out of everyone if someone was going to say he lashed out at them I suppose it would be her#it was probably one of the most difficult and frought relationships in his life#and one that he did not want#so! but still no it doesn't worry me#tbh there was one thing in mayas video today that did surprise me which was the premeditation#Liam actually planning using the fans against people and sneaking around doing stuff#I guess even believing everythign I had chosen to paint a picture in my mind of someone who was still#basically unaware of the wrong they were doing and more flailing than plotting#and that shakes me a little. and makes me very unhappy to hear#liam discourse
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVE...EVE! 🎃
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Staring at Twitter while the people there go about their day, waiting to see if anyone else is as feral as I am about the idea of Chloe having a soulmark that changes with Lucifer’s wings
#I wanted some sort of standing right over your shoulder or pressing your nose to the glass kind of gif#But Paula in stalker mode fits the vibe too lol#Sorry not sorry if the idea of Chloe having a soulmate tattoo on her back of Lucifer's wings that's so large#she can cross her arms over her chest and her fingers rest where the mark ends#makes me absolutely lose my shit#I feel nothing right now because my meds are wrong and I'm tired from keeping up with all the Lucitober fics this month#But I still feel THAT#*flails and collapses on the floor like a pile of pick up sticks*
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#i watched this scene with 陈老师 and said 好美我看着都想结婚 and he went 👀那再看一遍???? Jie jie...tell us more about 陈老师! 😊😊😊
ahahahahaha 来吧,吃吃我的瓜😂 if y'all have been following me on insta, y'all would've been Very Exposed to 陈老师 already, so......
OKAY so uhhhh some months ago, 秦律师 and i decided to call it quits. he was offered a permanent position back in hangzhou that paid a heck lot better and had way better benefits than his auckland firm, and it was just the kind of career move that he had to take (fair, i would've done the same). he asked me to quit my job to go to hangzhou with him, but uh because of a variety of reasons (a huge part of it was that giving up my career was a hard limit), i eventually said no. it wasn't a bad breakup, per se, but it was still :/ because we'd been together for about 3 years at that stage, and prior to this, we'd been very seriously talking about getting married???
enter 陈老师! so i'd actually known 陈老师 for more than a year at that point?? 陈老师 is a sound engineer working at the local tv station by day, and does some 直播(to pre-emptively answer an faq: 不露脸的那种,唱歌的)when he's free at night. we first met when i went with one of my clients to the station for an interview. we have quite a huge mutual friend circle but i'd never run into him before, but since we met at the tv station, we just.....sort of kept running into each other??
陈老师 says he had a crush on me from the moment he heard me quietly threatening my client not to say anything i told him not to say, but ahahahahaha it wasn't obvious until 秦律师 and i broke up imo. first 陈老师 started showing up at group events a lot more, then we started going out for coffees alone, and then we went through this super weird week where he kept calling me jiejie (because one of his friends told him that might do the trick) (it didn't but i was tempted 😂), and that sort of just progressed to him awkwardly telling me he likes me and then, get this, literally getting so embarrassed he had to run away before following it up again by wechat (over a song). it was weirdly cute. i said yes.
ANYWAY he's still a bit awkward, but he's found this trick where every time he want to express something Important, he'll do it by song so he doesn't mess it up, the concept is hilarious, but in practise it's actually quite heart-warming ahahahahaha all the covers i've put up on insta are songs 陈老师 covers and sends to me 🥰
#he's about two years younger and it's like his first relationship so everything is new for him and a lot of it is very funny#他的嘴是真的笨but i think i can mostly interpret what he's trying to express now??? it's just still funny to go 🤨 at him to watch him flail tho#he's recently learnt how to 撒娇 and does it SO WELL skfhsdjghjsga#the jiejie thing is making a comeback i hate that it works on me#anyway it's a cutesy relationship for now#i won't say i'm like expecting it to last for a very long time but man low commitment suits me so much better#ya he does send me a song every night to help me sleep when he's too busy to record he calls me to sing it to me#like i said super cutesy relationship#it's a 初恋 thing for him i'm doing my best to not traumatise him i know i know i do so much for my community#another faq: he does take suggestions if y'all want to suggest a song#asks#Anonymous#sarah talks about herself
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I think Claudia's death and his own role in it is really important for Lestat's development....but god do I wish he had been able to save her. The way I like to think about it is if Armand had saved Louis, Lestat could've saved Claudia and (maybe, hopefully) Madeleine.
#...i'm not going to write a fix it fic because i truly believe that defeats the point of their characters and the story that is being told#and i do dearly love the story that is being told#but at the same time!!!#claudia!!! madeleine!!#idk what if armand and lestat were telepathically arguing with each other during rehearsal#each trying to push the other to figure out some way to get louis out of this#armand still deceives louis about lestat saving louis bc then he can have louis to himself#and doesn't tell louis about claudia bc then louis wouldn't be tied so strongly to armand#anyway anyway#sam reid i am at your feet#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#finn's flailings#this is all me trying to work out a slow burn fix it polycule endgame lol#loulesmandiel
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What I said about The Incident or the Conversation: I'm fine. It's nothing.
Me days later listening to the same song on repeat:
#what in the hell is happening#i've written several pages in my journal about it#might be making a chart soon#with dates and utterances#so there's this coworker who was supposed to go with me#to see yefim bronfman last year#only he bowed out with no explanation#which is perfectly fine#i often fantasize about cancelling plans#and some musical journeys are best ventured alone#and nothing has ostensibly changed in our interactions#(right???????)#only instead of occasionally flailing for a few moments#in random bursts of information#here and there when our shifts briefly cross over#our captain and others sort of clocked our mutual chaos#and now it is sending me#we've been observed#and they're shipping it lmfao#or not#i just want a conversation with someone who can keep up with my bullshit honestly#but it is still breaking my brain#>.>#i feel like the mere seed of an idea#got planted somewhere in there#and now it is growing aggressively#and for the record: no just no#not happening for various reasons#.#(i'm pretty sure he's straight at any rate which would be a relief honestly and i swore off getting involved years ago im done. mostly.)
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In Wine and In Health - a Lotura Fic
I had the privilege of collabing with @anchoredtetherart for the recently publishing @loturazine!
Fic Summary: The marriage ceremony between Princess Allura and Emperor Lotor stalls for an unexpected and humorous reason.
You can read the story here on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43929658
And please support Ivy’s beautiful and amazing art she created for this fic:
https://at.tumblr.com/anchoredtetherart/when-i-promised-you-that-we-would-be-one-in-this/57hijayl55i5
#Voltron#Lotura#Lotor#Allura#Ahh I'm still flailing over this beautiful art piece#thank you so much Ivy for the fun collab!#I really enjoyed chatting space elves and brainstorming creative things together
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I don't know how to exist in a new fandom. I am so freaking awkward and anxious and have spent so long in ffviii where I have close, *deep* friendships, and at least recognize a lot of other active fan's usernames, and feel (with a few exceptions) accepted here.
And now I have this new fandom and want to flail and scream at how much I love some of the fic and art generated and finally understand from the *other* side of things why people say they feel a little unhinged if they do that.
#i'm still gonna be unhinged#i'm just going to feel really anxious about it#i haven't had a new fandom in like#15 years or something?#idk i kind of switched from vii to viii when all the compilation stuff was coming out#and i stalked--er--met irishais and had someone to flail about it with#and that was back in the livejournal days#i don't know how to fandom anymore
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me: *asks for a selfie*
me, after getting the selfie that I asked for:
#some of u are SO fucking cute#i can't believe this#y'all are just. Out There. Existing and having a whole day. A whole life even.#i think the people who get to see u every day are so lucky. SO so lucky.#I'm.. I'm sure this could easily be how i feel about like 12 of you at least (。ノω\。)#but oomfies has eyes that just fucking kill me (〒﹏〒) god.... 💕#a rush For Fucking Real#i am the kind of girl who is literally physically flailing around making noises having to do Everything but sit still bc I'm SO overwhelmed#in a good way. a gay way. a very very very very veryyyyyyy gay way. hi#😮💨 oh my god
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not to be dramatic but i would, with no hesitation, die for kim kitsuragi
#kim trusts you#KIM TRULY TRUSTS YOU#disco elysium#IM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#ok also i wasn't able to save titus cuz my check failed but guess what DE runs like absolute shit on the switch#so my game crashed and i was DEVASTATED#i had to replay again and ok i maybe accidentally got spoilers that kim ends up in the hospital (i didn't know HOW at the time)#and so i'm like oh shit i have to replay it what if kim ends up in the hospital this time#my second playthrough after the crash i was able to save titus by shooting that guy AND kim trULY TRUSTS MEEEEEEEEE#i'm still flailing about that#i need to like SCREAM at someone how fucking emotional i am about this#so instead i'll make this lil post#AND HE HEALED U WHEN NO ONE IN '41 CARED IM#hnnnnngh#BY FAR the most intense part of the game and i was on the edge of my seat throughout the entire altercation#holding my breath both playthroughs
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I kind of forgot about the FFIX collab with Ever Crisis because I dropped the game right when I started it. And as cute as Aeris is in the Garnet-style outfit, and Cloud looks fine. Sephiroth as Kuja. Sephija? Kujiroth?
Hmm. Well, screenshots not mine, but I'm rather disappointed.
The above two are from a tweet that's picking up traction, and it's funny because they announced his arrival and then noted how the lower half is so different. And I'm so sad!! They don't need to put Sephiroth in a bikini (but why not), but at least some shorts!?
The whole look is kinda uninspired to me, so I'm just a wee bit sullen over this collab. Amused and pleased at how cute the concept is... but the execution is so LACKING!!! (⌯ಠ⥟ಠ⌯)
#ff7 ever crisis whining#whining and flailing honesly!!#why they always do this to sephi fans!!#give us real service!#kuja gives us all his thigh all day every time#but sephiroth can't show off a lil!?#i'm still gonna try and pull for him!#and i dunno!#maybe if i get him#i'll actually stick with the game this time!#(pbft! doubtful!)
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Mark Zuckerberg mention in Succession means I can write a fic where he's there and it's not completely insane
#a little insane#but yk#yes i'm still on s2 but sh#kay this post is for you#finn's flailings#succession#zuck posting#ok but now i'm thinking about it....the kenstewy markwardo parallels...#they could be put into text instead of just floating around in gif form in that one post
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#i got Mad At Everything earlier for literally no reason#and i am not human enough today to go have an existential crisis in a tea aisle#so i have repotted half my plants and found a gnat infestation but they're all gone now#and i am now covered in potting soil and still mad#and i don't know why#and it's not my period because that was last week#i think the side effects of coming off meds really is hitting hard#and that's somehow making me madder lmao#anyway. i'm going to go. gif something. or something.#flails hands
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Surely I know someone who's read Doctrine of Labyrinths
#I want to have a writing conversation and bumble out some kind of plot#usually I would use Tea for this#but she has mom brain and is banned from reading DoL#I just want to tell someone: I hate modern AUs BUT Mildmay deserves to be a lesbian with a motorcycle#and have them flail all over and start pointing me in the direction of a plot#BACA Mildmay 'I'm not smart enough for college'#meets God's Gift to Gays Felix the Hot TA who has NO respect for academic conduct#still trying to figure out what sort of crime Mildmay is casually doing while teaching kids not to do crime#also??? plot????
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I feel so incredibly inept playing BG3 lol. I keep forgetting to disengage and have no idea how to make companions happy and am starting to wonder if Vix will romance anyone ahaha~
#randomness from a noctilucent cloud#don't mind me flailing over here#I'm only at level 3 and have hardly made any progress but STILL
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