#i'm still flailing

[yukidragon]

🎶The upcoming cast members🎶

I'm pleased to finally publicly announce that I'm part of the team working on this fantastic project!

🎶The Phantom of Sunny Day Jack🎶

Coming soon~

[statementlou]

Tbh i am not surprised that a person who openly talked about having drinking problems since 1d days, because of how crazy 1d worked has been agressive. What surprises me is people being surprised (they never seriously saw drunk person?). But i am also confused about this whole book. Apparently Maya said that that book is not fully bout Liam but compilation about her exes and some of the worst parts are not about him. But recently she said that the book is “ofc about him” so what is true then? Or did she meant it that ofc some parts are about him or that whole book is about him?

Sorry, just confused

I also am not surprised- we've learned so much more about the real stories of things and about the guys' actual lives over the last years, and the story that has unfolded around Liam has been totally consistent throughout if you've been following it, and so the information Maya is telling us is shocking and upsetting but not difficult to believe. I got an anon yesterday saying they were worried about getting similar revelations about the other boys, like "if Liam could be doing this we just don't know, any of them could", and while in a way that's always true I guess, anyone could be doing anything in private like... that doesn't really concern me. Because none of these Liam revelations are coming out of nowhere, there have been many MANY steps along the way leading us here if you've been watching, and he has talked openly about both his mental health struggles and his addiction issues. So to answer that anon... to find out something similar about Louis would in contrast contradict everything we know about him and no I'm not worried about it. Is he an abuser or a loose cannon, well that news would truly shock me to my core, I will be honest. But anyway as for the book I don't find it strange that she was nervous when it came out and treading lightly and later decided, fuck it. In the absolutely on point tiktok she dropped today (YES👏GIRL👏FUCKING TELL THEM👏) she even mentions attempts to keep her from publishing the book, presumably by Liam's team, that I am riveted by and cannot WAIT to hear more details about actually- like I said I don't find it at all strange that she was nervous and downplayed it a bit then. But if she says now that it's just about Liam, well, I would say it's been clear from the beginning that the book is their story. Maya herself brought up the parallel of songs being written about stuff and I think it's the same thing; it's true (she was in an abusive relationship that involved certain kinds of events) but maybe not 100% literal (I'm sure details were changed to make the story work, it's not like a word for word timeline of their interactions or whatever).

[marmotsomsierost]

I was talking to one of my old partners (who is still in the field) about some of the things i miss about being in the field, and one of the entirely-unrelated-to-EMS things was taking my little BB-K8 on adventures.

Lots of tiny flowers, random posting areas, pictures taken three hours after we were supposed to be off while still being 40min from the station...

A glorious, glorious 3 hours at Stinson Beach after dispatch forgot that we existed*

*malicious compliance. I beeped them three times over a 30min period saying we were clear of our call and asking if they wanted us back in-area or to post somewhere else, and on the third time they responded that 'standby' meant 'stand by until dispatch radios you' regardless of how long it's been since last contact. (My partner saw my face and was like '...oh no.')

Seeing a little bit of all the weird corners of the bay area was nice. Discovering all the tiny delicious hole in the wall eateries, even more so.

Definitely do not miss carrying people up or down 4 flights of stairs in the rain.

[musemelodies]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVE...EVE! 🎃

[amtrak12]

Staring at Twitter while the people there go about their day, waiting to see if anyone else is as feral as I am about the idea of Chloe having a soulmark that changes with Lucifer’s wings

[fakeoldmanfucker]

I think Claudia's death and his own role in it is really important for Lestat's development....but god do I wish he had been able to save her. The way I like to think about it is if Armand had saved Louis, Lestat could've saved Claudia and (maybe, hopefully) Madeleine.

[swan-orpheus]

What I said about The Incident or the Conversation: I'm fine. It's nothing.

Me days later listening to the same song on repeat:

[littlestarxmilkyway]

I kind of forgot about the FFIX collab with Ever Crisis because I dropped the game right when I started it. And as cute as Aeris is in the Garnet-style outfit, and Cloud looks fine. Sephiroth as Kuja. Sephija? Kujiroth?

Hmm. Well, screenshots not mine, but I'm rather disappointed.

The above two are from a tweet that's picking up traction, and it's funny because they announced his arrival and then noted how the lower half is so different. And I'm so sad!! They don't need to put Sephiroth in a bikini (but why not), but at least some shorts!?

The whole look is kinda uninspired to me, so I'm just a wee bit sullen over this collab. Amused and pleased at how cute the concept is... but the execution is so LACKING!!! (⌯ಠ⥟ಠ⌯)

[summonerluna]

I don't know how to exist in a new fandom. I am so freaking awkward and anxious and have spent so long in ffviii where I have close, *deep* friendships, and at least recognize a lot of other active fan's usernames, and feel (with a few exceptions) accepted here.

And now I have this new fandom and want to flail and scream at how much I love some of the fic and art generated and finally understand from the *other* side of things why people say they feel a little unhinged if they do that.

[hmmwellok]

not to be dramatic but i would, with no hesitation, die for kim kitsuragi

[nimblermortal]

Surely I know someone who's read Doctrine of Labyrinths

[mxanigel]

I feel so incredibly inept playing BG3 lol. I keep forgetting to disengage and have no idea how to make companions happy and am starting to wonder if Vix will romance anyone ahaha~

[keshimasu]

my one brain cell like ohmygod what if i made biscuit somehow for the purposes of allowing aizawa to be kidnapped or some shit

[fakeoldmanfucker]

Mark Zuckerberg mention in Succession means I can write a fic where he's there and it's not completely insane

[freakoutgirl]

my new boss started today and on one hand it was weird and awkward, and on the other hand ha! i'm not the new person anymore!

[fumiliar]

self-restraint is one thing kento prides on. he is a good man, or at least he tries to be. his eyes landed on your flailing figure, pinching his nose bridge to prepare himself. you, gojo, kento and shoko went out for drinks to celebrate the fact you 4 were still alive.

your mind was blank, you had no self-control, it was like the shame centre in your brain got turned off.

"oh my god!" you squealed in excitement. "my favourite song!" you stumbled off your bar stool, going to stand up on the table, gojo supporting your brave act.

kento acted quick. right when your foot landed on the table, you were pulled back by an immeasurable amount of strength, your back landing on someone's muscular chest.

"how drunk are you?" a gruff voice spoke right beside your ear, sending shivers through your whole body. your senses were already heightened, but at this moment, you could feel everything. you could hear the fastening rhythm of your heart, along with the steady rhythm of another's.

"earth to y/n~," satoru's singsong voice echoed through your empty head.

"yea, sorry," you shook your head, turning around to see kento's disapproving look. his hand keeping a deathly grip on your wrist, ensuring you were always close to him, in case you'd do something embarrassing, or at least that's what he tells himself.

"y/n, i'll bring you ho-"

"don'tt, you're such a party pooper nanamin! we were just getting started," the blue eyed man whined, he looked like he was about to start a tantrum.

"yeah, let's just wrap it up, i wanna go home," shoko agreed with kento, getting ready to leave. "i'll leave y/n to you, gojo, come." satoru following shoko like a sad puppy.

"let's go home," kento used his free hand to pack up your stuff, double checking if you took anything out of your purse.

"you're so hot when you take care of me," you freely complimented kento, his ears slowly turning beet red.

"i like you kento, you know that right?" you kept talking, kento's face slowly turning a darker shade of red. "why are you so red? are you having a fever?" you used your free hand to feel his forehead, even in your drunken state, you still worried about his health.

"no...y/n. i'm fine," he put your bag on your shoulder as he led you out of the establishment.

"ow....my feet hurt ken," you pouted looking down at your heels.

restrain yourself kento. restrain. was the only thing he could think off as he looked back at you. he didn't want to take advantage of your drunken self. he knelt down as he took of your heels, you bracing yourself on his back. he slowly took your hand of his back, putting down your heels on the ground to take off his blazer.

"up," his back facing you as he knelt down. you weren't going to waste a chance getting piggy backed. instantly, your arms slid around his neck as your legs trapped his torso. kento stood up, picking up your heels and adjusting his hold on you.

"comfy?" you nodded against his neck. "take this, and wrap it around your waist," he handed you his blazer. you instantly listened, wrapping the blazer around your waist, making sure you don't flash anyone along your way home.

"ken, you're so good to me," you mumbled, nibbling on his neck, eliciting a groan out of the man.

"you're such a tease," kento chuckled, smiling to himself at his current predicament.

"we're not even dating....hft," you sighed. kento let out a hearty laugh at your dissatisfaction.

"why do you want us to date?" kento asked making you even more disappointed.

"what woman doesn't want stability!" this time you were annoyed. you straightening your back, not leaning on kento's anymore. kento was still joyful, instead of responding to your annoyance, he loosened his grip on your legs, your instincts kicked in, quickly wrapping your hands around his neck once more to ensure your safety.

"were you about to drop me??" panic was evident in your tone, but kento was still amused. "answer me!" your hand hitting on his chest.

"y/n," kento sternly called out your name, abruptly stopping your abuse on his chest. "we're married love, isn't that the epitome of stability? why would i regress our relationship to just boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"huh?..." you were confused for a second, quickly looking at your hand. and there it was, glistening in the moonlight, your wedding ring. "oh.."

kento couldn't help but tease your drunken self, his self-restraint always wavering when it came to you. the prim and proper man turning playful in your presence, he just couldn't help it. he continued his walk home, occasionally giggling at your forgetful nature.

"i hope you don't forget this moment," kento muttered under his breath, knowing full well you would have no memory of this event, only a pounding headache to remind you of yesterday's events.