#i'm so sleeeeepy

[walterdecourceys]

thank god tomorrow is friday. and that i've planned ahead so that friday jay has a minimal workload

[demonsfate]

he crawls into your bed ( as you're sleeping ) & drops a chicken carcass at your feet. afterward, he curls up beside you to sleep.

[running-in-the-dark]

so! I've not been sleeping well lately. and I've gotta get through the next few months (of writing my stupid thesis) somehow. I need a lot of sleep to function. so I've decided to increase the dose of the medication that lets me sleep (an antidepressant) again. we only just reduced it earlier this year so I know it's fine.

the dose I've been on is the lowest dose possible, so this is still very low. I don't think it really does much for my mood either way (even at the higher dose that I used to be on). but not sleeping well definitely makes me feel like shit, and especially lying in bed not being able to fall asleep. I'm not good at consistently taking this medication long enough before I go to bed, so it usually takes about an hour until I can sleep. I know that at this slightly higher dose, I get sleepy very quickly, maybe read for a few minutes and then fall asleep with no issues.

I really want to take fewer meds (for someone who is ~young and healthy~ according to their GP (🙄) I take a lot of medication every day, and tbh it is really annoying), but they help a lot and at the moment I can't function without them, so I'll just have to wait a little longer (and that's fine)

[fancyratvanity]

Folds my little rat paws. I don't know what's happening right now and I've half a mind to go back to bed

[lee-blogs]

Also, since i seem to be on a roll with posts tonight, i just wanna say something. It's a bit sappy, as usual heh, but it's important to me.

To my friends; i want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all the lovely words and gifts and Birthday wishes!

I may not be the best with words in the moment, but it truly does mean the absolute world to me that you'll go out of your way to wish me a good one and/or take some time to make me something. It sometimes hits me like a truck; the fact that i really do mean something to y'all and that i'm so damn lucky to have found people that really care about me!

Thank you all so much for the gifts, the wishes, and for being my friends through everything. Y'all mean the absolute world to me and i hope you guys know that. I cannot wait to chat with you guys again,

I love you!!

💙💚💛💜

[fragile-little-dolll]

I'm sooooooooo so so so sleeeeepy

nobody take advantage of that please

[sleepinglionhearts]

4:30 AM and well. That sure is some poison ivy!

Thankfully I do not appear to be far outside of the bounds of normal reaction to getting Poisoned By The Ivy, though the slight concern of infection had some merit and I'm getting treated properly for it.

Hospital.... round 2!

(...in recent times, anyway)

[shallowseeker]

I love your faves on ao3! Can you suggest me some writers to follow?

@kerryweaverlesbian and @thevioletcaptain for unprompted, wonderful chaos right here on tumblr dot com.

For updates on longer things I love a lot: @valleydean @shineforthee @whiskeyjuniper @bloodydeanwinchester @handsliketruth

I know there's more I'm not thinking of because I'm sleeeeepy today... @payphoneangel @wanderingcas

Damn I need to make a list so I can tag and annoy all the writers

[samioli]

can people send me the strength to continue slow is the quicksand (aka the demi miles fic) we're on my favorite era so far and i haven't worked on it in a while but also I'm so sleeeeepy

[iamnotawomanimagod]

I slept in a bit today and I've been awake for like two hours but I already want to go nap

been trying to nap less, I don't think it actually helps my mental health. but I'm so sleeeeepy.

[demonsfate]

leave him be. he's in his natural habitant.

[lorelune]

hi lore its past 2am and i just finished the fic and bro i actually had to stop reading in the middle bc i started tearing up so bad-

it was so wonderful! i can see why it was indulgent, and i honest to god felt this cut in my soul that i didnt know was there be threaded together from this fic...you cooked so hard even my spirit ate-

i dont understand how you can write yandere so well and then pull THIS kind of universe-mending art from the same place. you said you added smut but it was more LOVE than just copulation or fucking or anything of that sort. i think you ruined me, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THESE EXPECTATIONS JING YUAN ISNT REAL SOBBBB

in any case, you cooked so hard--who said michelin is only 5 stars, the astral express is about to deliver a whole solar system with what you did. i will now dry the spots on my hair that were wet with my tears and have the best sleep of my life, thank you again lore! it might sound silly but you healed something in me that i didnt even know was hurting, and im eternally grateful that i ended up on your blog.

happy new year!! thank you for a soft, warm start to my year, i hope you also have a comfy start to yours!

SLEEEEEPY!!! thank you thank you thank you 🥺!!!!!! very happy you enjoyed the meal sleepy 🙏 i do so enjoy being in the kitchen... cooking up something homey (and hurty lol) up 💕

i'm glad you enjoyed the ooey gooey goopy smut :3c truly like... drawn from how much i adore jing yuan and how i've been chewing on his character for the past while... in addition to like!! my own proclivity for goopy lovesick smut LOL (you don't see it much on lorelune, but on my beloved old blog it was like!! my bread and butter). i do love delving into the soft stuff when i can :'^) it is like!! a little shattering in a good way!! cathartic is perhaps the word.

i hope you achieved that goodnight's sleep and rested well with lovely dreams of beloved jy 💓 thank you again sleepy!!!!

[brighteststar707]

for the ask reblog: u seem like sunrise to me :)🌅

omg sunrise energy! I like to say I'm a morning person in theory. When I can get my sleep schedule sorted enough so I can be up early while getting enough sleep, it's great. Otherwise, I can and will stay in bed till 10 or 11 just dozing. If there's one thing I am consistently, it's sleeeeepy

[g4yr4t]

I've been researching charities and grantmaking foundations for like two hours and I've only turned up two or three that seem viable and also I'm sleeeeepy. like it's a volunteer position so like they're probably not going to fire me if I'm not super productive but I want to do well so that I *can* get a job doing this stuff yknow. also I don't have much else to do with my time lol.

[favvnsongs]

there's a babeydoge asleep on my pillow ;__; I'm so sleeeeepy but I can't move her u__u;

[tincansamurai]

ughhhhhh 4 hours of sleep but i gotta go to work and i NEED to finish this art after work bc i have no time tomorrow, but i need it for tomorrow, but i'm gonna be so sleeeeepy. time to abuse caffeine