#i'm so done

[zeizeizeizei]

Unfortunate for all of us I started playing Battlefront II, again.

Battlefront II really had the nerve to make Obi-Wan and Anakin talk that much.

I’m just saying. You load into co-op or multiplayer, heroes vs. villains, whatever—and you pick those two. And suddenly it’s like you’ve invited a bickering couple to a funeral.

Everyone else is getting lit on fire, exploded, yeeted across the map—and meanwhile these two are arguing loudly about nothing that has to do with the battlefield.

Sir. People are dying. Clones are screaming. Darth Maul is doing parkour in the corner. Count Dooku is slahing people by their ass and- and Anakin and Obi-Wan are just... going at it.

Nobody else is this bad. Rey and Finn? Polite. Leia and Luke? Focused. Maul and Dooku? Deathly silent. But these two? These two never shut the hell up. It’s like every match is also their weekly couple’s therapy, and I’m the poor soul third-wheeling it.

Honestly, it adds flavor. Chaotic, married-for-30-years energy. I hate it. I love it. I pick them most of the time.

[viv-hollande]

It is fucking devastating that every time I post about antisemitism, non-Jews frequently assume that I'm Jewish, because why would anyone talk about antisemitism unless they're a Jew trying to deflect criticism from zio-nazi Israel, while Jews also assume that I'm Jewish, because practically every non-Jew has abandoned, betrayed, or attacked them in their hour of need.

[murdamour]

Gojo clan head and the monk who gave up

the next moment Gojo wakes up from his wet dream ('cause realistically Geto would never give up💀)

✨️the end✨️

[fafodill]

Since I know I'm not gonna get further with this drawing and I'm so fed up with it (already redid it three times), I'm just gonna post it so it can finally leave my drafts and I can be FREE

[necrocosmic]

the contrast between gideon saying “I never pledged to be yours, either,” in the first book during her argument with harrow and her saying “because all I've ever wanted you to do was eat me,” in the second book is something I find intriguing. it probably has no correlation, but it's something I want to be pointed out a lot more since she declares herself wanting to be free of harrow's chains so frequently, but finds familiarity in it enough to do a sacrifice. that familiarity, connection, and honesty that they shared shortly was enough for gideon to give harrow the chance to become a lyctor and let herself be eaten. she wanted to give herself to harrow, and when harrow had rejected that, it felt like she was vomited out and spat on. all she ever wanted was to be needed, and of course it angers her that harrow refused to use her. gideon thought she had one chance to make harrow feel an emotion strongly for her (which is hatred, because it meant the world to her) that it leaves a trace, and it was immediately taken away.

[yasyassie]

fuck your pride activism if it only includes cis, white able-bodied and neurotypical queers

fuck your pride activism if you forgot why we celebrate this month and who started it (black and trans working class ppl if you needed a reminder)

fuck your pride activism if you pretend to care about the community but then continue to buy from big companies that donate millions to anti lgbt politicians, perpetuate genocide, exploit other human beings and destroy the environment (but put a rainbow on their logo each june so it's ok)

fuck your pride activism if it continues to support israel and still falls for its pinkwashing and racist bullshit (about it being the only progressive country in the middle east etc)

fuck your pride activism if you exclude palestinian, congolese, sudanese, uyghur, armenian, (and every community suffering from genocide) lgbtq people from your cry for freedom

fuck your pride activism if it doesn't support the liberation of south and central american, caribbean, asian, romani, eastern european, sámi, middle eastern, native american, pacific islander, maori, aboriginal australian, indigenous tribes everywhere, and african people.

fuck your pride activism if you don't support religious queer people and reject their spirituality and connection to their faith as part of their identity

fuck your pride activism if you don't welcome queer inmigrants, war refugees and political refugees

fuck your pride activism if you don't uplift the voices of those who can't, those who are silenced, those who have to hide, those who fear imprisonment or death for being who they are

fuck state homophobia and opressive regimes

fuck homonationalism and the hypocrisy of the west

fuck capitalist and colonial pride

pride is for every single one of us

pride was a riot before it was a celebration and i intend to protest for an intersectional activism each and every day of this month

[mikaikaika]

"easily convinced"

Pangi : Alright.

Lukey : Oh there's a tree there!

*Pangi goes to the other side of the tree*

Lukey : *gets closer to camera - normal voice this time* : Guys you didn't hear that okay

Lukey : *sob pathetic voice* : NOOO Pangi. Aww he's so far away

*gifted alert sound plays*

Pangi : *muffled by the alert* : That's like an actual restaurant there

Pangi : What did you do?

Lukey : Nothing.

Pangi : Oh okay

Lukey : *chuckles* : Wow you're so easily convinced there. Wait that was gr- We need more of this from you

Pangi : What?

Lukey : The easily convinced Pangi

Pangi : Oh okay I gotchu gotchu gotchu. I'll be easier convinced

[marimayscarlett]

'Trying to exist in this godawful German summer' core (I'm really at my limit) // Keine Lust making of 🙅🏻‍♀️

[mercurial-chuckles]

You know, I usually don't let anon-hate get to me.

I've had a rough few months, and I just started finding some motivation to write again. But today, I woke up feeling mentally drained, and when I opened the app, I saw that not only had my interaction dropped to zero (pretty sure I'm shadow-banned because my stuff doesn't even show up under tags), but I also had some hateful anon messages waiting for me.

I'm so done with this. If you don't like my work, that's fine. I'm not forcing you to read it. Just keep scrolling--or better yet, block me. It's that simple, ain't it?

PS: Sorry, loves. I'm just feeling super low. I needed to vent a little. Well, tomorrow's a new day, right? 🥹

[iriscleverole]

I just finished reading Sunrise On the Reaping and I am emotionally, physically, psychologically DRENCHED. I'm SCREMANIG internally.

And you know what's really funny? That in the end, it wasn't all the deaths - Ampert, Louella, Lou Lou, Wellie, Lenore Dove and all the others - that brought me to tears. It was the geese.

The GEESE.

SUZANNE COLLINS WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS. Katniss bringing Haymitch geese eggs after he helps her with the book and finally gets to tell his story to the world. I can't.

I can't.

[aurumalatus]

Chat with ANGST Xiao | character.ai | Personalized AI for every moment of your day

here we fucking are again. please report. i'm seriously getting so fucking sick of this. putting "inspired by" does not change the fact that you are STEALING MY WRITING TO FEED INTO A BOT. guys, please. i can guarantee that NO WRITER on here wants you to feed their shit into ai. it is in my rules. i have posted about it SO MUCH in the past. i'm seriously about to just deactivate because i'm sick of it.

editing for those who asked: this bot is a copy of my fic “the light we saw”. if you’re curious, you can read that and see it is exactly the same

[slayedpoet]

[thereinart]

Mamma Mia here we go again...

Still not my piece just Ai crap please don't mind this blatant theft, and give some love to the original drawing please TvT (which i used glaze on now so this person must have saved my piece from before... I don't know what I can do about that TvT)

it's a bit below down my Tumblr feed if you want a better look (I also edited it on an hades 2 screenshot :3)

I really appreciate the support and vigilance of yall ❤️ thank you

[joaniscruzing]

people need to stop hating on bella ramsey.

people need to grow tf up and stop being such bigots.

Ok so I’ve been actually HURLING at all the hate I’ve been seeing about Bella Ramsey as Ellie Williams in the TLOU show lately. Like, yes. I understood that there’s hate surrounding the casting for the show, but honestly I’ve just brushed it off until now because most of the time, no one’s ever happy with anything.

But recently, the hate surrounding Bella Ramsey is at an ALL-TIME HIGH. Almost every video I click on when I see a video concerning the TLOU show on TikTok has the most disgusting, rude comments. What’s more, I’ve been getting hate videos on my page myself about the “bad casting” for the show.

So welcome to my rant. Before I begin, if you’re here to try and argue with me or make any comment about Bella that is unkind, you will be receiving a strongly-worded reply from me. Anyway. Here’s my explanation for why Bella Ramsey is perfect for Ellie in the TLOU show.

Ok so first of all, we can just start with the obvious; Bella does look like Ellie. While they may not look EXACTLY like Ellie, she still is able to kind of radiate Ellie’s energy. A lot of people are saying that Cailee Spaeny would have been a better fit for Ellie. Here’s the thing though; Cailee would NOT have been able to play 14-year-old Ellie in season one. She only really looks like 19-21 year old Ellie if anything. Also, people are saying that Quinn (the main cosplayer of Ellie on TikTok) would have been a better fit. This is actually very angering because QUINN IS LITERALLY A COSPLAYER. NOT AN ACTRESS. Guys, I feel like it’s common sense here… cosplayers AREN’T actors???? Anyway. For those saying that Bella fits 14-year-old Ellie and not TLOU2 Ellie, have you NOT seen the BTS photos? It’s only been about 2 ish (?) years since they filmed the first season, and Bella looks CONSIDERABLY older. Isn’t it CRAZY that like… Bella was still growing too while the show was airing and whatnot? Not to mention…. MAKEUP and EFFECTS?

While we’re still on the topic of looks, let’s meander over to another argument; y’all hate and hate on Bella, but WHAT ABOUT PEDRO PASCAL? HE DOESN’T EXACTLY LOOK LIKE JOEL!!!! I mean it! But has ANYONE hated on Pedro for not looking like Joel? Nope! Which brings me to my next point.

Some people are upset over the TLOU casting simply because the actors aren’t as attractive as they wish. IN A NEUTRAL PERSPECTIVE, when comparing Bella to tlou2 Ellie, they definitely does not look like her in the sense that she’s less likely to be CONSTANTLY sexualized for being an attractive, queer-presenting female character. BUT LIKE…. AGAIN. BELLA ALSO PLAYED A FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL IN THE FIRST SEASON. AND Y’ALL WERE MAD THERE TOO. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. CAN WE NOT GET MAD OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO SEXUALIZE AN ACTOR WHO PLAYED A LITERAL CHILD? This is why people wanted Cailee to play Ellie instead. Because she’s easier to sexualize over her looks.

In no way, shape, or form am I calling Bella unattractive. Like guys I’m going to be so for real right now. I love Bella Ramsey. Like, they’re literally so cute? And pretty? And handsome? All at the same time. Not to mention, they seem like such a SWEET human being like the things I’d do to meet Bella and have a conversation with them are insane.

So… why am I crashing out right now? This hate has been going on for so long! Guys, I opened the comments of a Bella Ramsey interview thinking I’d see comments like “I’m so glad Bella’s being open about her autism diagnosis!” (this is coming from someone who’s been diagnosed with autism since a young age and is glad to see someone like Bella talk openly about it) and instead found comments like “the down of us,” with replies only encouraging this cyberbullying. When looking into these comments more, I found that people are saying that Bella has Down Syndrome because of how she looks. I was actually disgusted, because like, not only is that hurtful to them, but to people WITH Down Syndrome too. Like you can’t just MAKE assumptions on someone based on how they look. Come on guys, we learned this in kindergarten. 

Enough about how Bella looks. They’re fine as hell and look like Ellie. Can we just talk about how PHENOMENAL of an actor they are? Because seriously. They’ve got a successful career ahead of them. For example, Bella captures Ellie’s mannerisms PERFECTLY. Especially when she was younger, although Ellie was tough, she was still a goofy, nerdy kid. And Bella captures it PERFECTLY. Example in point, the Left Behind episode. While still keeping her “tough girl” persona in the beginning with Bethany, who she still beats up and is angry toward, Bella is still able to perfectly capture Ellie’s essence as a young teen, such as when Riley gives her the Will Livingston book, or even when Riley comes to get Ellie, and Ellie is angry towards Riley because of the fact that Riley left Ellie. Bella is even able to display romantic attraction towards Riley in, I must say, a beautiful manner. That scene on the carousel? I’ve been in that exact same place so so so so so many times. That LOOK? ON BELLA’S EYES. I can’t even explain the look in her eyes but it captures wlw longing so good… it’s truly beautiful. Currently, that’s my favorite scene in the whole show. AND SHE KEEPS GOING. AFTER, they’re able to display anger and sadness when Ellie and Riley are bitten by Infected. AND THIS IS ALL IN ONE EPISODE. ALSO. DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE EPISODE WITH THE DAVID DEBACLE. LIKE. HER ACTING WHEN SHE REALIZES DAVID IS GONNA RAPE AND KILL HER?? HER SCREAMING AND CRYING WHEN JOEL FINDS HER??? It’s Ellie. One hundred percent. I have NO DOUBT that Bella’s going to carry their acting talent to season two of tlou. No doubt whatsoever. 

A lot of people need to also understand that canonically, Ellie is NOT this like, unbothered, nonchalant, dominant, hey mamas masc that she’s constantly headcanoned to be online. If you actually paid attention to the game, you would’ve seen that Ellie’s kind, caring, and while she may look the part, NOT  a stereotypical dominant masc lesbian. Point in case, why don’t we just go through her JOURNALS? This girl loves her drawing, and her dinosaurs and stuff SO MUCH. NOT TO MENTION, when with Cat, the SECOND they kissed, Ellie freaked out because she was worried she infected her. She was also like worried about Joel and such. Even after they broke up, Ellie presumably maintained a healthy friendship with Cat. What’s more, Ellie cares for her friends. Once she found out Dina was pregnant, she did what she could to protect her. She made sure Abby didn’t kill her, and made sure Dina didn’t take her mask off when in the place with spores. We also DON’T see Ellie with any new partners after she leaves to finish the job with Abby, showing that she isn’t like, a player. So yeah. Ellie is just a young woman who’s trying to navigate her way through the apocalypse. And Bella is portraying that perfectly.

Ok time for me to just fangirl over Bella a bit. This person. Literally one of the coolest actors I’ve seen in a while. Like also, let’s just look at the very early stages of their career. FUCKING GAME OF THRONES?? PHENOMENAL. And mind you, they were only 11 YEARS OLD. 11. YEARS. OLD. That’s pure talent right there. And it’s not just like, she was an extra. No, she had a ROLE. Even there, at a young age, she was displaying a range of intense emotions on a big-time show. If that’s not some form of qualification for TLOU, I don’t know what is.

Okay, so including my conclusion and whatnot, about 1430 words later, I genuinely don’t know what else to say. Stop hating on Bella. Stop being a bigot and just accept the fact that no game adaptation is going to have a cosplayer as an actor and grow the fuck up.

Oh yeah. And one more thing. ASHLEY JOHNSON, the voice actor and face model for ELLIE WILLIAMS HERSELF IN THE GAME, said that after YEARS of searching, Bella was their perfect match to play Ellie. Let that sink into your head a little bit. Don’t you think that people who worked on the actual game know better than you? I thought so. Bella Ramsey is the perfect match for Ellie Williams, and whoever’s saying that they’re not is wrong. Go fuck yourself <3

Xoxo,

Joan

[shiftinghoesblog]

Why does shifttok make my blood boil so fucking bad?? Like let me seat down I just scrolled onto a post with slides and the first caption went along the lines of this: "If you don't understand this, you will never shift" or some shit. What is up with this whole narrative of "if you don't do xyz .... you won't shift" ???? or if you don't understand certain things, you won't be able to do it. This is exactly why I moved here because shifttok is always full of limiting beliefs nonsense. Listen, everyone is cable of shifting. Nothing is holding you back and may I say not even yourself, plus we shift every second so I don't get what the heck that post was about, I never scrolled up so fast.. miss me with that crap!!

[apathetik12]

Okay y'all, petty rant time that doesn't affect anyone, but pisses me off.

(NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE THAT DOES THIS! I AM JUST A FUCKING NERD THAT IS VERY SERIOUS ABOUT THESE THINGS!!!)

Can people please look up the definition of sycophant before using it for Stobotnik?! I know it's an important term story-wise, but you NEED to know what it means to understand the importance of it!

Sycophant(noun) - a person who acts obsequiously toward someone important in order to gain advantage.

In other words, someone being a suck up for personal gain.

Robotnik calling Stone a sycophant is a direct byproduct of his deep rooted belief that he is unlovable. Even when there's nothing for Stone to gain(ex. The Crab), he still believes that Stone wants SOMETHING. He might not know what, but he believes that Stone is planning to get something from all of this. We, however, as the audience, know otherwise. We know that Stone would do for that man, and we know it isn't because he wants to help rule the world. That's understandable, right? We all are on the same page? Good? Good. Now for the meat of the issue-

STOP OVERUSING IT IN FANFICS!!!

Robotnik calling Stone a sycophant when he still believes he's out to get something is one thing, but when people keep using after Robotnik realizes pisses me tf off!!! Robotnik wouldn't use a word if he knows it wouldn't fit. His whole thing is being stupidly smart, just not in the emotions department. I know the scene that you're thinking of when I bring up the importance of "sycophant" in their relationship, but you need to understand why it's being used there. The whole "syco-friend" thing wasn't him acknowledging Stone's feelings, it was him acknowledging his own. He was admitting that he let Stone get close to his heart, but still couldn't come to the conclusion that Stone doesn't want something from it- hence the "syco" part of friend. THAT'S WHY HE USES IT! IT IS NOT A TERM OF ENDEARMENT, IT IS A PEEK AT ROBOTNIK'S DEEP SEEDED, LOW SELF ESTEEM! STOP USING IT AS A PET NAME!

Barnacle can be used- cause Robotnik knows he can't get rid of Stone if he tried. Simp can also work- still demeaning, Robotnik uses slang all the time, and gets the same point across. Other languages might have some loose terms of endearment that could work, especially since Jim Carrey has said that Robotnik knows all of the languages. You can come up with your own for all I care! Please, for the love of all things gay, stop using it out of context. It has a deep, emotional meaning and if I read one more scene where Robotnik is finally coming to the conclusion that Stone doesn't want him for something and then immediately calls him a sycophant, I'm gonna crash out. (Not really, I'm still gonna read them, I'm just gonna mentally curse at my own knowledge for ruining the scenes for me)

Thank you for listening! Have a nice night, and remember this is my opinion. If you don't care and want to keep using it, I won't stop you. Plus, this isn't aimed at any specific fanfic writers or comic artists, because I see it EVERYWHERE!