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playing coral island is not curing my depression but it's definitely making my depressive episode about 1000000% softer and cuter. i guess that's something.
#i'm so annoyed like wtf#i have exactly 0 reason for my mental health to be doing this rn#and Y E S i know that's not how it works but it should be how it works#give me a reason so i can fix it and control it jfc#type a bitch has a meltdown over things they can't control#srsly tho coral island is adorable#currently spending all of my time diving and healing the reefs#cillian.txt#pls don't reblog
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I might be busy but i'll always have time to tease you, kitten @unnamedcrane 🥰
Hypno eye version under the cut:
Based on this
Dr. Baggs belongs to @megalommi
#i have no self control#i have the *need* to annoy people#with the skeletons they like#This is in the same tone as that Muzzled Red#Baggs kinda hot btw#Kinda like *really* hot#I'm not over Just An Experiment ever since the first time i played it#SO HOT WTF#ahem anyway#Dr Baggs#Megalosomnia
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you win this time
it's essentially just a sequel to this. inked traditionally with a gpen and scanned it to color digitally
closeups/og inks below keep reading
#artwork#hsr fanart#hsr#doodle#honkai star rail#illustration#yunli#hsr yunli#yanqing#hsr yanqing#yunqing#yunli x yanqing#yanqing x yunli#gotta love em. it's crazy how they kind of singlehandedly pulled me out of artblock#it's not even a shipping thing#it's just that their dynamic sparks joy in my brain somewhere#she was Not Happy that she had to give the sword back#but grandpa huaiyan said so so she had to acquiesce#side note who has been gatekeeping g pens from me all these years wtf???#dip pens may be kind of annoying to use but like#the line variance that comes with the flexible nibs is SO good#haven't tried the saji or mapping nibs and tbh i don't think i'm gonna because i like working with nibs that respond to pressure#but gah dam#this blows my stylo and kakuno out of the water#i also love that the ink is waterproof#watercolor stuff coming soon maybe#well not on this acc because i don't post trad art stuff here#if you've read this far in the tags my sketchdump account is @ihadsomejays on instagram#that's mostly where i post my real sketchbook but it's also shitposts#ok this is enough tags i'm going back to the dungeon
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gamers... we've got a problem. and by 'we', I mean 'me'
#ash rambles 💚#so um. theres this character#very bad guy. kind of easy on the eyes. but still horrible. and for a very long time he's been popping up in my feed on every social media#that i have. and i was like 'wtf dude leave me alone'#and i said that i would NEVER fall for him because he is annoying and a genuinely bad persona#*person#and yet... why have i been... thinking about kissing him...?#he's gonna show up in the next y.akuza game and I'm a little scared to start#ive said that I'd NEVER fall for him. that I'd sooner punch myself than fall for him.#hopefully it'll just be attraction... him and an s/i would both be unattached adults.. I'm fine with things staying just physical#i think I'd die of embarrassment if i actually fell for him..#I'm not gonna fall for him....#i just keep thinking about pinning him down and making out and biting his neck and leaving plenty of marks#but. um. surely that means nothing......#this is bad... I'm not gonna fall for him. I'm not. i swear. nope. i refuse. please...#um. if you guys wanna guess... he's a y.akuza 3 character.#god I'm so embarrassed#actually. no. nothing to be embarrassed about because i DONT LIKE HIM#I'm not gonna fall for him! he's horrible!!!!!!#one night and thats it!!!!#stupid idiot guy taking over my thoughts... grrr...#you were beautiful 💸
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Sort of a ramble, sort of me just writing my thoughts out while I'm stuck with writer's block, but I keep thinking about how Fulcrum was in stasis for roughly 3 million years??
Like, that's a long time, even for Cybertronians. Not a really long time, not an entire lifespan. But still, it's a large chunk of a normal lifespan just gone. Poof.
One second you're crawling across the pockmarked terrain of an alien planet, surrounded by the sound of gunfire, and the shouting and screaming before and after each earth shuddering impact of another k-con hitting the ground. And then it's quiet. You're not there anymore. You're drifting somewhere between not alive and just asleep. Preserved somewhere in the background of a doomed body, ignored by time and space, still here, but also not.
And then there's sound. Not gunfire. Not shouting or screaming. Not the sounds that'll haunt you till your dying days, your own death sentence pounding in your head. No. Just voices, talking, standing out against a silent, dead world. Wondering. Joking. Bickering. Familiar. Just, not familiar to you. And you're awake. Pulled back from the nothingness you've been frozen in, consciousness tugged forwards with the yank of a fuel pump and the nearness of life.
These two moments are roughly 3 million years apart, but only minutes, maybe even seconds, to him. From a hectic harrowing battlefield, to an old silent graveyard in one blink.
How long did it take to really sink in? I mean, he seems to just roll with it. He doesn't seem particularly bothered. But like, what happened outside of what we see? How did he really feel?
Also, his body aged without him. While his mind preserved itself, freezing him as he was right then, his body was left to weather Clemency for all those years. No wonder it crumbled to dust when he jumped off the world sweeper. It's probably a miracle of some kind that it didn't just fall apart each time someone leaned on him.
And even after they rebuild him, give him a better, newer body. His spark, it's casing, all the irreplaceable core bits that make up their inner bodies, it aged in the time without him. Does he feel it? Does it make his body even more foreign to him?
Then he's also a technician with information that's 3 million years out of date. Lucky him that the scavengers probably weren't working with top of the line material. But still it's gotta be weird when faced with anything brand new, because a lot can change and progress in 3 million years, and now some of the knowledge he once prided himself in is obsolete.
Besides those things, his view of the galaxy, of the war, of their kind, of other kinds, is one of the few things actually pointed out when it comes to him being stuck in the past. So, how often were his old views challenged? Facts of life he held close proved to no longer true? There's 3 million years worth of new science, new beliefs, new words, new terms, new views.
And sure, some of it can be familiar, because they're an ever evolving kind, and they have patterns, core beliefs, repeating behaviors, but a lot of it's gonna be unfamiliar at the same time, because it's 3 million years worth of catch up, it's not like missing last week's trend.
In a way, it makes him a living relic of a bygone era for Decepticons. It would've been really interesting to have had that explored a little more.
#rq i wanna say i love seeing others thoughts on these if you have them. esp those that have thought about it longer than i lol#like. im still just starting to sink my teeth into the lore and put things together. so your thoughts are much appreciated#sometimes i wish that i could turn these rambles into those really well worded. slightly pretentious. but in a fun way. character metas?#but i dont think i can organize my thoughts that well. so. rambles it is lol#not to say rambling is lesser or smth tho. i love a good ramble. love to read them. i support ramblers#speaking of rambling-#idk why it fascinates me so. but theres just something rlly interesting about fulcrum being somewhat stuck in the past#i think it could've played interestingly into his and kroks dynamic had it been explored more?#like. the past and history play big parts in their lives. krok having studied it. and fulcrum having been fast forwarded thru it#it would've been interesting to see them talk more about it? since logically fulcrum wouldve gone to krok for more of the 3mill year rundow#and its like. krok is shown to be really knowledgeable on not only history. but cultures as well. theres and others.#so certain eras of their own culture would probably be a slight interest of his. esp decepticon ones.#and then theres fulcrum. who pretty much got plucked from the empire era only to land in kroks lap (metaphorically) ((...unless?))#so heres this walking talking piece of history. and a dude that has a sort of passion for history. why not explore it more?#and like. yeah. the ''history'' krok has studied is all mostly shit he lived through. but people study the times they lived through-#-because while they may have lived through it. theirs is only one perspective. a good historian takes into account multiple perspectives#idk where i'm going with this now. smth smth fulcrum relying on krok for future stuff and krok having someone to talk history stuff with#i just. augh. i wanna know what their dynamic is more. what we see in the comics is so back and forth at times#like. they seem to hit it off pretty well. but then fulcrum fucks it up ig by being oblivious and a little too ''i can fix him'' vibey#and his taste in comedy is bad. to say the least. which is apparently grounds for messy divorce#also krok is sometimes cool with selling a whole dude. at least when the dude is their befriended giant killer autobot buddy :/#that is also grounds for divorce. obviously#sorry. this is derailing the more i start thinking about how messy fulkrok could be. like. ough <3#they're a little ''i hate my wife'' coded. but in a greater scav codependent poly way. and it's more krok being annoyed with fulcrum#its like. fulcrum: ''i can fix him bcs i need to feel validated'' vs krok: ''wtf is wrong with this guy?! who does he think he is??''#i think they'd want to pick each other apart intellectually. maybe emotionally. smth smth two officers. both disgraced. and power dynamics#its fun. they're both hypocrites. they'd need couples therapy. its also 4am. shit. ok goodnight
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#this one came from the bottom of my fuccen heart#like man i hate one of my sisters in law so fuccen much#like who the fuck is this woman why is she like this fr. such a bitch ass karen she's so fucking annoying WTF#that's the first time i'm straight up saying THIS PIECE CAME FROM THE DEEP BOTTOM OF MY FEELINGS#ok now i'm better#doing venting art is rlly gud for me it's relieving as hell#now time for the tags teehee#fanart#fandom#breaking bad#jesse fanart#jesse breaking bad#breaking bad jesse#jesse#jesse pinkman#jesse pinkman fanart#jesse breaking bad fanart#jesse brba#brba art#brbaposting#brba fanart#brba#animated gif#digital art#glitch art#artwork#artists on tumblr#netflix series#series#tv series
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I was going to answer an ask but tumblr ate my reply so now I'm just >:(
#like wtf am I supposed to do I even rambled about Helios in my tags#that's so rude actually ://#because I'm on mobile I'll have to type the whole bloody thing up again#which like I don't mind doing but it's annoying either way!!
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Roku: *has multiple opportunities to confess to Ta Min but never FUCKING TAKES IT*
Me: If I was Kyoshi I would've ripped through the walls of the Spirit World and just fucking suplexed you until you stopped breathing.
#she's too good for you man#run ta min RUN#run away from the twink! run as fast as you can! TT0TT#ta min just left I'm not that far in the book#she deserve so much better wtf wtf TT0TT#silly talks#AT LEAST YANGCHEN AND KAVIK ARE *BOTH* IN DENIAL! OHHH MY GOD#kyoshi's in the homophobic earth kingdom and is just FUCKING SHOCKED that Rangi likes her back jfklsja;dfsa#so far bro has got a FUCKING TEEBALL of a life compared to Yangchen/Kuruk/Kyoshi (tbf Kuruk was later in life but still)#Gyatso already calling Ta Min his girlfriend and he just DENIES IT?????/#my god this man I want to throw him in a volcano#i bet Szeto is better at least his is probably a political issue TT0TT#grow a fucking spine Roku#“but silly if you read father in he-” i'm not there yet lemme vent for now jkdlsajfdsa#I can still be annoyed at the build up TT0TT#silly reads ror#this book is harder to get through than Dawn of Yangchen....and I liked DoY my slowness was mostly out of the genre shift#but I AT LEAST had multiple uninterrupted sessions....I get 5 min into a session with Roku and I'm like “nope I'm out” TT0TT#i'm really only clocking in when I hear Kyoshi's name. Gyatso/Roku's past. And SOMETIMES with malaya (esp if it feels like a kyoshi paralle
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i feel bad about most of my text posts being about work but goddamn lmao.
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The Gender Crisis™ is still Gender Crisising™ but I don't have time for that right now lmao.
#my ramblings#considering genderfluid to be honest but i also still don't know if i want to label it lol#it's hard because i literally cannot pinpoint it and sometimes i get overwhelming feelings that switch so often that they confuse me so idk#like i fully don't know if i don't feel gender at all and am sometimes attatched to presenting myself different ways void of gender#or if i only don't feel gender sometimes and the other times i do feel gender#lol idk#to be honest sometimes i do feel a strong pull to different genders and then the next day i'm repulsed by the thought of it#and then two weeks later i'm back in the fucking building and then i'm like oh okay#and it's becoming a pattern now so i could very well be genderfluid lmaoooo#but i still don't knowwwww#because i still feel very agender a lot of the time#and then sometimes i'm like no wtf i'm a woman#and then other times i'm like no wtf i am not a woman#and then sometimes i'm like what if i woke up as a guy tomorrow huh wouldn't that be so great actually#and then three hours later i'm like no wtf i am not a guy#and then sometimes i'm like oh well i'm certainly a gender#yep#don't know which one though#and then i'm like nah i'm just a woman#and the cycle continues#bro if i am genderfluid i switch so often that it's honestly annoying but also kind of funny#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk
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Is it still Wednesday? No, you say? Well, time is an illusion so you're probably wrong about that. Thanks for the tag, @piratefalls! I had this idea because of a tumblr post I stumbled across again in my likes... I dunno an hour or two ago? And now here we are, lol.
Derek hadn’t expected he would hear from Stiles again, possibly ever, but certainly not until he was back within the borders of Beacon Hills when he pulled out the rock. Derek blinked it. The rock’s eyes rolled back at him. Ignoring the hand with the rock in it for the moment, he diverted his attention back to the box. It was a perfectly ordinary and small, square box. Derek’s address and Stiles’ return one at his dorm room the only things scrawled on the outside. And it appeared to contain nothing but bubble wrap and a rock. A rock with googly eyes on it. It wasn’t quite smooth, peaked but rounded almost precisely in the center of its top, and squat. Perfectly gray, perfectly bland, with a flat bottom to it. The eyes were placed with care more towards the hilly top and right under where the sides started their downslopes. Meaning they almost looked like brows depending on the angle Derek held the rock at. He glanced at his phone but flatly refused to ask. That had to be what Stiles wanted with this and Derek was hardly going to give him that. He thought about crushing the box and throwing the rock away. Instead he carefully pulled the tape apart, breaking the box down for his recycling. Which is when he found the little piece of notebook paper that had slid under the flap. In that same scrawl were the words: It needs a home and a name. - Derek, despite all his better judgment, didn’t throw the rock away but he did leave it on top of his microwave and forget about it (after letting it bother him for far too long). That should be the end of that particular saga - he’d managed to dismiss it as a prank that went over his head, probably some social media, not-quite-his-generation fad that he would never get no matter how hard he tried - except. Except that not-quite a month later he got another similarly-sized box. And if Stiles had sent him another rock, he was throwing them both away after crushing them into powder. He opened the top, parted the bubble wrap with a sigh, only to find very much not a rock. It was a miniature armchair. The detail was exquisite and the upholstery on it felt real, that scratchy but nostalgic quality that reminded him of going to his grandparents’ house. The wood of the legs and arms was finely honed and the arms even had upholstered tops. The color was a deep maroon and embroidered in the back of it in gold were a few stalks of wheat contained in an oval shape. The strangest thing about it, aside from everything, was how wide the seat was. The proportions really didn’t seem to— “Oh you have got to be fucking…” Derek trailed off, practically stomping over to the other side of the kitchen. He snatched up the rock and plonked it down in the chair, eyes rattling about but facing forward. It was a perfect fit.
Tagging..... I dunno, other people who spit in the face of 'Wednesday' and all its cohorts? I don't really know who fits that description but, if that's you, you've been summoned.
#now i have to at least dialogue skeleton this to the end because i figured out all of it during my shower#and i WILL forget what i thought of#also don't ask wtf is up with the past tense because i have NO IDEA#and i kept slipping out of it too so who knows if that's gonna make it past the draft stage#(probably not - i'm already getting annoyed with how much fixing i have to do when i lose it for a sentence)#stiles has a MOTHERFUCKING PLAN here - like i thought haha how random googly-eyed rock silliness#and stiles was like: nuh uh sis i've been planning this shit for a year - do not screw it up for me#i'm doing my best sir!!#sterek#teen wolf#wip wednesday#eternalsterek#1000+ words in like an hour and a half is that good shit though you guys
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once again i am frustrated because i cannot understand this when it is not at all that difficult I wanna understand it so bad please please please
#physics is kicking my ass hnggggggg#idk if this would be any easier if I had taken gen physics before this (like I was supposed to)#or if I would still be struggling#worst part is that there's nowhere I can go and ask for help#I can ask a few friends but usually they're all busy and don't have Time and also none of them live near me so it's all over text#I just don't understand like. How to set it up. And if im interpreting the word problem correctly#I've been trying to do this one problem for like. 30 minutes and I have no idea where to even begin#i am so stressed mann#im trying to watch videos and stuff that explain it but i just cannot concentrate at all today and I don't know whyyy#i am just frustrated at myself. i want to do this my brain just does not fucking wanna cooperate with me#i dunno im just bitching ig. idk wtf to do#worst part is that it's like. You use answer A to solev answer B to solve answer C and so forth#so if u fuck up somewhere then it messes up your entire thing#and like. I don't even know how to set up the fucking problem so#im just annoyed. And stressed. And bitchy#this is my only hmwk problem left and then im done#I wish my brain would work with me for five fucking minutes Jesus christ#doesn't help that I barely understood the first unit so now I'm just clueless on the second one#lilac post
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People who tag as hankcon things that aren't even a little bit implying any romantic undertones or moreover are explicitly father-son-ish confuse the fuck out of me
Like, maybe it's used as a general tag to mark these two within someone's blog, but it feels intentionally inconsiderate and reads as a mockery
#Same with people who mark something completely neutral or even implied romantic with something like “it's so dad Hank”#like wtf where#this way of tagging is why it's difficult to properly curate one's experience#this is why shippers are often disliked because they are much more likely to tag something as ship even when explicitly asked NOT TO#and okay it's easy to miss if this was asked in original tags and was seen in someone's reblogs hence the request was missed#but in case it's stated within the body of the post it looks like tagging “out of spite”#and well yes it's annoying to see#and I'm a shipper myself and the same way ask not to tag my posts as familial#it works both ways#It feels like I should end this tag rambling with some conclusion but I've always said it#it would be nice if people on tumblr were a bit more considerate to each-other's preferences and wouldn't stamp tags where they don't belong
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major pet peeve is putting a limit and expressing it with the more plain non-reactive language I'm capable of and the other person victimizing themselves, making a spectacle of self-pity and giving excuses as to why they behaved like that while NOT agreeing on not doing the thing again.
#giving excuses just means that she thinks that what she said was ok so she will do that again#I don't care if it was ok or not I only care about my limits#I genuinely don't understand why is it so hard to accept a limit. We are not supposed to understand each other automatically#misunderstandings happen all the time and generally they are not a big deal#anyway I'm not showing my behind the scenes art and thoughts to her again#'I don't want to hurt you again 😭' wtf that was awkward#I'm not hurt just annoyed like I want to take a plane to kick her ass#SHES ANSWERING MORE ANNOYING THINGS RN. I'M DONE LOL#I feel like I'm pausing my adulthood to try to understand this 40+ year old woman
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What's it like to be able to share something you like with someone and have them at least pretend to care (not about the thing necessarily, but to just listen or look at the thing and acknowledge you like it, without making you feel like a piece of shit or mocking it/you or dismissing you etc) for, like, idk? 30 seconds or something?
#I'm not even talking about info dumping at someone#i know that pisses everyone off and is annoying for them so i try very hard to never do it anymore#and i try to limit my excitement or happiness or whatever about something to only talking about it for a minute or two at most#if i even bring it up at all#because I'm just that person who's interested in things no one gives a single fuck about#which is fine. it's just weird for me because I've always tried to at least pay attention when someone else was sharing with me#even if i had no clue wtf they were talking about#i know I'm in the wrong for getting so excited about stupid things like notebooks or horror movies or pens#i just don't really have much else to hold onto right now especially so idk what to do different that doesn't end with me in a box in a hole
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Once again, my favorite part of my job is pissing off my medic and ruining their day lmao
#not snz#i love being the world's worst partner lmaoooo#i was actually vibing this time bc i didn't feel like ass#which is worse for everyone around me tbh bc I'm very annoying and i know this#and I've had the jardiance commercial song stucj in my head for months now#so you can imagine what i was humming to myself all day#that's my jam like i think I'm the only person who actually likes that commercial lmao#but my partner wasn't having any of it lmaoooo#i don't hum loud and it's usually at least somewhat loud but we sit right next to each other#so after the first few times it clicked and he looked at me and goes 'that better not be fucking jardiance'#and i confirmed it was and he groaned so loud like bro it ain't that deep lmao#but then he started tapping along with it so he couldn't have hated it that much#also i absentmindedly wiggle a little when I'm vibing with a song whether it's out loud or in my head#and i don't realize half the time but sometimes my partner starts doing some stupid little dance with me or attempts to make fun of me#most of my coworkers do that actually and i think that's iconic of all of us tbh#anyway i also always come prepped with stupid questions to pass the time#you know probably a red flag that i was doing none of this last time LMAO but oh well#today i asked if cheese is a loaf of milk which i asked out of nowhere when things were dead#and he was quiet for a few seconds before saying 'wtf is wrong with you' bc he couldn't think of an answer lmaoooo#i love the bullshit i get up to ahdkaksjak#also i am once again on call bc the entire state is On Fucking Fire so that's fun
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