#i'm saying all that as someone who doesn't know anything about astro btw

[distant-screaming]

okay I have to know more about the tinngun wlw au but I can’t think of what yet so I’m thinking as I type, apologies if this is the most incoherent thing you’ve ever read

tinngun they are women they are lesbians you said there are slight changes in the ways they treat each other and stuff or something like that bc there’s society against them now which sucks but anyway what was I saying uhhhhhhhhhhhhh rIGHT

can you give some specific scenarios that are either new or changed? like the pool scenes, or if there’s any differences with the scenes in gun’s mum’s milk cafe?

ALSO from some of the things Astro said about their art (WHICH WAS FREAKING INCREDIBLE BTW) I’ve gathered that gun is more gender non conforming, less feminine and stuff? So I was wondering, what brought you guys to that conclusion, and also could you elaborate more on how her character changes at all? What kinds of clothes does she wear? Does her personality change at all? Is she suddenly more fierce and has to stand up for herself a lot because she doesn’t “look like a girl” and because she’s the only girl in the band and because she’s a lesbian? Does she break/bend rules as often as canon!gun? Or does she try to keep a low profile because she already gets a lot of stares and whispers for being who she is?

sorry I think I love this au too much but pls tell me everything you possibly can about it bc I just need more of it fjfjfjfjrjfirj

AJFSKFKFK THANK YOU FOR YOUR ASK we will literally take any excuse possible to talk about the au <3

Bee (@transpran) and I had so much fun answering these, we ended up rambling a bit more than was probably necessary. I'm not gonna apologize though. They're lesbians, come on.

some specific scenarios that are either new or changed?

Dee (that's me!): In terms of specific scenarios that change, pretty much most of the scenes change at least a little bit - but I don't want to give too much away, because I'm working on a couple drabbles that explore some scenes! Please look forward to that :)

What brought you guys to [Gun as more gnc], and does her character change at all?

Bee: as far as gun being gender nonconforming, i think she grew up naturally into it from being around so many boys, obviously that doesn't happen to every girl who has mostly dude friends but it does tend to be more common among them. especially with being the leader of an otherwise all-boys band, i think as a result she developed into someone who's fierce when she needs to be and able to play around easily (boys are ROWDY at that age generally), someone who can blend in and be "one of the boys." and i do think she enjoys her life that way; i don't think gun consciously cares much about gender at all. but what happens when she meets tinn is that she realizes what she likes about her, and some of it is focused on their differences, on tinn's careful femininity, her gentleness, her lack of a temper (with a few exceptions, as we know). and she admires all that a great deal. part of the differences in the story would be, i think, about gun seeing all that and wondering if she's doing it wrong herself, if not caring about her gender has been mostly just out of convenience so she wouldn't have to think about hard questions, etc. and how she comes out on the other side loving herself as she is and understanding herself more, and that the beauty of being a woman, or anybody, is the power of choosing who you are regardless of what's expected of you by society.

Dee: pretty much all of that! Plus, I think Gun has always been allowed to express herself however she wants (by her parents, Chinzhilla) so she's never really had to like, come up with reasons for anything. She just is! She also has to unpack a little bit of 'do I like this about Tinn or do I want [gender thing] for myself' which is, I think, a common question that often pops up for queer people (or at least it seems to do so for me ajdkd). In terms of character changes, I think one of us said at some point that girl!Gun is more of a 'crunchy' character. Even from a very basic perspective - Fourth's face is very prominent and strong, which, while considered attractive on a guy, could make for a girl!Gun who is often considered rude or grumpy - which can lead to some very interesting changes in the character and choices girl!Gun would make in comparison to canon!Gun.

What kind of clothes does she wear?

Dee: I think Gun is a lot more varied in terms of patterns and style because she'd get more freedom to explore clothes in the first place, but it would end up being pretty similar to canon!Gun's outfits anyway. She also wears more jackets and hoodies as a way to cover up more thoroughly.

Bee: clotheswise, i don't think gun's outfits would change much from original gun. maybe they'd be more form fitting if she doesn't outright shop at the boy's section, but the general vibe would be the same. i think she'd also enjoy loose crop tops on top of sports bras though, and similar stuff.

Does she break/bend rules as often as canon!gun?

Bee: rulebreaking: i think part of gun and friends being outcasts is the rulebreaking and the being bad at studying and school thing. so if anything she'd double down on it. gun has been shown to be very much a "i'll be exactly what they expect of me, and then i'll prove them all wrong" kind of character, if that makes any sense, and girl!gun pretty much has to pick between behaving and not - straddling the line is more dangerous for her cause it could ruin her future and reputation no matter what she did. so she either does what society expects, or says to hell with it with all her chest. we know what she'd choose.

Dee: something else I think is an aspect of Gun's character is that she's very used to center stage. She's been singing and performing since very little, and she enjoys it, so I think she's pretty oblivious to some of the attention she attracts. Obviously she's not wholly unaware, but still. Also, in some ways, I think Gun is even more likely to bend rules because she's so used to having to loophole her way into certain spaces and having to command the room to gain the same respect her male friends seem to get. Girl!Gun is more likely to play with technicalities because it's what she's had to do for ages. Also, she gains a bit of a fan club due to her brazen nature, especially younger queer kids (though this doesn't click for her until much, much later).

Thank you again for your questions! Feel free to ask more, we're both super normal about this au, promise! <- blatant lie

[a-moth-to-the-light]

i hope for a comfortable night at the end of your day (jan 07, 2022)

According to the Tumblr Year in Review thingie, I posted 236 times in 2022--and I didn't even make my account until March-ish! I should either celebrate or go touch grass. Joke's on you, though, because I pet plants all the time when I age-regress. Don't ask about the cactus experiences, please! /lh

OMGOMG LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT

My recent music obsession has been "La Loto" by Tini, Becky G, and Anitta! I can always trust Tini to come out with weirdly replayable songs, (ex: "Fantasi" and "22") and this is no exception. Becky G, especially, sounds great--her flow is a last-minute energy boost, full of unexpected vitriol, that makes me want to go back and see what she's been doing since "Shower" (which was THE middle school song btw). The beat squeaks under the pressure of their dominating presences, and I just feel so good about myself while listening to this one (and maybe, just maybe, pretending I could perform this track the way these three do).

Ily:1, my rookies of the year for 2022, just had a comeback! I did not know it was going to happen, but Spotify let me know the day of. Right now, "Secret Recipe" is taking up most of my attention--I don't mind their hyper-cutesy affectations here, because the chorus is just so precious. I'm sure I'll get around to listening to the title track, "Twinkle, Twinkle," again at some point, though!

I'm only two songs into the Moonbin & Sanha album (I KEEP TELLING Y'ALL I'M SLOW AND THIS IS WHAT I MEAN), but they're both fantastic, sleek and midnight-black in tone. The prechorus of "Madness" inexplicably reminds me of that one song, "Timber," that used to play at every middle school party, and, even more inexplicably, that makes "Madness" quite appealing to me. (Better than "Timber," anyway. That song could use a whole lot less Pitbull.)

Okay, I'll be done with talking about music for now--I'm mostly just catching up on 2021 songs right now, anyway! My brother got me to watch the recent Coffeezilla videos about Jake Paul, which were my introduction to the channel, so my recent YouTube life has mostly been a spiral into the depths of Coffeezilla's videography--I'm learning more than I ever wanted to know about manipulative sales tactics (the "Save the Kids" series, in particular, is fascinating)!

I'm also in the middle of Taejiu's "HIT is the best song you forgot about," only because I was reminded of "Miroh" by Stray Kids while watching and stopped to go listen to that and then couldn't stop listening to "Miroh" and then forgot to come back to finish the video. (Stray Kids does that to a guy!) As someone who has been trying to get into Seventeen for forever, this video is an exciting place to start--maybe I'll be able to check off the "get into astro and/or svt" bingo square only a few days into the new year!

Will I Do Anything Interesting Tomorrow?

I'm taking my youngest sibling out for ice cream--there's a place in our neighborhood that we used to visit all the time back when I lived at home, so I wanted to take them once before I leave the state again for college! Otherwise, I'll just be resting (hoping to get a nap in, since I missed out on naps for both Friday & today) from all the social events I've had in the past few days. I'm so happy to be able to see my friends from home after months of only texts and calls, but it's a lot of pressure for my already-not-great physical state :( I'll plan to spend most of the day curled up in bed, listening to audiobooks, to make up for all the energy expended!

Quote of the Day

Are you sure they're speaking German? Because I could have sworn I just heard them say "hamburger."

-- me

BUT UPDATE HAMBURGER IS ACTUALLY A WORD IN GERMAN

BUT ALSO THAT PERSON WAS JUST SPEAKING GIBBERISH IT WAS NOT ACTUALLY GERMAN

AND ALSO HAMBURGER IN GERMAN DOESN'T MEAN THE SAME THING AS HAMBURGER IN ENGLISH

SO

IDK THAT'S IT

photo journal excerpts

First, we have a pink sky through my car window! Pink is my favorite color :) Second is my cat in his little nest of toys, and third is a snake ring my family bought for me!

[theseulgis]

anyone else thinks astro’s moonbin and sanha subunit copied aseul’s concept, visuals, ig + schedule formats, etc.? even the song sounds similar.

i’ve seen something about it on twitter when the schedule came out i think and i thought it was particularly similar too, especially the logo. many reveluvs weren’t happy about it, i didn’t really care though. fzeihgrhrh

i just went to check the rest of the comeback because i hadn’t seen much after the schedule. the visuals i mean... yes and no? it sure has the same vibes but i mean... it’s just that, in my opinion, just vibes eheh

as for the song, i personally don’t think it’s similar, not really. it’s just heavy bass that we can find in many songs nowadays. if anything, it reminded me of infinite more than of aseul lmao

honestly i don’t think it’s that bad... like i couldn’t care less. the way i see it, it’s pretty far from what aseul did. again it’s just my opinion though! if i look at everything as a whole i can understand where you come from but i also understand that aseul can inspire. to me, monster and the whole comeback was really good so, understandable!

but i think the similarity is not that strong. for the album, schedule and logo, i can admit the resemblance is clear but for the rest, not really. :)

[honey-tea-and-cookies]

Astro Notes! (part 1)

I just realised I've never posted anything about astrology on here, even though I'm studying and practising all the time, so I thought I might make an astro notes post! Btw I do western astrology :)

- Aries Rising tend to look very unassuming? I *KNOW* it's a fire sign in the first house and I *KNOW* that's stereotypically seen as more 'aggressive' or 'intense' or 'wild', buuut I've found that's often not the case. I think it's because the signs are usually in the houses they rule. There's nothing that about them that seems especially *different* at first glance. It's only once you get to know them that these people tend to have distinct traits.

- Cancer Sun men make such good teachers! Especially in humanities-type subjects. I've found they tend to have a fascination with war in particular WW2. They're really able to detach from the emotional aspect of the subject content, and just focus on the facts. HOWEVER if you talk to them about it outside of class, they always are really sad about it? It's like they turn off for the lesson and then are hit with a tidal wave of sadness afterward. Idk maybe this one was just me, but I've had more than one male Cancer humanities teacher and they are both like this!! This goes double if they have Cancer Sun and Mercury.

- Libra Venus is so independent?? Probably one of the most out of any of the signs IMO. They just do not need you! They may like you, they may love you, they may want you around. But they have never, and will never need you. The type to yearn for the ✨aesthetic✨ of it but in reality they are perfectly okay with you gone. Good for them tbh #girlbossing 💅

- Gemini Mercury people are really good at mimicking things they see in media? Like, if someone brings up a movie they like, they will 100% drop a line from that film... and then it will become a regular part of their speech. They talk in references like half the time I swear. My step mum particularly likes to do accents from certain characters in certain movies. My brother talks in memes and iconic movie quotes constantly. Can other Gemini Mercury people/people who KNOW Gemini Mercury people please tell me your experiences with this?? I swear it's a thing right??

- A lot of Capricorn placements (particularly women) don't really feel like they relate to those placements? I think it's because we stereotypically show Capricorn as constantly hard-working, serious, ambitious, etc etc. But obviously this isn't realistic. Capricorns are not machines lol, they have other traits. I think we just portray Cap to be so intense and overbearing in that way, and that doesn't resonate for a lot of people (ESPECIALLY if they have air or fire placements). Idk, give Capricorns a break please. Talk about their soft side more :(

- Speaking of the soft side of Capricorn placements, they are so good with kids! They are often kinda nervous and unsure around kids, but it's only cuz they want these kids to like them! They love them so much! They totally wanna be besties with these kids! It's so cute. The type to read to children, or quietly play tea party. Would totally buy the kid a hot chocolate so the lil one doesn't feel left out when they buy their coffee. Cute as hell. Big fan.

- Scorpio Risings are so obvious lmaooo. I can spot one from a mile away. I don't know what it is (maybe because I have Scorpio in the 7th house? idk I'm obsessed with them) but I am so hyperaware of y'all. You all look awesome by the way. Keep doing whatever you're doing fashion-wise, it works. Also if you are a Scorpio Rising please message me I wanna be besties I love y'all so much. Please I just wanna know you so bad :')

Okay that's it!! For now, at least. I hope you enjoyed reading what I have to say about these placements, and please let me know your experiences with them! This was my first astrology notes, and my first astrology notes ever, so I hope it's okay?? I'd be so grateful for any comments or feedback :) have a lovely day <3

[astrologgeek]

⚠️ I do not give any permission to anyone reading this post to re-post my content nor plagiarize it. This content belongs to me and myself only @astrologgeek ⚠️

My ✨astro✨ notes

Part 1.

This is my first post on tumblr, I've been learning astrology for over a year now - and I have finally succeeded and wrote my own personal astrology notes! ⚠️these are my own personal observations and notes, which means that whatever I'm saying here isn't 100% astrology accurate & approved by any professional astrologer⚠️ hope you enjoy I guess <3 (BTW: if anyone wants to repost or anything pls tag me, and don't steal pls!! I've worked so hard on these.)

• Taurus risings have 2 types of luaghter: crying-like laugh because of their 3rd house cancer or a smirky / deep-like laugh because of their capricorn 9th house. As a taurus rising I approve this message.

• speaking of taurus risings: gemini 2nd house ppl may joke a lot about their self worth. They also have a very big vocal range - whether they can sing or not, they can be great at dubbing.

• Neptune in the 2nd house have dreamy voices / amazing singing abilities or they may sound like a someone that does drugs / smoke / just high.

• having your mars in the 10th house can indicate a modeling career, especially if your MC is in good aspects with your ASC.

• virgo 9th house people have the most provocative sense of humor, they are also a "know-it-all". Yet, they are extremely loyal, so passionate and devoted to their duties.

• whichever house your pluto is in explains your deepest fears and where there is true chaos in your life (I'll make a post about it!)

• having your pluto in libra - as pluto being the planet of our generations - means that these people have always tried to fit into norms and into society, to not stand out, to be the most basic they can try. I believe that if they had a catchfraze it would be: "fake it 'till you make it".

• whatever house you have libra in is an area in your life that tries to fit in norms / society / normality (libra 11th house: have friends that are normal & basic / you try to to fit in society to make friends)

• aries rising's facial expressions are IMMACULATE (aries rules the face, so it's fitting that their face and facial expression will be very dominant)

• if your lilith conjuncts your saturn then solving the dark and hidden parts of you will help your career life grow and evolve as well.

• Mars-neptune aspects makes your anger blurry - like you don't know when your angry or how to feel / express your anger. Bonus points if the moon has contact with mars.

• There are 2 houses that rule the feeling of not belonging: the 11th house (not belonging because ur special, unique, weird, not normal) and the 12th house (not belonging because of your lonely energy, your blurry energy that makes you feel drifted from everyone automatically)

• Parent & children 🤝 not understanding each other's generation. Why, you may ask? Most if the time the age gap between children & their parents is 25 - 40 years, now if pluto is changing it's sign every 12 (mostly) - 31 years it means that the gap of the signs is creating a square! Example: gen z (pluto in sag) & boomers and karens (pluto in virgo), yet gen z (pluto in sag) & gen of pluto in leo (our grandparents) are creating a trine aspect (good relationship between generations).

• Capricorn stelliums are the most impatient people ever, time just moves with their own schedule and they are the ones that are always perfectly in time. Why? Saturn, which is ruled by capricorn: is ruling time.

• 12th house placements in general but especially 12th house NN & chiron 10th house people have a hero complex, that we must help everyone and save everyone. It's because the 12th house is about selflessness and empathy.

• Sagittarius rising feel so intimate and private, like no one really knows them - because of their 12th house scorpio, which makes their intimate side hidden, and makes them a mystery.

• Your 7th house sign is also the sign you have celebrity-crushes & obsessions on.

• You can know leo's even without them having a sun, moon or rising in leo. They are just SO noticeable! Their energy is just IMMACULATE

• I think that 12th house people are very intersted in prisons, mental hospitals, illusions and parties actually! Now all of them are understood because of our natural will to search for the unkown and the mystery and the unrealistic stuff in our lives, stuff that makes your soul change.

But why parties? Parties may be a place filled with people and noise which 12th house ppl won't like but the thing is parties are a fun illusion, with the lights changing all the time and the music that makes our body adapt to an entirely different environment because of it - it makes u very much aware of everything within the noise and loudness and madness.

• Talking about parties and 12th house people - I have noticed that they have 2 options of how they act:

1. They sit in the corner and analyze literally anything or just drown in their own thoughts or distract themselves from "all of the eyes looking at them".

2. They try to dance and get involve in the party but they're or getting to carried away and then feel embarrassed af and isolate themselves or immediately regrets it and goes to isolate themselves.

• 10th house transits for ppl who haven't graduated high school / university yet will be manifesting in their school life because it's where you're "supposed" to find your career path.

• In my opinion, the co-ruler of fun (which is ruled by leo) is sagittarius. Why? Leo rules entertainment and sagittarius is the ruler of jupiter, which resembles happiness, optimism (, expansion, growth) which is like the soul purpose of fun and entertainment.

• Even tho communication and the social media are a mercury - thing, I actually think that specific parts have 2 or even 3 rulers. For example: articles are ruled by gemini, virgo and aquarius (gemini to represent the creativeness and flowing speech in the article (also gossip if included), virgo to represent the order and wording of the article and how it's represented and brought to the readers and aquarius is for the fact that articles always talk about new, innovative or unusual things that are happening currently [little bit of cap right here lol] in the world, which also bring awareness (def an aqua theme).

• As the 8th house representing secrets, intimacy and shared resources - it must mean that people with this stellium or placements LOVE gossip. gossip is the combination of shared resources (media - which related to my last note - so gossip pages are gemini scorpio thing), intimacy and secrets.

• I have a theory - vehicles, as all materials and machines - are ruled by earth signs, so here are each vehicles rulers in my opinion:

virgo rules the air-vehicles (plains, helicopters etc.) Because that's a mutable sign that's adaptable of change the most out of every earth sign, and because the sky is so unpredictable and there's infinite courses of ways to reach ur destination - virgo fits the most to it.

capricorn rules the sea-vehicles (ships, boats, submarines etc.) Because that's a cardinal sign, an initiator that doesn't wait for things to happen, but makes sure every sudden change has a stable solution, also the sea is such an exotic place - fitting for a Capricorn's rich taste in views and life. Other than that, water may be unpredictable as well, but less than the open air and sky. Capricorns are the sea goats for a reason ;)

And last but not least - taurus rules the earth-vehicles. As The most stable, grounded, stubborn & down to earth sign it's kind of fitting for the vehicles that moves through the earth to have taurus as it's ruler. As cars, motorcycles etc. Have roads, so does taurians have their own, only path. They depend on the only thing they trust and any sudden change will make chaos. It's also the most comfortable - the thing taurians are craving for most.

I HOPE U ENJOYED my astro-notes :) I'll def try to keep them coming lmao if y'all would want to. Hope y'all Have a nice day ����

[butterjinwoo]

Story about FRIENDZONE.

Hi~ it's me again.. after a long long time for not updating anything here 😅😅

Btw, happy anniversary, dear Astro.

So, i always wrote my dream here. And here i got another cute dream.. again. I will do a bit touch to make the story feels better. So let's pretend this is imagines ^^

FRIENDZONED

Genre : fluff

Disclaimer : 95% dream, 5% added story

Pairing : jinjin x y/n, and mj bestie

Story line:

Not all people can take your kindness as kindness but there's always be people who always back up from your back.

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It was a day, you can say that it was a beautiful day. The sky was so beautiful and you were sitting on bench near the sport ground. You were seeing your coach and some of his trainees practiced there.

The coach was really handsome and kind. Although he was so kind, there was a lot of people who threw hate towards him. You watched him from afar. You knew he got a lot of hate comments thought letters he received.

You felt bad about that and you just wanted to help him to feel better. You started to write him letter which you praised him for being so kind. You did that a lot.

One day, he realized that it was letter from you and he finally decided to talk to you.

"I really need to talk to you, y/n." He told you. "Hm.. why?" You asked.

"I know, you have some feelings for me." You were kinda confused but you knew that the letters might be the most possible the reason. "You sent me a lot of sweet messages through letters."

"I just want you to feel better, i mean.. you got a lot of bad comments as well. I don't have any other intentions to bother you." You explained.

"See, y/n. I know you have feelings for me. But sorry I can't accept it. Please don't send me this kind of letters anymore." He said, looked upset. "No, you got me wrong. I have another guy I love and he is not you. I really-" before you could finished your sentence, he said, "sorry, don't tell a lie. Just move on." And he left you.

You were really upset and sad. He took you wrong. You really wanted to make him feel better but he got you wrong. You were so embarrassed. You just wanted to disappear. Your tears started to fall to your cheek. You were really heartbroken, not because he rejected you, but you just felt upset to youself, your own kindness, you did well but he didn't take it well.

--

MJ suddenly came to you. He saw you cried, he was confused and he asked you, "y/n, what happened? Why are you crying?" You were shocked, so you wiped your tears in second and answered him, "no, mj. I'm fine. Thanks for asking."

"You sure? It's impossible for someone to cry without having any reason. You can tell me. I can be your shoulder to cry on." He offered. The way his words touched directly to your heart made your tears fell again. You explained to him the whole story. As he knew that coach too, he seemed a bit upset too. A lot of people didn't like him, remember? So did MJ. "Y/n, stop crying. I will make smile." And he left you there. "Wait- what? MJ!" You yelled at him as he walked away. "Just wait here. Don't go anywhere."

Again, you were confused. And as you felt MJ betrayed you by leaving you there. You sobbed.

After few moments, you decided to leave because you didn't see that mj would come back as he promised. But before you walked away, jinjin came over. You liked him, you sure. You love him. He came and he asked you, "is everything okay?" "Yeah," you said. He pulled you to his embrace. "I heard the story, so sorry for that." You pushed him away directly, you felt wrong. "We are just friends, you know. You said that." You confirmed. "Shh.. shh.. who said that?" He pulled you again, but this time he hugged you thighter. He caressed your hair. "I never told you that we are just friends, tho. And.. i know your feeling as well, so does mine." He sounded shy. You never expected that words from his lips to come out. "You know, i love you too." As he said his feeling to you, you felt relieved and you hugged him back.

-end-

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The fact that i read jinwoo's letter on universe and he mentioned about "being friend" there. I was joking with my friend about this. I told her that it's okay, now jinwoo and i are just friends. We joked a lot 😅😅 and this dream appeared. Haha sorry jinwoo, but i think my mind doesn't want to accept that fact about being friend lol. You'll be my forever love, my fav, dearest jinjin.