My computer is officially dead...馃様 After 10 years of being a warrior, after already being burned once, it finally left me. I'm really sad about this, you guys. ;(
By the way, you won't receive requests for a while because of this, since I wrote for him and did the aesthetics for him. I don't know until when, I need to save money to buy a laptop, which is more practical and cheap than a computer, and unfortunately, these things are expensive, even the simplest ones and I can't have a job, unfortunately. So I hope you understand. 馃挃
I will try to finish some stuff that it's already written basically, but that's it...
I'm so sad, I'm rewatching merlin and in the first episode Merlin said he would rather die than not use his magic and then years later he preferred the magic ban in order to save arthur :((
Me after watching Jere destroying the green bolero in the MV teaser, I meant I always wanted to see him performing live in that. But it's that what he wants I understand; he can't stay in CCC era forever
Anyway my chances to go to a gig are 99% faith 1% miracle lol 馃槀
Possible mini tornado at my school... probably a microburst. It happened about 15 minutes after school let out- about 5 minutes after the campus cleared. Yes one of the trees landed on a high school student on his bike. Yes the kid was okay, mostly scratches. Yes it ruined the front wheel of his bike. Several staff members had a car window blow out. No mine was not one of them (go Jeep!). Yes it was wild!!!
Hello everyone! I'm finally home, but I'm still recovering, so I'll try to catch up on my writing rhythm and post my latest drafts, which are almost finished. Thank you for your patience and support! I'm really sorry that I lost so much time being sick, but I'll do my best to bring the stories back!馃挅
I am truly and genuinely sad that I could not attend the meeting with Darren yesterday. I feel like good things are never supposed to happen to me, always just worries, misfortunes and bad times. I don't know for what reason. Maybe I am too negative? Too hard on myself? Or simply there is really little that works in my life.
I really don't know.
I envy (in a totally positive way) those who have had this opportunity. But I can't help but cry today. And I feel very stupid. I thought I was past the age where you cry over a famous person, but I'm not. Darren came at a painful time in my life and he helped me get back up. To hug him and thank him for that would have been so, so nice. But... nothing. Just nothing.
There should be more commentary in the poly world that sometimes you can do all the work to unravel mononormativity and you can work on your insecurities and you can learn to deal with jealousy and you can do the /work/ and sometimes at the end of it, you just aren't poly and that's okay too.
Hey guys, so we might have to put our dogs down if the parasites get worse. And I'm really sad about that because I've had my dog for 9 years. I love her and she's been loyal her whole life. Here's my dog.
Her name is Luna and I actually can't sleep without her next to my head. (She has a bed next to my pillow) She will bark at anything and she's with me as I'm typing this. She loves cuddles, she's a lap dog (meaning she will sit on your lap and paw at you to let her) She licks my face and hands when I need comfort, if we put her down my life's gonna be very different and probably have me more sleep deprived then I already am. I don't want her put down. I really don't, but if the parasites are worse, we might have to.