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da:tv gameplay reveal thoughts (SPOILERS BELOW)
so. combat is basically ME, voice acting was pretty good though I'm iffy on Neve (personal preference but she sounded a bit stilted) and there were a few lines that were giving a little "what's a paladin" but it could have been worse. i still don't like the figure proportions, it looks too ValorApexWatchy, but it's not as bad without the exaggerated animation and camera work of the initial trailer. I also wish they'd showed combat when you have more than one ability. the PC was a rogue and you have a bow with recharging-over-time quiver plus dual wielded sword/dagger that you can switch between. looks like you can either hotbutton your abilities or select them from the pause wheel along with companion stuff. 3 potions, but there are breakable vases that drop them. overall more action-adventure than i really wanted but not unplayable. environment and setpieces look great. convo wheel is the same as DA:I, with stoic, comedic, etc choices, but seems like fewer options per choice. that could be contextual though. facial animations are quite good. the character design is really what's bugging me out of anything. it just seems wildly inconsistent in how cartoonish it looks. varric looks amazing (except for the dark hair which is weird), but solas looks spot on in some scenes and super stylized in others. idk. it looks not as good as i hoped but not as bad as i feared. i'll still play it. it just feels like a lot of the design and mechanical choices are derivative. the dialogue was also a little terse? but it was a big dramatic scene where the characters are rushing around so that could be why, but it just sounded... idk, perfunctory? varric still has his little quips but aside from that the dialogue was just a little... artless. but yeah, it wasn't nearly as bad as the character reveal trailer made it seem.
#idk the dialogue was just...#it's like how you can watch bridgerton and tell it's american and not actual regency lit from the dialogue#it felt like it was written by someone who doesn't grok 'fantasy' dialogue#idk how to explain it really#i'm probably overreacting anyway#dragon age#DA:V#DA:TV#veilguard#DA:TV spoilers#dragon age spoilers
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Yknow... I'm gonna say it.
It's so fucking funny to see multiple people I knew RAGE against voting for Kamala because of some kind of purity politics (which let's be honest will never be a thing by virtue of them being fucking politicians) and/or the handling of Palestine and are now acting so shocked and outraged and sad about her losing and Trump winning.
I'm sorry, but what in the actual FUCK did you think was gonna happen by carrying on like that? No, it's not all on the 3rd party voters. That much is very evident. But yknow I'm sorry you don't get to post like that for MONTHS and then act all surprised and upset because Trump won.
#God it's fucking infuriating#She wasn't my favorite either and for a lot of the reasons you people said in your posts!#But Jesus fucking christ anyone with more than a single brain cell could have figured this shit out#It was not the time to try that bullshit and yet here we are#Idk I'm just mad and probably overreacting to seeing that stuff#But at the same time you can't rage against her and then be upset she lost#Sorry you either were so blind as to think a 3rd party would win right now or that somehow your actions would effectively support Trump#But here we are#Anyway he won for a lot of reasons#A lot have to do with the democrats themselves tbh#But also this nonsense#Sorry I had to get that out#It's been bothering me before the election and now after it's just sending me#Right off a fucking cliff
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dont you love it when one person just kills your mood and gets rid of all your energy for the day
#constance speaks#smh. its a good thing its wednesday and i already didnt have Tons of time.#but if it happens again tomorrow then im screwed. bc i Do have things to work on.#its fineeeee. or at least it better be. one of my professors was just angry today and said that the rehearsal was a complete waste of time#and not saying that hes completely wrong just hes overreacting. like. hugely.#and even if it Was a waste of our time. theres no need to screw over All of us for it.#i'm also probably overreacting but if hes for real about this and it has Any impact on my grade i Will be upset.#collective punishment is like. the thing that gets me riled up far more than anything else.#i freaking hate when people think its ok to punish Everyone for something that 90% of them werent at fault for.#anyway. theres my ramble for the day.
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i find it super interesting (read: i hate) how literally every production of coriolanus that i've seen looked at the line "i melt and am not of stronger earth than others", an extremely rare moment of vulnerability and emotion from marcius that shows his awareness of his humanity, contrasts the dehumanising language used by other characters for him throughout the play, and shows the change in him after act 4 as he begins to allow himself to show the damage done to him throughout his life and fighting career when he previously hid or downplayed it, and went "yeah this seems like a good line to cut, we don't need it"
#like????#i'm not overreacting right this is a structurally important line right?#i feel like directors think it's too human for him almost?#like maybe they think it's a thematically tricky line to incorporate#if they're trying to represent coriolanus as a man too damaged to show emotion#or they want to save the emotion for when he breaks down after listening to his mother#but that's kind of the point?#he does change after act four and this line represents that#and surprisingly he does have emotions outside of his mother#like yeah his relationship with volumnia is incredibly important to the play#probably one of the most important aspects#but it's not all there is to him#just speculating though#maybe the cut is nothing to do with that#anyway i love this line and i hate when it's cut#coriolanus#caius marcius coriolanus#caius martius coriolanus#shakespeare#willy shakes#blorbus blorbius from my shakespearean tragedy
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the problem with random pains is that inevitably my brain goes "Oh. It's a Heart Attack. We're going to die."
#and then i'm like 'no brain you're overreacting' and it's like '..yes probably. but WHAT IF'#and then reminds me that if i wasn't having a heart attack i wouldn't have my whole left side burning right now#personal#ugh#anyway#being hypocondriac is the worst
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on the one hand I'm really very excited to start learning game dev stuff! but otoh. I get the feeling the classes are gonna be full of kids a decade younger than me who already figured out they wanna do game dev stuff back in middle school and probably already HAVE some kind of experience making art and idk, minecraft mods or fangames or hell, even their own indie game. and it's gonna be really demoralizing to go into the game art class with the drawing skills of a 5 year old
#like if it were just 3d modeling I'd feel like I have at least an okay start#but the course was like 'ok here's this learn to draw book. you're gonna be making concept art by the end of the semester' like??????#either concept art can be much worse than I thought or they're doing a fuckin bootcamp here because that is NOT a lot of time#and there's no prerequisite classes so???#anyway. I'm probably overreacting I'm sure there's plenty of other people with little to no art experience taking these classes#college stuff#oh also. not stoked to be back on a college campus when covid cases are super high 🙃
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saw a take with over a thousand notes that was so fucking rancid i spent perhaps an hour typing a longass catty response that i edited into something methodical and not novel length, decided not to publish out of fear of freaks in my inbox, blocked the user, went through the five stages of grief in the shower wrt the mutual who put that shit on my dash, questioned my own morality because of how adamant and matter-of-fact OP was while drying off, decided i WASN'T the one who was out of touch, softblocked the mutual, went and smoked my second to last cigarette, then hardblocked the mutual.
#len speaks#decided i'd just be disgusted with myself if i saw that mutual on the dash ever again no matter how fun their posts are tbh#thought i'd be able to get by with two cigarettes tomorrow and walk to the corner store on monday. alas!#guess i'll have to ask my dad to drive me for more cigarettes tomorrow afternoon. probably fitting considered i smoked through at LEAST#a pack and a half because it was either that or start a screaming match with the fucker and stop referring to him as my dad to his face#anyways. i'm coping. i'm undoubtedly overreacting to stupid tumblr shit bc of personal issues but hey i've a therapy appt scheduled already#and i at least feel more at peace rn. thank god for cigarettes
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#I feel like this really is just a massive overreaction. I am a little itchy. my face is burning a little bit. it is not a big deal.#but dammit I can't focus and it just bothers me so much!!#I'm not breaking out in hives or anything! it's very very mild it's not an issue really. just ignore it. keep trying anyway.#but my head hurts and everything just feels Bad.#I hate this#everything feels very very hot. and the window is open so it's probably cold in here. so. it's just totally great.#fine I give up.
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im too shy to go to anyone and ramble abt ffxiv but pls know i am doing it ..... in my head ............... and im screaming and and and dehehegabjdnskdks ffxiv i love you im insane! im insane! im insane!
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#xbox too wow. okay. okay that's crazy#okay. wow. oh this is all so crazy to me. sorry#i'll probably come into some of my moots askboxes from those who've told me it's Fine and just scream ... i love ffxiv sm you have no idea#i am. aghfhrhehhsns itSHSGGEGWAGHjhsjdbekw GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH crazy#sorry if i'm overreacting i'm not actually sorry this is just me and how im like. anyway. oh god. oh god
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I see wayyy too many posts about aro people and their relationships, basically anything aromantic turned into romantic
#its not all the time but enough to notice a trend#the post will have things explicitly stating that the intention of said silly post that op most likely didn't intend to blow up#isnt romantic whatsoever and is actually about their experience being aro or just. aromantic related in general#n non-aros rbing or in the comments will be like 'omg this is about me'#theres nothing wrong with interpreting posts how you want and technically the comments are harmless#but seeing people miss the point that badly and disregarding aros is just GAH#maybe i'm overreacting#i probably am#but GAH#just. GAH#anyways point of the post aro people exist and not everything is about romance#(i should also add the fact that I'm aromantic not that it's particularly anyone's concern)#zero's thoughts
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You know how you get lost walking around in Wilkinsburg in the morning because your car won't start again and you're hungry (maybe?) and you just get lost staring at the random, but welcome, pops of accented color that people choose to paint on the exterior of their houses and then YOU JUST BREAK DOWN CRYING MAYBE THREE SEPARATE TIMES?!
No one will love me like you do.
Because I will not let anyone love me like you do.
#i hate them so much#they knew about my trauma and they hurt me anyway#they married me and they threw me away#discard#they don't care#i'm just overreacting or crazy (probably what they think)#who knows how they justify it to themselves#my feelings weren't just hurt#my feelings were obliterated#my mind was warped#psychological abuse#covert narcissism#codependence
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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Testing my immune system's reaction times by drinking gone off milk and seeing how long it takes to do the same thing it does when I have an allergic reaction.
#not long is the answer#but it is no where near as bad because fuck me actually not getting sick i guess#given that I'm home alone i am actually glad it's a pretty minor response#because it'll probably be fine but my immune system overreacts to everything#anyway if you are ever wondering if some food has gone off I'm pretty good at testing it#just in the worst way possible
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i don't know what to do
#doll#do i leave? do i try to fix it even if it means startin over again? am i overreacting?#i'm just avoiding him n i should probably take some space but#i'm......scared.#i thought i wasn't scared of him anymore#if he lied about this what else was just him tellin me what i wanna hear#when he said he wouldn't stop me from leavin?#(physically. at least he was honest enough to admit he'd probably try everything in his power to make me change my mind)#n i mean i don't even wanna break up for good. i don't wanna give up on him. i love him.#maybe i'm just stupid but i really think he loves me too. at this point it's the only thing he's said i'm not questioning#it's just that for the first time in my life i'm not sure it's enough#n he just....doesn't know how to. n i'm gettin so tired of tryin to show him when he's fightin it all the way#i'm just. so sad. it's hard to breathe. i wanna be angry w/ him but maybe i was just stupid to trust him like that#i know by now i can live without him even if he'll always be the only one for me (cause he is n i'll always love him)#but i don't wanna face a world where it's not enough that you just love each other. where it breaks anyway.#spdrvent
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why are you coming into my (slack) dms complaining at me that you don't think you're a strong writer and then get snippy with me when i (nicely!) give you the answers to the questions you're asking and tell you that you're fine if you don't plagiarize. why do you say to me "well it's kind of hard not to sound like i'm ripping off research copy as there's only so many ways certain things can be said" when i TOLD you about the plagiarism issue we've been having with this one other writer. why are you complaining to me!! about assignments that you agreed to do!! why can't you just say fucking "thank you!" or "I'll keep that in mind!" why why whyyyyyyyyyyy
#work stuff#silver jelly#i am very very bad at being in a management position bc my patience drops to zero when i think you're acting stupid and should know better#and it's my time being wasted bc of it#that's not what leadership is about and i understand that and to my work's credit; i am not a full-on manager#i have absolutely no desire to ~lead~ in any professional capacity because i know that i'm like this and it's not fair to anyone#so i do understand that i am maybe; probably; overreacting. but y'all have to understand that every single fucking conversation i've had#with this guy for the last two and a half !!!! Years !!!!! has been This !!!!!#if you're that unhappy make a move !!! i've given him a million suggestions on moves he can make including leaving !!!!#the fucking self-pity the fucking wallowing. every time we talk it's 'i've wasted the last three years of my life here' it's#so fucking EXHAUSTING like i understand life is fucking hard right now i hold empathy for that but there is ONLY so much i can TAKE#from someone who isn't paying me; smoking me up; or fucking me like christ's sakeeeeeeeeeeeee#i will put up with a lot of shit if you're kind to me you don't even have to be that pleasant but it's like talking to a brick wall#GAH ! Anyway ! thank you for listening !!
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nothing will ever make me want to never want to go onto the internet ever again than sending an ask and not clicking anonymous </3
#🔧 post#am I overreacting?#probably#but it's so embarrassing when you send a cool artist a request#and then forget to turn on anon </3#like they're just gonna be like wow. major loser alert what a nerd#anyways im literally never ever going online ever again and I'm not talking to anyone ever again this is a goodbye post /nsrs but </3#im DYING#tails.txt
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