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aforeffortenjolras · 6 months ago

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really trying to find ways to take care of myself that are doable and enjoyable when possible. and i really feel like with meditation i've had a lot of progress in letting go of things and being able to not get bogged down by circumstances, and i'm having so many more good days and just feel so much lighter overall :)

#personal #like i make these little chocolate things so i can get the seeds i'm supposed to be eating #and i'm finding ways to move my body that feel good and not like a punishment #and then i make my little salty spearmint tea lemonade drink after and i feel so good #still trying to not be on my phone as much and i just started oil pulling which just sucks but hopefully i'll get used to it #or find some way to make it better #i've also felt a lot of stress in the relationships with the people i live with but i feel like over the past few weeks we've been able #to talk through things and actually work things out?? which is crazy to me.#i'm not used to having conflicts resolved without it leaving permanent distance between me and the other person #and i know that feeling like this is easy when i'm not in school and only working part time #and i'll probably feel terrible when school starts again and then i have to move in with my parents after that.#but! what is important is practicing compassion and i am working on that and i will certainly not #run out of opportunities to practice it more #basically not only am i not really actively trying to destroy myself anymore but i am actually trying to treat myself with love for probabl #the first time in my life

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