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Hind is constantly tweeting about being overwhelmed and hopeless. Bisan is sharing videos of children dying--literally someone trying to give a child chest compressions before giving up, the camera lingering on the child's limp, dead body. Today, Motaz posted video of his bombed out neighborhood--footage of a hand that does not end in an arm but ends in frayed and tattered meat. His neighborhood lost 45 people, his cousin also died.
His last tweet, 16 minutes ago, is him in the rain, the caption begs for the genocide to stop. "Please god, stop this."
Things have been dire and are getting more bleak. Using these people as inspiration porn--repeated lines of "Palestinians haven't lost hope, so we shouldn't other"--grows useless as it is clear it is very hard for them to manage hope. Hind has flat out admitted to being overwhelmed and losing feeling. The dead child, whose face was drenched in blood, cannot hope. It is not their fault, it isn't a matter of them not trying enough. It is a sign of Israel's cruelty.
How bad it is gotten--how much worse it is getting as Israel faces little resistance from the international community, as lack of food and medical care and sanitation spreads disease, how much the rain and cold sucks out the capacity to do anything other than survive and stress--means we should push harder. Fueled by righteous fury at injustice and needless suffering, not human beings turned into mascots, we must push and pull things harder until the system of suffering breaks.
I don't even know what that means. Every call to action feels so pathetically weak in the wake of all of this. But we must figure out what pushing harder means and fast.
Every day spent doing nothing or the bare minimum is more lives lost, more hope lost.
#i'm not supplying videos#because they are graphic and i don't want tumblr fucking with this#but their accounts are easy to find#the video bisan shared was to insta followers#it wasn't her video
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honestly I encourage everyone to get comfortable opening up their electronics. game consoles. computers. phones. keyboards. headphones. whatever. like obviously don't start with the most difficult thing to open up and don't just mindlessly pop open something and lose all the screws and don't do it while its on. but get comfortable looking inside your stuff yourself
its not hard to open up most electronics that don't have an apple logo on them (and even a lot of those are easier than you'd think) and it DOES NOT VOID YOUR WARRANTY.
Companies will try to scare you from learning how to care for your own stuff because they get money that way. Warranty stickers are technically illegal in the US but just isn't enforced, and a company can't actually void your warranty if you repair something yourself, so long as you don't break something else in the process.
like I look at threads all the time where people express fear about just opening up a console and looking at the internals to see which version they have but don't be! its easy, its safe, its free! get comfortable with your electronics and learn how to clean and repair stuff yourself, it isn't scary, companies just want you to think it is!
#I have been inside of like a dozen different video game consoles at this point#i'm talking like atari 2600 through X Box 360 in terms of generations#newer ones I've just had no reason to open up so that's the only reason I haven't tho I should probably do some cleaning#but like I've done cleaning and repasting and straight up surgery on motherboards and its FINE its not hard#I don't even know how to use a soldering iron and I have still done repairs and maintenance that would cost stupid amounts#I've taken part ipods regularly and removed puffy batteries from iphones and popped open headphones to replace parts they don't want replac#i've frankensteined keyboards from different ones to make what I wanted and built ones I myself#as long as you're careful and don't fuck around with power supplies that are ON or act reckless with batteries#its FINE#open up your junk and clean it
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I wonder how many business majors turn out like I did: disillusioned leftists who view all they learned for that degree with a healthy dose of skepticism.
#don't get me wrong there ARE things that are worth knowing. how to distribute a supply chain or scheduling a project efficiently#I'm a big fan of how it taught me to understand tariffs and PPP and comparative productivity etc#but most of what I got out of it was either understanding economics at scale or understanding human psychology/sociology wrt capitalism#anyway. weird thoughts after the hbomberguy video mentioned Somerton was a business grad more than once#phoenix talks
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I've never been tested for ADHD and sometimes I don't think I have it, but then other times I decide I want to try book binding, for example, and within twelve hours I have bought new printer ink, fancy paper, more fancy paper, special thread and needles, and glue, and now I have a book drying overnight under some weights with the hope of finishing it tomorrow.
Will I ever make another book? Probably not, at least any time soon. But this is how badly I wanted to read a physical copy of a fanfic 😂
#book binding#adhd#i have no idea what i'm doing#i didn’t even watch a full video with sound on before purchasing supplies so i hope rather than believe i have everything i need
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Last month one of my neighbors who appeared to be selling their house left a beautiful hardwood table in pieces on the curb as trash that had just. Had the MOST UGLY WHITE PAINT slapped on it in the most slapdash, hideous fashion you've ever seen in your life, which I assume is why they put a 35 year old cherry table on the fucking curb.
Anyway I rescued it and I need everybody to see my refinishing process photos because I am shameless and also extremely proud of this table (I've never refinished furniture before).
Look at my table!!!
#At last a real grown up table!!! For my grown up formal dining room!!!!#JUST because the framed art is of video game characters is not material.#I'm so happy with this table!!! it seats TEN PEOPLE with both leaves in!!#the first photo has our old table which was an IKEA table that was also free that I got off a friend and was fine. but.#also had the legs in a weird place and was from IKEA.#i wanted a real hardwood table for entertaining but we had to buy a new couch this year and replace our car suspension#so it was not in the budget. and then. THIS BEAUTY. Came into my life for the low low price of Free.99#technically i did spend money on refinishing supplies. but like less than $100 for this table is a BARGAIN#anyway I'm an incorrigible showoff and would have Literally Died if I didn't post pictures so here we are#related to#my crafts
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I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent
#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little#bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the#very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the#house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks#Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a#gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a#treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of#color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration#like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a#auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies#so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk#and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver#but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and#sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an#active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have#been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start#to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've#done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!'#(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks#with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm#secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool#stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers#me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or#it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for#too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been#investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely#enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed#google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj#LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!
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usamericans who constantly complain that they don't know anything about other countries because their education system is shit have no excuse actually. other countries have shit education systems too. in 2010-ish, as an isty bitsy 8 or 9 year old, i got into an argument with my teacher during geography class bc she said that romania borders serbia and montenegro (which stopped being a thing in 2006) instead of serbia. if you rely on all your information coming from a single source... what can i say? fucking skill issue
#can you tell that i saw another tiktok that pissed me off?#i'm on that app for cute cat videos and olympic athletes being cool#and yet my fyp keeps supplying me with rancid takes
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sometimes you listen to a soundtrack and accidentally cook up the outline for an entire sequel to a slowburn that's already over 50k words long
#everyone say thank you Arcane for having an ost so banging it can supply a three-chapter arc#my fic deadass goes from Misfit Toys to Guns for Hire and finally to What Could Have Been#Misfit Toys is the Starlight Foundation when Annie finally goes rogue#Guns for Hire is when everything goes to shit for everyone. you'll pay when these walls come tumbling down#What Could Have Been.. Maeve sweetie your angst compels me like crack cocaine#'for me to live I gotta kill the part of me that saw that I needed you more' I'm gonna be drawing fanart to this for months#I'll be real with you at this point canon is a distant memory molded by generations#yeah I've heard the story once but I'm more of a fan of the modern retelling by Shirya et al.#i needed to rant about this in the tags bc god my blorbos. they're driving me nuts. they're killing me your honor.#if i had all the money in the world and also talent and copyright law didn't exist I'd hire Erin and Dominique#to act out fight scenes for a music video I'm talking there'd be choreography there'd be dramatic panning and fades to black it would b lit.#i want them to be adorable in love fueled by endless devotion like xena and gabrielle but unfortunately#maeve and annie exude angst and i am an addict. put that in my pipe and let me smoke it#my brushstrokes
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Warning, Certified Internet Boomer Moment Imminent!
anyway bruh y'all have no idea how bad the baby fever is kicking my ass rn....
#me @ myself like BITCH NOT YET#IT'LL HAPPEN WHEN IT HAPPENS SO JUST STOP FUCKING YELLING AT ME#AHHHHHHHHHHH#anyway I am legit envious of people who don't want kids bcs I assume their brains don't do this to them#and it's always so much worse around the holidays bcs christmas kinda blows when you're an adult#and I'm so excited to get to go all in making halloween and christmas special for a kid#I just have so much love inside of me and I want to share it#christmas was always hit or miss growing up bcs we were really poor#so we got charity gifts a lot#and when you're a teenage girl those gifts SUCK ASS#but I had to sit there and be happy with all the spa kits and make up and shit even though I DID NOT WANT THOSE#while my siblings got really cool shit like video games and art supplies and stuff#and I am so ready to make sure my kid never ever has to go through that#fuck gender I will pay attention to their interests and make sure they get things they love!!!
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Why is J collaborating with 20 year old minecrafters
because he's an insecure sellout sex criminal whose life is currently deteriorating in waves
#god i'm so ....... disappointed#sea told me that lud was also potentially in on this project but i think they're probably just supplying voices or w/e#either way holy fuck i just. Why#can you just play a video game together. please. please. Please#bunnyaskz
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minimalists will really be like :/ mmm wow i sure have accumulated a lot of Stuff *points to small pile of materials relating to a hobby that brings them joy* i don't need it.....time to declutter it.....stuff is ephemeral, empty surfaces and bare walls and owning a single set of cutlery and making your home look like an empty soulless hotel or hospital room is aspirational
#people can decorate & do what they want#but you will never convince me that a someone having a Minimalist tm apartment with like. light wood flatpack ikea furniture#has any more personality than the concrete square block houses that rich minimalists have & barely live in#there Is no personality#& also?? giving children 'experiences' over 'stuff' can be good but can mmm also be a slippery slope#you have a kid interested in art? oh just send him to an art gallery#but never buy him art supplies to make his own#bc it could be messy & requires buying Stuff & lord knows that's too much for your scandi minimalist aesthetic & personal sensibilities#i'm sorry i just watched a decluttering video where the person was Obviously distraught about giving up their hobby equipment (yarn)#but was Equally distraught about the (neat & colourful) stack of yarn on top of a chest of drawers#what is wrong with you. what caused you to be this way. just keep the yarn.
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ok i got excited and did mockups. screenshot source is dollightful’s recent gen 1 to gen 3 comparison video which is super cool and useful!! because the eye shape is mostly out of my control i’m thinking about adding in thick black lines to mimic my drawing style and bring it back to something that looks like i made it, which i think could look super cool! not sure if i want eyelashes on her or not. i’m prrrrrobably gonna have to reroot bc cleo’s hair has a lot of blue in it and her base hair doesn’t dye well from what i’ve read. then i get to try to figure out styling!!
#wip#sal cereza#i actually secured a ride to go to the store & pick up a doll and supplies so now i'm For Real Planning#this spring break! god willing and the creek don't rise! aaa!!!!#so i'll do air dry clay for the nose and i've seen repaint videos where folks change a happy expression to a dour one by painting#lower on the lip mold to counteract the upturn. which means i'll probably have to figure out a lip shade#but i have to mix a skin tone for the nose anyway so i'll just go a little darker than that i think#this is gonna be a lot more subdued than most of the customs i watch bc sal is like. light futch#and i like very simple cartoony eyes#she doesn't like makeup it feels weird. she doesn't like a lot of femme clothing bc it's too tight or the fabric is uncomfortable#she has already nailed down the textures she likes THANKYOU!!#a bit of mascara and earrings and that's as much as she's doing#i want to do multiple clothing sets also#one sleeveless turtleneck to go under her jacket#one regular turtleneck to just wear#and one with a ripped up sleeve for the Fungits Arm#then a pair of corduoroy pants and a skirt#also planning to just paint her hands black for the gloves#but since MH hands are removable - i think? - i want to sculpt an alt fungits hand#THIS IS. VERY INVOLVED FOR A FIRST TIME.#i am planning to Dream Big and accept cutbacks#shoes are gonna be a pain probably#i'll see what i can mod from what the doll comes with#sculpt out of clay if all else fails?
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naur but i used to do the same thing 😭😭
like. "oo flour yes i will take 100 flours ty 100 rice? SURE"
LIKE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO W/ ALL MY MORA 😭
EXACTLY I NEED TO KEEP MY INGREDIENTS IN STOCK
it was extremely funny that one time, because my friend was watching me play Genshin and kept begging me to stop buying out all the stores in the game (i did not stop, it was hilarious and now i have like 200 tomatoes >:)
#chit chat#darling mutuals#genshin talk#i don't use my mora often because i only have a few built characters#but honestly i just like collecting it#like yessss give me the video game money#i'm the person who will never use any of my resources#it can be the final boss and i'll be like 'but what if i need it later :('#my Traveler's satchel is PACKED#'wow Traveler that's a lot of supplies you got there-' 'yeah Wifi never spends ANYTHING'#good evening :)#god what a day it's been. it sure was something haha
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#buying my husband little gifts and trinkets like i'm a magpie trying to court him#shiny? you want shiny?#look if the universe decided to put an ocean between us that keeps me from sharing my little art supplies hoard#then i will simply find another way#i just. like giving him things. gerlion art. plushies. my heart. video games. cursed knowledge. etc#joon talks#pda#<333#lakka tag
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Yell it for those in the back!!
underconsumption being called a trend now…… mf that’s just how normal sane people live
#i saw a rant video about overconsumption yesterday - chicky had a room dedicated to personal cleaning supplies & had her better half choose#what she will use for the week. She critiqued his choosings - then swapped them out for ones she liked (more). She had *shelves* of shampoo#conditioners - body scrubs - body wash - body oils - you name it; she had it and then some. That will expire far before chicky or the other#half can use it. I was honestly grossed out - if that's not overconsumption I don't know what is. YOU'RE HOARDING!!#I'll call it what it really is. It's incredibly wasteful. Sure - buy a new shampoo & conditioner when you're almost done the one you're#currently using but you don't need more than the store has in your personal home. I'm seriously wondering if they're using objects to fill#some sort of personal void. Guess I'm not one to complain - I have seven different foundations that all have different coverages/finishes#two of which are almost fully used. when they are finished - I'll use the others (obviously). I don't need my makeup stand to look like a#dang Sephora/London Drugs/Shoppers Drug Mart/Walmart/etc. Reuse what you have! When it breaks - recycle what you can and toss it away.#these last few years of over!overconsumption has really put a toll on our wallets and especially our planet.#4ty% rants
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augh I wish I could sell my shit bc it's looking more and more like I'm gonna need a financial solution to this ongoing bullshit problem with the internet. I swear to fucking god.
#comms are always open and *nobody fuckin buys anything where the hell am I supposed to advertise this shit*#ofc maybe it's bc I regularly complain about this problem that nobody buys anything. punishing me for complaining about nobody#buying anything by nobody buying anything for some reason. idfk. I don't get it either but I'm 90% certain that I piss people off doing thi#whatever man it's MY blog I gotta right to complain on posts I set to be unrebloggable#blogs are quite literally meant to be like diaries. it's only by happenstance that tumblr mutated into what it did#man what's even worse is that I really wanna draw while listening to videos; and not just on my limited supply of paper either#but for SOME REASON this regularly causes the internet to shit its pants if I even THINK about trying it#there's no way in hell I'd be able to manage smth like Pony Town or LoE either even tho I really wanna play the latter#waiting for that game to update itself on this shittacular connection would be fucking miserable#also my guy is still stuck in an underwater cave bc I kind of stopped playing before those were fixed to have loot#so I just. got stuck on my own devices. I don't feel like playing any of my other ponies either
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