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some arthur lester design ideas and doodles
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#i had a sheet explaining his designs but it's too much text#and it all boils down to 2 main things#i wanted it to look like some higher power just watched too many action/adventure movies and is now toying with him#but i also didn't want many variations in his core features in all this madness idk almost like he was made for it?#(this is getting too meta)#my main inspiration was the scene in s2 where he says they can throw anything at him and he'll go down swinging every time#he's so good at adapting and enduring you forget he's kinda just a guy who didn't sign up to any of this#ily arthur#if you read all this i'm so sorry but also thank you and ily too#my stuff#pls picture 4th arthur saying “start the music” and john immediately rasing his hand like a conductor
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ENG PLAYERS I BESEECH YOU
I have been informed that you guys are getting part 4 of episode 7 tomorrow, which means we are FINALLY going to get the official romanization of Revaan's name, somebody please tell me because I need to know what it is.
like, yes, it's probably just Revan/Levan, but look, I'm sitting here with my finger over the button of all these Laverne and Shirley jokes and just waiting for the opportunity to deploy them --
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#(not me realizing that meleanor doesn't actually appear non-silhouetted until part 5 so uhhhhh. whoops.)#(i know a bunch of you read the spoiler-tagged stuff though so i'm putting my life in your hands)#revan would be the funniest one i think because it's just raven but with the vowels switched and i'd be over here going WHAT COULD IT MEAN#anyway i'm here to give the people what they crave and it's obviously references to 70s american sitcoms that spun off of happy days#mork and grimdy. i-is that anything.#the problem of course is now that i might have to actually come up with a bunch of laverne and shirley jokes#when i haven't...actually watched it in a million years#(my personal pool of media i consumed growing up is a good 60% made up of random things i found to watch at 3 am because of insomnia)#(this probably explains a lot about me) (the opinions about zorro adaptations anyway)#hold on let me marathon all eight seasons and -- wait i'm just now finding out there was also an animated series#in which they joined the army and their sergeant was a literal cartoon pig but also they went to space and fought giant gorillas?#but how does boo boo kitty factor into this
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Usually I try to better clean up and color these... But I REALLY wanted to share 'em as soon as possible cuz I really like how they look already, sue me :')))
Some story time under the cut for those of you who want context >:000
((EDIT - Small TWs for some negative talk and mentions of grief. Also spoilers for the ending on Chapter 4 :00)
As mentioned in a previous post, Gabby and Doey's relationship is... Very strained after the events of the fourth chapter.
Doey joined the group (Gabby, Kissy and Ava) eventually while they were venturing as subtly as possible to avoid running into Huggy. It was a surprise, obviously - they all thought he was six feet underground since the aftermath of him crashing down. They were all relieved to know he was still alive, but something was different. He wasn't as jovial as his usual self was... He was just... Off. Quiet. Monotone.
(Which is understandable since the guy is literally GRIEVING the loss of the kids of the Safe Haven y'know- and he feels immense guilt for what happened)
At some point, they get separated - Kissy and Ava stick together, while Doey and Gabby venture on their own way, both groups hoping to join each other again eventually. Doey and Gabby still have that quiet dynamic going on, because the human guy doesn't want to make things any worse than they already are. So he tries to be the cheerful one. For both his and Doey's sakes. He tries as hard as he can. But it falls flat. And Gabby, despite himself, grows more and more irritated by Doey's unusual calmness. Something's obviously going on and he won't say anything about it.
Something happens that puts them in a dangerous situation, and everything spills out. Gabby wants to talk, he wants answers. Doey is trying to ignore it, but he's being pushed. And suddenly his anger blooms back out. And he lashes out on Gabby. Shouts all the words he hadn't gotten out. How he was never any good for the kids. How he could've done so much more. How if it wasn't for him, "they'd still be breathing and standing right now". How Gabby can't understand. And Gabby... Takes it. He stands there, listening to every single thing he says. Silently.
He's not afraid. And Doey notices. It's unnerving. It catches him completely off guard. It's like something is starting to break inside of him. Something he's not sure he wants to let shatter much more...
And then Gabby hugs him. And the thing in Doey's core is completely obliterated. And the tears are finally, finally let loose. And his shoulders finally relax to wrap themselves around the short man.
They talk after some VERY good comforting words from Gabby. They find Kissy and Ava after some searching, and they're back on track.
And from then on, their relationship changes back slowly to the small friendship they had formed in the past, plus more. They both understand and trust each other, and Doey feels relief from having someone he can confide in and let himself relax with. And just... Be a kid. Even if just for a bit. All three kids need that so badly, and Gabby tries his best to give that to them. To Doey. Because he, out of anyone, deserves a break the most.
#... oof. i uh. might come in and change some of all that because this is all one-shot and lots of it probably don't make any sense#I TRIED#I promise I can write sometimes. today just isn't the day I think whoops#ANYWAY- AU LOREEEE#Because I need Doey to be happy again damnit :((((#Immediate serotonin#+ gave a hug to the guy because GOODNESS GRACIOUS DOES HE NEED A THOUSAND#my art#doodle#writing#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 4#poppy playtime spoilers#doey#doey the doughman#self insert#ppt#big bro & kids shenanigans au#PS. also keep in mind I'm French so uh... if some stuff don't make sense that might also explain why lmao
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you've probably been asked this before but how did you get so good at human anatomy????? like obviously you're amazing with dogs, but i just loveee the way you draw your anthro characters and how you're able to make them so lifelike and human(ish)!! so i was just wondering, what resources did you use to get good at this?
This is going to be such an useless response, but I don't know if there's any specific tricks to learning anatomy, or at least I don't feel qualified to try to dissect and explain them. It's just decades worth of practice and trial and error :'>
I've done a few courses of life drawing and I'd argue that it's surprisingly effective in calibrating your eye to understand poses, proportions, perspective and the line of action. It gives your figures that certain organic liveliness and fluidity. Other than that, I'm always lowkey observing how people move and bend and gesture, and trying to internalize it well enough so I can replicate that on paper. Archiving stuff in the visual library for later use.
And thank you! I'm flattered you think my anthros look believably lifelike! Anatomy is a longtime interest of mine, it's something I'm particularly motivated to figure out. Even though my ability to capture bodies is still very far from where I want to be, I feel like I'm going in the right direction.
#I'm bad at explaining how I do anything I do I'm sorry#answered#strange-aelurus#the trick to getting good at something is becoming unhinged and doing it 475785337 times#and when it comes to drawing#looking at stuff with intent#it'd be embarrassing to admit just how frequently I get distracted staring at my hands as if I'm seeing them for the first time
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I liked your art, you won🎉🎉🎉
WE WON NO REDEMPTION WAHOOOOO/silly


I'm still terrified of the redemption route for this clown though hdhghfg, I want his silly self to stay evil and wimsy and goofy and with redemption uhhh
We're like
I dunno I'm sooo scared devsis is gonna take away that aspect which is what makes him just so funnn. Please pretty please let him be god awful and rotten and rude and goofy if you take that route Devisis I want him to keep his funny wimsy qualities. Please please pleaseeee write him well y'all are doing sooo good with him don't fumble by taking the redemption route (And if they do it better be good and he better stay chaotic and goofy and sassy and condescending and all his "rotten rabid thing" qualities)
If they do him (And his fun aspects justice in this dreaded hypotetical) then I may be cool with it. Though the mean ass possum has grown on me so much I'd 100% miss that evil and unhinged part of him TONS, devsis have mercy pretty please/silly
[Longer more insane ramblings are in the tags hsfhfhhv]
#my view of these two is that these should still be some bitterness on both sides#Both on SM's rabid half and on PV's half#they should both hold some form of “fear” towards one another. just deep deep down considering everything#and SM being rotten AF shchshfn#just thoughts#speaking of...#I like to think of PV's “”friendship“” offer as leff of a “yeah let's be buddy buddies!!!” offer but more of a “I could show you a#better way. Fighting like this is pointless and things could be better if you let me show you the right path.“ kind of offer#I like the idea of PV not really being able to “forgive”/“forget” the horror of the spire of deceit. But compassion is his entire thing#(cough cough the guy's known for ending wars trough reconcilliation and civil conversation. With the occasional “we are cool now!!!” on bot#parties cough cough)#and so I believe he'd be the kind to understand what “explains the guy's sheer insanity” and all but withouth#seeing that as a justification.#TLDR the good old “I get where you're coming from but it isn't an excuse. I'm still condemning your actions.”#*LESS (i aint rewriting that y'all gotta stick with my embarassingly dumb grammatical oversights unfortunately)/silly#long story short I'm a fan of PV trying to do the whole civil convo approach but I want SM to be a stark contrast to that#he should be a HUUUGE challenge to get trough. And it'd be fun if he was simply too far gone#If he isn't though. I want them to have leftover tension#stuff's inevitable imo and it'd be fun to see some clashing#askbox stuff#beetle's ramblings#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#crk spoilers#beast yeast spoilers#awakened pure vanilla cookie
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Dream's wings
#I had a really good drawing feel all night#and then I took a break and had a hard time with Dream from the back#so It's mostly the wings#my art#pigeon's art stuff#sans au#utmv#<< just cause#It's also six am#so that explains it#I'm gonna go to sleep#wings
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I'm getting whumperflies from my textbook's chapter on behaviorism. The cold, calculated way it talks about behaviors completely separate from the person doing them and the emphasis on reinforcement and punishment are just so very whumpy. Generally it uses attention as an example of reinforcement, which leads to stuff like "it's effective to avoid eye contact and conversation while restraining a patient so that misbehaving isn't unintentionally reinforced through attention." Like that's one of the whumpiest things I've ever read and it's in a psychology textbook. Imagine a whumper just completely ceasing any eye contact or conversation while Whumpee is being punished because attention is a reinforcer
Behaviorism is so fucked up
#i don't think the textbook is trying to say behaviorism is#like#good#it's just describing the methodology and will probably only get to the criticisms at the end of the chapter#and it's not like behaviorist principles can never be useful#but pure behaviorism is just cruelty behind a mask of 'helping'#which is very whumpy#oh i should probably tag this as like#medical abuse tw#medical whump#it's fun because I knew ABA was fucked up#and reading this chapter I'm like 'oh! it's not just ABA! It's all behaviorism that's fucked up!'#some of this stuff is worded so similarly to my short with Jane explaining conditioning that it's funny#like I was purposefully trying to explain conditioning from the perspective of a sadist and it reads...#exactly the same as a professional perspective
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This morning was interesting. And the shirt is comfy 👕
(reads right to left, like proper manga)
#doodles#non fandom stuff#daily life#it is always very funny to me when the manager asks me stuff like 'so did you have fun' as if I'm a little child#at least he didn't ask if i got any good pictures. i don't want to explain that most of the pictures i got were just wandering sumo ass#the shirt btw has such a cute design. sumo on a bicycle#very soft shirt and i got it in a 3XL so it's nice and loose and comfy#...also it was the last one they had w this print on it#the rest of the day was catching up on emails and orders and putting stickers on stuff as always
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Cellbit: Yeah, [Bobby is] our son.
Roier: What?
Cellbit: He's our son, no? Or not? Am I not?
Roier: I mean… he's already dead. [...] By the time we got married, he was no longer around. So in theory, in theory-
Cellbit: But in my heart, he is my son.
Roier: Oh, that's fine, in your heart, yes. In your heart, yes. But actually-
Cellbit: He could have been my son, he could have been.
Roier: But actually, he is my son and Jaiden’s.
Cellbit: Yes yes, definitely, of course.
Roier: [Smacks him] Exactly. Well, you're the step-father, you know?
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Cellbit: Hey Tina, have you met Bobby? I don't think you did, right?
Tina: I met him a little bit earlier, he's so cute!
Roier: Aww
Tina: I told him I like StarBobby.
Cellbit: Yeah, it's our son.
Roier: What? But-
Cellbit: He's our son, no? Or not? Am I not?
Roier: I mean... he's already dead.
Cellbit: That's true, that's true.
Roier: By the time we got married, he was no longer around.
Cellbit: That's true, true.
Roier: So in theory, in theory-
Cellbit: But in my heart, he is my son.
Roier: Oh, that's fine, in your heart, yes. In your heart, yes. But actually-
Bagi: Am I the auntie?
Cellbit: He could have been my son, he could have been.
Roier: But actually, he is my son and Jaiden’s.
Cellbit: Yes yes, definitely, of course.
Roier: [Smacks him] Exactly. Well, you're the step-father, you know?
Bagi: So I don't think I'm your auntie, sorry. Unless you want to!
Cellbit: Yes, fake dad, fake dad. Fake father.
Roier: But it's ok. It's ok.
Cellbit: It's ok, it's ok.
Roier: It's this dumbass' fault he died anyways.
#Roier#Cellbit#Guapoduo#Bobby#QSMP#Saw people straight up lying about what they said during this exchange so this is just me slapping down the receipts#Roier's right though! At that point in time he and Cellbit weren't married nor did they have that kind of relationship#If Bobby hadn't died maybe Cellbit COULD'VE been some kind of guardian to him#But Bobby is; and has always been; Roier and Jaiden's son#As a side note#With how involved Roier is in fandom stuff#I'm sure he's seen how frequently Jaiden gets left out and/or replaced with Cellbit in family art#So whether this is his gentle reminder to fans or just him establishing a boundary in a relationship: Roier is based#And it's a disservice to his and Cellbit's characters to take their words out of context and/or purposefully misinterpret them#Cellbit understood where Roier was coming from and explained how he saw things#(''I could've been'' ''in my heart'' etc.)#and Roier explained his perspective#(''We weren't married yet'' ''He was already dead by then'' ''Jaiden and I are his parents'')#Communication is the foundation to any good relationship!#and Guapoduo do it well. Usually#The fandom could learn a thing or two from QSMP; aka ''Communications SMP''#Bagi in the background going ''I'm an auntie? :D'' then ''oh no I'm not your auntie'' then ''Haha UNLESS?'' is so funny
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thought about this thing for a while
it was extremely interesting to just analyze myself and get like a tier list in my head
#draw a character you like#fanart#my art#sketch#shadow milk cookie#luocha#lapis lazuli#shigaraki tomura#nagito komaeda#flowey#first one is simple - see other characters and the silly room comics and it'll explain itself also I'm embarassed to admit it a bit#like people would prooobably expect isat related stuff but isat is basically already gone from my brain in that sense#I do like drawing characters and the style is still extremely easy for me to work with#but like.... I'm not feeling like this is more than this??#like Loop is still in the silly room but only for so long before I get them out or just make them like a cat of the room#to be fair they're allll cats there in a way#Luocha was my to-go character ever since getting him after exams in 2023 and I can't find a character that better worked in that#Lapis is specifically pre-crystal gem one as I kind of dislike her new design but *shruggs* it's still nice#just not the one that left impression on me that's all#Tomura and Flowey are like The Characters of this blog AND of my drawing journey I love them a bit too much#still not the insane fan but my friends know just HOW MUCH I talked about them and both were in my life for years#I'd say Bill Cipher fits there too as a trio but sadly I was out of places and he's not a guilty fave he's the OG fave#the fave to rule them all and one of the two I still have good time returning to as well - other one is Twilight Sparkle#she didn't fit here too again too many in all-time faves sadly#Nagito is here bc I didn't know what even counted as a “guilty fave” in my list#so I chose him as a character for the list bc Kokichi is too... nothing in my head like he has more stories#but I don't even care about his trial and I played through Nagito's one and actually did a lot to get his Island ending too#I love how you can see - all of them have a pattern like being blue or yellow and then there's Nagito#Tomura counts as blue even though he's more purple and wears black and red in the finale in my read he's in MVA outfit still and will be#tenko shimura
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Hello again, thanks for doing my last request. I came up with another idea for you to write if you would like to.
It is a Mydei x male reader, where the reader is skinny/out of shape, and Mydei is his trainer or workout coach. It could take place in the same universe, and I imagined a fluff scenario for this.
(Another request 🗣🗣🗣 idk what trainers/coaches do haha let's imagine he's been your trainer for a while now)
"Run! Harder! Just one more lap!"
This must've been the thousandth time Mydei barked right in your ear this week. Your very lungs were dry, there was a cramp in your side, and your breath smelled like blood. You could swear your feeble muscles would give out any second now, but somehow he knew you better than you knew your own body and insisted you continue.
Mydei, your trainer with that Greek (demi)god's body, was jogging lightly to keep up. He wasn't out of breath or sweating beyond the heat of the sun (he texted you several times today to wear sunscreen before coming over).
Ugh.. it hurts..
The moment you stumble and can't muster the strength to catch yourself, Mydei's arms find you before you hit the ground.
"You're done for today. Good job."
Unlike most other days, he hoisted you into his arms (not that it would've been very difficult given his muscles that have proven to be able to lift your weight a hundred times over, or something) and carried you back to the locker room where your non-workout clothes were. It's a good thing he did, because otherwise you would've tripped over yourself with every step, fallen on your face, and passed out in a puddle of sweaty mushy flesh and bones.
"Drink up, and then I'll help you stretch," Mydei says, handing you your bottle.
He'd told you long ago about how hydration wasn't just chugging water and all that, and then lectured you about what to eat and drink after different workouts for the best recovery. It's not like you were going for his build right off the bat (such a goal only leads to disappointment for many, many people) so his focus was on reducing pain after workout. It's the long game, and extreme actions don't lend well to a sustainable new lifestyle.
Mydei proceeded to write up and then give you an entire customized recovery guide the next time you worked out with him, with substitutions for any food allergies/intolerances or strong aversions that you had mentioned, plus accounting for variations to avoid the pressure to eat the exact same thing. A large disclaimer was placed on the first page - "you can ignore all of this and eat what you like as long as you don't starve; it won't kill you, just like regularly eating honeycakes doesn't kill me."
He did, however, go to your place and gently harass you into a light workout whenever you dreaded an intense one and contemplated skipping. If you were feeling down because it seemed like there weren't enough results for the work you were putting in, Mydei would remind you of how long everything takes, how every body needs different things to reach a goal, and how far you'd actually come (he kept records, of course, to brag to you about yourself as needed). Ups and downs were inevitable.
Stretching hurt, but at this point you trusted him not to do something that would screw over some part of your body; a past trainer went a little too hard and it hurt to try to bend or straighten your arms for weeks, but this never happened with him. His regimen started out light and progressively got more intense when he found your limits and started to push them toward your goals. At least you can walk up the many steps to the Okhema bathhouse without wheezing at the top now, right? It's harder for rude people to push you out of the way with your newfound stability as long as you haven't just finished destroying your legs by running for far too long.
"Since you're still looking.. wobbly, I'll cook lunch while you take a bath," he offers with a mildly amused huff.
His observation wasn't wrong. Your entire body was trembling. Every step you took was characterized by your legs vibrating because your muscles didn't have the energy to do anything steadily, which made you look like a newborn foal learning to walk.
Mydei making you lunch was a very, very nice treat. He was ridiculously good at cooking and often cooked for you when he had time after putting you through all of that pain.
When you returned from the bath and quite a bit of muscle massaging, you found him in your kitchen. Everything he made was amazing. Mydei had learned a while ago exactly how much food you could comfortably consume in a post-workout meal and then adjusted the portions he cooked accordingly, never pushing you to eat too much or to starve.
You ate lunch together in a comfortable silence, and then he lectured you a little more just to make sure you remembered what to do to recover properly before leaving you be.
He'll be back tomorrow for a nice walk around town. No running.
#honkai star rail#hsr#mydei#hsr mydei#mydeimos#mydei x reader#fluff#workout coach mydei#skinny/out of shape reader#idk what I'm doing I rarely proofread lol#things are all over the place hope yall don't mind#male reader#hopefully nothing is offensive?? tell me and I can fix#i did however question myself a lot on whether this really counts as fluff but it sure isn't angst#the fluff is probably more the post-workout stuff how did I get here#should I make another part where mydei meets reader for the first workout#apparently my vice is the need to explain exactly how a character is attentive and caring without the energy to properly incorporate it lol#screw good writing I only yap
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while i'm on the subject everyone look at this miserable and pathetic seivarden i drew like two years ago for this thing i still haven't finished. she is lying on the floor in a fetal position <3
#love my pathetic girlfailure blorbo 🥰#i'm also fondly remembering when i made emily read AJ and had to explain that seivarden is canonically extremely good looking#bc emily had missed that part and was picturing her kinda mid. i could not let that slander go unchallenged.#like. could someone who wasn't beautiful get away with acting the way seivarden does.#i think not.#imperial radch#i draw stuff
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The Wheel of Time - 2x06
#wotedit#wot on prime#the wheel of time#moraine damodred#anvaere damodred#rosamund pike#lindsay duncan#the wheel of time 2x06#the wheel of time spoilers#moiraine x siuan#femslash related stuff#SIUANNNN#I can't believe I'm gonna be on my trip next week#when the good stuff happens#nevertheless#I LAUGHED at that look on moiraine's face#deer in headlights ass#time to introduce your gf to the fam#and explain just what it is that IS so important
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double life
#masks: a new generation#masks a new generation#ttrpg#pbta#superheroes#dad mode and this job is ruining my life mode#this hell i am in#me before: i don't really care about superheroes#me making my own superheroes: I SEE NOW#gm mode is just going ham on the npcs#masks: overlook city#masks: overlook#trying to explain he's a serious character in the same breath as describing how his life was ruined by a giant dinosaur balloon#TS in rare video footage shouting about how a balloon doesn't have a soul but he does!!! LOL#all my character must struggle to maintain their dignity it's my favorite thing#hard to root for him though he basically chose being a supe over being a good husband and father so... oop.#anyway#true strike#truestrike#antonio salvo#tony salvo#sorry masks tag for flooding you with npc stuff i'm the gm and i still need enrichment
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My dad just asked me where I post all of my art. My guy, no. No, no no no no no. You don't understand.
You do NOT want to see my tumblr man. I don't even draw NSFW I just don't wanna explain what angbang is to my very christian 49 year old father 😭😭😭
#silm#angbang#bro he just walked in with that question primed and ready to go 😭#i'm sorry dad. i really am. but i am not explaining this fandom to you#you gotta get real cool about a lot of things very quickly before any of that happens.#yes that is a man. and no i'm not explaining why sauron is a twink#DAD#i love my father. but man. MAN.#i am not letting him go on tumblr dot com. he is not allowed on tumblr dot com.#irl stuff#good lord
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hi! i'm sof :)
this is my motorsports-focused sideblog, my main is @powersofdarkness
for my current f1 favs, please consult this official tierlist (updated as of Monaco!):
(did I expect to use the last tier quite so early? i did not)
in terms of other series:
indycar - pato o'ward, colton herta, christian lundgaard (never said i wasn't a basic bitch)
IMSA - porsche penske n7
f1a - doriane pin, of course
#i always knew the rookies would move around a good amount as we got into the swing of the season#but i've been shocked by the overall movement that's happened!#most notably of course franco being back has rocketed him back up to the top (LOVE him#isack hadjar has entranced me the most of the rookies. i have been very impressed by his performance AND his lip-syncing abilities#bearnelli are on the rise as well. they've put in some fantastic performances and they're a joy to watch every week!#charles and lewis... i'm sorry... there was too much hype and i feel let down by it tbh#lance has oddly entranced me recently which got him a move up#getting the same penalty for the same thing twice in one weekend? very impressive.#explaining why he wasn't at the movie premier as “i was doing stuff”? obsessed#liam. as sabrina carpenter said “please please please don't embarass me” and while he's put in some good performances...#wow that's a wall of text. sowwyyy#f1#formula one#formula 1#polite cat posts#f1 tier list#esteban ocon#george russell#oscar piastri#alex albon#isack hadjar#franco colapinto
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