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i genuinely don't care how good a piece of ai generated art or writing looks on the surface. i don't care if it emulates brush strokes and metaphor in a way indistinguishable from those created by a person.
it is not the product of thoughtful creation. it offers no insights into the creator's life or viewpoint. it has no connection to a moment in time or a place or an attitude. it has no perspective. it has no value.
it's empty, it's hollow, and it exists only to generate clicks (and by extension, ad revenue.)
it's just another revolting symptom of the disease that is late stage capitalism, and it fucking sucks.
#''but i just want to use it to--'' don't care! it's shit! stop fucking feeding it!#if you need help generating ideas or jumping off points then join an artist or writer group online#talk to people#make connections#that's what art and writing is supposed to be about in the first place#i'm mad as hell etc.#so goddamn sick and tired of seeing ai shit get passed around on here#it's bad enough in general but every time i see more of it showing up#tagged as fan art or as fic#the angrier i get#heartfelt imperfection in art and writing will always ALWAYS be worth more than the most technically ''perfect'' ai generated image or text#fandom problems#ai generation algorithms die in a fire challenge 2k23#just a heads up that i'm muting this post and will no longer see responses to it#because i'm tired of seeing dogshit takes from jackasses who want to ''debate'' me#there's no debate you're in the wrong on literally every level and you can die mad about it
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DBD x Met Gala (1/4): Edwin Payne and Heavenly Bodies: Fashion and the Catholic Imagination (2018)
#oh met gala boards how I've missed you ;_;#ok so Edwin. our wonderful smart kind Edwin.#obvi I went the Catholic route OF COURSE I DID#if it ain't broke don't fix it etc etc#but so ok my own personal theme for this was playing off of Edwin's time in hell PLUS the sin of lust#because I just think it's very interesting that lust almost tore him away from Charles I'm just saying IM JUST SAYING!!!!!#I chose some fun Alexander McQueen collections to go through for this one too#the first being the Dante collection obvi inspired by the inferno and it's a really fun collection so I'd definitely recommend looking it up#the second collection was one called Voss which was inspired by madness and the natural world#the last two pieces are both from 2024 one is a SS and the other is a FW look#the one with the body popping out of the back is a look by Robert Wun for his SS24 collection#and the body piece is from Thom Browne's FW24 collection#both of these pieces and collections are super interesting as well so I'd def recommend taking a look at those as well!#but yeah! I loooove this series so much and it's really fun to dive into it again!#if you're interested I did met gala boards for Merlin and for the old guard!#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbd#dbda#edwin payne#dbd netflix#mine#dbd met gala
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when even an Alaskan can see that people are being fucking vile about California you know it's bad
#iT's LiKe SoDoM aNd gOmMorAh- you're the reason people hate Christians#good riddance it's California it's a city etc- you're the reason people think that ruralites are all mean#get over yourself#people are dying and losing their entire world. get over yourself#I've grown up in wildfire zones my whole life but because it wasn't a highly populated area we got sympathy#the amount of comments I've seen are downright heinous and I'm. I cannot stress this enough. alaskan#no one loves to shit on cali more than alaskans. OK maybe montanans. but still#like. come on#the sodom and gomorrah thing made me SO mad like shut the hell up who do you think you are? I hate that I have to claim those#types of ''Christians''#Lu rambles
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hard to come up with funny lil coping posts when all i can think about is how bayern has had so many seasons to prep for the impending transitional period where we have to reconstruct following the departures of a lot of our key core players and here we are at the end of thomas's second to last season and we are probably in the worst position we could be in ! great.
#shit ava says#like blah blah blah third place sucks and this being our first trophyless season sucks etc#but idk. i'm more just annoyed that there is no direction in sight.#like i'm okay with charging through difficult times because the transitional period is inevitable#but the fact that we have no idea what the fuck is coming next season actually sucks ahahahaa xxxxxx#i'm just mad because we've had years to prep and we did not just NOTHING but actively made our position worse. what the hell#a far cry from what i know is controversial but like the bayern dna that was at its height during pep/jupp/flick etc#i know a lot of people do not like him and that's fair but#i think that's why i was a lot more lenient on nagelsmann#because i felt okay we have to be patient... this is a long term project etc. and then it wasn't! welp
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i miss my friends. i'm the one who hasn't been replying.
#WELL i'm officially moved and i just gotta make it through til xmas so i can. have christmas day off#then go back to work on boxing day. like a freak#LISTEN i get that working boxing day is a necessity for some jobs etc#but when i signed up for this job it was ALL public holidays off AND 3 weeks off over xmas#and since work went to hell this year and we've now had 4 different owners in a six month period#and we're now contracted to open 364 days a year with extended hours#its like. well thats NOT what i signed up for. and i'm gonna be mad about it.#first time this cafes opened in boxing day in 40 years since we opened 🙄#this is what happens when a big sydney cooperation buys a small family business okay they ruin everyones will to live
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I kinda really hate how I've been treated throughout my life
#Entire life of abuse and neglect and mistreatment only to always be told none of it happened. To the point where I really struggle with#thinking that I made it all up or that I'm overreacting or faking or playing the victim constantly#I honestly try my best to move forward and I want to be happy. I see absolutely zero point in wallowing. Others can if they wish‚ but I wan#to enjoy my life at some point. I think I've gotten better the past year- In great part of my dearly beloved- but it's still so#deeply difficult. Interactions so commonly feel like a trap and there is the perpetual sense of being watched and monitored#I often feel like a prey animal that is cornered and my only options are to take it in fear and die or to lash out and hurt the other party#I think I'm not as mean as others in this system though LMFAO. I'm not like Roxas who once compared a friend of ours to our parents during#an argument.#<- Not to say Roxas is a bad person. He's a severely hurt and traumatized kid who kinda only knows how to lash out to protect himself#Sighs. It's complicated. I do not wish to be someone angry like Roxas or Lexi. But they actually talk back and stand up for themselves. And#the system as a whole. Whereas I fawn and take it and then wonder why I always want to kill myself 24/7#I don't really know how to speak up for myself because it really feels like every single time I do (Or just voice an opinion confidently in#a group) it goes horribly wrong and people get upset and angry with me#And then people being angry at me causes major fucking spirals because it reminds me of my mother and then I start feeling like I'm going t#be fucking berated and have a metal crate thrown at me again 😭😭😭 Or get kicked out of the car or given the silent treatment etc etc etc#Which is a me problem I need to get over my fear of people being mad at me because it's an inevitable fact of life but. Hashtag severely#traumatized and still actively being traumatized by multiple parties#And also being in my own head and existing is very fucking harmful! Being in a mind that is so aggressive and destructive... It's difficult#to just 'get over' my issues‚ you know? So whenever they come up I try to just isolate so I don't cause any issues#<- Unless it's my histrionic stuff acting up. Then I'm complaining like hell because it feels actually fucking painful to not be receiving#attention during those breakdowns#Anyways! I kinda fucking suck and hate myself right now and want to kms. But that's how I am 24/7 so whatever#tw suicide#⛪️
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i started replaying assassins creed 2 and i'm already insane about it
#and mad as hell i couldn't get it to work on my pc to make gifs etc#maybe i'll rebuy brotherhood for pc and try to get it to work#because that's the game everyone looks best in#anyway i'm writing fic again and need to do Research
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Spent a half hour typing a speech about studying in the tags of a post 👍 I'm a normal person who's had a normal time in the academic system
#personal#i'm lying i'm still mad they showed us videos like 'This African Child Walks 4 Hours Per Day for Water. please stop texting in class'#instead of actually like. teaching us helpful tools for studying or time management or whatever#i've done 5 years of higher education on top of middle-school-high-school etc and i had the worst time in hs by Far#partly because i was having a hard time at home but partly because there were teachers there who genuinely thought we were beneath them#and tried to guilt punish and lecture us into being the perfect students they imagined we could be#like it was our fault we were perpetually stressed and tired#the best teachers recognised that teenagers are just people and tried to keep things fair for us without getting too personal#i've found uni to be impersonal at best#but at least full of people who love their subjects and want to share their enthusiasm for it#not necessarily educators and not necessarily enthusiastic about interacting with students#(although certainly there are teachers who are and put a lot of heart into it)#but at the very least: very passionate and able to see the need to tell more ppl about the thing they're passionate about#academia is a hell of its participants' making and once you realise that you have to have compassion for the ppl stuck in it with you
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it is perfectly natural for a special prince to need to climb out of his skin this badly
#worm spoilers#i'm so so so mad max isnt even at the real power reveal yet#like hes functionally guessed it. he has put the pieces together#but im not just going to Say Hes Right To His Face before he actually gets there#the pieces being 'hijack' his power seeming lame as hell etc.#but like. come on.#need him to know that alecs power is being a special prince who needs to climb out of his own skin. please
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((mildly discoursey. also old/repeated thought)) insane to me belavue is the one that like three ppl have tried to start fights with me over the presumed problematic-ness of when it'd be easier to bullet-point reasons wabe is cancellable and i openly enjoy that one quite a bit too lol
just incomprehensible to me that this is the one single ship people have ever started shit with me for
it's basically a Freyang tier of sweetie pie 4 sweetie pie
#>_> that came to mind as the textbook 'well known cute sweet ship' because my reference frame is so skewed that LOGH is my 'bigger' fandom#hell freyang may more provably have a..questionable when-they-met age gap than either of the sages ships now that i think of it lmao#orphan hole tag#if youve hallucinated an age gap between B+V when they met why are you not giving OzenLyza likers a hard time for their very canon age gap#note: i'm not saying actually DO that. those people and their complicated ship are fine i'm saying how about leave all of us alone#genuinely BeVu's such an inoffensive ship that when i got into it i expected the issue would be people calling it boring or comphet or smth#or else picking up on the part that makes it beautifully complicated/tragic to me (the .. you know. thing V did to B) and calling it toxic#but it's just people getting mad over headcanon. 'oh they feel like siblings to me this ship arts gross' 'oh but i bet their age is x and y#(not that most of the fandom bothers to acknowledge the existence of this or the other sage ships at all lol.)#to be clear - no shade to anyone who simply doesn't ship it/has these HCs/etc. this is about people who start fights about it.
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My mom is finally being nice about binary trans people which is cool. Except she is now infuriated by the concept of nonbinary people and genderfluid people. It just kind of. Shifted. To the thing I am. And I should probably process that but instead I've been blogging woot
#a couple of her students are out as nb in catholic school (braver than any us marine those two) and she's nice to them#but mad at the world about it privately??? idk part of it is definitely These Kids Remind Me Of My Kid Who Is GIrl So They Must Also Be#but i'm only girl part time. now is not the time to get into it is the thing it's not gonna help anything.#she went on a whole screed about how the internet is convicning kids that they are things that they're not and it's a plot etc#at least she's not fully on the jk rowling hate train. but. it hurts in a different way when it is about me and i am stuck in the car#avery speaketh#i have just been trying so fucking hard to convince myself that there's room for me in the world and like i can't just burn my savings whil#i continue to look for job but i am putting myself through absolute fucking hell for the sake of staying afloat. which is job. i get that#but it's coming with more personal hells than justa normal job#idk i haven't slept i'm so so drained and everything feels so so so personall and like.i am trying so so hard to remind myself that there i#room for me in theworld i just need ot make things worka nd do the workand find it but it is so hard. i'm gonna fucking do it!#i will! but it is HARD#transphobia tw
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still heated about this actually
seeing a dozen jobs which all basically boil down to "help us train the automatic plagiarism machine" when you're looking for one of the approximately three (3) entry level roles that an aspiring tv writer has historically used to get their foot in the door is utterly rage-inducing
if i see one more "ai content editor" or "ai writing reviewer" position show up in the results of my script analyst / writer's assistant job search i am going to personally eat every computer in los angeles
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despite the lukewarm response to the Hannibal panel at NYCC, i am praying to every god out there that this is not the last time they attend an event together, because i only got into Hannibal a few months ago, and even though i was lucky enough to get photos and autographs with them this time, i would give just about anything to see them at least one more time
#and maybe next time i won't be so shy and can tell them how much i love them instead of just saying 'hi' and 'thank you so much'#and barely making eye contact#next time i want a selfie at the autograph table too#didn't know that was even an option until i got there and didn't have enough cash left on me#NYCC was surprisingly unorganized for a con that's been in existence for 18 years#i know its not easy to hold such a large scale event#but there were a lot of details that were not clarified beforehand ANYWHERE for first-time attendees#and i did my research on google/reddit/etc beforehand too and was still ill-prepared#like how people could show up day-of and get in the same autograph line ahead of me even though i paid in advance#(i almost didn't get an autograph from mads AT ALL because of this - thank god i barely got thru the line in time)#or how there would be VIP seats at panels that they would just randomly tell people to come up and fill so it was a rush to the stage#or how they said we would all get WWDITS shirts and then had absolutely no plan for handing them out so barely anyone got them#also the layout of the javits center is the most fucked up horribly confusing building i've ever had to navigate in my life lol#barely had time to stop people to take pics of cosplay because i was so confused about where the hell i was going at all times#i was really struggling badly with my mental the entire trip which didn't help at all#anyway. i wish i got just a few more seconds with mads and hugh and wasn't so shy and dissociative and rushed#i miss them already#now i'm going to go cry in my bed and delusionally pretend that they will remember me forever despite me being extremely forgettable
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today i was told i look straight/femme at most??? what in the world
#ngl this kinda hurt me#like yeah i get i'm short skinny and very not muscular at all#and my hair is short but not that much#so i kinda get it?#but i really thought i was owning a 'lesbian' look#which yeah begs the question: why is lesbianism directly associated with masculinity#everything that is not masculine straightforward is not considered as saphic at first etc#but i'm still mad!!!#what the hell
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I've seen a lot of doom today. Thank you for the bracing positivity!
Look man, idk if I would call it positivity. I'm fucking furious that the media and/or the billionaire class could have chosen at any time, ANY TIME, to carry out this coordinated ratfucking on Trump, and nope, they did it to Biden. Not coincidentally after he openly started espousing even more leftist/progressive tax and wealth policies. I'm also fairly certain that Putin (who is well used to playing the American elections ratfucking game) is involved here somehow, because he desperately wants Biden out and Trump back in. Two plus two, etc.
The elected Democrats who went along with this and/or who contributed to fucking Biden over also have a hell of a lot to answer for, and I hope we, the voters, let them fucking know. The only way this makes sense is if Biden is actively dying of Covid right now and/or if it's bad enough to permanently damage him. In that case, he might have had a modicum of actual say about this, rather than falling victim to the Anonymous Sources who stabbed him in the back every step of the way.
That said: Kamala is a genuinely good candidate. I am excited to have the chance to vote for her. This does turn the whole Referendum on Two Old White Men With Mental Issues narrative on its head. She might be able to reach some constituencies that Biden couldn't. I don't know for sure if all the Democratic/never-Trump GOP votes will translate, but I am so motherfucking tired of fascists thinking this will be a walk in the park. They asked for this, they fucking got it, people are really fucking mad (including me and like, everyone), and if all this maneuvering gets our first female AND Black president, the fascists are going to absolutely fucking lose it and cry for eons. And idk about you, but I want to see some sore loser fuckboys cry cry cry. I want revenge for 2016. I want Trump dead and fucking gone and yknow, Black women have played a huge role in his bad bad times so far. So it's only fair, I suppose, that Kamala gets the chance to finish the motherfucker off. I don't know if it's positivity, but that's what is fueling me right now. So yeah.
#theorulestheworld#ask#politics for ts#kamala harris 2024#she is electable IF WE SHOW UP AND FUCKING VOTE FOR HER!!!!!
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Yeah, I'm gonna be completly blunt here: every online leftist encouraging others not to vote for Biden in order to "send the dems a message" is an uninformed fool play-acting at activism at best, or a pro-Trump psyop at worst.
One of the two is getting elected, and right-wingers always vote.
That's the reality of the situation.
So if you're gonna claim a single issue as the entire basis of your political engagement - frankly an idiotic way to approach voting in the first place, but I'm not unpacking that right now - then it is your moral imperitive to do the work to understand how the two parties are actually, materially approaching that single issue.
By which I mean you need to go out and find multiple reputable, credible sources of information including quotes regarding that issue from both candidates, and actual policies and proposed policies put forth by each party, and then look at the way those policies differ.
Because as anyone who has spent more than thirty seconds looking into any of this shit is already well aware, they do differ on every single issue. In most cases, significantly so.
And if all that research sounds like too much work, don't you dare claim that your decision to do absolutely nothing is rooted in anything other than a desire to claim ideological purity.
begging the voting population of u.s. citizens on tumblr to vote this year, and specifically to vote in the way that most practically ensures trump doesn't win, not out of a liberal centrist "don't you hate the orange man hoho" impulse, but out of love and fear for the many, many, many marginalized populations whose lives will be concretely worse under a second trump presidency, out of paranoia that the current architecture of our american quasi-democracy will not survive a new formalized attempt at dismantling it, out of having done the research that no matter what you think of biden literally every stance of trump's is noticeably more disastrous.
i hate that these are our only two practical choices right now but hating it doesn't do anything to change the fact that these are our only two practical choices right now. a trump victory will also almost certainly send the mainstream democratic politicians scrambling even closer to the center; that is historically how the democratic machine reacts to defeat! which absolutely sucks, but the best way to lay the groundwork for progressive policies in the future is to start as far from zero as we can.
i am begging you: vote biden, and then protest every fucking thing he does. make that old man's life miserable. just please, please, please don't burn down your own country to try to make a point; who materially benefits from that?
#mad as hell etc.#i fucking WISH i was allowed to vote here#but i'm a permanent us resident - not a citizen#which means i don't get a say#so seeing so many people just throwing their vote away makes me absolutely incandscent with rage#us politics
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