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tomwambsgans · 1 year ago
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yearning for another day, another time
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totheblood · 2 years ago
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Helloo :D
Can you do hcs of what it would be like to be friends w benefits with ellie 🫣
a/n: i been waiting on this one ngl... fwb is like the best and worst trope to me... IM SORRY IM SO SICK IN THE HEAD I LOVE U TOXIC ELLIE... also this is modern!ellie.. if this isn't what u meant then im so sorry and i will rewrite it.. not smut but smutty? AI AUDIOS AT THE END
p,s. i lost this when i finished it cause tumblr is the worst and i had to rewrite it so this is a testament of how much i love you guys and i am so sorry if u hate it
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fwb!ellie headcanons
it kind of just happened one night after your friends abandoned you at a party and ellie offered to walk you home
you were always close friends with ellie but had gone to the party with a different friend group
...your straight friend group
and you were touch-starved
and ellie was TOUCH-STARVED
so when your tipsy ass asked ellie if she wanted to come inside with you she couldn't say yes fast enough
if she was being honest she was tipsy too
and high
and the alcohol coursing through both of your systems just amplified every touch
it would start gentle with soft kisses
but quickly pick up pace as you moan into her mouth
she wouldn't even make it to your bedroom, pushing you up against the wall and kneeing you
your moans only cause her to want to feel you, her asking for permission before ever touching you
her hands eagerly undo your belt before snapping the waistband of your panties with her fingers
she dips her fingers into your underwear, quickly rubbing circles into your clit
"shit... i'm barely touching you and you're already soaking wet."
"fuck, ellie."
"fuck, you feel so good... this all for me?"
but promptly after fucking you ellie feels sick to her stomach
it's like the reality that she has now fucked her very close friend, who she has always thought was pretty, hits her all at once
so she's quickly throwing her t-shirt on and frantically looking around your place for her flannel
"you're leaving?"
you break her out of her trance and as she looks at your swollen lips and worried eyes her brain is telling her: run, run, run
if it wasn't clear before ellie has no idea how to deal with her feelings
like at all
all she really knows how to feel is guilt & horniness
"yeah well, this wasn't anything serious... we're just friends, right?"
"right, yeah, i know that. it's just really late and cold. you can take the couch.
"right... thanks."
yes, ellie is disappointed that you weren't disappointed and yes, that's toxic
but you were disappointed and there is no way in hell you would be caught dead admitting that
ellie is gone by the morning
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it continues every night for about a month straight
one of you is either calling or texting and ending up in the other's bed night after night
ellie will occasionally spend the night (on your couch) and wake you up for your morning classes
or wake up early and buy you breakfast
she tells herself that since she's not cooking the breakfast it doesn't make it coupley
sometimes you two will go out for dinner beforehand... it's not a date it's what ellie likes to call a 'pre-workout snack'
you two will study together and celebrate your grades on tests by trying new things out with each other
"you got an A-? so i'm getting fucking lucky tonight… hell yea"
soon enough she's leaving every party with you
and waiting by the phone for you to call
and thinking about what you are doing
or what you are wearing
and it's all really nice
until it begins to overwhelm her and suddenly she feels like she can't breathe
she didn't like how everyone began to call you a "couple" or how much it bothered her when you would talk about people you were attracted to
or how she wanted to punch their faces in
so she begins to avoid all your texts and calls and avoids going to every party she's invited to
she doesn't even check your social media anymore
it all comes to a head when she's walking on campus and spots you coming from the opposite direction causing her to immediately turn around
"hey, ellie! what the fuck?"
she turns around, an awkward look on her face and all she manages to say is: "what's up?"
"what's up? what's up is that you've been avoiding me. all my texts and calls. what gives?"
"i'm just over it. it got too... close.. for me. you're not my girlfriend so stop acting like you are!"
the minute it leaves her mouth and she watches your face shift from anger to sadness she feels sick to her stomach
"wait, i didn't mean it l-"
"fuck you, ellie."
she goes home and has to stop herself from throwing up
she has no one to talk to about this because she knows she's being an asshole
to make matters worse all she really wants to do is talk to you about it
and she can't
so she just wallows in her apartment and avoids you as much as she can
until she can't
her heart nearly stops when she receives a call from you in the middle of the night and you're crying on the other end asking her to pick you up
"ellie, i'm so so sorry... i wouldn't do this to you if i didn't have a choice but they all left me and i didn't know who else to call and... i need you."
"sh, it's okay... hold on, baby. i will be right there. everything will be okay."
she blows through a couple of stop signs on the way to get you and her heart breaks at the sight of your tear-stained face
"hey, are you o-"
"please just drive, ellie."
ellie takes you back to your place and you fully expect her to leave but she helps you upstairs, takes off your makeup, and tucks you in
you fully expected her to leave but when you wake up she's there in your kitchen
and she made you breakfast
"ellie, what are you d-"
"hey, you're up. do you think you could sit down, have some eggs, and just listen to what i have to say? can you do that?"
"um, sure?"
she takes a deep breath before starting and you make note of how she avoids eye contact with you
"i'm not good at this… or i thought i wasn't good at it and it scared the shit out of me. my whole world became you and i was looking forward to seeing you, and talking to you, and touching you, and i got so scared that it could all get taken away at any moment. so scared that i just sabotaged the one good thing in my life. i'm so sorry, is there anyway you could forgive me?"
"of course i can, you freak"
ai audios:
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bunny7567 · 3 days ago
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I got you - chapter 16
Pairing: Rex x Jedi!ofc
Word count: 7.9k Tags/Warnings: NSFW 18+; piv sex; oral (f receiving); this chapter has everything: smut, fluff, angst, parkour, Fives being a little shit. what more could anyone want?;
A/n: I'm back, I survived the holidays and the fucking flu that truly made this festive period sooo special. Yeah no I got sick on the 23rd and it's only just now letting up, cause fuck me I guess. An update about the posting schedule for the foreseeable future: I work every other weekend so I'm gonna post new chapters on the weekends I have off, so posting this one today and next one will be out on the 18th-19th. Ngl I am very disappointed with myself for this but it's been harder to find the time to write since starting my new job and I'm dangerously close to catching up with what I have written so far. Anyway here's to the new year and all that.
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cyare - beloved cyar'ika - darling, sweetheart mesh'la - beautiful vod - bother ori’vod - big brother vod'ika - little brother/sister osik - shit, crap di'kut - idiot
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Sunlight slipped through the large windows, landing right in Lexie’s face and causing her to wake up with a small annoyed whine. A low chuckle grounded her in reality, the surface her head was laid on briefly shaking, thus making Lexie realise she was still in Rex’s arms. The Captain had been awake for over half an hour already, softly stroking up and down her back. The touch was so feather-light, she could barely feel it through the fabric of her nightshirt. Rex had not wished to disturb her, so content to just have her in his arms, to feel her steady breath on his bare chest and listen to the cute noises she sometimes made in her sleep.
Lexie nuzzled the side of his neck and let out a content hum when she felt him kiss the top of her head. This feels so right.
“Good morning”, she said softly, tilting her head up in order to look at him.
“Morning”, he replied meeting her eyes. “How did you sleep?”.
“Better than in a long time”, she answered. “I always sleep so well when you’re with me”.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. It’s the only time I feel completely safe”, Lexie admitted, leaning to capture his lips in a small kiss.
A warm feeling of pride stirred in Rex’s chest and he returned the kiss. He was gentle at first, but the taste of her lips was addictive, making him crave more. He deepened the kiss and gladly parted his lips to allow Lexie’s tongue access into his mouth, twisting his tongue with hers. His hand travelled down to her ass, grabbing the flesh.
The small whine that she let out went straight to his cock and he tugged her on top of him. Lexie’s lips trailed to his jaw and down the side of his neck. Her hands were exploring his chest, tracing the outlines of his defined muscles. She then bit his shoulder, causing Rex to take in a sharp inhale. His hand tangled in her hair and pulled it, guiding her mouth back to his. Lexie moaned at the delicious pain she felt as he pulled her hair, and Rex made a mental note that she enjoyed the particular action.
Lexie felt as if she was consumed by him, the feeling of Rex was all around her. His strong arms holding her, his smell, his taste, his presence in the Force, it was overwhelming. She had never felt this way about anyone before. It was exciting, and euphoric, and… terrifying.
She abruptly broke the kiss, pulling away. Rex looked up at her a bit confused and immediately released his grip on her hair. Her hands were still on his chest and he brought his own down from her head to gently clasp hers.
“Are you okay?”, he asked concerned.
“Yeah, I’m fine”, she replied a little too quickly. “It’s just that we should, uh, probably get ready for the day. We don’t really have time… as much as I’d like to stay in bed and do you, uhh, this!, do this, we still have a mission to… uh, do”, she tried to say, the words spewing out of her and getting more and more flustered under his unfaltering gaze.
The Captain wasn’t entirely convinced by her explanation, but she did have a point. They didn’t really have the time, not for sex, and definitely not for the serious conversation they needed to have. He chuckled slightly at her flustered expression, she did look so cute when she got nervous.
“Oh trust me, I’d also like to stay here and do you”, he said, earning a small huff from her. “But you’re right. What time is it anyway?”.
Lexie looked around the room. It was pretty big and quite extravagant. The walls were made from the same dark stone they had seen along the corridors, with a few hyper-realistic paintings of seascapes decorating them. There was a fireplace too, which she looked forward to lighting that evening, and on the mantelpiece there was an analogue clock. She raised her eyebrows in surprise, you don’t see that every day.
“We have about 20 minutes until we’re supposed to meet Padmé for breakfast”. She informed him.
“How fast could you get dressed?”, he asked with a mischievous smile. A smile she couldn’t remember ever seeing before last night, and Lexie had to admit to herself that she liked this side of him a lot.
“Not that fast”, she said, rolling her eyes and getting up from his lap. “And you still have to go to your own room and get dressed too”. Rex responded with a displeased grunt.
Lexie walked over to her belongings and took out the simple knee-length grey dress and black velvet cloak she would be wearing as a senator’s aide and turned back to the bed. Her mind went blank, however, and she almost dropped the clothes as she saw Rex getting out of bed, still fully naked. He stretched his arms over his head as he was stood in front of the window, the sunlight creating a sort of halo around his body and illuminating his beautiful tan skin. Lexie watched with her mouth slightly agape the way his muscles tensed and then relaxed with his movements, her gaze slowly drifting down his body to his hard cock. Maker, he looks like he belongs in an art museum. He met her gaze, a faint blush appearing on his face, but a hungry look glazing his eyes.
“We’re not going to make it out of this room if you keep looking at me like that mesh’la”, the Captain warned in a low voice.
“S-Sorry”, she averted her eyes and ducked into the fresher to get changed… and splash some really cold water on her face.
She moved quickly and when she stepped back into the room, Rex was dressed in his formal outfit from the previous night and was currently putting on his boots. Lexie couldn’t decide if he looked better naked, or in that outfit. Or in the armor. Probably in the armor.
“You’re staring”, Rex said with that damn teasing smile that had her knees feeling weak.
“Can you blame me?”, she retorted.
“You are a tease”, he said as he crossed the room and came to a stop in front of her.
“You love it”, she said sweetly.
The Captain lifted a hand to cup her cheek, his thumb slowly caressing her soft skin. Lexie leaned into his touch. It was fascinating how fast her worries melted away when she looked into his beautiful golden-brown eyes.
“Cyare-”, he started, but was interrupted by a signal indicating that someone was outside the door.
“Lex, are you in there?”, a muffled voice sounded from the corridor.
Rex jumped away from her in an instant, taking a few steps back towards the windows, as fear and anxiety engulfed his Force signature. This was bad, really bad. He could not be found in his general’s room, not this early in the morning, not dressed in the same clothes he wore the previous night.
“Just one moment, Echo”, Lexie loudly said before looking over at Rex and telling him to hide in an urgent whisper.  
Rex pressed himself to the wall next to the door and signalled with his head for Lexie to open it. Lexie tried to quietly protest, pointing to the fresher as a better option but Rex wasn’t really in a headspace to listen to her suggestions. She swallowed thickly and went to open the door, making sure to keep her arm firmly planted on the doorframe and block the entrance with her body.
“What’s up?”, she asked after the door slid open.
“We’re looking for Rex, have you seen him?”, Echo asked, helmet obscuring his face.
“Not since last night. I assume he’s in his room, it’s all the way down the corridor, past the staircase and to the left”, she tried to say as unbothered as possible.
“He’s not in there, already checked”, Echo informed.
Rex’s mind was fully encased in panic. He was painfully aware of the time and of the predicament of still having to get changed for the day. He also had no way of knowing how long it would take Lexie to get rid of Echo, or if he’d linger in the corridor. What if he bumped into him as he got to his room and it was clear that the direction he was coming from was their general’s room? No, Rex couldn’t wait any longer. He needed to get out of that room right that second.
He slowly shuffled towards the window, opened it and peered down. They were only on the first floor so the drop would not be that bad. Rex stepped over the windowsill, turned his body and firmly held onto the ledge as he lowered himself, before letting go and dropping to the ground of the courtyard. He bent at the knees and safely rolled in order to dampen the fall. This was nothing really, he’d jumped from bigger heights before, and he’d also been thrown from way bigger heights by General Skywalker, Ahsoka or even Lexie, much to his displeasure. Rex got up, shook off the dust from his clothes and quickly walked towards the palace entrance.
Lexie had vaguely seen Rex’s movements in the corner of her eye, and when she realised he’d jumped out, her head automatically snapped to the big windows that lined the entirety of the wall.
“S-Sorry I… I think a bird just hit the window”, she tried to quickly explain the shocked expression on her face. “I need to finish getting ready. I’m sure Rex is already in the dining hall or something, so if you’ll excuse me”.
She hurriedly closed the door before Echo could get another word out and ran to the open window. She felt immense relief as she leaned over the windowsill and found that he was not laying on the ground with a broken leg or worse, but then her mind quickly turned to disbelief. Rex had actually jumped out the window. It would almost be funny if it wasn’t so unbelievable… It was actually quite funny when she thought about it a bit longer, she’ll definitely tease him about it later.
The confused expression on her face transformed into one of horror, however, as she looked across the courtyard. Fives was stood close to the railing of the cliff, but not far enough to not be able to tell what he was looking at. Her. He was looking straight at her as she was leaned in the window. The window that Rex had just jumped out of. The window to her room. Lexie didn’t even get one second to hope that he had not seen the Captain flee her room, dressed in the same clothes as last night. Fives cocked his head to the side and she knew damn well that that particular movement was usually accompanied by a knowing smirk. Osik.
A few minutes while later, Lexie was knocking on Padmé’s door, ready to accompany the Senator to breakfast. This was the mission after all, being with her at all times, keeping her safe. She had to get her head back in the game.
“I hope you enjoyed yourself last night”, Padmé said as the two of them were unhurriedly walking towards the dining hall.
“I did”, Lexie replied, trying to keep a level tone. A pang of fear shot though her mind. Had she been too loud? She had been so caught up in Rex, she did not spare a single thought to the proximity of Padmé’s room.
“Did Rex find the courage to ask you to dance? I could see he wanted to”, Padmé continued.
“He did”, she replied a bit too dryly.
“I don’t mean to pry, Lexie, but if anyone can understand, you know it’s me”, the Senator said with more kindness than Lexie expected.
“I… I didn’t realise it was that obvious”, she said weakly.
“It probably isn’t. I just knew to look for it”. Lexie glanced at her, confusion clearly visible on her face. “Anakin has suspected for months that there is something going on between you and Rex”, Padmé explained.
“I-I’m not sure what to say”. Of course he fucking did.
“You don’t have to say anything right now. Just know that I’m here if you ever need to talk. It’s not easy, a secret relationship. Believe me…”, the Senator said wistfully.
“I’m not sure if we… what we are. It’s… nothing actually happened until last night”, Lexie admitted with more insecurity in her voice than she liked.
“Well, I’m sure you will figure it out”, Padmé said with an encouraging smile. “Do you want me to keep this from Anakin? It can stay between us”.
“No, it’s alright. He told me about the two of you, it’s only fair. And Rex is his second-in-command, he should be aware of it”, Lexie said after a few moments of thinking it over.
The conversation had to stop as they went into the dining hall. Lexie immediately looked around, but Rex was not there yet, which made sense. But with him not there to ground her and with Padmé soon engaging in small talk with their hosts, Lexie’s mind had the time to wonder through the many conflicting emotions she had been feeling since the previous night. Or, better said, her mind had time to spiral. 
She was a Jedi, but she was breaking the Code, a grave mistake that should make her feel ashamed. And yet she didn’t feel shame anymore, not when it came to Rex. What she did feel was love, love like she had never felt before, and it scared her so, so much. Because he was a soldier, at the end of the day, he had a duty to the Republic and she knew he would proudly lay down his life in order to fulfil it. She couldn’t ask him not to, she had no right to demand anything like that from him, no matter how much she wanted him to be safe.
So what should she do? Should she go all in, get even closer to him, allow her feelings to keep growing even if she might one day lose him? Should she put a stop to it before they were in too deep? Would that even work? She had been trying to keep her distance for months but she still ended up sleeping with him. And it had made her so happy, it had felt so right. Deep down she knew what she wanted, it wasn’t even a difficult decision to make. But what if he didn’t want the same thing? What if he rejected her?
Rex finally walked into the dining hall and, to her relief, came to sit next to her.
 “Hi, quick question, are you fucking insane?”, Lexie quietly asked, leaning closer to him.
“It was the best idea I could come up with”, he said defensively. “I didn’t know how long Echo was going to be stood in the corridor, I had to get to my room”.
“Look I get it, I’ve had men leave right away in the past, just never through the window. That was just new”, she tried to joke.
“Lexie, that is not what I was doing”, Rex replied in a worried voice. “Please tell me you know that”. He knew she was joking, he was very familiar with her type of humour by now, but he still needed to make sure there was no real worry behind her words.
“I was only teasing you, Rex. I’m sorry”, she said, placing a hand on top of his. The worry she heard in his voice made her feel bad, but it was also so endearing. He cared about her, he really did.
“Right… Okay…”, he exhaled a sigh of relief. “But we should talk. Later, when we have some time, we need to talk”, he said in a low voice, moving his hand away from her hold.
Lexie felt her heart sink. This was it. But it can’t happen again, but it was a mistake, but I regret it. She could already hear it in her head. He was going to reject her.
“Yeah, we should talk”, she agreed, trying to keep her voice level. This was going to be a long day.
And Maker it really was! The day dragged slowly, with Lexie not leaving the negotiations room until late in the evening. The Senator would not have an easy task ahead of her, as it seemed the Kaldonyans were more sceptical about joining the Republic than anyone anticipated. She could understand part of it, the Separatist threats they’ve been receiving were serious and aligning themselves with the Republic could put them in danger. But so would doing nothing, since it was clear that Count Dooku would not respect their neutrality for much longer. It was obvious that they didn’t really have a choice but to sign the treaty and join the Republic, and yet they seemed determined to make it as difficult as possible.
Lexie did have some experience with diplomatic negotiations, it had been part of her Jedi training and she had accompanied Master al’Prani on several diplomatic missions during her first years as a Padawan and also Obi-Wan in recent years. However, most of the training her master had provided was focused on covert missions, infiltration and information-gathering, not to mention that for the past year all she had done was military missions and combat, so she felt very out of practice when it came to diplomacy.
Obi-Wan would’ve been much better suited for this type of assignment, if only he wasn’t so well known as a Jedi. It did pay, it seemed, to spend all that time training to be a Shadow, she didn’t have a reputation like Obi-Wan did, or like Mace Windu, or even like Anakin. She had always kept a low-profile, it was necessary after all, considering her past too.
But thankfully she wasn’t the one leading the negotiations, that was Padmé’s job. Sure, she tried to intervene and help the Senator whenever she could, and she even had a few good points to make, but at the end of the day her job felt a lot easier than Padmé’s. As long as no one tried to assassinate her anyway.
Walking her back to her quarters once the first day of negotiations was finished, Lexie realised how long it had been since she’d spent time with another woman. She had been on mission after mission with just her ARC troopers for quite a while, and even before that she was almost always in the company of the clones. So it was nice to be in her company now. Padmé was kind, and smart, and she seemed to share some of her concerns regarding the Republic, which was such a relief.
She couldn’t really talk about any of this to the men, she couldn’t admit the uneasiness she felt when it came to the clone army. But Padmé felt it too, that dread in the back of her mind when she really considered the status the clones had, the fact that they were seen as property. It wasn’t right and Padmé agreed. She and a few other senators were working on a bill of rights for them, and Lexie felt so much relief and even hope that things could eventually change for the better.
After saying goodnight to the Senator, Lexie went back into her room. She lit the fireplace and sat in front of it for a while, trying her hardest to keep her mind calm, watching the gentle dance of the flames. She had managed to keep her thoughts from wandering to last night’s events, focusing on the negotiations, on Padmé’s calm demeanour, but now that she was alone in her room, her anxiety was rising again. Rex said they needed to talk, and she didn’t know when that conversation would take place.
The Captain had left the negotiations a bit earlier than her, having to go and talk to the two ARCs about the security measures for the next few days. The Kaldonyans were planning quite a few official visits into the capital city, most likely hoping to charm the Senator into agreeing with their demands. The next few days would definitely be interesting.
A signal let her know there was someone outside her door and she looked through the Force to see who it was. She felt relief that it wasn’t Rex, she was not ready for the discussion they had to have. She wasn’t ready for his rejection. But the relief was short-lived as she sensed that Fives was the one waiting to talk to her. And that was just as bad. She took a deep breath and went to open the door.
“Can I come in?”, his helmet-modulated voice asked.
Lexie stepped to the side and allowed the ARC trooper to enter her room. Once the door slid closed, he removed the helmet and turned to face her. The shit-eating grin on his face told her everything she needed to know about how the conversation would go down.
“I saw the most curious thing this morning”, he said teasingly.
“Could we not do this Fives, please?”, she pleaded.
“Not a chance, Lex”, he shook his head and chuckled.
She let out a defeated sigh and looked up at the ceiling, before lowering her gaze back to his. “Fine. We slept together. Happy?”, she said, obviously annoyed.
“Yes, very. It’s about damn time if you ask me”, he said with a genuine smile. “So…?”.
“So what?”.
“How was it?”, he asked.
“I am not telling you that!”, she said, taken aback by his question.
“Lex, I’m not asking you what position you did it in. I’m asking how, I don’t know, how it felt, how you’re feeling about it”, he explained.
 “I-I don’t… I don’t think I can talk to you about-”
“Lexie, you sat on my face, we are way past you being cagey around me”, Fives interrupted her.
She blinked in disbelief a few times. “Maker, you’re something else”, she scoffed.
“I try”, he replied with a smug expression. “You can talk to me. I’ll behave, promise”, Fives added, bringing his hand to his heart. Lexie couldn’t help but chuckle.
“Well, it was… it was great. Really fucking great”, she admitted, not able to stop the smile that appeared on her face. “Everything, the sex, sleeping next to him, waking up in his arms. It was amazing”.
“Why did he jump out the window though?”, he asked with genuine confusion.
“Echo was at the door asking about him, I guess he panicked”, she chuckled.
“And he jumped out the window?”, Fives repeated, no longer able to contain his laughter.
 “Right? I told him to hide in the fresher, I have no idea why he had to be so dramatic”, Lexie replied, laughing now as well.
 The absurdity of the situation finally fully hit her, and Lexie laughed until her abdomen hurt, while Fives had to sit down next to the bed, tears gathering in the corners of his eyes. Every time one of them tried to say anything about it, their laughter would only intensify. She could not remember the last time she had laughed like this, and she was glad that, at least for a few minutes, all her worries melted away. Lexie sat down next to Fives as the two of them slowly calmed down and caught their breaths, and she felt how his demeanour changed into something more serious.
“You never confirmed that you actually like him. I need to know that you do, because if all you want is a quick way to blow off steam I’d rather you use me, I could do no strings attached, but Rex… Rex is my ori’vod, I don’t want to see him get hurt”, he said, gaze fixed on hers.
“I think there’s more chances of me getting hurt, Fives”, she said quietly.
“What do you mean?”, the ARC asked with a confused frown.
Lexie brought her knees to her chest, hugging them close. “He’s not gonna want to continue this”.
“Lex-”, he tried to protest.
“No, he… He said earlier that ‘we need to talk’. Nothing good ever follows that sentence”, she interrupted.  “I don’t even blame him, really. The risk is just too high”.
“Rex is not a man who gives up on something he wants just because it’s too risky”, Fives said.
“Yeah but you know very well he doesn’t go in blind. And this is too uncertain. If anyone found out he could be demoted… or worse”, she continued, her voice almost a whisper.
“Then we’ll have to make sure no one finds out”, he stated, as if it was the easiest thing in the galaxy. Lexie arched her eyebrows at his use of ‘we’. “I will help you out, cover for you”, Fives explained.
Lexie was touched by his enthusiasm but she knew things were not that easy. “Thank you. But I will not ask him to risk it”, she said with a sad smile.
“So you’re just going to end it before it even begins?”, he asked with a little indignation.
“No, I… I want it, I do, more than anything. But I cannot ask him to risk his life. If… if he wants to, if he actually wants this I will gladly accept. But as I said, I don’t think he does, and I will not try to change his mind”, she said, meeting his eyes again.
“I’ve been watching him pine for you ever since you joined the battalion, Lex. He wants it, I’m sure of it”, Fives stated.
She didn’t have it in her to keep arguing, Fives’ optimism was unshakeable. Lexie usually liked that about him but on this occasion it just felt like a punch to the gut. So she gave him a weak smile and the two of them sat in silence for a while.
“Where is Rex anyway?”, she finally asked.
“He was still downstairs talking to Echo about the security measures for tomorrow when I left. Which reminds me I should definitely leave before he finds me here”, he replied as he got up. “Don’t uhh… don’t tell him about our one-night thing. I’m rather fond of my face, don’t really want to have it punched”.
“Oh… he already knows. He saw you leave my quarters that morning”, she said quietly.
“Are you serious?”, he asked, hands freezing above his head as he was about to put his helmet back on.
“Yeah”.
“That… that actually explains a few things”, he said after a moment of contemplation. “Even more reason to leave before he finds me here then”, Fives joked, trying to hide the guilt he still felt.
“He’s not angry with you anymore, if that makes you feel any better”, Lexie offered, sensing his feelings.
“He sure has a funny way of showing it”, he chuckled. Fives walked towards the door, before turning to look at her again. “I think you and Rex would be great together. You really should give it a chance”.
“I’ll take that under advisement, trooper”, Lexie replied, fondly rolling her eyes.
Fives gave her a mock salute, put his helmet on and left her room.
Rex quickly walked up the stairs, needing to talk to Lexie. He had not been able to focus on the negotiations at all that day, his mind constantly wandering towards the events of the previous night. He had sat next to Lexie at all times, and her presence so close to him was maddening. All he wanted to do was reach for her hand, hold her, kiss her, do many other inappropriate things to her. Every time she spoke he felt a shiver run down his spine. She was beautiful, and smart, and so amazing and Rex couldn’t believe how close she had allowed him to get to her the previous night.
He was conflicted, however. He had broken the rules. So, so many rules that, up until that point he had lived by. But it was worth it, he just knew that. Hearing her moan his name, seeing the desire in her eyes, waking up with her in his arms. It was all worth it.
But now Rex wanted more and he was worried that she didn’t. Thinking back on everything that had transpired between the two of them the previous evening and that morning, he could not recall any instance in which she’d indicated that she wished for anything more than one night of fun. Like sure, she told him that she had imagined him while being with his brother, but all that proved was that she wanted to fuck him. He remembered what she said about Gemma, about not being able to return her attachment and a feeling of dread sprang to life in his mind. Was that what was going to happen with him too? She was a Jedi, after all, she wasn’t allowed to form attachments, why would he be an exception?
As he turned right on the corridor towards her room, Rex almost walked into Fives and felt a pit form in his stomach as he realised where the ARC trooper was coming from.
“Going to see Lexie?”, Fives’ helmet-modulated voice asked. Rex didn’t miss the hint of teasing in it.
“No, just turning in for the night”, Rex lied.
“Isn’t your room the other way?”, the ARC continued his questioning, gesturing past the Captain.
“Well yes, but… I-I do need to give a report to the General before I hit the sack”, he tried to keep his composure. “What are you doing here? I thought you were going to check the perimeter”.
“Oh, I had my own report to give to the General. I saw something very interesting earlier and I thought I’d let her know”, he said in an amused tone of voice.
Rex narrowed his eyes, unsure of what Fives was playing at. He wanted to question him about it, but before he could, Fives clasped him on a shoulder.
“I’m gonna finish that perimeter check then go to bed. Have fun, vod”, he said, and Rex could almost hear the shit-eating grin he had under the helmet.
He turned after him to protest, but Fives walked away and disappeared down the stairs. Rex stood in the corridor for a few seconds trying to push away the feeling that his brother somehow knew. He slowly made his way to Lexie’s room, stopping right outside the door, trying to decide if he wanted to have that conversation or if he just wanted to make love to her again.
Lexie couldn’t stand being alone with her thoughts anymore, so she grabbed her cloak and headed to the door. As it slid open, she came face to face with Rex. He looked a bit startled to see her, as he was still in the middle of psyching himself up before knocking on her door. The Captain quickly composed himself and squared his shoulders.
“Could I come in?”
Lexie moved to the side and allowed him to enter, hanging her cloak back on a hook by the door, her mind an anxious mess. She looked at him, unable to discern the emotions on his face.
“We… we should probably talk”, she said weakly.
“I’m not here to talk”, Rex growled before he lunged at her, capturing her lips in a hungry kiss and tightly gripping her hips.
Lexie let out a shocked yelp as her back hit the door, before she melted into the kiss, all worry immediately forgotten. Her arms wrapped around his neck as the kiss deepened. His tongue explored her mouth eagerly and Lexie bit his lower lip. Rex suddenly pulled away, his eyes were filled with lust and he gave her a dangerous smirk. He then kneeled in front of her, raising the hem of her dress.
“I want to taste you properly, mesh’la. May I?”, he asked, looking up at her.
Lexie nodded, unable to form any words at the sight of him on his knees in front of her. Rex pulled her panties down in a swift motion and lifted one of her legs, resting it on his shoulder. He slowly planted kisses along her inner thigh before he buried his head between her legs, swiping his tongue through her wet folds. As he flicked it over her clit, Lexie’s head fell against the door and she closed her eyes, a breathy moan escaping her lips.
Rex repeated the motion, determined to hear her moan again and hummed in satisfaction as he succeeded, the rapid movements of his tongue eliciting more sounds of pleasure form her. But her eyes were closed and he couldn’t have that. His lips momentarily left her clit so that he could sink his teeth into her thigh. She let out a surprised squeal and lowered her gaze to meet his.
“Eyes on me, princess”, Rex commanded before returning his mouth to her aching core. A mixture of conflicting emotions stirred inside of Lexie at hearing that particular pet name, but all thoughts were soon silenced by Rex expertly licking and sucking on her clit and she succumbed to the growing pleasure.
His tongue then left her clit and roamed through her folds, circling her entrance a few times before he inserted it in. Lexie felt her knee grow weak as he fucked her with his tongue, and grabbed his shoulder with one hand, and the doorframe with the other, in order to steady herself. His name fell from her lips like a prayer and Rex replaced his tongue with two of his fingers, pumping them in and out of her in a rapid pace. His mouth returned to her clit, licking and sucking on the sensitive bud.
The pressure in her core released and Lexie orgasmed, a sharp cry of the Captain’s name accompanying the blissful sensation. Rex did not slow the movements of his fingers, prolonging her high, only stopping after he felt her grip on his shoulder tighten and attempt to push him away.
He gently lowered Lexie’s leg from his other shoulder, wiped his mouth and got up to his feet with a self-satisfied smirk on his face. His lips found hers again and she moaned as she tasted herself on him. Lexie’s hands reached for his tunic and she tugged it off him, letting it fall on the floor.
“Wanna continue this on the bed?”, he asked in a low voice.
“I have a better idea”. Lexie took his hand and pulled him after her, coming to a stop in front of the fireplace. “Lay down”, she said with a determined tone of voice.      
“Yes, Sir”, he replied teasingly.        
Lexie rolled her eyes affectionately and placed her hands on his shoulders, gently pushing him to the floor. Rex chuckled and laid back on the soft carpet, his gaze never leaving hers. She took off her dress and bra and kneeled down next to him, placing kisses and small bites on his bare chest. Her hands reached for his pants, unbuttoning them and pulling them down his legs at the same time with his underwear. Rex shifted himself to assist her and once his cock was freed from the fabric, Lexie straddled his hips and gently grabbed his hard member, lining it with her entrance.
The Captain groaned as she lowered herself fully on him in one swift motion, and tightly grabbed the flesh of her thighs. Lexie moaned at the stretch and started slowly rolling her hips after she adjusted, her hands placed on the toned muscles of his chest. Rex watched with reverence as she started moving faster, the light of the fire illuminating her bouncing breasts. She looked like every fantasy he’d ever had and he couldn’t believe that she was actually there, riding him, moaning in pleasure as she moved up and down his cock.
His hands left her thighs and groped her breasts, fingers teasing the hardened nipples. Lexie moaned and lowered herself closer to him, moving her hands to the sides of his head. Rex took advantage of the opportunity presented in his face and closed his mouth around one of her nipples, causing more whines to escape her lips. Her breathing was getting more erratic and it became difficult to keep the rhythm she’d set, but luckily Rex sensed this and was prepared to take over. His hands moved to her waist as his hips started thrusting up into her, matching her pace at first, then gradually getting harder and faster.
As the pressure in her core kept building, Lexie’s mind once again sought his, their thoughts and sensations entangling with one another. Rex inhaled sharply, overwhelmed by their combined pleasure. She’d never seen him struggle to stay in control like this before, and knowing that she was the cause sent an electric jolt of pleasure through her entire body.
“I-I won’t last long if… kriff… if you keep doing that cyar’ika”, he warned in a strained voice.
“Then let go, Captain”, she urged him, breathing heavily as she felt her own climax getting closer.
Rex mumbled a few curses under his breath before his cock pulsed and spilled his release inside of her. The feeling of his orgasm pushed her over the edge, and Lexie screamed Rex’s name as white-hot pleasure overwhelmed her senses. Her arms could no longer hold her up and she collapsed on his chest, her head resting in the crook of his neck. Rex’s arms wrapped around her, holding her tightly as they both caught their breath. After a while Lexie lifted herself from his cock, falling to his side on the soft carpet. The warmth of the fire was gently caressing her skin and, as she laid her head on his chest, she felt her eyes flutter closed. She could easily fall asleep right there on the floor.
“What happens now?”, Rex asked, his serious voice feeling like a splash of cold water and jolting her wide awake.
“Well… it-it’s late. We should probably go to sleep”, she tried to deflect.
“Lexie”, Rex said, giving her a look.
“What would you like to happen?”, she asked quietly, not meeting his eyes. All of a sudden Lexie felt really insecure, the possibility that he would, after everything, still reject her, filling her mind with anxiety.
“I… I don’t want this to be just a one-night thing”, he admitted.
“Well good thing it’s been two nights then”, she joked.
“Cyare, I’m serious”, he gently tilted her chin up so he could look into her eyes.
“I… I don’t want this to be just a fling either”, she admitted. “But it’s dangerous for you. I-I don’t want you to lose your position because of me… o-or your life…”.
“We’ll just have to be careful then”, he said determined. “I know it could end badly, I know what’s at stake but, Lexie, I really want this. I want you”.
“You want me?”, she echoed.
“Yeah. And I… I don’t want to… uhh… to share you with anyone”, Rex said sheepishly.
A wide smile appeared on her face. “Are you saying you want us to be exclusive, Captain?”.
“I guess I am saying that”, he replied with an awkward chuckle. “I uhh… I ran into Fives in the corridor, he said he gave you a report on the day. But when I realised he was coming from your room, for a second I was worried that…” Rex trailed off, his gaze moving to the ceiling and he cleared his throat before continuing. “A-Anyway, if we’re gonna do this, I want us to be exclusive, yeah”.
Lexie lifted herself on one elbow in order to look at him better. “Rex, you really don’t have to worry about Fives. Or about anyone else. You’re the only one that I want”, she reassured him, her hand gently caressing his face.
“Good. That’s good to hear”, he said, leaning into her touch.
“Did uhh… did Fives tell you what exactly he came to report?”, she asked hesitantly.
“No, he just said he saw something interesting that you should know about”.
“He sure did… He was in the courtyard this morning, around the same time you decided to exit the room through alternate means”, she teased, giving him a pointed look.
Rex abruptly shot up and looked at her with wide eyes. “Please tell me he didn’t see that”. His mind went back to his brother’s teasing tone of voice. Of course he had to know.
“Oh, he did”, Lexie replied with a chuckle.
The Captain swiped a hand over his face and sighed heavily. “Kriff’s sake… he’s going to be insufferable now”.
“He said he wants to help, cover for us and all that. He actually seemed more excited about us getting together than we are”, she said with a small laugh.
Rex let out a laugh of his own. “Yeah, well they’ve all been teasing me about you for months now. I’m sure he’s really pleased with himself that he was right”.
“He understands what can happen though… if anyone found out. I know he won’t tell anyone”, she thought out loud.
“Yeah, I know that too, that’s not what I’m worried about”, Rex said and Lexie gave him a questioning look. “I’m worried about all the different shit I’ll get from him now. Don’t laugh, you’ll get it too”.
“I’m aware”, she said between giggles. “Oh… I should also tell you that Padmé knows too. And she asked me if I want her to keep it from Anakin and I said that she can tell him, he apparently suspected it anyway. But I realise now I probably should’ve checked with you first, I-I’m sorry. I can ask her not to tell him if you want I’m sure she would understand”, Lexie spewed out.
Rex looked at her with wide eyes, unsure what to address first. “You know about General Skywalker and-”.
“And Padmé, yeah. He told me after the mission briefing”, she cut in.
“Thank the Maker”, Rex mumbled.
Lexie chuckled before putting on a faux upset face. “I still can’t believe you kept that from me”.
“I gave General Skywalker my word. But believe me I did not like having to lie to you”, he told her.
“Especially since you’re so bad at it, I assume”, she laughed.
“What? I’m not that bad at it”, he tried to protest.
“Honey, you can’t lie for shit. Which you really need to improve if you want this to work”, she gestured between the two of them.
Rex rolled his eyes. He then remembered the main thing about what she just told him and thought about it for a second. “General Skywalker trusted me with his secret, I know we can trust him with ours”.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought too”, she replied. Lexie looked up at the analogue clock above the fireplace, noting the late time. “We should probably go to bed, there’s another day of exciting negotiations waiting for us tomorrow. Will… will you stay with me again tonight?”, she asked with more insecurity than she wanted.
“Of course, cyare. We just need to set the alarm earlier; I don’t particularly want a repeat of this morning”, he said, placing a gentle kiss on her forehead.
“You can do that while I go wash up”, Lexie said as she got up to her feet. “Unless you want to join me in the shower?”.
“Oh, absolutely mesh’la”, Rex exclaimed, following her into the fresher.
The next morning Rex decided he should have a little talk with Fives. There were things that needed to be cleared up after all. As hard as he had tried to maintain the proper appearances and not allow his anger to get the better of him, Rex had acted very cold towards his brother ever since that morning he’d seen him coming out of Lexie’s room. He had been a lot harsher with him during training and it was obvious enough that it had prompted Kix to ask him on a couple occasions what exactly had Fives done to piss him off so much. Of course Rex denied he was upset, instead insisting that he just expected more from him now that he was an ARC trooper.
So the Captain left Lexie’s room once she started getting ready for the day, and went to the guards’ quarters that Echo and Fives had been given during their stay in the Kaldonyan Palace. The three men quickly went over the security plan for the day before Rex decided to cut to the chase.
“Echo, go check the dining hall before the Senator comes down for breakfast. I’d like a word with Fives”, he said in a level voice.
Echo put his helmet on and wished his brother ‘good luck’ before he left, assuming Fives was about to get reprimanded for something.
Rex crossed his arms over his chest and stared the ARC trooper down for a few seconds before taking in a deep breath. “Do I need to worry about you making another move on her?”
“What? Rex, come on…”, Fives blinked in disbelief, the knowing smirk he had on his face instantly disappearing. That wasn’t what he thought the Captain was going to say. All he was expecting was a ‘you can’t tell anyone’ speech from his ori’vod and then some teasing from his part about how he was right about Rex’s feelings all along.
“I know this is really stupid”, Rex said, swiping a hand over his face. “She told I don't have to worry and I trust her, I know that she would stop you if you tried anything again, but I'll just feel better hearing it from you as well”.
“You don't have to worry vod, I swear. I didn't mean for that to happen in the first place, we just got too drunk, and I'm pretty sure she was only trying to distract herself from you”, Fives replied. “You have to admit you acted like a complete di'kut that night”, he chuckled.
“I'm aware”, Rex grumbled.
“I... I am sorry vod, I knew how you felt about her, I shouldn't have-”
“Fives”, the Captain interrupted. “I'm not gonna pretend that I don't wish you hadn't slept with her, or that it didn’t make me want to kill you, but you didn't owe me anything just because you knew I liked her”.
“I gotta say, I'm surprised you took it so well. I expected you to punch me in the face or something”, the ARC joked.
“I wanted to. Still do a little, so don't piss me off”, Rex warned with a chuckle.
“So… we’re good?”, Fives asked.
“We’re good vod’ika”, Rex replied.
“If there’s any tips I can giv-”, Fives started joking.
“What did I just say about pissing me off, Fives?”, Rex warned, some annoyance seeping back into his voice.
Fives put his hands up in apology and laughed.
“I meant what I said to her though. I’ll cover for you whenever you need it”, he said after a few seconds of silence. “I’m really happy for you vod”.
“Thanks”, Rex replied, one side of his mouth twitching in a small smile. “Let’s get going now, we still have a job to do”.
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psychewritesbs · 10 months ago
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Ramble alert ramble alert I'm about to ramble hello again
⚠️⚠️also spoilers for the 249 leaks just incase ⚠️⚠️
A thing I've been thinking abt lately is the main differences between the big sukuna fight. The biggest difference between the gojo v sukuna fight and the current sukuna fight I think is the reason they were actually fighting. When gojo was fighting sukuna he wasn't fighting for megumi he completely disregards him at the start (not stating he doesn't care for him we all know megumi's his favourite lbh that's his boy) and by him doing this he essentially gives himself a free mind to go absolutely ham on sukuna, megumi vessel or no, because in the end he's wanting to go for the thrill of actually facing someone with his level of power, of finally not being at the top of it all, by himself. He's fighting for him rather than everyone else which is what his downfall was in the end I think. When you compare it to how yuji and yuta are currently fighting sukuna, it's the complete opposite. For one they're fighting for megumi, from the start that's been their goal. not just to solely beat sukuna but to also save their friend and everyone they can. I've been thinking abt this comparison a lot lately since the recent chapter just bc another theme for jjk is love. Like not to be cheesy but between "love being the greatest curse of all", yuta's whole existence tbh and everything going on between geto and gojo, jjk has pretty much every form of love in one way or another and yutas domain being "true love" is really just the icing on the cake for me on how this fight is definitely the more end game fight I'm feeling if that makes sense. Do I think yuta and yuji are gonna end sukuna themselves just like that? No, but I do think there's a good chance that them and everyone else on the sidelines will all beat the shit out of this old guy and save megumi together bc they don't have to do it alone GOJO(I hope I pray oh god). Ngl I've completely forgot my point here again and I'm also sick so that prolly doesn't help I could very well be talking out of my ass rn but I've missed rambling abt jjk and I also miss my son so of course this is low-key about megumi </33
Anyways happy days hope you're doing well!!!
Bahaha thanks for sending this, I loved it. "what point was I trying to make?" is so relatable. Also, there's another ask in the queue asking the question you just answered. And I have to agree with you.
I feel like Gege set us up by telling us that "the strongest sorcerers have an overwhelming sense of self and no regard for others". I don't trust the narrator anymore precisely because of what you said above. There's this sense that Gege is criticizing Gojo (and the "strongest sorcerers") mindset and changing the definition of strength and what it means to have a strong sense of self.
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To your point, I'll also add another example. I've seen a couple of people say that Tsumiki was holding Megumi back, and now that she's dead, Megumi is free of the burden of her existence and can go all out. But to me, part of the reason Megumi grew confident in his abilities and challenged himself, was because he was fighting for someone else. Doesn't mean he can't go all out now that he's free from the attachment but... they're not mutually exclusive things.
Thanks for sharing the brain rot!!!!! It's been a bit since you sent this so I do hope you feel better.
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undead-supernova · 2 months ago
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Sick anon here, not so sick anymore, still a bit feverish, but I sleep better now. However I established that persona now🥲
I realized that these were personal experiences, it felt like it, to me at least. I have a couple of fanfics on my sleeves, that I described situations that I have trouble sharing in another way and you know your fic made me feel like I was reading mine. It was nice to know other people do that too.
I had that friend group from junior high to early high school and that same best friend since middle school. She dictated (quite literally) who I liked and who I should hate, any other opinion than hers was just wrong. And having that on the most important years of socialisation and critical thinking just messed up my head. In high school I cut off ties with them, I already had a new friend group (it was only three of us tho) but the year we graduated I wanted to lay back for a bit (I was extremely overwhelmed from the exams and drama) and I lost touch with my new best friend. Guess who was on her posts after a week we fell out? I had no friends in college, because I just couldn't trust anyone anymore. That was a lonely time of my life there ngl
Now I have a new solid friend and it feels nice and good again, I just hope everything goes well! Funny thing is, I described all of the above to my new friend, and she made a list of things she wants us to do, to make up for wasted time.
Anyway, sorry for venting and ranting, I really can't wait to read whatever you got on your mind, I already know I'll Love it💖
I think we can rename you as Sick Anon but like sick meaning cool. Like: Sick 😎 Anon. How does that feel
Art imitates life and I unfortunately feel very connected to your experiences as well. And I think we should normalize NOT having a good time in college and not partying or having friends. It's so much more common than people think.
I'm so glad because friendship, even one person, can change everything. It's amazing that she wants to help make up for wasted time. I am doing the same with my best friend. It heals something in you. I am so so happy for you.
DON'T BE SORRY!!! I've got 4k words going on right now, I just need to fill in everything. I'm on my wayyyyyy
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storiesofsvu · 5 months ago
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Who is your favorite character to always write for and the one you can’t see yourself writing and your favorite genre fluff to smut etc
i'm ngl... I don't really have a solid answer for any of this LOL.
My favourite character to write for changes intermittently. Casey was my top for a while (also helped by the number of ideas/prompts I was getting from a friend).
Then I discovered Rita. I adore her and love her so much, i'm the queen of calhoun and she is my wife. But then (likely as i am one of few writers for her) i got overwhelmed with the amount of requests people were sending in, I was bored of it. Because so many of them were the same, or just simply smut with no substance to them. (or they were wildly OOC ideas for her and especially a character so special to me i simply refuse to write slightly ooc for lol).
It really just depends, which shows am I actively watching (and what season am i on). Esp because while I'm watching little ideas pop into my head for fix it fics, or that kinda thing.
I'd say that Rita is probably my favourite to write for?
Characters I can't see myself writing for: are a lot. I've got a lot of asks about specific shows that I reblog gifs/stories of to see if i would write for the (stuff like Abbott Elem). And I've realized that i prefer writing for shows that are more dramatic, and i much prefer shows where there isn't that much personal life shown on screen. shows like greys are harder to write for esp w reader inserts because so much romance between characters is shown on screen. Do I love Charlotte King? Absolutely, but most of the time I can only see her with Cooper.
For the fandoms i do write for, i only write for Olivia on my own discretion, i no longer write for Amaro, I will never write for Stabler, munch or fin. I wrote for Kat for a while but didn't enjoy it. I can't wrap my head around JJ, don't know why, there's a lot i don't write for/won't write for. Generally i stick to the list I have pinned, and occasionally a new character introduced on a show might find their way onto it. When I start writing for a show I usually have an idea of who i'll write for already.
Genre wise, it always depends. It's VERY easy for me to get exhausted of smut, and I'm kind of in that spot right now. I feel like everything I'm writing sounds the same and I'm sick of it. I feel like i'm not doing my readers good by writing the smut i'm currently writing, esp in my series.
I adore fluff, little cutesy moments in relationships that make you kick your feet and giggle and feel all warm and fuzzy inside? yes pls.
And I also really enjoy writing angst, it's the best way to cure a real life bad day, i love the gut wrenching painful shit, but no one ever wants/requests that LOL.
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hotpinkboots · 3 years ago
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Can I request headcanons for Sun and Moon with a nice technician reader who's family refuses to believe reader is ill and had them go to work anyway, now sick reader is just looking for someone to care and comfort them about it so came to the daycare after hours for that because they feel like the animatronics they spend the most time with and help out sometimes despite in not being part of their job might show that care to them?
~Sundrop & Moondrop x Sick!Reader~
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Enjoy~
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Sundrop
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~Freaks out (at first) ngl
~When you walk into the daycare afterhours, it doesn't really matter to him. He's happy to have someone to play with! You're coming?! Yay! SLEEPOVER??? YAYAYAYAY!!!
~jk you're sick
~Sunny Honey immediately notices you aren't well, and races to your side.
~"HEY, WHAT'S WRONG, HUH!? NOT FEELING WELL? ARE YA SICK? CAN I HELP!!?!?? WHAT'S WRONG!!!?!"
~Overwhelming.
~If you gently ask him to quiet down a bit, he's happy to. Just wants to help you.
~Will still have a couple loud outbursts, but don't get too angry at him for it, Sunny baby's used to exciting kids and keeping them busy.
~He's so sad when you explain that your family forced you to go to work!! Even when you're sick! That's bad for the kids, what if they get sick?? What if you get even MORE sick?!?! Well, now Sunny's sick, too. WORRIED sick!
~Of course, it'll pass. For the first few minutes of explaining, you'll he the one comforting him, but, when he knows what to do, he's comforting you, and won't let it be the other way around.
~"HEY!! Why don't'cha lay down, then?? I'll make a little pillow fort in the jungle gym! We can still have fun!"
~Keeps his voice cheerful, but still low.
~You're ridiculously comfortable. While he can't provide anything to eat (because I'm sure no one wants pizza or soda while they're sick) other than water, it's good enough for you. Probably don't have much of an appetite, anyway.
~Sunny won't bring your family up, he does not want to upset you, or get you worked up. It's all good times with him.
~Don't even worry about not being near him. He can't get sick due to being an animatronic, and he knows to disinfect everything before the kiddos come. It's safe.
~Super bubbly, still. He'll be making quiet conversation.
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Moondrop
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~You've come to the right person.
~The lights are already off in the daycare when you arrive. You even think about leaving, since they're closed.
~But, Mr. Sandman has another idea. Creeps up behind you and scares you. Your poor sick head and heart.
~Explain to him your situation with your family and your sickness, and he chills out immediately. No scary games for you this time.
~Moon is pissed off at your family. How DARE they not believe you? How DARE they make you work, when you aren't well?? If he could do something about it, he would...
~But he can't.
~So, he settles for a bit of sleepy time.
~Will tell you a story, even sing you a lullaby. Wraps you in a blanket, and stays right next to you, and holds you close.
~If you aren't asleep yet, Moondrop would usually be annoyed, but no, no. You're sick, it's no wonder you can't sleep.
~He'll let it slide, don't worry. No way he's killing you.
~Will grumble about your family being evil for sending you in sick, grumble about how he wishes he could do more for you.
~Moon's main mission is to get you to sleep, and calm down. Not only is it his job to put children to sleep, but you're sick. He feels you need him now more than ever.
~When you finally fall asleep, Moondrop feels quite proud of himself. Will be completely still throughout the night, as to not wake you up.
~He would be better at dealing with sick people than Sundrop. Moondrop is a 8.5/10, for being scary asf and complaining about your family and perhaps worrying you even further (he doesn't mean to), and Sundrop is a 7.4/10, for being a bit too loud and crazy, even when you're not well.
~But, either way, they both have their way of helping you, and making you feel better.
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~Love, PinkBoots
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the-bee-graveyard · 3 years ago
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Ok the fact that we're still having the why didn't Ty say I love you back conversation in the year 2022 is kind of annoying in it's own. But what's even more frustrating is the way there's this pattern of trying to find "good excuses" for Ty. And that suggests that the reason of he was emotionally overwhelmed wasn't good enough.
And that pisses me off. Because I feel like allistics are always looking for a "better" or "more valud" reasons for us to be reacting in the way we are because "it was just too much for us" isn't good enough for them for some reason.
Does that make sense?
Like I can't just say I'm burnt out or I'm having sensory overload or I'm emotionally deregulated. I have to say that I'm having a bad day or I'm really sad because *insert made up reason* or I'm exhausted. Because experiencing symptoms of our disability isn't good enough.
Not to mention, even if Ty was nt he still would have been emotionally overwhelmed by his twin sisters death. Like I'm sick of people acting like it shouldn't have been affecting him as much as it did? I think people in this fandom just don't know what grief is like honestly.
And when you through in emotional dysregulation and alexithymia and lack of theory of mind like... of course he's not gonna say I love you!
I'm so fucking sick of having to say the same things of and over again, it's super triggering for me ngl.
I don’t know why it is so shocking to people that a disability is disabling.
Losing Livvy would be extremely hard on Ty I don’t know why we act like this isn’t. Ty was hiding behind getting Livvy back, but losing a twin (especially one you’re that close to) is one of the most painful thing you can go through. I don’t even want to imagine it.
If I were Ty I would not be thinking about what Kit said. To be honest I probably would not have even heard what Kit said, I would have been so focused on getting Livvy back.
Autistic people do not need explanations for their symptoms, them being autistic should be enough of an explanation for their symptoms.
Tons of autistic people in this fandom have said this, I don’t know why allisitic people don’t listen to this.
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kyuuppi · 3 years ago
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Hi~ it's me again. I got a bouquet for our resident firecracker. Bakugou Katsuki.
Violet, Petunia, Hydrangea, Aster, Tulip, Lily, Delphinium, Carnation, Rose, Daffodil, Camellia, Daisy, Lavender
Ngl. I'm thinking about giving Dabi and Kirishima a bouquet but I'm just getting shy now. Hopefully it's okay for you that I send one for them. 😅 [insert me dying from social awkwardness]
With 💛, Ry
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I'm really on a roll tonight 😎 (but last post for today cause I have a doctor's appointment in a few hours LOL)
Thank you for the request as always~!
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❁ Violet — How would they realize they are in love?
The closer Bakugou and his s/o get, the more he finds himself going out of his way to do things for their sake without even thinking about it
When his s/o says they’re feeling sick or he knows they’ve been super busy lately, he brings them warm, home cooked meals. When his s/o mentions feeling overwhelmed with their schedule he silently does a few of their chores for them (small stuff like picking up the groceries or washing the dishes)
It is while Bakugou is in the middle of making a study guide for a class he doesn’t even take while waiting for a dish in the oven that he doesn’t even like that Bakugou thinks, “wait, why am I working so hard to make them happy…oh fuck.”
❁ Hydrangea — How would they court their S/O?
Great Explosion Murder God Dynamite is all rough edges
He tries for his s/o—he really does—but at the end of the day, Bakugou cares very little about social norms or societal expectations. He’s gonna do what works best for both him and his s/o, fuck tradition
Rather than romantic picnics and long walks through the park his s/o gets at-home dinner dates and dragged to the gym at 6am to watch their sweaty blond crush train...not a bad deal, tbh...
Bakugou makes his intentions to court his s/o clear with how much of his undivided attention he gives them...the red cheeks and stuttered compliments are also a pretty good indicator
❁ Petunia — How would they tell them they are in love? Where?
To be honest...it just comes out.
Bakugou is generally pretty honest about his feelings. He tells people what he thinks, whether they want to hear it or not. So once he realizes his own feelings, he totally plans to tell his s/o, he just doesn’t expect it to be so damn hard
He wants it to be meaningful, to convey his thoughts clearly and at the appropriate time
But instead it slips—probably at one of their homes after his s/o has done something endearingly dumb
S/o: *knocks over glass of water during lunch*
Bakugou: “You're such a damn klutz... you’re lucky I love you.”
S/o: …!?
Bakugou: …!?
❁ Aster — How they are like? They change when their S/O is around?
You best believe Kirishima and Kaminari will not let this man breathe
“Aww, Bakubro, you’re so soft with s/o; its so cute!”
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No but really, Bakugou is so noticeably nicer around them. He may still curse and call them a “dumbass” but his gaze is so warm and tone so soft it’s literally impossible not to see how in love with them he is
It is sickening that Bakugou is not my boyfriend smh
❁ Tulip — What is their love language?
Bakugou’s love language is definitely acts of service
>>Refer to Violet above<<
Bakugou doesn’t even try to—taking care of his s/o just comes naturally to him. He loves them for god’s sake, of course he’s going to go out of his way to get them the exact brand of milk they like right now even if the nearest open store is nearly an hour away—
“Simp? Who the hell are ya callin’ a simp!? I’ll beat yer ass, Sparky!”
❁ Lily — What type of love language they like?
Words! Of! Affirmation!!!
Please tell him he’s doing a great job, that he’s enough, that he’s the best even when he doesn’t feel it!
This man literally has a superiority complex. If someone he cares about (his s/o) and whose opinion he really values (his s/o) expresses how great they think he is, he might just die of happiness
Ofc he pretends to hate all that “sappy shit” tho, but...his s/o knows the truth >:)
❁ Delphinium — What are their favourite things to do to their S/O?
Honestly really enjoys cooking for his s/o so he can watch them eat and enjoy something he made for them. Makes lil punk heart flutter~
If his s/o is open to it, he also really enjoys exercising with them! Whether it’s lifting weights at the gym, going on a hike, or just walking around the city, he enjoys being active and knowing that he is doing something healthy with his s/o so they both can live a really long, happy time
❁ Carnation — What are their favourite thing their S/O does to them?
He’s very touched when his s/o tries to do something he usually does for them, like cooking him a meal or offering their detailed notes on an upcoming exam
It’s just a nice reminder to him that they see what he does for them, appreciates it, and even wants to do the same for him
Also really likes it when they hold his hand
Like his quirk makes him really self-conscious about the icky sweat or accidentally hurting someone—more so when he was first learning to control his quick rather than now
Plus they’re really rough and calloused from years of training so he knows they can’t feel very pleasant
So when his s/o randomly grabs his hand to play with it while they sit together on the couch or laces their fingers together while they’re walking through the mall, he makes sure to lightly squeeze their hand back—a silent little “I love you”
❁ Rose — How is a typical date?
Dinner and a movie—but the dinner is made by Bakugou and the movie is a romcom on Netflix
Really more into just spending time together than official dates
But if his s/o wants something more, he plans a lot of active, adrenaline-pumping activities. A few hours at a trampoline park, a day riding roller-coasters at an amusement park, mountain climbing, ziplining, skydiving—his s/o really has to be clear with him if they’re not super adventurous LOL
❁ Daffodil — A cute thing about them.
I’m dumb and thought this was actually canon but apparently its not so I’m just gonna say it: secretly really into romantic comedies. Manga, K-dramas, novels—he’ll indulge in any of them during his freetime. He only hides it cause he doesn’t wanna hear his classmates’ loud mouths lmao
Also… after his relationship with his s/o is established to the point they both say “I love you” on a regular basis, he is the type who can’t go to bed or leave without telling his s/o he loves them. It just doesn’t sit right with him
Even if they have just had a really intense argument that is unresolved and he’s running late for patrol, Bakugou always mutters a quick “...love you” before he leaves (often with a peck on the forehead ♥)
❁ Camellia — Little things they do.
If they have medium or long hair: carries around hair ties in case his s/o wants to pull their hair back
Regularly trims and files his nails really short—he likes maintaining a clean appearance and finds long nails to be really inconvenient for cooking and hero work
Mumbles lyrics to cheesy pop songs while cooking or cleaning. He isn’t even aware of it and his s/o knows he’ll get self-conscious and stop so they never bring it up~
❁ Daisy — How is living with them like?
Literally the best roommate—as long as you don’t mind the occasional yelling
Super clean and organized, regularly cooks meals, leaves early in the morning to jog or go to the gym, and never invites anyone over
This literally sounds perfect. Please by my roommate, Bakubro
❁ Lavender — How they are as parents?
Definitely tells his kids to work hard, do their best, and aim for the top but he also knows how much it hurts to feel like you’re not enough so he tries not to pressure them or make them feel bad if they don’t succeed at something
Wants his kids to feel comfortable around him and treat him like a friend rather than a father
Makes time for his family, even when hero work gets really busy. He makes it a point to take them out at least once a week, whether it’s to the zoo, to a restaurant, or just the local park
Regardless of how upset he gets, he will never yell at his children
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kaderp · 4 years ago
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ALRIGHT FUCKERS THIS IS GONNA BE A HELLA LONG MEGAPOST AS I WAS GIVEN THE OK
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BASICALLY this is gonna be a collection of bullshit me and @blackfliesinbluesugar have come up with and drawn
It starts with Goldie still living in Ireland at 17-19 and Scrooge from ages 18-20 staying in Scotland. And long story short they're dumbasses as teens. Cliche forbidden romance type stuff. Goldie's dad has shot people in the foot for trying to mess around with Goldie or just even talk to her for too long. So the only logical explanation they have is make Scrooge hide in the barn when he visits.
Basically Scrooge chills in the barn for a while cause Goldie's the only one that ever really goes in there because she's in charge of all the chores there. Which is where the context of this post is from
After the first time they fooled around Goldie was like 'oh crap what if I got pregnant D:' and told her mom she's going through a phase of flowey/big dresses when in reality she's trying to hide a potential baby bump. Now her mom doesn't care because she's too caught up in the fact that Goldie is finally 'acting like a lady.'
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So eventually because they never put together that 'hey, if we keeping doing this we're gonna end up with a baby', Goldie does end up pregnant. And because her dad is a dick and a 'I catch you with my daughter then you die' type of shotgun dad, Goldie is freaking tf out.
About a month after she finds out she's pregnant, the O'Gilt's (well mostly just Goldie and her mom lol) get invited to a fancy dinner and Scrooge is really wanting to see Goldie again. So what better way to see her than to travel to Ireland, steal a uniform, and sneak into said dinner party as a busboy. Problem is he can't risk Goldie's dad seeing him again so he tries to slick back his whiskers
But while Scrooge is running around, he eventually spots Goldie across the room. Now he's never seen her in anything fancy, usually just the flannel and green work skirt. And he just about dies 😭
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By now she has a bit of a baby bump she's had to hide so she normally goes for high waisted dresses that immediately flow out.
Anyways, as Scrooge is putting on the uniform he realizes he has absolutely no idea how to actually be a busboy. He doesn't know the first thing about dining and stuff so he's just like AAAAAAA
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As they both see each other, Scrooge gives a dorky grin and Goldie smiles before realizing he snuck in. Right when Scrooge goes to see her he gets dumped with a bunch of dishes he has to set. Goldie sees him struggling to figure out how to set a table and he just gives her a nervous grin while she's like 'oh you beautiful dumbass -_-'
She's turning red cause she's trying so hard not to burst out in laughter as Scrooge slips and a bunch of silverware falls on him
He's getting yelled at by the director but he's just giving Goldie a goofy grin from across the room.
Her parents: remember to be calm and not make a scene no matter wh-
Goldie watching Scrooge trip on the tablecloth: BWAHAHA
But as the dinner progresses, Goldie remembers Scrooge doesn't even know she's pregnant. So she keeps trying to tell him but they both constantly get pulled away to do other things.
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Towards the end of dinner Scrooge gets a free moment and realizes then that 'holy shit I actually like really love her!' So he darts to wherever she is and is struggling to get it out cause he doesn't know how much time he has left. He eventually spits it out and tells Goldie he loves her and is immediately called away. Scrooge takes her hands and quickly kisses her cheek before running to wherever the director is calling him from.
Goldie is shocked and stays still for a moment but by the time the shock wears off she realizes Scrooge is already long gone and they don't see each other again. And now Goldie's like 'crap crap crap, he said he loves me and I didn't even tell him I'm pregnant.'
They aren't able to communicate for a while cause Goldie's so focused on trying to keep her family pleased while still hiding her baby bump, and Scrooge keeps getting sidetracked and forgetting to write. (You can't tell me that isn't something he'd do because he kept getting distracted in the life and times when coming back home). He has her address, and he has started a letter, and even his family knows about her. 3ish months pass of no communications until one night Goldie starts contractions.
She darts to the barn after the first contraction and realizes she has to do this alone. A letter takes a day to get to Scrooge and going to Scotland herself would take closer to 7 hours. At that point it would be safer to not move.
It's like 3am by the time she lays and the egg ends up being pretty small. The entire time Goldie was just getting sicker and sicker. She ends up too weak to even hide the egg and has a high fever. She seriously thinks she's not gonna make it for the first night she can barely stay conscious.
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The next morning she has just enough strength to lazily hide the egg in the hay and sluggishly make her way back to the main house. Her parents are already up and she explains she started feeling iffy while doing chores and collapses.
Because her parents aren't completely heartless and she still is their daughter, her parents' main focus shifts to trying to nurse her back to health. They assume she fell with a bad flu and don't know she had spent all night laying an egg.
During this time she writes to Scrooge telling him to get over here asap, it's an emergency.
Goldie's parents take over her chores in the barn and the moment they said that Goldie went into panic mode again. During a lunch break she climbs through her window and runs to the barn to hide the egg better. She does, and she successfully makes it back to her room but collapses again and sleeps until the next day.
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Scrooge arrives 3 days after she lays and now she's really panicking. She's still weak and sick, and her parents are coming closer and closer to finding the egg. Scrooge when he sees her is genuinely freaking out. Not only for the future and that he now has an egg, but because Goldie did it by herself in a dirty barn. She's still a little loopy even though it's been a few days and Scrooge just feels heart broken that he wasn't there to help. He starts going on a tangent about how she could have died but Goldie just kisses him to get him to stop blabbering.
Scrooge helps her clean up a bit cause even with her parents looking after her, she's still a mess. But as he's washing her and the egg up, they hear fighting from the main house. Her parents realized she wasn't in her bed. She starts crying and tells Scrooge he needs to run home asap because if her dad finds out he'll most definitely kill him and/or the baby.
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(This was the first doodle for the au before deciding on an exact age/place/look so don't mind the sloppiness)
Scrooge escapes right as her dad comes in. She pulls the excuse of she thought she felt well enough to do chores.
Scrooge rn is running like a madman back to Scotland. He went from chilling with his family to being a father who's child needs to be kept secret within a day.
By the time Scrooge gets back home it's the middle of the night and is ngl feeling pretty overwhelmed. He tells Downy that he messed up and she's just like ??? So Scrooge holds up the egg and Downy just purses her lips like 'ah'
The next morning Scrooge explains to his family what happened and doesn't leave out any detail. Fergus and Downy obviously have mixed feelings. Scrooge is barely 19 yet he already has a kid??? But in the end they realize they can't change what's happened and focus on helping Scrooge protect this child.
Once the baby hatched, all mixed feelings from Downy erased and she just went into 'this is my grandbaby and no one will touch her' mood.
Scrooge and Goldie kept in contact from the moment Goldie gave away the egg. Because of the little incident of Goldie 'trying to do chores while sick,' she was put under close monitoring for the next few months and couldn't visit each other. After constant writing back and forth, they find a date to meet up half way between Scotland and Ireland so Goldie can meet her baby. They try to decide on baby names through the letter but they can't agree on anything. Goldie finds out that Scrooge moved out of his small Glasgow home and into McDuck Castle. He gives her the new location on the map as well.
The first time Scrooge tries to sneak out with the baby Fergus is just standing right outside with his brow arched and Scrooge starts freaking out.
Before Scrooge can apologize for trying to sneak out, Fergus just asks if Scrooge would like him to go with.
Scrooge is a little shocked but can't talk with the frog in his throat and just nods. Along the way Scrooge explains how he and Goldie have been trying to find the right time to sneak out for weeks because it was so hard for Goldie to get free time. She was sent to go across country to get supplies and uses that opportunity to go meet up with Scrooge and the baby again.
Fergus just nods and continues.
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When they do see Goldie, she almost breaks down at the sight that the baby survived and is being raised in a good house hold and can't stop holding her. The baby is about 3 months old by now. They finally agreed on a name and she ended up being named Maryanne. (Yes Jelly and I chose that because it means Star of the Sea)
She has to give the baby back to Scrooge cause stupid teenage and still getting over pregnancy hormones are getting the better of her and she starts full on sobbing as she sits on the ground. Scrooge freezes cause he's like aaaaaa what do I dooooo while still holding the baby.
But Fergus crouches down to her and asks if she wants a hug. All Goldie can say is 'uh huh' and he just wraps himself around her. She hugs back and Fergus rocks back and forth until Goldie's calmed down.
'I'm sorry I pulled your son into the mess. I-I was just so scared that my papa w-would kill one of us that I didn't know what else to do.'
Fergus pulls her away so he can actually look at her. And part of him feels that tinge of fear and sadness that the two teens had experienced. He grabs onto her shoulders which causes Goldie to look up at him.
'While I dinnae agree what you two did was right. Ah'm proud of you. Because what you did, finding the will to give up a child for their own safety, took a lotta strength there, lass.' And before she can react, Fergus pulls her in again and let's it sink in.
Scrooge is still holding the baby but now he's sitting down and bouncing the cooing baby on his knee while watching the scene unfold.
Over the course of the next few months, Goldie visits as much as possible and she grows closer to the family and Scrooge every time. On the times she can't visit, Fergus accompanies Scrooge in order to protect them from Goldie's dad. She's had a few close calls with her dad, but nothing too serious
After those events, Goldie practically moves in with the McDucks and they work on raising Maryanne. However like in the Rosa series, they're still experiencing tax trouble and Scrooge says he's gonna have to go to South Africa. The baby is about 2 by now and Scrooge is almost 21, while Goldie is about 19 and a half.
(This next section was an accident but basically it started as jotting down ideas but turned into a fic after I said it would take 20 seconds to write but turned into 2 hours fjdbfndn)
Scrooge is torn between whether or not to go until Goldie says she'll go with him. And because she's stubborn, no one objects. So the three travel across the world together. Maryanne practically grows up on the sea and all of those adventures where Goldie is present in the DT17 Rewriting History book happen.
On adventures they trade off tying the baby to their backs until she's old enough to not need to anymore. Although for the more dangerous ones, one of them stays behind.
But because they weren't married and had a kid in their teens, they were generally looked down upon. It got to the point where they just started saying they were married in order to avoid conflict with others. And after a while they actually forgot they weren't in fact married
'Huh, I forgot we're not actually married.' 'WAIT WE'RE NOT???'
Or
'We're married' 'Oh ok, can i see your marriage records?' '... oh right'
But some old lady or old guy either way starts criticizing Goldie for being a young mother and they just deck the shit outta them and run. Or Goldie fighting someone with baby tied to her back.
Maryanne grows up to be an ocean cartographer and leads sailing expeditions and that's all we have for her. Also she has super blue eyes lol
That's basically almost all of the things we have for this au lol
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straydawg-writing · 4 years ago
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𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦.
- 𝓚. 𝙯𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙮𝙘𝙠
• hunter x hunter series
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Chapter 3—
"Don't they have anything at least a LITTLE flattering? I get they're like hippie-extremists, but not all of us want to look like a sack of potatoes," you complained, swiping through their clothing racks that screamed no-potential-whatsoever.
You'd finally arrived at NGL headquarters, only for them to make the three of you throw out your phones and clothes. It's like they were still living in the 18th century.
"It's only clothes. Just pick whatever," Killua replied while browsing through the selection, though he looked equally as aggravated and bored. He did have at least some style that he wanted to upkeep.
Gon on the other hand didn't seem to care.
"You think they have anything green?" He wondered out loud.
You pulled out a set of white pants with a blue long sleeves top.
"Hey Killua."
"Yeah?"
You shoved the set into his arms, giving him a bright smile.
"Try this on, I think it would match your eyes well."
"Idiot. The Chimera Ants won't be looking at my eyes when we're fighting them." Pink dusted his cheeks as he looked to the side, avoiding eye contact.
He bought the outfit without even trying it on.
Gon pouted. "Wait, what about me?"
You pulled out two more similar sets. One was a pair of green pants and a white tank top, while the other was burgundy pants with a black top. That one was yours.
"We can all match!" You grinned, relieved you finally found something that wouldn't make you all look like homeless children. "Well, sort of." The sets were still different colors, but they retained the same general style.
"Oh, great idea Y/N! I'll go change into it now," Gon beamed, nearly skipping all the way to the changing room with his brand new green pants. It was about time he put on something different for a change, you inwardly joked.
Killua was already walking back from the stalls when Gon ran past him.
"Wow Killua, look at that drip~" You whistled, checking out his new outfit.
"You're so hopeless," he sighed, bonking the top of your head.
You rubbed where he had hit and stuck out your tongue, pretending to be hurt. It was the truth though, he looked really good in the outfit you had picked out. Peeking at him while he wasn't looking, you discovered that the tight-skinned long sleeves accentuated his arms in a way you'd never noticed before, hugging his lean muscles. You were right about the royal-colored shirt bringing out his pretty blue eyes. And the way his pale skin and white hair contrasted them even looked a little heavenly...
God, what were you thinking? If Killua heard you right now he'd hit you over the head another 20 times over. You looked to the floor, hoping he wouldn't see your growing blush.
After all three of you had changed into your new clothes, the hunt for the Chimera Ants began. Kite was on his own horse, while the rest of you fit on the second one due to your small frames. You were holding onto Gon's torso as he took control of the reins.
He was like a natural, his whole body moving in sync with the horse in strong determination. You trusted him, knowing that wouldn't just let you topple over. You weren't really used to horses, as they weren't typically found roaming around the jungle.
Then there was Killua, who was standing stick-straight on the horse like it was nothing.
"How do you even do that?!" You called out over the sound of galloping hooves.
"Huh, Do what? You mean this?" Killua smirked, doing a handstand.
You couldn't believe him. The boy had no fear at all.
"You're crazy," you stated, turning around to face Killua and leisurely leaning your back against Gon.
You had finally mastered balancing on the horse without having to hold onto him— but you had nowhere as near the skill Killua did.
"Maybe I am, but you love it," he teased, still upside-down. Temptingly enough, his white locks of hair were hanging upside-down too.
Slowly, you leaned forward on the palm of your hands, steadily closing in the distance between you two.
"Sure, I do. You got me there," you cooed, catching him off guard.
"Huh.." He sweatdropped, turning bright red. Killua's balance was starting to wobble.
Then, exploiting his moment of weakness, you tugged on his hair knocking him over.
Satisfied, you rested against Gon again. Thankfully the boy didn't seem to mind.
"Show off," You said, sticking your nose in the air.
"Man, that was so unfair!" Killua whined, sitting back down on the horse and dragging his hands down his face.
You crossed your arms, ready to deliver some witty comeback, when you noticed some bees in the distance that looked like they were carrying something. Squinting your eyes, you saw that they were flying in closer.
"Hey guys, look at that," you pointed out. The horses stopped as one of the bees dropped the paper in Kite's hand.
Help!!
Chimera Ant Nest, Rocky Area
Notify Hunter Association!!
An SOS? And it appeared to be written in blood.
You cast a worried glance at Gon, who looked disturbed.
"It's Ponzu..."
Ponzu...? The name wasn't familiar to you at all. That must be somebody Killua and Gon knew from before you had met them.
The bee fluttered defeatedly around you before making its landing on your ring finger. Kite made the decision to leave the horses, with a message for the Hunter Association.
Even though they ran faster on foot, it didn't take much time until you came across an unsettling scene.
Or, what was left of Ponzu.
Blood soaked the ground. Articles of ripped-up clothing scattered the dirt, and there was not even a bone in sight. The putrid smell of iron overwhelmed your nostrils.
It was fresh blood.
If you had arrived even 15 minutes earlier, maybe Gon and Killua's friend would not have so barbarically killed. You felt sick to your stomach.
'This wasn't done by a human'
"This was done by a Chimera Ant," Kite finished your thought.
The look on Gon's face scared you. Most of the time, Gon was a sweet boy on a journey to find his father. But sometimes, you could spot a festering darkness threatening to take over his very being. You knew he would never tolerate his friends getting hurt, but you couldn't help but wonder if Gon was self-sacrificing, or perhaps selfish?
"I hate to consider the possibility, but it's possible that NGL's underground rulers have already been fed to the queen. What will happen if Chimera Ants are born with their genes..?" Kite trailed off, studying one of the bullet casings in the murder scene.
An unprecedented biohazard never seen before in human history, is what that meant. The worst-case scenario had just happened.
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That wasn't the last disturbing scene the four of you came across. In front of you now were three decaying horses, each speared through the stomach by its own tree. They resembled grilled chicken and steak kebabs.
The scent was even worse than the last incident. This time, they were rotting. Killua and you both covered your noses, in an attempt to block out the stench.
"It's like a morning sacrifice," Gon stated.
You remembered what that was. Back at home, sometimes birds would impale their prey on sharp objects like branches. It wasn't a pretty sight, but it was the circle of life. What kind of monster could do this to not just one, but three 1,000 ton horses?
Your question was answered quicker than you had hoped.
"Trash. Those are mine!" The monster in question growled as he stepped foot out of the dense forest.
He looked like an overgrown bunny, with wings of a bird, thick-ass thighs, and seaweed green hair. And as for the vibe he gave off? You could safely assume he was just a stupid man-child.
"Wow. You're ugly," you deadpanned.
"You wanna say that again little brat?" He snarled, making the first move and charging right after you.
You quickly dodged his attack, but not before he came in contact with your arm. That was gonna leave a bruise.
Kite activated his aura, temporarily distracting the bunny-monster. It seemed to have noticed the change in atmosphere.
No way...was it possible? Had it already learned about the power of nen?
"Y/N, Gon, Killua... You three must deal with him yourselves. We'll be encountering more Chimera Ant soldiers like him. I won't be able to help you during combat, so if you can't defeat him, you will have to leave." Kite stepped back from the fight.
You nodded, Gon and Killua mirroring you. The three of you understood what hung in the fate of this fight.
"We told you before Kite, we're pros, not just kids!"
In sync, you all activated your nen together.
"Did you hear that bunny? I'm about to blow off those weird speedos of yours into the next dimension." You raised your hand in front of you, manipulating the wind to blow him away with every step that you advanced.
Killua was already in the air, prepared to test his thunder-bolt. In a flash of blue, dozens of lightning strikes were being zapped into the ant, immobilizing him. Gon's charged punch was enough to send him flying across the sky.
You saw his tail-puff shrink and sparkle in the distance as he was about to disappear, until something fast and unidentifiable swept him away.
Someone had been watching.
"He let his soldier do the fighting so that he could learn our abilities," Kite explained while walking towards the three of you again.
Gon and Killua looked disappointed. You hadn't even gotten a chance to use much of your powers during that fight. If you had finished it off, would that have been enough to prove yourselves?
"Are you coming?"
You looked up at Kite.
"There's no need to feel down, your attacks weren't that bad. You just need experience now. If you wish to become stronger, this is a perfect opportunity... But if you aren't prepared, you won't be able to endure it. Whether we win or lose, hell lies ahead of us." Kite finished off, looking at each one of you in the eye with a resolute stare.
You knew that. Gon and Killua knew that also.
Even so, all three of you were prepared and eager to do whatever it takes to strengthen yourselves and help Kite save NGL.
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Kite looked serene as the light of the small campfire lit up his features. He and Gon had caught some fish for dinner earlier, while Killua and you set up camp. Now, you sat brushing arms with Killua, who was sitting next to Gon, who was huddled up close to Kite. The night was quiet, except for the cicadas singing in the trees and the thoughts running through you and your friend's minds.
There was a lot to think about.
Gon and Killua hadn't even been given the time to grieve over the loss of their past acquaintance, before being hit with the hard-hitting truth that the Ants were already evolving at a nightmarish rate. Nobody knew how many had gone missing or even more so been eaten. Yet everyone knew that the death count had already surpassed comprehensible numbers. Most likely, not everybody here would make it out alive.
But, the three of you consistently have proven the odds wrong. You held onto that fact like you held onto your pendant.
It reassured you.
It was obvious that the three of you had become inseparable over the past two years.
After you met Gon and Killua at Heaven's Arena, you'd never left each other's side.
Nobody would be going home without the other, because you had all found home within each other.
"Hey, Kite? What was your dad like?" Gon asked.
Kite looked up at the boy, surprised by the sudden question. Turning his eyes to the starry night sky, he exhaled a breath of cold air.
"I didn't know him. He disappeared when I was a child."
Gon hummed, waiting for Kite to continue. He knew that feeling too. It was an icy and empty feeling, not having a father figure in your life to guide you, praise you.
"I have very few memories of him, but they've all muddled together by now. Sometimes I can't tell if they're real or if I've convinced myself they are."
"....I think Ging would thank you."
This brought Kite's attention back to Gon.
"Thank me for what?"
"Well... You've been like a sort of mentor for me ever since we met, back on Whale Island. If it weren't for you, I would never have even become a hunter. Maybe I'm just a kid, but the past month it felt like I.. like I had a dad."
Your heart ached for Gon, who had been searching this whole time for his father in everyone he met and everything he saw. Gently, you placed your hand over his and squeezed it, wishing you could be of more comfort to him. Wishing you could turn back time and bring Ging back to his home, to Gon.
Kite's eyes softened as he looked at the boy, who offered a wobbly smile.
"Ging would be proud of you," he said, ruffling Gon's spiky hair.
That night, the glimmering moonlight had brought out your most vulnerable selves. You felt a honey-like warmth grow inside of you— a new member had just been added to your family. Killua seemed content, happy that his friend was smiling. And Gon's eyes matched the twinkling stars as he looked up to Kite like he was the most wonderful thing.
It was a special night. You knew deep down that you would treasure it, for a long time to come.
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denqis · 5 years ago
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the bakubros walking in on their fem! s/o masturbating
warnings: should be obvious, smut, 18+
kaminari denki
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- you two used to satisfy each other's libido's almost daily
- but ever since moving into the ua dorms this kinda stopped
- training kept you both busy and exhausted
- plus, sneaking into each other's rooms in the middle of the night was way too stressful in the long run
- especially since aizawa had almost caught you two in the act
- it has been two weeks since you last welcomed denki to your room
- you were so horny it was insane
- during training denki accidentally ripped his shirt and the exposed abs made your mouth water and sent a pang to your heat
- right after training you had him pinned against a wall, panting from running from your classmates
- "i need you to fuck me against this wall right now or i'll go insane."
- boy oh boy he was so overwhelmed
- usually he was the horny one initiating everything
- ngl he was pretty riled up too but
- "i'm sorry hon, but i promised kiri to train longer with him today."
- you were very very VERY horny and disappointed
- "well you might as well tell kiri to suck your dick then because i won't do it anymore."
- you just left
- this wasn't really like you but you were desperate and h o r n y
- that night you had an amazing bath and finally felt at ease
- you laid down on your bed, only in your bathrobe and rubbed your freshly shaven, soft legs together, sighing
- your left hand found your left boob and you instantly melted into your touch
- another sigh fell from your lips
- the fingers of your right hand ghosted over your clit
- as soon as you felt just how wet you actually were you inserted one finger into your core
- your back arched and denki's name escaped your lips
- two weeks without sex was way too long
- another finger followed and soon you were a sweaty, shaking mess, moaning denki's name over and over again
- you felt the familiar knot in your stomach and felt tingles slowly starting to spread
- just when your orgasm was about to crash down on you, you noticed another presence
- there he stood, your boyfriend
- "honey?!"
- holy shit he was embarrassed but also so turned on
- he initially came to you to apologize but he heard your moans from the hallway
- at first he was scared that you might've hooked up with someone else
- but when he heard you moan his name he just felt bad for not satisfying you
- "mind if i help you out?"
- you stood up and walked towards him, your juices slowly running down your legs
- "not at all."
- you grabbed his hand and laid it flush against your heat
- "go on, chargebolt, make me cum all over your fingers."
- you were so close it only took a feverish kiss and a few plunges of his long digits in your core for you to finally cum
- your orgasm was so intense you almost fell back as his name and a few curses spilled from your lips
- "fuck you're so hot."
- the two week wait was worth it
- he devoured you that night
- he'll definitely ask you to masturbate in front of him a lot from that point on
kirishima eijirou
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- "eiji babe, truth or dare?"
- "dare, of course!"
- "i want you to make out with bakugou for two minutes."
- the room fell silent
- you, kirishima's own girlfriend wanted him to kiss his best friend, in front of everyone?!
- looking back at it you probably should've at least warned your boyfriend about your desire to see him with his best friend
- they didn't end up making out and you were so embarrassed that you stormed out of kiri's room where you had planned to stay the night
- the next morning he confronted you and tried to understand your point of view
- a few days after you went to the pool with the bakubros and kiribaku somehow ended up on top of each other
- gosh you were turned on to the m a x
- their godlike, wet bodies in such a compromising position made you wetter than the water in the damn pool
- you swifly excused yourself and fled to your room where you quickly stripped down and rinsed off
- your mind was full of them
- you loved kirishima, a lot
- he was so fucking sweet and hot at the same time
- the sex was great too but bakugo just amplified all his great traits
- your moans flooded the whole dorm, thank god everyone was still at their respective outings
- "what the fuck y/n?!"
- kirishima stood right in front of your bed, judging by his huge bulge for a long enough time
- "if you want me, just tell me. or do you only want me and bakugo now? am i not manly enough for you?"
- he crawled towards you and you shivered
- his eyes were so dark, if from lust or anger or both you couldn't tell
- "i'll make sure you know who's the manliest guy here."
- he fingered you for hours, overstimulating you severely
- "tell me, who's making you feel this good?! me or bakugo?"
- "you! it's you! eiji, you're fingering me so well, fuck!"
- you never dared to even look in bakugou's direction after that incident
- you didn't need to masturbate anymore, kirishima kept you nice and filled at all times
- because having your girlfriend masturbate eveb though you're dating her just wasn't a sign of manliness
- it was your birthday and he led you to his room, blindfolded
- "happy birthday."
- you lifted your blindfold and there they sat
- both naked and hard
- it had taken kirishima months to convince bakugou
- this was the only and last time you were allowed to masturbate
- "don't even think about this happening again sweetheart."
- you didn't need it to
- you realized that kiri was the man of your dreams
- your sex life only improved further after your birthday
sero hanta
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- you had been crushing on hanta for the longest time
- specifically ever since the usj attack
- kurogiri had obviously taken a liking to you
- you were one of the main reasons tenya could escape as you distracted him with your ass(ets)
- but as soon as tenya had fled, hanta pulled you back with his tape, your back hitting his broad chest
- "if you ever look at her again i'll make sure you'll regret it you disgusting pig!"
- ngl his heart was racing at having you so close to him, ass against his crotch
- while he was praying to not get hard right then right there, you were shaking in his arms, flushed a deep red
- both of you remained like that until mina raised an eyebrow and sent a smirk in your direction
- how she was still able to think something inappropriate in a situation like this was beyond you
- "thank you so much, sero. i really appreciate it. no one's ever defended me like this. now let's kick some ass."
- if he wasn't attrackted to you before this, he definitely is now
- this night you constantly replayed the happenings
- every time his words replayed you threw a pillow across the room squealing
- shit, you couldn't be whipped for a classmate this early on
- you were here to become a hero, not to find love or get distracted by boys
- little did you know that the boys had a meeting in hanta's room gossiping about you
- kirishima was so jealous of how manly sero was
- mineta wanted to know how your ass felt
- oh and he bragged, the boy was enjoying his five minutes of fame
- truth be told he never was popular with girls so he's just so proud he could impress you
- a few months later and your crush grew along with your desire to have him use his tape for something else than hero work
- "y/n you like sero, right?"
- mina is so smart how did she know?!
- you were so flustered and didn't know what to do or say
- "m-maybe?"
- mina's plan was working perfectly, hanta would come out of the shower in a few more seconds
- she knew he only ever snuck out the shower with a towel around his waist
- his room was right across from the showers, it was convenient
- what she didn't plan, though, was a completely naked, semi-erect hanta to show up
- while she quickly ran for her life you were frozen
- "u-uhm..."
- your pussy clenched around nothing, heart beating out of your chest
- his eyes scanned you while your eyes were glued to his abdomen
- who knew he had extremely prominent abdominal v-muscles and a happy trail
- you were done for
- that night you didn't get any sleep, sero's figure keeping you up
- you had masturbated to him before but this night was so intense
- "has anyone seen y/n?"
- sero had planned to confess to you today, but you skipped school??
- no one knew why and he was worried, what if you were sick?
- he went back to the dorms and knocked, once, twice to no avail
- when he heard a stifled moan he decided to let himself in, you sounded distraught
- but what he saw was you on all fours, fingers pumping in and out of your aching, dripping core
- you didn't hear him knocking because of your airpods and your insane focus on the picture of sero on your phone
- "instead of masturbating to me you could simply fuck me, you know?"
- you screamed so LOUD
- "oh, baby, don't scream already, you'll scream enough when i'm done with you. you want me so bad that you're skipping school? i'm honored."
- you didn't know what to do, but seeing him strip out of his uniform and crawl onto your bed
- pressing your upper body down into the mattress and eating you out as if he had been starving for years
- did something to you and when he sat you up and confessed you could only kiss him
- he'll never let you live this down and every bakubro pretty much knows about it because he always tells the same stories when drunk
bakugou katsuki
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- katsuki had told you once that you're forbidden from masturbatring when dating him
- you had obeyed his rules and especially this one for almost two years now
- needless to say the busy schedule of your boyfriend had kept you two separated
- sex life? absent.
- you couldn't take this anymore, plus you really wanted to be a brat today
- you knew when he'd return to the dorms and knowing him he'll head right to bed after
- so you settled on his bed, pulling out a vibrator and slowly starting to guide it all over your body
- you were wearing your cutest set of lingerie
- which was usually reserved for very special occasions but if you wanted to be a brat you had to go all out
- everything around you smelled like him it was heavenly
- before the vibrator even reached your core you were dripping
- if it was his scent, your libido or the adrenaline on purposely breaking the rules responsible you couldn't pinpoint
- the vibrator reached your clit and you almost squealed in pleasure
- it had been so long since anyone had touched you
- you bit down on his shirt he wears to sleep, drowning in pleasure and his scent
- "katsuki, katsuki, katsuki."
- his name was falling from your lips like a mantra as you ground yourself against the toy and your fingers
- "well, well, well. who do we have here?"
- his face was unreadable
- "breaking the rules princess? and i really wanted to fuck you today..."
- "you can still fuck me.. please katsuki, i'm so horny."
- he smirked and leaned down
- "brats don't get what they ask for, now continue. put on a good show for daddy."
- he didn't touch you once that night, only palming his cock and instructing you
- when you came a third time and collapsed he sighed
- "too bad i was really enjoying the show. you were impatient and broke the rules. you can't even be a good slut, i think we have to teach you a lesson, no?"
- the next morning you shakily walked into the classroom
- bakugou's shit eating, cocky grin following you
- when you sat down you almost let out a breathy moan
- your vibrator was tugged neatly into your panties and was set on the highest setting
- you were so embarrassed and on edge the whole time and when aizawa called on you
- you stood up, the change in position making you cum, hard
- your head fell back, your whole body shaking and face red
- "y/n, can you answer my question?"
- you could barely form a sentence when your knees gave in, trembling from your second orgasm crashing over you
- "i'll take her to the nurse."
- you thought katsuki would have mercy on you and remove the vibrator
- but instead he pushed you into a bathroom stall and fucked you senseless
- by the end of it you were on the bathroom floor, uniform stained with his cum and unable to walk on your own
- "learned your lesson?"
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serendistudy · 3 years ago
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hi vee! i just read your update about your life and i really wanted to send you a message because i relate to SO MUCH of what you talked about. first of all i'm so glad to hear from you and what you've been up to, you're one of my favourite people here and i've been wondering how you were. i understand what you said about going back to physical uni so much. i've also had anxiety pretty much all my life and being home for so long has made it worse and i struggle going out to the point that i feel physically sick when i force myself to. i'm actually hoping that uni will start physically bc my mental health is only getting worse but i know it will be so overwhelming. so you're definitely not alone 💞💞 i'm so proud of you for going to therapy, taking care of yourself & making progress. this is huge!!! i know it must've been so hard to do all of this! and i'm also so happy you're feeling more confident with the way you dress!! that's something i want to achieve one day too. okay thats it i guess, sending you so much love, i'm always rooting for you x
hi, it's so nice hearing from you too!!! 💞 i'm glad it was something you could relate to, honestly that's the reason i like to talk about stuff here. but yeah, you're right, the more you stay at home the harder it gets to leave and that's why physically going to uni feels a bit scary, but the good thing is that we'll get used to it again too! it'll be probably a bit horrible at first, ngl, but it will get better and easier with time 🥰
thank you so much for your kind words and this ask ❤️❤️ it's not always easy to acknowledge my own progress and such but having friends like you say nice things like this makes me feel a lot better about myself too 🥺💗 so thank you, and i'm sending so much love and hugs your way too! 💌✨
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