#i'm like so overwhelmed making this ngl i feel sick but in a good way

[tomwambsgans]

yearning for another day, another time

[totheblood]

Helloo :D

Can you do hcs of what it would be like to be friends w benefits with ellie 🫣

a/n: i been waiting on this one ngl... fwb is like the best and worst trope to me... IM SORRY IM SO SICK IN THE HEAD I LOVE U TOXIC ELLIE... also this is modern!ellie.. if this isn't what u meant then im so sorry and i will rewrite it.. not smut but smutty? AI AUDIOS AT THE END

p,s. i lost this when i finished it cause tumblr is the worst and i had to rewrite it so this is a testament of how much i love you guys and i am so sorry if u hate it

fwb!ellie headcanons

it kind of just happened one night after your friends abandoned you at a party and ellie offered to walk you home

you were always close friends with ellie but had gone to the party with a different friend group

...your straight friend group

and you were touch-starved

and ellie was TOUCH-STARVED

so when your tipsy ass asked ellie if she wanted to come inside with you she couldn't say yes fast enough

if she was being honest she was tipsy too

and high

and the alcohol coursing through both of your systems just amplified every touch

it would start gentle with soft kisses

but quickly pick up pace as you moan into her mouth

she wouldn't even make it to your bedroom, pushing you up against the wall and kneeing you

your moans only cause her to want to feel you, her asking for permission before ever touching you

her hands eagerly undo your belt before snapping the waistband of your panties with her fingers

she dips her fingers into your underwear, quickly rubbing circles into your clit

"shit... i'm barely touching you and you're already soaking wet."

"fuck, ellie."

"fuck, you feel so good... this all for me?"

but promptly after fucking you ellie feels sick to her stomach

it's like the reality that she has now fucked her very close friend, who she has always thought was pretty, hits her all at once

so she's quickly throwing her t-shirt on and frantically looking around your place for her flannel

"you're leaving?"

you break her out of her trance and as she looks at your swollen lips and worried eyes her brain is telling her: run, run, run

if it wasn't clear before ellie has no idea how to deal with her feelings

like at all

all she really knows how to feel is guilt & horniness

"yeah well, this wasn't anything serious... we're just friends, right?"

"right, yeah, i know that. it's just really late and cold. you can take the couch.

"right... thanks."

yes, ellie is disappointed that you weren't disappointed and yes, that's toxic

but you were disappointed and there is no way in hell you would be caught dead admitting that

ellie is gone by the morning

it continues every night for about a month straight

one of you is either calling or texting and ending up in the other's bed night after night

ellie will occasionally spend the night (on your couch) and wake you up for your morning classes

or wake up early and buy you breakfast

she tells herself that since she's not cooking the breakfast it doesn't make it coupley

sometimes you two will go out for dinner beforehand... it's not a date it's what ellie likes to call a 'pre-workout snack'

you two will study together and celebrate your grades on tests by trying new things out with each other

"you got an A-? so i'm getting fucking lucky tonight… hell yea"

soon enough she's leaving every party with you

and waiting by the phone for you to call

and thinking about what you are doing

or what you are wearing

and it's all really nice

until it begins to overwhelm her and suddenly she feels like she can't breathe

she didn't like how everyone began to call you a "couple" or how much it bothered her when you would talk about people you were attracted to

or how she wanted to punch their faces in

so she begins to avoid all your texts and calls and avoids going to every party she's invited to

she doesn't even check your social media anymore

it all comes to a head when she's walking on campus and spots you coming from the opposite direction causing her to immediately turn around

"hey, ellie! what the fuck?"

she turns around, an awkward look on her face and all she manages to say is: "what's up?"

"what's up? what's up is that you've been avoiding me. all my texts and calls. what gives?"

"i'm just over it. it got too... close.. for me. you're not my girlfriend so stop acting like you are!"

the minute it leaves her mouth and she watches your face shift from anger to sadness she feels sick to her stomach

"wait, i didn't mean it l-"

"fuck you, ellie."

she goes home and has to stop herself from throwing up

she has no one to talk to about this because she knows she's being an asshole

to make matters worse all she really wants to do is talk to you about it

and she can't

so she just wallows in her apartment and avoids you as much as she can

until she can't

her heart nearly stops when she receives a call from you in the middle of the night and you're crying on the other end asking her to pick you up

"ellie, i'm so so sorry... i wouldn't do this to you if i didn't have a choice but they all left me and i didn't know who else to call and... i need you."

"sh, it's okay... hold on, baby. i will be right there. everything will be okay."

she blows through a couple of stop signs on the way to get you and her heart breaks at the sight of your tear-stained face

"hey, are you o-"

"please just drive, ellie."

ellie takes you back to your place and you fully expect her to leave but she helps you upstairs, takes off your makeup, and tucks you in

you fully expected her to leave but when you wake up she's there in your kitchen

and she made you breakfast

"ellie, what are you d-"

"hey, you're up. do you think you could sit down, have some eggs, and just listen to what i have to say? can you do that?"

"um, sure?"

she takes a deep breath before starting and you make note of how she avoids eye contact with you

"i'm not good at this… or i thought i wasn't good at it and it scared the shit out of me. my whole world became you and i was looking forward to seeing you, and talking to you, and touching you, and i got so scared that it could all get taken away at any moment. so scared that i just sabotaged the one good thing in my life. i'm so sorry, is there anyway you could forgive me?"

"of course i can, you freak"

ai audios:

[psychewritesbs]

Ramble alert ramble alert I'm about to ramble hello again

⚠️⚠️also spoilers for the 249 leaks just incase ⚠️⚠️

A thing I've been thinking abt lately is the main differences between the big sukuna fight. The biggest difference between the gojo v sukuna fight and the current sukuna fight I think is the reason they were actually fighting. When gojo was fighting sukuna he wasn't fighting for megumi he completely disregards him at the start (not stating he doesn't care for him we all know megumi's his favourite lbh that's his boy) and by him doing this he essentially gives himself a free mind to go absolutely ham on sukuna, megumi vessel or no, because in the end he's wanting to go for the thrill of actually facing someone with his level of power, of finally not being at the top of it all, by himself. He's fighting for him rather than everyone else which is what his downfall was in the end I think. When you compare it to how yuji and yuta are currently fighting sukuna, it's the complete opposite. For one they're fighting for megumi, from the start that's been their goal. not just to solely beat sukuna but to also save their friend and everyone they can. I've been thinking abt this comparison a lot lately since the recent chapter just bc another theme for jjk is love. Like not to be cheesy but between "love being the greatest curse of all", yuta's whole existence tbh and everything going on between geto and gojo, jjk has pretty much every form of love in one way or another and yutas domain being "true love" is really just the icing on the cake for me on how this fight is definitely the more end game fight I'm feeling if that makes sense. Do I think yuta and yuji are gonna end sukuna themselves just like that? No, but I do think there's a good chance that them and everyone else on the sidelines will all beat the shit out of this old guy and save megumi together bc they don't have to do it alone GOJO(I hope I pray oh god). Ngl I've completely forgot my point here again and I'm also sick so that prolly doesn't help I could very well be talking out of my ass rn but I've missed rambling abt jjk and I also miss my son so of course this is low-key about megumi </33

Anyways happy days hope you're doing well!!!

Bahaha thanks for sending this, I loved it. "what point was I trying to make?" is so relatable. Also, there's another ask in the queue asking the question you just answered. And I have to agree with you.

I feel like Gege set us up by telling us that "the strongest sorcerers have an overwhelming sense of self and no regard for others". I don't trust the narrator anymore precisely because of what you said above. There's this sense that Gege is criticizing Gojo (and the "strongest sorcerers") mindset and changing the definition of strength and what it means to have a strong sense of self.

To your point, I'll also add another example. I've seen a couple of people say that Tsumiki was holding Megumi back, and now that she's dead, Megumi is free of the burden of her existence and can go all out. But to me, part of the reason Megumi grew confident in his abilities and challenged himself, was because he was fighting for someone else. Doesn't mean he can't go all out now that he's free from the attachment but... they're not mutually exclusive things.

Thanks for sharing the brain rot!!!!! It's been a bit since you sent this so I do hope you feel better.

[undead-supernova]

Sick anon here, not so sick anymore, still a bit feverish, but I sleep better now. However I established that persona now🥲

I realized that these were personal experiences, it felt like it, to me at least. I have a couple of fanfics on my sleeves, that I described situations that I have trouble sharing in another way and you know your fic made me feel like I was reading mine. It was nice to know other people do that too.

I had that friend group from junior high to early high school and that same best friend since middle school. She dictated (quite literally) who I liked and who I should hate, any other opinion than hers was just wrong. And having that on the most important years of socialisation and critical thinking just messed up my head. In high school I cut off ties with them, I already had a new friend group (it was only three of us tho) but the year we graduated I wanted to lay back for a bit (I was extremely overwhelmed from the exams and drama) and I lost touch with my new best friend. Guess who was on her posts after a week we fell out? I had no friends in college, because I just couldn't trust anyone anymore. That was a lonely time of my life there ngl

Now I have a new solid friend and it feels nice and good again, I just hope everything goes well! Funny thing is, I described all of the above to my new friend, and she made a list of things she wants us to do, to make up for wasted time.

Anyway, sorry for venting and ranting, I really can't wait to read whatever you got on your mind, I already know I'll Love it💖

I think we can rename you as Sick Anon but like sick meaning cool. Like: Sick 😎 Anon. How does that feel

Art imitates life and I unfortunately feel very connected to your experiences as well. And I think we should normalize NOT having a good time in college and not partying or having friends. It's so much more common than people think.

I'm so glad because friendship, even one person, can change everything. It's amazing that she wants to help make up for wasted time. I am doing the same with my best friend. It heals something in you. I am so so happy for you.

DON'T BE SORRY!!! I've got 4k words going on right now, I just need to fill in everything. I'm on my wayyyyyy

[storiesofsvu]

Who is your favorite character to always write for and the one you can’t see yourself writing and your favorite genre fluff to smut etc

i'm ngl... I don't really have a solid answer for any of this LOL.

My favourite character to write for changes intermittently. Casey was my top for a while (also helped by the number of ideas/prompts I was getting from a friend).

Then I discovered Rita. I adore her and love her so much, i'm the queen of calhoun and she is my wife. But then (likely as i am one of few writers for her) i got overwhelmed with the amount of requests people were sending in, I was bored of it. Because so many of them were the same, or just simply smut with no substance to them. (or they were wildly OOC ideas for her and especially a character so special to me i simply refuse to write slightly ooc for lol).

It really just depends, which shows am I actively watching (and what season am i on). Esp because while I'm watching little ideas pop into my head for fix it fics, or that kinda thing.

I'd say that Rita is probably my favourite to write for?

Characters I can't see myself writing for: are a lot. I've got a lot of asks about specific shows that I reblog gifs/stories of to see if i would write for the (stuff like Abbott Elem). And I've realized that i prefer writing for shows that are more dramatic, and i much prefer shows where there isn't that much personal life shown on screen. shows like greys are harder to write for esp w reader inserts because so much romance between characters is shown on screen. Do I love Charlotte King? Absolutely, but most of the time I can only see her with Cooper.

For the fandoms i do write for, i only write for Olivia on my own discretion, i no longer write for Amaro, I will never write for Stabler, munch or fin. I wrote for Kat for a while but didn't enjoy it. I can't wrap my head around JJ, don't know why, there's a lot i don't write for/won't write for. Generally i stick to the list I have pinned, and occasionally a new character introduced on a show might find their way onto it. When I start writing for a show I usually have an idea of who i'll write for already.

Genre wise, it always depends. It's VERY easy for me to get exhausted of smut, and I'm kind of in that spot right now. I feel like everything I'm writing sounds the same and I'm sick of it. I feel like i'm not doing my readers good by writing the smut i'm currently writing, esp in my series.

I adore fluff, little cutesy moments in relationships that make you kick your feet and giggle and feel all warm and fuzzy inside? yes pls.

And I also really enjoy writing angst, it's the best way to cure a real life bad day, i love the gut wrenching painful shit, but no one ever wants/requests that LOL.

[hotpinkboots]

Can I request headcanons for Sun and Moon with a nice technician reader who's family refuses to believe reader is ill and had them go to work anyway, now sick reader is just looking for someone to care and comfort them about it so came to the daycare after hours for that because they feel like the animatronics they spend the most time with and help out sometimes despite in not being part of their job might show that care to them?

~Sundrop & Moondrop x Sick!Reader~

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Enjoy~

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Sundrop

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~Freaks out (at first) ngl

~When you walk into the daycare afterhours, it doesn't really matter to him. He's happy to have someone to play with! You're coming?! Yay! SLEEPOVER??? YAYAYAYAY!!!

~jk you're sick

~Sunny Honey immediately notices you aren't well, and races to your side.

~"HEY, WHAT'S WRONG, HUH!? NOT FEELING WELL? ARE YA SICK? CAN I HELP!!?!?? WHAT'S WRONG!!!?!"

~Overwhelming.

~If you gently ask him to quiet down a bit, he's happy to. Just wants to help you.

~Will still have a couple loud outbursts, but don't get too angry at him for it, Sunny baby's used to exciting kids and keeping them busy.

~He's so sad when you explain that your family forced you to go to work!! Even when you're sick! That's bad for the kids, what if they get sick?? What if you get even MORE sick?!?! Well, now Sunny's sick, too. WORRIED sick!

~Of course, it'll pass. For the first few minutes of explaining, you'll he the one comforting him, but, when he knows what to do, he's comforting you, and won't let it be the other way around.

~"HEY!! Why don't'cha lay down, then?? I'll make a little pillow fort in the jungle gym! We can still have fun!"

~Keeps his voice cheerful, but still low.

~You're ridiculously comfortable. While he can't provide anything to eat (because I'm sure no one wants pizza or soda while they're sick) other than water, it's good enough for you. Probably don't have much of an appetite, anyway.

~Sunny won't bring your family up, he does not want to upset you, or get you worked up. It's all good times with him.

~Don't even worry about not being near him. He can't get sick due to being an animatronic, and he knows to disinfect everything before the kiddos come. It's safe.

~Super bubbly, still. He'll be making quiet conversation.

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Moondrop

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~You've come to the right person.

~The lights are already off in the daycare when you arrive. You even think about leaving, since they're closed.

~But, Mr. Sandman has another idea. Creeps up behind you and scares you. Your poor sick head and heart.

~Explain to him your situation with your family and your sickness, and he chills out immediately. No scary games for you this time.

~Moon is pissed off at your family. How DARE they not believe you? How DARE they make you work, when you aren't well?? If he could do something about it, he would...

~But he can't.

~So, he settles for a bit of sleepy time.

~Will tell you a story, even sing you a lullaby. Wraps you in a blanket, and stays right next to you, and holds you close.

~If you aren't asleep yet, Moondrop would usually be annoyed, but no, no. You're sick, it's no wonder you can't sleep.

~He'll let it slide, don't worry. No way he's killing you.

~Will grumble about your family being evil for sending you in sick, grumble about how he wishes he could do more for you.

~Moon's main mission is to get you to sleep, and calm down. Not only is it his job to put children to sleep, but you're sick. He feels you need him now more than ever.

~When you finally fall asleep, Moondrop feels quite proud of himself. Will be completely still throughout the night, as to not wake you up.

~He would be better at dealing with sick people than Sundrop. Moondrop is a 8.5/10, for being scary asf and complaining about your family and perhaps worrying you even further (he doesn't mean to), and Sundrop is a 7.4/10, for being a bit too loud and crazy, even when you're not well.

~But, either way, they both have their way of helping you, and making you feel better.

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~Love, PinkBoots

[the-bee-graveyard]

Ok the fact that we're still having the why didn't Ty say I love you back conversation in the year 2022 is kind of annoying in it's own. But what's even more frustrating is the way there's this pattern of trying to find "good excuses" for Ty. And that suggests that the reason of he was emotionally overwhelmed wasn't good enough.

And that pisses me off. Because I feel like allistics are always looking for a "better" or "more valud" reasons for us to be reacting in the way we are because "it was just too much for us" isn't good enough for them for some reason.

Does that make sense?

Like I can't just say I'm burnt out or I'm having sensory overload or I'm emotionally deregulated. I have to say that I'm having a bad day or I'm really sad because *insert made up reason* or I'm exhausted. Because experiencing symptoms of our disability isn't good enough.

Not to mention, even if Ty was nt he still would have been emotionally overwhelmed by his twin sisters death. Like I'm sick of people acting like it shouldn't have been affecting him as much as it did? I think people in this fandom just don't know what grief is like honestly.

And when you through in emotional dysregulation and alexithymia and lack of theory of mind like... of course he's not gonna say I love you!

I'm so fucking sick of having to say the same things of and over again, it's super triggering for me ngl.

I don’t know why it is so shocking to people that a disability is disabling.

Losing Livvy would be extremely hard on Ty I don’t know why we act like this isn’t. Ty was hiding behind getting Livvy back, but losing a twin (especially one you’re that close to) is one of the most painful thing you can go through. I don’t even want to imagine it.

If I were Ty I would not be thinking about what Kit said. To be honest I probably would not have even heard what Kit said, I would have been so focused on getting Livvy back.

Autistic people do not need explanations for their symptoms, them being autistic should be enough of an explanation for their symptoms.

Tons of autistic people in this fandom have said this, I don’t know why allisitic people don’t listen to this.

[kyuuppi]

Hi~ it's me again. I got a bouquet for our resident firecracker. Bakugou Katsuki.

Violet, Petunia, Hydrangea, Aster, Tulip, Lily, Delphinium, Carnation, Rose, Daffodil, Camellia, Daisy, Lavender

Ngl. I'm thinking about giving Dabi and Kirishima a bouquet but I'm just getting shy now. Hopefully it's okay for you that I send one for them. 😅 [insert me dying from social awkwardness]

With 💛, Ry

I'm really on a roll tonight 😎 (but last post for today cause I have a doctor's appointment in a few hours LOL)

Thank you for the request as always~!

❁ Violet — How would they realize they are in love?

The closer Bakugou and his s/o get, the more he finds himself going out of his way to do things for their sake without even thinking about it

When his s/o says they’re feeling sick or he knows they’ve been super busy lately, he brings them warm, home cooked meals. When his s/o mentions feeling overwhelmed with their schedule he silently does a few of their chores for them (small stuff like picking up the groceries or washing the dishes)

It is while Bakugou is in the middle of making a study guide for a class he doesn’t even take while waiting for a dish in the oven that he doesn’t even like that Bakugou thinks, “wait, why am I working so hard to make them happy…oh fuck.”

❁ Hydrangea — How would they court their S/O?

Great Explosion Murder God Dynamite is all rough edges

He tries for his s/o—he really does—but at the end of the day, Bakugou cares very little about social norms or societal expectations. He’s gonna do what works best for both him and his s/o, fuck tradition

Rather than romantic picnics and long walks through the park his s/o gets at-home dinner dates and dragged to the gym at 6am to watch their sweaty blond crush train...not a bad deal, tbh...

Bakugou makes his intentions to court his s/o clear with how much of his undivided attention he gives them...the red cheeks and stuttered compliments are also a pretty good indicator

❁ Petunia — How would they tell them they are in love? Where?

To be honest...it just comes out.

Bakugou is generally pretty honest about his feelings. He tells people what he thinks, whether they want to hear it or not. So once he realizes his own feelings, he totally plans to tell his s/o, he just doesn’t expect it to be so damn hard

He wants it to be meaningful, to convey his thoughts clearly and at the appropriate time

But instead it slips—probably at one of their homes after his s/o has done something endearingly dumb

S/o: *knocks over glass of water during lunch*

Bakugou: “You're such a damn klutz... you’re lucky I love you.”

S/o: …!?

Bakugou: …!?

❁ Aster — How they are like? They change when their S/O is around?

You best believe Kirishima and Kaminari will not let this man breathe

“Aww, Bakubro, you’re so soft with s/o; its so cute!”

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No but really, Bakugou is so noticeably nicer around them. He may still curse and call them a “dumbass” but his gaze is so warm and tone so soft it’s literally impossible not to see how in love with them he is

It is sickening that Bakugou is not my boyfriend smh

❁ Tulip — What is their love language?

Bakugou’s love language is definitely acts of service

>>Refer to Violet above<<

Bakugou doesn’t even try to—taking care of his s/o just comes naturally to him. He loves them for god’s sake, of course he’s going to go out of his way to get them the exact brand of milk they like right now even if the nearest open store is nearly an hour away—

“Simp? Who the hell are ya callin’ a simp!? I’ll beat yer ass, Sparky!”

❁ Lily — What type of love language they like?

Words! Of! Affirmation!!!

Please tell him he’s doing a great job, that he’s enough, that he’s the best even when he doesn’t feel it!

This man literally has a superiority complex. If someone he cares about (his s/o) and whose opinion he really values (his s/o) expresses how great they think he is, he might just die of happiness

Ofc he pretends to hate all that “sappy shit” tho, but...his s/o knows the truth >:)

❁ Delphinium — What are their favourite things to do to their S/O?

Honestly really enjoys cooking for his s/o so he can watch them eat and enjoy something he made for them. Makes lil punk heart flutter~

If his s/o is open to it, he also really enjoys exercising with them! Whether it’s lifting weights at the gym, going on a hike, or just walking around the city, he enjoys being active and knowing that he is doing something healthy with his s/o so they both can live a really long, happy time

❁ Carnation — What are their favourite thing their S/O does to them?

He’s very touched when his s/o tries to do something he usually does for them, like cooking him a meal or offering their detailed notes on an upcoming exam

It’s just a nice reminder to him that they see what he does for them, appreciates it, and even wants to do the same for him

Also really likes it when they hold his hand

Like his quirk makes him really self-conscious about the icky sweat or accidentally hurting someone—more so when he was first learning to control his quick rather than now

Plus they’re really rough and calloused from years of training so he knows they can’t feel very pleasant

So when his s/o randomly grabs his hand to play with it while they sit together on the couch or laces their fingers together while they’re walking through the mall, he makes sure to lightly squeeze their hand back—a silent little “I love you”

❁ Rose — How is a typical date?

Dinner and a movie—but the dinner is made by Bakugou and the movie is a romcom on Netflix

Really more into just spending time together than official dates

But if his s/o wants something more, he plans a lot of active, adrenaline-pumping activities. A few hours at a trampoline park, a day riding roller-coasters at an amusement park, mountain climbing, ziplining, skydiving—his s/o really has to be clear with him if they’re not super adventurous LOL

❁ Daffodil — A cute thing about them.

I’m dumb and thought this was actually canon but apparently its not so I’m just gonna say it: secretly really into romantic comedies. Manga, K-dramas, novels—he’ll indulge in any of them during his freetime. He only hides it cause he doesn’t wanna hear his classmates’ loud mouths lmao

Also… after his relationship with his s/o is established to the point they both say “I love you” on a regular basis, he is the type who can’t go to bed or leave without telling his s/o he loves them. It just doesn’t sit right with him

Even if they have just had a really intense argument that is unresolved and he’s running late for patrol, Bakugou always mutters a quick “...love you” before he leaves (often with a peck on the forehead ♥)

❁ Camellia — Little things they do.

If they have medium or long hair: carries around hair ties in case his s/o wants to pull their hair back

Regularly trims and files his nails really short—he likes maintaining a clean appearance and finds long nails to be really inconvenient for cooking and hero work

Mumbles lyrics to cheesy pop songs while cooking or cleaning. He isn’t even aware of it and his s/o knows he’ll get self-conscious and stop so they never bring it up~

❁ Daisy — How is living with them like?

Literally the best roommate—as long as you don’t mind the occasional yelling

Super clean and organized, regularly cooks meals, leaves early in the morning to jog or go to the gym, and never invites anyone over

This literally sounds perfect. Please by my roommate, Bakubro

❁ Lavender — How they are as parents?

Definitely tells his kids to work hard, do their best, and aim for the top but he also knows how much it hurts to feel like you’re not enough so he tries not to pressure them or make them feel bad if they don’t succeed at something

Wants his kids to feel comfortable around him and treat him like a friend rather than a father

Makes time for his family, even when hero work gets really busy. He makes it a point to take them out at least once a week, whether it’s to the zoo, to a restaurant, or just the local park

Regardless of how upset he gets, he will never yell at his children

🌼this event has ended🌼

[kaderp]

ALRIGHT FUCKERS THIS IS GONNA BE A HELLA LONG MEGAPOST AS I WAS GIVEN THE OK

BASICALLY this is gonna be a collection of bullshit me and @blackfliesinbluesugar have come up with and drawn

It starts with Goldie still living in Ireland at 17-19 and Scrooge from ages 18-20 staying in Scotland. And long story short they're dumbasses as teens. Cliche forbidden romance type stuff. Goldie's dad has shot people in the foot for trying to mess around with Goldie or just even talk to her for too long. So the only logical explanation they have is make Scrooge hide in the barn when he visits.

Basically Scrooge chills in the barn for a while cause Goldie's the only one that ever really goes in there because she's in charge of all the chores there. Which is where the context of this post is from

After the first time they fooled around Goldie was like 'oh crap what if I got pregnant D:' and told her mom she's going through a phase of flowey/big dresses when in reality she's trying to hide a potential baby bump. Now her mom doesn't care because she's too caught up in the fact that Goldie is finally 'acting like a lady.'

So eventually because they never put together that 'hey, if we keeping doing this we're gonna end up with a baby', Goldie does end up pregnant. And because her dad is a dick and a 'I catch you with my daughter then you die' type of shotgun dad, Goldie is freaking tf out.

About a month after she finds out she's pregnant, the O'Gilt's (well mostly just Goldie and her mom lol) get invited to a fancy dinner and Scrooge is really wanting to see Goldie again. So what better way to see her than to travel to Ireland, steal a uniform, and sneak into said dinner party as a busboy. Problem is he can't risk Goldie's dad seeing him again so he tries to slick back his whiskers

But while Scrooge is running around, he eventually spots Goldie across the room. Now he's never seen her in anything fancy, usually just the flannel and green work skirt. And he just about dies 😭

By now she has a bit of a baby bump she's had to hide so she normally goes for high waisted dresses that immediately flow out.

Anyways, as Scrooge is putting on the uniform he realizes he has absolutely no idea how to actually be a busboy. He doesn't know the first thing about dining and stuff so he's just like AAAAAAA

As they both see each other, Scrooge gives a dorky grin and Goldie smiles before realizing he snuck in. Right when Scrooge goes to see her he gets dumped with a bunch of dishes he has to set. Goldie sees him struggling to figure out how to set a table and he just gives her a nervous grin while she's like 'oh you beautiful dumbass -_-'

She's turning red cause she's trying so hard not to burst out in laughter as Scrooge slips and a bunch of silverware falls on him

He's getting yelled at by the director but he's just giving Goldie a goofy grin from across the room.

Her parents: remember to be calm and not make a scene no matter wh-

Goldie watching Scrooge trip on the tablecloth: BWAHAHA

But as the dinner progresses, Goldie remembers Scrooge doesn't even know she's pregnant. So she keeps trying to tell him but they both constantly get pulled away to do other things.

Towards the end of dinner Scrooge gets a free moment and realizes then that 'holy shit I actually like really love her!' So he darts to wherever she is and is struggling to get it out cause he doesn't know how much time he has left. He eventually spits it out and tells Goldie he loves her and is immediately called away. Scrooge takes her hands and quickly kisses her cheek before running to wherever the director is calling him from.

Goldie is shocked and stays still for a moment but by the time the shock wears off she realizes Scrooge is already long gone and they don't see each other again. And now Goldie's like 'crap crap crap, he said he loves me and I didn't even tell him I'm pregnant.'

They aren't able to communicate for a while cause Goldie's so focused on trying to keep her family pleased while still hiding her baby bump, and Scrooge keeps getting sidetracked and forgetting to write. (You can't tell me that isn't something he'd do because he kept getting distracted in the life and times when coming back home). He has her address, and he has started a letter, and even his family knows about her. 3ish months pass of no communications until one night Goldie starts contractions.

She darts to the barn after the first contraction and realizes she has to do this alone. A letter takes a day to get to Scrooge and going to Scotland herself would take closer to 7 hours. At that point it would be safer to not move.

It's like 3am by the time she lays and the egg ends up being pretty small. The entire time Goldie was just getting sicker and sicker. She ends up too weak to even hide the egg and has a high fever. She seriously thinks she's not gonna make it for the first night she can barely stay conscious.

The next morning she has just enough strength to lazily hide the egg in the hay and sluggishly make her way back to the main house. Her parents are already up and she explains she started feeling iffy while doing chores and collapses.

Because her parents aren't completely heartless and she still is their daughter, her parents' main focus shifts to trying to nurse her back to health. They assume she fell with a bad flu and don't know she had spent all night laying an egg.

During this time she writes to Scrooge telling him to get over here asap, it's an emergency.

Goldie's parents take over her chores in the barn and the moment they said that Goldie went into panic mode again. During a lunch break she climbs through her window and runs to the barn to hide the egg better. She does, and she successfully makes it back to her room but collapses again and sleeps until the next day.

Scrooge arrives 3 days after she lays and now she's really panicking. She's still weak and sick, and her parents are coming closer and closer to finding the egg. Scrooge when he sees her is genuinely freaking out. Not only for the future and that he now has an egg, but because Goldie did it by herself in a dirty barn. She's still a little loopy even though it's been a few days and Scrooge just feels heart broken that he wasn't there to help. He starts going on a tangent about how she could have died but Goldie just kisses him to get him to stop blabbering.

Scrooge helps her clean up a bit cause even with her parents looking after her, she's still a mess. But as he's washing her and the egg up, they hear fighting from the main house. Her parents realized she wasn't in her bed. She starts crying and tells Scrooge he needs to run home asap because if her dad finds out he'll most definitely kill him and/or the baby.

(This was the first doodle for the au before deciding on an exact age/place/look so don't mind the sloppiness)

Scrooge escapes right as her dad comes in. She pulls the excuse of she thought she felt well enough to do chores.

Scrooge rn is running like a madman back to Scotland. He went from chilling with his family to being a father who's child needs to be kept secret within a day.

By the time Scrooge gets back home it's the middle of the night and is ngl feeling pretty overwhelmed. He tells Downy that he messed up and she's just like ??? So Scrooge holds up the egg and Downy just purses her lips like 'ah'

The next morning Scrooge explains to his family what happened and doesn't leave out any detail. Fergus and Downy obviously have mixed feelings. Scrooge is barely 19 yet he already has a kid??? But in the end they realize they can't change what's happened and focus on helping Scrooge protect this child.

Once the baby hatched, all mixed feelings from Downy erased and she just went into 'this is my grandbaby and no one will touch her' mood.

Scrooge and Goldie kept in contact from the moment Goldie gave away the egg. Because of the little incident of Goldie 'trying to do chores while sick,' she was put under close monitoring for the next few months and couldn't visit each other. After constant writing back and forth, they find a date to meet up half way between Scotland and Ireland so Goldie can meet her baby. They try to decide on baby names through the letter but they can't agree on anything. Goldie finds out that Scrooge moved out of his small Glasgow home and into McDuck Castle. He gives her the new location on the map as well.

The first time Scrooge tries to sneak out with the baby Fergus is just standing right outside with his brow arched and Scrooge starts freaking out.

Before Scrooge can apologize for trying to sneak out, Fergus just asks if Scrooge would like him to go with.

Scrooge is a little shocked but can't talk with the frog in his throat and just nods. Along the way Scrooge explains how he and Goldie have been trying to find the right time to sneak out for weeks because it was so hard for Goldie to get free time. She was sent to go across country to get supplies and uses that opportunity to go meet up with Scrooge and the baby again.

Fergus just nods and continues.

When they do see Goldie, she almost breaks down at the sight that the baby survived and is being raised in a good house hold and can't stop holding her. The baby is about 3 months old by now. They finally agreed on a name and she ended up being named Maryanne. (Yes Jelly and I chose that because it means Star of the Sea)

She has to give the baby back to Scrooge cause stupid teenage and still getting over pregnancy hormones are getting the better of her and she starts full on sobbing as she sits on the ground. Scrooge freezes cause he's like aaaaaa what do I dooooo while still holding the baby.

But Fergus crouches down to her and asks if she wants a hug. All Goldie can say is 'uh huh' and he just wraps himself around her. She hugs back and Fergus rocks back and forth until Goldie's calmed down.

'I'm sorry I pulled your son into the mess. I-I was just so scared that my papa w-would kill one of us that I didn't know what else to do.'

Fergus pulls her away so he can actually look at her. And part of him feels that tinge of fear and sadness that the two teens had experienced. He grabs onto her shoulders which causes Goldie to look up at him.

'While I dinnae agree what you two did was right. Ah'm proud of you. Because what you did, finding the will to give up a child for their own safety, took a lotta strength there, lass.' And before she can react, Fergus pulls her in again and let's it sink in.

Scrooge is still holding the baby but now he's sitting down and bouncing the cooing baby on his knee while watching the scene unfold.

Over the course of the next few months, Goldie visits as much as possible and she grows closer to the family and Scrooge every time. On the times she can't visit, Fergus accompanies Scrooge in order to protect them from Goldie's dad. She's had a few close calls with her dad, but nothing too serious

After those events, Goldie practically moves in with the McDucks and they work on raising Maryanne. However like in the Rosa series, they're still experiencing tax trouble and Scrooge says he's gonna have to go to South Africa. The baby is about 2 by now and Scrooge is almost 21, while Goldie is about 19 and a half.

(This next section was an accident but basically it started as jotting down ideas but turned into a fic after I said it would take 20 seconds to write but turned into 2 hours fjdbfndn)

Scrooge is torn between whether or not to go until Goldie says she'll go with him. And because she's stubborn, no one objects. So the three travel across the world together. Maryanne practically grows up on the sea and all of those adventures where Goldie is present in the DT17 Rewriting History book happen.

On adventures they trade off tying the baby to their backs until she's old enough to not need to anymore. Although for the more dangerous ones, one of them stays behind.

But because they weren't married and had a kid in their teens, they were generally looked down upon. It got to the point where they just started saying they were married in order to avoid conflict with others. And after a while they actually forgot they weren't in fact married

'Huh, I forgot we're not actually married.' 'WAIT WE'RE NOT???'

Or

'We're married' 'Oh ok, can i see your marriage records?' '... oh right'

But some old lady or old guy either way starts criticizing Goldie for being a young mother and they just deck the shit outta them and run. Or Goldie fighting someone with baby tied to her back.

Maryanne grows up to be an ocean cartographer and leads sailing expeditions and that's all we have for her. Also she has super blue eyes lol

That's basically almost all of the things we have for this au lol

[straydawg-writing]

𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦.

- 𝓚. 𝙯𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙮𝙘𝙠

• hunter x hunter series

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Chapter 3—

"Don't they have anything at least a LITTLE flattering? I get they're like hippie-extremists, but not all of us want to look like a sack of potatoes," you complained, swiping through their clothing racks that screamed no-potential-whatsoever.

You'd finally arrived at NGL headquarters, only for them to make the three of you throw out your phones and clothes. It's like they were still living in the 18th century.

"It's only clothes. Just pick whatever," Killua replied while browsing through the selection, though he looked equally as aggravated and bored. He did have at least some style that he wanted to upkeep.

Gon on the other hand didn't seem to care.

"You think they have anything green?" He wondered out loud.

You pulled out a set of white pants with a blue long sleeves top.

"Hey Killua."

"Yeah?"

You shoved the set into his arms, giving him a bright smile.

"Try this on, I think it would match your eyes well."

"Idiot. The Chimera Ants won't be looking at my eyes when we're fighting them." Pink dusted his cheeks as he looked to the side, avoiding eye contact.

He bought the outfit without even trying it on.

Gon pouted. "Wait, what about me?"

You pulled out two more similar sets. One was a pair of green pants and a white tank top, while the other was burgundy pants with a black top. That one was yours.

"We can all match!" You grinned, relieved you finally found something that wouldn't make you all look like homeless children. "Well, sort of." The sets were still different colors, but they retained the same general style.

"Oh, great idea Y/N! I'll go change into it now," Gon beamed, nearly skipping all the way to the changing room with his brand new green pants. It was about time he put on something different for a change, you inwardly joked.

Killua was already walking back from the stalls when Gon ran past him.

"Wow Killua, look at that drip~" You whistled, checking out his new outfit.

"You're so hopeless," he sighed, bonking the top of your head.

You rubbed where he had hit and stuck out your tongue, pretending to be hurt. It was the truth though, he looked really good in the outfit you had picked out. Peeking at him while he wasn't looking, you discovered that the tight-skinned long sleeves accentuated his arms in a way you'd never noticed before, hugging his lean muscles. You were right about the royal-colored shirt bringing out his pretty blue eyes. And the way his pale skin and white hair contrasted them even looked a little heavenly...

God, what were you thinking? If Killua heard you right now he'd hit you over the head another 20 times over. You looked to the floor, hoping he wouldn't see your growing blush.

After all three of you had changed into your new clothes, the hunt for the Chimera Ants began. Kite was on his own horse, while the rest of you fit on the second one due to your small frames. You were holding onto Gon's torso as he took control of the reins.

He was like a natural, his whole body moving in sync with the horse in strong determination. You trusted him, knowing that wouldn't just let you topple over. You weren't really used to horses, as they weren't typically found roaming around the jungle.

Then there was Killua, who was standing stick-straight on the horse like it was nothing.

"How do you even do that?!" You called out over the sound of galloping hooves.

"Huh, Do what? You mean this?" Killua smirked, doing a handstand.

You couldn't believe him. The boy had no fear at all.

"You're crazy," you stated, turning around to face Killua and leisurely leaning your back against Gon.

You had finally mastered balancing on the horse without having to hold onto him— but you had nowhere as near the skill Killua did.

"Maybe I am, but you love it," he teased, still upside-down. Temptingly enough, his white locks of hair were hanging upside-down too.

Slowly, you leaned forward on the palm of your hands, steadily closing in the distance between you two.

"Sure, I do. You got me there," you cooed, catching him off guard.

"Huh.." He sweatdropped, turning bright red. Killua's balance was starting to wobble.

Then, exploiting his moment of weakness, you tugged on his hair knocking him over.

Satisfied, you rested against Gon again. Thankfully the boy didn't seem to mind.

"Show off," You said, sticking your nose in the air.

"Man, that was so unfair!" Killua whined, sitting back down on the horse and dragging his hands down his face.

You crossed your arms, ready to deliver some witty comeback, when you noticed some bees in the distance that looked like they were carrying something. Squinting your eyes, you saw that they were flying in closer.

"Hey guys, look at that," you pointed out. The horses stopped as one of the bees dropped the paper in Kite's hand.

Help!!

Chimera Ant Nest, Rocky Area

Notify Hunter Association!!

An SOS? And it appeared to be written in blood.

You cast a worried glance at Gon, who looked disturbed.

"It's Ponzu..."

Ponzu...? The name wasn't familiar to you at all. That must be somebody Killua and Gon knew from before you had met them.

The bee fluttered defeatedly around you before making its landing on your ring finger. Kite made the decision to leave the horses, with a message for the Hunter Association.

Even though they ran faster on foot, it didn't take much time until you came across an unsettling scene.

Or, what was left of Ponzu.

Blood soaked the ground. Articles of ripped-up clothing scattered the dirt, and there was not even a bone in sight. The putrid smell of iron overwhelmed your nostrils.

It was fresh blood.

If you had arrived even 15 minutes earlier, maybe Gon and Killua's friend would not have so barbarically killed. You felt sick to your stomach.

'This wasn't done by a human'

"This was done by a Chimera Ant," Kite finished your thought.

The look on Gon's face scared you. Most of the time, Gon was a sweet boy on a journey to find his father. But sometimes, you could spot a festering darkness threatening to take over his very being. You knew he would never tolerate his friends getting hurt, but you couldn't help but wonder if Gon was self-sacrificing, or perhaps selfish?

"I hate to consider the possibility, but it's possible that NGL's underground rulers have already been fed to the queen. What will happen if Chimera Ants are born with their genes..?" Kite trailed off, studying one of the bullet casings in the murder scene.

An unprecedented biohazard never seen before in human history, is what that meant. The worst-case scenario had just happened.

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That wasn't the last disturbing scene the four of you came across. In front of you now were three decaying horses, each speared through the stomach by its own tree. They resembled grilled chicken and steak kebabs.

The scent was even worse than the last incident. This time, they were rotting. Killua and you both covered your noses, in an attempt to block out the stench.

"It's like a morning sacrifice," Gon stated.

You remembered what that was. Back at home, sometimes birds would impale their prey on sharp objects like branches. It wasn't a pretty sight, but it was the circle of life. What kind of monster could do this to not just one, but three 1,000 ton horses?

Your question was answered quicker than you had hoped.

"Trash. Those are mine!" The monster in question growled as he stepped foot out of the dense forest.

He looked like an overgrown bunny, with wings of a bird, thick-ass thighs, and seaweed green hair. And as for the vibe he gave off? You could safely assume he was just a stupid man-child.

"Wow. You're ugly," you deadpanned.

"You wanna say that again little brat?" He snarled, making the first move and charging right after you.

You quickly dodged his attack, but not before he came in contact with your arm. That was gonna leave a bruise.

Kite activated his aura, temporarily distracting the bunny-monster. It seemed to have noticed the change in atmosphere.

No way...was it possible? Had it already learned about the power of nen?

"Y/N, Gon, Killua... You three must deal with him yourselves. We'll be encountering more Chimera Ant soldiers like him. I won't be able to help you during combat, so if you can't defeat him, you will have to leave." Kite stepped back from the fight.

You nodded, Gon and Killua mirroring you. The three of you understood what hung in the fate of this fight.

"We told you before Kite, we're pros, not just kids!"

In sync, you all activated your nen together.

"Did you hear that bunny? I'm about to blow off those weird speedos of yours into the next dimension." You raised your hand in front of you, manipulating the wind to blow him away with every step that you advanced.

Killua was already in the air, prepared to test his thunder-bolt. In a flash of blue, dozens of lightning strikes were being zapped into the ant, immobilizing him. Gon's charged punch was enough to send him flying across the sky.

You saw his tail-puff shrink and sparkle in the distance as he was about to disappear, until something fast and unidentifiable swept him away.

Someone had been watching.

"He let his soldier do the fighting so that he could learn our abilities," Kite explained while walking towards the three of you again.

Gon and Killua looked disappointed. You hadn't even gotten a chance to use much of your powers during that fight. If you had finished it off, would that have been enough to prove yourselves?

"Are you coming?"

You looked up at Kite.

"There's no need to feel down, your attacks weren't that bad. You just need experience now. If you wish to become stronger, this is a perfect opportunity... But if you aren't prepared, you won't be able to endure it. Whether we win or lose, hell lies ahead of us." Kite finished off, looking at each one of you in the eye with a resolute stare.

You knew that. Gon and Killua knew that also.

Even so, all three of you were prepared and eager to do whatever it takes to strengthen yourselves and help Kite save NGL.

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Kite looked serene as the light of the small campfire lit up his features. He and Gon had caught some fish for dinner earlier, while Killua and you set up camp. Now, you sat brushing arms with Killua, who was sitting next to Gon, who was huddled up close to Kite. The night was quiet, except for the cicadas singing in the trees and the thoughts running through you and your friend's minds.

There was a lot to think about.

Gon and Killua hadn't even been given the time to grieve over the loss of their past acquaintance, before being hit with the hard-hitting truth that the Ants were already evolving at a nightmarish rate. Nobody knew how many had gone missing or even more so been eaten. Yet everyone knew that the death count had already surpassed comprehensible numbers. Most likely, not everybody here would make it out alive.

But, the three of you consistently have proven the odds wrong. You held onto that fact like you held onto your pendant.

It reassured you.

It was obvious that the three of you had become inseparable over the past two years.

After you met Gon and Killua at Heaven's Arena, you'd never left each other's side.

Nobody would be going home without the other, because you had all found home within each other.

"Hey, Kite? What was your dad like?" Gon asked.

Kite looked up at the boy, surprised by the sudden question. Turning his eyes to the starry night sky, he exhaled a breath of cold air.

"I didn't know him. He disappeared when I was a child."

Gon hummed, waiting for Kite to continue. He knew that feeling too. It was an icy and empty feeling, not having a father figure in your life to guide you, praise you.

"I have very few memories of him, but they've all muddled together by now. Sometimes I can't tell if they're real or if I've convinced myself they are."

"....I think Ging would thank you."

This brought Kite's attention back to Gon.

"Thank me for what?"

"Well... You've been like a sort of mentor for me ever since we met, back on Whale Island. If it weren't for you, I would never have even become a hunter. Maybe I'm just a kid, but the past month it felt like I.. like I had a dad."

Your heart ached for Gon, who had been searching this whole time for his father in everyone he met and everything he saw. Gently, you placed your hand over his and squeezed it, wishing you could be of more comfort to him. Wishing you could turn back time and bring Ging back to his home, to Gon.

Kite's eyes softened as he looked at the boy, who offered a wobbly smile.

"Ging would be proud of you," he said, ruffling Gon's spiky hair.

That night, the glimmering moonlight had brought out your most vulnerable selves. You felt a honey-like warmth grow inside of you— a new member had just been added to your family. Killua seemed content, happy that his friend was smiling. And Gon's eyes matched the twinkling stars as he looked up to Kite like he was the most wonderful thing.

It was a special night. You knew deep down that you would treasure it, for a long time to come.

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[denqis]

the bakubros walking in on their fem! s/o masturbating

warnings: should be obvious, smut, 18+

kaminari denki

- you two used to satisfy each other's libido's almost daily

- but ever since moving into the ua dorms this kinda stopped

- training kept you both busy and exhausted

- plus, sneaking into each other's rooms in the middle of the night was way too stressful in the long run

- especially since aizawa had almost caught you two in the act

- it has been two weeks since you last welcomed denki to your room

- you were so horny it was insane

- during training denki accidentally ripped his shirt and the exposed abs made your mouth water and sent a pang to your heat

- right after training you had him pinned against a wall, panting from running from your classmates

- "i need you to fuck me against this wall right now or i'll go insane."

- boy oh boy he was so overwhelmed

- usually he was the horny one initiating everything

- ngl he was pretty riled up too but

- "i'm sorry hon, but i promised kiri to train longer with him today."

- you were very very VERY horny and disappointed

- "well you might as well tell kiri to suck your dick then because i won't do it anymore."

- you just left

- this wasn't really like you but you were desperate and h o r n y

- that night you had an amazing bath and finally felt at ease

- you laid down on your bed, only in your bathrobe and rubbed your freshly shaven, soft legs together, sighing

- your left hand found your left boob and you instantly melted into your touch

- another sigh fell from your lips

- the fingers of your right hand ghosted over your clit

- as soon as you felt just how wet you actually were you inserted one finger into your core

- your back arched and denki's name escaped your lips

- two weeks without sex was way too long

- another finger followed and soon you were a sweaty, shaking mess, moaning denki's name over and over again

- you felt the familiar knot in your stomach and felt tingles slowly starting to spread

- just when your orgasm was about to crash down on you, you noticed another presence

- there he stood, your boyfriend

- "honey?!"

- holy shit he was embarrassed but also so turned on

- he initially came to you to apologize but he heard your moans from the hallway

- at first he was scared that you might've hooked up with someone else

- but when he heard you moan his name he just felt bad for not satisfying you

- "mind if i help you out?"

- you stood up and walked towards him, your juices slowly running down your legs

- "not at all."

- you grabbed his hand and laid it flush against your heat

- "go on, chargebolt, make me cum all over your fingers."

- you were so close it only took a feverish kiss and a few plunges of his long digits in your core for you to finally cum

- your orgasm was so intense you almost fell back as his name and a few curses spilled from your lips

- "fuck you're so hot."

- the two week wait was worth it

- he devoured you that night

- he'll definitely ask you to masturbate in front of him a lot from that point on

kirishima eijirou

- "eiji babe, truth or dare?"

- "dare, of course!"

- "i want you to make out with bakugou for two minutes."

- the room fell silent

- you, kirishima's own girlfriend wanted him to kiss his best friend, in front of everyone?!

- looking back at it you probably should've at least warned your boyfriend about your desire to see him with his best friend

- they didn't end up making out and you were so embarrassed that you stormed out of kiri's room where you had planned to stay the night

- the next morning he confronted you and tried to understand your point of view

- a few days after you went to the pool with the bakubros and kiribaku somehow ended up on top of each other

- gosh you were turned on to the m a x

- their godlike, wet bodies in such a compromising position made you wetter than the water in the damn pool

- you swifly excused yourself and fled to your room where you quickly stripped down and rinsed off

- your mind was full of them

- you loved kirishima, a lot

- he was so fucking sweet and hot at the same time

- the sex was great too but bakugo just amplified all his great traits

- your moans flooded the whole dorm, thank god everyone was still at their respective outings

- "what the fuck y/n?!"

- kirishima stood right in front of your bed, judging by his huge bulge for a long enough time

- "if you want me, just tell me. or do you only want me and bakugo now? am i not manly enough for you?"

- he crawled towards you and you shivered

- his eyes were so dark, if from lust or anger or both you couldn't tell

- "i'll make sure you know who's the manliest guy here."

- he fingered you for hours, overstimulating you severely

- "tell me, who's making you feel this good?! me or bakugo?"

- "you! it's you! eiji, you're fingering me so well, fuck!"

- you never dared to even look in bakugou's direction after that incident

- you didn't need to masturbate anymore, kirishima kept you nice and filled at all times

- because having your girlfriend masturbate eveb though you're dating her just wasn't a sign of manliness

- it was your birthday and he led you to his room, blindfolded

- "happy birthday."

- you lifted your blindfold and there they sat

- both naked and hard

- it had taken kirishima months to convince bakugou

- this was the only and last time you were allowed to masturbate

- "don't even think about this happening again sweetheart."

- you didn't need it to

- you realized that kiri was the man of your dreams

- your sex life only improved further after your birthday

sero hanta

- you had been crushing on hanta for the longest time

- specifically ever since the usj attack

- kurogiri had obviously taken a liking to you

- you were one of the main reasons tenya could escape as you distracted him with your ass(ets)

- but as soon as tenya had fled, hanta pulled you back with his tape, your back hitting his broad chest

- "if you ever look at her again i'll make sure you'll regret it you disgusting pig!"

- ngl his heart was racing at having you so close to him, ass against his crotch

- while he was praying to not get hard right then right there, you were shaking in his arms, flushed a deep red

- both of you remained like that until mina raised an eyebrow and sent a smirk in your direction

- how she was still able to think something inappropriate in a situation like this was beyond you

- "thank you so much, sero. i really appreciate it. no one's ever defended me like this. now let's kick some ass."

- if he wasn't attrackted to you before this, he definitely is now

- this night you constantly replayed the happenings

- every time his words replayed you threw a pillow across the room squealing

- shit, you couldn't be whipped for a classmate this early on

- you were here to become a hero, not to find love or get distracted by boys

- little did you know that the boys had a meeting in hanta's room gossiping about you

- kirishima was so jealous of how manly sero was

- mineta wanted to know how your ass felt

- oh and he bragged, the boy was enjoying his five minutes of fame

- truth be told he never was popular with girls so he's just so proud he could impress you

- a few months later and your crush grew along with your desire to have him use his tape for something else than hero work

- "y/n you like sero, right?"

- mina is so smart how did she know?!

- you were so flustered and didn't know what to do or say

- "m-maybe?"

- mina's plan was working perfectly, hanta would come out of the shower in a few more seconds

- she knew he only ever snuck out the shower with a towel around his waist

- his room was right across from the showers, it was convenient

- what she didn't plan, though, was a completely naked, semi-erect hanta to show up

- while she quickly ran for her life you were frozen

- "u-uhm..."

- your pussy clenched around nothing, heart beating out of your chest

- his eyes scanned you while your eyes were glued to his abdomen

- who knew he had extremely prominent abdominal v-muscles and a happy trail

- you were done for

- that night you didn't get any sleep, sero's figure keeping you up

- you had masturbated to him before but this night was so intense

- "has anyone seen y/n?"

- sero had planned to confess to you today, but you skipped school??

- no one knew why and he was worried, what if you were sick?

- he went back to the dorms and knocked, once, twice to no avail

- when he heard a stifled moan he decided to let himself in, you sounded distraught

- but what he saw was you on all fours, fingers pumping in and out of your aching, dripping core

- you didn't hear him knocking because of your airpods and your insane focus on the picture of sero on your phone

- "instead of masturbating to me you could simply fuck me, you know?"

- you screamed so LOUD

- "oh, baby, don't scream already, you'll scream enough when i'm done with you. you want me so bad that you're skipping school? i'm honored."

- you didn't know what to do, but seeing him strip out of his uniform and crawl onto your bed

- pressing your upper body down into the mattress and eating you out as if he had been starving for years

- did something to you and when he sat you up and confessed you could only kiss him

- he'll never let you live this down and every bakubro pretty much knows about it because he always tells the same stories when drunk

bakugou katsuki

- katsuki had told you once that you're forbidden from masturbatring when dating him

- you had obeyed his rules and especially this one for almost two years now

- needless to say the busy schedule of your boyfriend had kept you two separated

- sex life? absent.

- you couldn't take this anymore, plus you really wanted to be a brat today

- you knew when he'd return to the dorms and knowing him he'll head right to bed after

- so you settled on his bed, pulling out a vibrator and slowly starting to guide it all over your body

- you were wearing your cutest set of lingerie

- which was usually reserved for very special occasions but if you wanted to be a brat you had to go all out

- everything around you smelled like him it was heavenly

- before the vibrator even reached your core you were dripping

- if it was his scent, your libido or the adrenaline on purposely breaking the rules responsible you couldn't pinpoint

- the vibrator reached your clit and you almost squealed in pleasure

- it had been so long since anyone had touched you

- you bit down on his shirt he wears to sleep, drowning in pleasure and his scent

- "katsuki, katsuki, katsuki."

- his name was falling from your lips like a mantra as you ground yourself against the toy and your fingers

- "well, well, well. who do we have here?"

- his face was unreadable

- "breaking the rules princess? and i really wanted to fuck you today..."

- "you can still fuck me.. please katsuki, i'm so horny."

- he smirked and leaned down

- "brats don't get what they ask for, now continue. put on a good show for daddy."

- he didn't touch you once that night, only palming his cock and instructing you

- when you came a third time and collapsed he sighed

- "too bad i was really enjoying the show. you were impatient and broke the rules. you can't even be a good slut, i think we have to teach you a lesson, no?"

- the next morning you shakily walked into the classroom

- bakugou's shit eating, cocky grin following you

- when you sat down you almost let out a breathy moan

- your vibrator was tugged neatly into your panties and was set on the highest setting

- you were so embarrassed and on edge the whole time and when aizawa called on you

- you stood up, the change in position making you cum, hard

- your head fell back, your whole body shaking and face red

- "y/n, can you answer my question?"

- you could barely form a sentence when your knees gave in, trembling from your second orgasm crashing over you

- "i'll take her to the nurse."

- you thought katsuki would have mercy on you and remove the vibrator

- but instead he pushed you into a bathroom stall and fucked you senseless

- by the end of it you were on the bathroom floor, uniform stained with his cum and unable to walk on your own

- "learned your lesson?"

[serendistudy]

hi vee! i just read your update about your life and i really wanted to send you a message because i relate to SO MUCH of what you talked about. first of all i'm so glad to hear from you and what you've been up to, you're one of my favourite people here and i've been wondering how you were. i understand what you said about going back to physical uni so much. i've also had anxiety pretty much all my life and being home for so long has made it worse and i struggle going out to the point that i feel physically sick when i force myself to. i'm actually hoping that uni will start physically bc my mental health is only getting worse but i know it will be so overwhelming. so you're definitely not alone 💞💞 i'm so proud of you for going to therapy, taking care of yourself & making progress. this is huge!!! i know it must've been so hard to do all of this! and i'm also so happy you're feeling more confident with the way you dress!! that's something i want to achieve one day too. okay thats it i guess, sending you so much love, i'm always rooting for you x

hi, it's so nice hearing from you too!!! 💞 i'm glad it was something you could relate to, honestly that's the reason i like to talk about stuff here. but yeah, you're right, the more you stay at home the harder it gets to leave and that's why physically going to uni feels a bit scary, but the good thing is that we'll get used to it again too! it'll be probably a bit horrible at first, ngl, but it will get better and easier with time 🥰

thank you so much for your kind words and this ask ❤️❤️ it's not always easy to acknowledge my own progress and such but having friends like you say nice things like this makes me feel a lot better about myself too 🥺💗 so thank you, and i'm sending so much love and hugs your way too! 💌✨