#i'm legit so sad about this
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I'm really, really devastated about this being the biggest take about S4. Putting aside that I liked it and everyone else didn't rage does not sustain a fandom when no new content is being made. Eventually people are going to get halfway through a bunch of fix-it fics of varying quality and high amounts of personal preference and then leave. There will be no more fanfic, incorrect quotes, fanart, edits, or discourse. It's devastating, especially with the proof of how quiet the fandom got during the two years between the seasons.
I’m actually thankful for Umbrella Academy season 4 because it was SO bad that previously dormant fan fic writers are so enraged and disgusted with the ending that they’re coming out of hibernation and starting to write fics again.
#i'm legit so sad about this#this is the second season with viktor being out#and everyone hates it#a positive trans representation whom is not a woman#and we're just facing everyone hating five and lila#i want more people to appreciate him the way i do#:(
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the dread of knowing there's a week-long Bojere vacation footage somewhere that could be unleashed on us at anytime. Most likely when we least expect it...
#I'm legit scared of Jere's highlighted ig icon#bojere#sad bojere bitches support group#it could be another half year#all of us have somewhat came to terms that this thing really happened#and then on a random tuesday in a random interview Jere would drop something like:#“yes the Bojan is still upset about smelly clothes so he didn't wear anything at all when we were there :D ”
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People on Twitter have some really absurd takes on Cloud's and Tifa's characters. It's almost like they didn't play the games... Or understand these characters at all.
I grew fond of Cloud's character in the Remake, but now think I love Tifa even more. It saddens me to read how some 'fans' reduce them as 'scumbag' and 'jealous' or 'insecure' and 'passive agressive'.
I don't understand how they interpreted these characters this badly and stripped them off all their layers and trauma and all that and made it all about those dates and which ever girl he loves more, but I guess I never will.
It's clear to me they don't actually care about Cloud and everything he went through and what he's dealing with. It's sad.
#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#aerith gainsborough#i normally don't talk about this because i try to stay away from it#but i got recommended some and started going through it and#i'm baffled#some people really hate tifa that much huh?#even to make stuff about her (and cloud) to make her look bad in comparison to aerith#you do realize they're friends and cloud cares about both?#and that tifa was devastated when aerith was gone. she was legit sad#how'd you even miss that? how did that turn her and cloud into villains in your version?#your takes are not doing aerith any favors either just so you know
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is it normal to think about how you never got to celebrate your 27th even though you've been wanting to do something about it and even though it's been 5 months since your birthday or am i really going completely crazy? 🤠
#the whole 27 thing started as a joke between me and my friends but it somehow became important in the end lol#i'm legit sad i spent my birthday alone wandering around Milan and later alone in a hotel room eating junk food#even though i was going to jo gigs for all 3 days before my birthday#the idea of spending my birthday alone BUT in a foreign country sounds interesting and i thought so as well but now that i think about it#it was a bit pathetic :(#i wanted to throw something like a party or at least spend it with friends but i did anything but that#and i think it's a bit too late to try to do anything now so...#once a looser always a looser i guess#this is emma speaking
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so tonight starts the first night of me living alone in a farmhouse for a full month. bthe closest town in 15 minutes away (and is also the town they filmed friday the 15th in) and i'm gonna have to both clean the house and take care of some animals. but! luckily my cousin only lives 15 minutes away (not in the town) so we can hang a lot and i can get her husband to teach me how to do work on cars and how to play guitar or smth :3
#im lowkey sad about leaving my brother at home esp since we're in the middle of watching a show together#but tbh he's been a straight up dick lately to me so fuck him lol#like i GET IT he wants to spend as much time as possible with his girlfriend I GET IT#but if you say we're gonna have a night to just smoke and watch as much of our show as we want#DONT COME HOME AT 11 PM AND THEN STOP AFTER 3 EPISODES JUST SO YOU CAN CALL YOUR GF AFTERWARDS#OR AT LEAST GIVE ME A HEADS UP BC I WILL UNDERSTAND!! AND DONT BE RUDE TO ME WHEN I TEXT YOU A MEME BC IM APPARENTLY INTERUPTTING TIME WITH#UR GF WHO YOUVE SEEN EVERYDAY THIS WEEK LIKE LITERALLY YOU DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO RESPOND TO ME IF IT WAS THAT MUCH OF AN ISSUE#anyways. yeah glad to get some space from him and also i'm gonna start making him pay more for his cut of weed.#also he said he didn't want to hang with me on my birthday so he's legit just being a dick#anyways#rant over#lonely farmhouse time :)
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god i love my songwriting class. where else can you get "moving song about depression and gender roles inspired by lady jane grey" immediately followed by "comedy-rap song full of elevator-themed-euphemisms for gay sex featuring a music video where someone fingers an elevator button for an extended period of time"
#these songs weren't actually right next to each other but the one in between#was also a rap song but it was about racism and generational trauma. so oh my god the tonal whiplash of this class i love it#someone else built an entire song around sampling the wilhelm scream#and all our songs had to be based on poems we wrote in the class and his poem was about a monkey but there was no monkey in the lyrics#and he legit said ''i had to get these lyrics out of me so i could put the monkey back in me'' not realizing how that sounded until too lat#anyway the lady jane grey song legit moved me to tears??? like i don't usually cry at songs unless i'm already sad and rn i'm doing good#but like even from the opening line ''i'm already rotten fruit'' i was like OH. and her performance was so beautiful#i wish the song was on streaming so i could share it with y'all. and the elevator one too lmao for different reasons
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me: oh, I'll just cook up a super stereotypical bard for my friend's one-shot! Plays a lute, sleeps around, wise-cracking liar, hot tiefling, the works.
me, ninety minutes later, looking at the saddest most ace-coded man ever made: .... yeah no i guess that makes sense.
#he's so sad! poor thing i'm so sorry lol#legit i thought about what his type was and came up with 'people who are kind' like. oh boy#i should have known i couldn't make a tiefling and NOT give them The Sad Backstory (in my defence it works for the story? hopefully?)#dnd#asexual#happy ace week
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Overwhelmed by nostalgia actually
#this will sound SO elitist of me#but#i miss my summer course at the boarding school that was closed after the summer and they carved out an artificial lake on the manor grounds#and converted the cozy two-person dorm rooms to have bunk beds to fit six to eight kids#apparently they also 'refurbished' a historic building on the site :(#i mean i'm glad someone is taking care of the site - it's so beautiful#but i miss the way it was soooo much and there's no way to go to that place again except in memories#and then !! sequel - cambridge 2019#granted it would probably be much the same as a town if i went in summer again but it really was when i learned how much i love university#but yeah deeply sad and insane about [redacted] manor i miss it sooooo much#one of my teachers actually really liked me and wanted to seriously talk about me studying there full time oabdlskdödldöfo#obviously it was never going to happen because who pays english boarding fees when you can study 100% for free at home#but what if in an alternate universe i did study there#idk i don't feel that sad about THAT missed chance#mostly because i'm legit replicating it w my master's#but i do wonder if i'm going to spend the rest of my life chasing similar places and the way i felt that summer when i was 15 🥹#if you send me a dm and we're friends etc i will show you pictures of the manor because it looks amazing
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I really wish I could buy The Generation Loss VHS tape
#i'm legit so sad about missing it#but I don't have 57 dollars (shipping is 7 dollars for me)#literally all of my money is allotted for upcoming fnaf releases (HW2 flat mode and Into the Pit)#like i literally calculated how much money (including tax) i needed for HW2 MONTHS AGO so I have just enough for it#and I have 35 dollars set aside for Into the pit#if i didn't give a shit I could afford it but I've been waiting for HW2's flatmode since the game was announced#i am unemployed 👍
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close encounters of the third kind is an objectively good movie, but it feels sorta tragic. and i doubt thet was the intention lol. love the cinematography, love the music score, love the visual effects. that's all fun and good. but where everyone else seems to see a movie full of "wonder", it just makes me feel sad. the movie ends the way it does and it leaves me feeling bummed the fuck out.
#i'm literally eric stoltz in his version of back to the future thinking marty coming home to a changed 'better' family is Tragic and Bleak#it's why flight of the navigator was a cute movie to be as a kid. but the non-goofy parts legit freaked me out lol#like what do you Mean no time passed and now this kid's younger brother is older than him? he missed on years and it's funny but it's Sad#but at least that all works out#close encounters has the 40s pilots and an assortment of other people (young and old) from various time periods walking off that ship#what happens when they try to go home? will their families be there? will they be decades older? will they be dead?#barry's only been gone for a few days and Seems fine and his mom pretty much got him right back so they're good#but there was at least another kid walking off that ship. what about her parents? how long was she gone?? man...#like yeah the dad fucks off to space and leaves his wife and kids behind. even spielberg says he doesnt like that ending anymore#bc odds are- that guy's family is Never gonna see him again. and they'll never know what happened. they'll never be Told what happened#'dad went crazy and went missing' and that's it. that would fuck with you#this movie's like 'yeah aliens! yeah ufos! yeah the unknown! yeah science! yeah mystery! yeah the power of music'#but the people caught in the middle of all this 'wonder' w/out Seeing that 'wonder' for themselves? this would suck. it's bleak.#such a killjoy take on a classic scifi movie but i forgot how much this movie just gives me a sense of dread#it's not how the audience is meant to feel anyway!#close encounters of the third kind#rambles
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going to bed WAY too late again but i wrote a thousand words tonight so, worth it!
#i really did want to go to bed an hour ago. and i still have to shower#but i've learned from past experience that once you're in the writing groove u just have to keep going#worked on the elzar post-fallen star fic tonight and uhhhh...lads(gn)? that shit is SAD.#like EYE am crying while writing this so i am very sorry to anyone who will be reading this#and i'm not exagerrating. i'm legit crying. i *think* this may be the saddest thing i've written#like the kanan fic is also sad. but there's still that undercurrent of hope there y'know?#whereas this elzar fic is just literally all about grief#anyway........ i need to shower and go to bed lol#MAYBE. if we're lucky (if we all participate in a prayer circle) i will finish this fic this weekend 🤞#mik chats
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Just found out that one of my favorite people from a Discord server I moderate passed away. I have no further detail. I was just thinking about them the other day and wanted to check up on them, and forgot like I always do. I didn't know them in person but they were so kind, understanding, helpful, and caring. I wish I'd known them better and I wish I'd said something when I thought of it, just to brighten one of their last days a little, whether their death was sudden or expected (like I said, no further detail).
Their screen name was LilWanderingPoptart but everyone just called them Poptart. They were multiply disabled and severely chronically ill. They liked to draw and play Minecraft and chat on the server. They were so nonjudgmental and always wanted to help wherever they could.
Rest in peace, Poptart. You're already missed.
#tw death#legit crying rn#i'm so sad#honestly its better to know and be able to grieve than to not know and have someone just. disappear#bc thats happened to me too#i'm so mad at myself for not checking up on them earlier#i know i couldnt have prevented it or anything#but i couldve let them know i cared about them#at least they're not in pain anymore#death of a friend
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Everyone in sonic community: angy at Ian because The End is dead, gone, kaboomy
Me: Angry Because BARK WOULDN'T GIVE FANG A GIFT ON HIS BIRTHDAY, IM NOT ACCEPTING THAT
#I DO NOT CARE#BARK IS THE NICEST GUY EVER#AND HE WOULDN'T GIVE FANG A GIFT BECAUSE THEY “AREN'T FRIENDS”!?#NAW THEY FOUND FAMILY FUCK THAT SHIT#i should've asked a diff question but now I'm just thinking each question about fang will be fuckin sad#WHY#PORQUE#IM ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATED#im not worried about the fang mini series#...#a lil bit now#UGH#luna's shenanigans#fuck sonic canon#if the mini series does fang dirty im never listening to sonic canon ever again#i legit joined this fandom for fang and if they keep treating him like shit i will RIOT#im trying so hard to give fang some WHOLESOME and sega cannot provide it!#no only sonic and his friends get wholesome#everyone else perish#GRRRR
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Sometimes you can be struggling so much with general life shit and feeling so sad over your inability to write at such a time, and then next thing you know it's 2am and the words are pouring out of you as a story demands your attention. and you find yourself hunched over your computer in the dark, desperately trying to capture the images and feelings that flicker through your mind like erratic fireflies before they disappear into the night
#the chill night air of autumn/winter is the time when Fire on the Horizon wants to be written#& Bakugou refuses to respect the fact that I'm sad and stressed and hounds my brain with a ferocity that demands that I pay him attention#so here I am... bundled in my cosiest oversized hoodie letting myself be flooded with the feelings and words#of Kirishima as he beholds Bakugou for the first time in a decade#whilst I listen to my 4+ hr playlist for a fic I've barely even written yet#goddddddddd I just wanna write and release Fire on the Horizon so bad and I think it's super rude that I have to write it all first#fire on the horizon#krbk#i legit have so many fucking feelings about Bakugou every second of every day and I don't know how I function at this point. spoiler I don'
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feeling sad :(
#sorry this is such a dumb thing to be sad about im a grown ass adult but like two thirds of the people i invited to my birthday#either cant come or said they would then bailed and like#some of them have legit reasons but some of them i'm kind of like :/ ok well i put in so much effort for yall would be really nice#if a crumb of that was reciprocated#idk i dont ask for much on my birthday i just want to have a nice dinner with my friends#and i have friends who like throw the biggest tantrum fusses about their birthdays and make it this entire spectacle#and people still humour them so it's kind of like#idk#do i really suck that bad that you cant make a saturday evening work to like eat good food#idk maybe next year i just wont plan anything#and everyone'll be like BUT SIMA IT'S THE BIG ONE and i'll be like well! i wish it werent!#bc it'll suck even more to have people not come lmao i dont actually think i've ever had a milestone birthday people just dont give a shit#this includes my parents idk like they are nice to me on my birthday but like no birthday was ever like hashtag special#and like the holidays already sucked so bad this year they did not feel like the holidays half the people i got presents for#didnt get me anything which is like fine i dont give presents to get them back but it kind of sucks to not even get a card? a thank you???#idk this is so stupid i am turning 29 i pay taxes this should not be a big deal#maybe it's bc i feel like half my 20s were pandemic years so it kind of sucks that theyre basically over and idk im just feeling sad and ol#and lonely and just kind of shitty and unlikeable#AND IT'S DUMBBBBB TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST IDK WHY I'M CRYING FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE
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Finally got rid of some 15 year old nail polish! Who's proud of me? 😂
#so sad about it but it needed to happen#now I get to go shopping for more 😍#I wrote down my favorite brands so I can hopefully buy more of them#I bought two bottles like a month ago but they're both such poor quality that I legit considered getting rid of them today#I kept them though. I can't get rid of something so new#I'm pretty sure one of my favorite brands doesn't exist anymore but I will survive this 💔#I'm being sooooo brave today#literally 25 bottles gone 😭#ashley rambles
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