#i'm just mentally vibrating into oblivion over the concept of having opinions i guess | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

astriiformes · 5 years ago

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The thing about anxiety is that it will make you believe two completely different, opposite things that can’t both be true at the same time, and yet even when you manage to realize this fact your fear of both things is still just as hard to make, like, go away

#for the last several months i have been struggling seriously with the idea #'if you can't make yourself like the same fiction your friends do you'll be excluded from all their conversations and they'll hate you'#and now i have recommended a piece of fiction to several of said friends #and the thoughts have switched to 'if your friends end up disliking with a piece of fiction you said was good they'll also hate you'#which not only is some pretty contradictory thinking re: how i feel like people think but hasn't even cancelled out the first thing #i'm just mentally vibrating into oblivion over the concept of having opinions i guess #this is why i'm terrified of having strong feelings about anything. good or ill #i would like an off-switch for this issue please #brainthings for ts

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