#i'm inconsolable actually nobody talk to me (talk to me please)

[tzarrz]

to all people who said PART 1 made them laugh - i lov u 💗 this is for u

[tommyssupercoolblog]

Pluralphobia as a response to plurality is so unserious to me. Not as discrimination like, that's serious and awful and has serious effects, I mean the emotional response of fear and distrust when faced with plurality. Like. What the fuck.

I'm sorry, you're scared of...multiple people living together and balancing their needs? How the fuck are you even alive in this economy if roommates and family units are SOOO scary because there's multiple people in one space who have to SHARE. Were you never a child in a household or orphanage. Were you spit out by a machine fully grown and independent.

"they could do ANYTHING when you're not there" yeah so could your mom at work. So could your pet when you leave the house. So could your friends when you're not around them. They could be doing anything right now and you WOULDN'T KNOW oh dear God the horror!!! They could be murderers or something and you would have NOOOO clueeeee omg. Apartment complexes must make you CRY huh, all those PEOPLE who could be ANYONE doing ANYTHING, all together in ONE SPACE oh NOOOO

"I'll miss things and not remember them" so you're not forgetful about anything ever? Interesting, well have you never taken a sick day before- skipped work or school, been bedridden or slept all day? Or like, done a phone detox. What about being hospitalized or going on vacation. What about SLEEPING IN GENERAL??? Oh NO you're going to be unconscious for eight hours, dear God what could possibly be happening out there?! What about being in a coma?

"it's different because my body is moving around without me and I could get hurt" okay, what about sleepwalking? And beyond that your body can get hurt anyway even when it's sitting still!! At any moment a meteorite could slam through the roof of your house and kill you while you sleep. You could be completely unaware of your upcoming death and lie asleep "honk shoo mimimi"-ng while a murder breaks into your house or your house catches on fire or something. Are you just not going to sleep anymore? Because you can't not sleep, you'll just literally actually die.

"what if they say something awful" sleepTALKING. And you've never insulted someone by accident or blurted something out without meaning to? You're in perfect control of your speech all of the time, never misspeaking or phrasing something wrong or saying something impulsive. Also, gee wizz, never go drinking!! You might say something bad!!! Don't talk to people when you're tired either!!!

"they all look the same" I sure hope nobody tells you about TWINS because that will defenitely fuck you up. Quadruplets are even worse. Just wait until someone tells you about celebrity douplegangers, you'll be INCONSOLABLE.

"what if an alter is mean or doesn't like me" that's not any more likely than a singlet being mean or not liking you; if you're not worried about every person you meet possibly being mean or hating you then you have no reason to worry about it with headmates. And if you ARE equally afraid of that with singlets then please, go get treated for social anxiety

"someone's alter could bully me and the other alters wouldn't even KNOW" Talk to them???

"what if they don't BELIEVE me?!!!" Then they wouldn't believe you about a singlet hurting you behind their back either and you should probably just. Stop hanging out with them

"they're replacing (original person)" what, because they look like them and live with them? That's not the same thing as replacing them. They still have separate thoughts and feelings and interests, it's not like they're "saving over the original file" or whatever. It's not any different then a family having a new kid, except they're guaranteed to live with each other forever. Again, don't talk to twins I guess. They might share a house or a friend group

"they're weird" Okay so I guess you'll have to live in a tiny model village where everyone is a perfect robotic simulation of the "ideal normal person" so you never have to encounter anything weird or different again, since you're so scared of things being "weird."

[allisonbaelfire]

Caim

Pairings: Nick Scartch x Reader

Requested: 1) the readers parents are killed by father blackwood and no one else knows that they are dead other than the reader due to her wanting to keep it private. nick (boyfriend in this) realizes something is up and when the reader fesses up, he comforts her since he was through something similar. Sorry if this is long, really love your writing!❤ / 2) Hiya, fluffy request for nick scratch x reader where the reader has a dog familiar and the reader can never find the dog bc it’s always with nick <3

Summary: Father Blackwood murdered your parents and you didn’t know who to trust anymore. You secured your home and stayed inside with your familiar as much as you could. Nick tried to help you as he noticed your behavior. 

Word Count: 2,220

Authors Note: I changed the dog thing a bit up but I hope you like the Story.

Caim = (n.) lit. “sanctuary”; an invisible circle of protection, drawn around the body with the hand, that reminds you that you are safe and loved, even in the darkest times.

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“So, I see you after school?” Nick asked flirty.

“If you’re a good boy.” You smirked.

“Never.” He replied and was about to kiss you.

“Ugh.” Sabrina said. “Get a room.” She joked.

“I agree.” Prudence nodded. “You don’t have to show us that Nick isn’t available anymore, any second of the day, Y/N.”

Nick and you have been a happy couple for a few weeks now. He distanced himself from other witches and tried to show you every day how serious he was about you.

“Ms. Y/L/N, please come into my office.” You heard Father Blackwoods voice in your head.

You knew that kind of spell, putting his own voice in the head of another wizard, but it was forbidden. Why would Father Blackwood contact you this way?

Nick looked worried, “You okay?” but you didn’t answer. You had a bad feeling. “Y/N?”

“I’m sorry Nick, I’ve to go.” You replied. “Father Blackwood want to see me.” You ran out of the room.

Nick didn’t understand what had happened, even Sabrina and Prudence seemed confused.

“Maybe you scared her of already, Nick?” Prudence smirked.

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As you stood in front of Father Blackwood's office, an unwholesome feeling grew inside of you. You were one of the most notorious witches in the school and have never had any problems, but something seemed strange.

“Come in, Y/N.” You heard him calling. He must’ve sensed you.

“Good morning, Father Blackwood.” You greeted him politely.

“Miss Y/L/N, I’ve to inform you about something I'm inconsolable for.” He started but he paid no attention to you. “Your parents tried to take you from school. Since you’re one of our most promising witches and your parents didn’t want to be diverted from their idea, I had to take certain measures.”

“Thank you but please forgive me but what’re you trying to tell me, Father Blackwood?”

He chuckled. “Your parents tried to weaken our school, so in the name of our Dark Lord, I killed them.”

You tried to breathe, but your lungs didn’t allow you to breathe. Your heart felt like it was standing still. Your body was deaf and the only thought in your head, "This is a bad joke."

“You alright?” Father Blackwood looked at you. “I did it to assure your education.”

You tried to hide your tears. “I-I.” You needed to answer or he’d kill you too. “I’m thankful. Thank you Father Blackwood, if you’d excuse me, I’ve to prepare for class.”

He smiled. “You’re excused.”

You nodded, turned slowly and closed the door behind you. When you were in safe distance, you ran out of school. You had to go home to see if your parents were dead or if it was just a bad joke.

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When you got home, the door wasn’t locked as always.

“Mom!” You shouted. “Dad!” 

You ran through every room, looking for them but you couldn’t find them.

“No, no, no, no.” You started crying.

Everything felt numb and you tried to realize that Father Blackwood had actually killed your family. Apart from your parents, you had no one else. But you couldn’t focus on grieving because you heard something whimper.

“Moon.” You remembered. “Moon, where are you?”

You called and heard Moon whimpering more as you called his name. You heard him in the basement. Your basement was not an ordinary one, it was more of an underground forest. Your parents were gifted game wardens in the witch world. They saved and cared for familiar who no longer had anyone or who no one wanted to have anymore.

Your “dog” came out of the dark corner where he was hiding. Moon was not just a dog, he was your familiar and was half a werewolf.

“You survived.” You cried again because you were relived to see your friend. 

You could feel that Moon had guilty feelings because he could not protect your family.

Moon came to you and put his head on your legs. Since Moon was a half werewolf, he was quite tall, but he always behaved like a dog. He always slept with you, actually he was always near you.

“You couldn’t have done anything to stop him, he would have killed you too.” You whispered as you pet him. He whimpered because he felt you were crying.

“I’m glad, I still have you.” You looked at him and saw a letter that hung on his collar. “For Y/N, from Mom & Dad.” You read out loud.

Moon looked worried at you. But you decided not to open the letter yet.You were not ready to read the last words of your parents.

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Some days passed, you didn’t talk to anyone anymore. You told the Academy that you were seriously ill and it was contagious, so you had to stay at home for a while.

You were a powerful witch, with that Father Blackwood was right. You already had a talent for spells as a child and quickly invented your own. You protected your house with spells that even mastered warlocks couldn’t use or break, so that Moon and you were safe and could think about what you would do next.

You didn’t want to go back to the academy, you were better in a lot of things than your classmates anyway, but if you didn’t go, father Blackwood would kill you as well.

You got a few text from Nick and your friends but ignored them all. Most of the time you lay in your bed staring at the wall. You feel lonely and lost, yet still so angry.

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After a while you went back to school, even though Moon didn’t want to let you go alone, because his fear that you could get killed by Father Blackwood was too big...

Normally, you would have met with Nick as you did every morning in the Library, today you went straight to class. You didn’t say much which was unusual for you, since the teacher would always wait for you to answer questions, the other students couldn’t. After the Academy, Moon would be waiting for you out in the woods so you could go home together. So it went on for a while, until one day Moon wasn’t waiting for you.

You were looking for Moon but you couldn’t find him. An inner panic spread. Did father Blackwood have your familiar now? Was he dead because you no longer provided your knowloedge?

“Moon?” You looked around. “Oh please no.”

“You looking for us?” You heard a familiar voice behind you.

You turned around. “Nick?” You were surprised as you noticed Moon by his side. “Watch out!” You tried to warn him because Moon hated anyone else.

Moon was one of the Familiar nobody wanted anymore. Moon was badly treated by his former owner because he wasn’t a real dog and wasn't a real werewolf either. He didn’t really accept anyone but you.

“We took a little longer to hunt today.” He smirked.

Moon came to you and you hugged him. “I was worried about you.” You whispered and he licked your hand. “Why were you with my familiar?”

“Because he was hungry and you’re acting -” he thought about how he should describe your behavior lately. “Different. So I followed you, Moon noticed me and I was lucky he didn’t kill me.”Moon scowled at Nick to show him, that if he’d hurt you, he’d definitely kill him.

You smiled soft but remembered that Father Blackwood could find you out here. “I’m sorry Nick, I truly am but I’ve a lot on my mind now and i need to go-”

“Then tell me what’s going on, Y/N.” He responded. “I thought you wanted this whole relationship thing?”

“I did, I’m just-”

“Don’t shut me out.” Nick seemed hurt.

You realized that you were important to Nick and he missed you. But you couldn’t talk to him here, not if there could be someone behind every tree, who would listen to you.

“Meet me at my house, tonight.” You replied, then you went with Moon home.

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When you arrived home, you just walked impatiently back and forth. You were in love with Nick, but didn’t you know if you could trust him. What if he was a spy for Father Blackwood? Or what if you told him what happened to your parents and he would be in danger himself?

Moon looked at you and growled. You made him nervous.

“Really? You were the one who had to be friends with him, I tried to stay away.” You said and Moon just sighed.

A few hours passed, but then Nick stood at your door. But he couldn’t enter.

“Oh, I forgot to change the spell.” You remembered and Nick looked confused. You mumbled something in Latein, then you took his hand and pulled him inside of your house. Nick seemed to be impressed, yet worried. 

You whispered something in Latein again. No one was allowed to get in or outside of the House, besides Nick, Moon and you.

“Why would you need to create a spell, to keep witches & warlocks outside?” He asked. You looked at him, trying to decide if you could tell him the truth. “Whats going on?” He came to you and took gently your hands.

You couldn’t stop yourself but started to cry. Nick wrapped his arms around you and you held him tight.

After a little moment, you went upstairs with Nick into your room.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

“Y/N, you know, you can always talk to me - but if you don’t its okay too.” He spoke soft. “We can just sit on your bed, or make out.” Nick grinned and made you chuckle. “Or we watch a scary movie. I’m fine with everything as long as I can hold your hand.”

“Nick, Father Blackwood murdered my family.” You said it out loud for the first time. A tear rolled down your face but you whipped it away quickly. “He said he did it for me and the Academy.” Nick came to you and looked shocked. “I’m afraid that he’ll come for Moon, or me eventually. Also my parents wrote me a letter before they died, but I’m to scared to open it.”

“I’m so sorry, Y/N.” Nick replied heartbroken, it reminded him of how he felt when his parents died. 

You knew he could understand how you by the look he gave you.

“But he won’t do anything to you.” He assured you. “You’re already more powerful than him and if he’d ever try to hurt you, I’d kill him in a second.” Nick sounded serious.

You looked at Nicholas and saw how angry he was that you had to be afraid of anything. He wanted to make you feel safe. You gently took his face in your hands and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him.

As someone opened the door, you stopped with what you were about to do. You were terrified because no one but Nick and you were in the house. But it was Moon. He didn’t want to be alone downstairs, you and Nick had to laugh.

“But I still wonder why you came along with him. Moon hates anyone but me.” You chuckled.

Moon came to Nick and he pet him. “I’ve a familiar who’s a Werewolf too. Her name is Amalia.” He smiled as he thought about her. “Maybe he sensed that he can trust me.” You smiled as you saw that Moon accepted Nick. “Why didn’t you open the letter?”

“Because its the last thing, I’ve of them” You replied and stood up to show him the letter. “Would you read it to me?”

Nick was honored and agreed to read it. He opened the letter while you lay in his arms.

“To our dearest daughter, Y/N.” He began. “If you’re reading this, it means were no longer with you and we’re truly sorry for it. We wanted you out of the Academy because we think Faustus is planning something against the Dark Lord. You’re one of a kind, maybe the most powerful witch and we didn’t want you to be a part of his plans.” You started crying. “We might have failed but we did everything to assure that nothing will ever happen to you, you’re under the protection of our dark lord now. Moon will keep you safe, be sure who to trust. We love you.” Nick put the letter aside and held you in his arms. 

You missed your parents but were a bit confused about the meaning of the letter. Still grateful for having him. 

Nick felt that you were relieved to have finally opened the letter and that you were very sad. He held you tightly in his arms all night, to show you that he wouldn’t leave you alone and protect you, especially against Father Blackwood.

You knew your Spell to protect the House was safe. But having Nick in the house and being held by him made you feel more safe than any spell ever could.

You knew Nick already felt asleep but you couldn’t help yourself as you looked at him, while Moon was laying behind him. It touched your heart that Moon accepted Nick so much. “I love you, Scratch.” You spoke soft.

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