#i'm in love with a sociopath
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when i'm writing something meta-y i like to look at what other people are saying to see if i'm forgetting a detail or something but that's impossible when it comes to joffrey because every single post is like "no he didn't even suspect for one moment that he was a bastard" oh so his clear switch up from "my uncle jaime" to "YOUR BROTHER JAIME" despite him constantly referring to tyrion, stannis, and renly as simply "uncle" means nothing of course "oh he isn't deep at all he's a cartoon villain" so the story cersei tells about robert almost killing him is completely irrelevant than, right right "joffrey isn't capable of love he's nothing but a sociopath" he literally calls out for his mommy every time he needs something my GOD
#joffrey baratheon#is this how the crispin stans feel.#a series where every character is complex but the 13 year old who seems both resentful and loving towards his parents is where we draw the#line. also. sociopath is not a diagnosis. it's not a real thing. it's a stupid ableist term used to dismiss the very real empathy issues#that many people - NOT JUST PEOPLE WITH APD OR NPD BTW - struggle with. not everyone w empathy problems turns into a murderer#i would hazard a guess that MOST people with empathy problems don't turn into murderers and some even adjust to life if given therapy#I'M NOT MAD. WELL I'M A LITTLE MAD.#people will tag with anti tags for everyone BUT him. i go into the joffrey tag an dit's just 'wow he sucks huh' never heard that before!!#getting on my soap box
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I actually really like Tara. I know shes gonna betray them but idk I find her charming.
Shes the type of character I know a lot of people hate not just because she betrays them but because she's the over confident female character trope that most people can't stand. And what can I say I tend to feel protective over those types of characters 🤷
#I'm also a Gabi from AOT stan#sooo#when i say most ppl hate i mean like on reddit#idk what the consensus is on her here#on reddit they say shes a 'remorseless sociopath'#god forbid women do anything amirite?#i also love that she calls everyone bozos that very funny to me#dc#dc comics#comic posting#New Teen Titans#New Teen Titans 30#Tara Markov#Terra
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Some people are all "Doflamingo is pure evil from the start", "he never cared for anyone", "he never really loved his brother, he was only using him, it's not like he cared for him nor anything like that".
Meanwhile, Doffy before and after killing his own brother:
The whorification is real with this one, just saying u.u
Not saying he was sane before, we know he very much wasn't, but judging by the change in his fashion sense, commiting fratricide against his last surviving family member really took its toll on him. He pretty much just went batshit crazy after that. Just look at him. Like, yes, his trausers were ridiculous since the begining, but he got much worst afterwards? XD Plus, he seems way more unhinged now than he did in his youth, he really lost it.
#one piece#donquixote doflamingo#one piece spoilers#still the best sociopathic overgrown pink chicken bird boy out there#just saying#i love him#by the way this post is just for fun#i don't think murdering his own borther really affected his fashion choices but it is a 'funny' coincidence#also yes i'm ignoring the weather difference lol#I do think his character is far deeper than just 'pure evil' though#I just can't belive what a grown up traumatized 8 years old says about his older brother who commited parricide in front of him#I do agree that right now doffy is indeed pure irredeemable evil and I hope he stays that way; it makes him even more of a tragic character#but I in no way believe he was 'born' evil#not in the slightest and at least not as far gone as he is now#but that's a different discussion i won't get into right now XD#also i don't know why i keep tagging spoilers when this is already well known but just in case
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Me: I'm strange & talk weird & walk weird & behave weird. & I cannot form basic emotional connections with ppl like every1 else can my brain is simply wired differently. I can't be real friends w ppl but I'll talk to u sometimes if u want
Person that wants to be friends with me: omg I'm sure you're perfectly normal, I think you're cool!!
Person that wants to be friends with me several weeks later: Zeke is strange & weird & cannot form connections with ppl like all my other friends can. This is terrible & completely unexpected
#think ppl expect me to be weird in an autism wholesome queer way & not in a#sociopathic way#I'm the monkey that got wire mother I don't connect w ppl so I didn't learn basic human behavior so I act weird#every queer or mentally ill or neurodivergent group I try to insert myself into I'm the weird 1 in a group of weirdos that scares the hoes#I'm strange on a fundamental level u won't get unless ur around me even if u think ur weird#not hating on myself bc I love myself & acceptance. Just annoyed at ppl that expect me to be a human being & freek out when I'm Zeek#ZEKESPEAK#not even weird in a harmful way I'm just strange in a perturbing way minding my own business in a weird way
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I've gotten like three fucking asks wondering if my comments are directed at them. I don't fucking know. I see like 30 fucking people do it every fucking day so maybe it *was* you. impossible to say. but you've all kinda proven my point by immediately jumping down my throat about it
#🦅.txt#“Homelander's kinda mean” yeah of course I fucking am#the kind friendly guy routine is a fucking mask#because if I act like myself people pick up their fucking pitchforks and throw a fucking fit#I'm mean#I'm a mean bitter sociopath and I don't care about you#I don't know what you fucking expected#I'm fucking tired of being nice and soft for everyone#for fuck's sake I got so immersed in the cuddly facade you all love that I started to forget my own fucking name#you can't make me nice#I don't care about you#read the fucking label#I'm a bad and mean person and I think I'm better than you#that's what npd/aspd/anger holder means
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alright alright i will. i will find a therapist and ask them to teach me how to Experience Feelings. you remember feelings right (no i don't)
#i'm reading up on . things. and uuuuuhhhhhh the way i can pinpoint the very last (and possibly only) time i actually experienced grief#like. losing someone grief. loving someone and the love has nowhere to go grief. bad breakup or death of a loved one grief.#was when i was. twelve years old. hmmmmmmmm#not beating the cold unfeeling sociopath allegations on this one gang#girl help i don't think i know how to love. aha#like it took the synchronized and laser-focus power of both earthsea and shadowbringers to make me. start experiencing things again#and even then it's not. it's not *human*. i don't know how to word this#i might be a little bit fucked up. possibly
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moved out of the apartment today with my mom's help and got to clean and pack with her for two days while she was off from work but actually there was an emergency so she also had to work the whole time and on the way back i got a wonderful opportunity to listen to her monologize in the car for hours and hours about how she's disappointed in what i've become and i wasted three years and wasted her money and her support and i'm ungrateful and i didn't do anything right and also i should start caring about my health and about my appearance because i will never be happy in this (ugly, hairy, fat) body and also she doesn't root for me or believe that everything will be okay but she doesn't understand why i don't feel secure and why i don't trust myself or believe that everything will be okay.
#literally mothers can make you want to kill yourself with the snap of a finger. it's back on literally#i thought i was gonna jump out of the car i seriously considered it but then i thought what if i just seriously injure myself and then i'll#get shit for that too#either for being a burden and a source of worry or for not even being able to end myself properly !!#so i didn't jump out. which i do regret.#i always think about 'but mommy issues make you a sociopath' like genuinely thanks i don't feel like a person anymore!#maybe i'm just insane and suffer from dependency (definitely) but what is worse in the entire fucking world from the whole spectrum of#human relationships than your mother not loving you or wanting you. a MOTHER#shut this whole mfing operation down.#kata.txt
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Sociopaths Lestat
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#i'm being so serious#tell me this isn't him#you can't#my bpd baby boy#my bpd baby boy with sociopathic tendencies#lowkey in love with him#which is so narcissistic because#he is me#the vampire chronicles#tvc#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv#interview with the vampire#tvl#the vampire lestat
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there's a german show about a lawyer who is forced to take a mindfulness course and instantly becomes a criminal and my girlfriend and i a) love this show b) feel very validated by it c) are tortured by having to wait for the other person to watch episodes
#every episode we're like hitting each other every 5 minutes because it is like Actual 'Mindfulness' exercises#and we've both had a lot of conversations about feeling like mindfulness is kind of just teaching people how to be a sociopath#i *love* western mindfulness bullshit and it's had an amazing impact on my life#it has also made me far more comfortable with having a net negative social impact tho#i'm no longer neurotic and self-harming myself on the daily but i also don't care that much when i hurt other people anymore
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Funniest thing about enduring years of being called "manipulative" by my mom and my teachers and my peers for having the audacity to show emotions or pain is, hands down, the fact that I've realized how easy it is to intentionally con people by using raw melodramatic drivel and embraced it. Like oh, it's basic human instinct to respond to a person crying? Wrong! They're all crocodile tears meant to demand your attention, and by God, I will do anything for attention, good or bad! Whatever satisfies the other basic human need for interaction.
#see also: lying my way into healthy relationships because people like me better if i'm friendly but stupid#my boyfriend knows absolutely nothing about what i'm actually like because i've built a fake persona that's easier to love#congratulations folks! you've created a monster!#the only lesson i've learned from your nitpicking is that all interactions are strictly transactional#and if i'm manipulative then i should use my purported abilities to get whatever i need#'being myself' has been a failure#talks#autism tag#actually autistic#ableism#female manipulator#girl manipulator#manipulative#sociopathic#crazy bitch#crazy ex girlfriend#ex lesbian#straight lesbian
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I honestly think it's so funny that my mom is so freaked out by the violence in NBC Hannibal given some of the things she's said she wants to do to my dad and her co-workers is like 10 times worse
#my mom claims it's different bc Hannibal and Will supposedly love each other#and she wouldn't do that stuff to people she loves#she literally said yesterday 'they totally deserve it. It's not my fault I'm destined to be an agent of karma'#doesn't make her any less of a sociopath#hannibal#dot says
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the sociopath thing does irk me i will admit and some of that is i just feel it’s an inappropriate word to be using in the year 2024 (it's not a nice word i don't give a shit about its literary or metaphorical merits, of which it has none anyway!!) but i also think it’s functionally useless because sometimes people mean “this person has a scary disorder” and sometimes they mean “this person is ontologically evil” and sometimes they mean “this person is ontologically evil and i’m sad about it, how tragic” and it’s like. what are we talking about here. you can’t just be like joffrey/criston/ramsay/tywin/saera/cersei/whOever is a sociopath and expect anyone to think that’s a satisfying answer for why they act the way they act. “gregor clegane is a sociopath” but WHY. “no i mean he really does have like sociopathic disorder” that’s not a diagnosis and the range of things he could have that would make him display “sociopathic behavior” is SO VARIED. just say what you MEAN.
#like even from a misguided ‘i do think this person has a disorder & im analyzing them from the perspective that there was no hope they’d be#well adjusted bc therapy doesn’t exist’ fine but ‘sociopathic behavior’ could be anything from a personality disorder to autism to physical#disability like an injury or in gregor’s case the headaches caused by his gargantuism.#but it’s often just like ‘they’re evil’ BABIES ARENT EVIL NOT EVEN AEGON IV MUCH AS GEORGE LOVES HIS LIL JOKES#IT'S NOT A USEFUL WORD BECAUSE NO ONE CAN DEFINE IT CONCRETELY!!!#I'M SORRY FOR BITCHING AGAIN#I GET ANGRY WHEN I SEE IT IN JOFFREY'S TAG#like YEAH maybe he DOES in fact have narcissistic personality disorder but that's not something that dooms you to a life of evil#there's a REASON he acts this way!!! he wasn't born evil!!!! cersei wasn't born evil!!! even ramsay was not born evil!!!!!!#it feels completely at odds with how the series presents morality to default to 'well he's a sociopath' IF YOU MEAN SADIST JUST SAY SADIST#getting on my soap box
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I made another oc and I probably will never use him ever again
That's Barry from Archer, was super bored.
Context: Barry started staying at James' (oc) place and his kid, Marcey, isn't a big fan of him.
This takes place during Archer's coma btw
#I'm in love with yet another sociopathic cyborg#that is if you consider Rick a cyborg..#anyway#might post more about them if I don't get bored of the oc#yeah I named him after myself and he looks nothing like me#okay maybe he looks a BIT like me..#I haven't watched S14 yet#no spoilers pleasee#I love in SA so I literally can't until I get a VPN#Sjfnidbdbd oh well#I hc Barry wanting to be a parent but not being able to have kids (skill issue 💀) and not being able to adopt cause of his past#so Marcey would be the next best thing for him :)#oh well might explain their relationship a bit better later on but idk#here's just them so long#it's very rough sorry about that#I just wanted to post something rq#barry archer fanart#barry dylan#archer fx#Archer fanart#my art#Barry#Oc stuff#James
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She's fucking insane
#insane (I want her carnally)#I've interacted with this jar in the overworld I did it's little thing#still Mandela Effect'ed to this day..#why did she put a grenade in there.#a LIVE GRENADE#she's insane#a sociopath even#I love her.#also thank you for the redemption code ma'am#kafka#hsr kafka#Honkai: Star Rail#Honkai Star Rail#HSR#mother please come HOME#it's birthday for me soon I'm banking on birthday luck to get her & her light cone#blazingshitpost#blazingshitpost star rail edition
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Found a job A GREAT job BUT is in a catholic school so........currently role-playing
#I'm so funny#I'm a fucking sociopath#Everyone loves me and I'm here pro abortion queer etc#buahahahaha
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