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The Author Reveal
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Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older too
-Fleetwood Mac, Landslide
Preston Ezekiel Lithwick III died on March 17th, 1982. His side of Janine Moore’s story was dispensed over the years that the author knew him, with the final story of his divorce given in his hospital room the day he died of lung cancer, a silver-haired Luis still at Preston’s side holding his hand. It was this final interview that sparked the idea for this book.
Preston willed his wealth to a variety of charities, including the Lithwick-Diaz Foundation for Wayward Children. It was a foundation dedicated to providing safe and comfortable living environments and group homes to queer and homeless children left behind by the system. Ever since he conceded that first argument to Janine all of those years ago, Preston always said that his wealth needed to be used to better the world.
Preston willed his heirlooms and houses to Luis, to Luis’ nephew Sammy, and to the author of this book, Annette Moore.
I received the house Preston always kept in Washington. It came with the last of Preston’s famous notes:
Here’s a place to raise all of your dogs, Annie. Make sure to name one David Jr. for me.
—P. E. L. M.
Just for the record, I did.
And then I named Davey’s son Zeke—short for Ezekiel.
-Kenna Jenkins, Burn the House Down
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#burn the house down#kenna jenkins#annette moore#preston lithwick iii#aesthetic#my fave stepdaughter-stepdad duo#god i love their dynamic#this line#THIS LINE?#BROKE MY FUCKING HEART#I AUDIBLY STARTED CRYING#spoilers#i'm gonna wreck something#landslide#fleetwood mac#lyrics#litedit#litedit moodboard
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Y'know for kids
#💥HYPERFIXATION REVITALIZED#I'm gonna be feasting for weeks#beta kcb#What do you even call this guy#Skeleturbug#???? IDK LOL#Love Him#kcb#king candybug#storyboard#me when i find 2 new songs to play on repeat and something cool releases#🐛virus offerings#Wreck It Ralph#Turbotastic
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-I managed to finally contact the HRA division with me to stop firing at your people. For the love of Christ-the-Buddha get your asshole commander away from me she won't stop screaming slurs in languages I don't understand at me over the comms channel we're stuck in
Who in the-?! Oh, wait, shit, that's right, I forgot you were still awake in there. Christ-the-Buddha Almighty, that scared me.
Are you sure that's still Kennedi screaming? She (or, rather, her unconscious - and hopefully not lifeless - body) and her molten wreck of a Caliban have been with us at MSMC-148's drop site for like two hours now, waiting for pickup. Slipshod managed to pry your casket outta that slag heap you used to call a Genghis Mk. 1 and get you connected to a "life support" of sorts on one of their backup generators, but if you can still hear Kennedi's voice screaming bloody murder at you, then your systems might be fried worse than we thought. (No clue if that sort of thing is fixable or not...)
Hopefully the Albatross will be here soon. Our distress beacon is still up and running, and they should more than have our coordinates by now. We'll all be out of here soon. (I hope.)
-- Angel
#lancer rpg#lancer ttrpg#lancerrpg#+ you're welcome for the rescue by the way - I wanted to leave you for dead (or whatever's closest for an NHP) but P insisted you come with#+ I can verify that Kennedi's been out cold for a while though - her comms cut out the minute you both imploded on each other#+ the KTB are gonna have a hell of a time patching that worldkiller-sized hole y'all left in the ground#+ also gonna have to find you a new body at some point - I'm not letting you leech off of my backup generator forever#+ I suggest you start thinking about what you want now so we can get you outta my tech and into a system that's actually yours ASAP#// in my defense I wasn't about to let you get left behind - after all you still owe several people out here an apology#// CORSAIR for trying to cascade BOSUN - they're still trying to clean up your collateral damage even after Slipshod hit the killswitch#// Intern Jimbo for hijacking HA's systems and causing that THOR to cascade and almost kill him#// I also expect an apology to Kennedi when (if) she wakes up - I know you have some bad blood with HA but I can't have this happen again#// even something as barebones as a truce and a “we are never speaking of this again” would suffice at this point#// as for us - we owe the KTB an apology (never thought I'd see the day) for wrecking their planet#// probably also one to HRA for any damages they took as a result of our attempted intervention#// we can sort more of this out later when we're back at MSMC and Kennedi wakes up (if she ever does)#correspondences with: Rev#the fireman saga
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good. morning.
#i'm buzzing with adrenaline i need to finish this fic before i go insane#what the fuck what the FUCK#i can't believe chapter six contained everything from jay getting the rib bone to.....#um#that#how the fuck did all that fit in one chapter#I WAS SKIPPING AROUND TOO CUZ I DIDNT WANNA READ THE DETAILED PARTS OF THINGS#WHAT THE FUCK!!#IT WAS SO MUCH#im in shambles I WANT JAY TO GET RESCUED SO BADLY NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I BEEN SO DESPERATE TO GET TO THE COMFORT ASPECT OF A WHUMP FIC#NOT EVEN WITH WYTYAA NOT EVEN WITH RIGHTS OF A NINDROID NOT EVEN WITH LFLS FROM ROTTMNT hi glitch youre probably not gonna see this I'M SO#HOOOOOO#lies down on the floor#im a wreck yall#on the bright side i was worried nadakhan would show up in my dreams given how late i was reading and was not thrilled about that but inste#d i dreamed that i worked at walmart????#so thats something#im a mess guys im such a mess help#spinjitsu screams#spinjitsu reads
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#whiscash#and i'm back!! y'all wouldn't have seen any interruption since obviously i keep a very long queue for a reason but#i didn't queue up any pokémon for like five days. because i was in california. but i'm back home now and this is the morning after i return#like. i'm queueing this up the morning after i return. it's gonna post like july 20-something'th. idk. but last night (to me writing these#tags) i arrived home at like 1 AM and just immediately collapsed into bed and passed the fuck out bc i was wrecked#and i'm taking the rest of the week off of work. which may or may not actually pan out—i'm probably gonna get antsy and work at least a#little bit but. y'know. i'm tired. obviously. anyway whiscash pond? whiscash has a pond. we all know his pond#i don't know that much about rescue team tbqh. not my favorite pmd game. but he was definitely in it. i think he was actually floating#right above the evolution cave or something. i dunno#but here he is. he's on the blog#a fish with a blog. a blog in a bog. bc his pond?
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i picked up kaiju no. 8 - first the anime and then got interested in the manga. it's pretty fun! i really like all the characters, the balance of action and humor is great, the designs of the suit and weapons are really cool, and the kaiju look sick. i wish they didn't do that fatphobic joke for the mc in the bath scene :/ however i am glad that the women are drawn without anime balloon boobs esp when most of the time they're wearing skintight combat suits
#i'm keen to keep following it as it comes out!#my brother initially mentioned it#as something he was excited for but fell out of#because of ... the pacing? or something#i can see what he kinda means at the very early chapters#but it only gets better imo in terms of pace!#might convince him to give it another go#im gonna sleep now! oops#wrecked the good streak i had w sleeping early
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Wait I think I missed something in this incredible saga. Are you going on a date with the coworker??? I swear the last thing I saw was “no I would never” lmaoooo. If so, I (like the rest of snzblr) are anxious for updates about your love life. You’re one of the top snzblr couples now, enjoy 🤙
I did say I would never and I was a fucking liar apparently 😔 it's not technically a date tho bc I never told him it was bc I need to be so casual and mysterious ahdkaksk but it's a date To Me lmao. It's tomorrow tho bc we're still at work rn and it doesn't look like we're leaving anytime soon so at least I have that to look forward to I guess lmao
#not snz#we're not a couple tho nooooo 😭😭 lmaooo#it's just me being delusional#like he's literally not into me i stg i think y'all are gonna be more disappointed about the outcome than me#OH but he did hug me tho so I'm riding that high rn actually ahskamsk#lowkey have just been leaning against him half the shift but we've been watching videos and stuff together bc it's been slow so#that means nothing probably#also he looks at me like 😒 every time i ask one if my stupid little debate questions ahsakslsl#today was if ceral is a soup and if ketchup is a smoothie#please know that i ask these randomly literally out of nowhere like it's a normal thing to bring up lmaoooo#i have negative flirting skills ahdkaksk#this is the opposite of pulling a bad bitch by being autistic this is making the coworker question why he puts up with me lmaoooo#but he's the one who said yes to dinner so 😌#you know what he's never seen me in a cute little outfit before actually 👀#it's always been either the work uniform or hiking clothes#which to be fair my hiking clothes are kinda cute but they're hiking clothes nonetheless#like he saw me in normal clothes a bit ago but i was actively dying so they were just the most comfortable clothes i could find#so like maybe i can wear a skirt i have cute skirts i like wearing out with my bestie#and they're like. very specific kinds of skirts so maybe that'll tell him something ahskasmks#help why am i thinking so hard about this ahdkalslal#like it's literally actually not even a date it's just me flipping out for no reason while this guy is clueless 😭#like I'm telling y'all he's not into me and i don't understand why I'm being like this about it lmaoo#I'm always like 'fuck i wish my coworkers wouldn't crush on me to the point of asking me out that's awkward i don't date coworkers'#AND THEN I TURNED AROUND AND DID IT MYSELF#why am i like this#why am i so �� when he's one of the few people i shouldn't be 👀 at#i swear i should give it a couple months bc maybe I'm just feeling some type of way about him bc i was sick#but noooo i just HAVE to be insane about it now 😭#i should really have a tag for me being a pathetic wreck but idk what it would even be lmao#no matter he'll probably figure out that I'm being a freak sooner or later and shut that shit down so it won't matter 😔
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Letting Go /// Holding On
#gingaman#seijuu sentai gingaman#hello yes today i would like to talk about HYUUGA (not suprising) but also RYOUMA (not suprising either tbh)#if i had a nickle for every time hyuuga gave something up because he knew ryouma would be able to do it without him i would have two nickle#which isnt a lot but it fucking HURTS THAT IT HAPPENED TWICE#and he's right - Ryouma CAN do it without him#but theres no way in hell that Hyuuga would be able to do any of it without Ryouma#i'm not ok thanks for asking#on a scale of hyuuga to gou gekiranger how much do you love and respect ur little brother lmao#love how they all make fun of gouki for being a sopping wet baby but no one bats an eye at hyuuga being an absolute mess#'warriors dont cry' my fucking ass every member of this team is an emotional wreck#gonna go for a walk and throw myself in the estuary good bye#gif post tag
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Books of 2024: KILLING FLOOR by Lee Child.
This isn't a genre I typically read; HOWEVER!: my dream agent was on an episode of the Writing Excuses podcast about beginnings, and they said this one is Very Good, so I borrowed my dad's paperback copy to give it a whirl.
I'm low-key hoping this will help me sort out some Genre Issues™ I suspect I'm having with a writing project, too, which is a nice added bonus! Excited to see how this goes.
#books#books of 2024#killing floor#lee child#jack reacher#i think i used to read more stuff Like This in high school??#because it's my dad's big genre and he'd let me borrow books lmao#but i think i drifted away from it because i found out there was other weirder shit going on in different genre corners#and i love weird funny fucked up shit#no shade on the thriller genre it's just not something i've read much of lately!#this will be Good For Me haha#and yeah okay dongwon and MRK talking about it made me more likely to pick it up than my dad at this stage of my life#but he still had a copy so now i have a copy (borrowed) :)#don't get me started on the 'does this mean we can reopen book borrowing' convo he wants to have tho#like no sir you wrecked my paperback LOCKE LAMORA and i'm still salty about it#because you didn't care about it#and you think storing books in our dank-ass basement is taking care of them and it's NOT#we have different standards of care and you don't meet mine#and you eat in bed all the time and i don't want your greasy ass hands on my books >:(#so i don't FEEL like it's hypocrisy not to want to share#but did i look at HPB and B&N for copies of this because of that?? yes yes i did.#i did not find a used copy i was willing to pay $4 for#and i sure as hell wasn't gonna pay $10 for it new so.....#borrowed here#library was my next stop but. he found it.#ANYWAY#i'm gonna log off and go read past the first page i think#(oh sidenote the Genre Issues are:#aw#lucius
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have to get new clothes that i don't care too much about tomorrow for acting class because everything i have i either like too much or is too form-fitting for what we do lmao
#i don't wanna wreck ALL my cute clothes with sweat#gonna get some crop top tshirts and the like#that way i can still wear them whenever i feel like it but can pair it with my cute skirts or something#hoping to get some pants too just in case i don't feel like wearing skirts for some times#it's so hard trying to be fashionable when you have to do so much activity lol so i'm biting the bullet and not caring so much about style#i'll still try to look nice because i want to but just may not be my EXACT normal style
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i am so lonely idk whether i should laugh or cry at this point it's kinda hilarious
#lol i'm so traumatized i think i'm gonna explode in tears any moment now#maja try not to add lol or turn it into something funny it is not funny#i am a wreck and so is my health#i dont even speak abt a lot of things on here
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#heyyyyyyy it's ya girl lucy back again with another vent poooooost#filling out some tags here so it shows up as a see more button#one more ought to do it. gonna be kinda heavy this time don't keep reading if you ain't got the spoons#anyway. man. I'm an emotional wreck#like. fuck. I keep crying so much if anyone is even a little nice to me#hundred reasons why it might be the case#frankly though? I don't.... Care#I just know I hurt.#....i... I just know no matter how often people tell me they care it doesn't stick#I know I feel like a faker#I know I feel like I've tricked everyone into liking me#I know I can feel some of them regretting it#a growing part of me wants to throw myself off a cliff#the rest of me knows I'm.ttoo chicken to ever self harm or attempt to end things#so I'm just stuck here#wanting it all to stop#unable to make it do so#and I hope I'll feel better having said something even to nobody#who knows maybe I will#I dunno.#..........i just......#....... I just feel like a liar#and that shakes me to my core#cuz I don't lie. I can't. I won't. And yet.....#........anyway I'm cutting it here cuz I'm so tired#if you managed to read this far. Um. I love you.#.....i don't blame anyone who ignored it either
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#mega swampert#NOW they're angry! what about? i dunno‚ but they're gonna tell you!#this mega is definitely *cool*—it actually introduces a significant difference. turns swampert into a big tank guy#which i think is badass‚ even if i wouldn't really take it over regular swampert‚ personally. it really changes the look and vibe#and i'm a bigger fan of the more lanky regular swampert‚ honestly#i'm running on three and a half hours of sleep i'm Desperately trying to come up with something interesting to say here#my bedroom has two big-ass windows in it that let in sunlight so it always wakes me up at like 9 AM sharp#and i went to bed at like 5 PM last night. didn't even fall asleep until like 6. so i'm a little bit wrecked this morning but y'know#this isn't the place to talk about that. this is a place to talk about mega swampert. and here that is!!!
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Hihi !! ☺️ Can’t remember when we last chatted 😅, but I wrote relationship headcanons tn, and thought they might be comforting to you. 🥺🫶🏽 Hope you + your son are doing alright, and that winter’s treating you well. ❄️
i wish I could put into words how much it means to me that you continue to reach out to me, even if i'm not doing too much reaching back 💜💜💜 i'm terrible at this stuff 😭 so thank you so much for thinking of me!!
winter has been hot and cold lol, it's mostly been fine but my, my son, and his dad all got sick!! dad's over it, me n baby are still going through it. like ugh 🙄😂 i'm handling it like a total baby bc my ears keep getting that plugged up feeling and i just CANNOT deal!! my son is taking it like a champ. aside from coughing, snot nose, and some bad moods, he's still raring at 110% all. the. time. 😂 toddlers!
I'm going to read these headcanons as soon as possible. your writing is always so comforting, even when it's angsty. you're just an amazingly skilled and super-talented author!! ilysm ❤️
#meowzfordayz#you are seriously the best#i have just been so busy between like working and being sick and taking care of a sick child while being sick#not to mention all the car crash stuff#did i mention i got into a car crash? it happened on friday the 13th of all days 🫠#elijah (my son) was not in the car. just me and his dad lol. we were hurt but we are fine now!!#i just don't know if i mentioned it at all????#but yeah. bc of the wreck we've been going to SOOOO many doctor appointments. so so so many#that's also been draining#but yes i'm rambling thank you so much for reaching out to me#i suck at reaching out especially because i've been trying to write something to tag you in#like i was gonna write it and post it and tag you in it and it was gonna be a whole thing like like#but i haven't any ideas 🫠🫠🫠#well i had ONE idea but i am SO rusty at writing atm it's not even funny#and it was super self indulgent bc i have stretch marks from being pregnant and they're only just starting to lighten up#like. a full year and a half later#and i just wanted one of the boys (was thinking giyuu or kyojuro?? or tengen i'm honestly not sure at all) to just.#total body worship reader like 'you gave me children. you're a miracle worker' and all that--#--'i love you even more as the mother of our children' type mushy gushy#but i get to the word document and it's like.... total blank#OH MY GOD. RAMBLING AGAIN. I LOVE YOU. GOODNIGHT 💚💚💚
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sillyass
#lmaoo???#there's something wrong with his hair i just couldnt be bothered to fix it#a sketch turned out to be a good aeron so now i'm out here tryna do a redesign ref. even his anthro ver. the aeron is aeroning#one thing i forgot to factor is that he's a construction worker yet wears loafers all the time lol. my man yo shoes gonna be wrecked#whatever i guess i need him to be more osha certified and less office employee looking#because his early design is based on him being a manager or some thinf and i forgot to consider the job change in designing#and i'm??? not all that with character designing so i'm just gonna take a few themes (there's the watermelon) and jam it in#not sure if imma keep the seed pattern on the tie tho
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#really struggling with treating myself with any sort of respect right now. let alone the gentle care of my bedtime routine#i thought about putting myself to bed without my adaptive devices so i'd intentionally get a bad night's sleep but it isn't worth it#lmao and i've slept so badly the past two nights anyway i doubt tonight will be different#i really wanted to go dig out a razor but the marks from a month ago are still really obvious and it's gonna be hard enough hiding those#on my stupid fucking trip next week that i DONT want to go on#i'd so much rather spend those two weeks at home sleeping off burnout#but it's a stupid fucking Once In A Lifetime trip that has been something we've wanted to do for a fucking decade#and now that we're both real adults we can finally go but I DONT WANNA#i don't wanna be away from home that long!!! and miss the colors change outside my window!!!#and i don't wanna be away from maple!!! and i don't want my mom in my apartment stinking it up even though she's the best catsitting option#i don't want the disruption to my routine especially after how hellish work has been and how wrecked my routine already is#i dont wanna go spend two weeks so far away from home i can't even take my damn meds with me#and i cant fucking SIT WITH the hurt that the thing i FUCKED UP ON means *i* can't bring my fucking adderall EITHER#i don't even fucking know if A relies on taking it as much as i do#but i can only fucking feel the shame of letting them down!!!#i can't look past it and even begin to feel how MUCH I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING *MYSELF* DOWN#BECAUSE I FUCKED UP#i just wanna sleep. forever.#i'm just gonna go away#personal#self harm tw
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