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soulmates part 5.2
luke hughes x reader
tw!!: some language, use of y/n, reader can be depicted as any body shape/size, female reader. this story moves kinda fast, since I want it to only be a couple of parts long. this is a complete work of fiction. I am in no way saying or implying that these people act the way they do in the story. I am open to any sort of constructive criticism! thank you!
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his hands rest on my hips, "i know he's my brother and i shouldn't take you from him, but he's the one who set us up and i'm not gonna let you go." he looks down at me, eyes full of sincerity as he speaks. "i know we just met, but i don't think i can imagine my life without you now that i've gotten to know you."
i look up at him with wide eyes, my jaw dropped slightly. "luke..."
"don't." he shakes his head, pausing his words for a moment. "can i kiss you?"
his words shock me, but i'm also not surprised that he's asked me. i stand silently for a second, making eye contact with his wide eyes, they're pleading with mine, almost. i nod slowly, placing my hands on his chest gently.
he takes a shaky breath, slowly leaning down and moving one of his hands from my hip to my cheek, his lips finally making contact with mine, sending shockwaves throughout my body and causing my brain to fog as our lips move in sync with each other.
we kiss for a few seconds that feel like hours, before luke pulls away and places his forehead against mine, our eyes still closed. we both smile as i move my hands from his chest to cup both his cheeks, pulling him in for another gentle kiss. he slowly moves us back until my back hits the cold wall, kissing me with such a loving intensity that everything around me seems to stop.
once we finally pull away, luke pulls me in for warm hug, his arms wrapped around my waist and his face tucked into my hair, slowly rocking us back and forth. "luke...?" i whisper, "what are we gonna do now? about quinn?"
he pulls away from the hug, hands still on my waist. "i don't really know...i'll talk to him about it tomorrow. but don't worry about it right now." he says, running his fingers through his curls.
i'm about to speak again when a knock at the door makes me jump, i step away from the door and open it, looking out the door at jamie and trevor, who are standing there with shocked looks on their faces. "oh, sorry are we interrupting something?"
luke and i shake our heads, "just talking about some things. what's up?" i answer, smiling softly at them.
"jimmy and i were just looking for y/n," trevor responds, "we wanted to see if you wanted to watch a movie with us in our room? if you're not busy?"
i answer them, "sure! what are we watching?"
"mighty ducks 1 and 2!" trevor responds excitedly, "luke, you can join us if you want?"
luke shakes his head, "you guys have fun, i'll see you all in the morning." he smiles at us, before leaning in to peck my lips, "see you tomorrow, sweetheart."
"see you tomorrow..." i smile at him, walking out of his bedroom and shutting the door behind me. "did you guys get snacks?"
i look over at them as we walk, both of them standing there behind me, jaw dropped at what they just saw. as we walk down the hallway to our room, trevor rushes up beside me. "did he kiss you? does this mean you two are official?" he ask excitedly.
i smile and laugh softly, "i don't think it's official just yet, but yes he did kiss me." i respond as jamie moves to walk beside me on the other side.
"i was hoping you'd pick luke!" jamie says with a smile, "i love quinn and i think he's a great guy, but i think you and luke are perfect for each other! and he calls you sweetheart? now that's cute." he laughs, opening the door to our shared room.
trevor runs in and jumps on the bed, leaving me last to go in. i look out in the hallway and catch sight of quinn, who had been walking behind us the whole time with a glass of water in his hand. he must've went to the kitchen and came back up around the same time as us. my heart drops when i see his face.
he looks like he's just been stabbed in the back, his eyes watering, a sight i've never seen before. i open my mouth to say something, but he rushes into his room and shuts the door behind him. i sigh, remembering that luke said he would talk to him tomorrow, so i step into the bedroom and shut the door, watching as trevor gets the movie set up.
i can't help but wonder how quinn will react to luke talking to him tomorrow about us, my heart racing and my mind clouded with anxiousness as i think about the day to come.
#nhl#hockey#new jersey devils#paladin's fics!#creds: paladin#quinn hughes#luke hughes#luke hughes x chubby reader#luke hughes x reader#lh43#qh43#trevor zegras#jamie drysdale#paladin's soulmates series#soulmates
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I know. I'm late. Who's shocked, at this point? The end of esta noche will be up this weekend (or before, if the odds are in my favor tomorrow). In the meantime, have a taste of the next thing in line (which I'm super excited about, actually), along with a shiny new header for 2025!
Thanks to @carlos-in-glasses @paperstorm @strandnreyes @bonheur-cafe @whatsintheboxmh @nisbanisba @carlossreaders and @heartstringsduet for the tags today. 😘
"Do you think this was his way of breaking the news that he doesn't want to live with me anymore?" Snorting, she snags the last strip of bacon from his plate. "Yeah, you've officially lost me." "Think about it. The guys he hooks up with, he doesn't even stay to see sunrise." He draws his shoulders up to his ears and lets them drop back again. "Now he's just gonna, what, live with one for the rest of his life?" "The rest of — wow, okay." She puts both eyebrows up in that particular way that means she thinks he's pathetic but thinks actually saying so is too basic. "Alejandro, I say this with every shred of affection between us, plus the brunch you're now buying because you've made my brain hurt: there are literal lesbians who move slower than this." "Nora, I'm serious," he hisses, snatching what's left of his bacon back. "He's noped out of the last three showings. He gets cagey whenever I send a link to a listing. At this point, I can't even come anywhere near him with an open browser." But it's also Henry, who hates confrontation, who gets anxious about change, who can pluck endless poetry out of thin air but struggles with words that will hurt to hear. Alex shakes his head. Regardless of Nora's trash take, the rest of his life feels pretty damn accurate. In hindsight, he'd sort of figured that they'd find a place and move themselves in and just keep going like this forever — the same companionship and cohabitation that some might call co-dependence, with Henry fucking his way through every dude with Daddy Issues until either his looks or his trust fund ran out, and Alex secretly, silently, stupidly in love with him until the approximate heat death of the universe. He'd never considered that Henry might opt for a secret third thing: moving on with his life, without Alex in it. The bacon crumbles to bits in his hand. He bites into his lower lip, instead. "What if..." He stops. Swallows hard. Starts again. "Nora, what if he just fucked me goodbye?"
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Her favourite colour is yello w
#how do I explain the existence of Cyn to my friend she doesn't understand what she's for no matter how many times I say it please help#if you (the friend) are reading this. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I AM CALLING YOU OUT ON PUBLIC TELEVISION!!! >:[#I'm gonna start rewatching season 9 of FOP tomorrow! WOWIE! Can't wait to finish the show and then move on to... *breathes heavily*#... fairly odder... And after that I get to rewatch a new wish! AGAIN! :D Yaaayyy!!!#sowwy if she looks kinda stupid I have to pay attention in class ya know economics wow I sure do love taxes (liar...)#cyn md#cyn#absolute solver#tagging her is a lil problematic to me... I'll just leave it to anyone who reblogs!!! m'kay!!!#murder drones#murder drones fanart#sometimes I wonder if I should give her a nose but I really like the smooth “snout” it's funny and *sigh* I just... don't know...#funfact when episode 7 released I drew her with the worst hair imaginable but what if some weird solver magic makes it kept in well#condition that would be funny make the rest lowkey rot and her hair is just silky soft#okie that's enough byeeeeeee
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hello it is i, your local tumblrarian, here to drink tea from her pumpkin mug and tell u the following important announcement: being on tumblr every single day is possibly not a great idea. let's use a metaphor here. it's like squeezing a lemon every day, but it's only got so much juice, you'll only end up getting frustrated and upset that the juice is no longer flowing. and then it's building up this habit of squeezing lemons every day, but then one day you're not around and you're worried, because what if the lemon had juice today? what if we missed the juicing opportunity?
but now let's sprinkle in the following notion: every once in a while, we step outside of the lemon juicer, and we go to the market to buy more lemons. the next day, we wake up, we go back to the juicer, and what do you know! the juice is flowing again!
gonna step back from the metaphor here to just explain a few things. we have all been in the situation of staring wretchedly at the computer screen, begging for a drop of inspiration. most of us are online each and every day. and that's okay! i'm the same! but maybe we need to refresh the cycle here, because i took a day to myself today, i consciously refused to go online until 6PM, and even that 24 hour break was enough to get some very exciting ideas going! and tomorrow i'll be writing more than i have in weeks!
we put too much pressure on ourselves to be here 24/7, and it's time that we just knocked that out and started treating writing as what it always was: a hobby. so go take a break. go out for a walk, go get lunch in a nice cafe, step away from the computer and just let yourself do something that isn't absorbed in writing or in your education/career.
#ooc.#( listen to me my metaphors are strange but i know i'm right abt this )#( i went and had sushi on my own today and i just didn't worry about drafts or my inbox )#( bc i've been having migraines from stress lately and i just figured )#( i just want to feel rested. and i do! and i got a kickass new coat as well! )#( and tomorrow i'm gonna go get nice food and make a cozy spot for myself and do some writing !! )#psa
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୧(՞o̴̶̷̤ ̫ o̴̶̷̤ ՞)و if you see this know i love u very much!
#〝 𝓬𝓾𝓫𝓬𝓱✩𝓽𝓼 ₊ ࣪ ㅤ ꣓ㅤ#kaomoji is so me since holiday hours end tomorrow ! ! !#celebrating immensely this is the best thing since .. argenti's first leaks 💞 DHEJIS#+ i'd be less drained and tired when i return home ! ! which means more time on here since im also in break !!!#a win ... even tho it's tmmr .. still a win#today is a major drain since i'm gonna have to keep pushing for seven frickin HOURS#ahem ... excuse my french . but what the fuck#glad to be helpful but TT i miss my bed#a closing shift to morning shift IS depressing i commend everyone who does them !!!!#but nevermind my complaints..#to the sweet angels in my ask box i will be getting to you soon ! ! i want to give you guys my utmost attention where i'm not drowsy nor#busy ! it feels rude to me to do anything of the sort ! i cherish each ask i get hehe#+ i need to write them into my diary so (⸝⸝•ᴗ•✿) yeth#i'm not ignoring!!! NEVA !!#+ i still want to visit inboxes :3 so i'm mustering strength!#if i don't make it christmas ( eve ) i'll so spend the rest of the year doing soo !#will rebloop tht post so i know which angeld pernit me to do so hehe#take care loves !! been slackin tew hard eeeep#will run da q 🏃
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#tko_art#hahah wrong eye shape#hers is more droopy and less awakey#wow colors suck#really hard#but i've noticed it doesn't feel like my brain is going to explode everytime I try to determine color and values#i kind of got too tired and wanted to giv eup so no tear drop#which made me sad because i did want to try that#but back hurts#gotta go to bed to fight god tomorrow/today#i love rendering skin tones#they're so much fun#lovely love#I have accidentally locked in#suddenly every single moment of time that i'm not spending to do art is unappealing and so damaging#i'm psyching myself out of doing things I know will give me instant gratification and will make me pretty happy for whattttttttt#it's kinda depressing#If i think about it too hard it's just a constant cycle of oh god this is it for the rest of my life#so no thinking it is!#blegh this seems so silly and trivial#i hope nobody reads this shit#i'd have to kill myself or something#im never gonna stop thinking about how i didnt say i loved you back#and it haunts me#and i cant stop thinking about what u said to me#and even tho u didnt say it harshly i cant stop my mind from running away from me#and theres something horribly wrong with me that i need to gouge out#i hope u never read this#i didnt want to be (x) how fucked up is that#i wish i wasnt like this i wish i didnt have to learn how to live with trauma i wish i was normal
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i was feeling a bit bleak earlier but then i went outside just for a change of scenery and saw the three frogs and hung out with my dad for a bit while he chopped wood and then played imagination with my friend via the internet and then a different friend said they'd come and visit from their country and now it's like WOW!!!! the cup overflows!!!!! :')
#moral of my story you (i) gotta continue to engage!!!!!!#i'm so glad for my friends :') <3#ALSO we planned my garden centre trip its THURSDAY >:3#i'm gonna rest soooo sensible style tomorrow and have a nice day doing as many of my thursday chores as i can (they're v minimal and#also sitting down ones quite a bit) and hopefully i'll feel better then (:#i mean we're going regardless but it'd just be nice to feel less bad u know!!!!!! YIPPEE!!!
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Somewhere in here I gotta fit a speech bubble BUT. Sillies...
#I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SPOIL THIS ONE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. BUT AT THE SAME TIME.#i feel like it WILL hit different w the context/dialogue. so. i'm not spoiling anything at all actually.#i'll probably have to move around the sparkle effects anyway. but. it's so funny to me. the way it is rn#I'M MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!!! almosd ALL THREE PAGES have basic pencil work done now!!!!!!#LIKE. THAT'S SO CLOSE TO BEING INKED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE TO BEING COLORED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE ......#i'm. really not all that close i shouldn't set myself up for unrealistic expectations LMFAOOOOO#BUT... BUT...... I'M MAKING PROGRESS.............#i am gonna be a little busy though! so. unfortunately won't be able to keep chipping at it lmfao#but maybe that'll help too. i do almost feel i was stuck in a rut about it.#ALSO. CRAZIEST THING. WAS DRAWING ALFONSE'S HAIR LIKE. CONSISTENTLY. FROM PANEL TO PANEL.#like yes i draw him all the fucking time. but i am developing A Method for it. after like. don't make me count the years again .#i gotta rest up though i got an early day tomorrow! helping out the neighbor 🫡🫡🫡 yard sard....#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#wip#my art
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I am officially snowed in.
#ladylynse#lynse complains about the weather#I mean we need the snow#I know we need the snow#but there's so much snow#everything I had on today was cancelled thankfully#and we were told to come into work for noon tomorrow#so I have a bit of time in the morning to figure it out#if someone else can make it in to do the one thing that really really needs to be done the rest of us will wait till the next day#and just kinda hope this doesn't screw us completely#but if no one else can make it in I'm gonna have to walk#which ordinarily takes about an hour but#not with two feet of snow#ugh it's gonna be cold tomorrow too
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I had a bunch of things that I needed to do that - one I'd been putting off for literally months. I did them all in less than an hour.
#I'm so bananas sometimes#it's the menty illinois#now I have the rest of the afternoon off#and I'm gonna go to a museum and then do grocery shopping so I can have traditional US meal tomorrow (hot dog)
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I wanted to go on a drawing spree yesterday, but I could only muster these two before dozing off.
First one, even if I'm not that sure about how I drew her face shape in this angle (and most importantly I forgot her neck and torso bandages OOPS) I do really like how most of the drawing came out. And at least it isn't a bland bust this time, though I'm pretty sure I've already drawn a pose like this before. (Oh no the next drawing is a 3/4 bust again..)
Second, yesterday I saw an artist draw some of the coolest redesigns ever for a different media piece, and thought about the many awesome gg redesigns I often see so I wanted to give A.B.A a spin... Except I was out of ideas so most of this drawing is her regular design haha. I got too tired to even try to attempt to draw the rest of the body and half-assed the key but I like the vibes and pose (even if I.. think I made her neck a bit too long? Old habits die hard... Necks are my enemies when drawing!)
I like the idea of her having a key take on the classic frankenstein bolts (though wait, her head key is referred to as a screw. Would this also be a screw or key shaped bolts??-)
#this counts as a pride post because I am very gay for her#her uneven shoulders and stray eyebrow hair (like some d.bz characters <3) have captivated me#anyways sorry for being so wordy in the post... I will be wordier in the tags! sorry. feel free to skip these I'm just gonna ramble#while drawing these I realised I was accidentally doing a shitty a.b.a cosplay: eyebags. hairband. stitches and what Ishiwatari would call#morbid pallor LMAO. I admit I put on the hairband because of her <3 but the rest was unintentional. I hadn't worn one in yrs cause I don't#*didn't like how my hair looks w it plus felt kinda rigid but.. my current hair w a hairband is growing on me? prob not gonna wear it outsid#but thank u a.b.a for making me retry it <3. also the head feeling is kinda cool. though mine is of a hard material n I'm p sur hers is soft#anyways. I have one of this year's most important assignments/appointments tomorrow. wish me luck#after that I'll still have to go do productive adulting but I'll be able to sleep better n have energies n time to draw stuff n gaming#til that happens stuff is super hectic in all senses so drawing this goober is my escape valve. uh dunno what else. I'm tired#also oh I wanna take a moment to say thsnk u to all the people that like my art of her (and art in general but 95% art I upload her is her#LMAO) I don't wanna get parasocial but I do recognise your usernames and how u keep up with my kilometric tags. you make my day sometimes.#also huh my art (style?) got different lately. Idk how I feel. but drawing dif stuff is cool#wtf did I catch up the habit of drawing each hairstrand. my hand dislikes it. IMAGINE IF I DREW MILL.IA INSTEAD AAAAA#a.b.a#art tag2b named#edit for better term: thank youuu. may the homunculus obsession unite us all <3
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stays up until 5am writing 4k of OC fanfiction that 3 people tops will ever see including myself. <3
#i love writing so much i was having such a blast#lalalallaaaaaa#the world when ur able to create uninhibitedly and without shame or embarrassment#im excited to maybe keep writing tomorrow#today was a good day.... i made it entirely a rest day besides the writing so I'm hoping ill be feeling a little more#energized tomorrow.... knowing me probably not but still it was good to have a break from Everything.#and just do Nothing for a day.#its funny bc normally i am desperate for just Something to do Anything. manic episodes really turn things around#anyways my eyes are barely staying open I'm gonna go pass out but good night to all the wonderful people in#the world who read my tags. if you are here i love you<3
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I need to draw more unfortunately the allure of hitting pixels in a silly game is too strong
#I'll be takiing with my 40 year old coworkers and they always go 'i have to take my kid to dance practice and the other to boxing#we'll get home at 7 pm and then I'll have to cook for the rest of the week oh and btw my husband is oit of town so i have to do everything#alone and tomorrow I'll get up at 3 am so i can go on my one hour morning jog and get them ready to school again'#and I'm like cool I'm gonna go home take a nap play minecraft sleep and get up 45 minutes before i have to step out the door#nothing makes you feel more like 12 years old than having only middle aged mother coworkers#szolposting
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I'm so fucking close to dropout school
#this year started like shit#i failed most tests and I'm probably gonna fail most subjects this term#and the grades i get NOW apparatus are important for an access exam for in two years#and access grade on biology is like 11#i want to kms#i have a physics exam tomorrow and a maths one the Wednesday and I can't understand shit#also i couldn't go any single day last week bc i got sick#it's not even like I don't want to study anymore#i just need a year long rest or something#i don't have time or motivation for anything#like I want to draw but I suddenly remember I have school stuff to do but I get distracted very easily and I neither draw or study#maybe this isn't for me#but i also don't want to be an entire year without doing anything#god i wish i could be like my classmates and be good at studying#but I NEVER studied before#i always retained information well without studying#and here i am now possibly with ADHD#I'm gonna tell all of this to my psychologist tomorrow but idk what to do#i don't think my parents will allow me to dropout#i technically can since I'm no longer on obligatory education#i can't do anything#not art#not scp#vent
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eon SUCKS bc I feel like I can't write analysis posts about him without detouring thru a small explanation of a small segment of his ridiculous mental gymnastics course which just throws off the whole thing bc like. What do you mean you think like this you geezer😩
#...not having a significant part of his childhood out there also makes things harder#Alsooo fyi irt the ask game..#I think I'm gonna post the rest of the pics I do in a single photo set probably sometime tomorrow ^.^
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haha! my depression keeps getting worse
#delete later#vent#the thought of going to work tomorrow is daunting but i've already left early on a sunday once.#IT'S WHATEVER it's whateverr i'll be fine i'm just deeply unhappy as a person#deeply unsatisfied with myself. and no medication seems to get rid of the pain#what the fuck am i even doing with my life. am i gonna work this job for the rest of my days.#i sure fucking hope not because even working part-time is a lot for me. why am i like this. why can't i be normal.#people have gone through eorse than me and still succeeded why am i struggling.#WHATEVERRR whatever i'll just get high or something#i won't actually because i have work tomorrow but it's very tempting
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