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Regulus Black is like a star. Not only for his name but because when people look at the stars, some of them are already dead and nobody knows. And when people look at Regulus, he’s already dead inside and nobody knows.
#regulus black#stars#marauders era#angst#why do I have this kind of thoughts#I'm gonna go and cry now
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cassy & nigella <33
i've been thinking about them a LOT lately, so here you go this is how i see them in my head
second (more evil) version:
#they mean so much to me and we've never had them to begin with#i'm gonna go cry in a corner now#tlt#the locked tomb#tlt fanart#the locked tomb fanart#cassiopeia the first#nigella shodash#harrow the ninth#gideon the ninth#nona the ninth#csp
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I wanna see Penelope carrying Odysseus
"You look different
Your eyes look tired
Your frame is lighter
Your smile, torn
Is it really you, my love?"
#Odysseus being manhandled 🔛🔝#I'm gonna go and cry in my corner now#odysseus#penelope#the odyssey#epic the musical#greek mythology#artist on tumblr
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Bruno Week 2024
Day 2: Wild Horses
So the idea that Bruno wouldn't let himself see his team as what they really were to him or have real and close relationships with them and it was already too late when the possibility opened to him fucking kills me
@brunoweek
#my art#bruno buccellati#bruno bucciarati#brunoweek2024#vento aureo#jjba#jjba part 5#:') yeah I'm gonna go cry in the corner now
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I'm begging you, BioWare... Learn from the mistakes of Baldur's Gates past...
#please accept this low effort meme while i work on Emmrich-inspired creative pursuits#hoping and praying and sobbing and crying#BioWare i'm on my hands and knees begging you to GIVE THE SWEET NECROMANCER A SOFT TUMMY#emmrich volkarin#dragon age emmrich#okay now im gonna start complaining in the tags so this is your warning#i just don't think im strong enough to withstand ANOTHER RPG with companions that Should Not Fucking Have Abs#like sure i could MAYBE suspend my disbelief that the vain wizard would use some illusion magic to give himself abs (still cringe)#or MAYBE he got really into crunches while he was depressed for a year (HIGHLY doubtful)#BUT THE EMACIATED VAMPIRE!?#like come on bestie#did cazador have some really rigorous workout routines that were conveniently never brought up???#im going insane sorry#i just have a lot of opinions on diverse body types in video games#and dont want them to do my man dirty like that#[insert joke about how getting down and dirty with him is my job]#okay sorry i think i got it all out of my system#if anyone actually read this far please know i love you with my entire serpentine heart
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𝕁𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕒 𝔼𝕟𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕒 🎀 - ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠
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A girl who stands out compared to the rest of the students. She plays the part of a childish, heedless airhead. However, there are moments of them showing her true scope of power and intelligence, catching others off guard.
Jovie came to NRC as a national student with the goal of gaining new experiences and knowledge by enrolling in a school vastly different from what she knows. After numerous attempts to convince her mother to study abroad, she eventually gave in and allowed her to go to the school she was more familiar with: Night Raven College. Jovie was never properly put in a dorm from the dark mirror but was eventually placed in Octavinelle before moving to Ramshackle after book 3.
(More undercut)
Grade/Class: Somophrone/Class C (No. 34) Birthday: March 1 (Pisces) Age: 17 Height: 158cm (164cm w/ heels) Dominant Hand: Right Homeland: Wicked Grove Club: Pop Music Club Best Subject: Practical Magic Hobbies: Roller Skating Pet Peeves: Mornings Favourite Food: Stew (any kind of it) Least Favourite Food: Sugary Sweets (prefers homemade baked goods) Talent: Singing
🎀 Non-Binary (she/they) and Bisexual. Enjoys alternative feminine gender expressions and terms, but is surprisingly good at passing as a guy.
🎀 Prefers being called "Jovie" rather than her full name, mainly because her mother uses her full name to scold her.
🎀 Has a mother (Aethelfred "Aethel" Enspellika) and a younger sister (Thalia Enspellika), her father (Babis Enspellika) passed away when she was young.
🎀 Her sister doesn't like the idea of Jovie having a boy/girlfriend due to having a bad ex.
🎀 Has a black cat as a pet in the hometown named Minx. He's quite skrunkly and scaredy, as he was found on the streets as a baby.
🎀 Instead of a regular school, Jovie's hometown has teams/covens of students/witches separated by skills instead of age. They focus way more on the practical side of magic and traditional witchcraft (note: "witch" is gender-neutral, there are plenty of male/masc witches in her homeland, and there is a lack of gender hierarchy in their culture.)
🎀 Jovie was the youngest (the only minor) in her team, making her an exceptional witch but troublesome to work with.
🎀 Has been taking singing lessons from a young age, mainly to help her control her Signature Spell. Although she has developed a genuine love for singing and song-making.
🎀 In her town Jovie had a drastically different sleeping schedule, going to sleep earlier in the morning and waking up in the evening (this is because they practice most of their magic during the night) so the transition from that to waking up early in the morning was a struggle.
🎀 Owns a trusty book given to her by her mother, which has been in their family's possession for generations. She got it for help when they moved to Night Raven College. They're bad at memorising, so she makes sure they always carry it with her.
🎀 She used to help with looking after the children in the town, so they have decent experience with babysitting.
🎀 Has a soft spot for the Ramshackle Prefect, regardless of their dynamic/universe. Even bigger soft spot for Grim because he reminds them of her cat.
🎀 Far stronger than what they look. Once they provoked Flody and wrestled with him (ended in a tie). Similarly, they fight like a beast if angered, despite coming off as charming and ditzy most of the time (classmates swear they've heard her hiss before).
General Relationships:
Notable relationships:
Pop Music Club (Cater/Kalim/Lilia): Her club members are the ones she considers her first genuine friends in NRC. Originally joined so she could work on her singing, the 4 quickly hit it off with their band dynamic, particularly her and Lilia for their love for Metal. Jovie is the main songwriter and duets with Cater.
Diasomnia: Unlike other groups of humans, Witches historically have had a good relationship with the Fae (helping them fight against the Silver Owl), Jovie's family is specifically well known in the Briar Valley's history. Upon finding out she's an Espellika, Malleus instructed Silver and Sebek to treat her with respect (especially after Sebek treated her like how he treats other humans). Lilia was acquainted with her great-great stm-stm grandparents.
Riddle: An overly strict guy who follows every rule and a girl who couldn't care less about authority...not exactly a match made in heaven. They tend to bicker a lot, and Jovie has gotten the collar from him on a few occasions. As Jovie got used to the new environment and learned she has to follow the rules sometimes, their relationship improved and became one of mutual respect (they still argue).
Vil: An unexpected friendship, but Jovie quickly started seeing Vil as an old brother figure. They have an interest in fashion and clothing, so she often went to him for advice/tips/etc. They eventually grow closer, and she seeks advice often from him.
Staff members: Most of the staff tends to have frustrations with Jovie due to her not being willing to listen to authority. Although, Vargas seemed to like her free spirit (and the fact she's an expert with the broom). Crewel and Trein recognise her talents but wish she would stop being so troublesome in class. In contrast, she and Sam hit it off pretty quickly with both having interests in "darker" forms of magic. He sometimes even hires her to perform readings for the students in his shop. On the other hand, Crowley tries his best to not commit violence against a student (jk). He's acquainted with her mother, and whenever something bad happens involving Jovie, he has to notify her mother which...often results in his getting an earful.
♡ Azul: I have another post that goes in-depth about her relationship with Azul (here). But to keep it simple, childhood friends who got reunited once they enrolled into NRC and are trying to manage their new relationship after the amount of changes they both had through their years apart.
Ramshackle Members (Rollo/Fellow/Giddle/Prefect/Grim): Jovie considers Ramshackle her "coven" (despite the one she supposedly is a part of back home) and is protective of it. She makes sure Giddle is taken care of, Fellow is catching up with his education, Rollo is adapting to the new environment etc. They are especially close to the Prefect and Grim, as they have been together in the same dorm post-book 3 (Jovie even joins the Prefect in book 6 to rescue Grim). Ramshackle helped Jovie realise that power without companionship is ultimately pointless.
(Will update with adding Skully once I finish reading the event)
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Design notes:
☆ Wanted her design to give more witchy vibes, so I gave her a dress that was inspired by the ones the Sanderson sisters wore (like...a modern version of them)
☆ Stockings and boots similar to the ones Winifred Sanderson wears. Also wears heels to feel less short LMAO.
☆ A mole on the left side of her mouth, it references the mole Sarah Sanderson has (she also jokes about matching with Azul).
☆ Her bob haircut was inspired by how I used to make my hair a few years ago. She also paints her own nails.
☆ Fishnets, a small reference to the ones the Sister wore, but also because I find them cool.
☆ The bow she wears is enchanted and can transform into a hat and cape (for flying), a gift from her father. Not inspired by anything, I just like the idea of her having a shape-shifting bow (and I just like bows).
☆ The ✨ feeling ✨ is just when butterflies hit her stomach (we blame Azul for that).
☆ Her name "Jovelina" (jove-leen-a) is (I think) made up, I modelled it after "Jovie". "Enspell" means to cast a spell, I just added the Greek suffix "-ika" at the end.
☆ Fun fact: Due to being my ex-persona (made her an oc after I realised I'm transmasc) she and I share the same birthday and height. That's also why we share some similar traits in personality (cute aggression say hello).
Author's note: Something possessed me and forced me to make this post in a day while sick hi hey hello. Finally introducing my problem child to yall isn't she awful/j (I love my daughter I swear). Also please forgive any misspellings or awkward wording I'm severely illiterate/j (dyslexic).
Note that if you wanna ask questions about Jovie my inbox is ALWAYS open (unless said otherwise) for anything!
("Will you do one for your sona or Jess-" shhh let me find another unknown being to possess me again first)
tag list: @ramshacklerumble @thehollowwriter @summerspook @scint1llat3 @skriblee-ksk
@cyanide-latte @twistedwonderlandshenanigans @oya-oya-okay @viperbunnies (lmk/dm if you wanna be added)
#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst oc#not yuu/mc#jovelina enspellika#harry's art#harry's writing#jovieinramshackle#will probably do more posts going in-depth about her homeland/backstory/family whatever#I already have to finish the post about her relationship with Azul....sigh so much stuff to do yet so little time#gonna go rest now my shoulders are ACHING AND CRYING#also I'm allowed to make dyslexia jokes I'm diagnosed
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I'm not a poet or a paleoartist but I am fucking emotionally wrecked right now.
I keep thinking of the tiny little homotherium cub found in the ice. They died thousands of years ago, lived for less than a month - but they're so loved. Of course none of us can say If they were or weren't loved in life, but they're loved in death and makes it so much more beautifully tragic. They died cold alone, freezing and barely old to walk. They were alone like that for thousands of years, but they've been found again and they're so loved.
Thousands of people know about this tiny little thing that lived thousands of years ago and we love them so much.
It's a full moon tonight where I live, light enough that when I went out to get my clothes off the line I didn't even need a torch to see. I keep wondering what that cub's life was like, for the short one it experienced. Did they have siblings? Did any of them live longer, with long enough to hunt with their mother? Was their mother dead before they were? Did they ever get to see a full moon?
This is one incoherent ramble but I'm a mess about this
#homotherium#fossils#paleontology#pleistocene#i wish we had a way to tell that sweet little thing just how loved it is#that we could tell their mother her child is safe now even if it's not with her#i know they wouldn't be able to understand us but im emotional#still actively crying#i re-read a post here about it some 20 minutes ago and just started writting this#i love them so much#i turned my pc off for today an hour ago but I'm turning it back on#gonna make the best(probably shitty) statue of this little one and mama i can in minecraft as an outlet for my immense saddness and love#probably going to cry doing that too
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no shut up roy's most hated parts of riza's body are the burn scars he left her
he hates them because he hurt her, failed her, brought her into a world where she's in constant danger; his choices led to the events that wounded her and he singed her by his own hand in a measly effort to stop the bleeding, stop the pain, stop the avalanche of consequence that he'd inadvertently barrelled into her direction since he took up the study of flame alchemy; he regrets every wrong thing he's ever done in his life when he's faced with her raised, discolored skin
riza was a victim.
but riza, riza doesn't think so—she's never had full autonomy of her own body since when the secrets of flame alchemy were marked into her skin, she's always been a study, a book, a material, as if inanimate with no right to decide how she lived her life; she only found her power of choice when he'd burned her back at her request, freely choosing to follow roy into the amestrian army, into harm's way, up to the doors of death, but this time they were choices she decided to make
roy gave her that power.
her scars remind them of his mistakes while they remind her of his love.
#royai#shut up im going to go cry in my corner i cant stop thinking about these two#roy x riza#roy mustang#riza hawkeye#fma#💕.writing#i'm gonna change that tag for these blurbs but i havent thought abt them yet so leave them be for now
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Posting this here too because I can
Credits to I don't know I found these in Google sorry. This is just a shitpost
#error#shitpost#utmv#undertale au#sorry for my pronunciation ARRGH#this is my way of practicing ok??#i read comics and stuff like this out loud so i can have some confidence#I'm gonna go cry on my corner now#not my art
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Reading "The Never-Ending Sacrifice" together makes the experience somewhat bearable. 😌
#“julian slowly learning kardasi by reading it out loud to garak”-trope my beloved#two guys...chilling on a sofa...zero feet apart cause they're gay TM🌞🙂💫#may i offer you some comfort art in these reaaallyy trying times#i like to imagine garak would allow himself to move more freely (like fidgeting with his hair) when he's around julian#cause he feels (mostly) safe around him - so cute i'm gonna go cry now#bi twink x disaster lizard man 🤲#garashir#idiots in love#star trek fanart#star trek#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#star trek ds9#ds9#elim garak/julian bashir#elim garak#julian bashir#artists on tumblr#fanart#digital art#otp: especially the lies#lwd#lower decks#lower decks thank you for my life#CANON I AM LIVING
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Speaking of Timebomb I've had this thought for a while that during the time before Ekko and Jinx join the battle she talks to him about Isha. He asks her to describe Isha and he paints her a small picture she can have with her. She keeps it with her as she travels. Bye now back to my corner ;-;
#timebomb#Ekko and Jinx#Ekko arcane#Jinx arcane#Arcane#I'm gonna go cry now I've had this idea for a while and I wanted to do a oneshot about it but haven't had time so here y'all go have my ide
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LOKI cast in the S1 blooper reel
#loki#mobius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#absolute cuties all around 🥺💖#god i'm glad we're getting physical media with bonus features again!! truly an essential to life and as it should always be#now if you'll excuse me i'm gonna go spend the rest of the day shaking and crying over lamentis mobius and that closeup shot of owen 😳#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#wunmi mosaku#gugu mbatha-raw#marvel#owenwilsonedit#flashing cw#dianagifs
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Dear KTY,
It is stupidly unfair how absolutely adorable you are.
Seriously.
Thank you for this.
Sincerely, me
PS-WOW 🥹
The amount of sass in this video 🤣 then the pure sweetness ❤️
#kristina tonteri young#kty#roast turned into a pep talk#i was not prepared#too kind#i'm gonna go cry now#❤️#sister beatrice who?#sister beatrice#warrior nun#cameo
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why I feel like I shouldn't be seeing this..
photos taken from x.com
#HOLY FUCK#sleep token iii#sleep token#iii#WE'RE SO BACK???#why da boi is now looking like draco malfoy#not that i'm complaining#it just feel like i saw it and now i must quit the internet#in a good way#i need to delete the internet for couple of coming weeks#because I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GONNA GO TO SEE THEM MYSELF IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS#crying emoji
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everything about Gavriil feels suffocating.
how his presence alone can be almost overwhelming, how his massive body cages you everytime without a chance to escape. you wouldn't dare to try anyway, knowing that you don't even have a say against a creature of his caliber. he will find you. in your dreams, in your nightmares. in your room.
how he will be intense and vague about everything just for the sake of it; to confuse you further, to see the conflict of emotions in your eyes merge with arousal. eventually your hesitance turns into acceptance, a desperate need to feel his hands all over you. and he will be oh so grateful to fulfill that desire.
how his thick tongue pushes past your lips and into your mouth, reaching almost the back of your throat, relishing in the muffled little sounds you make. your drool mixed with his saliva drips down your chin, and your hazy eyes look up at him when he finally pulls away, giving you a second to breathe.
how his hips are slamming into you relentlessly, your wetness and lack of resistance allowing him to move almost effortlessly. forced to hold onto him for dear life instead of pushing away. all of your morals and principles are being tossed out of the window every single time he comes to you. he has you where he wants you, and will not stop until he feels like you can't take it anymore.
and how in the morning he vanishes away, leaving you guessing: was it just another wet dream? but the cold stickiness between your legs tells you more than you need to know.
#yes bringing this back bc at the time i didn't tag it properly#okay im gonna complain in here now.#need... to... draw... something... but i dont... have the strength..#drawing on my phone is so exhausting but i have no other option#bc i think my traditional art is not very polishedddd and i dont want to answer asks with ittttt#but maybe i will#bc i think i'm really getting to that burnout#and giving how my bday is getting closer and closer....#i dread it. but hey. cake. money. i'll get a new piercing#i WILL cry ofc but hey. maybe someone will buy me tea as a gift. who knows.#i just want to spend some time with someone yknow:(#just... talk. about anything. sit beside eachother and stare off into the waters#i hope the snow will melt soon because i want to go out more even if by myself#gonna find a job when summer comes... maybe talking to colleagues and all that will help... everythings gonna be fine.. i hope#i just need friends. god.#microtya's kids#microtya: gavriil#monsterfucker#monster fucker#monster x human#monster boyfriend#monster lover#teratophillia#god x human#monster smut
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#they make me sick#i love them#i'm gonna cry#anyway#i just wanted to share my depressing sleeping thoughts.#going to bed now.#goodnight.#killua zoldyck#hxh killua#killua hunter x hunter#killua angst#gon freecss#gon freccs#gon freeks#(why is there so many ways to write his name omfg)#killugon#hunter x hunter#hxh#hxh headcanons#killugon headcanon#killua headcanons
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