#i'm going to get a headache

[trenchcoat-full-of-snails]

Started Will Wood's "In Case I Make It" album tonight to try and give myself enough energy to finish some art

I did not even make it through the first song and i'm ugly crying?????

[buttercupshands]

Sketch dump of month old sketches I forgot to post

[chapollynh]

An excuse to draw my favorite characters? Of course I'll take it, thank you very much.

[mira-hildegard]

[coming out of the code mines after two hours, clearly covered in some kind of programmer malaise] i added a screensaver mode to @miku-earth! go load it up, put it on full screen, and wait a minute for it to activate

[essektheylyss]

I am now thinking about Essek as, essentially, Anna Ripley for the Ruby Vanguard, and it's genuinely horrific to imagine but it's not a real timeline so it's hilarious. It is so funny in concept. He's a glorified postdoc with no mandatory ethics trainings, no future, and nothing to lose. Also he just got handed the power of a thousand suns with absolutely no oversight and a mandate to "do your worst".

This has such extreme "horse loose in a hospital" energy. No one knows what Essek will do next, least of all Essek! He's never been in control of the power of a thousand suns before! He's as confused as you are!

[bloggingboutburgers]

Tbh I feel like going to the US while the Nazis are in power is suicidal. So of course I don't understand your choice of going instead of your SO coming to Europe. But while I don't understand, I wish and pray for you to be safe. Whatever you choose, I hope you guys will be okay

You might be right. I have no idea what the future has in store or if I'll come to regret it. But I've already stated my reasons. As it stands, with the year-long process we've already started and that we can't just flip on a dime overnight, my partner can't come and stay in Europe legally just like that. Legal immigration is not that easy in one way or the other. Also... Yeah, I've stated that before, but one shouldn't underestimate how shitty things have been getting in Europe for the past few years as well, and how the influence of the US (which is huge) is likely to make things worse. So again I'm not 100% sure whether that'd have been better anyway.

Also also... Ima be real, I've shared that before, but the time where I was separated from my partner due to the travel ban was the only time in my life where I had actual suicidal ideation. I don't want this to happen again. That's why I'm making moves so it doesn't, first and foremost.

[pollyna]

Husband reveals but in the most normal way ever: Mav forgets his lunch home twice, and Tom drops by because he can't have a starving husband, even less for such an important mission. The first time he's wearing civvies and the daggers are far away to not notice him at all, the second one Ice is still in full uniform when he strolls in the cafeteria, drops Mav's lunch on the table, kisses his lips and "I'm not your errand boy, next time you forgot your lunch it's on you" to which Mav smiles dopey "whatever you say, Iceman. Eat with me?". How could Tom say no?

All around them, nobody moves because the Commander of the fucking Pacific Fleet is sharing a sandwich with their captain. And they kissed.

[sweetlullabyebye]

Discovered the genre of Horror Namgyu videos on Tiktok which is so good? This man terrified me on my first watch of episode 7, and I can't wait to see what happens to him next season

[dailyfigures]

hi guys :3 i got a second job and the training period is kicking my ass so i'll sadly be less active for a little while. sorry about that but as always the queue will go on!

[buglaur]

they're preparing for their debut album's launch

[starlingfawn]

throws more squid art at you

listen to this,,!!!!!

[foldingfittedsheets]

So I have an autoimmune thing with my thyroid and I have to take pills to regulate it every day and every day that passes I want to burn the US healthcare system down more than the day before.

[blindingvigor]

I'm done with the detailed sketch. Now it's time to cry because I planned to render this to the best of my abilities.

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

[imeriayapping]

Accidental kiss pedro/fermin for @ellearts

The club is so stuffy it's almost unbearable. Jorge dragged them all out after race end, not even having a coherent excuse this time. Since aleix retired jorge took role of keeping strangely formed friend group of spanriads together, arranging semi regular going out sessions.

But something started feeling a little strange ago. Fermin suspects that it's all because jorge is Pedro's designated person to go and rant and on track scrap they had few races ago probably gave him enough emotions that they needed a way out.

Or maybe jorge talked to aleix for too long and they thought that they could play matchmakers and repair old friendship or some shit.

Who knows.

No matter the reason Jorge started inviting him and pedro at the same time to the clubs and restaurants way too often. They had somewhat established unspoken agreement about how they didn't go to group hangouts at the same time. Usually it was just how it happened naturally but Fermin knows for a fact that pedro sometimes intentionally made himself unavailable at times.

And Fermin can get a hint even if it stings a big so he doesn't try to do anything himself. At some point you stop reaching out when the answer becomes too clear.

But nowadays jorge is way too persistent and it feels suspicious. Way too suspicious. So instead of incredulously drinking his sweet cocktail fermin decides to go and dance, it won't be less stuffy but maybe at least being surrounded by people will help him loose all of his thoughts. (And just maybe it'll help him escape awkwardness of being close to pedro)

And it does, everything gets lost in the background while his body is vibrating with music. Fermin closes his eyes just to watch colours dance under his eyelids in tact with him.

People move around, someone even deciding to dance with him their back so close Fermin can feel it's shape without even having a point of touch. His hands find their way to other person hips, by the feeling of it it's probably a guy, not that it really matters for him. At this point they don't dance as much as just sway around.

When he decides that he got enough of just starring at colours under his own eyelids fermin opens his eyes, giving himself a second to adjust back by looking at the ceiling.

He still doesn't know who is it next to him and now that he actually can look it feels a bit like a game, wanting to see how they look, if he matches broad outlines his mind painted.

So without any worning fermin spins that mysterious person in front of him, focusing his look on him too.

All loosnes that got into his muscles is suddenly gone, each part of him rigid in shock. Why the fuck is Pedro is standing in front of him. And why the fuck is he smiling.

He feels lost, pedro is clearly drunk enough to forget all of his dumb mind games but it's very likely that if he continues dancing with him, morning Pedro will not appreciate that. Probably even try to kill him or something.

It takes effort to relax his body enough to bend down wanting to tell pedro that he's probably too drunk and he can help him get out of here.

But none of this happens, instead someone from behind pushes him and suddenly Fermin is kissing Pedro.

It's flat press of lips at first but before he can react and pull away there is a hand on his neck bringing him closer, fingers curling at his nape. It's intoxicating and Fermin starts answering the kiss without even processing what is going on. Everything feels very strange and familiar at the same time, way too confusing.

He realises where they are only when cramp in his neck gets too bad from the uncomfortable position they are in making him pull away.

And suddenly the weight of situation settles onto him, not even on personal level with all their bullshit but tge fact that they are two motogp riders making out in the middle of some random club. This couldn't end good.

Without even thinking Fermin starts leading pedro out of mass of people on the dancefloor by his shoulders.

Huh. He didn't even notice when his hands got there.

When they get out of there Fermin doesn't stop, making them go outside. It's very fortunate that there is private corner behind the building letting them have at least some privacy.

It's quieter here and cold help sober up, even tho there wasn't that much alcohol inside his blood to begin with. But same can't be said about pedro, who looks proper drunk while grinning like cat who got his cream.

Just as he opens his mouth to ask about what the fuck just happened, pedro manages to get on his tiptoes and kiss him again before any sound escapes him.

And Fermin is a simple man, it's not like he can push away someone who he fantasized of kissing a million times, especially when it's very likely the only chance he will get. Pedro's solid body under his fingers feels too heavenly for that.

Instead he lets his hands to roam free anywhere they can reach, from small of Pedro's back to short shaved parts of his hair. Trying to carve each little detail and sound he can, fermin finds Pedro's lips with his teeth wanting to know what sound that could get him. Low whine be gets in return feels incredibly rewarding. Their kiss escalates without end, Fermin suddenly feels a tongue in his own mouth, exploring around.

It feels like they will devour eachother at this rate but he will never know because out of nowhere his phone starts loudly ringing, making him jump away of reflex. It's clearly jorge calling because of his distinctive ringtone and fermin can't let himself ignore it.

When he pics up it's all frantic Spanish ask if he saw pedro because everyone is concerned about him and they also wanted to go back to the hotel already. It takes a lot of work for fermin to put any words into answer but in the end he manages to say something about how pedro wasn't well and he took him outside and how they will meet whole group near entrance in few minutes.

Honestly he's not sure if truthfully that's what he said but at least he hope for it.

He gets two of them back to the club in haze, not thinking about what just happened or what it may mean, instead picking his own and Pedro's stuff on autopilot.

Whole ride to the hotel Fermin lips burn

[causenessus]

feeling like tumblr is a job BUT IN A GOOD WAY like i sign on after my actual job onto my work (tumblr haikyuu smau writer hobby) computer (my home computer on it's last dying breath) to answer emails (reblog all of my moot's wonderful works) and write up reports (my own chapters LMAO)