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*watching the stairs scene for the eighty millionth time*
Kenta was moving closer as he stared at Pete. Pete turned his head, moved into Kenta, kissed him, and liked it. Then Kenta backed away, got up, and walked away.
PETE kissed Kenta.
PETE liked it.
KENTA left him.
And now Pete just lets Kenta push him against the wall and on the floor. He doesn't even try to overpower Kenta. Is it because Kenta rejected him before?! Is this why he was looking at his lips here?
What was the pink for with Way if you've been in love with Kenta?!
Call me Jeff because I can already foresee that I will get no rest and no peace all week since this will be the only thing I think about when I'm not thinking about Way taking a bullet for Babe.
#I'm falling apart#I am unwell#what was the pink about?!#pit babe#pit babe the series#kenta x pete#color coded boys in love#but are they?!#the colors mean things#but do they?#I'm having a crisis#I knew pett x kenta had tension#and lots of chemistry#but now where does that leave way?!#I CANNOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE?!
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We know his schedule 🗓
Today is Thursday, Enchante Day.
And he chose short black shorts, a simple white T-shirt and a cap with the Red Bull logo.
Mister, you tried to distract us with your tattoos, but we all see this huge, fat hint!
🥺 Please 🥺 don't fool us 🥺
We're worried. Your moms aren't in such good health.
#Literally#I'm between 20 and 28#I'm falling apart#And then you're so full of yourself#you just make me melt into a puddle#My blood pressure is rising#my heart won't stand it#but I still love you!!!#daniel ricciardo#honey badger#dr3#ricbull#rookie on tumblr
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SOMEONE (me) PUT BEES IN MY BRAIN
AND THEYRE BUZZING ABOUT NERDY SHIT LIKE DND AND OBSCURE INTERNET FANDOMS!!!!
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Normalize seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in you regardless of what they tell you. Giving you all of the right words, but none of the right actions is called manipulation. When a person wants to be with you, they prove it.
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nonononono slow the fuck down FIFTEEN. FIFTEEN FEARS. i guess that fourteen trauma wasn't enough because now there's the End but aggressive, this wasn't even a season finale or anything it was just Martin reading a statement and suddenly THERE'S ANOTHER FEAR AND IT ACTIVELY WANTS TO EXTERMINATE EVERYTHING AND MARTIN IS THE KEY TO STOPPING IT. you can't just drop this on me, you can't just give me a little mid-season peace then go "yeah there's another fear... it's called the extinction and it's actively trying to exterminate everything on this planet, have a nice day" YOU CANNOT. I don't want Martin to die, I really do not, but this seems like an awfully sacrificial situation he's in here. FIFTEEN FEARS. I need to get better coping mechanisms, what the fuck peter lucas. I understand, but MARTIN. goddamnit this podcast will kill me, you'll see in the news that I had a heart attack halfway through the finale, if this just gets casually dropped then I fear what season five might bring, NUMBER 134 THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY CEASEFIRE. And the fact that the third one to the s4 finale is called "Panopticon" and the finale is called "The Eye opens"? I sense death on the horizon and I hate it. I'm still listening though, of course.
#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#tma spoilers#tma extinction#the extinction#martin blackwood#ahhhhh#I'm falling apart#original post
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a few thoughts on my asshole memory
uuuggghhh I just forgot my friend's birthday TWO WEEKS LATE and I just know that I'm going to cringe about this for the next 10-15 years. She's the best and so cool and I hate that I forgot. My brain is so good at hanging on to the bad things but so bad at remembering the good things!
A few months ago my little sister went, "Remember that time you had a spite party for me?" At my total blankness, she described how once I apparently disliked how her friends excluded her from some social event, so I organized a house party (my guy and I used to throw some unhinged gatherings that we probably shouldn't have survived) to exclude them back? And really, it sounded like a grand time, but when I try to remember any of these details, there's no recognition at all. If aging (or depression...or COVID...or illegal substance use...) insists on eroding my brain, why are the garbage memories the ones that stay?
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When the tiniest bit of criticism from someone you respect makes you tear up, that's not a good sign, is it?
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My friend bought me Beetlejuice socks!!!
And in other news...
My arthritis is still causing problems with my shoulder, in the last week and a half, I've used 3 deep heat roll-ons, countless heatpads, and I'm having to wear a shoulder brace...
I'm 33 god dammit! My body shouldn't be falling apart like this!
#personal#a glimpse into manic!stardusts life#beetlejuice#beetlejuice beetlejuice beetlejuice#beetlejuice socks#arthritis#shoulder brace#I'm falling apart
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Woke up after 15 hours of sleep. Tried to get back to it but it's too cold which normally means I'm hungry but that means I have to move my arms and idk about that.
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wild life episode one: wow, six lives seems kinda excessive. how deadly do they expect these wild cards to be?
wild life episode two: oh.
wild life episode three: OH.
#we're on episode THREE and things are already falling apart this badly#this episode alone took out nearly a THIRD of the total hearts on the server#unless i'm being bad at math#if we continue at this rate next episode is the finale lmao#life series#life smp#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#trafficblr#koolmathgames.com
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Normalize seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in you regardless of what they tell you. Giving you all of the right words, but none of the right actions is called manipulation. If a person wants to be with you, they prove it. Period.
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I'd like to think Bill was projecting in the paragraph on hibernation.
(fun fact! every color in bill's clothes, breakup recovery objects, and furniture were color picked from ford's body! yes bill did get a leather couch the same color as ford's flesh!)
#(except the ice cream. that's the color the show uses for blood. I'm taking it for granted that Ford has the same blood color as Dipper.)#bill cipher#billford#the book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#fanart#my art#(love that it's canon that bill handles relationships falling apart by getting sobbing-at-the-fast-food-cashier drunk)#(and eating an irresponsible amount of food. and then he makes fun of that behavior on the website. who r u fooling.)
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Heartfelt Reunion.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#blood#wen chao#My 'labeling things' bit started because I was worried that it might be hard to tell what things were due to my rough art skills.#And while I think I don't need to clear up the ambiguity as much these days...I think it is well earned here!#Rest in torment Wen Chao. Rest in literal pieces.#What a truly cute reunion scene this was B*)#They fall back into a comfortable pattern of banter despite the length of time apart. While also standing in front of dead bodies.#While I'm here - Let's clear something up: WWX does a *lot* of torturing and killing in this scene.#If JC is to be credited for any tortures let it be known he did that right alongside WWX. They get co-torture credits here.#Your favourite character is responsible for several horrible tortures and murders.#Was it justified? Honestly I don't think so. I think it very much needs to be over-the-top-violent to show how WWX has changed.#It was excessive force to satiate his need for revenge. WWX is consistently demonstrating how he feels justified in his actions#Up until now they have been for relatively noble causes. Protecting Mianmian - Giving away his core - Punching Jin Zuxian;#It's the same flaw in a different setting.#Tune in next time for LWJ's reaction to the blood sport vibes.
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YOU DON'T NOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME
chayanne and tallulah remind me of someone
#i'm falling apart#qsmp#qsmp chayanne#qsmp wilbur#technoblade#wilbur soot#mcyt#my art#this realisation hit me like a truck#qsmp tallulah
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Taking it as super easy as I can. I have a pulled muscle in my leg I'm recovering from...and somehow last I tweaked my neck :)
I am mega accident prone <3
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