#i'm angry and fucking STRESSED about this

[gogoconvstore]

im the drama part 2 when icon...im thirsty over here NO RUSH THO

i'm the drama episode 2

synopsis: after 7 months of successfully convincing Kimi to not reveal that you three were poly, he accidentally lets it slip during a interview where you got called a fame whore. now you three have to deal with renewed attention, all while you are about to release your new EP

episode 1 (not needed but just a little extra context)

"He did what?" You shouted at Ollie as you two sat in his drivers room waiting for Kimi to finish his media duties. You were sat with your head in your hand, Ollie was standing opposite of you next to the door.

"Why're you shouting at me! But yeah... he said we were polyamorous," Ollie responded looking disheveled and like he could cry at any time. His arms were crossed and his foot was tapping like it always did when he was stressed.

"Well did you try and stop him? Ugh, fuck! This is NOT what I needed right now! My EP is coming soon they're gonna think I planned this! FUCK!" You shouted back, every time the possibility of you three dating was brought up you were called a gold digging fame whore, like the fact you'd been a successful musician before you even knew who they were simply didn't exist.

"Well I couldn't, I was already leaving! But the hates never that bad!" Ollie snapped back, looking annoyed that you would even question him for not thinking to do the obvious, even though he normally didn't.

"Yeah the hates not bad for you guys! People think you're the victims of the situation! They thought Kimi was cheating with me, and that I was a slut for fame! I just wish you guys could see that I don't have it like you do!" You spoke, by now you had cornered Ollie and were shaking him. You knew he'd be sympathetic but you couldn't help being angry.

You had just finished yelling at Ollie when a knock came from the door.

"Hello? Are you guys in there?" A thick Italian accent, only possibly belonging to Kimi, was accompanied by a triple knock on the door. You sighed and let go of Ollie to open the door. When you did, you made sure your face was covered in disappointment.

"Ollie, where's Y- oh... hi Y/n," Kimi said, shrinking down in your shadow. He looked like he wanted to cry when he realized you had been the one to open the door and it was in fact not Ollie.

"Yeah, hi Kimi," You said pulling him into room, and before you could speak, Kimi was climbing up you like a koala, and holding onto you.

"Y/n, please you know I didn't mean to!" Kimi said hanging off of your back. Ollie was standing off to the side as you practically dragging Kimi with you as you walked to the couch.

"Get off of me Kimi!" You shouted trying to pull him off, when he wouldn't comply Ollie came in to help pull him off. When he was finally restrained he was sobbing as Ollie held him back.

"Please Y/n! I didn't mean to let it slip, but they were being horrible to you! He called you a fame whore! I-I'll do whatever I can to help you! I'll... I'll make a public post and I'll do anything you ask! Just please don't be mad at me!" Kimi begged, and pleaded, and shouted, and sobbed. He was trying to reach out to you, but Ollie was holding him back.

3 MONTHS LATER

The first few nights after the incident Kimi had come to you to ask you to please not be angry at him and to let him cuddle with you, you had agreed but were still upset. Luckily, Kimi had remained truthful to his promise, he'd made a public announcement denouncing anyone who hated on you. However most fans were already on your side, and happy to support. Your EP release went smoothly and it became a huge smash hit.

"Mmh... I'm really sorry it happened like that Y/n, but look! Now we don't have to hide who we are!" Kimi purred into your side when he was squished between you and Ollie.

"Yeah yeah yeah, but next time Kimi you better think before you speak or I won't be happy," You stated, making your intentions clear. Kimi stared up at you longingly with glassy eyes.

"There won't be a next time! Promise on Ollie's life!" Kimi said as he planted a kiss on your lips.

"Hey! On my life!? Anyways... who wants ice cream?" Ollie cheered as he stood up and walked over to the freezer in you threes shared apartment.

[cherrysugcr]

There was something about the jealous tone in her voice that really got Gabe going. Of course even if he wanted someone else he wouldn't point her in their direction right now. "C'mon your kidding me right? She's right here in my arms." He smirked giving her thighs a soft squeeze. "But if you decide to take your chances with someone else well I'm gonna need someone to take this frustration out on." He sighed knowing angry sex for him was always a great stress reliever. "So how about instead of pissing me off like that you just piss me off by being your bratty little self and come home with me? You're already halfway there by parading around with that fuck all night. How could I pay attention to anyone else?"

Kami knew how this would go, this constant back and forth between them was practically written in the stars considering how predictable it was. Did that stop her from falling into it every single time? Absolutely not. Their parents had both been claiming they were destined to be married from when they were children, and it was by sheer stubbornness and inability to do what she was told that had made Kami be complete averse to it. Not that she stayed away from him or made any kind of effort not to fall into his bed when the opportunity arose...but still. She hardly reacted when his hands moved over the back of her thighs, lifting her as easily as if they did this sort of thing every single day. "Oh, is that what it is? You're saving me time and you're getting absolutely nothing out of it." There was a part of her that thought about telling the rando to leave but at this point, if he hadn't taken that upon himself, she wasn't going to say anything. For a second, she did debate calling his bluff, but she hated to admit that he was right. "You had your eyes on someone, did you? Where is the bitch?"

[sherlock-is-ace]

we have fucking mice again 😓 i fucking hate living in this disgusting town full of factories, which they don't clean well (not food related so it's fine lol) and disgusting neighbors who don't clean their house or take care of their animals, and the neighbors on the other side who abandon their house for months at a time...

We spend so much time cleaning and keeping the lawn nice and trimmed, our only fault is the fact that how our house was built, we have space between the roof and a few walls where these fucking mice can hide... We saw 4 today (4 that we could count cause they were out at the same time) 😓 at least they're outside (for now)

[lesbianwyllravengard]

I know I'm so late to Bell's Hells but God Ashton's arc in episodes 77 and 78 is so damn important to me. The chronic pain they have felt all their life being something they've had to get used to and even embrace in order to fight but as soon as they take a second to think about it they get so angry and hopeless and feel broken and unwhole. God I know that so well. "I wanted someone/something to blame" I don't think anyone who doesn't have unexplainable or undiagnosed chronic pain could understand that shit it fucking sucks. Why am I like this. What did I do wrong. Why do I have to be in so much pain all of the time just to exist. Why do other people not have to deal with this pain. I wouldn't wish it on anyone else but who wished it on me. Why me. Fuck I'm tearing up writing this but yeah God I'm so glad Taliesin made the choice for his character that he did and tbh I'm disappointed in how the rest of the crew reacted bc they have no fucking idea what it's like. Like fuck, if I thought this super dangerous magical shard could help fix something in me, could in any way relieve my pain even if it's only to give me a reason/explanation for why I'm feeling the pain at all I'd fucking take it. Like yeah it was selfish and it was stupid but they have no fucking clue. Ashton's hopelessness and tunnel vision and desperation was so poignant and real

[princessnijireiki]

honestly sometimes disabilities ARE funny and disabled people should be allowed to say it without getting a lecture afterwards from able bodied individuals or other stick in the mud disabled people

[bbeeohazardd]

it's always "believe victims" until said victims actually try to reach out and warn people about an abuser who abused multiple people and then suddenly it's "trying to make a call-out post on an innocent person"

[imjustli]

What the FUCK was joja doing in my cave

[shiryawashere]

you ever miss your comfort character so bad you gotta go outside about it

[potatoesandsunshine]

hell of a feeling when you know you're Being Unreasonable but can't stop being unreasonable anyway

[undead-potatoes]

I just groaned and said "enough with this uterus nonsense" out loud to myself, these cramps are making me delirious

[orcnumber1]

These redpilled wannabe tradwife type chicks are so wasteful these days dude. talkin about some "so he ordered dessert on our date last night and I don't know about you but that's kinda gay and then he SMILED when he ate it I was like ick!!! So effeminate!!!" Um...and??? Do you have a point to this??? If you don't want him I'll take his girly ass to an all you can eat dessert buffet then! I'll order him the unholiest of devil's food cakes and sit back and watch his eyes roll into the back of his head while he's eating it too!!! 🖕🖕

[halfdeadwallfly]

three months until i get to go back to school. i can deal with three months.

[the-cooler-king]

One of those texts I kind of need to sit on before I decide how I'm going to word it.

I never know how to start these, but I always have an idea on what to say. Your opinion of me actually matters a lot & the implication that you believe that I lie to you or I'm not doing enough is kinda hurtful. It comes across to me like my effort is worthless to you & that what I want doesn't matter at all. I wouldn't bring it up if I didn't think you cared, and I know you're going through a lot and shouldn't have to worry about me, but I'm getting mixed signals that are really throwing me off. What do you want from me? Am I asking too much of you and you don't know how to tell me? I sincerely want to be there for you, regardless of what it looks like to get to that point, but if you don't want me there you can tell me! What you want matters just as much, if not more, to me. I'm not the kind of person to be hostile about things if they don't work out. I don't want to be another source of stress or negativity for you, and I don't want you to be afraid of being honest with me. I constantly question if you're just too nice to tell me you aren't interested anymore, and even if you are, I might need more reassurance than you can give me because I don't think I'm very worth it to anyone for anything. If you don't think I'm trying hard enough then tell me what I need to do to change that! I'm at the point of just not knowing what I bring to your life, if anything at all. You don't need to deal with me on top of everything else, so, I'm sorry for this. Even if you don't text me back I'll feel better once I get it out there. The only thing I've ever been afraid of is not communicating exactly how much I care about you & how much you mean to me - even if it doesn't matter to you, or you don't believe me. If there comes a day where we aren't in each other's lives anymore for whatever reason, I don't want either of us to question what could've been said or done differently or regret not doing more.

[foxgloveinspace]

saw your tags on my post and i hope you find that ‘spark’ to really go feral over sleep token again! they’re so much fun to be batshit crazy over, there’s just so much going on and they all seem like such genuine dudes i can’t get enough

that post was sparked by seeing a video of vessel sobbing through the end of ascensionism and like i was so done for after that. like physically shaking so i figured i needed a break for a bit 😂

also i think that altar sounds like an awesome idea! as soon as i move my dresser into my new place i’m setting up an altar on it

1). i am trying so hard to get it back, for real for real. I lit the candle I associate with them this morning, and thinking about the *altar thing has helped a bit.

2). share a link👀?? if you still know the video?? even if you don't know the video still, maybe send some others?? I would like to be a menace over them lol.

3). * I am now going to info dump to you about my sleep token altar a bit. Cause I am thinking too much about it lmao.

(readmore cause this got long and something... 'tragic' happened.)

(a little.. background, I am currently irl in the closet for everything including witchy stuff lmao) So far my idea for stuff on it includes: a small back prism, a small whale statue, a small apple pendant (each to represent the three albums). A bottle of oils (the little one I made, but also maybe something like the prayer oil we talked about). The candle I associate with them. I'm kicking around getting the incense holder if it comes back in stock on their website. bones/teeth (wolf, I'm thinking wolf). I'm thinking it'll be a little place on my main/working/creative altar. I might also try to find a tarot deck that i associate with them, I think that would be fun. something else I have been thinking about, but it would be so freaking expensive to do, is making a rosary with the 'offical' -

shit.... fuck shit fuck. I think I just spoiled myself on accident cause of google. I didn't see much but i think an old pic of vessel came up, but fuck google man. I went to google the official scythe pendant and google change sycthe (yes misspelled like that) to members for some reason, I am so confused and actually mad. Ok. I think I have forced my brain to forget. worst google fuck up ever.

ok, so ... trying to move on... I want to make a rosary with the official scythe pendant, some tahitain pearls and some black amber beads. I think that would be so pretty, and nice to hold and maybe wear. ( i know traditionally you don't wear them, but like.... I am making one to a band/fictional god lmao, it's not traditional at all.) but that would be very pricy for a piece of jewelry and I would probably never wear it cause of that haha. it would be like 400$ to be able to get the supplies.

[coolspacequips]

had some computer issues a bit ago, and my sis likes to make decisions about how everyone does stuff, and decided in helping me that she would also update my art software to the newest version without caring that i didnt want to do that. she was genuinely trying to be helpful and just doesnt know how unhappy i am with this

and i fucking hate it so muchhh, i dont care what qol updates there are bc i was nearly finished with important pieces, and now my entire program experience is shifted to the left and all of the same things i’ve been doing for 15+ years works fucking differently, which again, would be fine to adjust to if i had wanted it and wasn’t nearly finished with things that i need to actually look nice! i’ve honestly been super pissed about it this whole time and it’s taken any sense of joy or progress whenever i’m able to get 5 seconds in between everyone in my family having very serious illnesses every week  DFUCK`