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MDZS Severance AU: Get me out of here.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#mdzs modern au#severence#It is imperative to this AU that outie WWX and LWJ 1) know each other and 2) dislike the each other.#Meanwhile their innies are actively misusing their allotted breaktime to kiss sloppy style.#I know that some people might feel strongly against WWX being pro-severence here but here me out:#the pitch for severance would absolutely appeal to him. Letting another version of him to the hard work? Not remembering it?#Yeah... he would be absolutely into the idea at the start. I think once he learned more about it he might shift his stance.#As much as most people like to see him as a morally upstanding guy...#...the severance procedure 100% sounds like something he would write a theoretical paper on. if not *invent*.#I'll be back later to write more thoughts. Today's comic is unfortunately brought to you by stomach acid woes.#leaning over to draw was really uncomfortable and painful and I'm not really thinking well at the moment.#Sorry today's comic is both late and sloppy.#Edit: Okay my health is getting back to par so my brain is back online.#So glad many people are on-board or agree with ‘Pro-Severance Outie WWX’. It just fits too well.#Okay LWJ analysis time. I’d put him in O+D with NHS. for the hijinks and just how their characters would function in that role.#LWJ’s innie is caught with a sense of loss and longing. Something is missing. He’s never alone but always lonely.#WWX’s Innie feels the hollowness that outie WWX denies and buries in distraction and work.#Both their outies are Constantly on the move and working. Their outies connect over a slow day.#Two people who both feel empty and see that emptiness in each other.#WWX would have been in the basement for years. LWJ is new and struggling to adjust. They ignite each other’s will to fight.#…This AU might pull another comic from me at this rate. I have a few more things to say.
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I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#brocedes#like niki lauda had to try multiple times to literally parent trap them to try and get them on speaking terms it never worked#because one would arrive they'd see the other and the other would leave#& if i remember correctly the garage crew would swap around from race to race as a like see we aren't favouring anybody gesture 😭#and thats no shade to nico because it was both of them contributing to that environment#his comment re max is just making me laugh#like if i was a part of the pr/media team - which is a part of the degree I'm working on irl - at merc that year i would've lost the plot#like its insane reflecting on it nearly a decade later but the poor souls just trying to do their job in the eye of that storm#truly gods strongest soldiers#ngl the professional comment irks me a bit because its not like max is engaging in inappropriate work place behaviour#he's engaging in another aspect of racing that his involvement raises awareness of & that makes racing more accessible#& we all know how inaccessible not only getting into racing is but also to continue to pursue the further along you go#theres so many stories of 1 sibling giving up racing so the other can keep going because the family can't afford for them both to race#its a huge financial strain & we only see a handful of drivers talk about that & try to do something to change it#and nicos fellow sky sports commentators are routinely unprofessional on so many levels#additionally max had a lot of valid reasons to be annoyed at his team today#but alas he's not english so he's ungrateful#i hate that drivers can't criticise their teams or car without immediately being branded as bratty & ungrateful#ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR JOB IS TO GIVE FEEDBACK#you can see the double standards from sky when say Lando or George have complaints with their team/car v the likes of Max and Yuki#especially Yuki my god the things i would do to get the British media to leave him alone#this was a jokey post at one point and then became a rant whoops lmao#I'll leave it that before i write an actual essay here 😭✋️
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2024 Hungarian GP | x (edited)
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#the (edited) is quite unnecessary as it is most readily apparent lol but!!#I tried to rotate it 45 degrees ish and my lack of photo editing skills leaves much to be desired#anyways arm 😵💫❤️✨#I fear I'll be in a perpetual state of missing him#but I'll be savoring memories of him like light from a star still reaching earth years after its gone out 🌠#also that's overly dramatic hehe a new journey awaits!!! and I will be excited if he wants to share it with us!!!#until then I'll be blogging like its 2017 at times hehe#omg I was looking up top 2017 tracks and man there were some bangers that year 👏😎#okay nostalgia trip over I've been meaning to write but tbh I got myself all needlessly stressed!!#2025 is the year of not adding so much undue stress on myself - it's keeping me from flying!!!#also 2025 goals include drinking more water and less coffee 😒 sigh hehe#hope everyone has a very wonderful last day of the year!!!!#enjoying time with friends or fam or favorite hobbies ❤️#off to another chapter!! I hope good things are in store!!! 🎁🎉✨❤️#also if you read this far then hello and also my silliest yearning is Dan comes in to replace Liam in the summer#even tho RBR does Not deserve him and the stress of the sport with travel and media scrutiny are so much#retiring at 35? a dream!! but I do wonder what the vibe will be like after DTS drops#it feels like a proper goodbye had yet to come...idk#I'm still excited for Carlos and Max and Lewis and new faves too but#ahh I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before#and he himself said he's done!!! so! c'est la vie#not goodbye but see ya later (in supercars or as a globetrotting dashing sponsor or just kickin it on the farm)#I'm at peace with all for the most part!!! but I'll be missing what could've been all the same#anyways I should go touch some grass! I'll be back soon!!#thank you everyone for all the kind tags my heart is like 💖💞💓💗💕!!!!#I appreciate this space and y'all so much ❤️❤️❤️ onto another year together!!#many more memories to make!!!
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As someday it may happen that a victim must be found I've got a little list - I've got a little list Of society offenders who might well be underground And who never would be missed - who never would be missed!
INSIDE NO. 9 | S9E1 "Boo to a Goose"
#frames#in9#inside no 9#inside no. 9#in9 frames#boo to a goose#reece shearsmith#steve pemberton#if i can get through this hurdle at work maybe i'll have time to actually write stuff at some point#but in the meantime here's more frames. doing these posts has been quite...relaxing?#this is one of those eps where the writing is good but it's really the acting & directing that elevate it#and the SCORE! christian henson did great work here!!#the last 6-7mins are spine-chilling but i'm kind of obsessed with it??#and something i love is the subtle nodding wilma does when raymond first accuses mossy. it's a clue to how they vote later on#(i've talked about r's performance in another post already)#(i do love how r&s still find ways to stand out in the big ensemble pieces)#vagueeyes.txt
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Do you conlang? I was wondering if you had naming languages (or possibly even more developed ones) for pulling the words you use. I tried to search your blog but didn't find anything, wouldn't be surprised if the feature is just busted tho. Your worldbuilding is wonderful and I particularly enjoy the anthropological and linguistic elements.
Ok the thing is I had kind of decided I was not going to do any conlanging because I don't feel like I'm equipped to do a good job of it, like was fully like "I'm just going to do JUST enough that it doesn't fail an immediate sniff test and is more thoughtful than just keysmashing and putting in vowels". And then have kinda been conlanging anyway (though not to a very deep and serious extent. I maybe have like....an above average comprehension of how language construction works via willingness to research, but that's not saying much, also I can never remember the meanings of most linguistic terms like 'frictives' or etc off the top of my head. I'm just kinda raw dogging it with a vague conceptualization of what these things mean)
I do at least have a naming language for Wardi (and more basic rules for other established languages) but the rudimentary forms of it were devised with methods much shakier and less linguistically viable than even the most basic naming language schemes, and I only went back over it LONG after I had already made a bunch of words so there's some inconsistencies with consonant presence and usage. (This can at least be justified because it IS a language that would have a lot of loanwords and would be heavily influenced by other language groups- Burri being by far the most significant, Highland-Finnic and Yuroma-Lowlands also being large contributors)
The 'method' I used was:
-Skip basic construction elements and fully move into devising necessary name words, with at least a Vibe of what consonants are going to be common and how pronunciation works -Identify some roots out of the established words and their meanings. Establish an ongoing glossary of known roots/words. -Construct new words based in root words, or as obvious extensions/variants of established words. -Get really involved in how the literal meanings of some words might not translate properly to english, mostly use this to produce a glossary of in-universe slang. -Realize that I probably should have at least some very basic internal consistency at this point. -Google search tutorials on writing a naming language. -Reverse engineer a naming language out of established words, and ascribe all remaining inconsistencies to being loanwords or just the mysteries of life or whatever.
I do at least have some strongly established pronunciation rules and a sense of broad regional dialect/accents.
-'ai' words are almost always pronounced with a long 'aye' sound.
-There is no 'Z' or 'X' sound, a Wardi speaker pronouncing 'zebra' would go for 'tsee-brah', and would attempt 'xylophone' as 'ssye-lohp-hon'
-'V' sounds are nearly absent and occur only in loanwords, and tend to be pronounced with a 'W' sound. 'Virsum' is a Highland word (pronounced 'veer-soom') denoting ancestry, a Wardi speaker would go 'weer-sum'.
-'Ch' spellings almost always imply a soft 'chuh' sound when appearing after an E, I, or O (pelatoche= pel-ah-toh-chey), but a hard 'kh' sound after an A or U (odomache= oh-doh-mah-khe). When at the start of a word, it's usually a soft 'ch' unless followed by an 'i' sound (chin (dog) is pronounced with a hard K 'khiin', cholem (salt) is pronounced with a soft Ch 'cho-lehm')
-Western Wardin has strong Burri cultural and linguistic influence, and a distinct accent- one of the most pronounced differences is use of the ñ sound in 'nn' words. The western city of Ephennos is pronounced 'ey-fey-nyos' by most residents, the southeastern city of Erubinnos is pronounced 'eh-roo-been-nos' by most residents. Palo's surname 'Apolynnon' is pronounced 'A-puh-lee-nyon' in the Burri and western Wardi dialects (which is the 'proper' pronunciation, given that it's a Kos name), but will generally be spoken as 'Ah-poh-leen-non' in the south and east.
-R's are rolled in Highland-Finnic words. Rolling R's is common in far northern rural Wardi dialects but no others. Most urban Wardi speakers consider rolling R's sort of a hick thing, and often think it sounds stupid or at least uneducated. (Brakul's name should be pronounced with a brief rolled 'r', short 'ah' and long 'uul', but is generally being pronounced by his south-southeastern compatriots with a long unrolled 'Brah' sound).
Anyway not really a sturdy construction that will hold up to the scrutiny of someone well equipped for linguistics but not pure bullshit either.
#I actually did just make a post about this on my sideblog LOL I think in spite of my deciding not to conlang this is going to go full#full conlanging at some point#The main issue is that the narrative/dialogue is being written as an english 'translation' (IE the characters are speaking in their actual#tongues and it's being translated to english with accurate meaning but non-literal treatment)#Which you might say like 'Uh Yeah No Shit' but I think approaching it with that mindset at the forefront does have a different effect than#just fully writing in english. Like there's some mindfulness to what they actually might be saying and what literal meanings should be#retained to form a better understanding of the culture and what should be 'translated' non-literally but with accurate meaning#(And what should be not translated at all)#But yeah there's very little motivation for conlanging besides Pure Fun because VERY few Wardi words beyond animal/people/place names#will make it into the actual text. Like the only things I leave 'untranslated' are very key or untranslatable concepts that will be#better understood through implication than attempts to convey the meaning in english#Like the epithet 'ganmachen' is used to compliment positive traits associated with the ox zodiac sign or affectionately tease#negative ones. This idea can be established pretty naturally without exposition dumps because the zodiac signs are of cultural#importance and will come up frequently. The meaning can get across to the reader pretty well if properly set up.#So like leaving it as 'ganmachen' you can get 'oh this is an affectionate reference to an auspicious zodiac sign' but translating#it as the actual meaning of 'ox-faced' is inevitably going to come across as 'you look like a cow' regardless of any zodiac angle#^(pretty much retyped tags from other post)#Another aspect is there's a few characters that have Wardi as a second language and some of whom don't have a solid grasp on it#And I want to convey this in dialogue (which is being written in english) but I don't want it to just be like. Random '''broken''' english#like I want there to be an internal consistency to what parts of the language they have difficulties with (which then has implications for#how each language's grammar/conjugation/etc works). Like Brakul is fairly fluent in Wardi at the time of the story but still struggles#with some of the conjugation (which is inflectional in Wardi) especially future/preterite tense. So he'll sometimes just use the#verb unconjugated or inappropriately in present tense. Though this doesn't come across as starkly in text because it's#written in english. Like his future tense Wardi is depicted as like 'I am to talk with him later' instead of 'I'll talk with him later'#Which sounds unnatural but not like fully incorrect#But it would sound much more Off in Wardi. Spanish might be a better example like it would be like him approaching it with#'Voy a hablar con él más tarde' or maybe 'Hablo con él más tarde' instead of 'Hablaré con él más tarde'#(I THINK. I'm not a fluent spanish speaker sorry if the latter has anything wrong with it too)
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Life With The Lennons, Exclusive by Ray Coleman, April 1965 [x]
#john lennon#cynthia lennon#the beatles#ray coleman#kenwood#1965#wish we had a specific date for this one#given this is around the same time as help! writing and LSD coffee spiking#im not sure ive read another pre-1968 interview that sounds more like bitter 70s john#but some interesting things here#his comments on growing old consider he later called this era his fat elvis period#his game with the press compared to paul#sounding more enthused about films than recording#the guy who told john ab contacts#early glasses johnny#an appearance of nigel the dog#how he uses soft to describe him but then uses it to barrage the idk radio hosts?#i'll follow the sun coming on the radio and the absurdity of saying paul was 10 when he wrote it#(he was 16 at the earliest possibly 17 or 18 and he didnt finish it until he was 22)#they're so weird with referring to their ages in the 60s like j&p just keep saying they met when they were 12#(they were never 12 at the same time so its either shorthand or some absurd joke)#april 1965#john speaks#text scans#ad lib club
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#how do you deal with the disappointment and feelings of inadequacy when you see another blog post a fic about a character#you've written about get more notes than you#like what's the point in writing the requests in my inbox when it feels like people aren't reading them anymore#but then i feel like that's a shitty thing to think#because the person that sent me the request obviously wants to read it#it's so dumb because why am i getting this distraught over my writing when i don't even take the time to proofread it#idk#maybe i'll take a break but the last time i said that i came back like a month later lmfao#or i'll just delete this post and act like it never happened😋
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hmmm what animal do y'all associate with chiyo...
#i'll hold my own opinions for now but i will say i go back and forth a lot tbh#like i couldn't say 100% that she aligns with any one animal#the one thing i can say is that she gives me the impression of a creature that isn't completely harmless but perhaps easily overpowered#it has a bite but clearly other creatures have a bigger bite#if that makes sense#and i could absolutely ramble more about this buuuuut i wanna get lunch and give my brain a break#there's a lot i wanna write but it's hard to decide on what to start on rn#lowkey wanna write another tension/spicy starter but at the same time i wanna dig my hands into dynamics and plots#anyway i'll be back later <3#get ready to ramble | ooc
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AHHHHHHH GREEN FOLKMORE DRESS
hsehuehdheuduhebe GREEN FOLKMORE DRESS INDEED, I LITERALLY DIED CAUSE YOU GUYS WERE MANIFESTING AND IT WORKED!!!
#for those who don't know yet this is my favourite outfit from the eras tour and i've been screaming about it for months#and then she decided to wear it#for me#hduduehehbdnd#sorry i'll be super chaotic now#we are still in warsaw i will probably write something more later but rn i'm barely even alive#i have another ask about bracelets and i will post some pictures later at home or tomorrow cause i have a lot of amazing ones#🫶#i saved every letter you wrote me*#it's been a long time coming*
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Came across this GIF and... was Garcia trying for a hand graze?!?! 🥰❤🥰❤🥰 I don't think Lucy knew he was going for that otherwise I don't think she would've moved her hand 😂
But like... Shitmas is the worst, but I will still look at pictures and GIFs of Garcy from it (but I don't think I can watch with audio because hearing shitty dialogue would be extremely triggering for me). I can watch the São Paulo scene though (hello! SCRUFF!), especially how I edit that scene in my fanvid "Nothing Else Matters"
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I ramble in the tags, too 😂😂😂😂👇
#battleshipgarcy#battleshipgarcy insomniac ramblings#timeless#garcy#garcia flynn#lucy preston#i don't need a time machine to go back to change that Shitmas 'movie'#i need a machine that can take me to the parallel world where Timeless had 5 seasons & garcy lived happily ever after#also when i'm out of town without my laptop... that's when my fanfic writing brain comes up with so many good ideas#i spent the length of an entire movie last night typing fanfic notes into my writing ideas discord#i want to write but i can't until later next week#and i'm so afraid i'm gonna lose momentum bc when i'm out of town my (creative) energy depletes so quickly#and it can take days or weeks for me to recover#on the fun side of the trip i'll be going to a Titanic museum soon#which will probably make me want to write another Garcy/Titanic story#Youtube#oh! and... i got 2 more people to check out Timeless OG26!!!#aaaaaaaaand i got someone who barely remembers Timeless to start reading 'starlight & strange magic'#for a while it kinda felt like the better parts of 2018 - back when i got around 50 people to watch Timeless#back when we foolishly believed Timeless could get renewed or saved#damn we were stupid optimistic idiots back then bc later... Shitmas happened#and honestly if they hadn't 'resolved' the ship thing i think Timeless might've had a better shot at being saved#but resolving it in the way they did pushed away the majority of the fandom (the Garcy fans)#i hope Fate shits all over arika and lauren for the rest of eternity for what they did to Lucy and Garcia in Shitmas#💩#😂😂😂😂😂
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this was part of the tags of that last post and then i realized i was doing Too Much so i'm copypasting them into their own post and making them even more Too Much. sure
so anyway maybe one day i'll be able to draw my guys without redesigning them 42 times Imao
like i'd say it's just the swapfell brothers but stretch and edge have definitely got some shit coming for them too its just a matter of my own time and energy. which doesn't bode well for them but we dont have to talk about that
russ is mostly safe because it's obv kinda important he sticks to the Papyrusy Papyrus look so i can't really play around with it very much. ALL of his outfit details are important so whenever they change even a little it's gotta be a Thing. but i can at least still goop him
meanwhile the important parts of fluff are like. jacket. baggy. tastefully spiky. mostly masc. maybe a little grunge or emo flavoring but not alll the way & also honestly not even very intentional on his part. wannabe punk / teenage dirtbag chic if he looks like he'll make a room smell like really garbage cigarettes then you got it
edge has. claws. defensive-looking armor with spine exposed for the silhouette & also for the papyrus of it all. kinda fem but almost in a (in appearance ONLY) spy/thief-type femme fatale way. generally sharp lines & angles wherever they can fit. & all this technically only applies to his first outfit but i still think of that as his main one anyway & the other ones are in his poor little meow meow arcs so he's got other shit to be communicating by that point
and stretch is literally just orange & stick legs because i think they're funny. i guess the hoodie too but tbf its actual appearance doesn't matter more than the fact that he Has it & the shirt underneath because they both came from his brother. and if i can say a small spoiler for fun like 1/4 into the story he's not even gonna have that shit anymore. he's gonna be wearing an entirely different outfit and it won't even involve a hoodie. dude goes from wearing an orange sherbet hoodie with leggings & chunky sneakers to just straight up looking like a DnD character. he's got the ankle banded pants and everything
i guess the only really important parts of his design other than Orange are that it should be generally loose/flowy (but not necessarily baggy, more like linen) and his star pendant necklace. but i also haven't even designed that yet .so
i'm not even sure what my point of all this rambling is this time around but its fun to reduce them to their more basic features. it's like a puzzle to make everything fit their personalities so that you can tell what's up with them at a glance without making it overcomplicated. i love character design waahhh
#woe. ten thousand pointless paragraphs of bullshit be upon ye#this took like twice as long to type out as it should have because i kept pausing to google what the hell their clothes were called#and then getting horribly distracted 27 times. naturally#hell i got distracted at least 3 more times just trying to write these tags. its one of Those days#whatever posting now before i can keep getting sidetracked & it takes another hour i'll add character tags later maybe
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misc kazjun hcs of mine relevant to my writing (i.e. these are personal takes regarding the dynamic and history I write them with)
their first meeting during T2 was when jun confronted kazuya after one of his tournament matches. her intent was to arrest him, but he made the offer that if she defeated him, he would shut down the animal experiments and smuggling immediately.
she accepted, seeing the benefit of a potential quick resolution rather than a drawn out legal process. then, she knocked him on his ass in an unofficial fight (i.e. not a tournament bout). kaz kept his word.
jun stuck around to oversee the process, plus of course her more personal interest in trying to 'free' him of his devil, and they grew close during this time as he'd earned her trust and she having gained his respect. they spar frequently, often trading victories back and forth or resulting in a tie. at some point during the tournament jun dropped out voluntarily due to a combination of having achieved her goal, disinterest in the prize and title, and to have more time to dedicate to the decommissioning of the experimentation facilities.
kazuya consented to the suppression of his devil despite the power it granted him due to his desire for autonomy and self-mastery, not being in full control of himself bothered him deeply. he thought he could defeat heihachi without it (and was wrong; a mistake he rectifies post-resurrection at gcorp via scientific study and later in T4 fully subjugating and assimilating his devil.)
they did not break up nor did the relationship end. the two of them actually had plans for the future, once kazuya dealt with his father. of course, this closure never happens, but the important part is jun only goes back to yakushima when she sensed his death.
yeah that's right, she felt him die. :^)
they were and still are deeply in love. neither have ever said the L word to the other but it has been clearly demonstrated via other affirmations and gestures, and is mutually understood. they are also the type of couple to be old fashionedly reserved in public, but tender in private.
#personal#hc comp#i know there's more to add and i'll do the nsft ones another time maybe#edit later#disclaimer bc i rarely comply with fanon and do not expect ppl to agree with my ideas this is more a personal ref#and i guess info for those who have an interest in my writes and wanna eat at my table? lol
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debating whether or not for the new year to change my url. it's crazy since i had this url for like four years. a joke url became part of my brand but idk it might be a good change??
#┄─ 🥀 * OOC : jolyne’s ted talks.#(with the url in mind that mean again i have to change this blog around which i honestly not excited for this)#(but i have another url if i don't want the other blog name)#(i seriously need to make more my ooc fc caps just been busy and sick)#(i've been using it for years so that's on my editing list)#(i've been editing this morning and determined to finish those projects)#(plus i need to rest i was up last night and not good and time to eat soup since it's almost time for my meds)#(any thoughts or advice on this?)#(i'll be on later to just catch up + chat + might write)#(the day i change my url it will rain hell fire lol)
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Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care
#i have 14 hours overtime#collected within 2 weeks lol#you know how it's apparently mandatory for companies in germany to have a way track employees working time? yeah we're#the only company in the whole fucking country who doesn't do that (obviously that's not true there's probably plenty more but it's#still not right.) so we don't get paid overtime nor does it get acknowledged in any way#so technically we're not allowed to even it out (which most people try to do anyway because tf do they think they are asking us to work for#free) but I'm dedicated to not collect any more unpaid working hours so i take the liberty to leave work early this week#so today i left at 12pm (and then got home 4 hours later because another person decided to kill themselves by train. they should call me#first. or anyone else taking the train. I'm sure there'd be plenty of volunteers to do the killing if it means not another miserable day#stuck in a disgusting train). and i logged in again at 6pm today to see if i have anything important messages (stupid i know)#and i saw the missed calls and that there had been an email exchange with me in the cc talking about the 'changes' made in one of the#articles and that someone else could do that for me since i couldn't be reached and at first i felt ashamed and scared#but now it's honestly just pissing me off. that asshole can't write emails and communicate requests like normal people can he#he already called me last week about something completely stupid and acts like his matters are the most important shit in the world#fuck you if you can't wait one day you should have sent this a month earlier because i won't stay online everyday#just to see if there might be an 'important' change you want me to make Immediately. bitch.#also missed two calls from my colleague but she didn't send any messages about what she wanted so i asked her because i felt bad for not#being online and turns out she wanted Nothing. just hear how i was. JUST TEXT ME THEN???? I HATE IT HERE FUCK YOU#seriously i don't get paid enough for this to bother me so much. she probably gets 12-15€ more than me per hour#of course she doesn't care about her overtime as much as i do. i get minimum wage which is less than what I'd get if i still worked at uni#as a student assistant so fuck this shit it's really not important or worth it. from now on i'll only put in minimum effort too#sorry got carried away. rant over now i guess#void screams#work stuff
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can it be called lazy breakfast if its 1pm and i have been awake for 12 hours orrrrr
#maybe its more of a lunch? brunch?? since its lunch time but im eating breakfast items#anyways its agdq time and little bit of food to keep me content and then we try to write today#got a lot of personal stuff i wanna get done hmm#one thing i have done this year so far tbh is that ive been writing a lot more for just myself. stuff that i wanna do and never post#theres at least two fics ive only shared with one person and that probably wont see the light of day any time soon if ever#and im probably gonna write another one of those today#im kinda proud of that. i mean i try not to take pressure in making anything and posting shit and so far its working#lets just hope it carries further too#tho i should probably try to get something publishable worked on too. i have few longer wips waiting to be continued#maybe i'll poll this later. idk. we'll see#anyways i didnt mean to ramble about this i have food to eat lmao#night is an absolute mess on main#OH i do actually have something i can post after i rewrite and edit it a bit!#so gonna try to do that today yay :)
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Thinking about Her... (my Dax fic I haven't updated since last July which I really need to bring back from the war)
#I have about 30k more words written!! but later last year I just came down with a terminal case of The Shies that never really went away#another thing is part of me only wants to post ch3 after I'm completely finished with ch5 (the ending)#but also I low key think I've written myself into a metaphysical corner lmao it's ezri's zhian'tara and JADZIA IS HOSTING JADZIA AND#WHATEVER I WRITE ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO DO THAT JUSTICE IT'S TOO PSYCHOLOGICALLY COMPLEX FOR MY DUMB ASS TO RECKON WITH!!#(<- that's the excuse I keep telling myself but really it's just The Shies lol)#honestly it's really funny I'll be like ''well the central questions are 'what exactly constitutes a soul' and 'who are we when we#cannot be the sum of our memories' and 'are two people who share the same memories as distinct as any two people or nah'#and I just feel like I haven't come up with satisfying enough answers by the end yknow!'' *bonks myself on the head*#GIRL WHAT??? philosophers have been asking these questions since the dawn of time and still haven't arrived at satisfying answers; how or#when or WHY exactly do you hope to do so in your star trek fanfiction??? lmao??#my fics
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