#i'll need time to recover

[bluewlnteroses]

finally watched aftersun, when does the crying stops?

[mobius-m-mobius]

It's a pretty cool name.

Loki + the progression of saying Mobius' name for @percheduphere

[purplerose244]

BONNY BEING OBSESSED WITH MARCY EVEN WHEN SHE'S THE ENEMY AND MARCY NOT WANTING TO KILL HER AND THEM DYING TOGETHER AS IT WAS DESTINY LIKE WTF WTF WTF MARSHALL GIVING UP ON HIS DREAM AND GOING TO HIS MOM IN ORDER TO GIVE GARY A CHANCE FOR HIS DREAM AND GARY DOING THE SAME TO PROTECT MARSHALL AND THAT KISS AAAAAAAAAAAA I CAN'T GUMLEE AND BUBBLINE SHIPPERS HOW ARE WE FEELING TONIGHT

[lightineventide]

Eluveitie - Live in Sofia

This was an incredible concert! I had so much fun that my shoulders are now hurting from headbanging (I was not jumping a lot because the water they sold was in glass bottles - firstly, isn't that a security risk? - and putting one in your pocket meant extra chance of your pants slipping down XD

Surprisingly, I enjoyed Ad Infinitum's set way more than in Milan, apparently having Into the Night in it was enough to win me over. 😄

However, Infected Rain far outshined them. They sounded so much better than in the studio recordings I've listened to! Lots of headbanging occured here despite my plan. 😂 Luckily, there was enough time to recharge before the headliner...

At some point I managed to get to the third row, which was amazing, there more hair was flying. The songs were also flying away so fast. Even though there were 17 of them, I needed more!

Aaaand because of some people pushing for this thing it landed on the person's back next to me (bless the tape), resulting in me snatching it! 🙂

[identitty-dickruption]

the thing about knowing too much about subjects that don't matter to most people is that I have a mental catalogue of Words That Make Me Sigh Out Loud Because Of The Implications but I sound batshit if I try and explain any of it to anyone and also nobody cares

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

[byanyan]

okay!!! got a couple short replies to tiny starters crammed into my (still paused) queue... it's not much, but it's something. tomorrow i'll try to get a bit more done, maybe restart the queue, etc. etc., but. yeah. baby steps.

[luv-again]

probably shld do something with myself today before I fall deeper into Wallowing

[lia404]

"Ai, living has no answer."

"When we're in pain, we search for an answer to feel better. A concise, absolute answer. But if you really want an answer… it's that there is no answer. There are no absolute in this world. Even if we think there is, in the end, it'll only make us feel better for a moment.

If there are no absolute, then what's left?

Bonds. Bonds between individuals. Bonds between one another. That's all there is.

That also changes with time. A huge trigger can cause a huge change. Bonds may be severed. But new bonds can also be formed. So living is a series of bonds.

That's what life is.

I have to do that forever?

Yes.

That's a lot of work.

Yeah.

I'd need to be so strong.

That's why people become stronger. That occasionally leads to conflicts. But even if that happens, we have to keep fighting. Keep searching for bonds, even if there's no answer.

You can't rush living."

So I saw on MyFigureCollection that October 13 was maybe possibly Yusaku's birthday, although I couldn't find any reliable source for this. I'd have loved to do something nice and light-hearted for the occasion, but I'm still feeling too strongly about it all. So here you are instead: Happy (maybe) Birthday, Yusaku! Please have some trauma to go with your trauma. Here's to another year of fending off expectations and looking for your own life and its non-answers with eyes wide open and always filled with hope.

[theplantbish]

Today I:

Saw Käärijä live for the first time

Got a picture with Käärijä, leaned against his chest as he had his arm around me, made him laugh

Met Häärijä, had a nice conversation with him and got the best hug ever from him

Met Jesse, had a nice conversation with him and got a hug, made him laugh

I've been literally screaming for a couple of hours now 🥹

[vaquerobuckaroo]

My poor boy Kieran, they made him a dullahan

[ame-to-ame]

My friends are so nice to me??? I love them???

[astriiformes]

Curse of "thought of a really good Halloween costume but it is four weeks until Halloween and I can't move my arms above my head"

[idealisticrealism]

okay obviously I knew that this moment was coming and I knew that it was going to be incredibly hard, but god this ep just absolutely shattered my heart... what a beautiful and tragic goodbye for a beautiful and tragic character.

Rest in peace, Adan Canto.

Rest in peace, my beloved Arman Morales.

Thank you both for everything.

[quicksilversquared]

I know that it is perhaps time to go to bed when I'm reading an article about forensics (for my biotech class) and they mention use of proteomics for identifying insects to determine time of death and my dumbass brain went but why are they trying to figure out when the insects died tho

(they were actually using species of insects present to figure out time since human death, since apparently there are different waves of insects that appear as time progresses. I read that passage like five times before catching that, because I was so convinced that someone was hella interested in studying insect deaths. I need a break.)

[cosmos-fudge]

btw it's fine if you dont know how to feel about the election yet. to be exhausted and depressed, it's normal after something this awful and the way thing after thing has kept happening. you dont have to do anything yet. I know I've personally been too depressed to do anything but play stardew. I know I'm absolutely enraged and in despair, but if my brain is anything less than blurry and numb- even joy- I'll just cry, and it's fine to be like that. you dont have to figure anything out yet, theres still a few months. you can't expect yourself to be over it and ready for anything in just a few days. btw