#i'll love them forever

[tourmaline-dream]

some standalone sketches of <3 Them <3 from a couple weeks ago when I was figuring out how to draw them. more coming soon!

[hearthown]

when blueberry scones were just a sweet treat

and hawthorne was just a last name

when gray was just an eye colour

and cliff diving just a sport

when playing games and solving riddles were just for fun

and you could still hear "darling" without the g removed

when prague was just a place

before the inheritance games <3

[dreamingofmaidensandmonsters]

Another Hellcheer commission! This time by the lovely @bruleebaby. I'm in love with this 😍 They look sooo sweet in her style and I've wanted to see them in this pose for a while (he's so hungry for her 😂)

[vengesim]

A little bubbline to close out the year.

[juliyupp]

i watched it for the 4th time, forced my family to watch it with me, yay! 😁

did any of my thoughts change? absolutely not, i am forever grateful and in love with this special.

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SPOILERS AHEAD !

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i js wanted to voice my thoughts about one particular scene:

griffe noir and cat noir's interaction with each other, the fact that both their mums are gone yet they chose different ways of coping with it; cat noir decided to move on—well, as best as he can—he still has his depressing moments where he curls up in his room all by himself and only plagg to talk to. yes. he thought about being able to make a wish with the miraculous, but he wasn't willing to take the risk because he knows what would have happened if he'd make that wish.

griffe noir couldn't move on, just like monarch in the original universe. he hated his dad, hesperia, due to him being able to move on easily, carrying on with his designer work, as if his mother's death didn't even happen. yes, he knew about the risks of making a wish with the miraculous, but unlike cat noir — he was willing to take that risk — he wanted more than anything to bring his mum back. and i guess, his interaction with cat noir was a learning curve, it gave him the chance to start anew again.

Adrien: "Of course I've thought about it, but, everything comes at a price. If my mother came back-"

Griffe noir: "Our mother."

the way adrien accepts it and says "In order to bring our mother back" was just, heart-warming.

this interaction between the two really spoke out to me, and it's somewhat relatable in a way.

[butchingdyke]

dead kennedys brainrot

[bird-inacage]

1 YEAR WITH PRAPAISKY / FORTPEAT

My first post about Love in the Air was published on 1 September 2022, where I started speculating on what the Prapaisky storyline may have in store. But it was really when I shared my first meta 'Love in the Air: Sky’s Desire to be Loved' that I realised just how many others were invested in the Sky/Prapai story.

LITA was the first thai BL series that was on my radar before it aired, that I avidly followed during it's weekly release, and then far beyond. In those very early days, there were probably less than a dozen of us posting about Prapaisky here. And once LITA finally did start, it quickly dawned on us that the Prapaisky episodes wouldn't begin until the second half. The sound of crickets and the occasional sighting of tumbleweed would continue before we got some substantial content to feast over. Let me tell you, the wait was trying. Fast forward to just over a year later, and it's absolutely incredible to see how much this show and pairing has blown up since then.

I'm extremely grateful for how much joy both my mutuals and followers have brought me throughout this fandom. Even if this blog does shift to other shows or pairings, this couple will always have a particularly special place in my heart.

How did I come across LITA, was it love at first sight?

I happened upon the trailer, and these two immediately caught my attention. Sky entranced me with his big doe eyes, much like how Prapai was drawn to him that fateful night at the race track. I swiftly fell in the love and the rest is history.

What do I love about Prapaisky?

There's something I find very compelling but also comforting about the Prapaisky relationship. A story is more likely to stick with me when there is really poignant character development - something that can be found in both Sky and Prapai. Their relationship is a healthy union that makes them both better people. Prapai is humbled by Sky's love, and Sky is empowered by Prapai's.

(ABOVE: My full video edit "this is how you fall in love" is on youtube HERE)

Favourite Prapaisky scene?

I think the episodes I have rewatched the most are probably Episode 10 and Episode 13. But just to mention some of the scenes which I find most memorable: Sky holding back tears after his one night stand, Prapai coaxing a feverish Sky during a nightmare, Sky falling asleep in Prapai's arms during Last Cheer, Prapai's imaginary kiss whilst Sky is sleepy, Prapai's utter devastation when Sky breaks up with him over the phone, Sky's affectionate back hug when Prapai comes to him, Prapai begging Sky to cry, Sky wiping away Prapai's tears.

What do I love about Fortpeat?

My favourite aspect of this partnership is Fort being a hugely affectionate and clingy person, whilst Peat is smothered by his love. Peat tends to be the more quiet and measured one within the LITA foursome (probably due to being the oldest) but Fort brings out his inner child. I still can't get over the fact Fort calls him 'baby' because he acts like one when he's with him. You wouldn't have known this in the early days when Peat was considerably more reserved. Fort comes across as an unfiltered, energetic, massive softie. Peat is the grounded, silent assassin of a tease who is unapologetically himself.

The future of Fortpeat?

I desperately hope these two get a new series as a couple. LITA really put them both on the map, and I'd be incredibly shocked if they don't get cast in something new, considering their enormous popularity now. But please, please give them a decent script. We know what they're capable of and I want to see their talent given the material it deserves.

[starrydaze]

♥ forever soulmates ♥

[bloodgutzandchocolatecake]

i'm a deeply insecure person. in myself. in others. in everything around me.

i never see things fully working out the way i want to. whenever people try to encourage my endeavors i can never believe them more than glass half empty.

that being said, there's two people i do believe. they signed me when i first started & even through all my shortcomings, never waivered. anytime i needed them, i could call them & they were at my side. they proved to me time & time again that they were here. they watch my dog when i'm out of town. they track my location & make sure i get home safe on nights out. spent holidays with their family. when i got my heart broken they didn't let me be alone. when i had to be hospitalized they took me.

they didn't sign up for any of this. i was meant to be a paycheck, but never cashed out. instead they became my dearest friends. i don't doubt myself when it's coming from them.

[im-tempted]

There's actually too much love stored in old cave town songs

[alex-jacksons]

I volunteer 🙋🏻‍♀️

[inkskinned]

in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!

they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.

they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.

you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.

but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.

where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.

and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?

doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.

but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.

what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.

just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?

your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.

[artrealla]

golden hour cuddles

[abstractfrog]

Happy 1 year anniversary to Mr Sherlock Holmes! Here's a litttleee celebratory comic from me

[kourota]

⸢This story is for just that one reader.⸥

[buglaur]

i love the seasonal outfits mod so much