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I grabbed a bunch of caps for that last post so here's a few more in my favorite genre of bejíta
#silly hours#dbtag#i cannot express to you in strong enough terms how happy I am that super let him be silly and have fun#He's so happy and comfortable even when he's not. he's grown so much and healed so much i am so --!!#when you've had a blorbo since you were 8 and now you're in your 30s and blorbo chose to grow and mature and heal too it's special#and it means a lot to me 🥹 Never thought I'd see the day when all those headcanons I had were validated by the canon#i am constantly thinking about how toriyama said he shied away from more complex emotional plots because he didn't trust his art#but toya's nuance and pacing and composition skill is the reason he can and chose to write those kinds of stories in super#🥺 i just love them all a whole lot. what a team. toya is such a find.#anyway thank you tori & toya i owe u my life or at least my undivided attention span
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lando nostalgia 28.5/? • late 2019 • amazon+coke behind the scenes
#he just looked so good here#lando norris#thank you production makeup and hair#i owe them my life#lando nostalgia#mclaren unboxed#prettiest boy i s2g#i'd apologize for so many gifs but i'm truly not sorry lol
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I literally feel like I'm dying and I need to see a doctor, but I can't worry about that right now because
My bank account is literally in the negatives because I'm too disabled to work and can't make money but I can't worry about that right now because
I'm months overdue on getting my car new tags, but it won't even start if I could drive it so I need to jump the battery and get gas which I don't have money for, but I can't worry about that right now because
People are still expecting me to be social across numerous friend groups and it's pulling me in so many directions that I'm stretched so thin I'm running on no social battery for the last month, but I can't worry about that right now because
I still need to actually clean the house, do the dishes, clean the cat litter boxes, vacuum, and do my laundry... but I can't worry about that right now because
I still need to actually set up my new desk so I can stream since I haven't been able to do that for weeks and streaming is unfortunately my only source of income for how little I make every month, but I can't worry about that right now because
My partner is going through a really hard time right now and I need to be there for her and do what I can to make sure she's okay.
#People like me don't make it man. We just don't.#I'm hyper dependent on others to the point where I'd be homeless without my partner#I'm stressed day in and day out I get messages from people who want me to play games or hang out or just chat and I can't even#find the time to respond because I have 12 other things I need to be doing and those 12 other things aren't getting done because#every single thing I need to do is preventing me from doing something else and at the end of it all my health is getting worse and worse#and as it gets worse it costs more to fix and I can't get on disability without paying for a lawyer with money I literally do not have#and I'm losing it I'm literally going insane I'm pissed off because I see people blame the country I live in or the circumstances I'm in#and they act like they can't do anything and it'd be wrong of me to ask them for help#and I know when I die (and at this point it won't be long) they're going to act like this is the fault of america or some shit#they're not going to think about how they could have helped#and it sucks because some of my friends DO try to help they really do and I love them for it but it's so hard for me to see people#who don't make much money and who are also in tough situations throwing what they can at me to help me when I know people who have so much#they spend it frivolously on luxuries and I want to strangle them but then I'm not owed anything so it's not my place to tell them how#to spend their money or live their life.#and I'm tired man I'm so fucking tired I can't even stay awake for a few hours before I am too exhausted to sit upright anymore#I pass out and find myself without energy before I've even done anything and I'm only 29.
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tatort should fake kill one kommissar*in and have the other scream and wail and try to bodily throw themselves after them more often it fucking slaps (<- just watched requiem (2005))
#the way stedefreund looks at her when they see each other again ... the HUG ...#excellent.#tatort bremen#Also whoever's been uploading tatorts to archive.org sorted by year. owe you my fuckin life pal#why yes i HAVE always wanted to watch every tatort made in my birth year in order thanks#(my birth year is not 2005. i watched requiem aside from that just cause it looked like fun. and it WAS fun.)#you know if it had been inga who died in wo ist nur mein schatz geblieben stedefreund straight up just wouldn't have believed it. he would#have been up the nile digging himself a riverside house with his bare hands#dna analysis whatever he'd be like Yeah you fucking did that last time too! Just need to find her everything will be okay !!#and helen would help#Disaster. would've been heartbreaking but then again so is wo is nur mein schatz geblieben as is#and taken on the whole i'd rather not have them real kill the ladies#might make fun fanfic plot but then again what fun is making stedefreund upset if you can't even see oliver's big brown eyes and wobbly#mouth about it
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Experiencing religious ecstasy rn. If you even care.
#i wish he gripped my neck like that while I'm sinking full face between his tits. btw.#i want to suffocate between them. smother me to death you big shy hunk <3c#who said that.#anyway!!#i hate Disney but i owe them my life for publishing their books before the final edits to the movie are made#or else I'd have lost my half naked big tittied goth boyfi forever......#god. today I'm eating.#unfortunately I'm also still in the middle of my shift so I'm stuck here like this#bewitched bothered and bewildered#i should stop looking at tangled stuff. it's dangerous.#yet another peek surely won't hurt. surely.#f/o: attila buckethead
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a little something for the first anniversary of the episode that pulled me back into the 31st century 💚❤️
#literally all i wanted from hulurama was for them to confirm Cubert was alive and this ep did one better by officially making him part of#...the Farnsworth-Fry family... thanks for fixing Near Death Wish's mistake Ariel Ladenson i owe u my life#futurama#dwight conrad#cubert farnsworth#dwibert#i know what you did next xmas#kat scribbles#i know Dwight didn't CAUSE Cubert's haircut like with Miles and Gwen but if i'd written the episode he would've
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instead of picking a favourite; what's a line from the show you think about often?
The most memorable lines for me are the ones with such hilarious deliveries they just stick in my head and go around and around, bouncing off the walls of my brain like the DVD screensaver.
A big one for me rn is the rat in Skipper saying "he's so warm and SNUGGLEH"
And also lately I've been singing Lister's Lunar City 7 song while I'm cooking and stuff. But that's a catchy song idk if that counts
But one of the most iconic line deliveries that is on my mind rn is from Quarantine where Rimmer says "marvelous"
I don't think he could've done it any better
What's a line that you think about?
#ok so that answer was more than one line#but this show is in my head 24/7 I think about all of it#there are so many good jokes I could think of. maybe I would seem cleverer if I'd mentioned them#but it's the short snappy stupid stuff that sticks with me most#fmj: text#fmj#and thank you for the ask marty I owe you my life
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me: i have a whole list of esoteric bleach posts I wanna make! i should start on those
also me: what if completely ignore folder of ideas and instead
13̛͖̭ͯͥ̂ͣ w̹̩͎͛a̺ͥ̄yͯ͢s̒ o͂f̣̩̘̮ͫ̊ l̳oͪo̦̠̽ki̊͆̄n̛̥͔̘̹ͧg̒ aͪ̈ͯͤ͜t̲̪̻ ą̘͉͂ͫ̉ l̚i͕͍ͅeut̷eͤ͐n̈́ͯͅan̢ͧ̑̇ẗ̳́ͥ͟'̬͍̊ͧs̊̂ e͓x̙͑a͖̫͑ͫͫm͎͕̗̉̀
#someone asked me if i could share a sample document with them today#the doc was kind of a postscript to the worst year of my life to date owing to an exam/what it took to prepare for an exam#and i have a lot of unprocessed AGGRESSION about it and also trauma lol so now i'm like--think of all the possibilities for lieutenant's an#captain's exams!!! so many options!!#do you think if you fail them you get maggot's nest'd because they can't have surly vindictive non-captain bankai-having folks hanging out#i'd say that'd be an incredibly impractical talent drain (not that it would happen often because i assume these are the kinds of exams you#aren't even allowed to take unless you can pass them) but that'd be peak gotei#no brain just bleach#love that on mobile this post just says '13ways of looking at a lieutenants' great excellent not missing a critical word thank u mobile
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okay since it seems like at least one person on this website has played grimgrimoire now this is a PSA for anyone who enjoyed the game...
listen to me. you need to go to FF.net or AO3 right now and read every single one of dezopenguin’s grimgrimoire fics. there is a fic for every occasion. prequels, sequels, character studies, elaborations on single lines of dialogue from the game. there’s smut. there’s fluff. there are multi-chapter NOVELS of epic adventure and mystery. and all of it is 100% compliant with the game’s lore and mechanics. this person single-handedly ruined fanfiction for me because I have never managed to find a fic for any other fandom at this same level.
I almost want people to read these fics more than I want people to play the game because like the game is great but the fics build on it so much. so if you were unsatisfied at all with the amount of content the game had. don’t despair! by my count over 450k words await you. you have but to seek them out!
#GrimGrimoire#I've been rereading them lately#there's even new ones that I haven't read before#I'm so excited...#they're in kind of a weird order on AO3 I think#I'd probably recommend them in the FF.net upload order?#or chronologically which you can find on dezo's page on FF.net#my favorites are probably the hollow heart and suffer not a witch#but I love the whole canon man#also a rose upon his grave is such a good like. little horror vignette even if you don't know anything about grimgrimoire#that one's always stuck with me#anyway if you're out there dezo (on tumblr)... I owe you my life
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kill yourself faggot
Our relationship is rough right now, but in a few episodes we will be married.
#Pretty sure I know who sent this considering... everything#If you manage to see this even after I blocked you heres a list of reasons why I blocked you- since you want to know so bad#1.) Your views on sex work are regressive- I don't like how you demeaned that line of work simply because a of model was mean to you#2.) I am not comfortable with the way you talk about trans people- you are casually mysgonistic and transphobic when talking about them#You being trans does not give you a pass for this imho#3.) For all the posturing you do about the ZeXal skirts you and your friends are weird about under age characters + the post about#Edo being “apparently legal” was just gross to me. Your friend being weird about Yuri is how I originally found and blocked you.#4.) I don't like how you called someone a bitch just because they blocked you- you said you gave their art “nothing but support”#Before they blocked you. People do not owe you kindness or time or patience just because you liked their art.#You are not entitled to friendship or courtesy or anything at all just because you rebloged someones art.#5.) You hate Yu/ bel so much you call them a “child predator” I REALLY don't think you'd like following me considering they're my angel#When I have time again I want to dedicate more of my posts to Judai/Yu/ bel/Jun content and you'd fucking hate your life seeing that#So I blocked you before that became an issue.#I had you blocked for a while but when the VRAINS discourse happened I unblocked you so I could easily see what was up#Unfortunately I forgot to reblock you and I only remembered about your whole existence after you interacted with me#Usually I say shit like “Not everyone is going to like you and you just have to accept that as okay”#But in your case- there's a reason so many people have you blocked.#It's not because you have a “problematic fave” like you claim- it's because you have rancid fucking vibes#I'd rather people not interact with or acknowledge this post btw- I'm going to ignore anything further because idgaf about it all#I just wanted to annoy mr deranged by yu/beling all over their ask lol
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As soon as i unmuted brc tags, i started seeing the fucking horrors in jsr tags
#turning them back on#fuck this shit#it's not hard to tag things properly people#i will get brc things only by seeing my dear mutuals sharing them(owe you my life)#if i was extremely petty i'd report these posts for spam#my stuff
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wait i just flipped to the end and realized there's a few manga pages as extras i really hope someone's scanlated those already bc i canNOT get through this entire novel only to have open photoshop and start typesetting
#i used to wonder why typesetting was its own individual job when surely it's simple enough and the translators can just do it as they go#and then i actually attempted typesetting and realized what a fool i'd been#mad respect for everyone who has the patience to fill in all those bubbles could not be me#every once in a while i'll scanlate for a jpn artist on here either bc i just feel like it or they ask me to#and every time im like wow this shit sucks#the typesetting takes 3x as long as the actual translating lmao#anyway i'll do it if no one else has posted them but if someone wants to volunteer to do the typesetting i will owe you my life
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im still thinking about that dressed as each other costume thing and it's driving me nuts that the person I would usually ask "is this a couple thing??" is the person I traded clothes with
#fanfic ass situation#and i absolutely can't ask them anything about their past(??) feelings(???) for me because they're in a serious relationship#with a monog person they started seeing a matter of days before i came over and happily announced (with sincere obliviousness)#that i had realized i miss making out and i was poly and going to start dating again#if they do/did indeed have feelings for me i owe them 100 sincere fucking apologies for that bit of timing and the failure to read the room#bro i am literally not self aware i don't get signals or know what i'm signaling at any given moment#which makes me honest (i like you so much! more than almost anyone!) but clumsy (didn’t realize you might like me more than anyone too)#it makes me a very bad friend to say it because they seem like their gf makes them happy and they've worked hard to let themself have it#and trust that it's something good#and i want and need to respect that#but i really fucking wish they'd broken up with their gf back in december when they were trying to#or i wish that M was poly instead of monog#or i wish i'd gone to therapy sooner to figure my shit out#or i wish they'd said 'living with you made me my best self' FIVE YEARS AGO instead of last month when they moved in with their gf#bc i'm starting to think i'd have everything i want if i could have s and live with both them and e#but i've had to realize this at a point where my dating life is incredibly fucking complicated#trying to get e to move in and having r say the L word and realizing i might have feelings for my taken best friend and flirting w some guy#and randos at the bar bc apparently i want attention and to be kissed but i can't have it#bc the girl in love with me is hundreds of miles away and my bestie who MIGHT. MIGHT want that isn't available and might never be#i never see myself as desirable so i never realize i might be a messy bitch until i remember#that i've had like 10 people hint at or explicitly state romantic interest in me since i was 18 and i am incapable of believing they mean it#and i think i hurt some feelings bc i lack the self esteem and self awareness to realize i even could hurt them#unbelievable.#no one who knew me in hs would believe it of me but i really am a messy bitch
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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Long hair enbies exist, I understand you’re talking more mainstream media and the like where enbies are never really portrayed hardly at all, but the problem isn’t that long hair can’t be enbie/gender neutral. it’s that people associate androgyny with nonbinary. That’s now how it works. I am nonbinary, I have a very good friend who’s nonbinary; I look very much masculine and they look very much feminine. If you ask either of us what the most troublesome aspect of our identity is, it’s literally even other LGBT individuals who use the words “androgynous” and “nonbinary” interchangeably and practically demand we adhere to their standards of what an enbie needs to look like in order to be respected. I have finally come to terms with how I look, and some days I even think I actually look good; and you know the only reason I often strive to be more androgynous at all? It’s because I just want to be respected, because I am tired of being told I “don’t look enbie” or that I’m “too masculine to pass”
Until people understand that “nonbinary” or “enbie” doesn’t have to look a certain way this sort of thing is always going to happen. While I don’t know when this post was made, I will say that there are plenty of long haired men and women in media, if you pay attention they’re out there. Truth is, having a post say “give me long haired enbies” feels like one of those cases of meaning well but accidentally demanding someone fit your desires. I know it was very likely not meant to read that way but as an enbie who has been told how to dress, how to do my hair, how to act, etc. since I had come out as nonbinary it’s a situation where my only real comment is this:
You want long haired enbies? Cool, that’s fantastic; do it then. Do it yourself. Be the change. People make enough demands of us as it is. Design your own characters, make it happen. However please never tell me how I need to look or be in order to appease other people.
start normalizing long hair as androgynous. long hair can be gender-neutral too.
#If my comment makes you angry you can reblog it from the source#but boy I feel strongly on this topic#My comment is not meant to be rude or angry in any way#I just want people to understand that as a N/B individual this post really rubs me the wrong way#and like don't get me wrong! I understand the core message behind this#I really do understand the concept they're trying to say here#but it falls kinda flat when you consider that long hair is normalized as being gender neutral#If you're not someone who understands that I'd argue that you're part of the problem perpetuating the idea that it isn't.#When movie stars or musicians or celebrities in the mainstream media can all have long or short hair without it being considered gendered#and you still think ''oh but long hair is for women and short hair is for men'' maybe you're part of the problem#which I don't say to upset you I say that in hopes it might make you realize that this is a lot more normal than you think#and denying that isn't going to help progress us any#I've had long hair all my life and I've ANNOYINGLY never been seen as anything other than a man#but dear god please let N/B individuals just present how they fucking want to#do not tell them they have to break the mold or be something different than who or what they are#if you can't see why that's a problem there's a problem in your logic#If you're a N/B and you want short neon dyed hair fuckin' go for it mate! Live your best life!#and if you want to present femininely I want you to feel just as fucking valid and supported for it#If you're N/B and you really like your beard and you think your hair looks good short then I hope you know you're no less N/B for it#Nonbinary individuals do not owe you androgyny I thought we've been over this already#and we don't need to make something andro just so it can ''fit for N/Bs'' or something#Especially not something that is already very gender neutral#Believe it or not I'm actually kinda scared to say this shit because I'm no stranger to angry anons telling me I need to change myself#funny that ain't it. How someone who is a thing will speak up about the suffering those people go through and others will become upset#rather than actually paying any mind to it or listening or giving it a moment of thought#I know there's roughly 24k other people out there who saw this post and went ''oh fuck yeah absolutely agree with this'' and honestly#the bulk of them are probably N/B people#and that's fine but I think we also need to address this topic when we're saying such a cut and dry statement here#You want to change something? Do it. Do it your fucking self. Do not make demands of me. I'm frankly#very fucking tired of people making demands of me.
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Brand New Days, The Death of Me, Towards a Dream, Masterpiece Theatre III, and Full Moon Full Life are some of the songs that inspire EWS greatly
anyway-
#eddsworldstuck#ews creator#*takes comedic characters and throws them into the most intense emotions possible*#it was like that in the old version of ews too#yes it's specifically the remix for brand new days#persona 3 and persona 5 and marianas trench i owe you my life. my everything#i can't say more songs cause eventually i'd just be leaking most or all the acts & chapter names#i already said i named all the acts & chapters after songs (or at least hinted towards it?)#but these are some of my faves and some of the main ones#i am listening to towards a dream while making this post#for the record: old ews had a timeline that had 1 act name that was a marianas trench reference#i just went all in and named every act & chapter name after a song this time
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