#i'd be so annoyed ngl

[teddybeartoji]

in order to help me fall asleep and to stop tossing and turning toji really does just have to lay right on top of me and it works like a fucking charmmmmm okay it feels so good and tbh i think he likes to sleep like that too bc he gets to bury his face into the crook of my neck yk?

[crystallizsch]

hi ian i come bearing angst fuel for the yuusha as twsted elsa (maybe an idea for her possible overblot idk she kinda reads to me as someone whod preemptively isolate in the case she feels...blotty)

(also seeing that art of her playing violin totally didnt fuck me up im still nursing my bruised heart 🥴🥴💕💕)

https://youtu.be/NDldNaEZTt8?si=Wm71pgTltuJLjFvk

^^this is from the frozen musical where they gave a song to elsa to explore her emotional turmoil and it just fleshed out her character so much more than the orig movie (ok i havent seen frozen 2 oops) but just this section here:

Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive?

Was I a monster from the start?

How did I end up with this frozen heart?

Bringing destruction to the stage

Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage

anyways lmao i jus think the song is neat i think yuushas neat (i wanna see more of her ahehehe i love seeing infodumps abt ur yuus)

-diodellet

(throwback to this “what if yuu had magic” ask where i had a ✨realization✨ and this more recent yuusha lore drop that i gave zero elaboration on 🙃)

very rough ob yuu design??? idk i came up with it on the spot ;;; and it’s kinda based on disney’s concept art of elsa when she was supposed to be the villain.

evil ice queen vibes :3

also i know the ob monster is supposed to be based on the villain— which is elsa in this case— but lowkey. an ice monster is way cooler.

also also i just realized after i drew this i couldve done a grim/yuu tandem overblot ough 🤧🤧 (next time I'll do that instead if i ever go back to this concept)

(read more below because it got SO long)

AAH anyways hi hi dio!!! when i saw your ask i went —

— with this entire post

AAGH HOW MANY MORE UNINTENTIONAL CONNECTIONS ARE GOING TO BE BETWEEN FROZEN AND YUUSHA

i guess watching the movie everyday when it came out when you’re like 9 does something to your brain chemistry (and still haunts you at least a decade later) 💀

but anyways the angst ;;; overblot yuu ;;;;; my brain is rotting and the worms have taken over

also i didn’t even know that there was a frozen broadway musical so im gonna have to check it out later 🏃💨💨💨

(also dont worry frozen 2 is a nice watch for the most part but the way they concluded the characters did not feel 100% satisfying to me 😭 BUT i love some of the songs tho ;;; kristoff’s goofy 80s ballad song is one of them specifically, i need everyone to listen to it)

hfgnnfhfgv anyways thank you so much i’m chugging that angst fuel as i expand more on a possible ob yuusha with another infodump 💪💪💪

⚠️⚠️⚠️ ALSO IM SORRY BUT mentions of taking one’s own life so please proceed with caution ⚠️⚠️⚠️

i had to reread what my initial thoughts about it bc it was months ago??? and after rereading im just like, huh what was i on— (just that feeling when you just cringe at your old posts ;; but idk i think the insanity/cringe sometimes can loop back into being a genius and the cycle just continues)

anyways i’ve been on and off writing yuusha’s bio and overblot yuu was just at the back of my mind chilling but i didn’t really do anything with it.

but now that i have the opportunity,,,, im gonna go on the magicless route this time bc i feel like I've said all what i thought if it was an overblot due to her own magic.

so uh from what i gather overblots are a mix of overuse of magic + intense negative emotion.

since it’s magicless yuu, i guess the one of the general headcanons around the fandom is that they’ve been too exposed to overblots and then intense negative emotions suddenly just triggered their overblot.

uh anyways onto the elsa parts

Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive? Was I a monster from the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction to the stage Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage

THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD ;;; i really love how some broadway interpretations expand on the source material

and yeah you're right 🤧🤧🤧— yuusha would try to hide and escape, especially as she overblots bc she would try to avoid hurting people (and like elsa, it'd only hurt others more trying to escape bc of probably how she leaves destruction in her wake trying to make others stay away from her 😔)

(this is a small tangent but i remember thinking about an overblot kalim and i imagine him to be similar, like he would not hurt anyone intentionally in his overblot.)

anyways so the way it would go is that i imagine her friends got fatally injured either because a) she feels that she’s too “useless” without magic to help and wasn’t able to do anything OR b) her attempts at helping to try and prove that she can help without magic made everything worse.

and then she just goes into a guilty spiral then boom — overblot.

ALSO in the song, the way elsa briefly contemplated taking her own life but then realizing there’s no guarantee that would solve anything hnghgh (<- another unintentional parallel to my yuusha lore because that’s actually how she ended up in twst except she did NOT have the latter realization)

there’s this “yuu is dead” theory i’m just using and that the black carriage actually just caught yuusha’s soul after she took her own life from all the burden.

also some bonus angst context for that violin post :3

yuusha back in her homeworld is raised and known to be a gifted musician. people can feel the life and soul in her music but when people interact with her, they are usually met with an ice-cold (heh) personality.

the dead family member was the one who taught her music and the only one who was kind to her.

there’s always an expectation from her family to perform well and to keep up appearances as to not be a humiliation since anything she does can reflect on her entire family. (also hi, slight yuusha/jamil parallels maybe???)

the way she presents herself also stemmed from an incident as a child when she went apeshit on another kid bc she was defending a friend.

so from then on she was taught taught to conceal don’t feel those emotions — which just unfortunately extended to any positive ones, not just negative ones like rage.

so when she is brought to twst, there’s no memory of her being forced to hold back her emotions so she’s just unapologetically affectionate and open with everyone bc that’s how she really is.

but every now and then, memories of her breaking down haunt her in her dreams or as subtle reminders in the waking world.

then yuusha just goes on her day like she just wasn't reminded of her past.

(unnecessarily tragic lore my beloved, but anyway—)

another extremely brief tangent and bonus -> the two songs i had on loop while drawing pre-twst yuusha

lindsey stirling my beloved i love her music

the songs are such a vibe

her instrumentals in “lose you now” especially makes me feel some sort of way 😖

[adamnablelittledevil]

Tatiana Maslany is actually someone that would be perfect to join Interview With the Vampire at some point tbh

[loquarocoeur]

As a fellow student (not med, I’m not cool enough for that, unfortunately), I know uni is hard, studying is hard and at least twice a week, the imposter syndrome kicks in because you feel like everyone is smarter or more talented than you.

So let me tell you something every student needs to hear every once in a while:

YOU. ARE. DOING. AN. AMAZING. JOB. YOU. SHOULD. BE. PROUD. OF. YOURSELF!!!! *affectionate smack over the head*

Getting up is hard, getting to uni is hard! Going to lectures is hard! Studying by yourself is hard! And you’re doing all of this! And I know it might seem like you’re not doing enough, but you’re already one of a few people that actually study med and get out of med and visit the lectures and take time to study! And you are doing all that while also writing an insane about of ridiculously high quality fanfics about silly men driving in circles! And on top of that you’re also regularly posting on your tumblr, with posts that have made me laugh out loud on public transport on multiple occasions, which is only slightly mortifying, but that’s okay.

If you ever feel like you have to vent about life, there are people on here who will support you. And if you ever want to complain about boring lectures, let me know

- an anxious girl to shy to remove anon-option that had to sit through a tax law lecture last semester🫡

🥹 This is so sweet omg I really needed that

You've got a really good point there, being an adult is actually just hard and I'm just proud of myself for getting up, cooking and also eating food, washing dishes and showing up to half of that useless lecture from today even though I haven't even started studying properly for the test that's giving me ulcers (ironically ulcers also being one of the things I'm supposed to be studying. ha.)

I'm so sorry you had to sit through tax laws, that seems positively horrific, I'm glad you're still alive and with us after that🫶❤️

[zaytoon-nabulsi]

transformers fandom confuses me so much like how are the robots supposed to have sex??

[daz4i]

tragic: man laughs at people's jokes out of politeness despite not finding them particularly funny. ends up causing them to think this is his actual sense of humor so they keep sending him this sort of jokes constantly. he keeps laughing out of politeness. they say "knew you'd like that". and so the cycle continues

[cruelsister-moved2]

landlord has given us permission to chop down the ugly conifer shrub that was blocking all the sun from the patio ❤️ and while pruning and weeding the overgrown rose I discovered there are actually TWO roses in there so now im the proud parent of 4 rose plants ❤️❤️❤️

[teddybeartoji]

ok so i have mentioned it before but i've been rewriting the "i hunger to commit the act of touch" series aka the prince!gojo x knight!reader series bc i felt like my writing has improved so SO fucking much and i just knew i could make the existing chapters so much better.

anyway the question now is whether i should hold onto the chapters until i have multiple of them ready so you guys wouldn't have to wait that long for updates orrrrrrr should i just drop them as i finish them? both are still going to take time though so remember that .

i'm still me so it would still probably take me a long time before i finish ALL of them and so i thought maybe it'd be nice if you guys can read the ones that are ready in the meanwhile yk?

[pigeonrocks]

i got to thinking this morning (← he has just woken up) and uhm. when blitz says how the team would fall apart without him. i mean. hes kinda right? like as an observation.

uhh some story spoilers n whatever under the cut bc this is just one massive autism ramble cause i want this out of my brain <3

blitz is very correct on that front. the only decker the team had WAS monika. and im sure if sny other decker in berlin found what tf they were hunting down would dip immediately. but also- if your not playing a decker in dragonfall- then yes. blitz is very important to how the team kinda functions because of his decking.

like in the final boss of the feuerschwinge? if your not a decker you kinda need to bring blitz bc of the matrix point in that room that'll unlock the vents and get rid of the virus. and if you want to kill/free the apex really- any run that includes smth about jacking thats really helpful to the smoothness of the run if your not playing as a decker or someone with a decking skill you have to bring blitz along on some of them.

hes not WRONG for saying the team would fall apart without him. thats the thing. because of the feuerschwinge fight and the apex. it probably wouldn't exactly fall apart but his assistance in these very important story points is nothing short of extremely helpful. i can get why people dont like him however i just cant exactly understand why when hes just as flawed as the rest of the characters in dragonfall.

anyways- he was onto something abt his importance to the team and its not like hes incorrect abt that either. idk. i thought that was neat or smth. i would love to do more analysis's ..? of these games they're v neat

[nym-wibbly]

<-this

[shadows-highlights]

ignore this or dont i do not care right now

[nunap]

You can tell that the skz fandom is made of baby stays mostly nowadays bc the level went down bad

[threadmonster]

MSBY Black Jackals' bikini spotted at the JCPenney! 😭😭😭 I had to do it

I ain't proud of it, I don't know what the hell is up with the shading or face - I know that's not how things work, if I was using my computer I would have taken more time with it BUT GUYS I DID A SILLY, STUPID ART THING. I used to draw stupid shit all the time when I was a kid and man, it was fun.

[forcebookish]

marichat you minx

[minqies]

this job is killing me more and more every single day i work there