#i’ve had such a bad day man this rly is the icing on the cake
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guess who probably has to replay six+ hours of da2 because she didn’t realize until starting act three that a bitter pill never triggered for fenris due to low friendship levels
#BIG HEAVY SIGH. THIS IS SUCH A BUMMER.#i have to run through dissent + night terrors and then give him the book and if that still doesn’t work then im fr fucked#if it DOES work. i’m fucked but in another direction#this sucks so hard i miss dao gifts 😭#ughhh. busy weekend ahead i guess 😒 i was so excited to finally be in act three too#i’ve had such a bad day man this rly is the icing on the cake#jess.txt#dragon age#da
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wow the quality of the video really sucks after it has been compressed but well i don’t have a choice!
anyway, i’m moving back to tumblr again mainly cus wordpress sucks and it’s not allowing me to post videos unless i buy their premium plan which is tbh a no cus idk why platforms for blogging should even charge you for the features that they were supposed to have???? also sadly, tumblr also only lets you post 1 video per post limit which is why i’ve put the pics and videos i took into in one but it’s better than not being able to post a video at all.
so it’s our monthsary!!!!
we’ve been officially together for 3 years and 5 months now and wow, i’ve only just realised what a long time that is 😂 honestly, if you want to count how long it has been since we first met each other, it’ll probably be about 8 years now. tho han sees it as 8 years but i see it as 3y5m cus idk who he was back then ya know what i mean? like i know the 3y5m him now than the him 8 years ago.
han sent me his live location as he does so every sat, and i was late. even tho he came all the way to my place i was still late :/ and i was so sorry 😭 i know there shouldn’t be any excuses for my lateness but i have my reasons, even if anyone thinks it isn’t valid :/ so i alr prepared right? like i mentally prepared and visualize what i wanna wear and etc. and so i went to take a shower and all. and then my mom all of a sudden asked me to do things like ordering food for her, clipping her nails, airfrying some sotong balls cus she was feeling peckish. initially she asked me to order food, which i then did but it was immediately cancelled due to the weather. it suddenly rained really heavily. and then while i was in her room drying my hair, she suddenly said she wanted sotong balls which i then went to airfry. and then when i alr did that and continued drying my hair, she then asked me to clip her nails and i was like “i’m going out ibu later farhan will be waiting for me alr” and she was like nvm la it will only take a while. so i did that and then i had to just rush cus i checked his live location and he was alr nearing tenaga area which is so damn close to my place alr. then i quickly picked out the outfit i wanted to wear. i mean come on, it’s our monthsary and i wanted to dress up right and i alr had this mental image of what i wanna wear right? so i took it out, wore it and then i realized that it was still a bit rainy??? like kinda drizzling so i figured he’ll be coming up first to wait till the rain totally stops but he texted me asking me to come down instead. and at this point i was sweating profusely. yeah, it was rainy but i was feeling so warm from rushing and doing so many things at once. oh ya, i was wearing this satin white shirt with shorts and that was my initial outfit like it looks laidback and casual and effortless but i decided to change cus i was perspiring and it felt so uncomfortable wearing a satin material when you’re perspiring like heck!! so i ended up wearing my fav tee with the same shorts and brought my hoodie along. it’s also my fav hoodie from uniqlo. i think their hoodie quality is bomz it’s not too thick or too thin and i wanna buy more but maybe wait till they have sales or something. so i ended up just looking super hobo as heck like it just looks like i didn’t even bother to dress up and i felt sad but i didn’t want han to be waiting even longer.
so when i went down he was alr sitting at the seats at the void deck and i can feel anger radiating within him lol like i knew he was mad and he still had his helmet on and his rain jacket on and all. and then he gave me different options of where to go for our lunch and then i just sat there pondering for a bit. and then i asked him if he wanted to put the jacket and pants at home but he didn’t want to so he took it off and then put it on the table and he took off his helmet as well. and then i asked him if we could eat at genki and he told me that genki was one of the options that he forgot to list so we decided on genki! his anger didn’t last long and as he stood up to head over to his bike i went to him and open up my arms cus i just wanted to hug him lolol then at first he tried to act all “ew” and moved away but he ended up hugging me anyway hehe and then don’t want to let go lol so bobo so cute. honestly i’m still shy??? around him wtf. like when i initiated the hug itself i felt so shy loooooollllll and when he didn’t wanna let go it made me blush wtf but ofc he can’t see cus we have to wear the stupid mask bc of stupid covid. i hate it wtf my face is so sensitive and it’s breaking out bc of having to wear the mask so my skin can’t breathe. like what’s the point of me not wearing makeup underneath the mask when i still break out anyway right zzz hais. ok sorry side track a bit but ya hahaha so then i told him i wanted to show him something!!! and then he was like “eh eh who said you let go” or was it “who said you can stop hugging” but it’s either one la hahaha then i took his hand and pull down my mask and then kissed his hand 😂 then i told him to look and i said “no transfer”!!!!!! hahahahaha cus i was wearing this lipstick and wtf man the formula is damn amazing really didn’t transfer anywhere at all. i even kissed my own hand and i even drank water but not transfer AT ALL. it was a gift i got from two years back i think hahaha for my bday from rai, a kylie kit and i haven’t worn it out before mainly bc the color didn’t suit my skintone cus the shade felt so light but when i wore it this time it felt like the shade was darker somehow? idk if i became pale from staying at home all the time or idk lol but i like the shade now 😌
oh at first i didn’t wanna go to tampines cus we always go to tampines hahaha and i guess i made a face and han teased me about it lol as much as it annoys me it’s a good kind of annoying? 😂 cus he’s so cute whenever he teases me in that way lolol but we ended up just heading to tampines anyway cus he wanted to save up on petrol also and i thought ok ya cus he has to work now and he has to go to and fro everyday so it’s better for him to save the petrol as well. i put on my hoodie and then we went to the usual parking spot at tampines. and then bc both of our masks were down i could actually kiss him hehe. and then from there we walked to the front entrance of the mall cus of this covid there’s only one in and out entrance but entering was a breeze tbh cus even tho there was a long line, we didn’t have to wait long.
then we went up to the escalator. and genki wasn’t crowded at all either so that was great!!! we did the safe entry thing, got our temperature taken and got our seats. then we ordered some food hehe. i was excited cus lol i love genki. not as much as i love my bf but if i have to choose an express sushi shop i would choose genki 😂 i wanted something soupy and filling so i got their beef udon since i alr had their duck udon the previous time we went there. and then i got a drink and chawanmushi as an appetizer. i love their chawanmushi as well and it’s something i will always get. i used to buy their clams miso soup but since it was taken out of the menu, i got their chawanmushi instead. and i was so happy when han decided to try the chawanmushi!!!!! i’ve always knew him as someone that wasn’t into eggs but he actually liked this one!! and he even ate the prawn and the naruto/japanese fish cake when i fed it to him omg 😭😭😭 i was legit so happy wtf hahahaha and then his fried squid came, also one of the hot foods i will always order but usually i’ll get it if i didn’t buy any of the udon. but since i alr got the udon i didn’t order it. and then his mini chicken teriyaki don came and lol the bowl was rly so mini ahahaha i wish i took a picture of it but i didn’t. but it was worth for the price of $4 i think since it was actually filled to the brim. there was even slices of tamago in it. he fed me a spoonful and it was nice!!! i’m gonna try that next time i go to genki if i’m feeling like eating rice 😂 i like udon cus of the chewy texture of the noodles and the soup. and then a plate of mentaiko fries came 🤤 there was A LOT of mentaiko on it it was so amazing and i was so surprise cus i didn’t order it but at the end of the day han said that he saw that i didn’t order the fries so he ordered it for me 🥺😍 so sweet hais and i really enjoyed it. i love genki’s mentaiko sauce it’s so damn goooooodddddd. so salty so nice. and then my udon came hehe and i devoured it. i fed han some too and gave him one of the fish cakes cus i think they made a mistake and put two pieces. the udon was so good i love it hahahaha. and then han ordered a seaweed roll, 2 more beef sushi and 1 mentaiko salmon for me hehe yes i know how to eat salmon now!!!! but it must be seared. i still can’t eat raw ones unless i rly dipped it in soy sauce or if it’s cut super thinly then maybe can try 😅
then after we finished eating, we went up to see if we can catch a movie. i wasn’t sure if we’re allowed to sit together so i asked him to ask first if we have to be separated and yay we don’t have to separate!!! so we decided to watch train to busan 2: peninsula. since we alr watched the first one together and there wasn’t much movies that were showing so we decided to catch the 5:10pm slot. it’s been so so so long since we last watched a movie tgt so this was nice. we didn’t get anything to eat since we just ate and i was still full but we had some time so we went to fairprice and got some candies. then farhan bought a root beer slushy which turns out to be scam!!! cus it’s just ice and it was practically solidified even after the movie was over it didn’t even melt much within 2 hours wtf. and then he also got a hotdog bun 😂
the movie was great. not as great as the first one cus the first one was definitely much more impactful but this one was not too bad. a bit too much “racing” scenes but i guess it’s to keep its audience on the toes. the storyline is a bit meh as well but i guess the suspense from some parts made up for it. it’s quite tragic though.
and then after the movie, i asked han if he still wanted pizza but when we saw the queue there was still a bunch of people waiting for their orders. even some foodpanda and grab delivery riders were waiting so i told him we’ll just order in and at first he was like we’ll see how but i ordered anyway. then we went out to head home and han finally lighted a cigarette. hahahaha he actually had to suppressed his desire to smoke cus we didn’t have time since i chose the earlier slot for the movie and im so proud of him for being able to suppress the feeling and yet not turning into a cranky momok.
while on the way back, he wanted to top up some petrol so we stopped by spc and then he wanted to top up his cashcard so we had to go one big round from the carpark to where he can top up his card but the machine is stupid!!! and he got upset cus he wasn’t able to top up his card. i think he still prefers the card with chip reader than the contactless ones. so then we decided to head to 7-11 so he can purchase one with chip but they ran out. so we decided to find another petrol station cus he said usually it’s being sold there too. so we did and this time round i guess i was being cranky cus the seat of his bike was eating into my skin and it hurts like heck so i told him to just top up the card since they don’t have the chip ones and he needed to top up anyway but then in front there was another petrol station and apparently they had a chip + contactless card there and i think they only accepted cash for it so he came out and then went in back and bought one there. and i was still cranky lol and i was perspiring so much both from my scalp to my body and it was drizzling too so all i wanted to do was head home so i got upset and i lashed it out on him when we made our way back cus he kept trying to make a joke out of the pain i felt and it just triggered me cus it’s like he doesn’t understand how much it hurts??
but it’s not his fault. cus i’m the one that chose to wear shorts even tho i know how much it hurts when i sit too long on the bike. and then he said he’ll cut the netting off but i was like no wtf. cus 1, we don’t meet everyday which sucks but ya we don’t and thus i’m not the one sitting on the back of his bike everyday so having to sit one day out of the week doesn’t bother me as much as having to sit on it everyday ya know what i mean? and 2, the parts that are still protected which is probably about 90-80% of the seat is still useable so it’ll be able to help protect the other areas from getting damage by the claws of cats.
and then when we got back, he wanted to pass his gummies to me but no one in this household eats gummies or candies. my mom can’t even eat sugary content cus of health, my dad isn’t a fan of gummies or candies he much prefers chips and chocolates and my brother too prefers chocolates or ice creams. i don’t like sugary content either but unless it comes from cakes or pastries or ice creams or chocolates so rly, no one is gonna eat it. and then he got mad at me and all i could hear was “you do to me can but when i’m doing it to you cannot” and i didn’t get what he meant by that tbh so i just kept quiet all the way till we’re home. i quickly took off my hoodie, changed into a more comfortable shorts went to take a piss and then went into my room. i sat down for awhile in front of the fan cus i was sweating so much and then i cooled down before i apologized to him and then asked him if he was still upset. i tried to get him to explain what he meant but couldn’t get anything out of him cus he just prefers to sweep it under the rug whereas i like to talk about it so i can see what i did wrong or which areas i have to improve or change so it can better our lives ya know but he’s not like that and i have to understand it so i just kept quiet and then i kissed him and stroked his face and hair a little.
and then he asked me if the pizza was here and i said ya hahaha it’s alr in the kitchen and whether he wants me to take it so he was like yes and as i was going to take the pizza he grabbed me and hugged me tight and i just instantly melted. it was genuinely hot lol i like this kinda shit hahahahaha but i’ve always felt afraid that i was gonna hurt him with my weight so i didn’t dare do anything that will shift my whole weight onto him but he didn’t care and he said it doesn’t hurt 🥺 haissss
honestly going home was all i was looking forward to. it’s not bc i’m horny lol or maybe that’s one of the reason but it’s mainly bc i just want to lay in his arms and just cuddle and give him kisses and also receive kisses. i’ve missed him all week long and we haven’t really been able to talk much since he’s working and he’s always tired when he gets home but it’s good that he’s working hard for his future and for our future.
and then the time for him to head home came. a truly saddening end of the day and he left a little later than usual but i’m just glad he got home safely and didn’t get lectured for being home a little late.
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☾ cute character questions ☽
THE BASICS.
NAME : eliza josephine ibbson. AGE : 27. ZODIAC SIGN : scorpio. ONE GOOD TRAIT : she loves children and is really great with them !!! ONE BAD TRAIT : everything else about her personality.
HABITS.
ONE BAD HABIT : setting aside the murder for smthn more Mundane , she chews Everything. headphones , keys , bits of fucking rubber , whatever ( and she alWAys forgets to bring gum with her ). ONE GOOD HABIT : ummmmmmmmmm she’s pretty devoted to her job ? she’s almost always punctual and takes it pretty seriously and in general is a pretty excellent employee. ONE HABIT THEY CAN’T BREAK : picking fights when she’s drun k to try and hurt herself >:| like she recognises it’s stupid bc 1 ) it’s a waaaay more obvious to Hurt People than her usual murders and stuff so it’s a LOT more likely to get her picked up by the law and 2 ) she hardly ever actually gets hurt jfc i mean it’s p rare for her to find a human that can take her and when she doEs she ends up getting herself in like , gang fights and being seriously fucked up jfc. ONE THEY’VE BROKEN : smoking !!! tbh she didn’t take it up for long , it was just a few stressful months but still she tried to quit a couple of times n couldn’t but !! she stopped eventually i’m proud. WHAT THEY’RE AFRAID OF : being powerless again. although she knows realistically that nothing like her captivity will ever happen again , there’s always that paranoia in the back of her mind that makes her properly Panic when even a LITTLE power is taken away from her.
FAMILY.
THEIR PARENTS NAMES : david ibbson , josephine pink ( those two are her biological parents ) , adriel alexander. THEIR SIBLINGS NAMES : felix pink , babel alexander , abigail ibbson , arwen ibbson. FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY : probably fishing with her dads ? it was a big thing in their family and they ate a lot of fish to avoid hunting. it’d often be a whole family outing and they’d drag josephine along even though she hAted it and was always cold and wore like twelve layers and then eliza taught the twins when they were old enough and !!!! idk man wholesome shapeshifter family fun. FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD TOY : well bc of the vast number of siblings she had , nearly all her toys were shared ( and then lost , broken , washed away in the sea ... ). she had her own gameboy which was AWESOME and felix had one too so they would share games and play together a lot that was cool. also each kid did get their own spade , like a proper nice metal one and eliza loooved that. hers was red and a lil too big for her when she got it but still whenever they went down to the beach n were making sandcastles she would do all the digging and leave the actual Making to the others ( and she dug a good few holes in their tiny patch of garden in protest from being brought home at dusk ). EMBARRASSING STORY : she really doesn’t get embarrassed a lot tbh ? i mean she does dumb things or makes mistakes but they tend to turn into either funny stories , bad hangovers , or Serious Emotional Trauma so lmao. idk tho i literally can’t think of a single one apparently eliza has been spared the emotion of embarrassment in general wtf. FAVOURITE FAMILY MEMBER : felix. HONESTLY , ok , she really does adore her entire family and misses them sooooo fucking muuuuuch it hurts me to think about it but. man felix has always been her closest friend and the purest lil ho ok they’ve supported her sm and made her passionate about things she’d never even care about and. god when they were in london felix was her entire fucking world ok she loves them s o mu c h it makes me so sa d they’re not in her life she’d be so much happier >:| A STORY ABOUT THAT FAMILY MEMBER : exCELLENT ok i’ve so briefly mentioned this in another post but !! so felix has been v attached to the lgbt+ community and their queer identity pretty much forever and when they moved to london felix was going to every pride event they could FIND and the entire gang was dragged along to pride every year. highlight of felix’s year. and THEN this one year. so the gang are just out and about the night before the parade and they sorta split up so think nothing of it when felix and a couple of the others aren’t home the next morning. BUT just before they’re about to leave one of the missing ones comes running back saying felix is at fucking hospital.
turns out that last night they’d met a drag act that was performing this morning and had been invited to join so. felix got their drunk ass in 10 inch heels on stage at like 11am that morning. and fell flat off and broke their leg is now in fucking hospital. the gang is literally about to leave and are super disappointed but eliza’s like u know what nah which hospital they at. drags the gang around there and storms in to essentially break felix out ( who is of course still hammered and , like , crying with happiness at seeing them there ). they cover up their half - done cast with glitter and rainbow face paint and CARRY THEM all the way to the parade. felix gets the best view of their life sitting on top of everyone’s shoulders and is generally adored by the parade crowd. best pride ever , man.
WHAT THEY PREFER.
COFFEE OR TEA ? probably tea if she had to choose ? SHOWERING IN THE DAY OR NIGHT ? normally like 4am when she’s all blood - sticky Gross :/. TAKING BATHS OR TAKING SHOWERS ? showers but nice bath bomb baths are ok. TV OR MOVIES ? ehhhh tv i guess she doesn’t really watch either which i Detest her for. WRITING OR READING ? reading. but even that is only like , reading on the tube if she’s been recommended something recently. PLATONIC OR ROMANTIC LOVE ? platonic. romance can succ. ICED TEA OR LEMONADE ? iced tea she’s a starbucks ho. ICE CREAM OR SMOOTHIES ? ice cream om g she’s end ur life for a flake 99 any time of day. CUPCAKES OR CAKE ? cupcakes all the way. BEACH OR MOUNTAINS ? B E A C H.
FAVOURITES.
SONG : idk it changes every few months / couple of years depending on new releases , but there’ll always be songs she has amazing memories of ( esp from when she was in a band with felix ). forgive & forget by the kooks is up there rn. BAND : bastille !!! she likes a lot of sorta ‘ indie pop ’ but bastille is her forever fave. OUTFIT : her aesthetic is a weird bit between Very Normal and Indie Art Ho and also varies a LOT depending on face. her fave is probably a big - ol vintage teen , high ponytail and skinny or mom jeans. and always sneakers jfc. she has a couple of pairs of converse that are worn THIN. PLACE : the seaside in general , but the coast where she grew up in kent is heaven for her. she’ll never go back for the fear of it , or of seeing her family , but she aches for it , man. MEMORY : there are so many from her childhood and time with the gang. new year’s sitting on the beach in the dark with her family , all freezing and watching the fireworks over the sea ... skipping school to try out for band competitions with felix and playing on stage ... fucking sitting in mcdonalds at 2am with the gang playing drunk irish snap and making the employees join in ... dude i’m sad she really enjoyed shit before everything went to bollocks ok briNg eliza back her fa Mi l y !!!!!! PERSON : now her family’s gone ... she ain’t got one lmao. MOVIE : she doesn’t really like movies i hate her i hate her i hATE HER. SHOW : same as above idk ?? she quite likes house n greys anatomy n trasy medical dramas like that. she’ll watch whatever people are raving about tbh.
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all of the ice cream asks? Or every other flavor
this took me so long but it was fun, thank u!
chocolate: when was your first kiss?
freshman year of high school, i was probably 14
french vanilla: how old are you?
19
cotton candy: three places you want to travel to?
spain, austria, & argentina
strawberry: a language you wish you could speak?
spanish!! i took it from kindergarten - sophomore year of high school, but i can only recognize phrases here & there
coffee: favorite cosmetic brands?
nyx & kat von d (i know she’s problematic, but if we canceled every single problematic person, we couldn’t support any brand or celebrity)
mint chocolate chip: indoors or outdoors?
outdoors if the weather’s nice
cookie dough: do you play any instruments?
piano & cello
rocky road: favorite songs at the moment?
fuckthepopulation - suicideboys
october - lil peep
og beeper - asap rocky
bad things - mags
sea of love - cat power
butter pecan: favorite songs for life?
always anything by modern baseball i’ll be emo forever
cheesecake: what’s your zodiac sign?
capricorn
toasted coconut: the beach or the pool?
the beach but i don’t like getting in the ocean
chocolate chip: what’s your most popular post?
i think a picture i took a long time of a flower
bubblegum: books or movies?
books
pistachio: manga or anime?
neither sry
salted caramel: favorite movies?
the hannibal series
birthday cake: favorite books?
the harry potter series of course & the secret life of bees by sue monk kidd
peanut butter: favorite academic subject?
math
black raspberry: do you have any pets?
i have 2 cats at my parents’ house!! i’m moving out in a month & don’t get to take them, so we’ll probably get a lil baby of our own
mango: when and why did you start your blog?
when i was like??? 13-14???? and bc i was emo i was one of those black & white depression blogs for a hot min
mocha: ideal weather conditions?
sunny but with a nice breeze
black cherry: four words that describe you?
this one’s hard,,,,,,, ambitious, kindhearted, fragile, & anxious
neapolitan: things that stress you out?
crowds, men
raspberry truffle: favorite kind of music?
indie probably
chocolate marshmallow: favorite brands of candy?
mmm those lil strawberry candies that old ppl give ya? delicious
toffee: a card game that you’re good at?
euchre
lemon custard: do you eat breakfast?
yes
dark chocolate: turn ons?
my man
fudge: turn offs?
people assuming it’s cool to send me dick pics or asking me for sex bc i’m open about my sex life on social media
peach: how do you relax?
light some incense, smoke a blunt, & read a book or doodle
praline: a popular book you haven’t read yet?
recently i’ve been wanting to read dracula! a classic that i never got around to in high school
superman: do you like sweaters?
oversized men’s sweaters are the comfiest things ever
cherry: do you drink tea or coffee?
both, but more frequently coffee
dulce de leche: an instrument you wish you could play?
i rly just wish i was more skilled w the cello
blackberry: have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yes, the specific memory coming to mind is one from middle school but it was iconic
ginger: a new feature you wish tumblr could have?
i’m not on here enough to really care, i just pop up randomly, reblog some things, & disappear for the rest of the day
blueberry lemon: favorite blogs?
^^^
almond: favorite mean girls quote?
i haven’t seen it in so long, i wouldn’t know
butterscotch: what color are your nails right now?
not painted, i work in a restaurant
cinnamon: have you ever been confessed to?
i’m sure i have
blue moon: have you ever had a crush on someone?
of course
cappuccino crunch: do you take naps?
lmao i don’t even sleep at night
mint: the most embarrassing thing you’ve ever done?
i have absolutely no idea i try to repress all embarrassing or bad memories
EDIT: i literally mentioned it up above it was definitely my black & white depression posts tumblr phase
brownie batter: do you like sushi?
i’m vegetarian so i can’t eat most of it, but i’ve tried some veggie rolls & they were good!
key lime: where do you want to be right now?
this is gay but in my bf’s & my new apartment that we move into next month!!!
red velvet: do you wear prescription glasses?
am i supposed to? yes. do i? absolutely not.
green tea: favorite flavors of ice cream?
mint chocolate chip or something coffee flavored for sure
i just deleted the fav manga/anime ones bc i’m not into either
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