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queerhydrangea · 7 months ago

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had a lovely evening with some very cool people and now i’m yet again wondering if i should move back to berlin: if i’d live here i wouldn’t have left the nice gathering this early and yet, living in berlin was one of the most lonely experiences i’ve had in my life. but if (one of) the most important person(s) in my life is gonna move to berlin, do i not go??

#i’ve been fully crying on the train about this wft #(and i’m drunk)#i kinda don’t want to go back to berlin (bc my parents are close & these lonely experiences feel so close)#but these lovely people would give me a job in a heart beat and if l actually moves here. i also have to??#i cannot image a life without her living less than 10 minutes away #but she’s gonna have these friends here that i don’t really vibe with #aghhh. i have to stop thinking about it like this. it drives me insane #rambles

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