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♱ : 𝐈’𝐕𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐃… — SUNDAY!
fem!reader, fluff, in love with sunday’s wings, he’s a little floofy, possessive sunday if you squint, i wanna bite him :), definitely didn’t proofread but i came out of the woodworks for this man
there’s something that you’d noticed about 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐘 that for some reason you hadn’t before. it wasn’t the way that he preened himself in the mirror before a meeting, nor was it how he pinched the bridge of his nose whenever an issue was placed upon his desk. the oak family head was pristine — every detail on and of his person was hard to miss. so, how is it that you never took note of it before?
the new dress that you purchased from a boutique in golden hour was simply gorgeous. the ornamentation that decorated the silky garment glimmered under the glow of your bedroom lights. as you admired yourself in the mirror, the soft click of the bedroom door alerted you to your lover’s arrival. you giddily ran into the bathroom before he had the chance to see you.
“dearest?”, he called, brows furrowed at the thought of where you might be. with your voice muffled from behind the door, you answered, “in here!”
moments later, you opened the door and twirled to show off all of the lace and pearls that you were dreaming about wearing for weeks on end. it took an enormous amount of effort to hide such a purchase but you felt that the wait would be worth it. if one thing about sunday was true, it was that he adored seeing you all dolled up — especially for him.
truly, in sunday’s eyes, you looked like the most divine creation that would ever grace the universe with its presence. he wanted every facet of you — body, mind, and soul. part of him wanted to drop to his knees and thank his god for blessing him with your existence, though the other felt a twinge of embarrassment for his internal thoughts. stunned in both shock and revelry, his face only portrayed minimal expression besides his now open mouth and wide eyes.
for a moment, you couldn’t help but feel that he was …disappointed in what he saw. was your dress not pretty enough? did it not suit your body as much as you thought it did? perhaps he felt it was unwise to spend as much money as you did on something as unnecessary as a new dress. before the feelings of doubt could sink its way in, the wings adorning your lover’s head flapped once, then twice — fluffy feathers puffing out and making him look even softer.
“d-did your,” you stuttered in surprise. “did they just…“ the seemingly stoic look on sunday’s face was quickly replaced by a deep flush from his cheeks to his neck. the halovian’s wings desperately attempted to cover his blushing face but did little to help ease his embarrassment.
looking back, you can distantly recall hearing the quiet flutter of feathers the first time you kissed your lover on the cheek. his expression then did little to betray how flustered he truly was on the inside. he remained as poised as he always did only with a light pink dusting his cheeks. just how many times were you oblivious to the sight?
a wide smile spread across your face as moved towards your lover to stroke through his hair. “so,” your hand moved to play with his feathers. “i’m assuming you like the dress, then?”
“of course i do,” he looked away from your playful gaze. “you always look stunning in everything you put on.”
you giggled, “well then, mr. sunday, why have i not seen your wings jump at anything else i wear? you almost flew away when you saw this dress.”
sunday gently removed the hand that was stroking his hair to cup the warmth of his cheek, “simply put…”
“it would be rather improper to show just how weak you make me.”
#₊ ✦﹕writings#i’m so normal about sunday i promise guys#i just came out of a 2-3 year hiatus for him :))))#sunday fluff#sunday x reader#sunday hsr#sunday#sunday honkai star rail#honkai star rail
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Little Chaos MDNI
Joost Klein x AFAB Reader
WARNING: this is RPF! this is SMUT! if that is not something you want to see kindly move on and we won't bother each other, okay? xxx
a/n: phew it's been a while! i took a mini break bc i began to get a lil overwhelmed lol. i promise more is coming <33
CONTENT WARNINGS: uuhhh piv sex, alcohol consumption, Joost and Reader being sweet
Pick me up, take me home, turn me off, turn me on, I'm your friend, I'm your girl, I'm your little chaos
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The night was beginning to wane as all of your friends began to tire out and head home. The restaurant where you had dinner was still quite full–there was a loud table on the other side of the room that must’ve been a birthday dinner or something, the group of at least 20 showed no signs of slowing down.
Only slim pickings of your friends left, the last hang-er-ons. You fiddled with the dessert spoon that sat on the chocolate-covered plate in front of you as Alanis was telling the group a story of a party gone wrong when she was a teenager.
You watched Joost sitting across the table. You spied the long, slow blinks he was trying to fight off as he listened. Flashes in your mind of nights before; his mouth on yours, sweaty skin chafing against each other, the stillness of the afterglow as you both came down from your highs.
It was somewhat of a routine for the both of you. Just a way to release some tension.
You wouldn’t call it a proper relationship, but it was definitely more than friendship. You’d told each other everything, every story from when you were growing up, every dream, every craving for food at 3 on a Sunday morning.
You loved when he would laugh at your stupid puns, and he loved laughing at them. He loved when you would sleep at his place and get two glasses of water from the kitchen in the middle of the night, and you loved when he’d make you toast in the morning.
It was something far more than anything you’d see in the movies or read in those trashy romance novels. It was just…you and Joost.
Joost’s eye caught yours, just for a second before he looked away, turning his attention back to Alanis. You could see a smirk pull at the corner of his mouth, he was desperately failing at suppressing it.
That was the only sign you needed that tonight would be another one of those nights where you’d tell all your friends that Joost was just helping you get back home safe–you only lived a few streets away from each other and he was always a standup guy–when in reality you’d be dragged into his bed with the softest sheets and you’d fuck until the sun was nearly rising.
It wasn’t that you were trying to keep it a secret, everyone else just wouldn’t understand. If anyone else knew there’d be…an expectation that the two of you would have to fill. And you were never one for conformity.
Slowly, the bill was settled and you all shuffled out of the restaurant and into the street. Your routine had become so regular that it wasn’t even mentioned when you and Joost said goodbye to the group and walked away together, that was just what you always did.
Once you’d turned a corner and knew you were out of sight, you slowly slid your hand into Joost’s. His palm was warm and his fingertips were soft, like always. He gave your hand a quick squeeze, before pulling you closer to him.
“I like this dress,” he said, eyes scanning your body for what must’ve been at least the sixth time that night.
You pulled one side of your coat back with your free hand, showing off more of the short, navy dress that clung to your body. “Yeah? I wasn’t too sure about it at first–” You couldn’t help the grin that spread on your face. “–But I’m glad someone likes it.”
He let out a small chuckle into the night air. “It’s very good, Schatje.”
The rest of the walk to Joost’s apartment was mostly silent, apart from the occasional appraising of your meal that evening.
Once you’d made it inside, you took off your coat and your shoes like you normally did, and made your way to the bathroom. After the third or fourth time of these visits, you’d gotten some cheap makeup wipes to keep in Joost’s cupboard, just to make things easier for you.
As you wiped away the mascara and concealer, Joost called out from the kitchen.
“Do you want some wine? It’s the rose from last week that no one drank…but it’s all I have.”
You smiled, recalling the memory of the small house party Joost had to celebrate the release of the new single. He’d practically bought out every liquor store in the area, and the only thing left at the end of the night was this cheap rose that was way too sour and had a sort of…vinegar taste to it.
You stepped out of the bathroom, now sans makeup. “I’ll give it a try.”
Joost knew it was a cliche to say–well, think–but he always thought you were more beautiful without makeup on. It was like a part of you that only he got to see. The intimate, vulnerable side that was reserved for tired nights and quiet mornings. It practically pained him with how much he adored you.
He handed you a mug of the wine–all the glasses in his apartment were dirty and he wasn’t exactly in the mood to do the washing-up with you in his presence.
You took a sip and grimaced. “Oh god, it’s worse than I remember…” You said in a hoarse voice, placing the wine glass back on the kitchen counter.
Joost smiled, anything you did always made him smile. “I don’t know how to get rid of it, I don’t want to waste it by throwing it away!”
You giggled, admiration for how sweet he was. Without a thought, your feet shuffled you forward, bringing you to Joost. You wrapped your arms around his waist, feeling the softness of the dark hoodie he was wearing.
On instinct he returned the embrace, with firm, comforting hands on your back.
You both stood there in the kitchen in silence for a while. Nothing needed to be said, you both knew from experience how these nights would go.
Joost pulled away slightly, so you were face to face. “Let’s go to bed, yeah?”
You nodded, pulling away from him and lethargically staggered to Joost’s bedroom.
You both undressed. There wasn’t even a sense of tension with it, it was just what you did. Joost helped you unzip the back of your dress, and held your hand to steady you as you stepped out of it, leaving you in just your panties.
Joost looked up and down at your body for a moment, clad only in his boxers.
“So beautiful…” he whispered, so low you could barely hear him, and wondered if he was even saying it to you and not himself.
You took a step towards him, placing a soft hand on the skin of his hip. You leant forward to place a small peck on his jaw, and then another on his chin, and then his cheek-
And before you could make your way any further, he engulfed you in a deep kiss. His arms wrapped around you, leaving no room in between you both as your lips met.
Your hands quickly began to wander, from his hip to the waistband of his boxers–you felt the muscles in his abdomen tighten–before reaching below painstakingly slow.
You could feel his erection stiffen while you gently ran your fingers up and down his shaft. He squeezed you tighter as he let out a stifled moan onto your lips, his tongue making its way past them and meeting your own.
Your kisses lightened, travelling down his neck. Joost began to stumble towards the bed, taking you with him in a heap on the mattress. You let out a yelp of surprise as your back hit the sheets, making Joost giggle. You got a proper look at him in the reprieve of action, pupils so blown out you could barely see the blue of his irises, and cheeks and nose flushed with a light pink–though you weren’t sure if that was from you or the drinks he’d had with dinner.
Joost finally rolled off of you, leaving you feeling cold. You stared at the ceiling for a moment, before letting out a yawn you didn’t know was coming.
“Are you too tired to…” Joost trailed off.
You turned your head to look at him. His blond, barely-visible eyebrows were furrowed with concern, and his eyes were soft as he watched your face. You shook your head, watching his eyes light up and his mouth twist into a grin.
Before you could say anything he was back on top of you, legs intertwined and a gentle hand on the side of your neck to hold you in place while his tongue explored your mouth. You were getting more and more heated by the second.
At some point, you slipped your panties down your legs and threw them to whatever corner of the room they managed to land in. You jolted with shock as you felt the presence of Joost’s soft fingers slide between your legs.
“So wet, baby,” he groaned, spreading your slick all over.
“Please just fuck me now.” Your voice was hoarse and breathy, and just about gave Joost heart palpitations. But he was never one to go against your orders.
He rolled off of you to dig through his nightstand for a condom while you shuffled further up his bed so you were comfortably on his pillows. You couldn’t help but lay soft, languid strokes against your clit while you waited–you were desperate for any kind of pleasure. You watched with a cocked head as Joost tore open the foil wrapper and rolled the latex down his shaft. It was only then that his attention turned back to you.
He grabbed your wrist, tutting. “Let me, baby, let me make you feel good.”
You could feel the warmth of his breath as he pressed his forehead to yours to get as close to you and possible. You gasped at the feeling of his tip solidly pressing against your entrance.
It was like all the air in the room went cold as Joost slid inside of you. Your body felt warmth from the fullness.
After a minute of heavy breathing and whimpers, you nodded your head. You whispered, “move.”
Joost’s hips moved back and quickly snapped back to yours, causing a low whine to escape from deep within your chest.
He thrusted into you again and again until you could barely think an actual thought, the only object on your mind was the pleasure coursing through your body in that moment. Your mind practically ascended as he slid a hand to your clit, placing gentle pressure and small circles to the hot bud. On instinct your legs wrapped around his hips and your ankles locked together, not letting Joost move more than he absolutely needed to.
“So good, so good…” He whispered in your neck, sweaty forehead pressed to the side of your neck.
“Make me cum, please,” you whined, feeling your muscles begin to wind tighter and tighter.
Joost began thrusting harder, deeper, making your eyes roll upwards and your arms feel limp. It only took a few pumps until you let out a deep, guttural moan, releasing onto his cock. He slowed as you began to breathe again, gaining blood circulation in your body.
“Keep going, Joost,” you purred into his ear.
He continued his pace, deep and deliberate, letting out low whimpers while you spurred him on, running soft fingernails up and down his clammy back.
“Oh fuck…” He groaned, stopping his motions as he emptied into the condom.
He finally looked you in the eyes again. His eyes were so soft and round, the blue seemed…bluer than before.
You moved to meet his mouth, a passionate kiss while your bodies stuck together from the thin layer of sweat that laid on both of you.
You hated to think if it would ever end.
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Note - happy Sunday y’all 😘 I wanted to be like Sid so I wrote a fic that’s a little more personal to me so I really hope you like this one 🥺🩷 I’d really appreciate some feedback so if you could be so kind as to leave me some I promise I’ll love you forever 🩷 enjoyyyyy
Pairing - Mason Mount × Reader
Word count - 8.4k
Warnings - angst and fluff
When Mason moved to Manchester you knew things would be different. You just hadn't realised how different.
You remember meeting him like it was yesterday. It was just after the new year and you told yourself you wanted to start being a bit healthier so once you were home from work you took up jogging. Starting slow and only for a short amount of time as you could feel your lungs burning after barely doing anything but you managed to build your strength up until one evening about a month and a half in you pushed it a bit too far and had to take a break at the edge at the park. Your head between your legs as you slowly got your breath back.
‘Are you alright?’ You heard a soft voice say, looking up to see a concerned looking guy and under normal circumstances you might have been a bit worried about being alone in the dark with some random man but his presence settled you. You couldn’t make out what he looked like exactly but you could tell he was young and his voice sent an excited shiver down your spine.
‘I’m fine’ you breathed, barely able to get your words out. ‘Just pushed it a little too hard that's all’
‘Have you got any water?’
‘It’s empty’ you laughed, barely able to lift the bottle to show him and you cursed yourself for drinking all of it so quickly.
‘Here, have mine. It’s a fresh bottle and it’s unopened I promise’ he laughed, handing it to you and you took it with a smile. ‘I um- I don’t live too far from here, I could take you back there or drop you home’ he offered and you couldn’t help but warm to him immediately.
‘Thank you’ you smiled, cracking open his water and downing half of it in one go. ‘Maybe it’s a little cheeky but I don’t suppose I could take you up on that dropping me home offer? I’m not too far from home myself but I know I’ll never make it’
‘Don’t be silly’ he laughed, patting your knee gently. ‘You wanna come with me or shall I come back for you’
‘You can come back for me’
‘I’ll be as quick as I can. Don’t talk to any strangers while I’m gone’ he winked, making you laugh at his little joke but you sat tight and waited for him to get back. Putting all your trust in a man you’d just met and you weren’t even sure was telling you the truth about coming back.
He really was only five minutes though, and soon enough he was helping you into his passenger seat and giving you his phone to put your address into.
‘I’m just gonna pop the light on for a sec’ he told you, reaching up to flick the switch and it was the first time you got a good look at him.
He was handsome, more than handsome he was gorgeous and the boyish grin that adorned his lips as he looked at you made you flush. Suddenly feeling self conscious about the fact you were set next to an incredibly attractive and incredibly helpful man whilst you probably looked like you’d been dragged through a hedge backwards.
‘Thanks for this’ you smiled sweetly at him and if you didn’t know any better you thought he might have been blushing before he turned the light off again and started to drive away.
‘That’s okay. When you went for an extra lap I thought I better keep an eye on you just in case, I know you normally just stick to two’ he explained but then the realisation of what he’d said hit him. ‘And I know that’s probably made me sound like a right weirdo. I’m not stalking you or anything I promise’ he rambled but all you could do was laugh, finding his awkwardness endearing.
‘It’s alright’ you laughed, taken aback slightly by the way he’d been looking after you silently.
‘Please don’t think I’m crazy but I’ve been sort of keeping an eye on you since you first started. I know you’re fine and you can probably hold your own but you never know who’s lurking in the dark’
‘Well apparently it’s been you’ you teased, watching him shake his head in embarrassment. ‘it’s okay, you just like to watch women jog, nothing wrong with that’ you laughed, watching his face flush even more and you couldn’t deny you were enjoying poking fun at him a little.
‘No, I like to watch you jog. There’s a difference’ he told you pointedly and you couldn't stop the wide grin that made its way onto your lips.
‘So how long have you been my knight in shining armour for?’ You asked, trying to change the subject as his words were making you tummy feel strange.
‘Like the middle of January I think I saw you first’ he shrugged. ‘I had to take my run a little earlier than normal and I saw you finishing up’
‘Im pretty sure that’s when I first started’
‘Yeah I could tell’ he snorted, causing you to look at him with your mouth agape in shock but his little squeaky giggles made your heart thud. ‘I’m kidding I swear’
‘No you’re right, I was pretty awful. I think I’d made it halfway round before I got tired like I was an absolute mess’
‘But look how far you’ve come since then’ he reassured you, a kind smile on his face. ‘Left me in the dust tonight I could barely keep up’
‘Yeah but look at where that got me’ you teased, insinuating you meant here in his car with him and thankfully he caught on. A shocked expression on his face but you could tell he was only teasing.
‘I’m not that bad am I?’ He pouted and you rolled your eyes playfully before you realised he was pulling up outside your building. ‘I’m uh- I’m Mason by the way’
‘Y/n’ you smiled, watching his eyes light up at the sound of your name.
‘Well, y/n, if you ever need a running partner let me know. I know where you live now’
‘I might hold you to that’
‘I hope you do�� he winked. Was this boy flirting with you? You thought. It only then hitting you that he’d been trying for the whole journey.
After a quick explanation of what you should do to help your recovery that you didn’t question, you shared a quick goodbye and let him go on his way. He was in your head for the next few days though until you could fit another run in and you spent the whole time looking out for him.
He was nowhere to be seen though and after taking a little longer to pack up than usual you got ready to go home a little disappointed. That was until you heard your name being called in the distance and suddenly a glistening Mason was stopping in front of you.
‘Hey’ you breathed
‘Hey’ he laughed, straightening up so he didn’t look so tired but you could see it had been a long run for him. Small beads of sweat trickling down his flushed skin but his shy smile made your tummy feel warm. ‘I’ve been looking for you’ he admitted shyly and no matter how hard you tried to hold your smile on you couldn’t.
And that's how it started. From meeting after your runs to joining him at the start until one day you turned up to find him not there. He was waiting for you at the end though, dressed in a tracksuit and warm winter coat and you teased him about abandoning you until you caught the sombre look on his face. Asking if you’d like to come back to his so he could explain and nodded straight away.
His house was huge, fancy white marble floors and tastefully decorated rooms but it was the little personal touches that caught your eye that helped you figure out what was going on.
He’d left you in his living room, and you couldn’t help but notice a pair of neon green football boots in a Perspex case. The sign telling you they were worn in the 2021 UCL final and you wondered how he’d managed to get his hands on them before you saw the inscription on the side.
MM? What did that mean?
Your eyes flickered to the awards either side, Chelsea player of the year awards for 20/21 and 21/22 and when you read the name inscribed on both it all clicked into place.
‘You alright?’ You suddenly heard, turning to face Mason who’d just walked back in and your mouth seemed to run away with you.
‘Do you um, do you play for Chelsea?’ You asked, seemingly dumbfounded but you noticed how pink his cheeks got. Not really answering the question, just nodding his head over to the sofa so you could sit with him.
He sat you down and explained that he did in fact play for Chelsea, that he was injured and that he was going through some rehab and would hopefully be better soon but unfortunately he wouldn’t be able to run with you anymore and you felt your heart sink.
‘I was thinking maybe I could still come and cheer you on though? Or we could hang out here sometimes’
‘You still wanna see me?’ You asked, dumbfounded at the thought of him thinking more of you than just a running partner but his reassuring smile made you melt.
‘Oh um, well yeah. I like hanging out with you’ he shrugged, trying to play it off but his confession made your cheeks hurt.
‘I like hanging out with you too’ you whispered, watching his eyes crinkle at the edges and thinking you’d never seen anything better. Your tummy warming at the interaction between the pair of you and it was only then it hit you what a big fat crush you had on this boy.
You’d known it all along but you made sure to keep your feelings down, knowing if you admitted it to yourself and and made it real then it would just make everything difficult but looking at him here you just wanted to close the gap and press your lips to his.
You didn’t though, swallowing your feelings down as you didn’t want to stick your foot in anything but as the weeks went by it was getting harder to hide.
He would pick you up after your jogs and take you back to his. Having dinner ready for the pair of you as you learnt even more about each other and you loved everything you were finding out about him. He was kind, humble and a little goofy but also smart in his own way and every time he flashed you that toothy grin you wanted to shout from the rooftops about how much you fancied him.
It was only three weeks later when something changed. He met you after your run like usual but you knew something was off and you were pretty sure you knew what it was. He’d invited you round to watch the England game but you knew he was miserable about not being there, the injury taking more out of him than he cared to admit both physically and mentally so when you sat next to him and he rested his head on your shoulder you let him lean on you for comfort.
You knew he was sad, watching all his best friends play when he couldn’t and it’s like his sadness seeping into your skin from where he touched you. You’d do anything to make him smile so without thinking you grabbed his chin so he’d look at you but the look in his eyes felt like a punch to the gut.
‘You alright, Mase?’ You whispered, your question making the corners of his lips turn up slightly before he nodded. Shuffling up in his seat more so he could wrap his arm around your shoulders and bring you into his side, almost like you’d snapped him out of his mood by just checking in on him.
You stayed like that for a while, in a comfortable silence until Mason eventually shuffled a little so he could look at you and the look on his face confused you. You couldn’t figure him out, his eyes focused on you intently but when you felt him leaning forward towards you, you shut your eyes and hoped for the best.
It was a soft kiss, more like he was testing to see your reaction but when he pulled back and your eyes met his again, he was leaning back in to kiss you properly and you felt yourself melt into him as you cupped his jaw and kissed him back just as sweetly.
It felt like you were kissing for hours, everytime you needed to take a breath you were straight back in like you’d die without the touch of his lips on yours.
‘About time huh?’ He laughed, eventually pulling away from you with a chuckle and you could feel yourself blushing as you looked up at him. ‘I’ve wanted to do that for a while’
‘Me too’ you laughed, hiding your face in his neck as he held you tightly.
The second half of the game passed you by unwatched. The pair of you shyly admitting your feelings for each other between stolen kisses and gentle touches before Mason took the plunge and asked you out on a date.
He was perfect and everyday your feelings grew for him even more. He was polite and kind and always wanted to touch you in some way which made your heart sing. Finding him was like finding your missing half so when you received a text from him asking if you could pop over to his after work you did so gladly. Not thinking anything of it until he opened the door to reveal him looking the saddest you think you’d ever seen him look.
Before you could speak he flung himself at you, holding you as tightly as he could before you walked him inside. Taking him into the kitchen where he proceeded to break down in your arms, telling you his injury wasn’t healing, that he needed surgery and that he was scared. Scared he’d never get back to where he was and that the surgery could ruin everything but in your hold he seemed to calm down ever so slightly.
‘Sorry, you didn’t need to see me like that’ he sniffed, eyes looking up into your as you caressed his cheek and you wanted to tell him it was fine but he beat you to it. ‘Truth is, I’ve been holding it in all day. You’re the only person I’ve really wanted to talk to about it’ he whispered, his face soft as he looked back at you and all you wanted was to kiss him. ‘I feel like you’re the only person I can be myself around’
‘Oh Mase’ you breathed,pulling him back onto your hold so you could try and reassure him with your touch while you left tiny kisses on the side of his head. ‘I know it’s scary Mase, but it’s for the best. You can’t carry on like this you know? Thinking it’s gone away for it to just to come back’
‘I know’ he sighed, snuggling into you further. ‘They said it’s pretty routine but I can’t help but worry’
‘That’s understandable but they know what they’re doing. And when it’s all over I’ll be here for you yeah? Whatever you need whether that’s company or you need me to cook or clean or anything. You won’t be on your own’ you told him, trying to be as reassuring as you could and from the way he held you a little tighter you hoped it had worked.
You stuck to your word, coming over when he needed you to and helping him out around the house however he seemingly forgot to tell you his family were still there and you had to meet his parents all sweaty after a run. They didn’t seem to care though and were just as sweet to you as Mason was. He’s eyes sparkling with joy and he watched you get along with them.
When his move came you were unsure of what to do and what it all meant. You’d discussed the possibility of it maybe happening but you knew Mason didn’t want to leave. Mason had been your rock, and you his, for the past few months but this felt different. This felt like it could tear you apart.
He asked for you to come over, sitting you in his lap as he tried to explain everything and you nodded along feeling more hopeless with each word that came out of his mouth.
‘I don’t wanna be without you’ you told him carefully. Putting your heart on the line so you could at least tell yourself you gave it everything, even if he wasn’t willing to do the same. You told yourself if this was the end then you would be okay, these things happen sometimes.
To your surprise though, he was willing to try.
He took your hand in his, squeezing it gently before bumping his nose into yours in hopes you’d look at him and when you eventually did, the look in his eyes took your breath away.
‘I don’t want to be without you either’ he whispered, kissing your forehead gently. ‘I know it’ll be hard but I want us to try to make it work. Even if we just try long distance for now’’
‘I’ve never done long distance’
‘We’ll be fine’ he reassured you, placing a gentle kiss on your lips. ‘We both want this right?’
‘Yeah’
‘I know it’s early but I see a future with you. I wouldn’t bother suggesting it if I didn’t think it would be worth it in the end. I really think we can do this’
‘They say absence makes the heart grow fonder’ you laughed, letting him pull you into his body and you melted into him.
‘I didn’t think I could feel more for you if I tried but everyday I think I love you a little bit more’ he confessed and you felt your heart threatening to beat out of your chest.
Did he just say he loved you?
‘You love me?’ You asked, your lip wobbling as he looked at you softly before bumping his nose against you.
‘I love you’
‘I love you, too’ you replied instantly. Your jaw aching from how much you were smiling. This conversation could have gone many different ways and even though this is the outcome you wanted you never thought it could have happened. That Mason of all people would want you in his life but you were so thankful that he was willing to try with you.
He was still living in a hotel the first time you went to see him. You ordered room service and sat in between his legs as he showed you a selection of houses he was going to choose from. Telling you he wanted your opinion first as it was a joint decision and thankfully your favourite was his too.
When the time came, you helped him move in. Changing all furniture you didn’t like and adding little homey touches like pictures of him and his family plus some of the pair of you and all his keepsakes from home were on display. A reminder of where he came from and how far he still had to go.
You knew long distance would be hard, but sometimes even when you were with him he felt further away than ever.
When the pair of you were apart, you got yourselves into a routine. Texting whenever you could, daily calls or FaceTimes even if it was just to say goodnight and always letting the other know you were thinking of them when you had time.
Mason’s time seemed to be ever decreasing though but you expected it. New team, new friends, new environment. It was bound to be exhausting and you knew he wanted to fit in so you tried to look past the unreplied message and missed calls as he was so apologetic when you did finally get to speak to him. But as the instances grew the apologies stopped and you just accepted that this would be your life for now.
He made up for it when you saw him though. Always having you close and showing you off to his new friends, taking you out to cool dinners and parties with everyone and it made you smile to see how happy he was up here after everything he’s been through since you’d known him.
But as much as you loved the socialising and the parties, you also craved some alone time with Mason when you went to see him too. He was so involved in everything that you felt like the only time he got to be just yours was just before bed and right when you woke up. Your trips feeling evermore wasted as the weeks went by but all you cared about at this point was seeing Mason happy so you pushed your feelings to the side and plastered on a smile for your man.
It had been a long week, and it wasn't even over yet. Finishing work half an hour early so you could jump on a train up to Manchester to meet Mason in hopes for a quiet night in but your hopes were dashed about two minutes in the car.
‘Why are you so dressed up?’ You asked, noticing the nice jacket and jeans he had on but when you looked up to his face, you knew what was coming.
‘We’ve got dinner with Rashy and his new girl tonight’ he smiled, squeezing your knee gently. ‘You've got time to get changed and stuff but you’ll have to be quick’
‘Oh’ you breathed. Not really in the mood to be spending time with others after a long day and hours on a sweaty train. Not to mention you didn’t have anything packed to wear out to dinner as he liked to just spring these things on you but you didn’t want to come across as rude and cancel last minute even though these plans were new to you.
So you did your best, getting changed and sorting your face out before heading out to some fancy restaurant you didn’t know the name of. Rashys date seemed nice and as much as you tried to look like you were involved and interested you knew you were being quiet. Mostly due to tiredness but also due to the fact you wanted a quiet night in and as usual he’d made you plans that you couldn’t back out of.
The rest of the weekend went by in a flash. You worked Friday in his home office until his parents came to stay. Spending all your time with them and only getting Mason alone just before you went to bed where there was no time for any talking. Spending time between the sheets before you were too exhausted to say anything to each other and the time Monday rolled around you felt like you’d barely spent a moment alone with him. Letting him drive you to the train station in the early hours and after a quick kiss and a hug you were back to the real world.
You wanted to say something but it was like each time you tried you couldn’t get the words out. Not sure how to make Mason understand you needed some down time with him and that as much as you loved his friends and family, you didn’t travel all this way every week to feel further away from him than ever. Not only that, the fact he didn’t seem to mind that the pair of you never spent any quality time together made you feel sad as you clearly weren’t on the same page about everything.
The straw that broke the camels back came around a month or so later. You were already pissed off with him as he’d gone out to a club in the week with some of his single friends and had left you on read until early afternoon the next day. The only reason you knew he was there in the first place was because you saw him in the back of a story someone posted, surrounded by girls, but you trusted him enough to know nothing had happened and when he told you it just slipped his mind as he was with so many people you weren’t sure if you were happy or sad about his excuse.
You didn’t want to be the person who slipped his mind when he was always at the forefront of yours. All you did was think about him and the fact it didn’t do the same to you made your heart hurt.
This weekend was make or break for you. One last chance for him to prove he could put you first but he'd already ruined it the first night. Claiming to pop out for five minutes so he could help Bruno move something but he still wasn’t back 3 hours later. You’d taken yourself off to bed in the end, pretending you were asleep when he eventually got home and cuddled up next to you, biting your lip so hard you thought you might have drawn blood just to keep the tears at bay.
Your thoughts were running wild, wondering what he would have in store for you today as he’d promised you a duvet day for getting caught up yesterday but after lunch he dropped the bombshell and you had to bite your lip again.
‘I need to go pick up Rashy, will you be ready by the time I get back?’ He asked but he picked up on your confused face right away. ‘Luke’s brothers friends gallery opening is today, I said we’d go’
‘Oh um-‘
‘You’ve got about an hour so there’s time and I’ll be as quick as I can yeah?’ He told you, kissing your head and getting up before rushing out the door.
You were exhausted and in no mood to be around anyone, even Mason at this point so you didn’t move. Just stayed in bed and tried to think of something you could say to get you out of it. Not realising your hour was up until you heard the front door open downstairs.
‘Baby? Where are you? You ready to go?’ You heard him call from downstairs. Sitting yourself up on the edge of the bed but you tried not to look at his face as he burst in.
‘I don’t feel very well, I don’t think it’s best I go’ you told him quietly. Trying to keep your voice steady so you didn’t burst into tears and you almost lost it when he tilted your face up so he could take a look at you properly.
‘Oh sweetheart, what is it?’
‘Just a bit sick and achey’
‘C’mere’ he whispered, pulling you into his body and you held him like it was the last time. In your mind it might be as your future was decided on what his next actions would be but you were surprised when he took your hand and led you downstairs and into the living room so he could get you comfortable on the sofa and wrap a blanket around you.
With a kiss to your forehead he was running into the kitchen and you smiled when you heard him flick the kettle down before a sense of embarrassment fell over you. You felt like a child pretending to be sick just to get some attention and sympathy from their parents but when you heard him making his way back in you snuggled further down into the sofa so he didn’t see how happy you were.
‘I made you some tea’ he told you. ‘Do you think you’ll be alright?’
‘I think so, i probably just need some rest’
‘Okay well Rashys outside. I won’t be too late I promise and just call me whenever you need me’ he whispered and you felt your blood turn cold.
Surely not?
You thought he was setting you up on the sofa so he could join you but in fact he was just making sure you had everything you needed before he left you on your own.
You didn’t speak, not having anything to say to him anymore so you just snuggled into the cushion and let him press a kiss to your temple before getting up to grab his jacket.
‘Bye baby’ he called from the door but you knew your voice would break so you didn’t say anything back. Only letting your emotions come to the forefront until you heard the door click shut.
You’d finally reached the end of your tether, realising that no matter what you did, his life had changed now he was up here and things wouldn’t go back to the way they used to be.
No cosy nights in where you found comfort in each other's arms. No deep and meaningful chats where you spoke about life and the future and all the things you wanted to do together. No more comfortable silences or support when things got tough. You were his plus one to events. Someone to keep his bed warm for when he was home and someone to wear his shirt in the stands to make it look like he had a good relationship with someone nice.
You felt like a prop and you’d had enough so after a cry and feeling sorry for yourself for a little while, you dragged yourself upstairs so you could go pack your bag and go home. You were no rush as you knew Mason would be out for a while but the longer you stayed the more you felt the walls closing in on you.
Mason had only just made it to the gallery, saying a quick hello to a few of his friends before he was reaching for his phone. Wondering if he should call you to check in but in the end he decided against it. Not wanting to smother you and also thinking you were probably taking a nap but his mind was plagued with thoughts of you.
‘You alright mate?’ Mason heard from behind him, turning to see Luke joining him with a pat to his shoulder. ‘Where’s y/n?’
‘I’m alright bro. She’s not feeling too good so she stayed home. I was just gonna check in’
‘No offence mate, but if she’s sick then why are you here?’ Luke laughed, looking at Mason like he’d lost his mind but all Mason could do was scrunch his brows at the older boy.
‘Why do you mean?’
‘Mate, I love you, you know I do but I see you every day basically. As do most of us here. But y/n? She doesn’t get to see you half as much and the one time she needs you you’ve left her on her own?’
Luke’s words hit him like a dagger to his chest. Was he right? Had he left you all alone in your hour of need just to come here and show his face?
‘Fuck’ he breathed, scratching the back of his head and he came to terms with what he’d done.
‘I bet she’s exhausted mate, she works hard all week and then comes here for you to drag her here, there and everywhere. She probably just wants a bit of quiet time with you mate, you should have stayed. She’s your priority not this’
Luke was right, you needed him and he’d left you alone in his house. Sure you visited all the time but it wasn’t full of your home comforts just yet. Anytime Mason was unwell or sad the only thing he wanted was for you to wrap your arms around him and make him feel better but he’d done the opposite and left you to fend for yourself.
‘Look it’s alright, you’ve got time it’s still early. Just go yeah?’ Luke told him, patting his back as Mason stood up to grab his jacket off the back of the chair.
‘Thank you man’ Mason told him, appreciating Luke for always telling him like it is and after a quick word with Rashy, Mason was out the door and back into his car.
Mason made a stop on the way home, running into Sainsbury’s on the way to pick you up some supplies for you before quietly opening the door. Thinking you might be asleep on the sofa where he’d left you but as he quietly crept in he noticed the blanket you’d been wrapped up in was folded and placed over the back of the sofa, the cushions were sat up neatly and the tea he made you sat on the table untouched.
Figuring you must have gone up to bed he left the bag on the sofa before he slowly climbed the stairs, rehearsing his apology in his head as his heart thudded at the thought of seeing you, but as soon he opened the door he felt it sick into his stomach.
There you stood, eyes red and face blotchy as you zipped up your overnight bag and he felt like he’d been punched in the gut.
‘Bubs? W-what’s going on? What are you doing?’
‘You weren't supposed to be back’ you croaked, rubbing your eyes to try and clear the tears from them but you could see his confusion from a mile away.
‘You’re sick, I thought you might want me here instead’ He told you, his voice quiet and unsure but you didn’t want to be having this conversation right now.
‘Well it’s a shame you didn’t think of that earlier’ you told him harshly. ‘I’m going home, Mase’
‘What, why?’
‘I just am’
‘What? No, please don't go, talk to me’ he pleaded, taking a step towards you but you shuffled back like you didn’t want to be anywhere near him.
‘No Mase, I wanna go home’
‘But you’re sick-‘
‘I’m not sick Mason!’ You blew up, watching him sink back into himself and if you weren’t so mad you might have felt a bit bad for him. ‘I’m not sick’
‘Why did you say you were then?’
‘Cause I didn’t know what else to do to make you want to spend a bit of time with me! And even that didn’t work’ you told him, laughing ever so slightly as you placed your bag down on the floor to make your way out but he was blocking the exit and didn’t look like he was going to move for you.
‘I don’t understand’ he whispered, his eyes filling with tears. ‘Has something happened?’
‘You could say that but it’s been happening for a while and I’ve had enough okay? Just please move and don’t make this difficult’
‘Are you breaking up with me?’ He asked, disbelief infused into his tone but you didn’t want to talk to him. You needed to get out.
‘I-I don’t know’ you mumbled, eyes on the floor as you readjusted your bag, your legs not seeming to want to move now that he was in front of you but you knew all it would take was one look at his face to make you crumble.
‘Talk to me, please’ he begged, walking towards you but you stayed rooted to the spot. ‘You wanna tell me how awful I’ve been and scream at me then fine but I don’t want you to go’ he whimpered, falling to his knees in front of you so he could wrap his arms around you and bury his face into your body. ‘I don’t even understand what’s happening, please talk to me’
All you wanted to do was run your hands through his hair and tell him things were fine even though they weren’t. You were mad and upset with him but you still cared and seeing him so heartbroken made you feel sick but you couldn’t let it get to you. Instead covering your face as you began to sob into your hands and Mason was quick to get up and pull you into his chest.
You let him hold you, let him kiss your forehead as he slowly rocked you from side to side. You let him walk you over to the end of the bed and sit you on his lap until you’d calmed down and when you pulled back, you let him wipe the tears from your face
‘Whatever it is, I’ll fix it. I’ll make it right I promise but you have to tell me’ he whispered. ‘No matter how hard it is okay?’
‘Okay’ you replied, your glossy eyes looking into his and you knew he was right. He wasn’t a mind reader and you hadn't spoken to him about any of it properly so with one last gulp you spilled your guts. ‘Ever since you’ve moved here I feel further away from you than ever’ you admitted, playing with your fingers in your lap as you kept your eyes down so you couldn’t see his reaction. ‘And I knew it would be difficult but it’s not the amount of time we’re spending together, it’s what we’re doing with it’
‘I don’t understand’
‘Apart from an hour or so in the mornings and the same in the evenings, when was the last time we did something just the two of us? The last time we got dinner together just us two? Or stayed in and did nothing?’ You asked and it’s like you could see him trying to recall a time. ‘Everytime I come and visit it’s like we always have to be around other people and I’m not saying I don’t want us to see anyone else but I come here to see you, you know? To spend time with you and it just hurts feeling like you don’t want to spend time with me alone’
‘I do, I promise I do’ he told you, shaking his head as he gripped your thigh. ‘I didn’t even realise i- fuck I’m so sorry’ be whispered. ‘I never meant anything by it at all, I didn’t even know I was doing it. Why haven’t you said anything?’
‘I didn’t want you to think I don’t like your friends or don’t want to spend time with your family cause I do. I love everyone in your life and I didn’t want you to think I was being selfish or whatever but I’m finding all of this so hard. Like I knew long distance would be difficult and I thought the we’d make the time we did spend together count but this isn’t what I expected’
‘I’d never think that about you bubs, you’re not selfish at all’ he reassured you and you offered him a half smile.
‘But I do just want you to myself sometimes. And it hurt a little bit thinking you didn’t want me. I travel all the way here for us to be together for you to want to spend our time doing things with other people. And maybe I sound silly-’
‘No, don’t say that’ he interjected, holding your face gently to try and make you look at him and the sadness in his eyes nearly tipped you over the edge. ‘I do want to spend time with you, I really do’ he reassured you, his chin wobbling as his own eyes filled with tears. ‘The last thing I’d ever want to do is hurt you but I wasn’t even thinking. I still feel like the new kid here and I really wanna fit in so if i'm being invited somewhere I just wanna say yes to everything and everyone’
‘I get that’ you nodded, suddenly feeling like you’d maybe over reacted a little bit but it’s like he could read your and wanted to let you know you were still right.
‘But you should be my priority. You are my priority I promise and I swear I’ll make sure I prove it to you now. Like I should have done this whole time’ he croaked. Tears spilling from his eyes he shut them tightly. ‘Please don’t leave me bubs. You’re my everything, I’ll be nothing without you’
‘Oh Mase’ you whispered, tears falling from your eyes as you wrapped your arms around his neck. Finally holding him like you had wanted to all day.
This was the most upset you’d ever been around each other, sobbing into each others necks until you felt like you could form a coherent sentence and pulling back to see Mason so heartbroken made your tummy sink.
‘I’ll stay okay? But can we please talk about this? I need to know where I stand’
‘Baby…’ he breathed, sounding almost in shock at the words coming from you but he nodded straight away. ‘Whatever you need, okay? I’ll do it. I’m so sorry, I love you so much’
‘I love you too’ you whispered, fresh tears filling your eyes as you confessed your feelings. You did love him, you didn’t want to go and all this really had been was a bit of a cry for help so when he pressed his lips to your cheek you felt your heart flutter.
‘Can we get into bed?’ He asked, sounding almost shy but you nodded, standing up gently and reaching for your bag so you could pull your pjs out but he cottoned on to what you were doing. Instead pulling the top from his body and handing it to you and you took it with a small smile.
‘I just need the loo and I’ll be back’ you told him, not wanting to change in front of him for some reason so you locked yourself away. Splashing your face with cold water to try and get the swelling around your eyes to go down but in the end you just went with it. Knowing Mason looked the same and after a little pep talk you made your way back to him. Dressed only in your underwear and his shirt, your heart fluttering as his smell engulfed you and when you finally caught sight of him under the covers you couldn’t help but feel nervous.
But again he could read you, pulling back the sheets and holding his hand out to help you in before holding you flush to him. Your legs tangled beneath you as he cautiously reached up under your top so he could stroke your lower back but your reassuring smile let him know it was fine and you welcomed his gentle touches.
‘Are you okay?’ He whispered, voice thick with concern as his eyes fluttered over your face.
‘I’m fine, Mase. I’m sorry if I worried you by saying I was sick but I’m alright’
‘Don’t be sorry, I’m the sorry one. The fact that you even had to say all that in the first place makes me feel awful’ he sighed, squeezing your side as you offered him a sympathetic smile. ‘But we’ve got the rest of the night to ourselves now and we can do whatever you want yeah? And all of tomorrow. Even if you wanna just stay in bed the whole time I’ll do it’
‘What about Luke?’ You asked, knowing tomorrow was reserved for a day with him and his family but Mason shook his head before placing a soft kiss to your forehead.
‘I’ve cancelled, just me and you tomorrow, yeah? and we can do whatever you like’ he whispered, feeling your face break out into a smile.
‘Was he okay?’
‘Of course, I told him earlier you were sick and he actually gave me a bit of a telling off’ he told you. ‘It should have hit home then, when he said it, but it’s like I was a bit blind to it. I’m so sorry baby’
‘I should have said something before. It’s just an awkward one you know? And I know you didn’t mean anything by it’
‘Of course not. I just feel bad saying no when someone asks me to do something and I love having you around and showing you off. But life’s all about balance right’
‘Exactly, and of course we can still hang out with your friends and do all that stuff-‘
‘But I’ll make time for just us, yeah? I promise’ he told you firmly, his lips attaching to your forehead as he tried to reassure you.
‘Okay’ you whispered, snuggling down into his chest so you could just hold each other again. Content in the silence as he slowly drew circles on your back and you realised everything would be fine.
‘We’re okay then yeah?’ He asked hopefully, and you nodded into his skin. Feeling his whole body relax at your answer before he pulled you in even tighter. ‘I really am sorry. I think I just got a bit lazy and needed a kick up the bum but consider me well and truly kicked’
‘Okay’ you laughed, trying to burrow yourself into him even more. ‘Hey, Mase?’
‘Yes bubs?’
‘I’m a little bit hungry’ you whispered, looking up at him cheekily but he was looking back at you with the same smile.
‘Thank fuck’ he laughed, kissing your cheek. ‘I’m starved, left before the food came out earlier’ he winked and you rolled your eyes at him before he tickled your sides playfully. ‘I’ll go make us something’
‘I’ll come with you’ you smiled, not wanting to be too far from him now and his lopsided smile as he took your hand made your heart beat out of your chest.
After raiding his freezer you managed to find a pizza and popped that in the oven before finding some bits to snack on while you waited. Looking over to the sofa to find the discarded Sainsbury’s bag and after a cheeky look inside you found lemsip and lucozade plus your favourite sweets and when you looked over at him with a confused face he just shrugged his shoulders.
‘I thought you were ill, I was making sure I’d have everything you need’
‘That’s very sweet Mason but I don’t think strawberry pencils cure colds’ you laughed. Packing everything back into the bag before going back into the kitchen. ‘I appreciate the thought though’
Suddenly, the low music he’d had on in the background got louder. Making you turn to him with a confused expression but his shy smile melted you. Holding his hand out for you to take and once you had, he pulled you into his chest so he could sway you from side to side slowly.
This was what you missed. Quality time together where you had nowhere to be and no one to answer to. Where Mason could be Mason and you could be you. Half naked dancing in his kitchen at 7:30pm without a care in the world.
‘I feel so stupid’ he breathed, lips gently pressing to your hairline. ‘I’ve missed this so much and I didn’t even realise’
‘Things have been a little crazy lately. I get why you’ve been caught up in everything’ you reassured him. ‘As stupid as it sounds i just thought you didn’t love me anymore’
‘That could never happen, I love everything about you’ he whispered. Stopping you both in your tracks so he could grip your jaw and look into your eyes whilst speaking to you. ‘I love your eyes, and the way they twinkle. Especially when you talk about something you love. I love your nose and the way you scrunch it up when I compliment you’ he laughed, kissing it lightly. ‘I love your lips and I love it when I make you smile.
‘Mase…’ you started breathlessly. Overwhelmed by his words but he wasn’t done yet.
‘I love the sound of my name coming out of your mouth. I love the way it feels when you hold me, just like this. You make me feel safe and loved and whole. And I love that you take me just as I am, no matter what. Sometimes I think I was made to love you and the fact that I could of lost you tonight kills me’
‘I’m not going anywhere, I promise’ you whispered, eyes filling with tears at how you’d almost lost him yourself. Knowing you’d never be half as happy with anyone that wasn’t him.
‘Thank you. And I promise I’ll never make you feel like that again. Hand on heart, you’re my priority and I’ll prove it to you everyday’
‘I know you will,’ you told him. Finally reaching up so you could plant a kiss on his lips and the way you both sunk into each other made your heart flutter. You hadn’t kissed like this in a while and you felt yourself shiver as he slowly ran his fingers up and down your back. One hand eventually snaking down to pinch your bum and the feeling made you chuckle into his mouth. ‘Mase, we need to check the pizza, it’s probably burning’
‘I don’t care’ he told you, attaching his lips back to yours but you could feel the smirk on his lips. ‘I’ll burn this whole house down if it comes to it, I don’t wanna stop kissing you’
So that’s what you did. You stood in each other's embrace as you continued to brush your lips against his. Slowly caressing each other's skin as you made up for lost time and when you finally pulled back and looked into his eyes, you knew you’d never have to worry about anything ever again.
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call you later; 1.
notes: what if you didn't pick up their call? they left a voicemail, in their own ways. characters: isagi yoichi, itoshi sae, seishirou nagi. [ part 2 : rin, bachira ]
isagi yoichi
Probably felt a little bit sad you didn’t pick up. You are probably his first crush—and only, for a long time, maybe, and this boy is committed with capital C when he is into something—so don’t be too hard on him. Like, hey, his #2 after the soccer itself didn’t pick up his phone? Poor guy.
But like the considerate boy off the pitch he is, Yoichi will immediately give you a brief of what he wanted to tell you before leaving the classic note of ‘i will call you again later’. It won’t be overly long, as he prefers to talk to you rather than to the empty void of a voicemail. Or at least he intends so to seem polite and proper, until he stutters and tripped all over his words a little bit. It’s cute though.
All in all, probably one of the most normal guy from Blue Lock, as usual, and whatever sad feelings he had from getting his call not being picked up will be gone the moment he got the chance to talk to you. A little advice, just make sure to actually call him later—knowing you reach out to him as soon as you can will make Mr. Egoist pretty happy.
“Uh, so… are you busy? Wait—you are not picking up of course you are busy…” Yoichi trailed off with a nervous laugh. “But, so, anyway, about our promise to walk around Saitama, I was wondering if your schedule is free this Sunday? I got two weeks off Blue Lock but I kinda want to make sure we can do it as soon as we can, so if anything comes up—ah, but I didn’t mean it in a bad way!”
It took Yoichi a few seconds to gather his composure before he continued, “I mean, uh, yeah, I just want to do it with you soon. I will call you again so we can talk about it later! Work hard, or have a good time! See you!”
itoshi sae
First of all, how dare you. He is famous and probably have people lining up for his number while you get him punching your number and didn’t pick up. Just for that, Sae might throw a tantrum, albeit a silent one.
On a more serious note, he will raise an eyebrow honestly, especially if you are the type to usually answer. But he is pretty independent most of the time, so he will only left a few words on the voice mail. In some occasions, though, when he just calls for the sake of listening to you, he will feel a little bit down. You can cheer him up later—you should, actually. Sometimes talking with Sae requires advanced mind reading technique and when he is a little bit down or pissed you really have to use that skill. Because boy, this guy is pretty constipated emotionally.
So, end notes, just call him real soon, okay? He might act cold and tough but he is also someone whose favorite show is Chibi Maruko-chan. He won’t say much in the voicemail or act like it afterwards, but he might really wait for you to call back, especially if he didn’t hear anything from or about you for a day. Though, honestly, just call him back or answer his next call before five seconds so everyone could be saved from his scathing vocabularies.
“What do you want for dinner? I’m picking you up later,” Sae said without wasting a second. “Hurry up and decide, then call me soon, got it? And in case you are thinking of anything funny, finish whatever you are working on first, then call me as soon as possible.”
For a moment, it was as if he was done. Then, a few beats of silence passed and he continued, “…and honestly… nevermind. Just call me soon.”
nagi seishirou
Yeah, let’s be real—he won’t leave a note and just give up. He willed out energy to call you first and you asked more from him? Wow. The fucking audacity.
But, let’s say, he really really wants to talk to you at the time and is in a really really really good mood—it will be long, if only for the long pauses. He will speaks sparsely, like the personification of bullet notes, as he doesn’t really see the point in talking if you are not really there to begin with. But, at the same time, Nagi Seishirou is also a Blue Lock egoist and he thinks having you listen to his voice note for a long time is not exactly a bad thought.
In the end, though, he really just want to hear your voice, actually. So, sooner or later, he will end the note with a ‘call me soon’ and plays a few games while waiting for you. The guy really need to recharge whatever small battery he has with you, so you really better call back if you don’t want to deal with a pouty Nagi holding a petty grudge for three minutes. And come on, do it for Reo, dude has way too much on his plate already.
“Eh, why are you not picking up?” Seishirou started with a complain, before immediately staying silent for a long time. Clearly on purpose, rather than for trying to remember something. “…I want to talk to you, so call me later, ‘kay?” he continued, in the end. “Choki also misses you by the way. You love Choki, right? So you really better call me back.”
Then, as an afterthought, he added, “Oh, I also have something I want to show you. So, let’s meet up next week. That’s all. Later.”
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Let’s get it on
Pairing: Lucien Flores x afab!reader x Frankie Morales
Words count: 12779 💀 (I humbly apologize, please don’t hate me)
Rating: +18, absolutely NSFW, please if you’re a minor don’t interact.
Tags/Warnings: POV second person, no use of y/n, reader wears a skirt, has breast and vagina, other than that no other description is given and I made sure she doesn’t blush, she has hair but it is not described what it is like and no one runs their hand through it, unprotected p in v (it's fiction, no one gets pregnant or gets infections in this world, please use protection in real life), unprotected anal, oral (everyone receiving it LOL), spit roast, a little bit of choking (very lightly), spanking, manhandling, rough sex, masturbation, dirty talk, use of “daddy” once, mention of anxiety, mention of cheating, brief Santiago appearance, angst, fluff, Lucien, reader and Frankie are bi af ❤️, pet names (baby, kitten, good boy, princess), soft!dom Frankie, sub!Lucien, everyone is horny af, reader is basically a menace along with the guys, alcohol consumption, cum eating, cream pie, a lot of nipple play just because I love it (don’t look at me like that, boobs are gorgeous ❤️), Frankie is PEK but also a boobs man in this because I said so, frottage, pussy pronouns, balls sucking, Lucien's chain (only one, sorry) makes a series of glorious appearances *wink*…listen, I don't know what other kind of smutty things I wrote anymore, If I notice something is missing I will add it right away.
This was written for @baronessvonglitter’s Fuck-tober challenge , thank you so much for the opportunity and happy birthday again 🩷 She assigned me Lucien and the song Let's get it on by Marvin Gaye, I had a blast! And it drained me, but that was only my fault because I couldn't stop writing LOL Sorry if I've been more of a pain in the ass with this, I promise I'm done. It’s the very first challenge I’ve participated and it’s also my very first Lucien fic, I’m so nervous about it💀
As usual, English is not my first language so please be patient with me, no beta and no proofreading, I reread it a couple of times today too and I hope there are no mistakes, please forgive me if you find any.
I really hope you’ll like it!
Lucien: hey baby, long time no see, how you doing?
You: I was alright before this text came
Lucien: I know you miss me and you know that too.
You: Not even a little bit.
Lucien: baby… I’m sorry. Can we meet? Please?
You: and why on earth should I do this?
Lucien: I just want to give you back something that you left at my place.
You: fuck, okay, just one time, in a public place and don’t you dare to have expectations.
Lucien: come on, deep down you still love me.
You: sure, so deep down that I can't find it
Lucien: cruel woman. Shall we meet at the usual bar at 9?
You: I’m not the one who cheated, asshole. Fuck, ok. See you there.
You put down your phone letting out a sigh, cursing yourself for accepting to see him.
Lucien. Your ex. The unreliable man that broke your heart.
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You entered the bar looking for him, scanning the place and seeing few people at the tables drinking and chatting.
He was sitting at the bar counter, rolling a bottle of beer between his fingers, staring intently ahead.
The bartender was with his back to him loading a dishwasher.
You watched him from a distance, he hadn’t changed much since the last time you saw him.
He was wearing one of his colorful shirts that he wore all the time, even when you went to your mom’s for lunch on Sundays and she obviously never failed to point it out to you “Can't he just wear a normal shirt for once?”.
You didn’t know what to do about it, Lucien has always been a stubborn guy and anyway, despite what your mother said, they suited him well.
Light wash jeans hugged his legs, his hair was a little longer but as messy as you'd always seen it, and a short beard covered his cheeks and jawline leaving some patches.
You had always liked his aquiline nose, the way you felt it press against your cheek as you kissed, and even more the way it rubbed against your clit as Lucien moved down between your thighs.
You shook your head.
“This is only going to bring me trouble” you thought as you approached “well, fuck, maybe I’ll even get a decent apology” you rolled your eyes as a whiff of his perfume reached you, a perfume that you had given him before he left you and that had caused you to have one of the worst fight in history that lead into a very painful break up. It was persistent, woody, with a very fresh citrus note, quite unmistakable.
You still remember the day you entered your friend’s house and you distinctly smelled that perfume in her living room. That day you had discovered that Lucien had been cheating on you. And to add insult to injury, as soon as he had heard you enter he had hidden behind a cabinet in the kitchen like a complete idiot. It took you 30 seconds to find him. You were already suspicious seeing your friend’s messed up hair and smeared lipstick, you had asked her if she was with someone and she had replied that no, absolutely not, she was taking a nap. But you knew her well, she had never taken naps, especially in the afternoon, she was a hyperactive person who needed to keep herself busy all the time. Apparently she had found a way to do it by fucking your boyfriend.
“Hey” you nodded at him, without trying too hard. Seeing his face again was already enough to bear with.
He turned and greeted you with a smile “Hey babe” UGH. You couldn’t stand that casual innocent smile on his face.
“Lucien, if you call me babe one more time I swear I'm leaving”
He pouted, putting those puppy eyes on you that you once liked so much and now only made you angry.
“Okay, I’m going to behave, I promise. Would you just…sit down?”
You huffed “okay, just for a moment”
This bar was another place you never went back to after you broke up, you often came there together after work to have a beer and meet friends.
It was a nice bar, actually, but you had given up and now you were meeting your friends on the other side of town.
The counter was made of dark wood, as were the stools, and some industrial-design lamps hung over it, enveloping the place in a relaxed and soft atmosphere.
Frankie, the owner, was former US special forces pilot, as soon as he turned around and saw you he greeted you like an old friend “Hey beautiful, how are you?”
“I’m good Frankie, thanks, can I have a beer?”
“Blanche on tap as always?” He still remembered your usual order, which put you in a good mood despite the presence of that asshole of your ex.
“That would be wonderful, thanks” You looked at him with eyes full of gratitude.
Frankie must have understood the reason why you hadn’t come anymore and he must also have understood how little you wanted to be there at that moment.
Lucien was silent and watched you interact, you could feel his gaze still on you.
Frankie moved to pour your beer and you resigned yourself to turning to him.
“So, let me get this straight, what the hell do you want exactly?” you asked him with a serious look.
“I wanted to give you that” he replied by putting a hand in his pocket and taking out a ring you were hoping to see again.
“Oh good, finally you did something right” It was a ring that your grandmother had given you and that you cared about a lot because it was one of the few memories you had left of her. This was the measure of how little you wanted to see Lucien again, you had even given up on it.
Deep down you knew, or at least you hoped, that Lucien wouldn't get rid of it.
If he had pulled another nasty thing to you could have redone the side of his car with a key or something. He would have deserved it and wouldn't even have had right to complain.
What bothered you the most about the whole thing was that he had done everything behind your back, if he had spoken honestly to you and told you that he wanted an open relationship or if he had confessed that he wanted to leave you you would have accepted it more easily.
“I was sure you would be happy to have it back” he smiled
You had looked at him askance and replied “well then you could have done it sooner”
“I thought it was better to let some time pass” he had shrugged at which you had sighed because he wasn’t entirely wrong but you had replied peeved anyway “Six months?!”
Lucien didn't know what to say, he just stammered "s-sorry" and looked down at his legs stretched out on the stool.
You growled and rolled your eyes again, he was impossible. “I don’t think I can expect much from you though so it’s okay”
Frankie put the beer down in front of you and smiled sweetly, “here you go, I missed you by the way”
“I missed you and this place a lot too” and took a long drink, feeling the beer slide cool on your tongue.
You could see Lucien out of the corner of your eye and he was smiling, he always told you that you drink beer like no other girl which he thought was a compliment… a really poor one actually, but for some reason you liked him saying that. You were probably blinded by love, because you were really in love with him once and there was no denying that having sex with him was amazing, he always knew how to push the right buttons and make you feel incredibly sexy in his arms. Not to mention the fact that he made you squirt and that had never happened to you before.
His kisses, the way he touched you, how he knew how to use his hands on you, his amazing cock, the scent of his skin, everything about him drove you crazy.
As much as you hated to admit it, you missed him. Just for the bed part.
“What’s that pretty little head of yours thinking?” Lucien ventured, giving you a crooked smile.
You stared at the bubbles of your beer rise up the rim of the glass and get lost in the foam.
“What a shitty boyfriend you were, if you really want to know”
And how wet you made me, but you would never have told him that.
Lucien took a sip of his beer, shifted on his stool and replied, “I know. I’m sorry.”
You hummed contentedly as you took some peanuts from the small bowl Frankie had placed in front of you along with your beer. It wasn’t such a bad thing to hear him admit his flaws after all, better late than never.
“I know I was terrible to you and I don't know how you put up with me for so long,” his voice sounded strangely sincere, as if he had actually thought about what he had done wrong.
“Well, that's not bad to hear. Thank you very much” you granted him a smile, even if he didn’t deserve it.
Lucien's eyes lit up "it's nice to see you smile, finally"
You were losing it, just a little. “No no no. I won’t fall into this again.” You thought, “I won’t let it happen.”
“We’re not okay, though” you added “don't get any strange ideas”
“Of course” he smirked “Are you dating someone?”
“Actually yes,” you replied right away “a good guy.”
“Oh. And what’s his name?”
“Simon”
He chuckled, shaking his head
“What?!” you asked him, widening your eyes, “what are you laughing so much about?”
It was unbelievable how Lucien could go from melting your heart to irritating you in a matter of seconds.
“You can't be okay with someone named Simon”
“Why not?!” You frowned, looking at him, waiting for the most stupid answer ever
“Because it sounds like an accountant's name. Or that little Chipmunk guy's name. I can't believe you're happy with him”
“I am.” you replied, offended, “he’s very good. And anyway it’s none of your business”
Simon was simply the first name that came to your mind, there was no boyfriend, you just wanted to keep him from knowing you were still alone.
“So tell me,” Lucien asked, coming closer to your ear, “does he make you come like I did? I remember how you moaned while I fucked you”
You felt a jolt down your spine as his words kept reverberating in your ear and inside your brain and then you hurried to answer “Of course he does”
Lucien’s mouth curved into a mischievous smile “I don’t believe you”
Best fuck of your life but still an asshole.
“You cheated, Lucien, so you lost every chance you get over me, shut the fuck up already” you snapped, almost on the verge of tears.
You held back with all your strength to not give him the satisfaction.
Frankie turned to you immediately “Hey, it’s all good? Should I kick his ass out?” He asked looking grimly at Lucien.
“Thank you Frankie, there’s no need, I’m going home”
You took your wallet out of your bag to pay but Frankie waved his hand in the air “no way, it's on the house”
“Well, thank you then. I hope to see you soon, without this asshole around” you squinted at Lucien who seemed finally mortified.
Being with him was like riding a roller coaster, it was fun and breathtaking and then in an instant there would be a downhill slope and everything would go to hell.
You rushed out after saying hello to Frankie again and completely ignoring your ex.
Lucien followed you after leaving some money on the counter under Frankie’s stern gaze.
He grabbed your wrist and you glared at him “I know, okay, I’m an asshole, I didn't want to make you suffer! I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry. I’m sorry about everything”
“Well you could have not acted like an idiot in the first place. We’re done, Lucien, let go off my wrist” you didn't even raise your voice, you used a coldness that surprised you.
You turned and walked away without even listening to him anymore.
You were tired, so damn tired. You just needed to go home.
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It had been a horrible day at work, your boss had loaded you with deadlines and you had left the office after 2 hours of overtime with your head exploding. On your way home you thought that after a day like that you really deserved a beer and without thinking twice, instead of going home, you headed to Frankie's bar.
It was Friday night, after all.
You entered the bar, pushing your way through the crowd to reach the counter. The place was full and Frankie was busy.
As soon as he saw you, his eyes lit up under the cap he never took off and he smiled at you “It’s so nice to see you again!”
You smiled back thinking how stupid you were tm so never have noticed how cute Frankie was before.
He placed a beer and a small bowl of peanuts in front of you without you having to ask.
“Frankie, you’re my savior” you told him, noticing his beautiful brown eyes, his strong nose just like you loved in a man, his lips and jawline made to be kissed.
He was gorgeous.
“Don’t mention it, knowing what others want is my job after all” his mouth curved into a soft smile and you felt something, like a little fire that was ignited inside you.
You sat there exchanging jokes with him between one cocktail and another that he prepared.
He was funny and kind and you loved spending time with him.
When the place had started to empty a little, it was already 1am, Frankie had poured himself some whiskey and leaned against the bar counter in front of you.
He looked tired too.
“The bar is really doing well, isn't it?” you said “you should hire someone to help you”
He smiled “Santiago took a share, he'll help me from next week. You remember him, right?”
You nodded. You had met Santi one evening when you were there with your friends. He was a nice guy, a former special forces agent just like Frankie.
“Great!”
“Listen…” Frankie hesitated for a moment “I don’t want to sound cheeky but… would you like to go out sometime?”
You looked at him, saw his hopeful look, and agreed. He was too handsome to say no.
You both smiled and you ended up helping him set up the bar while the jukebox played old rock songs.
You felt at ease with Frankie, the horrible day you had just had no longer mattered.
When the last chair had been turned upside down on the tables and the floor had been cleaned, you went out into the back alley to throw out the garbage.
“What do you say about Monday? It's my day off,” Frankie suggested.
“I think it’s perfect”
Frankie’s gaze lingered on you, making you hot and bothered.
You had moved closer to him, just an inch from his face and you had placed a hand on his broad chest, letting it slide slowly over his shirt “I don't want to seem cheeky but… could I kiss you?” you asked him raising your chin and watching him through your lashes.
Frankie chuckled “Hey. You're good, miss. Sure you can.”
As soon as you put your lips on his you felt it, a rush of adrenaline that went through your entire body. That dark alley wasn't exactly the most romantic place in the world but when you kissed him it seemed special. Frankie returned your kiss on the lips a couple of times, as if he was respectfully trying to understand how far he could go.
You pulled him by his shirt to bring him closer to you and deepened the kiss.
Your tongue caressed his lips and he didn't have to be asked twice, he let you in immediately and wrapped his arms around your waist.
Frankie was different from Lucien's, your ex was greedy and impatient, it almost seemed like he was in a hurry while kissing you.
Frankie took his time, tasted you like a ripe fruit, licked inside your mouth expertly, knew exactly what dance he wanted to involve your tongue in, tenderly nibbled your lower lip.
You felt your knees buckle, as his hands slowly moved towards your ass, you placed yours on his to invite him, to give him silent consent, and you moaned into his mouth when his big hands squeezed your ass cheeks.
You pushed him against the wall, sliding a hand between you and touching his erection over his jeans.
Frankie chuckled, his voice hoarse “hey, someone’s hungry”
“I haven’t eaten,” you replied, pouting and then bursting into laughter. Frankie pulled you back into his embrace, kissing you again, trailing down your jaw and then your neck.
You moaned again.
“Well, you should eat something. There’s a place around here, they make amazing tacos, how about that?”
“I prefer to eat you” you replied mischievously, fumbling with his belt, Frankie looked at you in ecstasy. You took his cock in your mouth right there in that alley, dirtying your knees on the asphalt without caring. He was big, about the same size as Lucien, it pulsated deliciously on your tongue and you greedily swallowed every drop of his cum.
You started dating that same Monday, he took you out to dinner and you ended the night at his house where Frankie served you three orgasms with his mouth.
It had been unbelievable, Lucien was good at it but Frankie put a special dedication into licking you like he was pussy drunk and determined to giving you the best experience you could have had.
That evening, held in his arms, your face resting on his chest, you felt completely satisfied after a long time.
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You hadn't heard from Lucien for three months, you and Frankie were dated regularly and you really liked how your story was going. One day he took you flying in a helicopter. Seeing him focused, capable, totally immersed in his element made you so excited that as soon as you got off the ground you fucked him in his car, in the parking lot, with the risk that someone would catch you in the act.
He was a fantastic man, passionate, attentive and caring.
You had forgiven Lucien after all, if he hadn't asked you to see each other, your story with Frankie would never have started.
You often went to Frankie's bar after work, sat down for a drink and chatted with him and Santi, who in the meantime had started working there.
One evening while you were laughing together Lucien came in. You muttered an “oh no” under your breath looking at Frankie who immediately put a hand on top of yours resting on the counter and squeezed it as if to tell you to stay calm.
Santi exclaimed “Hey! What are you doing here?!”
You and Frankie simultaneously turned to him with wide eyes “do you know him?”
And Santi laughed and shrugged answering “of course! He’s my cousin!”
Lucien was as surprised as you were to see you all there together.
You had never met Lucien’s cousins, he had barely introduced you to his mother and only because she had insisted. He had always been elusive, you should have known from the beginning how it would end between you.
You certainly didn't want an official engagement either, anyway.
“Why the hell are you here, cousin?” Lucien said scratching his head.
“I work here, idiot, I even told you last week at your mom’s lunch but I’m not surprised you didn’t listen.”
You giggled at Santi’s reprimand, looking at Frankie and squeezing his hand tighter. You were so glad to be with an uncomplicated man like him.
Frankie promised you something and did it, he made a date with you and showed up on time, he showered you with attention and always thought of your pleasure before his own.
“Sit down, I'll pour you a beer” Santi said and moved to the tap.
Silence fell between the three of you, until Lucien broke it by noticing the way you were caressing Frankie's hand, making small concentric circles with your thumb on the back of his hand.
”So he’s your new boyfriend? Wasn’t his name Simon?”
“It didn’t work with Simon, Frankie is much better anyway,” you looked at him tenderly and his eyes returned yours with a sparkle under the peak of his cap.
“I’m glad,” Lucien simply said, looking at Frankie and then at you. Maybe he had finally learned to behave in a civil manner.
Santi placed a beer in front of his cousin and asked “so do you like this place?”
“Sure, I've been coming here long before you started working there. She and I used to come together all the time.”
Santi finally understood your triangle. “But you…” he said pointing to you “and him” pointing to Frankie and you nodded “but before you were with him… ok I understand”
Lucien laughed “it’s not that weird, you know”
And you thought that no, it actually wasn't, because of the state of mind you were in. You were very calm, finally, and Lucien's presence didn't bother you at all.
You spent the evening together, while Santi and Frankie served cocktails, chatting and laughing.
At the end of the evening you insisted on staying to help clean up despite Frankie and Santi's protests, so Lucien also felt compelled to volunteer.
“You'll finally do something useful, cousin.” Santiago said and you all laughed, including Lucien.
You and Frankie went home around 2am, while you were thinking about how tired you were he pushed you on his bed, his eyes locked on yours as he stripped you of your jeans and panties and spread your legs.
You just can’t resist when Frankie’s eyes darken in that particular way, as if he felt the intrinsic need to make you come. That night you also read something else in his gaze, the need to claim you as his.
“You really have the most beautiful cunt I've ever seen, do you know that darling? Who does this pussy belong to? hm?”
“It's yours” you managed to say as you took off his trusted baseball cap throwing it on the floor “it’s all yours”
He drowned in your pussy, coating your folds in his saliva, his tongue frantically moving up and down and his fingers teasing your entrance. He nuzzled at your clit, making you squirm with the tip of his nose bumping into your harden bud again and again.
You raised your gaze so as not to miss a single movement of his tongue and his hungry lips that were drinking from your most intimate part.
“Fuck, you’re so good at doing it, Frankie, oh my god” you whined, lacing your fingers with his soft raven curls, he smirked against your skin and kept licking you until you were an incoherent hot mess just babbling his and god name in a blissful state.
“I need you” you pleaded “please Frankie, give me your cock”
He lifted himself up to your mouth and kissed you, letting you taste your essence from his lips while with one hand he spread your lips and his tip began to push inside you.
“Fuck, you’re drenched” and you nodded completely incapable of putting together a meaningful sentence.
He filled you up, accompanying the last thrust with a groan, and waited just long enough for you to get used to his intrusion before starting to pump in and out of you with a steady pace.
Sex with Frankie was nurturing in a way that surprised you, he really took care of you, making you feel safe every step of the way, every thrust into you like a kiss on your cervix and a caress to your soul, you never experienced something so endearing before.
He really was the perfect partner and you’re never felt so lucky in your life.
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Three more months passed since the first evening spent with Frankie, Lucien and Santi at the bar and it became an habit almost every weekend, Lucien showing up late, you making fun of him and generally having a great time together chatting and laughing. Sometimes you invited some friends and one of them ended up having a huge crush on Santi.
You were happy to see them exchanging languid glances and withdrawing from you to chat alone. Claire, your best friend, confessed to you that she was crazy about Santi after almost a month and you were not at all surprised.
“I’ve noticed the way you two look at each other for a while now,” you laughed “it’s time you decided to go out alone.”
“Oh, we will, next Monday.”
You hugged her chirping “I’m so glad for you dear, you truly deserve the best! And Santiago is such a great guy!”
“I know!” She smiled “he’s so sweet and kind and such a menace sometimes, I just fell head over heels without even realizing it”
That was perfect, you with Frankie and your best friend with Frankie’s best friend, like every rom com that you loved rewatching for comfort at which Frankie laughed so hard at.
You couldn't wait to tell him that sometimes it really happened.
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You were tidying up as usual, listening to music from the jukebox. It was two in the morning on a Friday like any other, since you were with Frankie your hours of sleep had decreased a bit but sleeping in his arms guaranteed you a deeper, more peaceful rest.
You and Frankie had celebrated your first six months together with a dinner earlier that week followed by two hours of intense, animalistic, intoxicating sex.
Lucien had seen you fall more and more in love, he had seen the way you looked at him, how you always sought physical contact, even if it was just intertwining your fingers with his, it was obvious that Frankie made you happy.
You would have been lying to yourself if you said you didn't feel anything for him anymore but Lucien made you lose the ground under your feet.
You needed someone stable, Frankie was your rock while Lucien was a dizzying amount of a person.
You were taking out a bag of garbage when you heard noises in the alley and low voices.
You looked out the back door curiously and saw Frankie and Lucien talking in the shadows. You stood still behind the half-closed door trying to listen. They hadn’t noticed you.
“We should tell her,” Frankie said and Lucien replied, “not now, please, she would never forgive me.”
“Lu, I love her, do you understand? I don’t want to hurt her.”
Lucien nodded “I know Frankie, you think I don’t care about her? But if we tell her now she’ll think it’s my fault, please. We’ll find a way, I promise”
Lucien rested his hands on Frankie’s forearms, caressing him and bringing his hands to his, clenched into fists along his sides “come on, don’t do that”
You were paralyzed. What was it that they couldn’t tell you? And why did Frankie and Lucien seem so close when in front of you they just acted cordially and threw each other the occasional barb?
You thought they were united by their affection for you and Santiago and tolerated each other for your sake but at that moment you weren't sure anymore.
Your blood froze in your veins when you saw Lucien approach Frankie and kiss him.
It was something you never thought you’d see in your life and most of all you never thought Frankie would do something like that behind your back. “Stop it Lu. I told you, I won’t do anything until we tell her. Kissing the other day was a mistake, I can’t forgive myself for that” he pushed Lucien away “and how can you think of doing it again? Have some respect for her and for yourself”
You couldn't see Frankie's gaze in the dim light but you knew it was similar to the first time he realized Lucien had cheated on you. You were relieved, Frankie hadn't given in, hadn't made the same mistake, because he knew how you felt.
Lucien blurted out “Look, I love her too, I don't want to be an asshole again but you also know how I feel about you. And I know you feel the same, idiot. Don't try to put all the blame on me, there are two sides to every ditch and I didn’t dig alone. Your lips were on mine the other day and I felt your hard cock okay?!”
Lucien had a desperate tone that you had only heard him use when he had tried to apologize to you months before.
You were speechless. If you had to be honest with yourself, you had noticed certain looks but you had never interpreted them.
Frankie pushed Lucien by the shoulders pinning him against the wall “Listen to me, idiot. You were the one who kissed me first. It’s incredible that you don’t even know how to take responsibility for yourself.” Lucien’s feet barely touched the ground from the way your boyfriend was slamming him into the bricks of the wall. “You may have been the first man who made me hard but that’s it and you know why? You will never ruin what I have with the best girl I’ve ever met. I want her to be part of this. Either that or we do nothing.”
He had moved away from Lucien to go back inside, you quickly left the garbage in the closet so you wouldn’t get caught, you would throw it out later with an excuse.
You walked over to the bar and poured yourself a shot of whiskey, downing it in one gulp. “Hey, where were you?” Santi asked as he came back through the front door. He had gone out to take Claire to get a taxi.
“I went to the bathroom,” you lied, and Santi raised an eyebrow, looking at you with concern. “Are you okay?”
“Yes, I'm fine, don't worry.”
You put the glass in the dishwasher and loaded it, mulling it over in your head as Santi talked about how great the night had been. He counted the takings sitting at the counter while the jukebox played Bruce Springsteen's Hungry Hearts.
You had always known that Lucien was bisexual, you were too. You had a girlfriend for a couple years in college and it had been a great relationship.
It must have been the first time it happened to him, you couldn't think of any other explanation.
“I want her to be a part of this” Frankie’s words were still ringing into your head.
You giggled unknowingly at the thought of Frankie being excited for another man, it was… sexy.
“Hey!” Santi snapped his fingers in front of your eyes “are you still here with us?”
“Yes” you quickly answered.
Santi chuckled “what was that little smile for?”
“Oh nothing, I was thinking about Frankie” it wasn’t entirely a lie, you were thinking about him. And Lucien. And the three of you together. It intrigued you more than you were willing to admit.
“You two lovebirds are so cute” Santi mocked you and you didn’t mind at all.
Frankie came back followed by Lucien “Are you ready to go home, baby?”
“Yes, I’ll take this to the closet and I’m ready” You lifted the first case you saw behind the counter hoping that it actually belonged there.
“Let me do it” Frankie suggested but you immediately replied “no love, I can do it, don’t worry, I’ll be right back” you smiled and gave him a kiss and then you headed towards the closet.
You picked up the garbage you had left there and went out into the alley to throw it away. You took a long sigh, feeling your cheeks hot as you thought back to the scene you had seen. You didn’t know what would happen but you had faith in Frankie, he would fix everything.
You went back inside. Lucien sat silently in the corner, looking back and forth between you and Frankie, and now you could see longing in his eyes. He looked at Frankie almost as you did.
Your heart fluttered.
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After two days of silence you were ready to snap at Frankie. Why the hell didn't he tell you the truth? You could see his gaze drop every time you mentioned Lucien in a conversation and you knew he had the speech he wanted to give you on the tip of his tongue.
You were pissed, but you tried to stay calm.
You couldn't believe Frankie wasn't being honest with you about this when he had talked to you about much more serious things, opening up to you with simplicity. He had told you about his previous job, about the anxiety attacks it had left him with.
He had been in therapy for years and dropped out because of this.
Santiago was the person who helped him face reality, he never abandoned him and Frankie said he owed him his life. The reason he opened the bar was because they had always talked about it “we’re going to open a bar and we won’t have to deal with this shit anymore”. They had always said that and it had become a kind of mantra that had kept Frankie afloat every time he thought he was sinking into anxiety.
He was a new person now and you were lucky enough to find him.
You didn't want to lose him and you certainly wouldn't have tolerated it happening because of Lucien.
You wanted so badly to trust that Frankie would tell you about it sooner or later.
And then there was something else and you knew it was wrong but you couldn’t get the way he had pushed Lucien against the wall out of your head.
Lucien was not small and yet he seemed light as a feather under Frankie's hands.
Was that his real strength? He had obviously never used it with you and you had asked yourself many times what those powerful arms were capable of doing.
In addition to that, you couldn't stop thinking about you, Frankie and Lucien in the same bed. It was your’s greedy brain fault.
You felt guilty because Frankie never failed to please you. At the same time, however, you imagined what it would be like if Lucien had also entered the picture.
Frankie wanted it too after all, he had said so.
By the end of the week you were so pent up by all scenarios you imagined that you actually prayed for Frankie’s confession.
“Frankie” you said on Friday morning, after a night spent at this place sleeping in his arms “we need to talk”
His fingers began to fidget on the kitchen table where you were both sitting having a cup of coffee and some pancakes that you made from scratch.
“About what?” He asked
You swallowed air, carefully choosing your words “Well, I saw something last Saturday night” and he widened his eyes knowing already what you meant. You could see fear in his look so you instinctively brought your hand over his nervously tapping on the table’s wood.
“Don’t worry” you tried to reassure him “I don’t want to break up with you. I love you Frankie, and you can tell me anything, you know that, right?”
Frankie looked pale and concerned “Yes baby but that was so bad. I don’t know what to say”
“Truth is fine” you suggested and he nodded, taking a long breath “yeah, you deserve it so here it is. Lucien kissed me once, about two weeks ago and then again on Saturday. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I was scared. It’s just that… I also didn’t know I was into men before. I swear it’s the first time that happened to me but I felt something. Something strong, actually. I was so confused but more than anything else I don’t want to hurt you. I love you, no matter how many men I could find attractive, you’re the most important person in my life.”
Your heart melted instantly at the puppy eyes look that he gave you.
“I trust you. I wish you had told me right away because you know I can understand, but if it was your first time I guess you needed time to process it.”
“Yeah” he murmured softly “but I’m sorry anyway”
“It’s okay. Actually… I don’t mind the idea”
Frankie spat the coffee he was drinking back in his cup “What?”
“Yeah” you admit “I mean… it’s hot” and you felt your cheeks burn at the revelation.
Frankie smirked, looking at you with that particular gaze in his eyes that you recognized as horniness “you would love to fuck both of us, don’t you? Naughty girl”
“I’d love to have a threesome, yeah” you cooed, approaching him and sitting on his lap. You put your arms around his neck and kissed him, you felt his hands wandering on your back and hold you tight.
“What have I done to have a woman like you? Really, I’m the luckier motherfucker that ever existed”
You kissed him again losing yourself at the sensation.
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You saw Lucien at the bar that evening.
Santi was busy making drinks across the counter, Claire was sitting in front of him, Frankie was in the back getting a keg of beer to replace the one that finished.
You were sitting next to each other and you could feel the tension rising in your chest.
Lucien, oblivious to everything, smiled at you and told you about a movie he had just seen.
You hadn’t been this nervous in his presence since you first met and you couldn’t stop staring at the gold chain around his neck. It made you wet to think at the way the accidentally hit your face while he pumped into you.
You'd never liked it on anyone but him, just as you'd never liked anyone who wore a baseball cap all the time before you met Frankie. They were your exceptions.
You were imagining Frankie being hit while Lucien fucked him. Each time they hit your lip or chin the sudden pain turned into pleasure and that little moment had become part of your sexual routine.
The kiss you had seen, though chaste and hasty, had uncovered a series of needs inside you that you hadn't even expected. You had been seething inside all week and talking about it with your boyfriend had only partially calmed you down.
“Lucien” you said “I need to tell you something”
“Just tell me” he grinned, you could see from his expression that he wasn’t expecting anything you were about to say.
“Maybe it’s better if we go out” you sighed, getting up from the stool.
Lucien followed you with a questioning look on his face, you made your way through the crowd to the exit and you leaned against the outside wall of the place, standing on the pavement, while he looked at you “so, what do you have to tell me?”.
You twisted your hands nervously as you searched for the words. “I… I saw you. You and Frankie” you spat suddenly, not finding another way to say it.
Lucien immediately became alarmed and started babbling “oh, no, listen, it’s not what you think… I mean… nothing serious happened, I would never do something like that behind your back again, I know you’re happy with him and I don’t want to ruin it, please believe me. It was just a kiss”
“I know. Frankie told me” you said, firmly “I can't exactly say the same about you but I trust him”
Lucien looked down, as if he was scanning the pavement for who knows what. “I… I’m sorry. I really am. I don’t want to take him away from you. The thing is… I realized how happy you were and first I envied you…And one day… I saw Frankie looking at me and I… I messed up, please forgive me, I’ll never kiss him again.”
You watched him simmer and feel ashamed and you were almost tempted to leave him like that, without saying anything else, as punishment for what he had put you through months before.
You smirked “Lucien” and he wouldn’t stop piling up excuses “Lucien! Shut up and listen to me!” you snapped
“Okay” he replied continuing to inspect the sidewalk.
“Frankie I are inseparable, you know. But… we can try something, if you want”
You locked eyes with his and watched as his expressions changed from confused to intrigued. “What?” he asked, with a crooked smile.
You knew he already understood but he was dying to hear you say it.
You rolled your eyes, annoyed at seeing him gloat like that. “I can’t stand you when you do that.”
“Like what?” he pressed, moving closer to you.
“Like… you are, God, you are so arrogant. You make me regret my own thoughts.”
“Tell me what you want,” he whispered into your neck. He was dangerously close, you were practically trapped between him and the wall. If there was one thing that would never change, it was Lucien’s ability to make you feel like you were playing with fire.
“I want… the three of us…”
“What?” he insisted “say it”
“I want us to have sex, okay, the three of us. together” you squealed.
Lucien looked into your eyes, searching your gaze, you felt like you had confessed a sin. “Oh. I wasn’t expecting that. Interesting.”
“Stop gloating and tell me what you think,” you protested, arms crossed over your chest.
Lucien took your hands and brought your arms down your body, pressing you against the wall and whispering in your ear, “I’m in. Whenever you want.”
“You’re a slut, you know that, huh?”
“Hey! You suggested it, okay? And what can I do, I like to fuck with people who turn me on. So tell me sweetie, when are we doing it?“
“Tonight,” you answered instinctively, the desire to kiss him eating you up and the thought of seeing him with Frankie occupying every part of your brain.
“Woah, you’re not wasting your time.”
“You know I never liked it,” you replied, looking at him through your lashes.
Lucien had always awakened a primal instinct in you, maybe it was his disheveled look, the shirts he always wore open partially revealing his chest, the smell of his skin, the way his beard nipped your cheeks as he kissed you, you didn’t know, but you felt it strongly every time he got closer than he should have.
You came back in and your gaze immediately searched for Frankie, you saw him behind the counter and you slipped in, grabbing him by the waist “you know you can’t stay here” he warned you tenderly, placing his hands on yours “be good and go back to your stool”.
You moved in front of him and looked him intensely in the eyes.
He was so beautiful, so sweet, so attractive that you would have covered him in kisses right there, in front of everyone.
“It’s done. For tonight.” you cooed, winking at him.
Frankie smiled “you’re a little schemer, you know that?” And he kissed you, giving you a pat on the ass immediately after “Good. I can’t wait. Now get out of here”.
You dutifully went to sit down and did nothing but watch him and Lucien alternately for the rest of the evening, reading anticipation on their faces, feeling impatient and excited. You could hardly believe that this was going to happen, and yet you were one step away from having sex with both of them and you had wanted it.
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Santi went home with Claire leaving the three of you alone, he looked at you a little suspiciously because normally you would have protested at the fact that he was running off with his girlfriend leaving you to clean up.
He didn't know what you had in mind but he wasn't stupid anyway and he had surely noticed the glances you had exchanged all evening.
He turned around before leaving and smiled saying "have fun”
Once you were alone, a strange energy spread through the bar. No one knew how to make the first move. Lucien was babbling about the beer bottles left lying around, Frankie was busy sweeping every corner, you were lounging at the counter, rubbing the surface with cloth and detergent as if you had to mirror yourself on the wood.
You had to do something to warm up the atmosphere. You put away the cloth, washed your hands and armed with courage you took a coin from your wallet and headed towards the jukebox. You were looking for a song that could give you the push to take the initiative.
You chose Let’s get it on. Marvin Gaye. “A classic always works. It has to work.” you thought. You turned and looked around the place. The dim lights, the smell of whiskey, lime and beer, the little couches scattered around in the corners, the old jukebox, it was a place you knew like the back of your hand and it made you feel comfortable.
It was nice to watch your boys move around in there, confident and relaxed, it had been for all the nights you’d spent there.
You were pleasantly tipsy, not so much that you were drunk but enough to feel brave.
You could have done it. With the song playing in the air, warm and sensual, you felt ready.
You went to your rock first. You walked over to Frankie smiling at his obsessive sweeping of the same spot for the past 5 minutes.
“Hey. I think it’s clean.”
"You say?" Frankie leaned the broom against the wall, laughing, welcoming you into his arms immediately after. You rested your face on his plaid shirt, inhaling his scent, that intoxicating scent of tobacco and leather that you loved so much.
“I love you so much, you know that, right?” You murmured in his chest.
“I know, baby, I love you too”
You raised your chin and looked him in his beautiful chocolate eyes, he moved his hand up to your face, cupping your cheek, brushing his thumb on your skin.
“You’re the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever met” he said. You didn't know how but Frankie had the extraordinary talent of always saying what you needed to hear.
And he said it in a way, with that deep, slightly hoarse voice that made you tingling inside every single time.
You kissed him, savoring him slowly, his tongue brushing your lips, making room into your mouth, intertwining with yours. Frankie deepened the kiss, holding you tight.
You moaned softly into his mouth, reaching out to take off his hat and burying a hand in his hair.
“Interesting song choice,” Frankie whispered, moving his hands to your ass and squeezing “Shall we go home?”
“Yes in a little while, let me dance with you some more” Frankie chuckled, holding you close and starting to swing with you, your bodies pressed and rubbing together.
Lucien came up behind you. “Can I join?” he asked mischievously.
His arms were on Frankie’s, you were deliciously snuggled between the two of them as the three of you moved your hips in unison.
You were silent, still moving, your breaths growing together.
Lucien's hands wrapped around Frankie's strong biceps were a perfect sight. Sandwiched between the two of them, you felt exactly how you imagined.
Hot, confident, eager.
Lucien was the first to break the silence, you felt him half-hard against your ass.
“At my place or yours?” he asked Frankie smirking
“At my house. It’s closer” he replied immediately.
You pulled away and looked into each other's eyes. "Are we sure we want to do this?" Frankie asked.
“I think… yeah” you were hopeful that neither of them had changed their minds and Lucien nodded “Yes, I’m more than sure” and accompanied the sentence with a caress on your arm.
“Do you still want it, Frankie?” And he nodded too saying “of course”
“Come here,” you waved them both closer together and put a hand on the back of their heads, making your mouths collide, a tangle of lips and teeth and tongues.
Lucien's lips were impatient and needy on one side, Frankie's ones expert and sweet on the other. And you in the middle. You no longer knew who was licking whose lips, your saliva and your mixed flavors were intoxicating.
You pulled away and panted “let’s go.”
The song that had accompanied your kisses had ended, leaving a trail of desire.
You reached Frankie's truck hugging each other, Frankie and Lucien's hands intertwined behind your back.
You sat down in front next to Frankie, taking Lucien's hand that was hanging from behind on your shoulder and caressing it while with the other you squeezed Frankie's thigh, slowly moving up towards the crotch of his jeans.
He squinted at you “what are you doing, babe?”
You batted your eyelashes “nothing” and then chuckled softly.
“Well, this nothing is sending me out of space”
Lucien laughed in the backseat as you finally approached Frankie’s house.
As soon as you entered Lucien pushed you against the wall and kissed you “god, I missed your lips”
You smiled, holding on to Frankie's shirt and pulling him close to you.
Frankie's hand hugged your hip feverishly, moving up to your breast, his palm open on your shirt, right on your hardened nipple stiffing against your lacy bra.
Lucien continued his lustful path up your jaw, down the column of your neck, sucking the soft skin and smoothing it with his tongue.
Frankie kneaded your breasts with one hand while squeezing your butt with the other until he grunted “Take off your clothes, baby”
Lucien pulled away, looking at you expectantly.
You smiled at both of them, standing in front of you waiting to see your naked body appear before their eyes.
You took off your shirt, throwing it on Frankie who smiled catching it and bringing it to his nose to inhale your scent.
You could see that light in his eyes, that spark of desire that always shone when he wanted you desperately.
You continued your undressing by unhooking your bra, letting it fall to the floor. Their eyes were fixed on your nipples stiffen in the air.
Lucien instinctively took Frankie's hand and squeezed it tightly, wincing.
“You are always as I remembered you. Gorgeous,” he muttered and a rush of pride rose up to your chest.
“Yes? Touch me,” you invited him.
Lucien’s hand tremblingly approached your waist, moving up along it, stopping at the side of your breast. With his thumb he reached your nipple, brushing it with the tip of his finger.
He freed himself from Frankie's grip and took his hand again, placing it on the crotch of his jeans, turning to give him a crooked smile full of silent requests.
Frankie smiled at him, embarrassed but horny, moving his hand up and down the outline of his cock. It was a new sensation for him, he seemed totally enraptured by it.
Lucien didn't stop caressing you, a moan escaped his lips, his eyes moving alternately between you and Frankie.
Frankie in turn raised a hand to touch your other breast, you wriggled in your guys's hands, so different and yet so enhancing, both of them.
Your guys… it was so strange to think about but that's what they were in that moment. Yours, all yours.
Lucien urged you, “Why don’t you take off your skirt too, princess?”
You didn't need to be told twice, you pulled down the side zip and let it slide down your hips.
“Mmm you’re wearing my favorite panties” Frankie whispered and Lucien echoed “I remember them well. I loved the curve of your ass tight in those panties”
They looked at each other pleased and in a fit of need they exchanged a kiss. Seeing their beards rubbing against, their tongues chasing, their hungry lips capturing each other and hear them moaning into each other’s mouth was too much.
You moaned, your eyes hypnotized in front of that vision. Everything you had imagined took shape in front of you, it was like a dream from which you prayed never to wake up.
“God…” Frankie muttered “let’s go to my room”
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You had always liked Frankie's room, it was simply furnished but comfortable.
There was a large bed right in the center, with a beautiful blue duvet that you loved, it was wonderful to cuddle up there with him.
Frankie pushed you gently against it, inviting you to sit down. He turned to Lucien, slowly opening the buttons of his shirt, looking into his eyes. Lucien was looking back at him intently.
Once undone, Frankie ran a hand over his neck, tangling his fingers in his chain, letting it slide down his chest, until it reached his jeans. He fumbled with the button, then pulled down the zipper, and let them slide down his hips. Lucien helped him by stepping on them and pulling them off his ankle, then kicking them to the floor.
He took off his shirt and threw it in a corner. He was naked except for a pair of black boxers that barely contained his erection.
Your gaze wandered on his sculpted chest that ended in a slightly soft, delicious belly, which you had always loved to nibble and you felt your panties getting wet at the sight.
Frankie was the only one still dressed at that point so you urged him “Undress, love, we want to see you”
You could recognize a hint of uncertainty in his eyes but you knew he wanted it. He wanted it so badly that his cap had been left behind at the bar and it was the first time that had happened.
He took off the flannel shirt he was wearing over a T-shirt.
Lucien sat down next to you, letting his fingers slide down your arm.
Frankie pulled his shirt off his neck, leaving his chest bare. You had a thing for his nipples, small, pink, sweet as honey under your tongue. You loved playing with them, and Frankie went crazy every time you did it, even if he wouldn’t admit it openly.
“Come here,” you asked, and he leaned in. You reached up and took one of his nipples between your fingers, pinching it.
Lucien chuckled as Frankie squirmed under your touch “he likes it huh? Good to know”.
Frankie glared at him, “only she can do that,” and Lucien pretended to agree with a clearly amused tone, “yes, of course.”
Frankie snorted, before reaching down and grabbing your knees, spreading your legs “let me see her”.
He reached for the lace of your panties, rubbing it against your folds, wetting the fabric further. “Oh yes, that’s what she needed.”
“She needs you always” you moaned.
“I know. Lie down, love, I want to give her everything she wants” he replied under his breath.
Lying on the bed, you felt Frankie's hands hook around the edges of your panties and you lifted your hips slightly to allow him to pull them down.
He began kissing your inner thigh, lingering on your skin, trailing up towards your groin.
Lucien lowered himself to one of your breasts and licked the areola all around, deliberately avoiding the nipple, looking at you with a knowing smile.
The moment Frankie dipped his fingers between your folds Lucien took your nipple into his mouth, starting to suck slowly.
They worked in sync, your boyfriend between your thighs and your ex on your tit, it felt like they were everywhere, all over your body, ready to taste every part of you.
Frankie’s fingers gathered your arousal to your clit, surrounding it with two fingers shaped in a V and stroking it up and down.
You whined their name, both of them.
Lucien was sucking at your nipple like a madman, pinching and twisting the other one with his fingers.
He parted for a moment just to ask Frankie to stop. Frankie interrupted his careful work around your clit and folds with a grunt “what do you want?”
“It will take me just a second” Lucien wetted two of his fingers with your juice and then he spread it out on your nipple, motioning in circles and then sucking at it again. “mmm even better, babe, I can taste how sweet your are on your fucking beautiful tit”.
It was something he enjoyed doing and it always made your head spin. He moaned loudly sucking at your nipple like that, overwhelmed by the new flavor on it.
Frankie returned down to lick your pussy, up and down, precise, calm, relentless. No one could do it like him, not Lucien, not anyone else you’d ever had.
His hands squeezed your thighs, holding them wide, his tongue lapped flat between your outer lips and when he reached your clit he took it between his lips, sucking it.
“Oh my god, it feels so good” you whine
“I can never get enough of your sweet little pussy,” he whispered between licks.
Your hand disappeared between his dark curls, pushing him towards your pussy, inviting him to dive even deeper and when you felt his tongue pushing your entrance you encouraged him to fuck you with it “more baby, give me more” and Frankie nudged into your hole continuing to take care of your clit with his fingers and then alternating sucking and stroking, until two of his fingers were inside of you and he curled them in a way he knows he was making you crumble.
Lucien was cupping your tit, caressing it with his hand and tongue, his beard gently brushing it, giving you extra stimulation.
They didn’t stop until you were a mess of whimpers and beg, you felt your essence running out of you, Frankie’s mouth catching every drop of it expertly, obscene squelch coming out of you as you clenched around your boyfriend’s big fingers.
“Give it to me, baby, give it all to me” Frankie incited you while you felt your orgasm flooding through your body, making you quiver.
Lucien slipped between your legs “I wanna taste her a little more, please” asking your boyfriend’s permission which drove you absolutely crazy, Frankie made room for him by placing himself next to you and as he continued on your bundle of nerves with his thumb, Lucien licked you clean, drinking from you.
They stood up and kissed as you caught your breath, Frankie's hand on Lucien's waist pulling him towards him, demanding and keen.
You stayed out it for a while watching them, leaning on your elbows, enjoying their eager mouths, tasting your flavor on each other’s tongue, their beards drenched in your juices.
Frankie was much rougher with him, almost matching Lucien’s typical impatience.
He bit his lower lip, sucking it then forcing his tongue into his mouth licking like a starve man.
You loved seeing him lose his inhibitions, it turned you on deeply the way he trailed down on Lucien’s jaw and neck and up to his lips again, rubbing his hand on his cock over the fabric.
You knelt down beside them, your hands on the elastic of their boxers. You pulled them down with their help and they stepped out of them, leaving them crumpled on the floor.
With one hand on both of their cocks you began to stroke them, feeling their velvety skin slide between your fingers, both were already hard, leaking pre cum.
“Mmmm all slippery and wet for me… I love it” you cooed and they stopped kissing looking down at you, mouths parted and running out of breath.
You brought their cocks together rubbing them on one another, touching the tips, stroking them up and down and they left out a whimper.
You had to use two hands to hold both of their big fat cocks.
You continued to smear their pre cum down their length, skin on skin, tips kissing, pleasure on pleasure building strongly as they throbbed in your hands.
They were both hypnotized by your movements, eyes locked on your hands working on their shafts.
You felt a rush of power in your chest, both of your guys at your mercy, your cunt slick again, arousal pooling at your core.
Lucien palmed the back of your head and you couldn’t help but leaning yourself at his cock licking his tip, savoring his flavor on your tongue.
You did the same to Frankie and he praised “you’re so fucking beautiful like that”
You took his length in your mouth, stroking Lucien with your hand, Frankie’s heavy and hot on your tongue as you slide down until you felt it in the back of your throat, almost gagging.
Frankie whispered “god, baby, you always take me so well”
You whined feeling your cunt dripping on your thighs, beginning to suck him.
You run your tongue up and down his length, sucking on his mushroom head, feeling salt and musk invading your mouth.
You stroke Lucien some more and then he moved on his knees right next to you.
You turned and looked him as you sucked, his dark eyes eagerly watching Frankie’s cock disappearing between your lips.
“Can I help?”
You pulled away from your boyfriend’s cock, a thread of saliva connecting his length to your lips.
“Do you want to taste it?”
Lucien nodded repeatedly.
“Say it,” you urged, “I want to hear it.”
“I want to -”
You shook your head, “Tsk. You’re not getting away easily with this. And you don’t say ‘I want’. Ask nicely.”
Lucien gulped before speaking again, visibly annoyed. You didn’t care, it was Frankie’s cock you were talking about, it belonged to you. Him begging for it seemed like the least he could do.
“Can I take it in my mouth, please?” Lucien had finally decided to submit to your will, he was losing his cockiness, pleading with his entire face, and it felt good.
“Only for a few minutes. And make sure you don’t make him come, that’s my job”
“Okay” he agreed and he lowered himself onto Frankie’s cock, mouth wide open, starting to suck where you left off.
Frankie gave you a pleased look, he was clearly impressed by your attitude and you caressed him on his tummy, just above where Lucien's head was, tracing with your fingers that happy strip of hair that led to his intimacy.
A little something only you were allowed to do, ‘cause Frankie was so self conscious of his tummy.
He gained a little bit of weight that went right there on his love handles since he retired and you worked so hard to make him feel better about it.
You loved every single inch of him, from his lovely curls, to his strong nose, from his wide shoulders to his soft belly.
His body was made for loving you, to protect you, to make you feel safe.
You grabbed his balls as Lucien continued to suck him avidly and you gently gripped on them, Frankie left out a whimper that went straight to your cunt.
You angled your face to suck on one, sliding it over your tongue the way you knew he liked it.
Your face right next to Lucien's as you took care of Frankie together must have been something Frankie would never have imagined, you had never heard him moan like that and honestly you were on the edge too as you heard the obscene sounds made by Lucien's mouth full of Frankie's cock so close to your ears.
“Jesus fuck” he muttered, taking an handful of Lucien’s messy hair, pushing him down to his length, you suffocated a little evil laugh at hearing Lucien gagging more than you did.
As soon as you felt Frankie's balls harden you ordered Lucien to move, he took Frankie's cock out of his mouth with a lewd pop and for a moment you lost concentration looking at his swollen lips.
You shook yourself, stuffing what belonged to you into your mouth, wrapping your hand around his base, sucking non-stop, Frankie pulsing on your tongue, his musky scent filling your nostrils, him praising you “my good girl, you are so incredible. You like it huh? I know love, just like that, don't stop”
You increased the pace, sucking at his tip with all the breath you had left, swallowing his whole spent down your throat as soon as he spurted it in long thick streaks, his whole body quivering, his head falling backward and his eyes shut.
“Fuck yeah, baby, oh my- fuck you swallow like a champ” His voice spent and hoarse almost cracked.
You kept it in your mouth until he softened, he looked at you so sweetly, cradling your head, repeating “I love you, baby, I love you so much” and you looked back at him with all the affection that flooded from your heart.
“Come to me, darling,” he said as he sat on the bed and motioned for Lucien to join you on the opposite side. The two of you lay down on Frankie’s bed, you were in the center again, pressed against his chest with one leg wrapped around his waist, while Lucien hugged you from behind.
Frankie kissed the crown of your head, your hair, caressing your arm, holding you tight.
Lucien left a small trail of kisses along your cheek and neck as you felt his cock press against your ass and you hummed quietly.
The three of you stayed like that for a while, snuggled together and listening to your breathing return to normal, until Frankie asked you what else you wanted to do.
“I want…” you paused, examining your desires thoroughly “I want you in my cunt and Lucien in my mouth”
Frankie left out a “damn girl! You’re insatiable” kissing your forehead and you hid your face on his chest giggling.
You raised your head admiring your boyfriend’s captivating smile and his beautiful brown eyes, a little dimple popping out at the side of his mouth.
“Yeah” you cooed “I’m always hungry for you”
Frankie provoked you “and what do you tell me about him?”
“It's a nice addition” you admitted reaching Lucien’s cheek with your hand, passing your fingers tip on his scratchy beard.
“Spit roasted huh?” Lucien whispered into your ear “such a good girl for us”
“On all fours, babe”
You willingly complied with Frankie's request and he stood behind you.
“Is she ready?” He asked and you whined a “yes, please” sticking your ass out and spreading your legs for him.
Frankie leaned down and spread your folds his fingers, looking at your pussy. “Almost” he said.
You snorted “What, almost?” You felt wetter than you’d ever felt in your life, just the thought of being taken by both of them at the same time made your clit vibrate “Yes, love, you need to stretch out a little for me, just a little”.
You protested under your breath and Frankie suddenly stuck his index and middle fingers up to his knuckles inside you. You winced, feeling your disagreement die in your throat.
“Fuck!”
“Here you are princess” he said, starting to move his fingers inside you, in lascivious squeaks and a flow of juices that coated them.
Lucien was in front of you, kneeling, slowly pumping his cock. He approached your face passing the tip on your lips, spreading drops of pre cum over them.
Your mouth instantly agape welcomed him, humming at the flavor spreading on your tongue. Its thick vein crawled across your palate, its flavor a little more pungent than Frankie's but just as pleasant.
You inhaled sharply through your nose, focusing on relaxing your mouth to let him slide in as Frankie's fingers explored relentlessly inside you, caressing your g-spot.
You were basically gushing on his fingers, squirming and crying as your orgasm rose up from your tummy, to your chest, choking in your throat full of Lucien’s cock.
“Fuck baby, you’re dripping on my wrist” Frankie groaned.
Lucien placed his hands on either side of your face and gave a couple of harder thrusts, hitting your throat.
You felt on the verge of tears but the orgasm Frankie was giving you was easing the pain, leaving you in a state of dizziness.
Frankie lined up with your entrance, hitting your folds with his cock a few times and then entering with one firm thrust. He hit your cervix and made you see stars.
He began to hammer into you, gripping your hips, his fingers digging into your flesh.
It was rougher than usual but you didn't mind. Being fucked from both ends was blowing your mind, you had never felt so full.
“Fuck, princess, you’re taking me well” Frankie yelled behind your back while Lucien was grunting right in front of you, palpitating on your tongue.
You were exhausted, overstimulated, yet you didn't know how to stop.
Your skin was incredibly hot, little drops of sweat were sliding down your skin.
You looked at Lucien and his chains flapped on his chest while his raven curls were plastered to his forehead.
His eyes were narrowed, his jaw was slack, an ecstatic expression painted on his face.
You could have come just by watching him but Frankie wouldn’t stop thrusting into you, he was now bent over you holding onto your breasts, barely keeping his balance but you knew how much he loved grabbing your tits while he fucked you. Frankie was a tit man. He was the king of oral sex but while he was doing it he loved to pinch your nipples and could spend just as much time sucking your tits as he enjoyed doing it at your clit. No one had ever made you squirt before Lucien, that’s true, but Frankie was on another level. Making you explode like that was a mission for him and to do that he concentrated on putting his mouth where he knew it would have the greatest effect. And you had sensitive nipples. A perfect match.
Frankie was so close, you knew it because of his sounds. You knew them by heart, those guttural moans that slipped past his lips when he couldn't hold it in any longer.
He flooded your pussy a few moments later and you came right after him, the sound of your orgasm muffled by Lucien's cock still in your mouth even though you felt a storm inside.
You swallowed Lucien's seed shortly after, his hand anchored to the nape of your neck.
He sounded incoherent and delirious as he filled your mouth with his cum.
You collapsed together on the bed, a tangle of legs and arms and labored breathing.
After a few minutes Frankie said “I think I’m not done yet” and you looked at him and immediately understood. Lucien didn’t know him that well, his face was relaxed and totally unaware.
“Huh? What do you want to do?” he asked innocently. Frankie was staring at you and smiling in a mischievous way.
“Oh I know…” you grinned back at Frankie.
“Can someone explain it to me?” Lucien was starting to get nervous, probably feeling cut off from your complicity.
He would know very soon.
Frankie didn't give him time to ask any more questions, he moved on the bed, manhandling him like a puppet.
He turned him over on his back, holding both his wrists still with one hand and said “now you will take my cock. Be good and get down on your knees for me, kitten”
He let go of his wrists and Lucien, submissive like you'd ever seen him, got down on all fours for your boyfriend.
“It's time to take off that braggart look on your face.” Frankie barked.
Lucien tried to protest but before he could, Frankie's finger had already disappeared up into his ass.
He screamed a “fuck” in a broken voice and Frankie laughed “Come on, I know you like it”
“Yeah, I do. You could have prepared me though, motherfucker” Frankie slapped Lucien’s ass.
A red patch radiated across his skin. You were sitting quietly on the side of the bed, enjoying the scene. Frankie was serving you a little revenge on a silver plate.
“I think you deserve a little punishment so now you will shut up, you will take my cock in your ass and you will like it, we clear?”
Lucien moaned as Frankie moved his finger inside him, stretching him out.
“Fuck. Okay. it's not the first time someone's been hard on me though”
For a novice, Frankie certainly showed no hesitation “Ask yourself why”
He had had anal sex before, it had happened with you too but it was his first time with a man.
Lucien's breathing had become heavy again, he was literally melting under Frankie's touch.
He added another finger.
“Yeah, you like that, look how good you're taking my fingers. Tell me you like it, I want to hear it.”
Lucien moaned incoherently and Frankie spanked him again “Use your words”
Lucien babbled “I- I can’t” and Frankie's hand went down a third time on his ass
“Yes you can, speak up” he ordered.
Frankie was a vision.
Focused, relentless, you unconsciously lowered a hand between your legs as you watched him, starting to flick on your clit.
“I love it” Lucien finally managed to say “fuck. yes”
“Good boy” Frankie hummed “you can call me daddy if you like that”
You laughed and Lucien raging voice protested “I won’t call you daddy in a million years, asshole”
Frankie thrusted his fingers inside him saying “Shall we bet?”
Lucien left out a single desperate moan.
“I swear I never wanted it before but now I feel like doing it” you whispered and Frankie winked at you.
He pumped his cock it into his fist, until he got hard again, giving a few more slaps to Lucien who was waiting obscenely open for him.
He pounded into him grabbing him by his hips, thrusting in and out of him ferociously.
Lucien screamed in a frenzy.
You kept touching your clit, increasing the pace along with Frankie who sank into Lucien in long, incessant thrusts.
He grabbed him by his waist and Lucien slammed into Frankie’s chest, holding him firmly as he continued to fuck him.
“The chain” Lucien pleaded “please”
Frankie entwined his fingers with the metal “what do you want, kitten?”
“Pull it. Gently” Lucien said “I need- please”
Frankie didn’t hesitate, pulling it towards him, Lucien moaned, his breathing slightly constricted by the metal around his neck. Frankie was careful not to overdo it and the little extra stimulation sent Lucien over the edge. His neck was red where the chain dug into his skin.
You were now at your limit, flicking on your clit like crazy, two finger stuck in your cunt, wailing along with Lucien and Frankie.
You came screaming Frankie's name like a God, Lucien's body jolted against Frankie's, he pulled out of your ex's ass, stroking his cock a couple of time before painting Lucien’s ass cheeks with his cum.
You were lying on the bed again a moment after, you hugging Frankie and Lucien next to you.
You sighed, breaking the silence first “If we do this again I think I’ll cancel my gym membership,” and they both laughed.
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The Stupid Closet (27)
Hello everyone! Happy Sunday release day. The countdown is officially on, after this chapter there’s 9 chapters left of this story🥹 I can’t believe it!
Thank you for your continued support, enjoy!
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You light your cigarette and take a drag of it immediately.
“What did he say or do?” Theo asks quietly, standing beside you.
You look over at him, “it doesn’t matter Theo.” Your gaze lingers like you want to tell him but you don’t.
he takes a moment, wanting to know but not wanting to push you.
“Well whatever it was, he’s stupid for it.” He pauses before continuing, “You asked him not to fight the guy didn’t you?”
“How’d you know?”
“I know you. Remember when I punched Ma-” he pauses until you nod “anyways, you were so pissed at me. Even when I knew I was losing you to him, I held back because I knew you’d hate me”
‘Losing you to him’ God that stung a little.
“God this whole thing is just so frustrating” You say through gritted teeth.
“Are you for sure that it’s over between you two? You went through so much…” He trails off.
“Not even a question.” You say simply.
He watches you for a second, “You’re taking this really well…”
“Yeah well you weren’t in the room when we talked” You respond almost laughing. It was quite funny if you think about it, Mattheo said he loved you and begged you not to leave him yet he slut shames you and suggests going back to hating each other so easily. Maybe he never really loved you in the first place..
You can tell Theo wants to know what was said but he doesn’t ask again, respecting your boundaries.
“Thanks for coming up here, I just…I couldn't handle Pansy right now.” You admit.
“No problem, I’m happy I could help…for a while I thought we’d never be cool again” He shrugs. You smile at this, it was nice that he could be here for you. It always seemed like it was Theo or…Mattheo. One or the other could be by your side but never both at the same time.
“Can I be alone for a bit? I promise I’ve calmed down” You ask nicely.
“Uh sure, if you need anything I’ll be at the Slytherin house” He pitifully smiles before leaving you alone with your thoughts.
How could you be so normal about breaking up with someone you loved so fucking much? You didn’t feel like crying or lost just…defeated.
It had all happened so fast that maybe you hadn’t processed it yet but it still felt weird. It is what it is. You couldn’t let this affect your finals coming up and you were so excited to go to the Malfoy Manor over the holidays, you wouldn’t let this ruin it. You couldn’t.
Half of the people at Hogwarts have whispered about you and Mattheo since the very beginning and it had never bothered you or even crossed your mind but what if they were right? You and him were never going to last, you were just fooling yourself.
You throw your cigarette butt down before stepping on it and leaving the tower. You didn’t want to think about this anymore.
You walk back through the castle, it being completely empty since it’s dinner time now. Everyone would be in the great hall which allowed you to walk freely without disturbances.
“Thanks for the clothes pile you threw all over my floor” You hear a voice, hiding off to the side.
You find Mattheo sitting there, drawing in his notebook as normal.
“No problem, glad I could help” You roll your eyes as you continue walking but subconsciously slow your pace.
“Good talk” he retorts.
You freeze, pursing your lips before turning towards him.
“Fine, you wanna talk? Let’s talk since it didn’t settle the first time.” You walk up to him without letting him get a word in, “You acting as if nothing happened proves to me all I need to know. You’re a narcissistic asshole who has never loved anyone in his entire life and it shows.”
You stop and he just stares at you with dead eyes, not saying a word.
“Good enough of a talk for you?” You shake your head, “just leave me alone.” You add before staring into his eyes for a few more moments. Mattheo clenches his jaw as you tear away your gaze and walk away.
You walk faster than before, beelining to your dorm. When you walk in, you slam the door shut and immediately start crying out of rage. You still weren’t sad, you were frustrated. All of this over some stupid joke that your jerk ex from 3 years ago said.
You cover your face with your hands sitting on the floor. God you had never loved anyone more than you had with Mattheo, in fact…you weren’t even sure if it had been love before Mattheo.
You can’t let this wreck you. This entire year has not gone the way you imagined but you weren’t going to let this determine your grades or the rest of your year. It was just one more semester of Hogwarts before you never had to see Mattheo again…at least regularly. You could do this.
You didn’t want to be the person that broke down after a break up. You had never been that girl and you were never going to be. If you ignored it and pushed it away, it couldn’t do you any harm.
You sit on the floor, your tears drying on your face as you look around the room. You sit in the silence for a minute (more like 15 minutes) before getting up and going in the shower, washing everything off. All of it.
You do your nightly routine without any sound, before you get into bed. It’s only about 8:45pm when you turn off your lamp, trying to fall asleep.
“Honey I want you to meet someone really quick, I used to work with him before he got promoted to Head Auror” Some grown man in a suit says to you, pulling your arm in until you stop in your tracks, seeing a grown Mattheo also in a nice suit.
“Mattheo” You part your lips slightly.
“Hi” he says, just as surprised to see you, “It’s been a while…”
“You two know each other?” The man beside you asks, you were gathering that he was your partner.
“We uh…we went to Hogwarts together” You say still staring at Mattheo, the eye contact burning.
“Oh, nice! Well I’ll let you two catch up while I grab us drinks, Mattheo you want anything?”
“No thanks, I’m good” Mattheo mentions as the man walks off, leaving you two alone in the middle of a ballroom. This was some sort of gala.
“Hi” He says again, sheepishly.
“Hi” you tuck a piece of hair behind your ear, “How’ve you been?”
“Good, good” He nods his head, “It’s been what…12 years?”
“Uh yeah…” You look around for a moment, seeing the man talking to someone at the drink table.
“I didn’t know you were married to Jamie…he’s a good guy”
“Oh sure…” You pause, “Are you with anyone?”
“Oh remember Catherine Newbourne? She was a year older than us? We’re engaged…”
“Oh!” You raise your eyebrows, “Engaged, Mattheo that’s great. I’m so happy for you” You smile lightly, not quite meaning what you say.
“Yeah, thank you. You know it’s funny…I always thought it would be you” Mattheo nonchalantly says, shrugging.
“What?”
“Well…to be completely honest, I’ve never loved anyone like I loved you”
“Mattheo, I-” You start until Jamie walks back up with your drink.
You open your eyes, waking up. The room was dark and Pansy was asleep in her bed. Your alarm clock reads 12:38am.
Fuck.
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The Longest Saturday
Scully goes to visit her mom for the weekend and Mulder tries to be normal about it.
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Logically, Mulder knew Scully had a right to visit her mother for a weekend. She was her own person with her own things to do and he didn’t need to be in her presence all the time, regardless of the fact that they were now dating. Going away for a weekend to visit family was perfectly reasonable.
Despite the fact that he had repeated this to himself for several hours that morning, he was still missing her immensely. He used to live in this apartment all by himself for years; why did it seem so empty now?
He sighed and shuffled away from the stove with a skillet full of eggs. He spooned them onto his plate. He had almost gotten out two plates earlier out of habit. When had that become a habit? They had only been dating for a couple of months.
When it comes to Dana Scully, Mulder mused as he shoveled some eggs in his mouth, I suppose habits are easy to form.
He felt his chest tighten and he looked over at his cell phone. No texts or calls. That was reasonable. She was with her mother. She was focusing on family time.
His fingers itched to reach over and pick up the phone and hit speed-dial. Instead, he chucked his phone into the living room, where it hit the couch and bounced under a throw pillow. Perfect, now he couldn’t see it.
The phone’s presence lingered at the back of his mind like a specter as he cleaned his dishes and put them away.
As soon as he was done, he stood blankly in the entryway from the dining room to the living room and sighed.
Usually, he and Scully would head out on a walk to the farmer’s market, or to the park. Sometimes they would open his windows to let in fresh air and read. Sometimes Scully would read interesting new medical discoveries out loud to him from journals and he would bask in the easy way she said those big, Latin words. Sometimes he would read to her from some Michael Crichton book or another. Sometimes they would take turns reading articles from The Lone Gunmen aloud in the voices of their friends, making each other guess who had written which articles.
Sometimes, Scully would sit next to him, hip-to-hip, and he would trace little swirls on the inside of her knee until she would kiss him and drag him back to his room.
Their room.
Mulder never told Scully – this officially-dating thing was still quite new, after all – but he had stopped considering this to be his apartment the very night she had first slept over as his girlfriend. It had been a couple weeks after their New Year’s kiss. They hadn’t taken things any further, but she had folded herself up in his arms so neatly and comfortably that Mulder had decided right then and there that he never wanted to go to sleep any other way again.
He groaned. He would have to sleep alone tonight. She was staying with Maggie until Sunday.
Which is perfectly fine. He took a bracing breath and stood, moving to his house phone and dialing a number.
“Mulder?” The gruff voice on the other end made him smile. “It’s Saturday.”
“Good morning to you too, Frohike.” Mulder grinned even more. “I know it’s the weekend; I promise this isn’t a professional call.”
“Oh.” In the background, Mulder heard two more clicks – Langley and Byers had picked up and were listening in (which was, in Mulder’s opinion, rather endearing). “What’s this about, then?”
“I was, uh, wondering if you guys wanted to do something tonight. Scully’s visiting her mom for the weekend and I was thinking we could go bowling or maybe do a quick DnD campaign.” “Oh, shoot, Mulder,” Byers chimed in. “We would love to, but we’re taking Langley to go see his favorite Van Halen cover band.”“More like ‘Langley’s dragging us to see his favorite Van Halen cover band.’” Frohike grumbled.
“Hey!” Langley said, loud enough that Mulder pulled the phone away from his ear with a wince. “You bought the tickets!”
“A decision I regret.”
Byers spoke up over the squabbling. “I’m sorry, Mulder. Maybe we could find you a ticket? We would have asked when we were getting them earlier, but you’ve been hanging out with Scully more lately and so we figured–”
“No– no, it’s alright.” Mulder kept his voice light. “You guys have fun, I’m just gonna stay in with pizza and some movies.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, Byers, I’m sure, but thanks.” He smiled, appreciating the care.
Byers wished him a good day and the call ended, Langley and Frohike’s bickering voices dropping off suddenly into silence.
Mulder sighed. His apartment was too quiet.
He flipped on the TV but, after 5 channels of nonsense, he turned it back off and stood. He needed to get out of here.
He dressed as quickly as he could and started walking.
There was a park down the street where he usually ran. He didn’t feel like running today; he just walked, looking at the pigeons and the trees and the other walkers with dogs and strollers.
He wished he had a dog.
Or a stroller. The thought popped into his head, unbidden. He shoved it away. Today was not the day to think about that.
He thought, instead, of the time Scully had gone to Maine for the weekend. They had called and talked frequently. He had jokingly proposed marriage.
Actually, he had only been half kidding, but Scully didn’t need to know that.
The air was cool enough that he was grateful for his thick sweater. He couldn’t quite see his breath, but he knew that he might be able to in the next two weeks. He breathed hot, invisible breath into his hands to warm his fingertips, wishing he had gloves.
Or a hand to hold.
His hands moved from his mouth to his entire face as he stopped walking and let out a quiet growl of frustration. Jeeze, Mulder. Get it together, man.
Though he had left his wallet (and cursed cell phone) in his apartment, he headed towards the farmer’s market. Some of the stalls had free samples. He had purchased regularly enough from most of them that he wouldn’t feel bad accepting a few offered tastes of fresh fruit and honey.
He arrived at the alley the market usually resided in. It was empty.
His brow furrowed as his gaze landed on a placard sitting in the alley. It read: Farmers Market closed due to conflicting flea market on–
Mulder didn’t bother to read the rest of the sign. He went home.
He wished, again, that he had a dog. Maybe he could talk Scully into getting another pomeranian. He hadn’t been a huge fan of Queequeg, but maybe if they got a pomeranian as a puppy they could raise it to be a little less yappy and a little more friendly.
His hand drifted instinctively toward the pocket in which he usually kept his cell phone. It was empty, which was good because Scully didn’t need him budging in on family time.
The elevator at his apartment had, apparently, broken since he left home. He took the stairs.
Despite the climb, he felt sort of invigorated when he arrived back at apartment 42. He still didn’t feel like running, but maybe another form of exercise would be good?
He grabbed his basketball and started toward the door, but stopped. Slowly, he turned back towards the couch and grabbed his cell. He had no missed calls or messages, but he tucked his phone in his pocket anyway. Going out earlier without his phone had been dumb; what if there had been an emergency?
The basketball court was back at the park. Despite the fact that it was Saturday, the court was empty. Mulder threw his coat in a pile and started taking shots, feeling a bit of satisfaction with every swish of the net.
He liked basketball, but his favorite sport was baseball. It always had been. He liked the pace of the game better, which was sort of ironic, considering how quickly he liked to move through life. Maybe baseball was just a safe place to slow down, where life didn’t feel as urgent, even as he swung a bat and ran the bases.
Maybe that’s why he had taken Scully batting instead of to a basketball court or to a football field. Aside from the fact that he had already had baseball on the brain, he liked the idea of slowing down with Scully; of living in a safe, slow moment.
He missed a basket and decided it was time to go home.
The clock on his stove read 2:00 PM. This was a long day. Unbearably long. Usually he liked long Saturdays but this was just tor-
His phone rang.
He scrambled to pull it out of his pocket and felt his heart lift as he saw Scully’s name drifting across the caller ID.
“Hey, Scully.” He tried to say casually, even though he was pretty sure his voice squeaked.
“Hey, Mulder.” She replied. Gosh, her voice was so nice. “I was just, um, calling to check in.”
“Oh.” Mulder smiled. “What, you leave for half a day and assume I’ve gotten myself in a mess or something?”
She chuckled. “That’s a running theme for us, yes.” He chuckled back, knowing he couldn’t deny it, and she went on. “So I take it you’re okay?”
He bit his lip. “Yeah, no messes so far.”
They were both quiet for a moment.
“I miss you,” he blurted out before he could stop the words from tumbling out.
Idiot. Lovesick idiot.
“I miss you too.” Her voice was more sincere than he expected. “Hey, um, my mom is making some kind of pasta for dinner and wondered if you wanted to come join us.”
Mulder felt his heart lift, as though he was suddenly pumping helium through his veins instead of blood. “I, uh, I wouldn’t want to impose.”
“No imposition at all. She’s practically begging you to come.” Scully was quiet for a moment. “And, uh, I would really like it if you came, too.”
His smile couldn’t have been wider. “I’ll be there. What time?”
“Well, if you come now, Mom says you can help make the sauce and-”
He was out the door, coat in hand, before she finished the sentence.
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hot & heavy
chapter seven: a conversation stuck in your throat
neighbor!joel x f!reader
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series rating: E (18+ MDNI)
series summary:
over the course of three summers, joel miller becomes woven into your life. the first summer is spent falling for him; nannying his daughter and sneaking around with him in a burning love affair. you know how you feel about joel, he isn’t so sure about how it all is gonna work. the second summer is brief. a month spent at home after graduation and before you move to boston for your dream job. one look at you, one time hearing your voice, and joel is hooked again. he pines over you for that month, but you think — how is long distance of over a thousand miles going to work for a single dad? the third summer, you return home burnt out and pride bruised from your post-grad life. you need time to feel at home again, like your complete self, so you’ve come back home with no return ticket booked. it’s only a matter of time before joel seeks you out, slowly spending more time with you. without an inevitable end to the summer looming over you both, what chances are you willing to take?
word count: 8k
warnings: NO OUTBREAK (don’t need to worry about the mushies), no use of y/n, inexperienced/virgin reader, age gap (joel is 30/31, reader is 22), canon-divergent (sarah is 7 y/o), nanny au, pet names (sweetheart, darling, sweet girl, mariposa, etc.), polite southern manners (use of sir & ma’am), feeling familial and self-pressure, undefined relationship, likely poor spanish grammar, pining joel, DIRTY. TALK., sexting, fingering, oral (f receiving), unprotected p in v, POSSESSIVE!JOEL, lil splash of size kink, overstimulation (crying), consensual somno, praise kink up the wazoo, this chapter really speaks to the duality of man
6:00 AM
FROM: Joel
Morning, mi Mariposa
I thought about you last night.
6:20 AM
Any chance you would come over early for me, sweetheart?
I really missed you when you were away.
Promise you can nap later.
In my bed.
6:23 AM
You could even sleep right away if you wanted.
Would you let me touch you while you were sleeping, darling?
Make you dream about me, and then when you wake up I’d be right there making you come.
Sounds nice, yeah?
6:45 AM
Mariposa
Sweet girl
Please wake up beautiful, I miss you.
I want you.
7:02 AM
Darling, I’m about this close to somehow climbing in your window and waking you up myself.
I’m aching for you, pretty girl. I keep hearing those sweet little sounds you make. You moaning my name or calling me sir.
I’m fucking leaking through my boxers at the thought of you.
7:20 AM
Mariposa, are you awake yet?
I don’t think I can wait any longer, sweetheart.
I need you so bad, mi diablita. I want to fuck you hard into my mattress. I want to fill you up, and then you can come on my cock after you ask me like the good girl I know you are.
You woke up a few minutes ago, your alarm blaring at 7:30 AM. Way earlier than you normally set it for, if you even set it during the summer, but you knew that Joel would be upset if you wasted a rare morning that he has alone.
When you picked up your phone and saw all the unread messages from him, the notifications made you smile. Scrolling through his messages, your smile turned into a smirk, satisfied with the way this man was on the verge of begging for you. It was a moment to savor — you knew as soon as you walked in his door that he would be making you plead for it. For his fingers, for his mouth, for his cock. Joel Miller loved to tease you, get you all worked up before he finally gave you what you wanted.
He always gave in, in the end.
7:34 AM
Joel, it’s Sunday morning.
The Lord’s Day.
And you’re sending me a bunch of dirty messages?
Scandalous!
7:34 AM
It’s my day to have you.
That proceeds any fucking guy in the sky.
7:35 AM
Soooo you’re gonna be mad if I tell you I’m getting ready for church?
7:35 AM
Mariposa, if you get over here right now I’ll make you see God.
No need for church.
Let me worship you, cielito.
Ten minutes later, you’re walking up to Joel’s door.
Your parents left for church early this morning, getting the first mass in so they could make it to the airport to pick up your brother. You sent your mom some excuse about hanging out with friends — something vague enough to not endure questioning but reason enough for your car to be home without you there.
Before your lifted hand can knock against the wooden door, it swings open to reveal Joel waiting with bated breath on the other side. It pulls a quiet giggle from your lips, the frantic look in his eyes, and the impatient tap of his foot.
“Were you waiting at the door this whole time, Joel?” you ask with a raise of your eyebrows, a grin pulling at your lips.
“No, ‘course not. I was keeping an eye on your front door from the couch. Just ran over when you were crossing the lawns,” Joel shrugs and brushes off the next look you give him, one that crinkles your eyes and spills a laugh from you.
“Adorable.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah. Alright, enough laughin’ at me. Pretty sure that smug look is gonna be wiped off your face soon.” He smirks this time, taking one step to wrap an arm around your waist and pull you inside, closing and locking the door as he presses you up against it.
One hand holds you there at your hip, digging his thumb into the bone while the rest of his fingers bruise your skin from their tight grip. The other hand comes to rest against the wood next to your head, boxing you in. Looking down at you, he bends his head to trace his nose against yours, matching up your lips and hovering over the spot. Both of your mouths are slightly open, breathing slow exhales of warm air to each other.
It isn’t the first time he’s going to kiss you since you’ve seen him again. That was yesterday. But this moment feels different. Something stirs in your gut, as if it’s awakening from laying dormant while you were away from him.
“Been thinking of you all morning, darlin’,” his lips trail his humid breath across your cheek, his plush bottom lip grazing the skin at certain points. He settles next to your ear, speaking again with his voice with a low, syrupy, caramelly inflection, “Y’know, had a dream about you last night. Woke up so fucking hard. But I didn’t touch myself. Was waiting for the real thing.”
Teeth against the pulse point under your ear make you whimper, your legs buckling slightly from keeping them locked. Joel’s hand on your hip steadies you, his full body pressing against you and weighing you against the door.
“You gonna let me have it, sweetheart? Gonna be my good girl and let me take you over and over and over again until I’ve fucking spent everything I’ve been saving for you? Hm?”
All you manage in response is a quiet moan, feeling his hard cock pressing into your stomach. You wiggle in his hold, another whimper that sounds more like a frustrated whine tumbling from your lips as you attempt to feel more of him.
“Nuh-uh. Gotta answer me, sweet girl. Are you gonna let me do that to you? Fuck you hard and rough and fill you up with me until it’s spilling out of you? You want that, mi diablita?”
“Yes yes yes, Joel. I want that. I want you, want your fingers, and-and your mouth. Fuck, I want your cock,” your head falls back with a thud on the surface behind you, eyes screwing shut as you try to calm yourself down from Joel’s thwarting.
“Oh, c’mon, sweetheart. What did I teach about manners last year? Gotta be polite if you want something.”
Your eyes snap open to be faced with Joel’s, darkened to a sable black. One corner of his mouth is lifted, the hand that was once resting on the wood moves to wrap around the front of your neck, using his thumb to tilt your chin up.
“Yes, sir. I want that, a lot. Please and thank you.” The last word comes out as a gasp muffled into Joel’s mouth as he kisses you deeply, immediately coaxing your mouth open and melting his tongue against yours. A moan strains from your throat as Joel grinds his bulge into you, boxers that he slept in tenting with a wet spot around his tip.
His hand at your hip shifts position, dragging up the curve of your side and taking the fabric of your shirt up with it. Under the wrinkles of material, his palm covers your breast, kiss paused for him to question you.
“Did ya wear somethin’ special for me, sweetheart? Feels like something real fancy here,” he punctuates with a squeeze of your breast, rough-working skin perking your nipple and causing you to keen with your head falling forward into the loose grip he has around your neck. He works to move your head up, meeting your eyes as he holds your chin up with an expectant look.
“Yes, sir. Wanted—” You are cut off with another squeeze to your breast, a leg of his pushing between your thighs and up against your center, “Wanted to look pretty for you. Since I haven’t seen you in a while.”
Joel’s grinning like a madman, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips that contrasts the dominating stance.
“Too good to me, Mariposa,” another kiss, “And you know you’re beautiful to me in anything you wear.” His tone is sincere — thoughtful and all heart. It sends a rush to that constant swirling in your stomach, raising that feeling to sit in the middle of your throat. He leaves you no space to respond, capturing your mouth in another heady kiss, pulling you away from the door with his arms circling around to rest one at your back on the band of your bra and the other at the nape of your neck.
“Upstairs,” he manages to get out once the two of you separate for a breath, guiding you back to the stairs. He unravels from you after a quiet huff of protest, encouraging push to your waist to turn around and climb the stairs. You move ahead of him, stumbling when he reaches out halfway up the staircase to grab at your thighs and stall you long enough to sink his teeth into the swell of your ass through the linen skirt you slipped on minutes ago in your bedroom.
“Joel! Christ, gonna make us fall down the stairs and get concussed,” you reach a hand back to swat him away, a whimper crawling out of your chest when he bites you again.
“Sorry, sweetheart. Couldn’t resist,” he chuckles as he finally lets you go completely, following you into his bedroom.
It’s a scramble of hands and limbs lifting and tugging to strip both of you down, Joel still in his boxers and you standing in the mesh cupped bra dotted with floral appliques and matching panties — both in a soft shade of Joel’s favorite color, purple. He steps back from you, hungry eyes canvassing your body in the lingerie before they flick up to your face and his tongue darts out to wet his lips.
“Really was for me, huh? Got something in my favorite color?” He walks you back to the edge of his bed, your knees bending to sit when the creases of them hit the mattress, a wide smile on his face with no hint of teasing, “You are my sweet girl. Always thinkin’ of others. Can I show you how much I appreciate you, Mariposa? How much I missed you when you were away?”
“Yes please,” you gasp when his hand reaches between your legs, pressing slow-moving circles into your clit through the wet fabric sticking to your cunt. He bends forward to kiss you as his fingers slip under the mesh material, coating themselves with your arousal and pressing them into your entrance one knuckle deep before pulling out.
“Joel—”
“Patience, darlin’. Just need to get you onto the bed more,” he chuckles against your lips before he pushes on the backs of your thighs to coax you further toward the center of his mattress. He climbs onto it over you, spreading your legs and peeling your panties from your legs. He discards them at the end of the bed, the careless toss landing them on the corner of the frame.
“Did you like my messages, sweetheart?”
“Yes—yes, I did.”
He hums as he takes you in, strong eye contact as he asks you, “Did you like the idea of me waking you up by making you come?”
You nod quickly, gasping when his thumbs brush your nipples through your bra.
“I did, I really liked it. You could do it — I want you to do it. I trust you.”
His hand finds itself back at your center, the same two fingers running through your folds and pushing slowly into you to fill you up. Your eyes shut in response, breath hitching when he curls them up to press into your walls.
“Fuck, Joel…Missed this so much—missed you so much.”
“Mm, I know what you mean, sweetheart. Couldn’t ever get you out of my head. No one else has been in this bed since you, mi cielito. No quería a nadie más cuando todo lo que necesitaba eras a ti (I didn't want anyone else when all I needed was you).”
You think back to that handful of hookups you had, immediately feeling guilty that Joel had waited and you, well, you hadn’t. Granted, every time you ended up imagining it was Joel, closing your eyes and seeing him above you or below you. Imagining it was his hands on you.
But that does nothing to lessen the way you get choked up, unable to say anything both from the physical response of your body to Joel’s touch again, his fingers moving in and out of you at a perfect pace, and the emotional spiral you’re going through in your head.
If he expected a response, he says nothing, shifting to lie down on the bed between your legs and giving your inner thighs nips before he kisses your clit, flicking his tongue against the sensitive nub and drawing louder moans from you.
“Mm, fucking Christ, taste even sweeter than I remember, darlin’.”
His lips attach to your clit, sucking and flattening his tongue against you while his fingers thrust in and out of you, curling up to find that spot he knew well. It all comes barreling over you at once, pleasure erupting over your body suddenly. You clench around Joel’s fingers, flooding between your thighs and around his mouth. Your brain short circuits in one second, spilling your thoughts that were fighting to keep inside.
“I didn’t wait — I’m sorry, Joel. I didn’t—” Your hands grip the sheets, quick breaths in and out as you catch up to your quickened heart rate.
“Hey, sweet girl, it’s okay. Don’t need to wait for me to tell you every time you come,” he supports himself on an elbow and you can feel him looking at you as your eyes turn away, unable to face him as you make your confession clear.
“No, no — I mean, I didn’t…I slept with other people.”
Silence falls between the two of you, your eyes fixed on the nail of your left index finger scratching against the material of his bedsheets.
Joel’s hand gingerly grabs your chin, turning your head to face him and forcing your eyes to follow.
“Who?” His voice is low, vibrating in your ears.
“W-What?”
“Who was it?” Unwavering timbre.
“Um, just like a kid from one of my classes. A couple of guys I met at some parties throughout the year. Random. They were just random hookups.”
Joel hums as he stays between your legs, one finger pushing inside you as he speaks again.
“Ever hooked up with any of them more than once?”
His finger moves slowly, another added to stretch you more when you’re quiet. A moan falls from your lips, his other hand still holding your chin to look at him.
“I asked you a question, sweetheart…Did you see any of them more than once?”
His fingers curl into that one spot that makes your head dig back into the mattress, shaking your head wildly back and forth.
“No, no never. One time with each of them.”
You whimper when his hand moves faster, biting your bottom lip between your teeth and attempting to focus on him when he speaks.
“What were they like?”
His thumb on your face coaxes your lip from your teeth, eyes burning into yours as he awaits you answer. Thick fingers fill you up, his thumb of the same hand finding your clit and circling it in pace.
“T-They were just guys, I dunno. Didn’t really know them that well…” you interrupt yourself with a whine, feeling the rope in your stomach pulling taut as Joel fucks you with his hand.
“Had to have known a little bit about them to fuck ‘em, darlin’. Were they nice to you?”
“I-I guess so, yeah.”
Joel hums and curls his fingers with the next uptick, pressing against that spot inside a few times before resuming his movements.
“Were they nice to you in bed? Made you come?”
“They were nice. Some of them made—made me come. A couple didn’t.”
You gasp out another moan when he starts to fuck his fingers into you even faster.
“Yeah? Those guys that made you come, did they fuck you like me?”
“N-No, no they never did. I thought about you. Every time it was somebody else, even my hand.”
“That so, sweet girl? Missed me so much you imagined all those other guys’ cocks were mine?”
“Yes! Fuck — yes, Joel!”
“Any of ‘em as big as me? Fill you up like I do?”
“No, not even fucking close.”
“Any of them come inside you?”
“No. Only you.”
“Mm, that’s right. This pussy’s mine, isn’t it, Mariposa?”
All you can do is nod, choked up by the pleasure building inside you.
“Dime, mi chica dulce. Dime. (Tell me, my sweet girl. Tell me.)”
“It’s yours, Joel. My pussy’s only yours. Only ever yours.”
The rope is fraying inside of you, on the verge of snapping as the squelching sound of your arousal around his fingers fills the room, whimpers of his name the only words spoken.
“Then fucking come for me. I wanna feel my pussy come on my hand.”
The words break the final threads, pleasure flooding across your body and stilling you body under him as you grab at his shoulders to anchor yourself. Your loud, wanton moans fill the space, egged on by Joel’s soft encouragements.
Once you’ve come down, you realize he’s laying between your legs again. Before you can get a word out, his mouth is on you, sucking your clit harshly. Your whine raises in pitch, hands tangling in his hair to push him away.
When he lifts his head, his dark eyes find yours as he licks his lips.
“Gonna let me taste this sweet little cunt, darlin’? You said it was mine, didn’t you?” He challenges and you breathe out a ‘yes’, all the permission he needs to put his head back between your thighs.
He pulls two consecutive orgasms from you with his mouth, sucking your clit and licking into your walls with his tongue. Your brain feels like mush, limbs light as air as you lay back on the bed. Your eyes are closed as you feel Joel get onto his knees after stripping his boxers, one hand tapping the outside of your thigh.
“Flip over onto your stomach, baby. Not finished with you yet.”
“J-Joel, I don’t think I can move.” You huff out a breath, opening your eyes to see him staring down at you with insatiable eyes.
“You can. Now do it, sweetheart.”
You take a few more slow breaths before flipping yourself over, shaky arms giving out when you attempt to hold yourself up. Joel’s hands find your hips pulling up so you rest your weight on your knees and your torso angles down to where your head and arms rest on one of his pillows.
“Bet none of those guys treated you right, mi cielito. No one knows how to really take care of you, huh? ‘Sides me. I know just how you like, baby, and that’s how ‘m gonna give it to you, yeah?”
“Please, Joel. Need your cock. Thought about it all the time, missed it so much. Missed you.”
You whine when he grabs at one of your asscheeks, squeezing harshly as he moves his knees to the outside of yours, hooking his ankles over yours to lock you in the position. Without warning, he lines himself up and presses the thick head of his cock inside you. A loud moan sounds from your mouth, unable to hold back anything with the way your mind is lagging. Fingers tangle into the sheets, mouth staying open as you choke out sounds while his cock slowly fills you with an agonizing movement of his hips.
“Mm, such a good girl for me. Perfect fucking cunt, so tight, fits me just right, don’t you?”
All you manage is a nod when he’s balls deep, grinding your hips back onto him in small circles. He quickly pulls out nearly all the way before beginning a punishing pace.
The sounds of skin against skin cut through your wild, borderline pornographic moans, Joel’s name slipping from your tongue over and over with each pounding of his hips into you.
“Aguantarla, mi chica malo. Take it, baby, fucking take it.”
If it weren’t for Joel’s vice grip on your body, he would surely have fucked you off of the mattress at this point, the power behind his hips nudging the tip of him into your cervix at this angle.
“Who does your little pussy belong to, mi cielito? Dime.”
“You-you, Joel. Fuck, it’s yours!” Your voice pitches up with a particularly hard thrust, choking out his name as he keeps up the speed and force of his hips.
His grunt melts into the sounds of your wetness around his cock, skin on skin of your thighs. Fingertips bruise into your sides, knuckles turning white as you grip the sheets tighter.
Tears form in your eyes, slowly falling as you hear Joel’s voice but can’t quite make out the words. When you don’t respond to him, one arm wraps around your waist, the other holding your chin to support your head as he handles you like a rag doll, pulling you up to sit back flush to his chest, hips unrelenting.
The drops from your eyes fall quicker now, pleasure filling every crevice of your insides that it makes you feel as if you’re going to implode. It’s never gotten to this point with Joel or anyone else, and your brain can’t think of anything besides chasing that inevitable high.
The hand from your chin moves slightly, wiping the tears cascading down your cheeks and Joel’s voice filling your ear at the side of your head.
“Yeah, feels good, don’t it?”
You try to agree, but all that comes out is a pathetic whimper, more droplets spilling from your eyes the longer you sit at the edge. His hand finds your chin again, turning your head to face his at your side, a smirk happily on his lips as he chuckles low and satisfied.
“Guess I fucked all the words out of your head. It’s okay, pretty girl, you just talk to me with those little sounds I love.”
At that point, you whine with every thrust, his cock drilling the sounds out of you. With one, two, three more hits of his head at your cervix, you tense up in his arms, head falling back on his shoulder with your loudest moan of the morning. Your mind is completely wiped, only sensation being the jittery tingle that rushes over your body and turns your limbs to jelly. Joel holds your weight as he fucks you through it, grunting in your ear as he finishes inside of you, spilling his come for what feels like minutes. His warm spend fills you to the brim, squeezing and dripping out around his cock buried inside of you.
His sheets will need to be changed, but there is no part of you that feels like it could move your body from this bed.
Joel carefully pulls out of you, a sharp hiss involuntary from your lips as he presses a gentle kiss to your temple. He guides you to lie down, slipping a second pillow under your head like he knows you like.
After cleaning you with a warm washcloth he retrieved from the bathroom, he climbs into bed behind you, wrapping you up in his arms as the little spoon. One hand strokes your hair, pulling it out of your face and behind your ear while he presses soft kisses to your head and shoulder.
“Did so good for me, Mariposa. My sweet girl.”
Your eyes flutter close, body melting into the mattress and into his chest. His gentle voice vibrates in your ear as you drift off completely.
“You know I don’t care who you’ve slept with or how many times or anything like that, right baby? I want you ‘cause you’re you. Mi diablita. My sweetheart. Mi Mariposa. Don’t wanna let you go again.”
His heart hasn’t slowed down.
He tried to sleep next to you, but he couldn’t calm down enough to actually turn off his brain. Instead, he watched the rise and fall of your chest, his lips pressed into your hair as he kept breathing in the scent of your shampoo.
A fucking angel. That’s what you have to be.
Your soft features, slightly parted lips. He wants to press a kiss to your Cupid’s bow, the tip of your nose.
You must be an angel or some sort of entity to be this perfect. To be that genuinely kind-hearted. To find a way to forgive him, or at least forget what he did to you for this month.
How is he deserving of you?
Well, he can answer that. He isn’t.
His fingertips skim over your skin, across your stomach and over your breasts. Trailing down to your thighs.
The silky, pliable feeling of you draws his blood to his cock, swelling him to halfway. He adjusts his position next to you, kissing your shoulder as he palms himself with his hips tilted away. His slow strokes get him fully hard, whimpering muffled against your skin as he works his hand up and down his length.
The conversation you two had earlier, talking about him waking you up on the edge of coming, replays in his mind. His eyes fall down to your ass stuck out behind you in your curled sleeping position, swallowing his saliva down his throat.
His movements are languid as he wraps an arm around your stomach again, shifting down the bed a few inches to line himself up with where your thighs meet your center.
Gradually, he pushes his cock between your fleshy inner thighs, holding a groan in his throat at the feeling.
His heart rate thumps quickly, the added challenge of keeping you asleep as long as possible turning him on even more.
“Fuck, darlin’. Such a sweet girl to let me do this to you. My dirty girl.”
He moans a bit louder, biting his tongue as his hips drag back and forth. You adjust in your sleep, and he stills, waiting for you to settle before moving again.
It’s getting him close, but it’s not enough for him. Just as he grazes his teeth on your shoulder, your eyes flutter open, your sleepy voice speaking groggily.
“Joel? You need something?”
He grunts, nodding his head on your shoulder.
“Please, darlin’. Jus’ wanna put it in, please.”
You nod lazily, lifting your leg and resting it on his thigh behind you to spread you open for him. He huffs out a desperate breath, coating himself in your wetness still there from before, more dripping from your cunt as he slips his cock into you. You whimper and hiss quietly and Joel attempts to soothe you with candied kisses to your shoulder and neck.
“So good to me, mi cielito…Such a special girl. Think you were made for me. Exactly what I was wishing for. How’d I get so lucky?”
Your breath hitches with the leisurely hang of his hips; a hand moves to your front, finding your clit and rubbing it in heavy circles. A hand of yours grips his wrist, the other reaching up and back to tangle your fingers into his hair and tug. You’re shaking your head as you beg.
“Please, Joel, I can’t…”
His chin hooks over her shoulder, lips brushing her ear as he whispers, “You can. Such a good fucking girl, taking it so well for me, huh?”
He nips at your ear before continuing, “C’mon, mi Mariposa, just one more for me. One more time, you can do it. ‘S gonna feel real good.”
Rapid breaths compress and expand your chest, eyes squeezing shut as you whine, his name falling from your lips in a quiet puff as you reach that last gentle peak he’s brought you too. Less intense than the others but still clouding your brain with dopamine.
His hand rubbing your clit crawls up your front, grabbing your chin gently and turning your head up to the ceiling. A kiss is pressed to the corner of your mouth, his hips fucking you through the tender orgasm and working to his own, “That’s my girl. So perfect — feels good like I said it would, right? Jus’ a little bit more for me sweetheart, can you you do that?”
You nod as quickly as you body will let you, eyes dragging to the side to try to look at him.
One moan of his name from you, so delicate and syrupy, brings him to his high, spilling with slow, hard hits as he whines in your ear.
Your leg stays over his, holding him inside as you already drift off to sleep again. A quiet, incoherent mumble makes him smile, “Stay like this, please. Feels good having you this close…”
After you’re knocked out, he whispers in your ear, “Don’t deserve you, Mariposa.”
He complies with your request, softening inside you as he finally manages to drift off for a nap himself.
A soft knock comes from the front door, followed by about three rapid rings of the doorbell. You stand up from the couch, turning off the TV and smoothing down the skirt of your sundress as you walk to answer the door. The deadbolt clicks undone and when the door opens, there is seemingly no one there.
“Posey! You’re home!”
A smile stretches across your face as you look down at the smallest Miller, laughing softly and bending down to be at eye level with her.
“Hey there, Sare-Bear! What’s brought you over here today?”
She swishes the skirt of her own sundress as she twists back and forth, a grin on her face as she looks over her shoulder. Your eyes follow her head, seeing Joel standing at the side of his truck and waving to you. A short wave is sent back to him from both you and Sarah, the eight-year-old facing you again.
“Daddy’s taking me to that one farm that’s got berries to pick and that big thing with all the butterflies in it. He thought maybe you would want to do it too, so I ran over here to see if you were home and to ask you if you wanted to come with us! Pretty please, Posey, it will be so much funner if you come!”
The invitation makes you laugh happily, nodding your head and brushing some curls from Sarah’s face, “I would love to join, sweet pea, that sounds like so much fun. I need to just get some shoes on and get my purse, why don’t you head back to your daddy’s car and I will be right out?”
“Okay, but don’t take too long! I don’t want all the good berries to get picked by other people,” Sarah says seriously before turning around and running down the stairs of your porch and across the grass. You laugh at her antics, standing up and quickly stepping inside to slip your Chuck Taylors onto your feet and lace them up, grabbing your crossbody and throwing it over your shoulder.
After locking up the house, you walk over to meet Joel at the passenger side of his truck, Sarah secured in her booster seat in the back row. There’s a cheeky grin on his face as you step closer to him, a smirk on your face.
“Using your cute kid to invite me out is quite a move, Miller.”
“It’s called usin’ your resources, Mariposa. Guarantees me a ‘yes’,” he winks and opens the car door for you, stepping back to let you climb in. He offers a hand to help balance you as you climb up, looking at you with an affectionate smile before he closes the door and jogs around the front.
His fingers tap anxiously against the steering wheel as the three of them sit at the last light before their turn, eyes glancing in the rearview mirror to see Sarah staring out the window.
Light’s still red.
His lips press into a line, that airy feeling in his stomach kicking up when he takes a second to look at you in the passenger seat, your own eyes trained to the side before flicking over when you must feel his stare. A shy look is shared between the two of you before the light turns green, his foot easing off the brake and turning his signal on at the next right turn.
The truck cruises down the gravel road leading back to the farm, one that he even visited as a kid with his family. It’s part working farm and part nature reserve, the family that owns it sells their harvests as well as welcomes the public in to enjoy some berry picking, hiking along the trails throughout their land, and maintaining a pretty stellar butterfly garden with well-kept plants sprawling throughout it. It’s one of his and Sarah’s favorite spots during the summer; this year, he reckons it wouldn’t have felt as fun for Sarah or him without you there.
At that thought, warmth oozes into his heart as he parks the truck, cutting the engine and looking over at you.
Have you forgiven him? For pushing you away?
Or is this month just something fun before you leave for good?
Maybe he’s barking up the wrong tree, trying to win you back, but he can’t be damned to care. It feels good to be with you. Better than he’s felt in a long time.
“Joel? You there?” you question, and Sarah’s giggle fully pulls him out of his thoughts, sending both of you a playfully scolding look.
“I’m here, spaced out a second. Let’s go, you two. Before you both start scheming against me.”
The three of you make your way to the small welcome center to buy your baskets to fill with berries and pick up a small map with all of the activities marked on it. Sarah walks between Joel and you, her small hand in his to keep her tethered. He looks down as she reaches for your hand silently, connecting Joel to you in a chain.
Maybe you all look like a family.
The thought itches his skin with a tingle, his free hand gripping the strap of the backpack he brought filled with snacks and water, a rain jacket for Sarah in case of a change in weather. His shoulders roll to loosen the tightness in his back, a sigh relaxing him as you all walk into the air-conditioned building.
“Y’all stay here, I’ll go get the baskets and a map for us.”
“Oh wait, Joel! I think I have some cash to give you for it, hold on,” you keep Sarah’s hand in yours and use the other to rifle through your bag. Joel shakes his head and laughs softly, turning to walk away again.
“No chance, Mariposa. Your money’s no good with me,” he waves you off as he walks away and smiles to himself when he hears Sarah pull you over to the gift shop area.
The three of you have combed through about four rows of strawberry bushes, Sarah about ten feet ahead of you and Joel as she searches for the “best berries” even though Joel isn’t quite sure what that means to her. You and him trail back, walking slowly on either side of the row of harvestable fruit. Joel watches you more than he picks berries to fill the small package in his hand, catching himself and throwing a handful of strawberries in before going back to watching you.
Sunlight kisses your skin, a mild sheen of sweat on your chest. With the slight breeze that passes through occasionally, your sundress rustles at the hem against your thighs. One stronger gust lifts in a couple of inches, exposing more of the soft skin that his fingers twitch to reach out and touch. His tongue wets his lips, wiping his hands on his jeans before he crouches down to pick a few more pieces of ripened fruit. Every so often, your eyes follow Sarah, a smile crossing your face at her excited over finding another “perfect berry” and adding it to her basket.
It’s been a slow conversation between both of you, questions passed back and forth about the last few months and about your move at the end of this month. Joel tells you all about the business growing, getting a glowing recommendation passed around one of the wealthy neighborhoods and getting hired on six jobs in the same two week period. He’s hired more of a crew, and now is at a point where he has to turn down jobs every so often to keep time for Sarah. You tell him you’re nervous to move, but excited to start the new job. He reassures you after you mentioning feeling like an imposter in the field, praising the way you have talked about what you want to do with such care and dedication. He not-so-subtly interrogates you about your living situation — you have two roommates that you haven’t met before but have been emailing with, they both work at the same company you were hired to, neither of them is a guy (his jealousy reared it’s head a bit there), and it is in a relatively safe area. Your answer to his last question was filled with hesitation, and he makes a mental note to look up the neighborhood and it’s crime stats when he gets home later.
When the conversation dies down, he goes back to watching you silently. The care in your eyes when you look at his daughter gives him a feeling that lightens his chest and squeezes around his rib cage, words caught in his throat as he fights to speak to you, but his mind is unsure of what exactly his body is wanting him to say.
You have so much love in your heart.
And he selfishly wants some of it to go to him.
You said that to him — that you loved him. And he said nothing in response. Pretended he was asleep, or didn’t hear it. You never brought it up again.
He really wishes you would.
Do you still feel that way? Or did he give up any chance at that with you when he asked you to forget about him for the year?
Even if you didn’t want anything romantically with him again, he is desperate to receive love from you, even as a friend. The way you love is unabashed, unjaded by insecurity of rejection.
Fuck, did he ruin that for you? Did he make you hold back by ignoring your feelings?
What a dick. Thinking he was doing the right thing, forcing you to make your decisions based solely on yourself and not around him, and here he was, pleading internally for any love from you.
“Daddy?”
His head snaps to the sound of his daughter’s voice, a few feet ahead of him.
“Yeah, mija? What’s going on?”
“C’mere! Posey, too! I wanna show you something,” she crouches down to the crowd, staring into one of the strawberry bushes. Joel looks over at you, nodding his head in her direction.
“We’ve been summoned.”
“Guess so,” you grin at him, taking the hand he offers you to step over the short plants separating the two of you. The touch sends a jolt up his arm, spreading across the back of his neck and down his spine. It’s a cooling sensation under the Texas heat.
The feeling of your skin against his slips away in the next instance, his small window of opportunity to keep your hand in his gone as you lead the two of you toward Sarah’s spot. His daughter points to caterpillar slowly crawling across one of the berries, giggling at the look of it’s fuzzy skin. He reaches his hand out and lets the insect crawl onto his finger, bring it out and closer to Sarah.
Joel laughs as she backs away, hiding behind you. You laugh as Sarah yells to Joel from around you, “Daddy, stop! I don’t want him on me, stop!”
He steps closer, as if he’s going to move around you and Sarah bolts, sending both of you two into a fit of laughter at her dramatics.
“Okay, okay, enough tormenting your daughter. That little caterpillar doesn’t want to be a part of this family squabble,” you scold him with a grin on your face, holding out your hands cupped together to take the fuzzy bug from him.
He can’t ignore the way his heart rate picks up after he hears you say ‘family’. Nearly double time, he calms down his laughter and passes the insect over to your hands, watching you gingerly release it to the same plant it came from.
“It’s not tormenting. It’s exposure therapy; don’t think she realizes that her favorite butterflies in the greenhouse come from caterpillars. I am trying to educate.” He attempts to hold a poker face, faux seriousness laced in his voice.
You stand again and send him a look, shaking your head as you hold back a smirk.
“God, how do you ever get away with a lie? Can see your lip twitching, cowboy. Major tell.”
“Guess then you’ll know if I’m ever lying to you, sweetheart.”
“Hm, might come in handy in the future,” you say off-handedly as you start towards Sarah at the end of the field, leaving Joel to stand there and quickly press a hand to his chest to attempt to slow his racing heart with steady pressure. A fluttering in his stomach is going wild, his limbs feeling like they're filled with helium.
The future.
The future, with him.
Joel’s t-shirt sticks to his upper back in the hot, humid air of the butterfly house. The three of you are walking together, Sarah tethering you together in a chain as she holds both your hand and Joel’s. His daughter skips between you two and giggles excitedly at the butterflies fluttering around her.
An older couple walks past, Joel stepping aside behind Sarah to allow them more room on the path. The man gives him an appreciative nod, his wife smiling widely down at Sarah and then looking between you and him.
“Beautiful little girl you two got. Pretty as a peach.”
You open your mouth to correct her but Joel cuts in, a charmed smile on his face as he gives her a nod in acknowledgment.
“Thank you very much, ma’am. ‘M a lucky man,” he looks over at you, affection radiating from him as you grin sheepishly, nodding and waving to the couple as they continue on.
You say nothing about the way Joel didn’t bother to correct the woman; he was grateful, relishing in that little moment that made his cup feel full to the point of overflowing. Made him feel that constant swish in his stomach, heart swelling with a tinge of pain from how much he’s feeling.
What that feeling is, he can’t quite explain.
Sarah lets go of his hand, tugging you along with her as she moves to catch up to a butterfly she locked her gaze on. His fingers brush against your back as you get pulled ahead, looking over your shoulder with a coy smile. He lingers back, slow-moving steps as he takes in all the greenery, exotic ferns growing happily in the greenhouse. Butterflies zip around his head, eyes following one that flies over your heads, his stare dropping to the two of you kneeling in front of a blue butterfly perched on a large leaf.
From afar, he watches as your hand hovers carefully around the bug, pointing out its features to Sarah who is completely entranced. He smiles to himself, watching as a different butterfly lands on your hand, Sarah giggling as it slowly crawls along your forearm.
You pass the butterfly to her, laughing with her as she giggles more, squealing in excitement when it flutters its wings. The two of you follow the insect with your heads as it flies higher and higher.
That’s what it feels like when he’s around you. That feeling in his stomach starts with flapping of wings, rising into his chest, lightening his heart and his limbs as the affection he feels for you filters into his brain, darting around and landing on the small quirks you have, how he feels about your smile, how you are with Sarah.
A calmness washes over him as he puts words to the feelings, a physical representation of how he could explain it to you.
If he ever shares it.
Sarah leans into your side when you two stand again in front of the fountain, and Joel slowly comes up behind you both, hand resting on your lower back with his thumb brushing back and forth. You turn over your shoulder, closer to his chest, and a warm smile stretched across your face with what looks like devotion behind your eyes.
He really wants to kiss you.
Desperately wants to just say fuck it and dive head first into the deep end with you.
Instead, he just smiles, looking between you and Sarah before speaking up.
“My girls ready to keep moving? Lots of other things to see. Heard from one of the workers that there were gonna be some butterflies hatching on the side. Wanna go check it out?”
Sarah eagerly agrees, running ahead as Joel calls after her with a chuckle.
“Alright, mija, hold your horses!”
Your laugh draws his attention, his smile painted across his face and imitating your softer one. Words are unspoken in the look you share, and he watches you take one step before he reaches for your hand, taking it in his and walking with you over to the other side.
Quietly, he says to you, “Eres la mariposa más hermosa para mí. Mi Mariposa. (You are the most beautiful butterfly to me. My butterfly.)”
Joel’s eyes glance at Sarah in the rearview mirror again, smiling to himself when he sees her head rolled back and eyes closed. Completely fast asleep after all of the excitement of the day.
God, his heart is nearly about to burst.
It’s quiet in the truck, the soft hum of the radio filling the air as you relax back into the leather seat. Silence percolates for a few minutes before he clears his throat, adjusting his grip on the steering wheel nervously.
“Thanks for coming, Mariposa. I know it really meant a lot to Sarah to get a day like this with you before you, y’know…” He can’t bring himself to say it. He can’t face the reality that there’s a countdown for how long you are home. How long you are fifty feet away. How long you’re still his neighbor that he’s—
“Move away?” You fill in, and he nods slowly, swallowing hard.
“Yeah…I know she’s gonna miss you.”
“I’m going to miss her, too. So, so much.”
Joel nods, eyes trained on the road as his chest tightens with emotion, tears threatening his eyes that he holds back.
“And I’m gonna miss you, Joel. Like, a fuck ton.”
He laughs, looking over at you, seeing the dampness in the corners of your eyes. His hand leaves the steering wheel, crossing the center console and reaching for yours. You slip your hand together, fingers intertwining.
“Mariposa, I—“ he chokes out, shaking his head and focusing back on the road.
“It’s okay, Joel. We don’t have to…We can save it for goodbyes, yeah? Let’s just enjoy these couple of weeks.”
You squeeze his hand and he nods, slowing to a red light and looking over at you.
“Yeah, yeah. Save it for goodbyes,” he sighs, bringing your hand in his up to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss to your skin. You hold your hands in your lap the whole ride home, sharing a sweet kiss with him hidden in his car before saying goodnight and heading back home.
He watches you cross the lawns, slipping inside your front door.
A smile pulls at his lips, an incredulous chuckle slipping out quietly.
Did he really have to fall in love with his neighbor?
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Ooh, can we please get Newton Thoughts on him thinking he's running the whole damn farm and how did anything get done before he got there? He looks at Anthony like, "OK, Mum and I have to go to London. Please don't undo all my hard work while we're gone."
Oh my god, imagine
Here’s some Newton thoughts™️
Newton sighed as he looked over at Katie’s mate, shaking his head. Anthony was a very nice man, he really was. Newton had been curious about him since Katie had lain on their old bed with him and sighed,
“Okay, it’s silly because he lives really far away but I really like him, Buddy.”
Newton had no idea who he was but he was a curious, so he nudged her with his nose to go on.
“I… really want to meet him in person but he hasn’t asked me and… you know what, I’m going to do it. I’m going to pretend I have a reason to go to Kent and I’ll ask him to meet me and we’ll just… rip off the bandaid.”
Newton nestled against her neck in support.
He was feeling a little less supportive when he was unceremoniously dumped at Eddie and Goosey’s. With only his travel bed to sleep on, and a handful of toys. He’d tried giving Katie the cold shoulder when she came to pick him up on Sunday night, smelling completely unlike herself. He sniffed delicately at her as she bundled him into the car and huffed as he smelled the masculine scent clinging to her.
So the meeting with her new mate had gone well. Interesting.
“Newton, he was so sweet!” Kate said on the way home, “I had the best time with him. I think me and Anthony could really be something. And! Get excited, little guy, we’re going to the country next weekend and you’ll get to run around the farm with the sheep. That’ll be fun.”
Newton huffed, trying not to sound too interested in case Katie got the idea that he’d be moving to a farm of all places.
But as the week had worn on Katie had sounded so happy every time Anthony had called her and truly: by the time Friday came around he’d been desperate to see this Anthony. Curious about what had gotten Katie so enamoured with him.
He’d sat in his car seat and watched the grass roll by, a little mournful that he wouldn’t be able to chase his favourite squirrel tomorrow morning. But he supposed if this Anthony had a farm, as he’d been promised, there might be one there. From the second they arrived Newton felt excitement building in his chest as Kate let him out, the grass soft under his paws, the air filled with so many smells.
A man stepped forward, waving to Kate a little nervously, “Kate, Hi! You made it!”
“Hey, Babe.” Kate wrapped her arms around his waist and pulled him close and Newton averted his eyes.
“This must be Newton.”
Yes, Newton huffed as Anthony crouched in front of him, scratching behind his ears. Thank you for finally greeting me. Took you long enough.
Anthony smelled nice though, Newton was a little dismayed to notice, and his hands were warm but Newton had gotten immediately distracted by the two pups who had run up behind him. They smelled close to Anthony, but they weren’t his puppies, Newton didn’t think as he licked the girl’s face, giddy at her delighted laughter. He liked the pups. They gave him treats and let them sleep on their beds but even better than the pups were the sheep.
Newton loved that. He loved running around after them and he realised with a sigh that Anthony needed his help if he was going to get this place in order. He seemed absolutely bloody determined to undo Newton’s hard work as quickly as possible. He kept moving the sheep to ridiculous spots around the yard no matter how many times Newton called out to him.
Anthony! No! No! The other way!
And normally, Newton wouldn’t mind doing the most work out of everyone. He was used to being the backbone of the family. But today him and Katie were going back to London for a few days. And he just knew when he got back Anthony would have undone everything.
Newton sighed as he walked up to Anthony, placing his paw on Anthony’s boot.
I know this is hard for you, buddy. But you need to just try and keep things running without me.
“Oh, bud.” Anthony chuckled, “Are you going to miss me?”
Honestly, I’m worried about you. I don’t know how this was a successful venture before I got here. Newton sighed, Just leave the sheep alone, please. I’ll tend to them when I get back.
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Edge(ING) Fitness - Chapter XL
Ivy's POV.
word count: 2331
ao3
Ivy had found himself at the gym really early, working off a lot of tension, every day since III had said he loved him. Or, that’s what Ivy thought III had said. He had replayed it so many times, he had convinced himself that he’d made the whole thing up at this point. Today, as he had all week, he was at the gym by six. He still hadn’t heard from III since Saturday. It was once again Saturday, the day of III’s marathon. He needed to work out, badly, so that he was calm when seeing III. He was going to see III. He could hear II and the last time they had talked.
“You promised me you wouldn’t give up on him,” II’s voice was sharp. As always. Ivy was always pissing II off. This time, he fought back.
“I don’t know what you expect me to do here, bro. He has ignored all of my calls for the last three days. He even ignored my TEXT! You know how much I hate texting,” II blinked at him.
“You even…text him?”
“Yes, ugh, that’s what I’m trying to tell you. He’s done with me,” II swallowed. Ivy tossed a boxing glove at the wall.
“Well… he didn’t say ‘don’t bother’ when you said you’d see him on Saturday, right? So… maybe take that as a win, and just…see him on Saturday?”
“Oh, fuckin’! Easy for you to say!” Ivy was angry now. “Your life is perfect now! Your boyfriend is fucking famous, your gym just hit a record membership! You got railed sixteen ways to Sunday by your perfect super star fucking opera singer boyfriend! Mine won’t even pick up the damn phone…I don’t even know if he’s still mine,”
Ivy shook off the conversation. This was all… this could all be sorted this afternoon. At the marathon. At III’s marathon. He was going to see III. And he was going to fucking…steel his spine and ask if they were still boyfriends. He was NOT going to address the fact that he thought III may have said he loved him. NOPE.
“Hey man,” a gruff voice caught Ivy’s attention. He turned and saw Vessel.
“Ves,”
“Getting a workout in before standing around all day?” Ivy grunted in affirmation. “Me too,” Vessel fidgeted while he set stuff up before turning to Ivy again. “You uh…you heard from III at all this week? He’s been ignoring me,”
“No, I haven't, not since my rugby game ended,”
“Oh..yeah. That was Saturday, right?” Ivy nodded. “Did you guys win?”
“Yeah, it was a really good game. Close. But we pulled it out,”
“That's awesome, man,”
“You haven't heard from III either?” It finally clicked in Ivy's head, what Vessel had said. “Aren't you guys best friends?”
“Since third grade, yeah,” Vessel turned toward him. “What…what did you do to him?” he looked up at Vessel’s face. He furrowed his brow and began to defend himself.
“Genuinely…nothing,” he trailed off quickly, thinking about everything. “Uh…when our phone call ended, on Saturday night. I think… I think he said that he loved me? But there’s no way, you know? Since that, I haven’t heard from him at all,”
“Have you tried to talk to him again? Or did you fuck off the second he got vulnerable? II told me you would do something stupid,”
“Woah, hey, what the fuck! No. I have called him a hundred times, I even texted him!” Ivy needed to defend himself against Vessel..and II. He was starting to get really fucking annoyed with II and all of his “I know more than you about everything” attitude. He ripped his phone out, opening his call log and handing it to Vessel.
“Why are you yelling?” think of the damn devil.
“What the hell are you doing telling Vessel I’m going to ‘do something stupid’?” II blinked at him, blue eyes vacant.
“Oh, you mean about III?”
“Fuck you, man,” he snatched his phone out of Vessel’s hand and put his headphones on. He watched II for a second, thought he caught “grow up”, and turned away. Music took over his thoughts and he worked out as hard as he could. He worked everything to failure, didn’t bother splitting into his normal sections or anything. He was mad at II. Insufferable, know it all, hot, perfect partner II. Fuck him. Fuck them both, actually. Except…shit. He didn't know where he was going. He looked around the gym, looking for Vessel. He was officially avoiding II. He'd decided as much. Today was going to be weird. Vessel was up on the stairmaster, running. Up the fucking stairs. Freak of goddamn nature. Wonder what that does for his stamina. Vessel slowed as Ivy approached. He was pouring sweat, topless now.
“Ivy, hey,” he seemed to be on a runner’s high, flashing a devastating grin.
“Hey, um… I don't know where Mustache is having his marathon,”
“Oh, well, we can ride together,” Vessel had a solution immediately. Ivy could see exactly why II was attracted to him. Dammit. II.
“Will II be with you?” Vessel squinted at him, eyes slightly narrowed.
“Are you fighting with him?” Man, III was right. He really did see too much.
“N-no. Of course not. I just…wondered,”
“He’s going to show up a bit later on. I'm headed over early,”
“Okay, well, we can ride together. Should I give you my address, or meet you somewhere?”
“Yeah, send me your address,” Vessel nodded, rattling his number off once Ivy got his phone out.
***
A sleek black sedan, the very same one Ivy had seen when he'd first seen III, pulled into Ivy’s driveway. He slid his hood up and went out the door. The window rolled down, revealing Vessel.
“Hey, ready?” Ivy opened the door and dropped into Vessel’s passenger seat.
“I’m worried about III,” Vessel inhaled through his teeth before replying.
“I think maybe he just got caught up in his final preparation for the marathon. He hasn’t dated anyone in a while, and he might have just…forgotten he has a phone,”
“I don’t think it’s that,”
“Well, if it’s not, then maybe there’s something else going on. He might have accidentally called his mom-”
“Isn’t she…you know?”
“Yeah, but he calls her. The voicemail. He still pays for the phone. So he can hear her voice,” Vessel told Ivy this as he set off toward wherever III was going to be running.
“I…wow. He’s really sweet,”
“Losing her was the hardest thing he’s ever had to go through,” Vessel replied. Ivy’s lip pouted out involuntarily - he hated that anytime he heard something sad he made a pouty sad face.
“I just wanna hug him, man. It’s so weird not hearing from him. We talk almost daily,”
“I know. He gushes about you endlessly,” Vessel paused, glancing at Ivy when he pulled up to a traffic light. “He probably did say he loves you. Do you think you’ll say it back if you get the chance?” his eyes narrowed then, eyebrows pitching down into something almost angry. Who was Vessel, and why did he think he could interrogate him like that? He doesn’t know anything about him. He noticed that Vessel had said “if” also, which concerned him.
“I don’t think that’s any of your business, actually,” he snapped. Vessel held one hand up, off the steering wheel, in surrender.
“Okay, you’re right, sorry,”
The ride continued, plunged into an intense silence, until they saw a gathering of people and an arch.
“The finish line,” Vessel informed him. I gotta say something.
“Look. I appreciate that you’re looking out for III, but we’ve only been a couple for a few weeks. I think it’s way too early to say anything like that, and I don’t think he meant it at all. I think it was just a slip of the tongue, or a force of habit. His silence is proof he’s embarrassed by it. I just want to see him, tell him to forget it ever happened and go back to dating him like normal,” Vessel’s face was flat, impassive. He did not respond. It made Ivy nervous, brought him back to… he tried to push it out of his mind.
“I never wanted you, not really. And when I met your friend…I realized just how much better he is for me,” her face was cold, hard. Her eyes a flat, lifeless slate gray.
“You mean II?” defeat swamped him. Just…defeat. She’d been with him for the better part of the last two years and she was just… throwing it away. Like nothing had mattered. Like he didn’t matter.
“Yes, of course. He’s everything you’re not. You’re just a personal trainer. You need to grow up. He did. A physical therapist, investments, even sold his stupid bike. I think it was all to please me. He wants me. I know he does. You can’t keep me, I don’t want you. You don’t have any real drive, don’t have a direction. You’re like…his silly little shadow. A lovesick dog, following his every move. The off-brand version of him. Everyone who ever wants you will end up wanting him, in the end. You know that, too, don’t you? I can see it in your face, in the slump of your shoulders. I’m going to get him, and you’re going to watch,” ice slid down his spine. Cold, uncaring.
“He’ll never want you,” was all IV could think to say in return. He knew II better than that. II wanted people who were kind. Not someone who would say this.
“Doesn’t matter. I get what I want, and that’s not you, IV,” her features did not move, even though she was ripping his heart out with her teeth. “He ended our relationship by being better than you. I am going to thank him,” it was unfair. It was cruel. She arched one perfect eyebrow. “Nothing to say?”
“What would be the point?”
A clap in his face brought him back to reality.
“Where did you go?” Vessel.
“Shit, sorry. I zoned out,”
“Are you okay? You look like you might be sick,”
“Bad memory,” he shook it off and jumped out of the car. He walked around, followed Vessel. Silent, lost in thought. Memories of Roxy were drifting through his mind, followed by the contrast that was III. III was such a contrast. He didn’t want III to ignore him anymore. He did not want this to end, he was realizing. He was starting to hope that III had said “I love you”, or at least would someday. He checked his phone again. Silence.
“Hes running by now. Won't be able to send you anything,” Vessel spoke. Ivy had damn near forgotten Vessel was standing next to him. He tried to start a conversation.
“So, you're…an opera singer? How'd you get into that?” Vessel smiled.
“Well, when I was really young, I started playing my dad's old piano. And it just…blossomed? I guess, from there. I wanted to be a pianist, and I am, but I found that singing in operas is a bit more steady. And when you've got the pipes for it, why not, right?” Ivy nodded.
“That's really cool. Are you any good?” he joked. Vessel laughed, and they talked a bit more about his career, his favorite pieces to play, his favorite opera to perform, how he couldn't stand the Phantom opera.
Later, when they were standing by the finish line, after the conversation had faded peacefully, Vessel bumped into his shoulder. Or…no. II had come.
“Stop thinking about her. She means nothing,” He mumbled at Ivy, low enough that Vessel wouldn’t hear.
“How’d you know?” but he heard it in his own voice. He only sounded like that, looked the way he must look, when he was despondent. He had thought the conversation with Vessel had taken that away, but apparently not. II just gave him a look and squeezed his hand.
***
III ran back, after crossing the finish line. He was the sixth person to finish the race. Ivy was cheering and he ran to meet III. III grabbed him. He was being spun around and hugged.
“You’re here!” he was elated to have III around him. He inhaled the deep, rich, heady scent of III’s sweat, of rain. It took him back to that last morning run they'd had together.
“You’re sweaty,” III cocked his head, looking down that incredible nose that Ivy loved so much. He smiled, but it had a sad edge to it.
“I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you,”
“Don’t. Don’t even worry about it. It’s forgotten. Just talk to me again,” III nodded, grinning more. Ivy noticed then…”You got a haircut! Oh my god!” He ran his fingers against the soft buzzed parts of III's head. III had cut a ton of his hair off on the bottom. The top was long still, tied up. “You look so good,”
“Someone told me I'd look “hot” with an undercut, so i decided to go for it,”
“Well, I need to send them a thank you note, because they were right. Who was it?”
III looked up and around, started to say something that might have been “Vessel” but the color drained out of his face when he saw something. “You oka-?”
“Excellent work, III,” II interrupted.
“Oh, you guys came too?” his voice sounded weird, stilted and kind of high. He was turning a bright red color. Must be from running.
“Yeah, and what the fuck is up with this ignoring me for a damn week thing?”
“I just ran a marathon, why are you interrogating me?” III’s hand squeezed around his, hard. There was something on III’s face, but Ivy couldn't figure it out.
“Yeah, leave him alone, Vessel,” III grinned at him and his heart skipped a beat. Genuinely skipped a beat, like they say it does in the books.
Maybe he could say it back.
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❨ POPSTAR GF ❩ — park sunghoon
CHAP ll. “runaway popstar” written + smau
warnings: anxiety attack, cursing duh, if i missed anything pls let me know! (not proofread)
word count: 892
SUNGHOON wasn’t the type of guy to go out on a sunday night, he knew he wasn't going to be happy waking up early in the morning rushing to get to his lectures at six and then going straight to the ice rink to practice
but he still went with his friends even though he insisted he needed to finish his essay that wasn’t due until next week
heeseung had been working hard perfecting her album, and sunghoon felt bad saying no to his friend especially since it was heeseung and he knew that if he needed something he could count on heeseung to come to the rescue
jake was also spamming his phone begging him to go with them and he couldn’t decline.
“holy shit guys” jungwon says jumping up and down with excitement as we entered the vip section, i look around seeing people with their lightsticks, chatting to eachother with big smiles on their faces
heeseung glanced over at me and nudged my shoulder “thought you were busy” i rolled my eyes “thank you for inviting me hee”
“wait! we get to meet y/n right?!” sunoo asked, we all look over at heeseung as he shrugs his shoulders “who knows” was all he said with a slight smirk on his face
suddenly everyone seemed to be quiet, some people whispering to their friends while pointing over at the entrance where three people were standing at
“oh my god” jake squeezed my arm “i love hyunjin, wonyoung and jisung” “they’re coming over here, never thought i’d be this close to them” jake rambled on
i glanced over at them as they walked our way, they were all dressed up in designer clothes and seemed to be accompanied by another person
he seemed to be dressed…less extravagant than the others, yet he still looked better than whatever i was wearing, he had a black mask and hat covering his face, maybe he was a body guard or something like that?
as the venue filled up with many more people, i looked over at heeseung who was by my side
he was now talking to hyunjin
“when did he go over there,” i asked jungwon who was on my left side “he got called over there by hyunjin not that long ago, i think you zoned out” he continued “you were staring at them when heeseung went over there, i think you should quit staring, they might think you’re a little creepy” i slowly nod
a couple of minutes pass by and heeseung is still talking to them, “hoon, is that you’re phone ringing?” i look at my pocket seeing the contact name chaeyeon
holy… “shit i forgot to tell her that i cant hangout with her today”
“wait i need to answer her but it’s loud i’ll be back okay?” i tell the guys “she’s about to start though!” jake says “i’ll be back i just need to answer her real quick, i’ll be back i promise” “go quickly”
i quickly pass by people to the exit nearby and call chaeyeon back
“where are you?! it sounds loud” was all i could hear her say, i plug my other ear so i could hear her better, yet it was still loud “wait i’m trying to get somewhere quieter!”
“hoon?” she says “wait-“ suddenly my phone was on ground broken “watch where you’re-“ oh…
“i’m so sorry! i’ll pay for it!” the girl says leaning down to grab my now broken phone, her hands seemed to be shaking “it’s okay” i say panicky finally realizing who she was
she was meant to be on stage right now, performing, but she was here with me outside her own concert, crying
“are you okay?” was all i could ask — i know, i know what a stupid question to ask, but i didn’t know what else to say “hey aren’t you supposed to be on stage and not out here crying”
“yeah, yeah i’m so so sorry, really i’ll pay for it” she says looking down, her voice seemed normal but i could tell she was trying to hold back her tears “you don’t have too” i replied back
i scan over the area and my eyes land on a bench nearby, “hey how about we sit down, okay?” i say as she nodded
“do you need water or anything?” i asked “n-no” she said before finally breaking down into tears and all i could was comfort her
“it’s okay” i reassured her “i-i just saw someone and-“ she stops for a bit trying to catch her breath “i-i panicked!” “i..i don’t know why i’m crying”
she then “oh my god my manager will be so mad” “and my fan” “and friends” she panics, crying even harder now “hey it’s okay, they’ll understand” i say before hugging her
and that’s how we stayed for a bit
“how about you go home, i bet you that everyone will understand” i whisper quietly but loud enough for her to hear “you don’t understand, everyone is going to hate me!” she tells me
“c’mon, i’ll walk you there, and i’ll explain everything to them you don’t even have to talk, okay?” she slowly nods
i stand up reaching my hand out for her grab and she looks at my hand hesitantly before grabbing onto my hand.
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If Bradley was in the same closeness to Jake he would be overprotective too. He is overprotective actually, but because of different from Eddie’s reason.
Feeling like he should calm down Eddie, Bradley decides to advocate for Jake. As good, just a friend, who definitely is not in love with the guy.
“Jake is a good guy, you know,” Bradley makes eye contact with the man, when he turns to him after those words. He wants Eddie to believe him, so he wouldn’t be too rude to Jake if Buck will stay here. “Not gonna lie: cocky as hell and a big pain in the ass sometimes,” Bradley chuckles and thanks Penny who gives him bottles of beer, “but he is a good guy.”
“Yeah, I,” Eddie for e second takes a break to collect his thoughts. He must be too obvious with killing Jake with the most painful methods for daring to put his hands on Buck's waist and hips and stay too close to man’s ass when Buck bends to take a shot. He doesn’t need Jake’s friends to be overprotective. “I'm just surprised about his relationship with Buck,” Eddie smiles at the man trying to make a reason he is so overprotective over Buck which is not ‘i’m so in love with him.”
“I get it. Buck is your friend. You two are super close. Like family close. You’re overprotective. It’s normal. But I promise Jake is a good guy,” Eddie right now feels a big mixture of emotions. He is thankful for Bradley to give him platonic reason to explain his jealousy, but also he kind of confirmed Eddie's concerns: Buck is here to reconcile with Jake. And Eddie should play happy friend.
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“Just hold still…and done!” Nancy grinned as she capped the eyeliner. She brushed a lock of hair out of his face before declaring, “You’re officially stage-ready.”
Eddie turned to look at himself in the mirror, instantly pleased with what he saw. Steve always said that his big-ass Bambi eyes were his best feature, and the eyeliner really was making them pop. Add that with the tight jeans, the leather jacket, and the combat boots, and Eddie actually looked like he belonged on a stage.
He looked good, but he only cared so much about his own thoughts, “You think Steve will like it?”
Nancy rolled her eyes, “Like you have to ask. We’ll be lucky if he doesn’t have a heart attack.”
Eddie grinned at that. He could only hope that his reaction would be that good, “And it will last all night?”
“At least for 12 hours,” She reassured, “I used the good stuff. This eyeliner lasted on my mom for a fifteen-hour plane ride once, with layovers. You’re ready.”
Eddie nodded. That was basically equivalent to spending a wild night with Steve, the odds were in his favor. He reached over to give Nancy a one-armed hug, taking the time to hover for a second before she gave him a subtle nod.
“God, you’re such a lifesaver,” Eddie sighed as he squeezed her to his side, “You sure you don’t want to come?”
Nancy snorted, “Are you kidding me? My dad would ground me for the next five years if I got caught. And you know I love you guys but I can barely deal with Steve gushing over you on a normal day, let alone one where you actually look hot.”
“Awwww, you think I’m hot?” Eddie cooed, laughing at the way it made her cringe.
She was already gathering everything back up into her makeup bag, trying and failing to hide her little smile, “Don’t push it.”
But he did, of course he did, the whole way back to the Wheeler house, earning himself a sharp pinch to his arm more than once. He dropped her off at home, promising that they would call her first thing in the morning to say how it went. Then he picked up his boys and the four of them were off, all of them excited out of their minds.
Eddie had never imagined that he would be playing on a real stage, in a real city. It had been a silly little radio contest for a charity event, first five callers got the privilege to audition to be a one-time opener for Metallica, a band that Eddie adored but the rest of the world hadn’t seemed to have caught on to yet. It was a one-time thing, paired with some great luck for the station to catch them for a single night before their next album release. But still, it was a big deal, especially for people like them that had less than zero connections. Steve was the one who insisted that they call in. Eddie had just never thought that they would have actually won.
But they had, and the prize was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to meet a band that Eddie just knew was going to be huge one day. Plus, free hotel rooms for the weekend? What more could a guy ask for?
It was a fun drive, of course it was. You couldn’t get Eddie, Freak, Gareth, and Jeff in a room together without it being a blast. The only problem was that he already missed Steve. Which was, admittedly, stupid as fuck considering that he’d see him in a matter of hours. He just hated that he had to sneak out for this. Or more aptly, he hated that his parents forced him to sneak out for this. But they had a good plan here.
He’d lie and say he was going to bed early to prepare some bullshit elaborate date for Nancy, one that would involve him being gone for all of Saturday. He’d sneak out his window by seven, drive the two hours to be there just in time for the curtains opening at nine-thirty. Then they’d spend the night together like they had been every night for years, his parents none the wiser.
The shitheads.
Saturday night and Sunday would be a little trickier, but Steve was coasting off the fact that his parents usually forgot to say goodbye when they left for a trip. They had a red-eye flight at 3 am, and Nancy was already prepped to make a fake phone call to ask if he could stay for dinner Saturday. With any luck, they would forget about him entirely, both of them too tired to think about the fact that they wouldn't have seen their son for nearly two days. The last bit was more of a gamble, but Steve wasn’t about to let his parents' wrath ruin his shot at a romantic and paid-for weekend with his boyfriend. Besides, when it came to Nancy, his mom basically never questioned anything. Hell, she was basically on the edge of planning their fucking wedding at this point, beyond ecstatic that Steve had finally gotten himself a permanent girlfriend.
God, that girl really was a lifesaver. Eddie was almost surprised at just how much he liked her, and not even because she was beyond useful when it came to hiding their relationship. She was just…kind of cool? He didn’t know how else to describe it, but her whole gun-toting, no-nonsense, and slightly bitchy persona was really doing it for him. Honestly, on a bad day, Eddie was slightly afraid of her, but he kind of liked that too. The fact that she could go from scarily intense to sarcastically hilarious just equated to a winning personality in his book. And that wasn’t even counting how happy she made Steve, and vice versa.
Sometimes he’d wander into the room that they were supposed to be studying in, only to find the two of them completely off the rails either talking about their shared passion for musicals, high school gossip, or more often than not, Steve Harrington approved seduction methods for her to try out on Jonathan Beyers. Or Tom Cruise, depending on the timing.
They wouldn’t even notice that he walked in most of the time, too caught up in laughing with each other. Maybe it was weird, but sometimes Eddie would just watch them for a minute. Steve would be all giggly and smiling and adorable, and it just made Eddie feel warm. Hell, even seeing Nancy happy was enough to make him smile most days, the girl deserved it after everything she’d been through last year. She was a good person and a good friend. And Eddie was going to get her so many corny Indy souvenirs for covering their asses tonight.
They were all nervous as hell when they finally got there, but actually getting to meet the band while they were setting up went surprisingly well. Though that mostly had to do with the fact that they had prepared for it. They had a fool-proof system of aggressively stepping on each other’s feet when one got a bit too fangirly. And though it left all four with some bruises, it did manage to stop Gareth from telling James Hetfield that he would totally marry him if he was a chick. They made a good impression, Eddie was pretty damn sure of it considering they offered free tickets for their next tour.
It was fun, even if he was still nervous as all hell when it was their time to play. He had never felt this anxious walking out on stage before. Maybe that had to do with the fact that it was a real stage, but still. He wasn’t the type to be nervous about performing at all, whether that be at the Hideout or hopping on lunch tables for an impassioned speech.
He swallowed as he looked out into the crowd, heart pounding in his chest as he realized just how many people were there. It was a far cry from the Hideout where they would be lucky to get ten people to actually notice when they were finished. But this had to be a hundred plus. Eddie’s eyes zeroed into the front row, scanning it for the one thing that could calm him down. It didn’t take long to spot him.
There he was, smack dab in the middle of the row, completely out of place with his adorable pink polo. He was leaning against the railing, hearts in his eyes as he waved up at him. Eddie grinned, his nerves disappearing the second Steve blew him a kiss. Just the sight of him was enough to bring Eddie back down to earth.
He stepped up to the mic, guitar in hand, and started to sing.
Excerpt from chapter 14 of this fic
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Bound- Chapter Three
Chapter Two
STRICTLY 18+
A/n: I really intended for this to be out on Sunday, but it was such a doozy to write!!! I wanted *it* to be perfect, and I spent a solid week writing that part alone 😂. But anyways, without further ado. Here’s chapter threeeeeee!!!
Warnings: lots of fluff, alcohol consumption, explicit sexual content, description of reader losing virginity (sorry if that kills your vibe), first time things, fingering & oral (female rec.), unprotected sex, lots of pet names, heavy use of dramatic pauses and ellipses (it’s kinda my thing).
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For the next month, you and Jake were inseparable.
From sun up to sun down, the two of you were side by side, every day it’s own little love story.
He would come over early in the mornings to help you take care of the animals in the barn. The feeding and cleaning, it wasn’t so glamorous, but with Jake, any mundane task instantly became enjoyable.
After you guys got cleaned up, he‘d whisk you away in his beloved truck, in search of the day’s adventures.
Some days, you, Jake and his three brothers would spend all day at the creek like you did years ago, only this time without parental supervision. The five of you would eat, drink, and swim until your faces were burnt, your skin was shriveled, and your bellies were full.
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“Oh come on, y/n! Don’t be a chicken, just jump!” Sam called from the water.
Jake and Josh were wading beside him, and Danny stood behind you on the slightly elevated rocky edge as you clung to the rope swing for dear life.
“Yeah come on, waters fine,” Josh added.
“You want me to push you?” Danny questioned, sounding as if he believed that really was the best option.
“No!” your shout was full of terror and a lot louder than it needed to be, causing all the boys to laugh at you.
Sixteen years, and the boys never got you to jump from that rope swing into the water. They had done it more times than you could count, and you were always willing and ready to play cheerleader. But they decided that day that your cheerleading days were over, it was time to join the big boys.
“Baby come on,” Jake spoke through the end of his laughter, looking up at you with soft eyes, “do it for me, please? Will you jump for me please, baby? I’ll be right here when you come up I promise. You can do it.”
He outstretched his hands to demonstrate his devotion, and you admittedly felt a little safer.
“Just close your eyes and don’t think about it,” Danny encouraged.
Sam and Josh were still heckling you, but through their teasing you could hear Jake’s calming voice.
“You got it baby, come on. I’m right here.”
With a calming deep breath, you clutched the rope a little tighter.
“Close my eyes. Don’t think about it,” you repeated Danny’s words to yourself in a chant.
You pulled the rope back, then with a screech that sent the birds flying out of the trees, you took a running leap, leaving yourself suspended over the water, before letting go and allowing yourself to fall.
The boy's cheers could be heard as you plunged into the icy water, before the sound was distorted by you becoming fully submerged.
You allowed the water to pull on your limp body as you sank lower, a calming feeling taking over briefly before you began kicking your way back to the top in search of Jake.
His face was the first thing you saw when you emerged, the face of some angel.
His wet locks were clinging to his face. And the droplets of water that rested on his eyelashes made his eyes sparkle more than they would on a normal day.
He swam over to you with a beaming grin, and when your bodies connected, you latched onto him, allowing him to hold both of you above the water.
One of his hands reached up to wipe your hair from your face, “see that wasn’t all too bad.”
You were panting a bit, trying to catch your breath, but still smiling all the while, “that was so fun, I wanna go again.”
Jake captured your lips in a kiss, and as you always did, you melted into his arms, pressing your lips firmer against his.
“Ugh, alright enough you two,” Sam gagged in fake disgust, “save it for later. I wanna play chicken.”
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Whenever the boys had a show, no matter how small, you were front row at every one, right before Jake and his guitar.
Most of those nights would end with you guys partying and drinking the bars dry, leaving you up to a bunch of foolishness like a pack of rebellious teenagers.
The five of you even got to road-trip to other parts of Tennessee a handful of times, crashing out in rank motels, but enjoying yourselves as if you were staying at the Ritz.
Some days, just like old times, you’d sit in the old garage and watch the boys rehearse.
You’d be on beer duty, retrieving fresh brews from the mini fridge and popping open cans and bottle caps for the boys while they worked. And by the end of the day, the modestly sized trash can that sat tucked in the corner would be filled to the brim.
On nights that his brothers were loud and rowdy, and you and Jake needed some peace and quiet, the two of you would sneak off to the creek, sometimes sitting in the back of Jake’s truck, sometimes abandoning the truck for the ‘comfort’ of a rock on the water’s edge.
But no matter how you chose to relax, Jake always brought his guitar along, playing whatever tune you’d ask him to, or he’d opt for showing you different ideas he was working on.
And with every strum of his guitar, Jake etched his name deeper and deeper into your heart.
On nights that were still, Josh and Sam out on their own excursions or nestled in their own quiet corners of the house, you and Jake would tuck yourselves away in his room, spinning records till the sun began to show itself.
Sometimes, the shared nights would grow heated. Lips and hands moving with frenzied need for the other person's touch. Jake's hands would wander up your shirt, fondling your chest through your bra, or they would journey lower, grabbing as much of your ass and thighs as he could at once.
But no matter how far the nights would go, you guys never took it there.
You loved Jake for his patience, he never allowed things to go further than you were comfortable with, and never made you feel bad for your sudden apprehension.
“There’s no need to rush, my love. We’re on our own time, whenever you’re ready,” he’d tell you.
But still, you’d beat yourself up about it every time. It wasn’t like you didn’t trust Jake enough to have sex with him, you had nothing but complete faith in the fact that Jake would never hurt you.
And God, did you want it. Seeing the way the water made his body glisten in the sun at the creek, watching him sweat bullets as he laid his heart out on the stage, the faces he made when he was really into a song, all of it had your gears turning constantly.
But the daily lust just wasn’t enough for you to surrender just yet. It seemed like such a big step for you, and having never taken that step before with anyone, you wanted to make sure that it was done in just the right way, at just the right time, with just the right person.
And day by day, you were becoming more sure that Jake was exactly that person.
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July 4th, 1972
Townsend, Tennessee
The Kiszka family annual Fourth of July barbecue was something that was well looked forward to. It was an all day event, friends from around the way coming through in waves to eat and partake in the festivities.
Your parents always helped Karen and Kelly with the function, memories of your mom scrambling in the kitchen days before in preparation permanently engraved in your brain.
In your younger years, you never had to help out. You and the boys were able to chase each other around with water guns, making patches of mud in the dry soil and ending the night off lighting rounds of fireworks (under heavy parental supervision).
When highschool rolled around, and you and Jake were nothing but familiar strangers, you’d help your mom in the kitchen in the days leading up, then pop by the Kiszka’s to show face and grab a to-go plate.
But now, after four years passing, and a whirlwind relationship that had Karen declaring you ‘an official part of the family’ it was all hands on deck for you from the moment you opened your eyes.
Bright and early, your mom woke you up, rushing you to get ready to go to the grocery store with her.
With no time to primp, you slung on an old t-shirt of Jake’s that you had cut into a tank top, a pair of overall shorts, and your cowboy boots, your hair in a mess of waves.
After a long drawn out trip to the store, you and your mom piled back into the car to take the load to the Kiszka’s house.
Jake planted a sweet kiss on your lips as you carried a heavy watermelon into his kitchen.
“You’re so sweet in the mornings,” he gushed at you as he took the heavy fruit from you.
You were about to flirt back, but you were cut off by Karen’s sharp voice.
“Jake, sweetie. Those ribs aren’t gonna season themselves. Help your father, please.”
She turned to Josh and began listing off tasks for him to complete without waiting for a response, and Jake knew that when she got like this, it was better to just do exactly as she said.
He turned back to you with his lips puckered off to the side and his eyes squinted, “duty calls.”
“Better get to it then,” you teased, taking a step towards him and giving him a parting kiss.
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For the next several hours, Jake was a slave to the grill, and you were running around like a chicken with your head cut off, being the best help you could be.
Cutting fruit in the kitchen, running foil in and out of the house, bringing napkins to messy toddlers and burnt out mothers, and of course, cracking open beers for Jake when he was too occupied to do so.
Jake would steal touches and kisses from you whenever he had the chance, unable to keep his hands off of you for too long.
At one point, as you walked past him flipping burgers on the grill, he reached and swatted your ass rather firmly.
You gently scolded him, checking your surroundings to make sure nobody saw his raunchy display of affection, the only person seeming to be privy was Sam.
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As dusk fell, most of the guests had come and gone, the only visitors left being the Wagner family, and you and your parents. You guys were packed around the picnic table that sat nearest the grill, keeping Jake company as he cooked the last round of food for you guys to enjoy, an intense game of cards keeping you entertained.
“Pass me that foil pan, would you babydoll?” Jake requested from you as he took a sip from his beer.
Babydoll. You obtained the nickname on one of your many trips to the antique store in the square, and it stuck like glue.
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You plucked a vintage stuffed doll from the shelf, turning to show it to Jake.
He let you ramble on and on about how you thought dolls were the cutest little things on the planet.
“You’re the prettiest doll I’ve ever seen,” Jake interjected, smirking at you goofily.
The compliment took you off guard, and you began blushing, “yeah?”
He shook his head yes, stepping forward and grabbing you by the hips, “yeah, so what do ya say? Wanna be my pretty little babydoll?”
You nodded smugly, “I like the sound of that.”
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Jake pulled the rest of the meat off the grill just as the moms were bringing out a fresh batch of sides, and dinner was served.
Though it was tight, your three families sat around the table in the heavy summer heat, laughing and talking as you enjoyed the food.
Jake’s hand never left your leg as you guys ate, his thumb rubbing smooth circles into the flesh. You maintained your face at the table, but his simple touch had you squirming in your seat, and Jake took serious note of it.
After working together to clear the table, it was time for the boys favorite part of the night; fireworks.
Most people would say mixing libations and explosives isn’t the best idea, but Danny and the Kiszka boys had mastered the art of pandemonium, so no one was too worried.
You admired the way the boys laughed and played together, loud and rambunctious as they lit the ends, then like a set of quadruplets, they’d step back and watch the rocket explode over their heads, each of their mouths hanging open and clutching a sweating beer in their grasp.
Jake seemed so at home in the moment, so much joy visible on his face as he horsed around with his brothers.
He looked back at you perched on the tire swing with a smile, and you got a glimpse of the day you first met him when he sent you that same smile as he sat on your front porch.
Oh, how he owned you entirely.
Karen had to cut the fireworks show short after Sam found it funny to send one of the fireworks sailing straight towards Josh, Josh fast enough on his feet to move out of the way just before it went off.
Your parents bid their farewell, and you settled in with the rest of the group around the fire pit, more so as a source of light than heat.
Jake had disappeared, to where, you had no idea, but you were fully engrossed in a conversation with the boy’s sisters, and you’d worry about that later.
But as if you manifested him, Jake came trudging up behind you moments later, wrapping his hands around your shoulders and kissing your cheek.
“Hey, come with me for a little,” he whispered into your ear.
One thing you could never do was say no to Jake whenever he requested your presence. He could lead you dropping over a cliff’s edge, just as long as he was right beside you.
Excusing yourself from the girls, you took his hand and allowed him to lead you away from the group, but you’re suspicion began to sink in as he continued pulling you further and further away from everyone else.
“Where are we goin’?” you giggled as you stumbled behind him through the tall grass.
He didn’t answer you, instead continued leading you around the back of his parents house. With a gentle shove, he had your body pinned against the wood, his hands immediately cupping your face and bringing his mouth to yours.
You allowed him to kiss you hungrily, pushing forward against his body and wrapping your arms around his torso to pull him closer.
“I haven’t had you to myself all day. Just needed some alone time with my honey, that’s all.” His statement was broken up between kisses, his lips moving from yours down to your jaw and throat.
You were becoming hot rapidly as his hands wandered your body, and you were slightly embarrassed when a moan slipped passed your lips.
“But- but what about everyone else, Jake? They’re right there,” you stammered.
Jake willed himself to pull away from you, looking into your eyes with a taunting gleam.
“Babydoll, everyone over there has had enough drinks to last them for the rest of the year,” he bent and licked a stripe up your neck, “they probably haven’t even noticed we’re gone.”
With a shudder, you clutched the fabric of his shirt and pulled him closer, your voice airy as you whispered in his ear, “you sure?”
He pecked your lips, moving his hands to your face again with a nod.
“Yeah baby,” you noticed a shift in his tone, sounding a lot less confident than before “or we could… go to my room? For a little more privacy.”
His eyes searched yours for any sign of objection, both of you knowing what his invitation most likely meant.
But as he looked you over, he was surprised at the lack of uncertainty in your features that usually surfaced when things got this far.
Thinking the offer over, you couldn’t find any reason to oppose. You loved Jake, and you craved him deeply, deeper than you think you could even comprehend yourself.
You were fearful, but more than willing to give yourself to him.
Slowly, you nodded, “okay. We can do that.”
Jake’s eyebrows shot up in surprise, but he quickly wiped the look from his face, clearing his throat.
“O-okay.”
He released his grasp on you, holding his hand out for you to take. You grabbed it, and Jake peeked around the corner of the house to make sure no one was watching.
When the coast was clear, the two of you scampered off in the direction of his dwellings, giggling like children at the mischief you were up to.
Jake all but knocked the door down as he pulled you through the threshold, clambering up the stairs with you in tow before leading you over to the bed and allowing you to sit, both of you kicking your shoes off.
The atmosphere in the room was swimming with love and uncertainty, and you fiddled with your fingers in anticipation.
Giving you a moment to breathe, Jake crossed the room and began flipping through his record collection.
After a bit of browsing, he popped on a Percy Sledge album, turning the knob down to a relaxing volume before turning back to look at you, leaning against his dresser.
You didn’t know why, but you felt the need to stand too, the two of you now staring at each other as the music played around you.
Jake moved first, pushing himself off the dresser and pulling his shirt over his head.
Your overalls were already undone, hanging around your waist, so mirroring his movements, you removed your tank top, exposing your simple black bra.
His eyes slowly left your face to rest on your supple breasts spilling over the top of your bra, gulping visibly.
His pants were the next to go, and once again following suit, you removed your overalls.
Jake stood and marveled at you, and you did the same. Even though you had seen each other in similar attire before, this time, things were a lot different, and you both understood that.
When he moved to step towards you, you panicked.
“Jake, wait,” you blurted out, and he immediately froze in place.
His face was full of concern as he waited for you to speak again.
“I… I really wanna do this. I really do. I just… I’ve never…” you trailed off, and a look of realization washed over him.
You shrunk into yourself as you tended to do when anxiety surfaced, wrapping your arms around your body as you began feeling overly exposed.
Jake stared at you momentarily, before muttering an almost silent, “never?”
All you could do was nod as you peered at him over your lashes bashfully.
“So that’s why you…” the dots began connecting in his head, now understanding your hesitance for taking that step with him.
Finally he nodded, running a hand through his messy hair, “okay babydoll, well that’s okay,” he appeared pained as he looked at you, “well are you sure you wanna do this? With me? You know we don’t have to… we can, or you can wait you don’t–”
“Jakey, no,” you cut him off, putting an end to his babbling.
Stepping forward, you placed one hand on his chest, the other wrapping around the back of his neck, easing his once visible tension.
“There’s no one else I’d wanna do… this with,” you moved your hand to stroke your thumb along his cheek, “just be patient with me, please.”
He nodded quickly, “of course, babydoll. We’ll just take our time. And if at any time you wanna stop, just tell me, okay?”
You were smitten with the way he was so concerned, looking you directly in the eye to make sure you heard him, it only served to make you want him more.
Biting your lip to hide your cheeky smile, you nodded back, “okay.”
His hands were shaking as he brought them to your hips, grabbing your love handles and squeezing them in his palms.
“Well, can I kiss you?”
“Yes,” you giggled.
The kiss was a gentle, steady one, you sighing out in satisfaction at the feeling of his lips on yours again.
When it began heating up, Jake walked the two of you over to his bed, laying you onto the comforter.
He stared down at you in adoration, and you gazed back up at him with a similar expression.
After several moments, he moved to kiss you again, focusing briefly on your lips before working his way lower.
When his mouth found the valley between your breasts, hands wrapping around each of them, you gasped audibly, and Jake’s eyes immediately shot to yours, “you okay?”
“Yeah,” you sighed as he continued rubbing your chest, “just feels good.”
Jake smirked and lowered his head back down, “it’s supposed to feel good,” he kissed the top of your left breast, then your right, “it’s how I wanna make you feel all the time, for the rest of your life.”
His hand guided you to lift off of the bed, and his fingers began fumbling with the latch of your bra. Before undoing it completely, he raised a brow at you.
When you nodded, he unclasped it, and with as much confidence as you could muster, you slid the straps down your shoulders, exposing yourself to him.
You were sure you heard him gasp under his breath as you stripped the layer, his mouth hanging open as he ogled.
“Oh man, look at those babydoll,” he shifted forward and grabbed your chest with both hands, massaging the warm flesh, as your eyes fluttered closed.
“Think these are the prettiest tits I’ve ever seen.”
He latched his mouth onto your right nipple with a groan, still firmly gripping you in his hands.
“Yeah,” you moaned out as you fell back onto the bed, enjoying the praise he was bestowing upon you.
His response was hummed around your nub, following you down to the mattress as he continued his licking.
After several moments, he switched to the other side, and you gasped loudly, grabbing onto the back of his head to draw him nearer.
You could tell he was enjoying your eagerness, and your heart began thrumming in your chest as his hands began traveling down your body.
“Is this okay?” he asked, stopping momentarily to gauge your reaction.
“Mhmm, yeah keep going.”
He licked a long stripe along each of your nipples, eyes boring into yours as he did so, before trailing his kisses lower to your abdomen.
You began massaging your fingers along his scalp, awestruck at the way he was taking his time with your body. You expected him to be gentle, but this was a different level of attentiveness.
Every kiss was passion-filled, placed with intent in all of the right places. His hands knew just where and how to touch; he was in sync with your entire body.
So caught up in the moment, you hadn’t even noticed you were humming in bliss until Jake spoke again.
“You singing to me baby?” he was smiling, “letting me hear how good you feel?”
Your head popped up as his tongue brushed along your pelvic bone.
“Wh-why does it feel so good? I mean you’ve like, barely touched me and I’m a mess,” you babbled, watching him work in a state of delirium.
Jake chuckled at you as he brought a hand to stroke your thigh, “easy, babydoll. It’s okay, it’s supposed to feel good. Just relax and enjoy it,” he pecked your bellybutton, “you trust me, right?”
You nodded in agreement.
Slowly, his fingers traveled to the hem of your underwear, and your body tensed.
“Hey, look at me,” he called to you, and you complied, “you trust me?”
“Yes Jake, I do.”
His eyes were on fire, not so much with lust, but with aching infatuation.
He began pulling your underwear down, and you maneuvered your legs to aid him, your legs involuntarily spreading themselves to put your glistening core on display.
Jake smiled down at the sight, then up at you, “even prettier than I imagined.”
You blushed as he leveled his face with your heat, shuddering when he let out a long exhale against it.
“Can I touch you babydoll? Please?”
Admittedly, you liked the sound of him begging, something that took you by surprise, but you were in no situation to tease, so you gave him the permission he was awaiting.
One of his fingers dragged from your hole to your aching bundle of nerves, collecting the slick and swirling it around.
You sighed out his name, hips bucking slightly to gain more friction.
“Have you ever… touched yourself before?” Jake was careful with his words, doing his best to navigate this new found territory in a way that wasn’t overwhelming for you.
“Kinda. I mean I never like…” you trailed off hoping that he was smart enough to understand what you were trying to say without making you actually say it.
The reassuring grin he sent you let you know that he did.
His fingers were still swirling, and you fought your hardest to maintain eye contact.
“Remember what I said earlier, if you wanna stop, we’ll stop.”
You cupped his warm reddened face in his hands, “I trust you, Jake. I want this.”
“But tell me you understand.”
You nodded, “I understand, baby.”
As his finger began traveling towards your entrance, Jake’s eyes remained on yours, gauging your reaction with every movement of his.
Slowly, he slid the digit inside, and you clenched tightly around him.
“Sorry,” you squeaked.
“No babydoll, it’s okay.”
He slid it back out, and upon return, he pushed it in a little further.
You gasped, arching your back off the bed.
“How does that feel, my love?” Jake questioned as he gradually began moving deeper and faster, only giving you as much as you could take.
“So so good,” you moaned, biting your lip, “feels so good, Jake.”
He lowered his head, and in a move that shocked a rather loud yelp out of you, Jake latched his mouth onto your clit with a vulgar slurp.
“Fuck Jake, oh my god!”
His finger was still pumping into you as his mouth worked away, lapping up your wetness into his mouth and swallowing it down.
You’d never seen anything like it before, the way he was so desperate to taste you, to bring you pleasure. It turned you on to a painful degree, causing you to leak more into Jake’s mouth.
It was a delicious cycle.
You felt another finger nudge at your entrance, and Jake’s eyes found yours.
“Yes, yes please,” you cried over the music, and at your command he inserted a second digit, slowing his pace and removing his mouth.
The stretch burned, but your body was still overcome with pleasure, and as you inhaled, you hissed. But upon exhaling, you let out a long guttural moan that raised the hairs on Jake’s arms.
“That alright, sugar? How ya feelin’?”
Jake's voice was gruff now, dropping several octaves as lust overcame him.
“Faster,” you whimpered, ignoring his questions.
His fingers sped up, but only slightly, not wanting to over do it.
“Yeaahh, so good,” you sighed out, completely dazed.
“Good baby? You think you’re ready for me?” his voice was incredibly soft, one of his hands tangling itself in your hair.
You didn’t think you’d been any more ready in your life.
“Yes Jake. Please, I want more. I want all of you.”
Jake stood from the bed, and your eyes bulged at the sight of his bulging erection, the front of his boxers stained from his own Arousal.
He slowly tugged them down, and when his cock sprung free, you gulped.
Stepping out of his last item of clothing, Jake noticed your shift in posture and made his way back over to you, gently sitting on the edge of the bed and rubbing your ankle.
“At your pace, okay?”
Your eyes dropped to his member, the sight of it still leaking practically made your mouth water.
You were definitely ready.
You placed a slow peck on his lips before laying back on the bed and spreading your legs again.
This was all the approval Jake needed, you sprawled out for him this way, and he crawled up your body, bringing your lips to his again in a desperate kiss.
He lined himself up with your waiting hole, sighing at the way your wetness coated his tip.
With steady movements, he began inching in so slowly, keeping his mouth interlocked with yours.
At a certain point, it began to grow uncomfortable and your hand shot up to claw at Jake’s back, halting his movements.
“You okay, babydoll?” he whispered against your lips, stroking your hair lovingly.
You gave yourself a minute to adjust to the stretch before nodding for him to continue.
His mouth dropped open as he slid in further, grunting under his breath. And with one final thrust, he bottomed out inside of you.
You jumped at the feeling, your mouth dropping open to, but before any sound could escape, Jake’s lips found yours again, kissing away the pain.
“It’s okay baby, you’re okay,” he reassured you.
Skin to skin, Jake sat there and allowed you to adjust to his size, whispering sweet nothings in your ear to regulate your rapid breathing.
When you told him you were ready, he slid out, then back in oh so slowly.
With every drag of his hips, and with every ‘I love you’ he murmured into your soul, the feeling of pain slipped into one of pure bliss.
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To this day, you couldn’t remember much from that night, but what you do remember is that it was the most blissful night of your life.
You were ashamed to say that even still you sat up at night, trying to recall glimpses of that moment, hoping to relive some of the euphoria.
That night, as if it wasn’t already so clear before, you know it was written in the stars that you were meant to be his forever.
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Chapter Four
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SUNDAY JULY 3RD, 2011 (Rael's Exodus V: The Anatomy of Everything)
8:34 AM “Gooood morning, passengers. This is your captain speaking. Hope you had a good sleep. We’ve got about a day and a half left of this. Try to stick with us for a little longer, will you? Stay alive. Fitzgerald out.”
8:36 AM So tired. Why am I so tired. I dreamt of buying a home by the sea. Donnie was my wife. Except we weren’t called Donnie and Jordan; she called me “Rael” and I called her “Victoria.” In the home, there was a collection of paintings, most of which were variations on album art. They were changed to feature water. Systematic Chaos had all the ants in the city drowning. Hemispheres had Dionysus and Apollo standing over a large ocean. Good Apollo, I’m Burning Star IV Volume II: No World for Tomorrow had the sky cloudy and rain pouring down. The only odd one was Wind & Wuthering. It looked normal, except for.. for tentacles in the tree. Moving tentacles. I’m going back to sleep.
10:02 AM Dreamt of a long corridor. One single door at the other end of it. Except this wasn’t just any door. It was a Door. I knew. Because it was my dream! I walked down towards the Door. I heard someone walking behind me. I heard multiple people walking behind me. The first person was Donnie, I know that much. We reached the Door, and I reached for the doorknob. Then I woke up. I’m getting up now.
10:08 AM I can hear loud banging somewhere. I’m not sure where I’m going. Donnie’s coming too; she’s not sure where we’re going, either.
10:10 AM I can definitely hear someone walking nearby. I’m not keeping Tiger Stripes close. It might just be me being tired, but I don’t feel like I need to. I’ll probably die thinking like this. Oh well.
10:14 AM We’re going to the bridge. We’re going to talk to Captain Fitzgerald. I’ve been thinking. There really aren’t many of us left, especially not considering a lot of the people on this boat aren’t actually.. people anymore. They’re just Campers. Part of it. Part of EAT.
10:18 AM We’re at the bridge.
10:23 AM Captain Fitzgerald says he’s had to force himself to stay awake all last night because Doctor Jackson never showed up for his night shift. He says he’s a little shaky now, but he thinks he can make it. I asked if he wanted one of us to take over for a bit. He laughed and said we’re much too young. Donnie made him promise he’d get us through this voyage. He looked her in the eye and said “I indirectly made that promise by choosing to be your captain for this mission, young lady. And I intend on following through. Just make sure you guys stay alive. Fitzgerald out.” Then he turned back to his job.
10:27 AM We’re not entirely sure where we can go now.
10:31 AM The banging’s getting louder. Captain Fitzgerald asked if we could find out what was causing that.
10:43 AM It sounds like it’s coming from the deck.
10:46 AM I don’t see anything out here. ..TEFAJI) THAT’S A LOT OF CAMPER. There’s tons of people down there in the water, people and fucking fish, they’re down in the sea, banging on the ship. Looking up at us. Some are reaching up their hands. I’m.. well, at least we found out what was causing the banging. o_e
10:54 AM Almost back to the bridge. God, that banging.
10:57 AM ..o__o; Captain Fitzgerald didn’t even notice us come in. He’s sitting perfectly still at the wheel. Is he okay?
10:58 AM “Hello.” He said that. So he’s okay. “Did you find out what was causing the banging?” I said it was people and fish. I accidentally used the word “Campers.” >.>; “Oh. Camper. That explains it. Thank you.” Donnie asked if he was okay. “Never better. By the way, do you happen to have any more of that music Yates was listening to? I’d like to hear more of it.” I said we have plenty of it. I offered to go get my folder of CDs. “That would be perfect.” Donnie’s coming with me. I don’t blame her.
11:00 AM I saw someone going ‘round the corner up ahead. Goddamn, this place is starting to give me the creeps.
11:02 AM ..I hear someone again. I’m gonna take a small detour to find out who.
11:03 AM It’s Richard Burgandy. o.o God, I hope he’s not a Camper, too.
11:07 AM He went into his room. Left his door open.
11:08 AM He’s feeding his wife water. She’s lying on their bed. Looks… well, not “sick.” …o_o She looks comatose. Oh god. She’s a Camper. >_< And he’s feeding her water! That’s jus
11:10 AM He spotted us. I tried to tell him his wife’s gone, but he just denied it and told us to leave. ..bah. ._.;
11:15 AM We’re back at our room now.
11:16 AM Donnie closed the door and locked it. She doesn’t want to go back to the captain. Or to anyone. She says this place is pretty much a ticking time bomb. I agree. >_<;
12:03 PM We can’t just stay here, though! D: That’s not gonna get anything done, and things clearly have to be done. Besides, most of what we’ve been seeing lately have been the Campers, and EAT’s already told us it’s not hunting us. For all we know, it could be lying, but it won’t do us good to doubt every single thing we find. I just have a hunch. I dunno.
12:05 PM Donnie’s putting her foot down. She doesn’t want either of us leaving this room, not now. I’ll obey. ._.;
12:48 PM The banging’s intensifying. Donnie’s holding me tight.
1:23 PM ..it’s stopped completely. I have a badrefek9fgsadgj HELLOOOO
1:24 PM Out the window, out the window. Flying zombies. Rising up from the water, flying past our window.
1:30 PM I hear voices. A lot of voices. “COME OUT, INDISEN!” It’s the voice of the Camper.
1:38 PM A lot of footsteps outside the door. >____<;;
1:39 PM DOOR HELLO HI YES? NO INDISEN HERE. THANK YOU, BYE. ohgod
1:40 PM They kicked down the door there were so many of them, one walked in and looked around, it saw nothing so then they all moved on to the next room. They’re doing an Indisen hunt.
1:41 PM They’re still walking past our door; there are a lot of them. Most of them, I don’t even recognize. Folks with eyes missing, leeches on every limb, some even with what looks like what used to be wooden legs, and a lot of torn clothing. Every single poor soul lost at sea participating in an eldritch witch hunt. Tiger Stripes, give me strength.
1:45 PM I hear screaming coming from down the hall. Sounds like Richard.
1:46 PM “Give me my wife back,” I heard. ._.;;
2:02 PM They’re still going. There are a lot of Campers, all marching systematically past our door. They move as one, for they are one. Every other head is turned to look inside whatever door they pass, while the other set of heads face forwards. I imagine that’s the perfect way to cover all directions. It’s hard for me to picture, but I can take a guess as to how they work. EAT used the analogy of my arm gaining individualistic sentience, as the Campers are basically EAT’s arms. So they’re all just.. parts of its huge self. EAT can move them individually, just as I can move all my fingers individually, or EAT can move them all at once in a system of eldritch order, much like operating my legs separately but still at once in order to walk, using my arms to balance my weight, and shifting my body forwards to get myself going. To a being considerably different, an alien or I guess a cockroach, I would look just like an eldritch horror. And that’s basically what this is. Keyword being “basically.” I mean, not even I can make my arms grow wings. o_e
2:10 PM Some of them have longer arms. o___o
2:14 PM I’m sure I saw one using its arms to help it walk. Its arms were that long.
2:40 PM ..all of them have long arms now. And wings. Gotta admit. I don’t wanna know what’s gonna happen to the Indisen when they find it. I wonder what drove them to stop observing it and start hunting it. I wonder how the hell it’s managed to avoid them for so long.
3:32 PM “COME WITH ME, INDISEN.” All of them. o_e It’s hard to get used to that. I hear struggling. The Campers are going in the other direction now.
3:44 PM …O___O Okay. Right. Indisen, Ms. Desmond, being dragged. Didn’t quite want to see that. Oh god hug me Donnie
3:59 PM Oh god, so many splashes. I take it they took her down with them. Oh god, I don’t want to think about that.
4:13 PM …something’s wrong. The boat’s not moving. We’re going to the bridge.
4:20 PM Passed by Richard’s room. He’s sobbing. ._.;
4:27 PM ..Captain Fitzgerald is gone. This is trouble.
4:39 PM Richard doesn’t want to be bothered, but we really need to talk to him. Oh god, how can we do this? We don’t know how to drive a ship.
4:41 PM Donnie’s got an idea. She’s running off. Be careful, ma’am. D: Please.
4:52 PM …oh god, why do I still hear people walking nearby? o_o;; Please be Donnie.
4:56 PM ..Donnie’s back. u_u; Okay. Hi. She’s got Rogers’ papers. I fucking love that awesome girl.
4:59 PM Richard wants some time alone. He wants to read Rogers’ papers. We’ll let him.
5:04 PM Donnie wants to talk to me about something.
5:09 PM …she says, when in the room, she couldn’t find Rogers’ papers. Then she heard footsteps nearby. She left the room and saw a man. She said it was the same man from before, the one who handed her the receipt in Blackpool. Fedora, slendercoat, sunglasses, mustache, dark hair. He gave her the papers, then he tipped his hat, turned and left. It was Bones. o:
5:15 PM I can’t, for the life of me, figure out what the hell Bones is up to. How the hell he’s been following us, how he’s known exactly what to do and where to be. How he’s possibly been on this ship all this time without anyone knowing. First thing I’m gonna do in the States is look for him.
5:29 PM The boat’s moving again!
5:31 PM “Boy and girl, uh.. Jordan and Donnivan, I believe. It’s Richard. I.. I’ll get us to America. I have to. It’s what Meredith would have wanted, what Bill would have wanted, and.. it’s what Rogers would have wanted, too. “Besides. We can’t stay here in titan's country, out in the deep blue sea, under the same red sky as I hear they have in Asia, in America, in.. see, we’re all in the same Earth, and everyone’s suffering! We can’t sit around, it’s no good, we’re…” He’s crying. ”..I’ll get us there. If we work together, I promise we can do as the captain would have wanted. We can stay alive. Richard out.”
5:33 PM Good work, Richard. ..good work.
5:40 PM We’re back in our room. All is quiet. The ship is moving at a faster pace than before. There’s not much left before we arrive. It’s been quite a journey, journal. u_u;; In the end, there’s only three of us left. Too many unsuspecting people fall victim to the sea. Throughout history, the ocean has offered some of the world’s greatest mysteries and unexplainable disappearances. I guess we’re starting to find out what gods have been responsible for it all.
9:45 PM We’re going to bed. We’ll be touching down in America tomorrow. Then our big-ass journey will resume.
11:00 PM three
(Attached: “To conclude my writings on Salmacis, I’d may as well discuss the physical contortions. The transformations. Her Camper– both singular and plural are ‘Camper,’ that’s generally agreed as the term for her individual bodies– start off as regular people on the outside, but all their blood is now water. Her water. The water is her. Once it gets into your mind, it can start to mess with your anatomy, make your body grow entire evolutionary marvels in the blink of an eye. EAT is evolution supreme, evolution itself gone sentient and now at last awake,EAT has studied the anatomy of Everything in All Time. EAT knows exactly how far your skin can stretch– and regularly tests that to its extremes– EAT knows exactly what organs it can deem unnecessary and how to turn them into wings of water and cartilage and organ tissue- EAT knows how much digestive fluid your brain can take before it melts, and EAT knows how to hotwire your brain to be ready for more. EAT means no harm. It’s only curious. You can tell by the look in her eyes, in the eyes of every Camper: Always blue like the Earth, always glazed over, always taking in everything on the inside and utterly comatose, dead on the outside. EAT does not care. If it wanted, it could snap her fingers and have a band of a hundred Camper performing the most complicated symphony using the wrong instruments, transposing every part on the spot, and it’d still only be as much effort as a blink to her.”) (Attached, flipped: “Ask yourself this, how many songs have you heard that were written by a human? How many books have you read that were written by someone who possessed their own mind, singularly and without caveat? EAT could have written OH GOD THE RAPTURE IS BURNING. Who’s to say it didn't? Salmacis knows. We don't. And we must trust her, because there are still secrets left to tell.”)
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Home Away From Home Chapter 5: Check-Up
Chapter summary:
Artie sees it, and Burt sees it: Kurt has a crush. Only Kurt himself is in denial, but that won't work for too much longer.
Many thanks to my beta @hkvoyage!
You can also read this story on AO3.
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Chapter 5: Check-Up
Kurt groaned as he silenced his alarm clock. Monday morning had come too soon after a night of tossing and turning.
On Sunday, he’d been on tenterhooks all day too. He wanted to know if Anderson was okay.
Smythe had admitted slipping him a rape drug, and those were dangerous.
Kurt very much hoped that the only after-effect Anderson would feel was a bad hang-over.
After picking up Artie, he drove to the Lima Quality Inn without even thinking twice about it.
Artie grumbled a bit when he saw where they were, protesting that Kurt overdid it and needed to give Anderson more time to get the hotel up to snuff, but as soon as he got a good look at Kurt’s face, he abandoned that line of argument and just asked, “Hey… Everything okay, man?”
“I hope so,” Kurt murmured, striding towards the hotel’s entrance at a pace that made Artie struggle to keep up.
“Hey, look, they’ve got an actual ramp now,” Artie remarked, panting slightly. “Great choice, too.”
Kurt assessed it and nodded, agreeing with Artie. The ramp was sturdy, not too steep and made of durable materials. That was one more thing they could check off their list.
Inside, he announced their names and purpose to the receptionist, who swallowed visibly and got on the phone to contact Anderson.
It didn’t take long for him to show up, Tina in tow.
Tina made a beeline for Artie. “Artie! Come and have a look at our new handicapable rooms, you’ll love them!”
She led Artie away, jabbering non-stop.
Kurt made no move to follow. Artie could inspect those rooms on his own, and in all probability, he’d rather not have his colleague around while flirting with his old flame.
Instead, Kurt focussed on Anderson, and was relieved to see that whatever rubbish Smythe had put into Anderson’s drink, it hadn’t done any lasting damage.
Anderson looked the same as he had the previous time they’d visited the hotel: professional, full of energy and welcoming. His smile was as sunny as ever. Looking at him, you’d never imagine what had happened to him barely two days ago.
Before Kurt could think he’d only hallucinated the events at Scandals, though, Anderson came to him and warmly clasped his hand.
“Thank you!” he said in a low but fervent voice. “I only have a hazy recollection of what happened Saturday night, but Jeff says you rescued me from someone who’d spiked my drink. Thank you so much.”
Kurt shook Anderson’s hand and then quickly let go. “Are you okay now?”
Anderson nodded. “All back to normal. Still smarting from the talking-to I got from Tina, though. I promised her I would keep an eye on any drink I ordered in future.”
“Also, stick with your friends,” Kurt advised him. “If it had been the three of you having a drink together, chances of your drink being tampered with would have been much smaller.”
Anderson acknowledged this with a nod.
“And avoid the guy who did this to you at all costs. Don’t give him the chance to play this trick again.”
Anderson cocked his head to the side. “You know who it was?”
“Yes. The guy who owned this hotel before you did.”
Anderson’s mouth fell open. “Smythe?”
His brow darkened, and he muttered, “As if I needed another reason to hate the guy!”
“Join the club,” said Kurt. “Punching that guy in the face was so satisfying.”
Again Anderson’s jaw went slack. “You… What?”
“He was boasting to me about spiking your drink, and telling me he meant to rape you, so I saw red and knocked him out. Bruised my knuckles, ‘cause he’s got such a hard head, but it was worth it.”
Anderson continued gaping at Kurt, who got a bit irritated and snapped at him, “What? I’m stronger than I look, and I’m trained in all sorts of martial arts.”
Anderson closed his mouth and dropped his eyes to the floor, the tips of his ears reddening, and stammered, “I… I wasn’t… doubting you. I was just… picturing it… in my head. Satisfying… Yeah… That’s… a good word for it.”
Oh. Oh! Why do I keep losing my temper around this guy? I must stop biting his head off at the slightest provocation.
Anderson didn’t seem offended, though, just embarrassed for a moment. Then he was back to his usual welcoming manner.
“You want to see what’s new here?” he asked, beaming at Kurt like a proud child wanting to show his artwork.
Kurt got his checklist out and followed him around, making note of what had been accomplished and telling Anderson when there were details he’d overlooked.
“You might want to apply reflective strips to the steps and ramp leading to the dining room here. On each side, so as to avoid people falling because they haven’t noticed the level difference.”
Anderson didn’t seem miffed in the least to have Kurt point out such things. He merely grabbed a clipboard from behind the front desk and jotted down Kurt’s advice.
By the time they’d been around the hotel and Kurt had checked many items off his list, Artie was waiting at the front entrance with Tina.
“Looking good, isn’t it?” Artie asked, a bit of a challenge in his voice.
Kurt hummed in assent. “A lot has been done.”
“The accessibility here is top-notch,” Artie remarked. “No expense spared, and all the newest stuff on the market. A lot of it I’d only ever seen in brochures.”
His eyes sparkled, and he grinned at Kurt with the enthusiasm of a kid with a new toy.
“I imagine you tested it all thoroughly,” Kurt laughed.
“You bet!”
Kurt nodded to Anderson and Tina. “Thank you for showing us around.”
“See you in two weeks,” Artie said, smiling at them both.
They drove to their next assignment in the best of spirits, Kurt joining in when Artie started to hum and then to sing.
“Glad you’re in a better mood now,” Artie remarked after a couple of songs. “What was that all about?”
Kurt gave him a searching look. “Tina didn’t tell you what happened this weekend?”
Artie looked perplexed for a moment, and then it clicked. “Oh, the Scandals thing! But how would you…?”
“I was there,” Kurt told him. “I saw a guy dragging someone else to the toilets and had a bad feeling about it, so I went to check out what was happening. And it was Smythe, the bastard.”
“Smythe? Who had the hotel before Blaine?”
Kurt scowled. “Yep. I accused him of drugging the guy he had with him, and he was so smug about it that I socked him in the eye.”
“Ha! Bet he didn’t see that coming!”
“Nah. Too drunk, I guess.”
“So you saved Blaine’s ass?”
“Quite literally, yes.”
“And you wanted to go to the hotel today to check up on him!”
“Yes.”
Artie waggled his eyebrows at Kurt in the rear-view mirror. “Seems like someone has a crush!”
Kurt clammed up and shot Artie a reproving glare.
“Admit it, man, you like Blaine! I don’t blame you, he’s a really nice guy, with a bubble butt worth saving.”
Artie was full-on grinning now, and Kurt knew he’d never hear the end of it.
“Instead of speculating about my non-existent love life, tell me all about the stuff you inspected at the hotel,” Kurt demanded. “You know you want to!”
Artie grumbled a bit about Kurt being no fun, but then switched topics readily enough, and waxed lyrical about all the cutting-edge equipment at the Lima Quality Inn until they reached the next hotel they had to inspect.
K&B
Burt was home from Washington for the weekend, and had heard from his employees at the auto shop about a pretty boy making eyes at Kurt.
He teased Kurt about it all through Friday night dinner, until Carole told him to stop.
“Hummel men look good in coveralls, so I can’t blame that boy for looking at Kurt and liking what he saw.”
Burt grinned at her and stole a kiss.
“And if the boy was as pretty as you say, maybe Kurt was looking right back.”
Both Kurt and Burt’s heads snapped around to look at Carole.
Kurt felt a slow smile unfurl on his face, thinking of Anderson, who was very handsome indeed, and saw a gleam spring into his father’s eyes.
Uh-oh.
“Dad! No match-making. You hear me?”
“What? You like him!”
“I’m inspecting his hotel! I have to keep things professional!”
“Want me to find you another job?” Burt offered with a wink.
Kurt rolled his eyes at his dad. “Thanks for the offer, Mr. Big Shot. I’ll think it over.”
And he did. The following weeks, as he drove around with Artie and as he walked through the corridors of hotel after hotel, he thought about his life as it now was. Safe, but perhaps a bit boring and lonely.
He’d been quite content to live like this for years. After all, he had much to be thankful for: a well-paying, steady job, a home of his own, and friends and family close by.
Granted, his father was more often in Washington than in Lima these days.
Kurt spent more time at the auto shop than Burt did nowadays, heading there every afternoon as soon as he’d gotten through his inspection assignments for the day. He supervised and helped out all Saturday too because Mick, who was in charge during the week, took Saturdays off to chauffeur his kids around to ballet and football.
But they had several seasoned mechanics who could do the supervising when neither Burt nor Kurt had the time, so it wasn’t like Kurt was really needed at the auto shop.
And Burt was in good health now and had a wife and stepson who could look after him if Kurt wasn’t around.
No, his family ties wouldn’t stop him from spreading his wings. Certainly not now that his father was encouraging him to make some changes in his life.
Artie was another matter. They’d been an inseparable duo for years, at school and at work, and Kurt would hate to abandon him.
Yet Artie had other colleagues he could team up with and had a wheelchair-accessible van of his own, so it wasn’t like he depended on Kurt to drive him places. Also, he’d been talking about following Tina to New York when she would be returning there, and maybe go to film school.
If Artie was contemplating a new life, maybe the time had come for Kurt to follow his dreams, too?
Kurt found himself humming “Defying Gravity” and huffed.
Close my eyes and leap, huh? Nah. First I need to figure out where I want to go and what I want to do.
He camped out in his father’s attic for several evenings and weekends, thumbing through his old sketchbooks full of clothes designs and looking at outfits he’d made in high school. They made him smile, but he wasn’t sure this was what he wanted to pursue.
He watched videos he’d made with Artie, and enjoyed them, but again, it didn’t make him long to get back to filming.
At home, he spent hours researching college courses, but nothing really jumped out at him.
What do I want?
He closed his eyes, but the only images that would come were of waking up to someone smiling at him. And not just someone. It was Blaine Anderson he saw. And what startled and scared him the most was how badly he wanted this.
Kurt barely knew the guy, and yet in the few times they’d seen each other, Anderson had gotten under his skin somehow.
How was that possible, and more importantly, what was he going to do about it?
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