#i’m not burnt out or anything
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one of my D&D characters, Hailen. I’ve been told he is the most pathetic podcast protagonist guy ever
#I didnt want to finish this painting so i didn’t 🙏#i like it for the most part!#moo’s words#moo’s art#art#After artfight is over i actually think i’m going to stop drawing for a little while#i’m not burnt out or anything#it’s just that i haven’t been able to improve in the way i want to for a very long time#Despite my studies and research#so art isn’t really that fun for me anymore#So this will probably be my last personal piece for a little while!#I’ve been drawing basically every day for 8 years so this is really weird lol#and ive drawn multiple hours a day every day for the past 6 months or so#So i’m going to have a looot of new free time now lol#hopefully i will be able to pick up writinf :)
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Steve Has Older Siblings AU: Robin Edition
In an ideal world, Steve’s family life is completely separate from everything important. But in an ideal world, monsters don’t exist so, you know.
1. Technically the first of Steve’s siblings that Robin meets is Jason because he came into Scoops Ahoy to be an asshole. Robin liked to see King Steve knocked down a peg or two more than the next person but not by a forty year old (he’s 32) loser who has nothing better to do on a Tuesday afternoon. Robin sees him knock Steve’s hat off his head and then informs him that they had a zero tolerance harassment policy (they don’t) and they can and are denying him service. “So leave, now.”
2. The first time she is aware that she’s meeting one of Steve’s siblings is after Starcourt burns down. They were drugged, tired, and Russians took Steve’s car keys so it felt like a good idea to just lay back on the hood of the Beemer and watch the smoke swirl in the air until they come up with what to do.
They never think of anything, and she is startled awake the next morning hungover and dehydrated by someone laying on their horn. Robin looks at the car and then at Steve, and then asks, “Is that your dad?”
Steve - looking somehow worse than yesterday - just blinks in the direction of the car like, “Richie?”
“Get in the car,” Richie practically seethes, barely lets them get in before he starts asking questions like, what the fuck and are you high, right now?”
“I don’t dooo drugs, Dad,” Steve spat out annoyed and Robin, in the backseat, felt compelled to adds, “Drugs do me.”
They both start giggling and can’t stop even when Richie tries to lecture them.
3. Robin meets Jason again when he attacks her.
She doesn’t remember much about the car ride back to Loch Nora or how Steve convinced Richie not to take them to the hospital, but she remembers flopping face first onto Steve’s cloud of a bed. She remembers him taking her shoes off for her and pulling the covers up.
Then she is rudely woken up by a hand yanking her out of bed and big arms wrapping around her head. They’re barely there before Steve is shoving them off her like, “Fuck off, Jason.”
“Carver?” She asks but, no. It’s the dick from the mall. She is ignored while Jason prattles on about how it’s not his fault that Steve looks so much like a girl that he confused him with one. Then he’s whistling about how Steve has a girl in his bed and how surprising that is to them considering they all thought he was a queer.
Robin stiffens beside him. New queer ally, Steve Harrington, not wanting her to be uncomfortable, blurts out, “What if I am?”
And the room goes quiet. Steve’s quiet. Jason’s frozen. Richie, coming in through the door, wasn’t moving. This family doesn’t really paint a picture of unconditional love and acceptance so Robin throws her entire (unsuccessful) theater career into use and slugs Steve in the arm with a snort like, “Yeah, right. With all the girls you flirt with? Ha!”
And everything comes back to life. The hospital conversation comes up and morphs into an argument immediately. Robin is just happy to fade into the background and observe.
4. Robin probably should’ve met Claire that day too but the hospital was an apparent disaster. She actually meets Claire randomly at Family Video.
She sees a woman who’s kinda cute come in and peruse the shelves. She comes to the counter where Robin is on register and Steve is stocking candy right next to her.
She’s carrying The Muppet Movie and makes small talk about watching it with her kids, and never looks twice in Steve’s directly. She’s not in the system and just laughs, “It’s probably under my maiden name, Harrington.”
Robin gives her a tight smile and finishes the transaction. Claire leaves with barely a ‘bye’ to her brother and Robin decides right there that she hates them all.
#Robin makes Steve sit down and actually tell her what is up with his family. he begrudgingly does#robin: wow. screw them. I’m your family now. no arguments#Steve feeling like he could cry: okay#Richie woke up to news that the mall burnt down and then couldn’t get ahold of Steve#he called Jason and they set out on a search and then painfully ran into the fact that they don’t know anything about Steve’s life#because Tommy and Carol told them that they weren’t friends with Steve and then#ted wheeler said that he didn’t think that Steve was dating kid daughter anymore#and also he no idea where his kids were#steve harrington#robin buckley#Steve has older siblings Au
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Kat the knight
Pleading her allegiance
#Kat and Lily#fantasy au#ARRUUGHHHH I LOVE THEM!!#hehehe drew a couple of kats recently for my art portfolio :3#been working on a huge project that I need to finish soon and I’m horribly burnt out so I haven’t been posting ❤️#plus working on opening commissions (not sure any sort of time frame for that)#my favorite lesbians tbh <3#erm a hahahaha never ask me to draw backgrounds 🦅#erm the flowers are symbolic and I dunno I wanted to make this piece about loyalties and false idols or something??#b/c Kat is pledging allegiance to what she swore to destroy?? makes sense so no one but me because I refuse to explain it even to myself#no art doesn’t need to mean something or anything at all but my teacher really is pushing for some sort of meaning so I dunno here it is#I have another piece maybe I’ll post it here (it’s another Kat)#artists on tumblr#art#my art#illustration#finished piece#digital art#2024 art#my oc art#lady knight#:devious:#I really like this piece#armor
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Bleh okay I’m having another terrible bout of terrible focusing issues. I’m skipping this week I’m sorry;;;
#yesterday just#slipped right by and I was like shit I didn’t work on anything at all#I’ve been trying today but it just isn’t happening and it’s stressing me out#maybe I’m a bit burnt out from all the effort I put into the typhon pic#I’ll be back next week though I promise I’m so sorry
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Sorry for making this blog to post my Nevermoor fanart and then never posting said fanart. Here’s a Mog doodle from last month. Still figuring out a design for her… probably for eternity!
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#morrigan crow#also made myself a new icon finally out of another doodle lol#I have Mogtober stuff working on too. I’m just busyyy. so Mogvember time for sure too lol#I was burnt out for the last two years 😍 so I’m using Mogtober as an excuse to draw some of the misc ideas I never got around to#just have to remember how to draw…… 😅😅😅#little known fact is that I made this blog as a place to post my fanart without bothering folks on my main / instagram / twitter lol#and then I draw like one thing for mogtober and then either never draw or never share anything else. but I have ideasss so manyyyy
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“You’re going to blow out your arms,” the villain observed. They watched as the hero merely grit their teeth, shoving themself through another pull-up. It looked painful, and if the sweat slicking the hero’s brow was any indication, it was.
They waited for the hero to let themself drop from the bar and accept the villain was stronger. But they didn’t.
Three more pull-ups, and the villain stepped in.
“Hero,” they said slowly. “You’re about to tear the ligaments in your arms. You need to stop.”
The hero blew out a shuddering breath. Struggled for purchase, fighting gravity—and let themself drop.
The hero’s hands were bleeding, calluses torn open by the bar. The hero didn’t seem bothered when their own hands shook so much that their blood began to splatter on the gym floor.
For a moment, the villain could only stare at them.
Shit.
They didn’t know how to handle this. They knew the hero was dedicated. They knew the hero was strong, and perpetually trying to be stronger, but they hadn’t thought…
They hadn’t thought the hero would be so willing to tear apart their own body for success.
It was supposed to be fun, the villain thought. They felt a little sick as the hero pressed their palms together to soothe the bleeding, an action that was practiced and familiar. As if they had done this before.
The hero reached for something in their bag, smearing blood on the side, and pulled out a roll of blue electrical tape. The villain didn’t understand why, until the hero tore a strip off and made to wrap their hands with it.
The hero would be the death of them.
They crouched in front of the hero, plucking the electrical tape out of their hands.
“What are you doing with this?”
The hero blinked at the villain like they were the strange one in this situation.
“Wrapping my hands?”
The villain hissed in a breath.
“With electrical tape?”
The hero flushed slightly, looking down at their bloody hands. They looked close to tears.
“It…sticks to skin, really well. And it doesn’t move, either, when you move your hands or wherever else, even if you’re fighting. Plus, blood doesn’t make it come off, at least, not for a while.”
The villain blinked at them.”
“Blood doesn’t make it come off,” the villain repeated, processing. The hero nodded, reaching for the electrical tape. The villain settled it out of reach.
“Not if you wrap it right.”
Dimly, the villain realized that meant the hero had done this enough times to have it down to a science.
“And you couldn’t use a bandaid?” The villain asked incredulously. The hero shrugged a shoulder, then winced at the motion.
Yeah, the hero had absolutely blown out their arms.
“Bandaids move—“
The villain hushed them.
“Be quiet for a second.”
The hero, wisely, went quiet.
The villain rubbed a hand over their face, then studied the hero for a moment. They took one of the hero’s hands into their own, studying the damage.
“Why did you do this to yourself,” the villain murmured.
“What do you mean, why,” the hero snapped. “It’s my job.”
“Your job is to save people,” the villain corrected. “Not destroy yourself.”
“I’m not destroying myself—“
“You are.”
“Shut up—“
“Hero.”
“I need to be better,” the hero snapped. Their voice rang out across the gym, echoing into the rafters, and they both froze. After a moment, the hero spoke again, voice soft. “I need to be better.”
They said it like they needed the villain to understand. The villain wondered who they were really saying it to—the villain, or themself.
“Better than who?”
“Everyone.” It was hushed, like a secret.
The villain watched them, waiting.
The hero took a shaky breath
“My whole thing is being the best. I have always been the best. That’s the only reason I matter. If I’m not strong enough, then I am nothing, so I need. to be. better.”
The hero had started crying, very quietly, like they were afraid to take up too much space.
The villain was not equipped to handle gifted kid burnout.
“There’s more to you than just being a good athlete,” the villain said hesitantly, and the hero shook their head.
“No. There isn’t.”
“Hero.”
“Can you give me back my electrical tape?” They hiccuped to contain a sob.
“No,” the villain said firmly, and then the hero really was sobbing.
“You don’t understand—“
The villain didn’t. Not really. They had never been the kind of talented that the hero was.
They wondered now if maybe that was a blessing.
“I don’t,” the villain agreed. “But I do understand that you’ve saved half the city, and you give everything you have to give, and you always do your best.”
“But I-“
“No.” The villain stopped them. “You are doing your best.” They tipped the hero’s chin up until they met the villain’s eyes. “And it is enough.”
The hero froze, eyes darting over the villain’s face. They wondered if anyone had ever said that to the hero, if whatever mentor they had was giving them anything other than orders to be stronger. Be better. Be more.
The villain had some new targets to take care of, it would seem.
For now, though, they had to take care of hero.
“We’re going to go wrap your hands,” they said softly. “And then we’re going to take care of your arms, and you’re going to take a nap.”
The hero nodded, watching them like they were some kind of good, selfless person.
“And if I ever catch you using electrical tape again, so help me, I will put you six feet under.”
That startled a laugh out of the hero, and they let the villain guide them to their feet.
“Fine.”
The villain turned to them. “Okay?”
Are you going to be alright?
The hero seemed to understand.
“Okay,” the hero agreed.
Yes.
And so, it was.
#writing#writing community#snippet#angst#heroes and villains#ficlet#writblr#hero/villain#hero whumpee#exhaustion#overworked#villain caretaker#whump#kind of#in case you’re wondering. yes you CAN do this to yourself. it’s completely possible#essentially what happens is if you do a motion (a pull-up) more than your body is capable#it gets mad. this is different from training till failure. this is to failure and then beyond#so while you started using the correct muscle groups you those muscles get tired and despite the tired you don’t stop#so then your body switches to muscles it SHOULDNT BE USINF and then you fuck up your elbows (in the case of pull-ups)#and then you can’t straighten your arms for a week bc the ligaments and tendons and all the little movement parts want to keep it curled in#I’m not a doctor#I’m just a gifted kid who was an athlete who got burnt out and destroyed her body lmao#this is possibly maybe based on true events that occurred#anyways. I’m not a doctor but you can use electrical tape on wounds. yes it sticks. yes it stays. it’s honestly very useful.#electrical tape > bandaids#do not do anything listed here it is BAD. do not blow out your muscles it hurts. properly clean ur injuries. I beg you.#don’t get injured at all#thank you to my friend who went “pull-up’ competition and then watched me create this angst#love u besties. drink water. go to sleep. summon demons. ❤️ self care
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here’s a little sketch🕺
(zoom in for quality as always)
#I’m burnt out and can’t be bothered drawing anything fleshed out#this came about purely because I wanted to draw James in snitch boxers#my art
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you would think after all the yapping i do about these losers i would have a plethora of art uploaded … no… so here is my first kantrio post lol
i did these over the last month while watching the olympic weightlifting and jamming to kpop (stan red velvet and kiss of life BTW!!!)
#pokemon#pkmn#trainer red#rival blue#trainer leaf#i made them classy and smoke from a joint idk maybe i should of done the classic aussie teen experience and make them smoke from a water#bottle bong 🤩 red is a massive foodie so ofc he has the multiple options of snacks ready lol my go-to fried food was a capriccosia pizza 😭#i’m always conflicted on the blue smoking hc (just cigarettes yall lol) i often see fanart of professor blue smoking and i see the vision#50/50??? let me ask the audience 🗣️ i think i’m bias cause i am cursed with thinking men who smoke are extremely attractive lmao#there is 100% lore behind that second piece but i am so burnt out and i don’t think it’ll fit in tags lol#also just have a raging fear of sharing anything kantrio related LOL like raging projectile vomiting level anxiety#blue fears repeating the toxic cycles he grew up in but oops he’s doing exactly that in the second piece 🧐#wowzers … as kieran would say lol … i love writing and thinking about blue and his emotional growth over those 3 years red was missing#but hey sometimes something hurts so badly it takes you back to that sad and scared child version of yourself right?#strength to me is like: red >>>>>>> leaf >> blue🤷🏻♀️ they technically both canonically beat blue in gamecanon so … my girl is strong sorry#ain’t standing shy timid leaf in this house …#also - despite being acespec myself i didn’t know demi was under the ace umbrella! i think it suits red super well imo :p#pan aswell bc i don’t think he gaf 😭 also shout out to one of my fave pkmn artists kiriato 🫶🏻🤧 i was going through such bad art block and#their work inspired all of these :3 i love their stuff sm espcially their comics 🥹 i drew all of these using their brush sets too!!!#trainer blue#blue pokemon#red pokemon#leaf pokemon#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#pokemon frlg#trainer green#rival green#my art <3#kanto au
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out of context where are you? :(
[ Hi! 👋🏼 I didn’t plan on taking another break but it sort of just happened for multiple reasons. I’ll be putting it under the read more tab because boy it’s a Lot ]
[ First off, there’s been a lot of hate going on in the fandom tags, and while I usually just block and go about my day, it’s really exhausting to see so many people hatefully criticizing something you love especially the way you interpret these characters (how they look, how they dress, body type, etc.). It’s made me feel very unwelcome in this space because I’ve seen so many people complaining about how they can’t stand ‘certain interpretations’ of these characters which is almost exactly how I draw and write about them. Every time I go to draw them, I just feel bad and it sucks so much because I still love them!
Second, the racism and elitism which I think speaks for itself. As a person of color (I am Puerto Rican), seeing racism consistently happening in classic fandom spaces is exhausting. My version of Patroclus is Black (with a mixed background), and it’s infuriating and so discouraging and disgusting to see so many people say that Greek mythology characters can’t be Black, despite the historical evidence that says otherwise. The rampant racism, and people making excuses for it, has been very hurtful and discouraging me from creating as well.
Lastly, and less related, I’ve been having a lot going on irl, my cat’s been hospitalized for a week and in process of recovering so I haven’t really had the time to draw these past two weeks even if I felt I up to it.
I’ll probably be back soon, I do have some big plans for this blog! And like I said, I still love tsoa, I love these characters and I’m still writing my fics over on ao3. However, I can’t lie, I’ve been feeling very discouraged from engaging in fandom because of the reasons above. It’s exhausting to see these things, and to post something you worked hard on only to see people being racist and hateful towards it in the end.
But I want to be very clear, there are still so many nice people in this fandom and I am very grateful to those who support my work and are very sweet with their comments in general.
So I hope this little break helps me get that passion for creating back, until then thanks for sticking around! I hope to update again very soon! In the mean time, you are more than welcome to send asks, I might answer a few with text responses if that’s okay with you guys 😊❤️ ]
#asks#not art#angie.txt#I’m so sorry for just disappearing y’all I just haven’t been having a great time in the fandom#like you know how sometimes you get fandom burnout? yeah#like no one that I’ve personally interacted with has made me uncomfortable or anything you guys have been so sweet!#I haven’t even been able to draw for myself though I think the fandom drama has really burnt me out creatively#I promise I’ll be back though!!! ❤️❤️❤️
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The air is starting to smell like isolating myself and avoiding all contact with everyone again and I’m not sure if I really want that but I am
o v e r w h e l m e d
#bapple vents#bapple is stressed af#can’t cope anymore tbh#I’m like a sharing bread on a table full of hungry orphans#please can I just live in a cave for a week#this fucking year#it just won’t stop#every time I feel better all it takes is one or two things and I’m drowning all over again#I’m so fucking burnt out and tired#I just need to sleep for a thousand years#and not have anyone need anything from me#and I’ll be fine
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Ok ok ok ok but TMA atla au when?? I was just thinking about it this and it would be so good!!! Martin would totally be an airbender, Tim would obviously be a firebender. Idk what Sasha or Jon would be necessarily (other than Jon being the avatar duh) but oh it would be SO fucking good.
#LET ME COOK#I will probably never make anything out of this bc I’m burnt out as fuck and comics are time consuming but UGH#tma#the magnus archives#magnus archives#offbrand bitching#jon sims#tma sasha james#sasha james#tma sasha#tma jonathan sims#tma jon#tma martin blackwood#tma martin#martin blackwood#tma tim#tma Timothy stoker#timothy stoker#tim stoker#TMA Tim stoker#tma au#magpod#tma shitpost
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the ages😱
genuinely forgot about posting them
Js most of the characters that will and probably will be in the au
#I FORGOT I MADE HERBERTS MIDDLENAME ROBERT IM GONNA SHOOT NYSELF#south park#south park au#revolt park#gregory of yardale#christophe delorne#christophe south park#phillip pirrup#pip pirrup#pip south park#gregory south park#estella south park#estella havisham#trent sp#trent boyett#terrance mephesto#leslie south park#south park josh#i don’t feel like tagging anything else bc I’m a little burnt out and tired
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Some doodles for this fine day
Closeups under the thing
#they are insufferable together <3#it’s like those two people who can never agree on anything but if they agree on making fun of you you will get out of there burnt#mmmnnn domestic life on my head today I will draw more maybe idk idk#i love to see WW not being immune to Vash’s puppy eyes. but I also think it would be hilarious if his reaction to them is#ew what the fuck is wrong with your eyes?#because old brother Nico agenda yk what I’m saying#he would give in sometimes. but it’s completely unrelated to the puppy eyes#they are so silly let them be silly all the time#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#pen!
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I told you from the start just how this would end 🫀💋🖤
#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#jennifers body#jennifers body fanart#needy lesnicki#digital art#early 2000s#idk I love her#horror#violet from hole#a doodle really#why?#because I’m to burnt out to create anything real
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i can’t get enemies to lovers sungho out of my head. like i think a lot of people wouldn’t see him in this trope, but like i feel like he’d just be irritated by y/n for no reason lmao. like i’m actually giggling and kicking my feet rn.
and what if i said hate sex- WHO SAID THAT
#i’ll never write this i fear#i haven’t written anything in forever#but i’m a burnt out graduate so like…#so if anyone wants to take inspiration teehee#boynextdoor#boynextdoor sungho#park sungho#boynextdoor scenarios#boynextdoor imagines#boynextdoor smut#boynextdoor hard hours
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guys I’m cooking up art for the Burr-Hamilton duel since the anniversary is coming up 🤗🤗 july 11th stay tuned 😈😈😈
anyways here’s a little 2 minute burr doodle for the soul
#needed to post something Hamilton related since you guys probably miss the Hamilton art 😓#for some reason i feel super burnt out??? which is odd since I’m not really doing anything LMAOAAO#my art
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