#i’m listening to my jegulus playlist

[karistiltskin]

sometimes i think about how my life can’t get any fucking worse but then i think about how jegulus only got more and more tragic over the years🤣

[sweetcreaturetm]

If I see a fic and the tags are like a little much for me I move on and then I redo some of the filters and then I see the fic again… God wanted me to read that fic. He set it before me two times. And who am I to argue with god?

[allamericanb-tch]

marauders as eliza mclamb songs

** i limited myself to the ones she has on soundcloud because i did not want to go through her entire tiktok page to find links for all of her old songs sorry im a lazy queen.

pretend my explanations are not convoluted and poorly worded

the playlist of songs mentioned please go listen to it (with the marauders in mind !! ) i am obsessed with eliza mclamb currently. i tried to use every song on this playlist since i couldn’t use every song on her tiktok but i did skip some so. sorry? also the lyrics are just the ones i thought were the most them. i did not type out every single lyric to all these songs im not a MANIAC

james — look at me and lie / “daddy issues”

genuinely this song makes me tear up every time. it’s so jegulus from james pov coded which i think is absolutely devastating. in my mind this song is james thinking about regulus, knowing he has the mark, and regulus is wasting away knowing that he can’t be with james anymore, unknowing that james knows he has the mark. ugh it just breaks my heart every time.

i fucking hate when you look at me and lie // but i see it in your eyes you haven’t given up anything, except maybe the last three years of your life

—

jegulus 💔

i know i remind you of the life you couldn’t live, you make that pretty clear when you lose your shit weirdly i like that side of you better. // to see you angry is more fulfilling than the apathy

———

remus — wendy’s parking lot / autopilot / dial tone 

cigarettes i mean this is literally remus. but in all seriousness, this song is so remus feeling alone, very first and second year of him, before he really got on with the marauders.

smoke a single cigarette out the window // i want to go driving till i run out of gas, speed till i pass everybody in a baby blue subaru with their 401k’s // i don’t have anyone to cry to

—

remus trying to live his life after sirius leaves

doctor said i need routine // it’s time to drive around aimlessly and listen to music that used to make me cry, i wish it still did // i miss the feeling of feeling something

—

remus calling grant after sirius leaves

who can i call? // you don’t have to say anything at all // just stay on the line, to know somebody’s out there will do me fine

———

sirius — 2007 / haunted house

this song is sirius thinking about his time with regulus before hogwarts, and regulus idolizing his older brother and wanting to be just like him, and they grow up and grow apart, but really they’re scarily similar and sirius knows it and hates it because he hates himself.

you were still a baby, of course you’ll always be my little lady, but then you were freed // god, you’re turning into me // i want to hold your little face just look at you and say, ‘it’s not as good as it seems’ // it never gets better than being a kid with a dream

— 

this is sirius returning to his apartment he has with remus after he escapes azkaban

i swear this house is haunted, i can’t be here without wanting to go back ten years and do it all again. // i just can’t make myself fit back into place

———

peter — speak

this is peter being quiet and shy and following james around like a lost puppy dog because james has always been his only friend, and he couldn’t bear to lose him, so he goes along with everything james does.

i never could talk loud enough so i learned how to listen. // i find my place in other people’s shadows. // i wait for you to ask me, ‘how is it you forgot how to speak?’

———

mary — pornstar tits / anti-cinematic

this song is so mary being oversexualized by the fandom, and only used as a device to further the plot of wolfstar fics by being a rival love interest for sirius.

they trade that shit like pokémon cards, swapping my body with somebody else’s // it’s either jezebel or madonna and i’m not sure which one is worse

—

this i think is mary leaving the wizarding world, and losing all her friends (..because they died) and trying to go back to life as a muggle

what if my best years are behind me? // what if i just keep getting older and lonelier?

———

lily — elastic band / american wasteland

this song reminds me of lily reminiscing on her life before she found about wizards and magic and became involved in the war, and knowing she can’t go back to the life she once had.

so many memories i can’t recover existing in only a feeling // sometimes if i think real hard its like i’m there again // i’ll think i’ll stay in this moment for a while

—

american lily evans. there i said it. but this song actually feels more petunia to me. petunia after lily leaves, feeling out of place without her built in best friend.

two kids in a double wide // take the city bus home // get off at the next stop and walk the rest of the way home in the dark

———

marlene — twin flame

marlene and dorcas, dorcas and marlene.

i can read your mind like you can read mine // do i like you, or do i like that you’re fucked up like me?

———

regulus — hydroplaning

this is regulus being in love with james, and being so deep into his self-hatred that he can’t even fathom why someone like james would like someone like him.

something about you liking me just doesn’t sit right with me i think it probably means you have bad taste. // and then of course i’ll whine about how no one could ever love me.

———

evan — drunk in a fancy shower

evan at a party feeling out of place because party is drunk kissing other girls, and not drunk kissing him. poor evan :(

it’s so clear that i really don’t belong here // is it so cynical to think that no one would give a shit if i crawled out this window? // i need to get the fuck up, get back out there fill my cup up

———

barty — zoned out

this is so barty losing his mind slowly after evan’s death

i came back into my body to find somebody else in it // i hate that i can’t listen to you over the sound of my heartbeat // sometimes i just have to leave

———

pandora — witching hour / all alone

pandora is very much the kind of person who would find comfort in being alone in the middle of the night, and being awake while the world is asleep.

it must be the witching hour if i’m awake // it’s like the universe has picked me up, i’m a tiny baby in her cosmic cup. // i’m not scared of the unknown

—

pandora being self aware and knowing that people think she’s weird and creepy but knowing she is on the right path for her <3

all alone, in my little world. if it’s a one man universe i’m my favorite girl. // ‘you’re all alone, well aren’t you wasting time?’ no i’m just taking mine. 

———

dorcas — dreamgirl

dorcas being dorcas

i wanna be your dean girl // i like the version of me that lives in your mind // i’m still a mystery to you

———

[svnflower-writes]

boys don't cry

angst + fluff - vaguely based off boys don’t cry by the cure and multiple miserable taylor swift songs (cough cough folklore cough cough the lakes cough cough. also fyi i listened to i love you by billie eilish while writing this bc it’s on my wolfstar playlist and it’s very effective in enhancing the sadness).

wolfstar + implied jegulus but it's not specifically said

description: In which Remus has never seen Sirius cry, and Sirius doesn’t know what to do when Remus witnesses him in a tearful mood down by the great lake at three in the morning.

Sirius didn’t cry in front of his friends.

Sure, he’d cried once or twice in front of James, but he certainly didn’t make a habit of it.

So, in the early hours of the morning, he had slipped out of his dorm—which was easy to do since Remus and Peter were deeply asleep and James was spending the night in another dorm—who's? He had no clue. He walked outside into the crisp early morning air with sorrowful feelings in his heart and dark, dark thoughts in his mind. He found himself sitting down at the lake, as he always did when he felt like this. He sat with his knees hugged up to his chest as he gazed out at the still, tranquil lake with his hands resting on his knees, fiddling anxiously. His eyes focused on his black-painted nails for a second before restlessly darting away and finally coming to settle on the calm lake.

He was a mess, and he hated that. He hated that he felt helpless, miserable, and numb, but most of all, he despised how confused he felt. He was so infuriatingly confused and conflicted. About Moony, of course. Who else would be on his mind at this ungodly hour? He wanted so deeply for Remus to hold him as Sirius fell apart in his arms while the other boy whispered sweet nothings into his ear and gently played with his hair.

Sirius sighed under his breath and brought his hands up to his head, tilting his head up to stare at the starry sky as he cursed his thoughts for making him think of Remus like that. Intimacy was not and had never been common for Sirius, and the vulnerability of yearning for such soft intimacy from anyone was terrifying to him.

Especially Moony.

“Merlin, I’m pathetic," he muttered, trying to push the image of the sweet affections out of his mind, to no avail. He felt the tears begin to trail down his cheeks, and he didn’t make any move to brush them away. He stared out at the water, paralysed in despair as he felt the tears slowly trickle down his face.

He sat like this for about seven minutes before his hand found the rough ground beside him, and he startled back into reality, both becoming more aware of himself and the figure slowly approaching him. It took his blurry eyes a moment to focus, and once he realised who it was, he was filled with dread. He hurriedly wiped away his tears. He shouldn’t have seen that. He probably thinks I’m deplorable. He’s coming to pity me, fuck. I don’t want his pity–

Remus sat down silently next to him. Sirius felt his thoughts go silent in his presence, and he let out a soft breath as the fear gradually dissipated. The two sat in silence for at least ten minutes before the silent tears started falling again. Sirius could see Remus glance at him out of the corner of his eye and feel Remus slowly reach for his hand and intertwine their fingers together. Sirius squeezed his eyes shut.

It took another five minutes for Sirius to huddle into Remus’ shoulder and relax into the touch of having one of Remus’ arms embracing his back.

“I’m sorry.” His voice was barely even a whisper, muffled in the fabric of Remus’ jumper that he had buried his face in.

“You did nothing wrong.”

“Well, I’m sorry you had to witness that-”

“Hey, no. Look at me.” Remus turned to face Sirius and used his thumb to tilt the other boy’s chin up until they were making eye contact. “You didn’t force me to be here. I saw you; you were clearly struggling, so I wanted to help you."

"I... can’t talk about it tonight."

“It’s three in the morning, Siri.” Remus muttered, and Sirius smiled softly as Remus continued speaking. “But that’s completely fine; you don’t ever have to talk to me about it. I just want you to know that you can if you need to. You are what’s important right now, so we can talk about whatever you want, or even nothing.”

Sirius looked into Remus’ eyes for a moment before his gaze drifted back out to the moonlit water, and he was filled with a sense of undeniable adoration. He leaned back into Remus’ shoulder as the two watched the light gradually change as the day got lighter, and he closed his eyes.

I’m going to be okay.

His thoughts had finally calmed, and he felt so at ease with Remus there next to him that he couldn’t even deny it any more. Opening his eyes, he stared at their interlaced hands that were currently resting on Remus’ lap before he spoke, his eyes fixed on Remus’ face as the other boy stared out at the sky. At this moment, he noticed more than ever just how stunning Remus was: with his light brown fluffy curls and his deep brown eyes that Sirius could get lost in for hours and not once complain. He looked at peace down here by the water, and Sirius realised that there was a high chance he wasn’t the only one who escaped out here on sleepless early mornings. A soft smile was set on Remus’ face as he gazed wistfully out at the softly rippling water.

“I think I’m in love with you, Moony.”

The second Remus looked over at Sirius and met his eyes; words were not needed. Their eyes expressed everything they felt and more, so much more deeply than words ever could. However, Remus knew Sirius very well, and it was clear to him that, although he would never specifically say so, he needed affirmation.

Remus squeezed their still-joined hands and slowly leaned in, softly brushing a finger over Sirius’ bottom lip. “Can I kiss you?”

“Please.” Sirius blurted a little too quickly, but Remus didn’t seem to mind. The corner of his lips simply twitched up in a smirk in response, and he pressed his lips against Sirius’ in a quick, soft kiss before pulling away. “I guess you could say that I’m in love with you too.” They kissed again, and after a while, it melted into a soft hug with Sirius curled up into Remus’ chest.

Sirius took one look into Remus’ eyes and knew that he never wanted to let go.

[murderoushagthesequel]

Nymph and Prince

from @jegulus-microfic's prompt, burn (274 words)

ok so i was listening to my renaissance faire playlist and before even looking at the prompt i knew i wanted to make it about one.

“James, no. I am not going outside in all this… sunshine,” Regulus insists, arms crossed in the passenger’s seat.

“Regulus-”

“Not happening.” Regulus can see James trying to hide his laughter from the driver’s side.

“Reg, we drove two hours. You do know you aren’t actually allergic to the sun, don’t you?” he asks, clearly very amused. Regulus turns to him with a glare on. Rookie mistake. James is dressed as a deer-inspired wood nymph and he looks fucking adorable and gorgeous and-

“I’m too pale!” he reiterates, “I’ll burn immediately.” James starts to give him a sad face. Shit. It gets him every time.

“But Reeeeg. You’re supposed to be my fairy prince! You look so pretty!” Regulus has been looking forward to the renaissance faire for almost a whole year now… There’s that dagger he’s been eyeing at the blacksmith’s, and the food is quite good and-

Regulus hears the sounds of that good old thinly veiled crude humored music floating into the car.

In every port the ship size is the notion But here is the secret Of a girl's devotion It’s not the size of the ship It’s the motion of the ocean

“Did you bring a parasol?” Regulus grumbles, embarrassed to admit defeat. James immediately perks up and beams.

“And SPF 70 sunscreen!” he exclaims. And well, Regulus was always weak for James’ giddiness. So he slathers on sunscreen and hides under the parasol and he and James waltz into the faire as a nymph and a fairy prince and maybe he did burn a bit, but it ends up being the best date he’s ever had. 

James is worth a bit of sunburn.

[angstitty]

~ About me ~

They/them/he/xer

All I post here is a result of 20+years of social and psychological alienation, combined with the very factual fact that I am the funniest motherfuck (and that’s coming from me so that means a lot)

Please send me asks, info dump, let me interpret your dream, info dump, share a fun recipe, please info dump I want to become like a huge trash island composed of random people’s special interests and hyperfixations.

No explicit sexual content pls I will cry ❌

Queer, neurodivergent, very silly and often stupid guy 🌋🎫🫙🫚🪸🐌🧳

-Interests-

Reading fanfics, mostly about sad relatable queer people

Reading books, mostly about pretentiously poetic existential dread and quirky guys (?).

Collecting records, curating playlists and listening to the same artists until my brain has fully downloaded their discography. Also going to concerts and dissociating in the crowd.

420 enthusiast, about 75% of my posts are made while zooted so deal with it MUHAHA

Animals, I have a big place in my heart for every little guy I see, even the most terrifying spiders out there.

Language, etymology and history of literature, currently learning German, Whelsh and Spanish, and I’m fluent in English and French :)

Activism, I want to be able to bring a difference in the future. I stand with every sexual and gender minorities, BIPOC, neurodivergent folks, people in homeless situations, sex workers, everyone who has been abused by a system that was made against them. You’re never alone <3

Eco-responsability! Im a slut for zero waste, underconsumption and the respect of nature/animals in their entirety!

-My ships-

Wolfstar the og

Spideypool

Jegulus

-Favourites-

Animals - snail, cat, pigeon

Colours - soft pink, black

Characters - Remus Lupin, Garfield, Yoshi,

Artists - Car Seat Headrest, Mitski,

Book - A Little Life

Movies - Truman show, The Princess Bride

Anime - Death Note, AOT,

Ice cream - Mint chocolate chip

Drink - Iced tea, lemonade, tea

[sunfl0w3rmoon]

Intro/Masterlist :)

intro:

hi I’m tess/t/sunflowermoon/whatever you want to call me :) I’m a bi/demi infj that writes sometimes. I usually describe myself as a Remus/James crossover (remu’s head and jamie’s heart) but I definitely have reggie and lily tendencies as well. I listen to a lot of indie/alt/pop but my current faves are girl in red, reneé rapp, coin, myles smith, maisie peters, conan gray, cat burns, paris paloma, hozier, and taylor swift. Primary fandoms include marauders, dead poets society, good omens, young royals, heartstopper, percy jackson, doctor who, dead boy detectives, and grishaverse but I only read/write fic for marauders.

feel free to ask me questions or say hello!!!

fics:

Groomsmen to Lovers? (jegulus oneshot ft wolfstar wedding | T | 18k)

mastermind (wolfstar hollywood au | 8/8 | M | 32k)

Flowers (marylily oneshot | T | 2.4k)

Sondering (dorlene oneshot | G | 1.1k)

let us sit so quietly (in firelight, i know you'd die for me) (pandalily oneshot | G | 2.7k)

take me back (to the night we met) (jegulus hogwarts | 5/5 | G | 10.7k)

playlists:

james

sirius

remus

regulus

lily

mary

marlene

dorcas

[pinkpalaceapartmcnts]

Dear Van,

I cant believe to tell you how much edge means to me , i found it whilst in sixth form working a part time job and it was my only solace when the chapters came out during my saturday shifts last year. Then this year although the updates have been fewer, they have been mighty and I am in awe of how the story is going. I mean ????? The characterisations and character arcs so far have been insane in the best way and I am so so exited for whatever else you write im so serious 💗💗💗 This story is everything to me . This is weird im listening to under pressure as I’m writing this and Freddie just saying ‘why can’t we give love that one more chance’ and then bowie saying ‘this is our last dance’ idk these lyrics are talking to me about edge sort of like freddie being james up until he realises regulus’ plans.. bowie being regulus at the masquerade .. hmmm im having thoughts ANYWAY thank you so much for every word you have put into this story and all your time because it is so so special 💗

so glad to hear that this fic was able to be a little light in some tiring times, it makes me happy to think of my silly little fic brightening someone's day, even if the fic in question is about murder and all that fun stuff ;) 💙 thanks for sticking around so long, i'm honestly quite impressed that you have, haha

UNDER PRESSURE!! IM GOING TO GET EMOTIONAL!! i love that song an abnormal amount, it's been a favorite since i was very young, and now that you mention it, it's SO edge jegulus. AHHH. i really need to make a proper edge playlist.

thank you so much for this lovely message, it's truly warmed my soul in immeasurable ways, sending love to you! 💙

[silverprongs08]

Why is my playlist about Regulus Black the way it is?

Hi! So—whenever I get terribly obsessed with a fictional character I make them a playlist. Now it's up to…*drumroll* Regulus Black!

But...you all must know a few things:

I am a jegulus shipper (that does not mean I hate Lily, those things should have nothing to do with each other), so a few of these songs do revolve around this ship but it's okay, bare with me.

My first language is not english. If I make mistakes along this post please forgive me, I'm trying.

 I’m known for doing long-ass playlist’s so I only chose ten of the sixtyfour I have.

Also if you don't agree it's okay just don't tell me cause I'll fight you.

That disclosed, let's start. 

Seraph by DPR IAN.

I am a SUCKER for the Regulus/Icarus... headcanon (I guess you could call it). Listen to this: he flew too close to the sun, he was young and didn't know anything afar from being trapped, died drowning searching for this new freedom he just discovered was actually for him. Regulus IS Icarus and no one can stop me from relating songs that talk about the myth to him. Wich takes me to the next song.

Sunlight by Hozier 

Hozier is talking about Jegulus in this song and I love that for him (and for me). The same logic, Regulus is fighting for that light he didn't knew he could have and was willing to sacrifice his life for it. I love him so much.

A Rush of Blood to the Head by Coldplay

This whole song is so Regulu in crimson rivers coded its crazy and meanwhile I don't fully love Regulus' character always being a tragedy I love how this song wraps the way I think Regulus understands love: intense and sometimes violent but completely devoted.

when the party is over by Billie Eillish

Regulus stayed so Sirius could leave (do not take this the wrong way I know it was hard for Sirius too). He yearns for a different live, for another chance but still belives he doesnt deserve it THAT'S what this son is about, don't care what anyone say's.

Money Power Glory by Lana del Rey

Regulus Black is the Lana del Rey character. Its giving: ambitious, old money, revenge,"I wanted you to know that it was I who discoverd your secret." type of vibe.

Anti-Hero by Taylor Swift

I dont think I have to explain further. Taylor told me herself this song was about him.

Moon Song by Phoebe Bridgers

Read the lyrics with jegulus in mind and let it sink in. This is my personal headcanon but Regulus knew about the profecy before going to the cave so...there is that. He feels so much and loves so much that even himself can't bare it.

Not Strong Enough by boygenius

This album has me in a chokehold and Im certain that if Regulus could hear it, it would have him in one too. R.I.P Regulus Black you would've loved boygenius.

bellyache by Billie Eillish

Hear me out on this one! This song is a revenge crime comitted mostly out of spite that ended up being pointless anthem just like Regulus' whole horrocrux hunting (I mean this in the nicest of the ways).

Turtles All The Way Down by Sammy Copley

THIS IS THE REGULUS SONG. Each line hits you like a train. Actually Regulus is real and he wrote this song. Please, if you listen to any of this songs let it be this one. ITS JUST SO HIM.

And thats it. I'm missing songs but I think that pretty much sums up how I understand him. I love Regulus and this songs and I hope you all love them too.

Bye bye! : )

[maruyaaya]

Hey Imeda! I am Low! I read your Pandalily fic recently and I adored it! I saw that you haven't had this account long and since I can't peruse/stalk your account to satiate my curiosity I've decided to inquire here :) I hope you don't mind.

Do you have any specific Pandora or Lily headcanons you can share? Do you have any WIPs in the works? Do you have any songs you are listening to on repeat right now? What are the top 5 ships that are giving you the most insistent brain rot currently?

And finally, I am done pestering you and I'm wishing you a day full of wonder <3

OMG HI LOW!! yes absolutely i am always happy to talk about pandalily they are my beloveds <3 yeah i set up this acc relatively recently bc i wanted a fresh start for my ao3 and i haven’t really had the chance to do much on it yet (i am unfortunately a full time university student) but i am so happy you sent an ask bc i am always excited to talk to ppl!! feel free to send more asks or even dm me for whatever reason!!

i’m gonna do the pandalily headcanons last bc i have so many of them, but firstly do i have any wips:

oh i ABSOLUTELY have wips. i actually am the worst at starting wips and never finishing them, but as for main ones i’m working on rn, i have a prongsfoot wip that’s currently around 50k words 75% done, a marauders x daisy jones & the six au, a (you have to hear me out on this one okay bc i know nobody ships this but me BUT HEAR ME OUT) friends with benefits sirius x barty fic that’s about half done, and another pandalily fic that is basically just taking shape but i don’t have much to say about it yet (im actually just the worst multishipper ever and i ship my favourite character, sirius, with every single person who dares to so much as breathe in his direction)

songs on repeat

ok so i am totally willing to just link my spotify, in fact: here and i have a pandalily playlist in the works here, but specifically, i’ve had never love an anchor by the crane wives, three by sleeping at last, and funeral by phoebe bridgers on loop over and over as well as the entire daisy jones & the six album.

top 5 ships giving me brainrot

1. PRONGSFOOT!! prongsfoot is forever in my head as one of my fav ships ever

2. pandalily! i absolutely adore their dynamic and the little version of them that i have created in my head

3. rosekiller. i think this is a relatively unpopular opinion but i am so intrigued by their dynamic and i’m currently in the process of drafting a LONG fic about them but i haven’t done much work on it yet

4. dorlene. UGH MY OG ENEMIES TO LOVERS i am forever obsessed with them and i can’t believe i haven’t written them yet

5. normally i’d have jegulus around here i think but currently i’ve been having intensive brainrot about the idea of a dynamic between barty and sirius. i think they’re two characters who are very similar and yet hate each other and i think it’s really interesting to explore a two sides of the same coin dynamic between them and idk i have a lot of thoughts about them i could absolutely rant for a very long time abt the sirius/barty dynamic i have in my head

bonus bc it isn’t a marauders ship but my favourite ship of ALL TIME is soukoku, aka dazai/chuuya from bungou stray dogs. i like them a Normal amount (i’m crazy abt them)

and now, the moment you’ve all been waiting for, here are a few of my pandalily headcanons that i can think of off the top of my head

first of all, my fav pandalily song is trouble by halsey. it’s literally them. that’s their dynamic to me

pandora’s much more open about her oddness and want for Blood while lily is more closed off about it. it’s still there—absolutely still there—but pandora kind of awakens it in her and helps her to realize that it’s okay to show that part of her

they met through james and regulus and often go on double dates with them

they absolutely get matching tattoos. probably ethel cain lyrics or something abt the inherent eroticism of cannibalism idk

my favourite headcanon is that pandora and evan are twins and evan tries to get lily the shovel talk when he meets her for the first time, but actually just ends up half in love with her bc he thinks she’s so cool

speaking of, evan and lily joke that they’re going to run away and elope so that evans name could be evan evans and pandora thinks it’s the funniest thing ever

bonus headcanon that evan is the older twin by a few minutes but pandora tells everyone that she is and he doesn’t correct her

they watched bones and all together and every 5 minutes they would whisper “this is so us” to each other

they absolutely LOVE baking together. they do it at least once a week and they make cookies or cupcakes or something and decorate them like pinterest photos and give them to their friends

they have two shared pinterest boards. one is really cutesy baking ideas and cute room decor inspo and the other is full of quotes abt cannibalism and blood and eating each other whole. they treasure both of these boards equally

lily is the biggest taylor swift fan ever and she makes pandora listen to her songs together. pandora moderately enjoys taylor swift, but will listen to her constantly to please lily. lily’s favourite song is this is me trying and pandora likes cowboy like me

they give each other flowers all the time (notably lilies ofc). pandora can’t stand to watch them die and always presses them and keeps them all in a little notebook with the date they got them

they’re obsessed with biting each other. like not even just during sex, they do it all the time. they’ll be watching a movie and pandora will just reach over and bite lily’s shoulder for fun

their favourite show to watch together is hannibal. they’re crazy about it. they rewatch it all the time to an unhealthy extent

they often say really strange declarations of love to each other in front of other people like “i want to eat you down to the bones” or “i want to rip open your skin and crawl inside your kidneys and sleep in there” and everyone around them just laughs nervously and can’t tell if they’re serious or not

i probably rambled much more than i needed to but i am always very excited to talk!!

[anauro]

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success ?

Hello!

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

I do listen to music, yes! I usually just put like a random playlist on, sth like “Jegulus angst vibes” from Spotify or whatever… I really just need background noise. If I obsess over a certain song, I let you guys know in the chapter notes (like Live in the moment for the kiss or Total eclipse of the heart)

As I’m writing the first in the name of love chapter, I’ve been listening to 2000s romcom songs 💗

🎉what leads you do consider a fic a success?

Ha, I had a whole-ass fanfic writing goals checklist and I’m happy to say dass managed to tick all but one boxes 🥰🥰

But lately it’s been less about the checklist and more about how I feel about a fic and, most importantly, how my friends feel. If I write something and the internet loves it but @sequinhaze or @blossoms-and-possums aren’t too keen, I wouldn’t consider it a success. Most of my fics these days are written with a specific someone in mind and I want to a) have fun writing it (like for example the whole Shawn Mendes madness) and b) them to enjoy it 😊

[theinvisiblemuseum]

so i heard ice skating!marauders aus are quite trendy on tiktok atm and i noticed how there are more and more figure skater regulus / jegulus fanarts but every time i see one, i wanna scream in the comments how YOU had this concept already MONTHS AGO and it belongs to you and you only haha (even tho you never really posted the fic in the end)

NO LMAO WHY WAS I THINKING THE SAME THING THE OTHER DAY 😭 listen i’m just possessive over my little ill advised figure skating au because i love it endlessly even if i haven’t written a word in months. i have all the skating playlists at the ready, i have art wips sketched and planned, i have 30k words and a dream LMFAOOOO

i will however enjoy allll the marauders figure skating content in the meantime, i’m starved with no winter olympics in sight 😭

[jamesisthesun]

jegulus headcanons (in honor of jegulus week)

happy jegulus week!! the amount of times I’ve cried about them this week alone- let’s not talk about it. Anyways feel free to add your own headcanons, I would love to hear them. I’m thinking of making playlists, I’m starting with a jegulus one I’ll add the link on here later on. also if anyone has fic recs please tell me!! just please tell me the title and author (especially if it’s on ao3) just to let you all know, some of the songs might not fit this exact headcanon but they do fit other headcanons, I’m a very indecisive person so I have multiple headcanons, especially revolving around the break up. And I made it a collaborative playlist, so anyone can add songs, just please don’t delete any. -Maria<3

here’s the link<3

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Hm6RTG4EIiDwPi6xVa6a9?si=LrU5AGLPR6qgzk5CzIV6Cw

enemies to friends to lovers

it all started one night at the astronomy tower

James fell first.

it was awkward at first, but after a while of “coincidentally” finding each other there, they got comfortable with each other

that’s when James realized that Regulus is actually really talkative

they were both talkative, could, and did, spend hours talking. jumping from one subject to another.

by the end of the night they didn’t even remember what they started talking about in the first place

they started talking in James’s 5th year and Regulus’s 4th and started started dating in James’s 6th year and Regulus’s 5th

it was great. although James hated lying to the rest of the marauders, especially Sirius.

but for once, he wanted to be selfish, he wanted to put his happiness before he put everyone else’s. so he did.

and God was he happy

it was weird for him at first, since he had a crush on Lily for years.

their banter continued, especially on the quidditch field

James tried to convince Regulus to run away, but Regulus refused. especially after Sirius ran away

Regulus knew that for Sirius to be safe from their parents he had to stay behind

so he did

James’s offer was still up though

the moment James knew he was in love with Regulus was when he made Regulus genuinely smile/laugh for the first time

Regulus knew he was in love with James while he was rambling about something and James listened to him.

no one had done that before, at least the way James did

he liked it, he loved it. he loved that he was able to talk about his interests and his passions, he loved that the person he was talking to actually listened and seemed genuinely interested in the conversation.

that’s when they first kissed, Regulus made the first move

James froze, he didn’t know what to do

Regulus thought that he ruined what they had, so he pulled away, rambling apologies

he quickly stopped when he felt James’s lips on his

they always met up at the astronomy tower

sometimes in abandoned classrooms

Lily knew about them

she was actually the one that would give James advice

it was great, they were happy

James always called him ‘love’, ‘small star’, ‘baby black’, ‘reg’, ‘Reggie’, etc

James had an infinite amount of nicknames for him

Regulus had some for James to

especially in French, James loved it when he spoke French

‘mon amour/my love’, ‘chéri/darling’, ‘love/amour’, ‘golden boy’, etc

James also loved it when Regulus played the piano

James knew how to play the piano, he learned when he was a kid

he pretended he didn’t

he asked Regulus to “teach” him

he loved to hear Regulus talk, Regulus putting his hands on top of James’s

it was romantic, James was a helpless romantic

Regulus walked in on James playing the piano perfectly one day

to say he was shocked was an understatement

he loved it

they played together all the time

then Regulus got the dark mark

he broke it off with James

didn’t tell him why, James was heartbroken

everyone noticed of course

he didn’t eat as much

he either slept a lot or not at all

never played piano again, he used to always play

he tried to hide it, hide his heartbreak

he tried to be “golden boy” again

he was able to fool almost everyone

but Sirius, Remus, Peter, Marlene, Mary,his parents. they noticed something was going on

he never told them, Lily was the only one that knew

Regulus noticed too, it broke him

James eventually found out about the mark, he was mad, upset, heartbroken all over again

Regulus wasn’t doing much better

as much as he regretted breaking up with James, he knew he couldn’t keep him. It was too dangerous, he couldn’t risk James’s life not that it mattered in the end

it was hard but they were getting through it

then James and Lily started dating

Regulus was heartbroken again but he was happy

he was happy for him

because for the first time in a while, James looked happy

then the war started

they never truly got over each other, especially Regulus

Regulus found out that James and Lily got married and were expecting a child

he was happy for them, worried too, but overall happy

when he found out Peter was a death eater and that Peter had betrayed them he knew he had to prevent it

so when he found out about the horcruxes he knew he had to destroy it

for James

he came up with a plan (with Pandora’s help because they were platonic soulmates and you can’t convince me otherwise)

in his last moments, Regulus thought about James

he had hoped that he saved him, it was the least he could do sinceJames saved him

he thought about how proud Sirius would be

he died peacefully other than the painful fact that he was quite literally drowning knowing that James was going to be fine

he wrote a goodbye letter to James explaining everything

James was heartbroken when he read it

his parents died the same week

it wasn’t easy

he never stopped loving him

they were meant for each other, but they weren’t meant to be together

they were two worlds apart

he also wrote one for Sirius

he never opened it

lastly Halloween 1981 happened

James’s last thoughts were of Harry, Lily, Sirius, Remus

he wondered if Peter was okay

he thought about Regulus, he was finally going to see him again

might make a wolfstar, flowerpott, dorlene, and just different headcanons for different characters in different fandoms so…

also my tiktok is @marvelsfallingkink (same as my tumblr)

[euphorial-docx]

songs i put in my playlist for my jegulus fic “fade into you” and why :)

fade into you — mazzy star

self explanatory, but also the lyrics “I wanna hold the hand inside you” is what made me choose it for the title

friday i’m in love — the cure

the cure may be regulus’s favorite band, but this is the song i listen to when i write as james. it perfectly describes his side of his relationship with regulus, which makes it both happy and incredibly sad.

i also find it funny that they like the same band differently (ie james likes the “wish” album and regulus likes “faith”— two sides of the same coin)

the holy hour — the cure

regulus’s favorite song. the lyrics “i sit and listen dreamlessly / a promise of salvation makes me stay / the look at your face / and feel my heart pushed in” really resonates with me to regulus (if that makes any sense). in my mind, this song IS regulus

policy of truth — depeche mode

take any lyrics from this song, and it sums up the black family. i also like to think regulus likes depeche mode a lot.

child psychology — black box recorder

two words: walburga black

asleep — the smiths

i imagine this to be one of regulus’s most played songs in his discman for many, many reasons. my boy needs a hug

catch the breeze — slowdive

i’ll be honest… i just like the vibes of this one

just like heaven — the cure

i like to imagine james dancing to this song and regulus being annoyed by it (but secretly being amused). it just helps me write james, okay?

there is a light that never goes out — the smiths

i just love this song.

if you guys want me to list more, i’ll happily do it! i have about a dozen or so other songs in the playlist (which is private, so i’m sorry if you wanted a link or something)

[richardsikens-secretlovechild]

the jegulus brainrot is so bad that a dear evan hansen song came on while i was listening to my playlist with musicals and my first thought was “dear evan hansen jegulus au!”

clearly i was not thinking coherently because idek how the au would work fully nor do i think i could actually write a multi-chaptered fanfic 💀

but now the idea won’t leave my head and it’s opened a can of worms because now i’m wracking my head thinking of all my past favourite media and trying to figure out how they would work as jegulus aus

[sophsicle]

We don’t know a lot of canon stuff about the Mauraders… you could literally tell any story an it would probably still work so don’t worry! Some people just have a need to criticize and put other down and I think that that ask was one of them

Different topic but I love love love love love your story! It’s amazing and very real! I love that you didn’t make each Charakter perfect, they all seem very realistic with all their sometimes bad impulses and flaws. But you still made them live able and I’m genuinely so emotional invested🥲 I also never read anything Jegulus before and you made me a big fan of them☺️

Also I love your Spotify playlist, it’s my go to playlist right now. A few songs I didn’t know jet and I love them! Completely my music taste.

And I also love reading your thoughts on different things on here and come to check them out every few days😅

So I hope that weren’t to many thoughts😅

I also really like your writing style

So that’s it

Hello lovely! Thank you so much! I'm honestly surprised anyone else wants to listen to that playlist because it really is all over the place. Like some of those songs I can very clearly say "this lyric is Jegulus" but a lot of them I'm just like "it's the vibe". Anyway, I'm glad you're enjoying it, and enjoying the fic! :) :) :)